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And Iβd choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, Iβd find you and Iβd choose you.
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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I didn't fall in love with you. I walked into love with you, with my eyes wide open, choosing to take every step along the way. I do believe in fate and destiny, but I also believe we are only fated to do the things that we'd choose anyway. And I'd choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I'd find you and I'd choose you
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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Yes, I have a driver's license."
I leaned back against the wall, sighing. "Man, that must be so cool."
"It ranks right up there with lockers. In fact, sometimes I put my license inside my locker, and it's so cool I worry that the whole thing might explode with the sheer coolness of it all.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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...sometimes I get tired. Sometimes I get bored. And sometimes all I want, more than anything else in the world, is to go on a freaking date.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Lish tried to swear--which is always funny, because the computer won't translate it. It went something like this: "Bleep stupid bleep bleep faeries and their bleep bleep bleep obsessions. He had better stop bleep bleep bleep the bleep bleep rules or I will bleep bleep bleep the little bleeeeeeeeeeep.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Tasers are a one-size-fits-all paranormal butt-kicking option. Mineβs pink with
rhinestones.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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I get that you're scared and that you've been hurt. But doing what is easy and safe is no way to live, and a life without passion and love is so far beneath what you deserve.
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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Oh relax." I waved my hand dismissively. "If he wanted to kill me, he already would have. I brought him all these sharp pencils, ideal for stabbing, and he's been a perfect gentleman.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Lend.β
βLend?β Raquel asked.
βYes, as in, lend me your self.β He shimmered into Raquel again.
βWhy not Borrow?β I asked. βBetter yet, Steal?
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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We sat down and Lend put his arm around me. Every single jaw at the table dropped.
"Man," John said, shaking his head. "All this time I was pretty sure you were gay.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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On our wedding night," she said, "I will cut out your tongue and swallow it. Then both tongues that spoke our marriage vows will belong to me, and I will be wed only to myself. You will most likely choke to death on your own blood, which will be unfortunate, but I will be both husband and wife and therefore not a widow to be pitied.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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Why does everyone keep asking me that?" Seriously, did I look like some sort of pyscho assassin? Maybe it was the pink sneakers. Or the heart earrings?
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Her spine was steel. Her heart was armor. Her eyes were fire.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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The last time she was up here, she had been... staring up at the sky and dreaming of stars. Now, she looked down and plotted flames.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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If you fail to report within the next 12 hours. you will be terminated. If you attack any humans, you will be terminated. If you attempt to remove the tracking device, you will be terminated. We look forward to working with you.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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He saved me. He freaking electrocuted himself to save me. Iβm gonna be there when he wakes up so I can tell him thanks.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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So the question becomes, Daughter of the Dragon, what will you sacrifice? What will you let be taken away so that you, too, can have power?
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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What do you think? Does this face make me look fat?
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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I hate the vamp jobs. They think they're so suave. It's not enough for them to slaughter and eat you like a zombie would. No, they want to be all sexy, too. And trust me: vampires? Not. Sexy.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Some victories are merely defeat wearing the wrong clothing
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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Faeries and vampires were glittery now? Honestly.
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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Being dead wasn't supposed to hurt. Where was the fairness in that? If I was dead, the least the universe could do was make it painless
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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What a lovely balance. Lend shows whatever he wants the world to see and you see through whatever the world wants to show you.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Normal? What's that?"
"How you really look."
"Can you take off all your clothes?"
Okay weirdest thing ever-I just asked myself to take off all my clothes. It doesn't get much creepier. "Why on earth would I do that?"
"You asked me to be naked; I thought it was only fair.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Eyes like streams of melting snow, cold with the things she does not know. Heaven above and Hell beneath, liquid flames to hide her grief. Death, death, death with no release. Death, death, death with no release.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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I will fill myself with the desert and the sky. I will be stone and stars, unchanging and strong and safe. The desert is complete; it is spare and alone, but perfect in its soltitude. I will be the desert.
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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As the baby latched on with surprising fierceness, the nurse offered her own prayer.
Let her be strong.
Let her be sly.
