“
I have a black belt in sarcasm, and my wit is like lightning.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Sense of Place (Thomas Elkin, #3))
“
His hand lay across my stomach as he slept soundly. I entwined my fingers with his and breathed through the warmth that seeped through my chest. Such a simple, sweet thing to do, yet holding hands in bed was incredibly intimate.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book Three (Spencer Cohen, #3))
“
They should love you, just as you are. Parents should love their kids, right?"
"You'd think so.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book Three (Spencer Cohen, #3))
“
Watching them was like watching water and oil do the impossible.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Sixty Five Hours (Sixty Five Hours, #1))
“
Some souls just understand each other upon meeting.
”
”
N.R. Hart (Poetry and Pearls)
“
Sometimes the bravest thing you can do is let someone love you.
”
”
N.R. Hart (Poetry and Pearls)
“
Maybe that's what I needed. Another tattoo. Some pain on the outside to ease the pain on the inside.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book One (Spencer Cohen, #1))
“
Becoming a member of the NR is not just about working smarter. It's about building a system to replace yourself.
”
”
Timothy Ferriss (The 4-Hour Workweek)
“
The guy you’ve been seeing, the one you were all so secret-squirrel about, was my dad?” Cooper nodded. “Yes.” “Oh, fucking hell,” Ryan squeaked. “The one you said sucked dick like a Dyson?
”
”
N.R. Walker (Elements of Retrofit (Thomas Elkin, #1))
“
NR, Master of the backhanded compliment/putdown strikes again!
”
”
M.J. Nicholls
“
And without my consent, with my defences in ruins, while my brain was sleeping, my stupid heart went and fell headfirst into love.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book Two (Spencer Cohen, #2))
“
I will write you into my forever.
”
”
N.R. Hart (Poetry and Pearls)
“
You know, there’s a joke in there somewhere. A Highlander, a Viking, and a Samurai walk into a bar.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Cronin's Key (Cronin's Key, #1))
“
She wants a warrior lover with strong hands wild eyes and a poet's heart.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
Whenever you find yourself doubting how far you can go, just remember how far you have come. Remember everything you have faced, all the battles you have won, and all the fears you have overcome.
”
”
N.R. Walker (The Weight of It All)
“
I'll never be able to see you."
I took his other hand, holding both his in mine. "You do see me. No one has ever seen me like you do." I lifted his hands to my face. "You know me, you see me, like no one else."
"Not through these eyes."
"No," I agreed quietly. "You see me with your heart.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
We do not choose who we love but rather
our souls choose for us.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
I stared at her. “Is that another compliment? Because we’ve just been through that.” She walked to her desk. “You mispronounced thank you.
”
”
N.R. Walker (The Weight of It All)
“
Because the heart is blind...
”
”
N.R. Walker
“
The New Rich ( NR) are those who abandon the deferred-life plan and create luxury lifestyles in the present using the currency of the New Rich: time and mobility.
”
”
Timothy Ferriss (The 4-Hour Work Week: Escape the 9-5, Live Anywhere and Join the New Rich)
“
I glanced back to Yanni to see him smiling at us. "You two can stop being so cute now."
"Well, Spencer can," Andrew deadpanned. "I, unfortunately, am cute all the time."
I laughed. "It's true. He is.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book Three (Spencer Cohen, #3))
“
When I opened the door, Andrew was standing there like a remedy for heart palpitations. Or maybe he made them worse. It was hard to tell.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book One (Spencer Cohen, #1))
“
There is something cathartic about having your scars inked into your skin.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book One (Spencer Cohen, #1))
“
I kissed him softly and left my lips pressed to his for a few beats of my heart.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book Two (Spencer Cohen, #2))
“
It was funny how the monumental shit in your life tends to happen in slow-motion and at warp speed at the same time.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Sixty Five Hours (Sixty Five Hours #1))
“
Still I would die tomorrow knowing I spend a handful of breathless moments with you than live a lifetime of ordinary breathing.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
Souls tend to go back to who feels like home.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
You’re so good with people. You say all the right things to make people feel better about themselves. You don’t do it to be patronising at all; you do it because you’re a good person.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book Three (Spencer Cohen, #3))
“
You know what a sense of place is?” Cooper nodded. “It’s when the place you’re in feels like home. Where you’re at peace.” I nodded. “That’s exactly right.” Cooper looked around. “This place?” I shook my head. “No.” His voice kind of squeaked. “Me?” I nodded and grinned. “You’re my sense of place, Cooper.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Sense of Place (Thomas Elkin, #3))
“
My tattoos, like most people's, were reminders, badges of personal experiences. Yes, I might wear them on my skin for the world to see, but their meaning was a little too personal.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book One (Spencer Cohen, #1))
“
I think he won a tiny piece of my heart that day. If he didn't have the whole damn thing before then, he certainly had part of it now.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book Two (Spencer Cohen, #2))
“
I keep spare business shirts. In case of emergencies." Emergencies? "Do you expect to have jizz on your shirt often?
