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There is no argument to be had with faith.
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It does no good to tell a beautiful woman how beautiful she is. If she already knows, it gives her power over the fool who tells her. If she does not, there is nothing that can be said to make her believe it. Dusty did not know everything, but she knew that.
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A writerβs greatest reward is naming something unnamed that many people are feeling. A writerβs greatest punishment is being misunderstood. The same words can do both.
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Scent is the key to the door of memory.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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Find some people, wish you were alone. Live alone, wish for people.
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What disease cannot do, people accomplish with astonishing ease.
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All roads were right for me, a wrong road was an event, for me.
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I would be happy to defend you ladies,β Duke said with a shine in his eyes. Every man on earth thinks his dick is magic. Alex could hear Roxanne saying it in her head the day they had met.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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The sky too is deep,
the water immeasurably deep.
Of heaven and earth we know nothing
[unnamed poet]
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All roads were right for me, a wrong road was an event, for me. But
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It does no good to tell a beautiful woman how beautiful she is. If she already knows, it gives her power over the fool who tells her. If she does not, there is nothing that can be said to make her believe it.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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The Lurking Fear:
Shrieking, slithering, torrential shadows of red viscous madness chasing one another through endless, ensanguined condors of purple fulgurous sky... formless phantasms and kaleidoscopic mutations of a ghoulish, remembered scene; forests of monstrous over-nourished oaks with serpent roots twisting and sucking unnamable juices from an earth verminous with millions of cannibal devils; mound-like tentacles groping from underground nuclei of polypous perversion... insane lightning over malignant ivied walls and demon arcades choked with fungous vegetation... Heaven be thanked for the instinct which led me unconscious to places where men dwell; to the peaceful village that slept under the calm stars of clearing skies.
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They lit candles against the dark and waited. Without birth, life is only that wait.
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Scent is the key to the door of memory. For a minute, she let herself live in it.
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Time stopped a long time ago. Time was never time at all.
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One by one, they were lost and found.
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Still a midwife. Thing being born is the world. New, ugly baby world. Mission,
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Nobody chooses to be a victim, but after a lifetime of practice, it just happens.
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If hard things ultimately have a purpose, then they arenβt so hard anymore. Therefore, I listed what I had learned: 1. Itβs easy to forget that people can think you think what you donβt think. 2. Donβt write when youβre angry and under deadline, with time to test it only on friends who know what you mean, not on strangers who donβt. 3. A writerβs greatest reward is naming something unnamed that many people are feeling. A writerβs greatest punishment is being misunderstood. The same words can do both.
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Some people had been waiting their whole lives to live lawlessly, and they were the first to take to the streets. Some people knew that would happen; they knew better than to open their doors when they heard cries of help. Others didnβt. What disease cannot do, people accomplish with astonishing ease.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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This gun is blank and empty, and you can fill the cylinder with anything at all. You can pack it with dirt or fill it with bullets. You can change the world forever, depending on where you point it. You can leave behind terror or justice. You can be as important as the Unnamed, or as lost as any of the men she put down with it. You hear?β Etta
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Meg Elison (The Book of Etta (The Road to Nowhere, #2))
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When the sirens quit, the rules gave out. Some people had been waiting their whole lives to live lawlessly, and they were the first to take to the streets. Some people knew what would happen; they knew better than to open their doors when they heard cries of help. Other's didn't. What disease cannot do, people accomplish with astonishing ease.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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Out in the lost world were hundreds of soldiers who had been sent abroad before the end of it all and could not be brought home. In the wilds of Afghanistan and the ancient cities of Iraq, they were making their way. At bases in Europe, they were holding their ground against the locals only by firepower. When that ran out, they would be taken. Peace corps kids in Africa realized they could not swim home, would never see home again. Tourists all over Asia, the Caribbean, stranded in airports, forgotten in consulates, lived long enough to face the terror of permanence in strange lands. Cruise ships drifted full of plague dead, a few unlucky souls left alive on some.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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Suggested Reading Atkinson, Kate. Behind the Scenes at the Museum; Binchy, Maeve. Tara Road, The Copper Beech, and Evening Class; Bloom, Amy. Come to Me; Edwards, Kim. The Memory Keeperβs Daughter; Ferris, Joshua. The Unnamed; Flynn, Gillian. Gone Girl; Foer, Jonathan Safran. Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close; Franzen, Jonathan. The Corrections; Ganesan, Indira. Inheritance; Hanilton, Jane. Disobedience; Jonasson, Jonas. The 100-Year-Old Man Who Climbed Out the Window and Disappeared; Joyce, Rachel. The Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold Fry; Kidd, Sue Monk. The Secret Life of Bees; Mapson, Jo-Ann, The Owl & Moon Cafe; McEwan, Ian. Atonement; Miller, Arthur. All My Sons; Morrison, Toni. Love; OβNeill, Eugene. Long Dayβs Journey into Night; Pekkanen, Sarah. The Opposite of Me; Porter, Andrew. In Between Days; Quindlen, Anna. Blessings and One True Thing; Rosenfeld, Lucinda. The Pretty One; Sittenfeld, Curtis. Sisterland; Smith, Ali. There But For The; Tan, Amy. The Joy Luck Club; Tyler, Anne. Dinner at the Homesick Restaurant; White, Karen. The Time Between; Williams, Tennessee. Cat on a Hot Tin Roof; Woolf, Virginia. Mrs. Dalloway; Yates, Richard. The Easter Parade.
