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I exist through you!
An existence like a fluid,
Where everything assumes the shape of desires,
The heart keeps beating and thoughts keep arising,
While passions do not settle and rage like wildfires,
Dreams float in an ocean of fluid imaginations,
Mountains gaze at the stars tirelessly,
Hoping they would fall somehow and tumble over its edges,
And in hope of the stars, and the mountain peaks, I climb the mountains of my life relentlessly,
The moonlight shines over the summit,
But in a while the summit vanishes and the mountain is gone,
In this fluid world only your thoughts have a reliable permanence,
Desires in the ocean of imagination take dips of hope all alone,
To retrieve the wet feelings of your kiss and those wet moments of romance,
The sky sometimes looks at me and feels sad and develops an unknown urge,
Maybe, it is just a false impression of my mind,
But it is true in your absence the ocean of fluid desires tends to get deeper and feels like a dirge,
And over its ripples, waves, and million whirling cones they try to unwind,
But then fluidity comes with inherent uncertainty,
And a desire that exists as a memory of summer or anything that is not bound to you Irma, eventually tends to fuse with your memories too,
And in this vast and deep ocean of fluidity,
Then you and your memories spread everywhere,
They now govern the principles of fluid desires in the ocean of fluid wishes,
Where every desire begins with you only to end with you,
And as waves of my fluid existence cascade through the unknown plains of life where everything perishes,
My mountains of desires and your memories Irma, always remind them of you,
Those wet feelings, our feelings, that sank to the bottom of this ocean,
Raise its volume of sentiment and emotional viscosity,
Then the fluid motion somehow stops to move and everything gets stranded in this still state of the ocean,
But I get carried to the middle of this world of our desires, our wishes, our kisses and they engulf me in their enormity,
And I gradually spread my arms wide,
To let this fluid world of existence circle me,
The moon disappears, the stars turn fainter and the night turns dark in this still ocean wide,
As these wet kisses, wet desires stir again, they flow through me,
And I become a fluid entity myself in this fluid world of desires,
Then the mountains fall, stars tumble and the sky collapses too,
Because now it is just you and only you, in this world of fluid desires,
Where I exist, but now only through you!
The ocean of fluid imaginations finally enters into a restive state,
As my fluid existence bonds with your wet kisses and wet desires,
The wet kisses splash over me in this tempest of fluid desires and now neither you nor I am a desire innate!
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