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The Seven Social Sins are:
Wealth without work.
Pleasure without conscience.
Knowledge without character.
Commerce without morality.
Science without humanity.
Worship without sacrifice.
Politics without principle.
From a sermon given by Frederick Lewis Donaldson in Westminster Abbey, London, on March 20, 1925.
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I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.
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Neil Gaiman (The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones)
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The greatness of a man is not in how much wealth he acquires, but in his integrity and his ability to affect those around him positively.
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Bob Marley
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Don't Gain The World & Lose Your Soul, Wisdom Is Better Than Silver Or Gold.
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Bob Marley
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Books are the treasured wealth of the world and the fit inheritance of generations and nations.
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Henry David Thoreau (Walden)
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Do you think, because I am poor, obscure, plain and little, I am soulless and heartless? You think wrong! - I have as much soul as you, - and full as much heart! And if God had gifted me with some beauty and much wealth, I should have made it as hard for you to leave me, as it is now for me to leave you!
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Charlotte BrontΓ« (Jane Eyre)
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Do you think I am an automaton? β a machine without feelings? and can bear to have my morsel of bread snatched from my lips, and my drop of living water dashed from my cup? Do you think, because I am poor, obscure, plain, and little, I am soulless and heartless? You think wrong! β I have as much soul as you β and full as much heart! And if God had gifted me with some beauty and much wealth, I should have made it as hard for you to leave me, as it is now for me to leave you. I am not talking to you now through the medium of custom, conventionalities, nor even of mortal flesh: it is my spirit that addresses your spirit; just as if both had passed through the grave, and we stood at God's feet, equal β as we are!
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Charlotte BrontΓ« (Jane Eyre)
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I think the key indicator for wealth is not good grades, work ethic, or IQ. I believe it's relationships. Ask yourself two questions: How many people do I know, and how much ransom money could I get for each one?
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Jarod Kintz
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Wealth consists not in having great possessions, but in having few wants.
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Epictetus
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And on the subject of burning books: I want to congratulate librarians, not famous for their physical strength or their powerful political connections or their great wealth, who, all over this country, have staunchly resisted anti-democratic bullies who have tried to remove certain books from their shelves, and have refused to reveal to thought police the names of persons who have checked out those titles.
So the America I loved still exists, if not in the White House or the Supreme Court or the Senate or the House of Representatives or the media. The America I love still exists at the front desks of our public libraries.
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Kurt Vonnegut Jr. (A Man Without a Country)
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The Bible has noble poetry in it... and some good morals and a wealth of obscenity, and upwards of a thousand lies.
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Mark Twain
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Everyone wants to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
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Oprah Winfrey
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Keep your best wishes, close to your heart and watch what happens
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Tony DeLiso (Legacy: The Power Within: The Power Within)
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Contentment is natural wealth, luxury is artificial poverty.
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Socrates (Essential Thinkers - Socrates)
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I was an adventurer, but she was not an adventuress. She was a 'wanderess.' Thus, she didnβt care about money, only experiences - whether they came from wealth or from poverty, it was all the same to her.
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Roman Payne (The Wanderess)
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Human greatness does not lie in wealth or power, but in character and goodness. People are just people, and all people have faults and shortcomings, but all of us are born with a basic goodness.
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Anne Frank
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He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire."
[On British Labour politician Stafford Cripps.]
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Winston S. Churchill (Wealth, War and Wisdom)
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Prefer knowledge to wealth, for the one is transitory, the other perpetual.
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Socrates
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The only time you fail is when you fall down and stay down.
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Stephen Richards (Cosmic Ordering: You can be successful)
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What greater wealth is there than to own your life and to spend it on growing? Every living thing must grow. It can't stand still. It must grow or perish.
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Ayn Rand (Atlas Shrugged)
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If I were to wish for anything, I should not wish for wealth and power, but for the passionate sense of the potential, for the eye which, ever young and ardent, sees the possible. Pleasure disappoints, possibility never. And what wine is so sparkling, what so fragrant, what so intoxicating, as possibility!
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SΓΈren Kierkegaard (Either/Or: A Fragment of Life)
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He makes me graceful, that's his skill. He makes me sexy, because that's what he is. He makes me feel loved, because in spite of his fifty shades, he has a wealth of love to give.
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E.L. James (Fifty Shades Freed (Fifty Shades, #3))
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An investment in knowledge always pays the best interest.
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Benjamin Franklin (The Way to Wealth: Ben Franklin on Money and Success)
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We are buried beneath the weight of information, which is being confused with knowledge; quantity is being confused with abundance and wealth with happiness.