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British / Pakistani ISIS suspect, Zakaria Saqib Mahmood, is arrested in Bangladesh on suspicion of recruiting jihadists to fight in Syria
β’ Local police named arrested Briton as Zakaria Saqib Mahmood, also known as Zak, living in 70 Eversleigh Road, Westham, E6 1HQ London
β’ They suspect him of recruiting militants for ISIS in two Bangladeshi cities
β’ He arrived in the country in February, having previously spent time in Syria and Pakistan
β’ Suspected militant recruiter also recently visited Australia
A forty year old Muslim British man has been arrested in Bangladesh on suspicion of recruiting would-be jihadists to fight for Islamic State terrorists in Syria and Iraq.
The man, who police named as Zakaria Saqib Mahmood born 24th August 1977, also known as Zak, is understood to be of Pakistani origin and was arrested near the Kamalapur Railway area of the capital city Dhaka.
He is also suspected of having attempted to recruit militants in the northern city of Sylhet - where he is understood to have friends he knows from living in Newham, London - having reportedly first arrived in the country about six months ago to scout for potential extremists.
Militants: The British Pakistani man (sitting on the left) named as Zakaria Saqib Mahmood was arrested in Bangladesh.
The arrested man has been identified as Zakaria Saqib Mahmood, sources at the media wing of Dhaka Metropolitan Police told local newspapers.
He is believed to have arrived in Bangladesh in February and used social media websites including Facebook to sound out local men about their interest in joining ISIS, according Monirul Islam - joint commissioner of Dhaka Metropolitan Police - who was speaking at a press briefing today.
Zakaria has openly shared Islamist extremist materials on his Facebook and other social media links.
An example of Zakaria Saqib Mahmood sharing Islamist materials on his Facebook profile
He targeted Muslims from Pakistan as well as Bangladesh, Mr Islam added, before saying: 'He also went to Australia but we are yet to know the reason behind his trips'.
Zakaria saqib Mahmood trip to Australia in order to recruit for militant extremist groups
'From his passport we came to know that he went to Pakistan where we believe he met a Jihadist named Rauf Salman, in addition to Australia during September last year to meet some of his links he recruited in London, mainly from his weekly charity food stand in East London, ' the DMP spokesperson went on to say.
Police believes Zakaria Mahmood has met Jihadist member Rauf Salman in Pakistan
Zakaria Saqib Mahmood was identified by the local police in Pakistan in the last September. The number of extremists he has met in this trip remains unknown yet.
Zakaria Saqib Mahmood uses charity food stand as a cover to radicalise local people in Newham, London.
Investigators: Dhaka Metropolitan Police believe Zakaria Saqib Mhamood arrived in Bangladesh in February and used social media websites including Facebook to sound out local men about their interest in joining ISIS
The news comes just days after a 40-year-old East London bogus college owner called Sinclair Adamson - who also had links to the northern city of Sylhet - was arrested in Dhaka on suspicion of recruiting would-be fighters for ISIS.
Zakaria Saqib Mahmood, who has studied at CASS Business School, was arrested in Dhaka on Thursday after being reported for recruiting militants.
Just one day before Zakaria Mahmood's arrest, local police detained Asif Adnan, 26, and Fazle ElahiTanzil, 24, who were allegedly travelling to join ISIS militants in Syria, assisted by an unnamed Briton.
It is understood the suspected would-be jihadists were planning to travel to a Turkish airport popular with tourists, before travelling by road to the Syrian border and then slipping across into the warzone.
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Do you ever want to have kids?β She looked at him levelly. He did not intend to be cruel. No one who presses this question does; itβs just something they desperately need to nail down about you. To know, and put you down as normal or abnormal.
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Public works failed, and disaster followed, but no disaster is faster, more assured, or crueler than a lack of water.
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Women and children died in childbirth, but the fury to impregnate had dimmed somewhat. Death slowed down. People had migrated and coalesced into settlements and villages, pooling knowledge and resources. They lit candles against the dark and waited. Without birth, life is only that wait.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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The Unnamed was Ettaβs hero. Not as a Midwife, but as a survivor, a person who could be anything they had to be to survive.
