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I hate being so emotionally slutty. I need to stop loving everyone I have a long conversation with.
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Sara Quin
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Thatβs the thing about success and happiness. Every time I fall in love I become absolutely, pathologically obsessed. The moment that you have what you want, and youβre not totally ready for it, you become obsessed with the idea that you donβt deserve it.
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Sara Quin
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Female, I give you fair warning: you are playing with fire" - Tegan to Elise (Midnight Awakening
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Lara Adrian
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Me being in love with a girl and wanting her to be with me, doing what I need to do to make her stay with me; it affects no one, yet itβs terrifying to people and they think youβre a monster.
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Sara Quin
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I didn't know someone could cry that much, I thought the tears would run out. They don't.
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Sara Quin
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I don't feel anti-love. I feel suspicious of love, and I feel suspicious of what it means to be in love. And I also feel suspicious of what it means to feel pretend love for someone.
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Sara Quin
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No matter whether youβre a gay or a mixed race couple; when youβre drawn together, ultimately it doesnβt matter what everybody thinks because itβs so honest, true, and sincere. How can that be wrong?
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Tegan Quin
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I'm still missing you. Well I guess that I have, I guess that I have never really had you.
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Tegan Quin
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... Where did you go?β
βDown below.β
βUgh,β she said. βIβve heard theyβre little better than animals.β
Funny. I thought the same thing about most Topsiders I encountered. Tegan touched my hand in silent sympathy, and I set my jaw.
...
I stepped forward and pasted on a false smile. We were in her home, after all. The least I could do was be polite. βIβm Deuce, animal from the underground.
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Ann Aguirre (Enclave (Razorland, #1))
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We, gays, can get married in Canada. We let heterosexuals too, but that was a huge thing, we had to have a referendum and a vote, itβs crazy! But then we were like, if they want to get married.. thatβs cool. Thatβs gonna destroy their relationships, but.. Heterosexuals deserve the same rights as homosexuals.
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Tegan Quin
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The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long, and in the end thatβs what itβs about, kids. Itβs not about the sex, itβs not about the money that they give you or whatever. Itβs not about how good-looking they are, itβs about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and hours about stupid shit that doesn't matter.
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Tegan Quin
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and i am... looking, i mean. you said look at you and i just want to tell you, i am. - tegan
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Nyrae Dawn (Measuring Up)
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Sara: Tegan just recently discovered that unicorns donβt exist.
Tegan: I just thought they were extinct.
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Tegan Quin
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I don't want to know that you don't want me. I don't want to know what you do without me. I don't want to know what I'll be without you. I dont wanna know. I don't wanna know.
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Sara Quin
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You cannot punch Tegan in the face, you cannot punch Tegan in the face, I kept repeating over and over in my head. It had basically been my mantra since I started here, but it was getting harder and harder to uphold.
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Amanda Hocking
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This next song is about when you get your heart broken and you try your best to glue it back together and you wake up one morning and youβre so happy because you realize, Oh my God, the tapeβs holding!
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Sara Quin
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Sometimes,' said Tegan, pausing almost thoughtfully, 'we get so caught up in the things we gotta do ... that we forget about the people.
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Preston Norton (Neanderthal Opens the Door to the Universe)
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Iβve always been a sort of self-imposed outsider, not a geeky outsider or a snobby outsider but, I just have a natural desire to live on the fringe. Iβm not like a weirdo with a trench-coat but I just prefer to be alone or minimally surrounded by people.
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Sara Quin
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I live my life in a way that I feel completely comfortable with. I don't struggle with who I am, who I date, who I love, what I say or what I stand for, not just sexuality but everything.
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Sara Quin
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You are not a bad person because you are gay. You are you because you are you and you were meant to be you so be you proudly.
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Tegan Quin
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We're queer, but music doesn't have a sexuality. Even if it was more clearly written to women, I still think that music is still just music.
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Sara Quin
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I can't believe I've let you in, and now here I am telling you that I'm suffocating in here.
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Sara Quin
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All of the things that you promised me that you'd be, now your hands are tired.
And all of the things that you promised me that you'd need, now my hands are tired.
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Tegan Quin
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Rise up, wise up, say it loud. Soul, I will not lie to you. I'm all alone. I'm still missing you, missing you, missing you.
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Tegan Quin
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Remember that you don't owe anyone an apology. You are who you are, you have no choice, and that is beautiful.
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Emy Storey
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All I said to you, all i did for you, seems so silly to me now.
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Tegan Quin
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This week or last week, I don't really care about it anymore. I write myself this later, I tell myself you let me go.