”
”
N.R. Walker (Sixty Five Hours (Sixty Five Hours #1))
“
When you look at the stars, what do you see?”
“Impossible possibilities.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Galaxies and Oceans)
“
But you were most beautiful when I saw all of you. Your scars and secrets.
”
”
N.R. Hart (Poetry and Pearls)
“
She was a quiet girl, a thoughtful girl. But you never knew what was going in that pretty little head of hers. Whether she was planning a tea party; or a plot to take over the world.
”
”
N.R. Hart (Poetry and Pearls)
“
Legend has it there is always a reason why souls meet. Maybe they found each other for reasons that weren't so different after all.
They were two souls searching and found a home lost in each other. When souls find comfort in one another separation is not possible. The reasons they are brought together are no accident.
Maybe she needed someone to show her how to live and he needed someone to show him how to love.
”
”
N.R. Hart (Poetry and Pearls)
“
I couldn’t help but laugh. “Do you have some tough-guy persona I haven’t seen yet?” “Absolutely,” he said brightly. “I have a black belt in sarcasm, and my wit is like lightning.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Sense of Place (Thomas Elkin, #3))
“
My soul and your soul are forever tangled.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
„Wir wissen nicht, was andere Menschen denken oder fühlen, wir interpretieren ihr Verhalten und sind dann wegen unserer eigenen Gedanken beleidigt.“ Ich
”
”
Michael Nast (Generation Beziehungsunfähig: Der Nr.1 SPIEGEL-Bestseller (German Edition))
“
I won’t change that much,” I replied. “Because believe me, when this pasta comes out, I’m gonna suck those carbs down like a blowjob.
”
”
N.R. Walker (The Weight of It All)
“
For all the times he'd fucked me, he'd never fucked me like this. Because this wasn't fucking.
It was in his eyes, in his touch, in his kiss. It was in his heartbeat, pulsing against my chest and inside me. It was how he moaned my name, it was how he murmured and pleaded, and it was how his fingers dug into my skin. It wasn't fucking. It was emotion and pure need…
He was making love to me.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Point of No Return (Turning Point #1))
“
I was short on patience and long on not-in-the-fucking-mood.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Red Dirt Heart 2 (Red Dirt, #2))
“
You can never forget the ones that made you feel.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
Some souls just understand each other upon meeting." ~ N.R. Hart
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
Alec put his hands up. “Okay, stop.” The four vampires stared at him. “Horses? As in equine, My Little Pony, clippety-clop fucking horses?
”
”
N.R. Walker (Cronin's Key II (Cronin's Key #2))
“
Maybe she needed someone to show her
how to live and he needed someone
to show him how to love.
”
”
N.R. Hart (Poetry and Pearls)
“
Alec smiled at him. Their faces were close again, and he whispered, “I like it when you talk all middle ages.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Cronin's Key (Cronin's Key, #1))
“
Well, all of us country club ex-wives need a lot of money,” she said. “Sex with the
stable boys at the club isn’t cheap you know.”
I almost choked. “Mom! You made me spit my beer.”
My dearest mother hummed into the phone. “Maybe you wouldn’t be single, darling, if
you learned to swallow properly.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blindside (Blind Faith, #3))
“
I can’t go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Upside Down)
“
„Jeez, Carlos,” Hannah said. „Why don't you work out like those two?”
„Because I'm a married heterosexual man,” Carlos defended himself. „No one gives a shit what I look like.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
You can text me whenever.” His smile died. “Did you forget?” “What?” “That I can’t read.” “No, you can’t read well. But you can read.” I gave him a grin. “And I’ll go easy on you.
”
”
N.R. Walker (On Davis Row)
“
She loves deeply regardless of the love she gets back in return, and it is both her biggest strength, and her biggest weakness.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
So these Daleks conquer entire planets, right?"
"Mm-hmm." He nodded against my chest.