And let her be ugly.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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Bleep stupid bleep bleep faeries and their bleep bleep bleep obsessions. He had better stop bleep bleep bleep the bleep bleep rules or I will bleep bleep bleep the little bleeeeeeep.β All in a completely robotic monotone.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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I guess I can't blame him for feeling bitter. Going from being the terror of Bulgarian nights to a janitor would kinda suck
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Hold hands with the devil until you are both over the bridge.
Or kill the devil and burn the bridge so no one can get to you.
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Kiersten White (Now I Rise (And I Darken Series, #2))
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I can't seem to keep my heart from leaking out of the cracks, like sand clutched in a fist.
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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Souls and thrones are irreconcilable.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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VAMPIRES
I see things you can't see
WEREWOLVES
I find things that hunt you
FAERIES
I am your protector
SHAPESHIFTERS
But even I
can't protect
you now.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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They are less than the mud. You do not get angry at the mud for clinging to your shoe. You wipe it off and never look at it again.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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He reached out and put his hand on top of mine. My heart skipped a beat - he liked me, too!
"You're worried about what's killing the paranormals aren't you?"
Crap. He didn't like me.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Be prepared,' that's my motto." He smiled smugly at me. "That, and 'Sleep whenever possible.' Oh, and 'If you don't notice it's gone, what's the harm in me taking it?
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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I cannot afford to lose you, too"
"You cannot lose something you do not own. Take me with you
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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I scooted over, patting the bed next to me. "No such luck. And now you get to watch forty straight hours of Easton Heights with me!"
He turned on the first disk, shaking his head, then got onto the bed next to me. "Small price to pay for getting to hold your hand."
I wasn't cold anymore.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Sometimes I wanted to take a memory - one perfect memory - curl up in it, and go to sleep.
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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Maybe I'm weird, but watching Lend drive was sexy.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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No,you're officially banned from listening to us. Or thinking about this. Or even thinking about thinking about this, understand?
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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If you are too weak to stand being hit and too stupid to avoid it, then you deserve more pain.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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Told you I was going to mess up your make up," he said, a smug grin on his face.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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I'm fine." It's a lie. I am not fine. My head is a symphony of pain, a sadistic master maestro conducting an opus of excruciating, devastating perfecting.
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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She plucked a rose and held it to her face. She hated the way roses smelled, their sweetness too fragile. She wanted a garden of evergreens. A garden of stones. A garden of swords.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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Apparently being a mermaid is dead dull. I watched The Little Mermaid with her once a few years agoβshe thought it was freaking hilarious. She couldnβt stop laughing about the shell-bra thing, given that mermaids arenβt mammals. Plus, as she put it, Prince Eric was far too hairy and βpeach coloredβ for her taste. I always thought he was pretty hot, but then again, I am a mammal.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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The world will destroy her in the end. Too much spark leads to explosions. But your sister will destroy as much as she can before she goes out. She will go down in flames and blood.
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Kiersten White (Now I Rise (And I Darken Series, #2))
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Silver knives! Painful and sometimes deadly to all paranormals!'
'Tasey!' I counterd 'Hot pink and sparkly!
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Kiersten White
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Wait, so am I allowed to put my shirt back on? Or did you want me to remove my pants, too?
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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Don't go alone," Lend said, his voice tight with concern.
"I'll take Jack."
"Oh, wonderful, take the other psychotic guy in your life to go find the first one.
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Kiersten White (Endlessly (Paranormalcy, #3))
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You bet I'm trouble.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Yo soy carne muerta. Translation: I am dead meat.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Jack might look my age, but he was like a little kid on a sugar high --- in need of a good spanking. --- Good heavens, that sounded creepy.
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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And so she cut out her heart and offered it as a sacrifice. She would pay whatever price her mother Wallachia demanded.
βMake me prince,β she said without feeling.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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We cannot always have what we want, no matter how much we want it,
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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Faeries are unaffected by alcohol, but much to her surpriseβand the faeriesβ undoingβthey get very, very drunk on carbonation. Using copious amounts of Coke, she was able to discover a single faerieβs true name.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Whyβs the faerie so obsessed with you anyway? Youβre not that cute.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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But people don't need to remember how it felt to be happy and safe in the past. They need to have hope that they can get there again in the future.
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Kiersten White (My True Love Gave to Me: Twelve Holiday Stories)
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The price of living seems to always be death."