We are monkeys with money and guns.
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Tom Waits
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Rich people have small TVs and big libraries, and poor people have small libraries and big TVs.
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Zig Ziglar
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Seek not greater wealth, but simpler pleasure; not higher fortune, but deeper felicity.
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Mahatma Gandhi
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To be wealthy and honored in an unjust society is a disgrace.
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Confucius (The Analects)
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Being rich is not about how much money you have or how many homes you own; it's the freedom to buy any book you want without looking at the price and wondering if you can afford it.
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John Waters (Role Models)
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It is impossible to escape the impression that people commonly use false standards of measurement β that they seek power, success and wealth for themselves and admire them in others, and that they underestimate what is of true value in life.
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Sigmund Freud (Civilization and Its Discontents)
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I'd give all the wealth that years have piled,
the slow result of life's decay,
To be once more a little child
for one bright summer day.
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Lewis Carroll
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He dug so deeply into her sentiments that in search of interest he found love, because by trying to make her love him he ended up falling in love with her. Petra Cotes, for her part, loved him more and more as she felt his love increasing, and that was how in the ripeness of autumn she began to believe once more in the youthful superstition that poverty was the servitude of love. Both looked back then on the wild revelry, the gaudy wealth, and the unbridled fornication as an annoyance and they lamented that it had cost them so much of their lives to find the paradise of shared solitude. Madly in love after so many years of sterile complicity, they enjoyed the miracle of living each other as much at the table as in bed, and they grew to be so happy that even when they were two worn-out people they kept on blooming like little children and playing together like dogs.
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Gabriel GarcΓa MΓ‘rquez (One Hundred Years of Solitude)
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The greatest wealth is to live content with little.
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Plato
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A man is rich in proportion to the number of things which he can afford to let alone.
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Henry David Thoreau (Walden)
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Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and a richness to life that nothing else can bring.
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Oscar Wilde
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In a country well governed, poverty is something to be ashamed of. In a country badly governed, wealth is something to be ashamed of.
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Confucius
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Minds are like flowers, they only open when the time is right.
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Stephen Richards
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The test of our progress is not whether we add more to the abundance of those who have much; it is whether we provide enough for those who have too little.
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Franklin D. Roosevelt
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I'd rather have roses on my table than diamonds on my neck.
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Emma Goldman
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Some pirates achieved immortality by great deeds of cruelty or derring-do. Some achieved immortality by amassing great wealth. But the captain had long ago decided that he would, on the whole, prefer to achieve immortality by not dying.
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Terry Pratchett (The Color of Magic (Discworld, #1; Rincewind, #1))
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You are essentially who you create yourself to be and all that occurs in your life is the result of your own making.
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Stephen Richards (Think Your way to Success: Let Your Dreams Run Free)
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Those born to wealth, and who have the means of gratifying every wish, know not what is the real happiness of life, just as those who have been tossed on the stormy waters of the ocean on a few frail planks can alone realize the blessings of fair weather.
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Alexandre Dumas (The Count of Monte Cristo)
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The true measure of success is how many times you can bounce back from failure.
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Stephen Richards
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Radical obedience to Christ is not easy... It's not comfort, not health, not wealth, and not prosperity in this world. Radical obedience to Christ risks losing all these things. But in the end, such risk finds its reward in Christ. And he is more than enough for us.
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David Platt (Radical: Taking Back Your Faith from the American Dream)
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I cannot compromise my respect for your love. You can keep your love, I will keep my respect.
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Amit Kalantri (Wealth of Words)
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Fortune sides with him who dares.
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Virgil
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Don't blow off another's candle for it won't make yours shine brighter.
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Jaachynma N.E. Agu (The Prince and the Pauper)
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The discontent and frustration that you feel is entirely your own creation.
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Stephen Richards (Think Your way to Success: Let Your Dreams Run Free)
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The mind is just like a muscle - the more you exercise it, the stronger it gets and the more it can expand.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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If ye love wealth better than liberty, the tranquility of servitude better than the animating contest of freedom, go home from us in peace. We ask not your counsels or arms. Crouch down and lick the hands which feed you. May your chains set lightly upon you, and may posterity forget that ye were our countrymen.
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Samuel Adams
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You must have a level of discontent to feel the urge to want to grow.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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Whenever I am in a difficult situation where there seems to be no way out, I think about all the times I have been in such situations and say to myself, "I did it before, so I can do it again.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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You have to do your own growing no matter how tall your grandfather was.