"But they can't even go up steps.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Taxes and Tardis)
“
What has been promised, is debt.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book Two (Spencer Cohen, #2))
“
I’d crossed that line like Usain freakin’ Bolt.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book One (Spencer Cohen, #1))
“
I'm surprised I could actually talk with how much I was grinning.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book One (Spencer Cohen, #1))
“
I think you're something wonderful.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Spencer Cohen, Book One (Spencer Cohen, #1))
“
Lucas, I hired you because you're brilliant." I believed him. I smiled. "It's true. I am.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Sixty Five Hours (Sixty Five Hours #1))
“
You are soul food for my ravenous mind.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
She brings out the beauty in his broken soul.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
I will love you hard enough to shed that armor you hold around your heart.
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
I could do my shoelaces up without having to reach over my stomach.
”
”
N.R. Walker (The Weight of It All)
“
May
the stars forever guide us, and may this lighthouse bring us
home.
”
”
N.R. Walker
“
I came to Tasmania in search of an elusive species. And I found it. But never in my wildest dreams did I expect to find you. And I believe I found a type of butterfly that exists only in my belly which makes itself known when I think of you.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Imago (Imago, #1))
“
All I could feel was the pulse of our heartbeats where we joined, throbbing and pounding through every fibre in my body. We rocked back and forth, always kissing. And on the cold, cold ground by the flickering warmth of the fire, we made love. The way he held me, the way he looked at me, it was the closest to heaven I’d ever get without dyin’.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Red Dirt Heart 2 (Red Dirt, #2))
“
Der Verfall des Schenkens spiegelt sich in der peinlichen Erfindung der Geschenkartikel, die bereits darauf angelegt sind, daß man nicht weiß, was man schenken soll, weil man es eigentlich gar nicht will. Diese Waren sind beziehungslos wie ihre Käufer.
”
”
Theodor W. Adorno (Minima Moralia: Reflections on a Damaged Life)
“
«Mi prometti che ti comporterai meglio che puoi?»
«Si» mi rispose sorridente «Parola di scout»
«Non sei mai stato un boy scout»
«No, ma ho scopato un sacco di ragazzi che lo erano» poi aggiunse «cioè, erano scout quando erano bambini. Non ora, perché sarebbe disgustoso»
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
The old lady I was sitting next to gaped at me. I shrugged, not even the slightest bit sorry. Okay, well maybe just a little sorry. But he smiled at me. Hennessy goddamned smiled right at me, like I was the reason for his happiness.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Upside Down)
“
„So, seeing anyone?”
„Not for the last eighteen years,” he deadpanned.
„Oh, shit,” I cried, as I realized what I'd just said to a blind man. „I didn't mean seeing as in seeing, I meant seeing as in seeing someone.”
Isaac laughed at me. „Oh, that makes sense,” he said with a sarcastic laugh.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
Trav just shook his head and grinned. “It’s my ring on your finger, Charlie. It’s our daughter asleep down the hall, and it’s me you beg for and my name you whisper.” He sighed, content and sleepy. His accent was always thicker when he was tired. “I know damn well who you belong to. And you do too.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Red Dirt Heart Imago (Red Dirt #4.5, Imago #2.5))
“
Quindi era finita. Era andato avanti. Di già. Davvero non significava nulla per lui. Era davvero finita. Avevano dei piani. Lui è Joshua. Insieme
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
Perché ti spingo via quando ho più bisogno di te?" chiese "Perché mi sopporti?"
"Perché ti amo
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
«Carter?»
«Si" risposi «Mi sto godendo lo spettacolo»
Piegò la testa da un lato, non proprio sicuro di cosa intendessi. «Te, Isaac» gli dissi mentre entravo nella doccia «sto ammirando te»
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
Rimase in silenzio per un attimo prima di chiedere:
«E se cado?»
Lo tirai contro di me.
«Non ti lascerò mai cadere. Ti terrò io.»
«Non mi lascerai andare?»
Scossi la testa, e sussurrai. «Mai.»
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
So, this Doctor Who guy travels to different galaxies in the TARDIS thing?" There was only silence on the line, so as always, I felt the need to fill it. "Because it's not very aerodynamic, and it doesn't seem like it's built to withstand the pressure of zero gravity
”
”
N.R. Walker (Taxes and Tardis)
“
Did you take lessons in cynical?”
“I did, yes. I was so good at it, I now teach ‘How to be a cynical jerk’ at the local
community college. I can get you discount rates if you want. Just tell them I sent you.”