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Sara Quin
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Doing some late-night home improvements, my man? (...) For what it's worth, I never had any use for that froufrou French shit, either." - Tegan
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Lara Adrian (Midnight Awakening (Midnight Breed, #3))
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Wake me up from this dream and tell me. Things aren't as bad as they seem.
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Sara Quin
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Iβve been having a lot of dance parties alone in my apartment while learning to cook. Part of my quest to be an attractive single is to learn how to cook and sew and get a license.
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Sara Quin
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From the beginning, Tegan, you were more brother to me than any kin by blood. You still are.β
Tegan felt likewise, in spite of all theyβd been through. Maybe because of it. βIβll always have your back, Lucan. You can count on it.
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Lara Adrian (Midnight Awakening (Midnight Breed, #3))
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I'm hard to get rid of." He smiled.
All Tegan's suspicions about the boy came flooding back. "So it seems," she replied icily.
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Peter Grimwade (Doctor Who: Mawdryn Undead)
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By the blasΓ© flatness of Teganβs expression as he approached, he might as well have just come back from taking a piss.
βEverything good in there, T?β Niko quipped. βYou need back up or anything? Bag of marshmallows to roast over that little campfire you just started?β
βItβs handled.β
βNo shit
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Lara Adrian (Midnight Awakening (Midnight Breed, #3))
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Might paint something I might want to hang here someday, might write something I might want to say to you someday, might do something I'd be proud of someday. Mark my words, I might be something someday.
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Sara Quin
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Now I'm all messed up sick inside wondering who's life your making worth while.
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Sara Quin
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Rolling orange fire silhouetted him from behind, backlighting the warriorβs broad shoulders and casual, long-legged stride. As he strolled away from the inferno, the ends of his loose black coat winged out behind him like a cape befitting the prince of darkness himself.
βHoly hell,β Brock murmured. βTegan.
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Lara Adrian (Midnight Awakening (Midnight Breed, #3))
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I used to be free spirited, now I'm just free of sleep. I got a burning passion in my throat. I got a burning passion inside me.
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Tegan Quin
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What I love about being queer is... Everything. I like that it makes me different, and I like that it makes people uncomfortable sometimes. I like that it makes people ask me lots of questions about things they probably would not normally ask people about their relationships or lifestyles. And most of all I love being queer because i get to have a girlfriend.
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Tegan Quin
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I know I'll hold this loss in my heart forever. I know I'll hold, I'll hold. I know.
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Sara Quin
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When I wrote this song I felt pretty unoriginal because everybody writes love songs, and everybody feels like their love is the most important and when their love ends and they get their heart broken, that nobody understands. Andβ¦thatβs ridiculous, but so am I.
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Tegan Quin
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Why did you take me down this road if you don't want to walk with me? Why do you exist all alone, when you could just talk to me?
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Sara Quin
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I love Saraβs music and thereβs no one else iβd rather share a face with and I try to remember that I actually enjoy being around her.
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Tegan Quin
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I'm leaving the door partly open," he says as he follows Tegan. "You scream if you need me."
Once he is outside, Richard says, "He does realize that if he hears your scream, it's already too late.
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J.A. London (Blood-Kissed Sky (Darkness Before Dawn Trilogy, #2))
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I want to show girls you don't have to get married and have kids and give up you dreams. You can conquer the world. YOu can play in front of a crowd of 20,000 people, and you can own that shit.
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Tegan Quin
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I always say that anybody whoβs single β like Sara β their love is the most intense love. The heartbreak theyβre enduring is the most intense heartbreak. We cannot understand what Saraβs going through. When itβs love, itβs my love, you canβt understand it. You canβt compare. But I really related to where Sara was on this record. When she was writing these songs and coming to me like: You donβt understand, I was like: Youβre right, but I also do.
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Tegan Quin
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Sometimes it feels like I'm all that they've got. It's so hard to know I'm not what they want.
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Sara Quin
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Where do you go with your broken heart in tow? What do you do with the left over you? And how do you know, when to let go? Where does the good go, where does the good go?
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Tegan Quin
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An angel kissed my strings, while I slept last night. And her rhythm broke my hunger. And I died a little less.
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Sara Quin
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I wake up exhausted it's not morning. It's back to sleep to re-dream me. We're alone and we're happy. But there you are, angry with me
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Tegan Quin
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Imagine you're so far away no matter what you do, no matter what you say, you couldn't stop the world for a moment.
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Tegan Quin
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I saw my first angel.
And it was you.
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Tegan Quin
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So I'm gonna write it down to scream it out, and I'm never gonna be the same again. Fear is the color you've all exposed, now I gotta get up here and prove the importance of my clothes of my pose. I suppose, again.
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Tegan Quin
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I was a fool for love, I was a fool.