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Abraham Lincoln
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Always remember... Rumors are carried by haters, spread by fools, and accepted by idiots.
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Ziad K. Abdelnour (Economic Warfare: Secrets of Wealth Creation in the Age of Welfare Politics)
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The type of person you are is usually reflected in your business. To improve your business, first improve yourself.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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He is not to them what he is to me," I thought: "he is not of their kind. I believe he is of mine- I am sure he is- I feel akin to him- I understand the language of his countenance and movements: though rank and wealth sever us widely, I have something in my brain and heart, in my blood and nerves, that assimilates me mentally to him.
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Charlotte BrontΓ« (Jane Eyre)
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There is no denying that there is evil in this world but the light will always conquer the darkness.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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There is immense power when a group of people with similar interests gets together to work toward the same goals.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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Happiness is part of who we are. Joy is the feeling
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Tony DeLiso (Legacy: The Power Within: The Power Within)
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What we have forgotten is that thoughts and words are conventions, and that it is fatal to take conventions too seriously. A convention is a social convenience, as, for example, money ... but it is absurd to take money too seriously, to confuse it with real wealth ... In somewhat the same way, thoughts, ideas and words are "coins" for real things.
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Alan W. Watts (The Wisdom of Insecurity: A Message for an Age of Anxiety)
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Success comes from the inside out. In order to change what is on the outside, you must first change what is on the inside.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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If a free society cannot help the many who are poor, it cannot save the few who are rich.
[Inaugural Address, January 20 1961]
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John F. Kennedy
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Many times, the thought of fear itself is greater than what it is we fear.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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A genius in the wrong position could look like a fool.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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When money realizes that it is in good hands, it wants to stay and multiply in those hands.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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I am opposing a social order in which it is possible for one man who does absolutely nothing that is useful to amass a fortune of hundreds of millions of dollars, while millions of men and women who work all the days of their lives secure barely enough for a wretched existence.
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Eugene V. Debs
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Opportunity does not waste time with those who are unprepared.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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Where your attention goes, your time goes
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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You just can't let life happen to you, you have to make life happen.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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I'd like to live as a poor man with lots of money.
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Pablo Picasso
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When you work on something that only has the capacity to make you 5 dollars, it does not matter how much harder you work β the most you will make is 5 dollars.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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The mind has a powerful way of attracting things that are in harmony with it, good and bad.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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Failure is constructive feedback that tells you to try a different approach to accomplish what you want.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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Never underestimate the power of thought; it is the greatest path to discovery.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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The more your money works for you, the less you have to work for money.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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Even though your time on the job is temporary, if you do a good enough job, your work there will last forever.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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Everything you want in life is a relationship away.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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You have to work on the business first before it works for you.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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A highly developed values system is like a compass. It serves as a guide to point you in the right direction when you are lost.
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There are certain life lessons that you can only learn in the struggle.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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If you quit on the process, you are quitting on the result.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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Money is always eager and ready to work for anyone who is ready to employ it.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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At the end, someone or something always gives up. It is either you give up and quit or the obstacle or failure gives up and makes way for your success to come through.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for all Africans: How Every African Can Live the Life of Their Dreams)
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Time management is about life management.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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The money you make is a symbol of the value you create.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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Show me the heroes that the youth of your country look up to, and I will tell you the future of your country.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for all Africans: How Every African Can Live the Life of Their Dreams)
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There is no progress or accomplishment without sacrifice.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud
I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.
Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.
The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed--and gazed--but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:
For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.
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William Wordsworth (I Wander'd Lonely as a Cloud)
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Listen to what is being preached today. Look at everyone around us. You've wondered why they suffer, why they seek happiness and never find it. If any man stopped and asked himself whether he's ever held a truly personal desire, he'd find the answer. He'd see that all his wishes, his efforts, his dreams, his ambitions are motivated by other men. He's not really struggling even for material wealth, but for the second-hander's delusion - prestige. A stamp of approval, not his own. He can find no joy in the struggle and no joy when he has succeeded. He can't say about a single thing: 'This is what I wanted because I wanted it, not because it made my neighbors gape at me'. Then he wonders why he's unhappy.
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Ayn Rand (The Fountainhead)
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That same night, I wrote my first short story. It took me thirty minutes. It was a dark little tale about a man who found a magic cup and learned that if he wept into the cup, his tears turned into pearls. But even though he had always been poor, he was a happy man and rarely shed a tear. So he found ways to make himself sad so that his tears could make him rich. As the pearls piled up, so did his greed grow. The story ended with the man sitting on a mountain of pearls, knife in hand, weeping helplessly into the cup with his beloved wife's slain body in his arms.