“And sarcasm?”
“Yep, I have my Masters in sarcasm. I can get you a two-for-one deal if you want.”
Will laughed again. “You would seriously charge me to take one of your hypothetical
classes?”
“Hypothetical is an extra charge,” I told him, sitting down on a bench seat. “And anyway,
I have to make a living somehow. I’d consider prostitution, but it’s against my moral standing to enjoy my work.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blindside (Blind Faith, #3))
“
You’d better be thinking of me when you smile like that,” Cooper said, now standing beside me. I hadn’t heard him come into the kitchen. I bumped his hip with mine. “Of course I’m thinking about you.” “Then why aren’t you hard?” he asked, looking pointedly at my crotch. Before I could say anything, he said, “They have pills now, for old guys who can’t get hard.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Sense of Place (Thomas Elkin, #3))
“
I figured if I was tired enough, I wouldn’t miss Travis.
Which kind of worked, until after the three o’clock fussing-wombat feed and I got back into bed and his side of the bed was cold.
Or until I tripped over his laundry that he’d left on the bathroom floor. That he always left on the bathroom floor.
Or until I sat at the table at breakfast time and his chair was too damn empty. There was no smartarse comments, no bursts of laughter. His blue eyes didn’t spark with humour and his sandy-blond hair didn't spike out just so.
There was no foot-holding under the table.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Red Dirt Heart 3 (Red Dirt, #3))
“
They see my beat-up face and assume I’m some troublemaker. But I don’t do nothin’ wrong. I try, every day, to be a good person. To help out and take care of Pops, ya know? I don’t ask for nothin’. I don’t have anything and I don’t blame the world for that. I don’t think nobody owes me a goddamn thing. I’m just trying to get through each fucking day.
”
”
N.R. Walker (On Davis Row)
“
My father who got cages instead of compassion.
My father whose whole story no one of us will ever know.
What did it do to him, all those years locked away, all that time in chains, all those days upon days without human touch except touch meant to harm - hand behind your back, N****r. Get on the fucking wall, N****r! Lift your sac, N****r. Don't look at me like that or I will f*****g kill your Black ass.
It would be easy to speculate about the impact of years of cocaine use on my father's heart, but I suspect that it will tell us less than if we could measure the cumulative effects of hatred, racism and indignity. What is the impact of years of strip searches, of being bent over, the years before that when you were a child and knew that no dream you had for yourself was taken seriously by anyone, that you were not someone who would be fully invested in by a nation that treated you as expendable?
”
”
Patrisse Khan-Cullors (When They Call You a Terrorist: A Black Lives Matter Memoir)
“
Sapevo che Isaac non mi avrebbe fatto del male. Non come Paul. Non sarei entrato un giorno in casa e non avrei trovato Isaac a letto con un altro ragazzo. Semplicemente non era quel tipo di persona. Ma questo non voleva dire che non potesse farmi del male o spezzarmi il cuore
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
«Isaac ti ho detto che ti amavo» mormorai «E tu mi hai rifiutato. Cosa avrei dovuto pensare?»
Le lacrime scesero sulle guance «Che ho paura. Che non voglio perderti. Che tu sei la cosa migliore che mi sia mai capitata» Il viso si intristì e scrollò le spalle «Che ti amo anch'io»
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
Ti rendi conto che ogni cosa che c'è nel nostro carrello ha un significato fallico, vero?
Guardai il carrello. Banane, carote, zucchine, cetrioli, patate dolci "le fragole e i mango non lo sono" gli feci notare
"No, ma il modo in cui tu li vuoi usare è alquanto... non-alimentare
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
«Mi piaceva abbastanza il dottor Fields» disse all'improvviso «Ma mi piaci anche tu» Diede una pacca sulla mano di Isaac che era sul mio braccio «Non mi dà fastidio se i ragazzi amano i ragazzi. Se hai abbastanza fortuna da trovare qualcuno che ti ama, non devi lasciartelo scappare»
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
We were destined to meet no matter the distance, we return to each other again and again. It's that once in a lifetime connection, the ones that make you feel more alive just sitting next to them; even the silence is comfortable because you feel more complete in their presence. I don't know what it is about him...only that when I look into his eyes I see a reflection of my soul staring back at me".