Tohin stood, joints popping audibly. "And that is why you become a dealer of death. You feed death as many people as you can to keep it full and content so its eye stays off you.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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I could have melted ice, my smile was so bright.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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No one will be more brutal than me. No one will be more ruthless. And I will never stop fighting.
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Kiersten White (Now I Rise (And I Darken Series, #2))
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What are you?" I whispered.
"What are you?"
Offended, I frowned. "Human."
"Funny, me too."
"No, you're not."
"Funny, neither are you."
I set my jaw and glared. What a jerk. "Why did you come here?"
My voice came from his mouth, disconcerting as always. "I could ask you the same thing. Are you going to kill me?
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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When I caught up, I grabbed Jackβs arm. βWhat are you
doing here?β βHiding! Thatβs how you play the game, right? I thought
the title hide-and-seek was fairly self-explanatory. Then
again, you are blond.β βSo are you, idiot. Again, what are you doing here?
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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..If anyone is going to kill you, it will be me. Understand?"
Radu nodded, snuggling into her shoulder. "Will you protect me?
"Until the day I kill you." She jabbed a finger into his side, where he was most ticklish, and he squealed with pained laughter.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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He winked at her. She giggled. And I threw up a little in my mouth
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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I wonder if anyone gets through childhood without being broken. I certainly did not.
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Kiersten White (Now I Rise (And I Darken Series, #2))
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That's more like it. You're much prettier when you aren't talking. True of most people, I've found.
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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Can't he be lonely and unbalanced around someone else's girlfriend?
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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Fire burned in her heart, and her wounded soul spread out, casting a shadow like wings across her country.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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What, no flirting?β I asked, trying to buy time. βArenβt you going to at least try to be sexy? Think of all those vampire fans out thereβtheyβd be so disappointed.β I pulled out my silver knife. Probably should have paid more attention during my knife training. βTell you what. Let me go and I promise not to tell anyone that you arenβt suave.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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I think of you like a sister," he said. "Like a brilliant, violent, occasionally terrifying sister that I would follow to the ends of earth, in part because I respected her so much and in part because I feared what she would do to me of I refused. "
She nodded. "I would do awful things.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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High schoolβs actually kind of boring. Itβs a little bit like living in the Center. Everyone thinks they know everything about everyone else, but really thereβs a lot more under the surface.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Their smiles are lies.
Most smiles are.
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Kiersten White (Mind Games (Mind Games, #1))
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That is the thing with giving your heart. You never wait for someone to ask. You hold it out and hope they want it.
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Kiersten White (Bright We Burn (The Conqueror's Saga, #3))
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It's all a matter of perspective. And maybe we thought we were living one story, when if we look at it a little different, we can reframe everything - all out memories and attributes and experiences - and see that we're actually living a different story.
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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Yeah I know you're a creature of the night. Bringer of death, sucker of blood, needer of tans, so on and so forth. And oddly enough, I'm still unimpressed.
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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I canβt see through clothes or anything. Just glamour skin. Except I can see through all of you, since your clothes arenβt real.β I stopped, horrified. βI mean, I donβt lookβItβs hard to see you, and I like looking at your real face, but I donβt try to see anything, becauseβOh gosh, this sounds terrible.β
He had a funny look on his face, like he wasnβt sure what to think. βHuh. Thatβs never been an issue before. Maybe next time you could bring me some shorts.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Many of the male faeries had their shirts unbuttoned and chests bare. (Howβs this for freaky: no nipples or belly buttons.)
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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She stared at him in that vapid, intoxicated way employed only by women under a vamp's control. Or the way I sometimes got when faced with cupcakes.
Mmm. Cupcakes.
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Kiersten White
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The only life I want is one with you.
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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Reth laughed.
I punched him.
It hurt.
Me, not him, unfortunately.
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Kiersten White (Endlessly (Paranormalcy, #3))
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I do believe in fate and destiny, but I also believe we are only fated to do the things that we'd choose anyway.
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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You are the only real thing in my life.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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My life is a black hole of boredom and despair."
"So basically you've been doing homework."
"Like I said, black hole.
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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A heart did not have to be stone to be strong.
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Kiersten White (Bright We Burn (The Conqueror's Saga, #3))
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I sought to puncture Heaven and instead discovered Hell.