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Tegan Quin
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The night still confuses me, we'd all get tired and have to sleep eventually. Regardless of the sun's demands. Regardless if it made much sense.
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Tegan Quin
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Most women look at magazines and then they justο»Ώ feel bad about themselves but Sara looks at magazines and sheβs all like I can get with her.
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Tegan Quin
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Iβm the type of girl,
When you fall in love,
You fall forever.
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Tegan Quin
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It could have been a month or, It could have been a year, But I, I gave up long before, Long before you cared.
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Sara Quin
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We're strangers, we're not friends. I hate this, and I hate them.And I found out that you're angry, and you're sorry you ever met me
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Tegan Quin
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By the way," said Tegan, suddenly very self-conscious. "Thank you."
"What?"
"You were prepared to give up everything for us."
The Doctor just smiled and stood up. "Oh, come on!
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Peter Grimwade (Doctor Who: Mawdryn Undead)
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Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive. Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go. Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love. Look me in the heart and unbreak broken, it won't happen.
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Tegan Quin
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I'm honored to assist", Reichen told Lucan and Tegan as the three men loaded the last of the bags and weaponry. "I've often wondered what it might be like to stand among the Order as one of your own."
"Be careful what you wish for", Lucan drawled. "Depending how things go, theres a good chance we could end up knighting you on the field.
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Lara Adrian (Midnight Awakening (Midnight Breed, #3))
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A smile tilts half his mouth. βAre you checking me out, Annabel Lee?β
After all this time, I shouldnβt, but I blush.
Tegan walks over to me. βYou can look all you want, ya know? Look or donβt look. Itβs all up to you, but I can say, if the situation were reversed, Iβd definitely want to explore every part of you.
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Nyrae Dawn (Measuring Up)
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Music is about love. Music is love. Music is the way you talk to the person you like.
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Tegan Quin
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This is me before I come undone. This is me before I fall apart. I've been tired for days and days. I've been tired for days and days.
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Sara Quin
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Tegan leans forward, pressing his lips to mine too quickly for my taste. "Because." Another kiss. "You're." Oh, one more. "My girl." Two kisses this time. "And it doesn't feel right for you to pay me for us to work out together. Because I want to be able to kiss you when I want and I can't do that if you're my client."
At least I think that's what he said. I'm not sure I caught anything after him telling me I'm his girl.
"I am? Your girl, I mean?"
He gives my waist a squeeze and I suck in my stomach. "I thought so, unless you're only using me for my make-out abilities."
"You're so -"
"Conceited. I know. But you like it.
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Nyrae Dawn (Measuring Up)
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I'm not their hero, but that doesn't mean that I wasn't brave. I never walked the party line, but that doesn't mean that I was never afraid. I'm not your hero, but that doesn't mean we're not one and the same.
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Sara Quin
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Why do I take this lonely road, nobody here to walk with me? So I start fresh all over again why won't you just comfort me?
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Sara Quin
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I miss you now, I guess like I should have missed you then.
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Sara Quin
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I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me and I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me.
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Tegan Quin
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Take a second look, you might find that I am stronger. Take a second look, you might find that you are stronger. Imagination, inspiration. It's only fair that I tell you, I plan on leaving here tonight with my pride. I'm proud to be I'm proud to be me.
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Sara Quin
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Itβs not just all physical
Iβm the type who will get oh so critical
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Tegan Quin
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So letβs make things physical,
I wonβt treat you like youβre oh so typical
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Tegan Quin
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Now I'm all messed up, sick inside wondering where you're leaving your makeup.
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Sara Quin
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You don't need this prep but I'm going to give it to you anyway. I can tell, I don't know any of you that well, but I can see it in your faces that and some of you have faces that remind me of what my face looked like when I was younger. I see some of you young people out there and I remember how hard it is to be young. And I remember how hard it is to be rejected the first time when you're young. And so what I want you to do is close your eyes. And I can see you, so don't cheat me here. Close those eyes of yours. Put 'em, real tight. And I want you to imagine the first person who broke you heart. The first person that didn't like you back, the first person that said shitty stuff about you. The first person that dumped you. The first person that changed their phone number because you called them 62 times in one day. The first person that didn't know how good you were and they missed you, they passed you by. Imagine that person and then I want you to sing at the top of your fucking lungs. I want you to sing. I want to heal that with you right now. (sings): Look me in the eye and tell me you dont find me attractive.
Look me in the heart and tell me that you wont go. Look me in the eye and promise no love is like our love look me in the heart and unbreak broken it wont happen.
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Tegan Quin
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Sara and I both have this very self-deprecating, almost abusive way of looking at ourselves. We both feel like we can be very destructive and very pessimistic and very tortured and very weak, but in a weird way those are some of our best qualities.