”
”
N.R. Hart
“
È che lo voglio. Così tanto. Non posso farne a meno, Carter, indipendentemente da ciò che mi fa sembrare"
Che cosa lo faceva sembrare? Impaurito. Perso. Speranzoso. Bramoso "Ti fa umano, Isaac"
Posò la forchetta e spinse via il piatto. Abbassò le spalle "Un essere umano cieco"
"Un essere umano perfetto
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
Tutto quello a cui riuscivo a pensare era che gli stavo tenendo la mano.
Lo stavo toccando. E seppi in quel momento che volevo toccarlo di nuovo. Volevo che lui toccasse me. Volevo di più di tutto con lui. Volevo parlargli di qualsiasi cosa. Volevo vederlo usare le mani mentre spiegava qualcosa e parlava così appassionatamente del suo lavoro. Volevo farlo ridere. Volevo tenergli la mano. Volevo sapere che sensazioni mi avrebbe dato, come sarebbe stato toccarlo, stringerlo contro di me. Volevo conoscerlo. Volevo che lui conoscesse me. Volevo capirlo. Volevo entrargli sottopelle. Come lui si stava infilando sotto la mia
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
I was so comfortable. I was warm and cozy, in that blissful, dreamy place between asleep and awake...
Until my comfy pillow moved.
And the blanket keeping me warm moved.
I grumbled at them sleepily, and then my pillow and blanket chuckled.
I looked up, trying to make sense of my thoughts, and I saw him.
Cameron.
My pillow and blanket was Cameron; a half asleep, chuckling Cameron. I groaned and let my head fall back on his chest, his arms tightened around me. "I wondered why my pillow moved."
He chuckled again, and I could hear the sound resonate in my ear.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Sixty Five Hours (Sixty Five Hours, #1))
“
Mi assopii, chiedendomi cosa potessero significare per Isaac gli avvenimenti di quel giorno, per la sua indipendenza, per la sua fiducia in se stesso. Egoisticamente, poi mi domandai che cosa significassero per me. Mi chiesi quanto lui mi avrebbe allontanato, quanto mi avrebbe fatto male con le sue parole, con la sua collera.
Mi svegliai da solo
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
Despite my earlier concerns, I realised now I didn't care that his emotions were synthetic. I didn't care that he was programmed to suit me, to want me, to smile when he saw me. I didn't care that his love for me was binary coded, programmed. It was real to me. And in many ways, it was more real that anything I'd had with any human. Human love came with conditions and limits, with mess and noise, and was fleeting at best
Shaun's love wasn't. It was forever and completely, unequivocally mine.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Evolved)
“
Volevo piangere. Volevo dirgli quanto mi dispiacesse, ma tutto quello che riuscii a fare fu attirarlo contro di me ancora di più e baciargli la fronte. Mark poteva aver pensato che io fossi innamorato di Isaac quattro settimane prima e forse lo ero. Ma in quel momento, io capii, seppi, con ogni fibra del mio essere, in quel preciso momento, che ero innamorato di Isaac Brannigan
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
Erano due anelli d'argento. Non semplici anelli, ma anelli con puntini in rilievo su di essi. Braille. Avevano puntini in Braille disseminati sulla superficie. Ero abbastanza sicuro di quello che dicevano, ma mossi gentilmente il dito sul metallo e lessi le parole Ti amo
Isaac si morse il labbro inferiore "Io, uh.. uhm"
Lo bacia per farlo tacere "Isaac. È bellissimo"
"Dice ti amo"
"Lo so
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
Alla fine lo portai a letto dove, invece di fare l'amore, lo riabbracciai, gli bacia le labbra, poi le palpebre chiuse e gli dissi che era perfetto. Intuii che non mi credeva. Quando gli dicevo che era perfetto o gli dicevo che era meraviglioso, non mi credeva mai. "Cosa devo fare per far sì che tu mi creda quando lo dico?"
Sdraiato fra le mie braccia, strofinò il naso contro il mio collo. Non mi diede mai una risposta
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
Ora hai intenzione di dirmi cosa ti piace di me?"
Alla fine sorrise "Che non mi tratti in modo diverso. Che mi tratti come tutti gli altri. Non mi avvolgi nella bambagia, non mi fai concessioni, non cerchi di fare tutto per me. Certamente non me la fai passare liscia" continuò. Poi aggiunse piano "Tu non mi tratti come se fossi cieco"
"Non è mai stato un problema per me" risposi "Non ti tratto in modo diverso, perché non sei diverso"
Isaac sorrise "Ed è per questo che ti amo
”
”
N.R. Walker (Blind Faith (Blind Faith, #1))
“
Non lo hai mai soffocato, mai. Ha solo fatto il coglione perché sapeva che ti avrebbe fatto male dicendolo. Quindi starai solo ad aspettare fino a che sprofonderà nella merda e si renderà conto di aver sbagliato?"