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Meg Elison (The Book of Etta (The Road to Nowhere, #2))
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All women, come to the Republic of Costa Rica, where you will be cared for as the mothers of a new civilization.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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Books in, books out. Read novels, write a diary. Paper in your hands and silence in your mouth. Itβs
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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A tall, dark-skinned man stood at a gas grill, cooking an assortment of pupusas and
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cooking an assortment of pupusas and
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She sat them down with bottles of water and went to the nearest houses where she had been raiding. She came back with a bottle of olives, a can of peaches, and a pile of womenβs clothes.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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His voice was low, sweet, cozening. It was the voice she had heard a thousand times before.
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she missed conversation. That moment of connection, of being understood that passed easily between equals.
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The earth grew quiet, and everything seemed to teem with life and hold its breath, waiting.
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She wasnβt sure she could talk if she wanted to. Her voice was something that fell away, unneeded.
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She gave herself the luxury of a few days of madness. They were dark and deep and held in them the wreck of the entirety of civilization. It crumbles in the individual as it does in the world. There are battles and accidents; there are collapses and plagues. There is silence only when one side wins or everyone has died.
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When she was lonely, she tortured herself with the idea that it could be worse.
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She was a silent, thoughtless thing. Nothing interested her.
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Iβd be annoyed except that I benefit from it.
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Every woman in labor says she canβt do it. Couldnβt stop what was happening, but I could make it easier. All the same. Still
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How did we do it the first time? They didnβt know, either, and they never wrote anything down. There
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Covered with snow on a clear day, the houses looked cheery and well cared for. They also looked empty. Dusty thought about empty houses in little towns like this all over the world, with men going and gone and no women left inside. Houses without housewives. No cooking and cleaning, no humming and apron-wearing wives and mothers like in the old sitcoms. No rushing minivans driven by lithe women in yoga pants whose children were well behaved and spoke Mandarin. No soap-opera-addicted, overweight, neglectful trailer trash with a dozen kids running around screaming, their mouths always stained with Kool-Aid. Every man in Huntsville remembered another life, expecting to come home every day to find someone there. All the empty houses sat. No one numbered the silent days.
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Meg Elison (The Book of the Unnamed Midwife (The Road to Nowhere, #1))
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I am the dolphin,
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There is no such things as safe wanting. Safe wanting always turns into ownership. Desire turns to chains faster than you can breath in to say no. Be careful what you decide you're going to be. Outside the walls of city like Nowhere, women become things.
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Meg Elison (The Book of Etta (The Road to Nowhere, #2))
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There is no such things as safe wanting. Safe wanting always turns into ownership. Desire turns to chains faster than you can breath in to say no. Be careful what you decide you're going to be. Outside the walls of cities like Nowhere, women become things.
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Meg Elison (The Book of Etta (The Road to Nowhere, #2))
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...grand oaks, maples, and chestnuts muscle in on one another, flared in their autumn robes; a motley conflagration under the dazzling mid-October sun. We are in the middle of a beautiful nowhere, digging into sprawling hinterlands, into territories of wild earth.
The rolling, winding roads away from Bangor took us through towns with names like Charleston, Dover-Foxcroft, Monson, and Shirley, all with their own quaint, beautifully cinematic set dressing. It was like each was curated from grange hall flea markets and movie sets rife with small-town Americana. Stoic stone war memorials. American flags. Whitewashed, chipping town hall buildings from other centuries. Church bell towers in the actual process of tolling, gonging, calling. To me, the sound was ominous in a remote sort of way, unnamable.
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Might as well give the kid a taste of the lost world before itβs gone forever.
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His last thought was that to die in such peace in a world like this was the most privileged and selfish act he had ever committed.
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What does it matter? Die here, die there. Die now, die later. Might as well go.
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It felt so alien to be naked, she could not quite own or inhabit her body. It was becoming a stranger to her.
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Dusty did not want to hope. She tried to keep hope out of her, shutting all the doors and locking them with the keys of reason and evidence and precedent. Still, she could feel it seeping in, incorporeal and deathless, refusing to be refused.
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It was too intimate, too odd, and she found herself deeply uncomfortable
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Hope was with her; it would not go away.
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If they could have compared notes, one colony of survivors to another, they would have found that the number of successful human births on Earth that year had been zero. But they did not know, and so hope persisted.
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This is supposed to be my personal scripture.
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Yeah, but theyβre not all like that.β βMaybe they didnβt used to be. What else is there now?
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He doesnβt want anyone to know. Bad for leadership, bad for morale. Unsustainable.
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