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Tegan Quin
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Brave hea-" The Doctor sighed. "Chin up.
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David A. McIntee (Doctor Who: Lords of the Storm)
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I feel like a fool, so I'm going to stop troubling you.
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Sara Quin
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I don't want to live my life like a story. Always thinkin I could've been something. Don't run along side and control me. Just film away and let me be.
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Tegan Quin
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I work so much, I miss the sun shine away. I sleep so little, Watch the stars fade into day.
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Tegan Quin
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I got uncertain from this, I'll be perfect from now on. But all my promises, they're out the window once you're gone. You pack your bags. You say I love you but I cannot stay.
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Tegan Quin
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Unnerved, the nerve, you're nervous, nervous that I'm right.
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Sara Quin
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I look into the mirror for evil that just does not exist.
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Sara Quin
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You know,β he says, voice still low.βI have had nothing but trouble since you walked into my life.β βIβd walk straight back out of it if only youβd let me.
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L.H. Cosway (Tegan's Blood (The Ultimate Power, #1))
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Stay, you'll leave me in the morning anyway. My heart, you'll cut it out you never liked me anyway.
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Sara Quin
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I feel you in my heart,and I don't even know you.
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Tegan Quin
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I feel you in my bones. You're knocking at my windows. You're slow to letting me go. And I know this feeling, This feeling in my bones.
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Tegan Quin
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My whole life revolves around your absence until I can't remember what I do, what I know. Or where I go.
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Tegan Quin
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I don't need company in the company of you. And I don't need love, 'Cause your love will do. And I've got you. And you've got me. And that's all we need.
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Tegan Quin
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If you're a sports star and you say 'faggot' on the courts, you get fined. But if you're in music and you say it 234 times, you get an MTV music award.
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Tegan Quin
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Every second I spend waiting,
Drags me closer to this grave.
I'm not alone.
No, I'm just on my own.
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Tegan Quin
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Stop crying to the ocean, stop crying over me. Stop worrying over nothing, stop worrying over me. So it's been so long since you said, well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
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Tegan Quin
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Ahora me doy cuenta, que no es perfecto. Γl tenΓa razΓ³n en eso todo el tiempo y no es justo que yo siempre trate de hacer que se sienta de esa manera. Nadie es perfecto. Γl tiene problemas como yo. Apesta llegar a esta conclusiΓ³n ahora.
Mostrando sus imperfecciones en el parque ese dΓa casi me mata, pero ahora empuja mΓ‘s vida en mΓ. Tegan no es perfecto. No es mΓ‘s que un hombre. Un hermoso, dulce, tipo maravilloso, pero sΓ³lo un hombre de todos modos.
Tiene miedos, inseguridades y remordimientos. Me lastimo mΓ‘s que nadie, pero Γ©l me amaba mΓ‘s de lo que nadie lo hizo, tambiΓ©n.
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Nyrae Dawn (Measuring Up)
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Go, go, go if you want to, I can't stop you. Go, go, go if you want to, I can't stop you.
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Sara Quin
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Go (please stay), Go (please stay), Go if you want to,I can't stop you. Just go if you want to I can't stop you.
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Sara Quin
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I was used to feeling like I was never gonna see myself at the finish line.
Hanging on to parts of me, hanging on at all. I was used to seeing no future in my sight line.
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Sara Quin
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Don't be so cruel to me. Don't promise me anything. I've got everything that i need. I need love in a good way.
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Tegan Quin
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Every moment was that moment, every day was that day, every second was that second, and I've lost myself again.
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Tegan Quin
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Okay you found me out. Beyond without a doubt, your lie is safe with me. A friend, i'm sure you are. And on this day so far, I've fallen hundred see?
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Tegan Quin
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When we were doing interviews for our bio, I described hearing that song for the first time to be like Sara was standing on my chest. I just felt really sad, and that was having heard all the other songs in order leading up to that one. I know that when Sara was writing these songs it was during the end of her relationship and it was someone sheβd been friends with for almost ten years and been with for four years. It was just the psyche of it, when youβve known someone for half your life, literally, and then have to leave them, and not necessarily because you want to but just because itβs the right thing to do, and itβs just not healthy and youβre not good anymore, thereβs no growth and you have to have growth. And when I hear that song, the idea of that all happening just makes me sick to my stomach a little bit. But itβs in an enjoyable way.
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Tegan Quin
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All I want to get is a little bit closer
All I want to know is, can you come a little closer?
Here comes the breath before we get a little bit closer
Here comes the rush before we touch, come a little closer
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Tegan Quin