Annuii "È tutto quello che posso fare"
"E intanto muori lentamente con il cuore spezzato, mentre lui si prende il suo tempo facendo l'Idiota testardo, fingendo di andare avanti con la sua vita quando invece è troppo testa di cazzo per ammettere di aver sbagliato?"
Non risposi. Non dovevo.
”
”
N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
“
Perché non vuoi che viva con te? Niente cazzate questa volta, Isaac. Voglio la verità"
Il mio cuore quasi si fermò. Non ero sicuro di voler sentire la risposta, ma sembrava che i miei piedi non riuscissero a muoversi.
La voce di Isaac era bassa "Non voglio che veda quanto sono cieco, quanto posso essere un peso. Se vivesse qui, vedrebbe quanto vado avanti a fatica"
"Oh, Isaac" disse Hannah "State insieme da un anno! Ti conosce"
Lui rispose così piano che quasi non lo sentii "Voglio essere normale per lui
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N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
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Volevo che vedesse. Volevo vedesse come io e Isaac eravamo ogni giorno. Perché nella remota possibilità che quella cosa latente che non riuscivo a inquadrare in Joshua fosse che stava cercando di conquistare Isaac, allora avrebbe visto che io e Isaac stavamo insieme. Questo mi faceva sembrare possessivo? Probabilmente. Mi importava? No. Neanche un po'. Amavo Isaac. Lo amavo come non avevo mai amato nessun altro essere umano. E che io fossi dannato se un tipo come Joshua poteva semplicemente arrivare e portarmelo via.
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N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
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Sono stato cieco per quasi 19 anni..." si bloccò. "E?" "Voglio dire, ho sempre voluto riavere la vista, ma ci sono state solo una manciata di occasioni in cui avrei seriamente ucciso per riuscire a vedere"
Oh, Isaac.
Lo strinsi ancora più forte e gli bacia il lato della testa "E oggi è stato uno di questi giorni" non era una domanda
Annuì appoggiato a me e la sua voce era pacata "Solo per una volta sai? Se potessi vederla solo per una volta" Non ero sicuro di cosa avrei potuto dire per farlo sentire meglio, così mi limitai a stringerlo.
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N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
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Carter" disse Isaac brusco, facendomi guardare di nuovo verso di lui "Non sono perfetto e, anche se tu sembri pensare che io lo sia, posso dirti che non lo sono. Ma sono tuo, con tutto ciò che io sono" Fece un respiro tremante "Voglio passare la mia vita con te e speravo che lo volessi anche tu. Ho bisogno che tu mi dica quando sono antipatico, anche quando saremo vecchi e con i capelli bianchi. Lo farai? Per sempre Carter? Vuoi essere mio marito?"
A quel punto, Hannah squittì è il viso di Isaac si voltò verso il suono quando si rese conto che avevamo un pubblico. Caddi in ginocchio, così da essere alla sua altezza, e gli presi il viso tra le mani, girando il suo volto di nuovo verso il mio "Si" sussurrai contro le sue labbra, prima di seppellire il viso del suo collo "Mille volte, sì
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N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))
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Non hai bisogno di essere rimesso a posto, Isaac. Non l'hai mai avuto."
Si strinse nelle spalle. "Non avrebbe avuto importanza, anche se avessero potuto farlo. Non ha alcun senso riavere la vista se il motivo per cui la rivoglio indietro non fa più parte della mia vita"
Oh, Isaac
"Tu, Carter, volevo farlo per te" sussurro Isaac e il suo labbro inferiore tremò "di tutte le cose che ho voluto vedere nella mia vita, quella che voglio vedere di più sei tu. Volevo indietro la vista per poter vedere te"
"Tu mi vedi"
Scosse la testa e parlò rivolto alle sue mani che teneva in grembo "Non sarò mai in grado di vederti"
Gli presi l'altra mano, tenendole entrambe nelle mie
"Tu mi vedi. Nessuno mi ha mai visto come te" gliele alzai verso la mia faccia "Tu mi conosci, tu mi vedi, come nessun altro"
"Non attraverso questi occhi"
"No" concordai tranquillamente "tu mi vedi con il cuore
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N.R. Walker (Through These Eyes (Blind Faith, #2))