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Khaled Hosseini (The Kite Runner)
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If you've got a dollar and you spend 29 cents on a loaf of bread, you've got 71 cents left; But if you've got seventeen grand and you spend 29 cents on a loaf of bread, you've still got seventeen grand. There's a math lesson for you.
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But if you forgive someone for something they did to you, it doesnβt mean you agree with what they did or believe it was right. Forgiving that person means you have chosen not to dwell on the matter anymore; you have moved on with your life.
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It was possible, no doubt, to imagine a society in which wealth, in the sense of personal possessions and luxuries, should be evenly distributed, while power remained in the hands of a small privileged caste. But in practice such a society could not long remain stable. For if leisure and security were enjoyed by all alike, the great mass of human beings who are normally stupefied by poverty would become literate and would learn to think for themselves; and when once they had done this, they would sooner or later realise that the privileged minority had no function, and they would sweep it away. In the long run, a hierarchical society was only possible on a basis of poverty and ignorance.
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George Orwell (1984)
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Proximity has taught me some basic and humbling truths, including this vital lesson: Each of us is more than the worst thing weβve ever done. My work with the poor and the incarcerated has persuaded me that the opposite of poverty is not wealth; the opposite of poverty is justice. Finally, Iβve come to believe that the true measure of our commitment to justice, the character of our society, our commitment to the rule of law, fairness, and equality cannot be measured by how we treat the rich, the powerful, the privileged, and the respected among us. The true measure of our character is how we treat the poor, the disfavored, the accused, the incarcerated, and the condemned.
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Bryan Stevenson (Just Mercy: A Story of Justice and Redemption)
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However mean your life is, meet and live it; do not shun it and call it hard names. It is not so bad as you are. It looks poorest when you are richest. The fault-finder will find faults even in paradise. Love your life, poor as it is. You may perhaps have some pleasant, thrilling, glorious hours, even in a poorhouse. The setting sun is reflected from the windows of the almshouse as brightly as from the rich manβs abode; the snow melts before its doors as early in the spring. Cultivate property like a garden herb, like sage. Do not trouble yourself much to get new things, whether clothes or friends. Turn the old; return to them. Things do not change; we change. Sell your clothes and keep your thoughtsβ¦ Superfluous wealth can buy superfluities only. Money is not required to buy one necessary of the soul.
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Henry David Thoreau (Walden)
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We do not get to choose how we start out in life. We do not get to choose the day we are born or the family we are born into, what we are named at birth, what country we are born in, and we do not get to choose our ancestry. All these things are predetermined by a higher power. By the time you are old enough to start making decisions for yourself, a lot of things in your life are already in place. Itβs important, therefore, that you focus on the future, the only thing that you can change.
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The unbornβ are a convenient group of people to advocate for. They never make demands of you; they are morally uncomplicated, unlike the incarcerated, addicted, or the chronically poor; they donβt resent your condescension or complain that you are not politically correct; unlike widows, they donβt ask you to question patriarchy; unlike orphans, they donβt need money, education, or childcare; unlike aliens, they donβt bring all that racial, cultural, and religious baggage that you dislike; they allow you to feel good about yourself without any work at creating or maintaining relationships; and when they are born, you can forget about them, because they cease to be unborn. You can love the unborn and advocate for them without substantially challenging your own wealth, power, or privilege, without re-imagining social structures, apologizing, or making reparations to anyone. They are, in short, the perfect people to love if you want to claim you love Jesus, but actually dislike people who breathe. Prisoners? Immigrants? The sick? The poor? Widows? Orphans? All the groups that are specifically mentioned in the Bible? They all get thrown under the bus for the unborn.
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Today is a new day and it brings with it a new set of opportunities for me to act on.
I am attentive to the opportunities and I seize them as they arise.
I have full confidence in myself and my abilities.
I can do all things that I commit myself to.
No obstacle is too big or too difficult for me to handle because what lies inside me is greater than what lies ahead of me.
I am committed to improving myself and I am getting better daily.
I am not held back by regret or mistakes from the past.
I am moving forward daily.
Absolutely nothing is impossible for me.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for All: Living a Life of Success at the Edge of Your Ability)
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In a society in which nearly everybody is dominated by somebody else's mind or by a disembodied mind, it becomes increasingly difficult to learn the truth about the activities of governments and corporations, about the quality or value of products, or about the health of one's own place and economy.
