“
I know you love me, Jocelyn, because there’s no fucking way I can be this much in love with you, and not have you feel the same way. It’s not possible.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
I’ve only ever loved one girl, Tru – and that’s you. It’s always been you. I loved you from the moment I knew how to love.
”
”
Samantha Towle (The Mighty Storm (The Storm, #1))
“
Let me rephrase.” He took a seething step toward me. “When it comes to you… I don’t like to share.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
Because when you love something, you want to do it all the time, even if no one is paying you for it. At least that's how I felt about drawing.
”
”
Meg Cabot (All-American Girl (All-American Girl, #1))
“
I love you. You’re mine. I’ll kill any bastard who tries to take you from me.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
I loved you from the moment I knew how to love.
”
”
Samantha Towle (The Mighty Storm (The Storm, #1))
“
Trudy Bennett, I love you beyond any lyrics I could ever write, or any words I could ever say. I always have, and I always will. Marry me?
”
”
Samantha Towle (The Mighty Storm (The Storm, #1))
“
The question is not if you're willing to die for her. The question is, can you live without her?
”
”
Samantha van Leer (Between the Lines (Between the Lines, #1))
“
My heart knows your song, as yours knows mine. And I will always come back to you.
”
”
Samantha Shannon (The Priory of the Orange Tree (The Roots of Chaos, #1))
“
I was washing the dishes and the sneaky bastard crept up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. And kissed me. Right here.” I pointed angrily to my neck. “Can I not have him committed or something?”
Dr. Pritchard snorted. “For loving you?”
I drew back, shaking my head in disgust. “Dr. Pritchard,” I admonished softly. “Whose side are you on?”
“Braden’s.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
Her feelings had come like a flower on a tree. A bud, gently forming - and just like that, an undying blossom.
”
”
Samantha Shannon (The Priory of the Orange Tree (The Roots of Chaos, #1))
“
What happened to your love of the long-legged bimbo?”
“It was replaced by my love for great tits, great sex and a smart mouth.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
You love me," he argued, his voice soft, low. "I've seen it.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
Do you love him?”
Adam looked back at her and she squeezed his arm. With a small smile she turned to her brother. “Yes.”
Braden shrugged and reached casually over to the kettle to turn it on. “About bloody time. You two were giving me a headache.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
I knew after weeks of meeting you that I was never going to love another girl like I love you. You’re it for me. They write books about what we have.
”
”
Samantha Young (Into the Deep (Into the Deep, #1))
“
Love is a tidal wave--not because it sweeps you off your feet, but because it pulls you down and drowns you.
”
”
Samantha van Leer (Between the Lines (Between the Lines, #1))
“
I didn't just want Nate to love me. I wanted him to love me the way I loved him. The kind of love that's so big it would last beyond a lifetime.
”
”
Samantha Young (Before Jamaica Lane (On Dublin Street, #3))
“
I love that it’s our thing … so do you want me to put them back on so you can rip them off?
”
”
Samantha Towle (The Mighty Storm (The Storm, #1))
“
Even the pigeons are dancing, kissing,
going in circles, mounting each other.
Paris is the city of love,
even for the birds.
”
”
Samantha Schutz (I Don't Want To Be Crazy)
“
...I’m not going anywhere. Remember, I promised. I’m yours now, forever.
”
”
Samantha Towle (The Mighty Storm (The Storm, #1))
“
And I love you, my little storm.
”
”
Samantha Towle (The Mighty Storm (The Storm, #1))
“
I never meant to fall in love with you. But I did. I felt it the first night I made love to you. I tried to walk away then because I've never felt so lost and yet so fucking found as I felt that night looking into your eyes as I moved inside you.
”
”
Samantha Young (Before Jamaica Lane (On Dublin Street, #3))
“
My dear," Rose said, "you might be surprised at how much happiness you can find in the pages of the shortest love stories. Unlike penises, their length truly does not count.