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Kiersten White (The Dark Descent of Elizabeth Frankenstein)
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But you always have a choice. You can choose to find comfort and solace in God. You can choose to be brave and compassionate. And you can choose to find beauty and happiness wherever they present themselves.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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You once told me some lives are worth more than others. How many deaths before the scales tip
out of our favor?β
She had no answer.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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Marry me. Nay, marriage will cost us precious moments together. Let us make sweet, passionate love right here. Let me bear your children.β
A primal growl signaled Miss Lynn getting over her shock at being thus addressed. She lunged forward; Jack deftly rolled off the bench, jumping up out of her reach.
βGoodness, I didnβt expect you to be quite this enthusiastic about my advances. If I donβt play hard to get, how will I ever know whether or not you respect me?
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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Shadows go in front of you, leading into your future, and trail behind you, leaving a part of you in the past. They are clearest when we are in the light, and disappear when we lose ourselves in darkness.
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Kiersten White (Illusions of Fate)
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I said home."
He laughed again. "You didn't say whose." Furious and too tired to deal with any more faerie crap, I opened my mouth to tell him exactly where to take me and where he could go after that. I wasn't sure a faerie could obey a command to go to hell, but I was going to find out.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Do you have a driver's license?"
He laughed. "That's important?"
"Oh yeah! I'd kill for a driver's license! Hey, maybe that's what the poem means! I'm going to go berserk and start attacking people because they won't let me drive..."
"Could be, you never know. But yes, I have a driver's license."
I leaned back against the wall, sighing. "Man, that must be so cool."
"It ranks right up there with lockers. In fact, sometimes I put my drivers license inside my locker, and it's so cool I worry that the whole thing might explode with the sheer coolness of it all.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Well, are you ready, Lada Dragwlya, daughter of the dragon?" Fire burned in her heart, and her wounded soul spread out, casting a shadow like wings across her country. This was hers. Not because of her father. Not because of Mehmed. Because the land itself had claimed her as its own. "Not Dragwlya," she said. "Lada Dracul. I am no longer the daughter of the dragon." She lifted her chin, sights set on the horizon. "I am the dragon.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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Evie: "Can we not talk?"
Jack: "But you're such a charming conversationalist. Still, if you'd prefer to simply bask in the glory of my company, I understand. You're probably overwhelmed by holding my hand and want to enjoy the moment.
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))
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I was thinking about framing, and how so much of what we think about our lives and our personal histories revolves around how we frame it. The lens we see it through, or the way we tell our own stories. We mythologize ourselves. So I was thinking about Persephone's story, and how different it would be if you told it only from the perspective of Hades. Same story, but it would probably be unrecognizable. Demeter's would be about loss and devastation. Hades's would be about love.
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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Lend's dad, two werewolves, and a vampire. It was like the setup to a bad joke or something. A doctor, two werewolves, and a vampire walk into a bar. "What'll you have?" the bartender asks. "We were thinking him," the vampire answers, eyeing the doctor.
Okay, jokes weren't my strong point.
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Kiersten White (Paranormalcy (Paranormalcy, #1))
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Where are you idiots taking me?"
"Patience, Lada," Mehmed said.
"I am going to start sleeping with a knife."
"If you had had a knife, you would have killed me!"
"Yes, exactly. And then I could have gone back to sleep."
Radu snorted. "Nothing like cuddling a corpse to give you sweet dreams.
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Kiersten White (And I Darken (The Conqueror's Saga, #1))
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They're crystal blue, a shade that shouldn't exist on the human body, I shade I immediately crave, a shade that makes my heart beat a little bit faster--almost as if I recognize it. I want to steal it, paint it, throw it into every room I ever decorate. It's the most perfect blue I've ever seen. Even from this distance his eyes are simply remarkable.
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Kiersten White (The Chaos of Stars)
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...I don't understand this gap you see between us, but can't you meet me somewhere in the middle?"
"The middle of what?"
"I don't know, the middle of tomorrow and forever, the middle of life and death, the middle of normal and paranormal. Where we've always been."
I bit my lip, nodding against his forehead. "There's a place for us there, right?"
"Always." He put his lips to mine, sealing our own little spot in the world. Together.
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Kiersten White (Supernaturally (Paranormalcy, #2))