In such a society, also, our private economies will depend less and less upon the private ownership of real, usable property, and more and more upon property that is institutional and abstract, beyond individual control, such as money, insurance policies, certificates of deposit, stocks, and shares. And as our private economies become more abstract, the mutual, free helps and pleasures of family and community life will be supplanted by a kind of displaced or placeless citizenship and by commerce with impersonal and self-interested suppliers...
Thus, although we are not slaves in name, and cannot be carried to market and sold as somebody else's legal chattels, we are free only within narrow limits. For all our talk about liberation and personal autonomy, there are few choices that we are free to make. What would be the point, for example, if a majority of our people decided to be self-employed?
The great enemy of freedom is the alignment of political power with wealth. This alignment destroys the commonwealth - that is, the natural wealth of localities and the local economies of household, neighborhood, and community - and so destroys democracy, of which the commonwealth is the foundation and practical means.
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Most people write me off when they see me.
They do not know my story.
They say I am just an African.
They judge me before they get to know me.
What they do not know is
The pride I have in the blood that runs through my veins;
The pride I have in my rich culture and the history of my people;
The pride I have in my strong family ties and the deep connection to my community;
The pride I have in the African music, African art, and African dance;
The pride I have in my name and the meaning behind it.
Just as my name has meaning, I too will live my life with meaning.
So you think I am nothing?
Donβt worry about what I am now,
For what I will be, I am gradually becoming.
I will raise my head high wherever I go
Because of my African pride,
And nobody will take that away from me.
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Idowu Koyenikan (Wealth for all Africans: How Every African Can Live the Life of Their Dreams)
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Snake Street is an area I should avoid. Yet that night I was drawn there as surely as if I had an appointment.Β
The Snake House is shabby on the outside to hide the wealth within. Everyone knows of the wealth, but facades, like the parkβs wall, must be maintained. A lantern hung from the porch eaves. A sign, written in Utte, read βKinship of the Serpentβ. I stared at that sign, at that porch, at the door with its twisted handle, and wondered what the people inside would do if I entered. Would they remember me? Greet me as Kin? Or drive me out and curse me for faking my death?Β Worse, would they expect me to redon the life Iβve shed? Staring at that sign, I pissed in the street like the Mearan savage Iβve become.
As I started to leave, I saw a woman sitting in the gutter. Her lamp attracted me. A memsaβs lamp, three tiny flames to signify the Holy Trinity of Faith, Purity, and Knowledge.Β The woman wasnβt a memsa. Her young face was bruised and a gash on her throat had bloodied her clothing. Had she not been calmly assessing me, I would have believed the wound to be mortal. I offered her a copper.Β
She refused, βI take naught for naught,β and began to remove trinkets from a cloth bag, displaying them for sale.
Her Utte accent had been enough to earn my coin. But to assuage her pride I commented on each of her worthless treasures, fighting the urge to speak Utte. (I spoke Universal with the accent of an upper class Mearan though I wondered if she had seen me wetting the cobblestones like a shameless commoner.) After she had arranged her wares, she looked up at me. βWhat do you desire, O Noble Born?β
I laughed, certain now that she had seen my act in front of the Snake House and, letting my accent match the coarseness of my dress, I again offered the copper.
Β βNay, Noble One. You must choose.β She lifted a strand of red beads. βThese to adorn your ladyβs bosom?β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β I shook my head. I wanted her lamp. But to steal the light from this woman ... I couldnβt ask for it. She reached into her bag once more and withdrew a book, leather-bound, the pages gilded on the edges. βBe this worthy of desire, Noble Born?β
Β I stood stunned a moment, then touched the crescent stamped into the leather and asked if sheβd stolen the book. She denied it. Iβve had the Training; she spoke truth. Yet how could she have come by a book bearing the Royal Seal of the Haesyl Line? I opened it. The pages were blank.
βTake it,β she urged. βRecord your deeds for study. Lo, the steps of your life mark the journey of your soul.β
Β I told her I couldnβt afford the book, but she smiled as if poverty were a blessing and said, βThe price be one copper. Tis a wee price for salvation, Noble One.β
Β So I bought this journal. I hide it under my mattress. When I lie awake at night, I feel the journal beneath my back and think of the woman who sold it to me. Damn her. She plagues my soul. I promised to return the next night, but I didnβt. I promised to record my deeds. But I canβt. The price is too high.
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K. Ritz (Sheever's Journal, Diary of a Poison Master)