”
”
Samantha Sotto Yambao (Before Ever After)
“
Upstairs in my bed, where it had all started, I slowly made love to Nate, promising him with every inch of me, that the ‘after’ we’d found together … well … it was forever.
”
”
Samantha Young (Before Jamaica Lane (On Dublin Street, #3))
“
I want to be someone's big love, Dad. I think I deserve to have the man I love love me back just as much.
”
”
Samantha Young (Before Jamaica Lane (On Dublin Street, #3))
“
I am not your queen, but I am yours.
”
”
Samantha Shannon (The Priory of the Orange Tree (The Roots of Chaos, #1))
“
Please don’t go. Just stay, talk to me, we can work this out. I know we can. I would never cheat on you – I swear to you. Just believe me, please. I love you so much. You’re the only person I’ve ever loved. And I know I’ve screwed up with the drugs, but I would never cheat on you. You’re my best friend. You’re my everything.
”
”
Samantha Towle (The Mighty Storm (The Storm, #1))
“
Children know when they're loved. It's when you grow up that you're more easily fooled.
”
”
Samantha Sotto Yambao (Before Ever After)
“
We are what ballads are written of, what bards sing of. We are epic, you and I.
”
”
Samantha Garman (Dandelion Dreams)
“
So, are you a hero, Cole Walker?”
“What is a hero, really?”
“I suppose it’s someone that saves people.”
“Yeah, I suppose it is.”
“So, do you save people?”
“I’m only fifteen. Give me a chance.
”
”
Samantha Young (Echoes of Scotland Street (On Dublin Street, #5))
“
I miss our Would You Rather conversations and your hilarious answers. I miss your laugh. I miss the way I feel when I make you laugh. Like I just won something really important. I miss just sitting with you in perfect, silent understanding. I miss the way you never judge anyone. It’s such a rare find, Liv. And I miss watching how kind you are with everyone. I miss being able to call you and talk to you about random shit and important shit. I miss my best friend. I miss you. I love you.
”
”
Samantha Young (Before Jamaica Lane (On Dublin Street, #3))
“
That's it...I'm completely giving up on boys and concentrating on staying alive.
”
”
Samantha Young (Scorched Skies (Fire Spirits, #2))
“
I love you... So much I want to kill you sometimes.
”
”
Samantha Young (Down London Road (On Dublin Street, #2))
“
Sometimes that’s all it takes. Just one person to turn everything on its head. Remind you of the person you were.
”
”
Samantha Towle (Trouble)
“
Loving yourself is a full-time job with shitty benefits. I'm calling in sick.
”
”
Samantha Irby (Wow, No Thank You.: Essays)
“
Jocelyn,” his voice was rough, like he was struggling to get the words out. “You’re my best friend. My everything. I love you and I want to be with you always. Marry me. I promise to try not to fuck it up if you promise to try not to fuck it up.
”
”
Samantha Young (Castle Hill (On Dublin Street, #3.5))
“
Once the rain starts falling it's hard to tell it to stop...
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
Inadequate love is love. Unrequited love is love.
”
”
Lan Samantha Chang (All is Forgotten, Nothing is Lost)
“
You don’t need to sweet-talk me to get sex, babe.”
My eyes smiled. “Well that kind of knowledge could have saved me months of uncomfortable expressions of love.
”
”
Samantha Young (Castle Hill (On Dublin Street, #3.5))
“
It turns out there's something even harder than not being able to be with the person you love when you're happy: not being able to comfort her when she's sad.
”
”
Samantha van Leer (Between the Lines (Between the Lines, #1))
“
You are dawn and she is midnight. And despite the mist of the half-light, together you see more clearly in the dusk.
”
”
Samantha Young (Shades of Blood (Warriors of Ankh, #3))
“
His dreamscape sent a tongue of fire across my flowers.
”
”
Samantha Shannon (The Mime Order (The Bone Season, #2))
“
Taking my hand, he rests it over his T-shirt, over his heart. “You hold this in the palm of your hand. You are the only woman who has ever had it, and ever will. You own me, Tru.
”
”
Samantha Towle (Wethering the Storm (The Storm, #2))
“
Do you remember what I said that first night we moved into our new house? What you asked me to say as my vows? It still stands Tru, it will always stand. My love for you is limitless, it knows no bounds. You're in my veins. I bleed you. I belong to you...I always have and I always will. You will always be my June, Tru.
”
”
Samantha Towle (Wethering the Storm (The Storm, #2))
“
Sometimes the clouds weren’t weightless. Sometimes their bellies got dark and full. It was life. It happened. It didn’t mean it wasn’t scary, or that I wasn’t still afraid, but now I knew that as long as I was standing under it with Braden beside me when those clouds broke, I’d be alright.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
My evening star. If the sun burned out tomorrow, your flame would light the world.
”
”
Samantha Shannon (The Priory of the Orange Tree (The Roots of Chaos, #1))
“
Sometimes words aren't needed for you to know a change has come upon you. You can share a look with a friend that cements a deeper understanding between you, and thus a stronger bond. A touch with a sister or brother or parent that says 'I'm here, no matter what' and suddenly someone who was just a relative, a person you love, turns out to be one of your best friends.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
Loss should teach us to cherish those we love, to never do anything that will result in regret, and to cheer on tomorrow with all of its promises of greatness.
”
”
Samantha Young
“
I’ve been in love with you since our first date, and every day since I’ve fallen deeper and deeper for you.
”
”
Samantha Young (Into the Deep (Into the Deep, #1))
“
Why did I leave you? I loved you too much to stay.
”
”
Samantha Sotto Yambao (Before Ever After)
“
No man alive loves a woman as much as I love you. I never thought I would feel this way about anyone. I didn’t think it existed. Not for me.
”
”
Samantha Young (Moonlight on Nightingale Way (On Dublin Street, #6))
“
He understood, in that crystalline instant, that courage wasn't something you were bequeathed at birth, and it wasn't a lack of fright. It was overcoming your fear, because the ones you love mattered more.
”
”
Samantha van Leer (Between the Lines (Between the Lines, #1))
“
... I'll always have something that not even time can take away. Pain. ...because when I've forgotten everything else, I'll feel that ache... that tightness in my throat... that heaviness in my chest... and know that I loved a woman once and she loved me back. It's proof that I existed and so did she.
”
”
Samantha Sotto Yambao (Before Ever After)
“
I love you," I whispered hoarsely. "You're my favourite person." The tears blurred in my eyes again. "And if you ever tell anyone I cried during this moment I will withhold sex for a year.
”
”
Samantha Young (Castle Hill (On Dublin Street, #3.5))
“
I love you, you love me, our family loves us and they’re right here beside us. Nothing else matters . So no fears for the future, no fear that you’ll fuck it up beyond repair. Life isn’t perfect, we aren’t perfect, but I’m telling you now, Jocelyn, we’re indestructible. Stop shaking, and just marry me.
”
”
Samantha Young (Castle Hill (On Dublin Street, #3.5))
“
You're like a brother to me. I would never do anything to hurt you. And I know I haven't been what a brother would consider good material for his wee sister, but I love Ellie, Braden. I have for a long time now, and I can't not be with her. I've wasted too much time as it is.
”
”
Samantha Young (Until Fountain Bridge (On Dublin Street, #1.5))
“
You're not untrustworthy, you're not cold and you're not a bitch. You have... issues. I get that. We all have issues. But once I realized you were lying to me, I began to understand why. You think you never gave yourself away with me. You think you have time to backpedal and pretend nothing happened between us, because that way if anything ever happens to me, you can tell yourself you don't care, and you don't feel the pain.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
I am fearful of romantic dinners,
huge crowds, dusk -
of normal things-
afraid to be loved,
the one thing I want most.
Maybe it's because I don't think I deserve it
because I am not that perfect
little girl that I was supposed to be,
well manicured and well groomed,
because I have nervous breakdowns,
and take pills,
and keep moving on.
”
”
Samantha Schutz (I Don't Want To Be Crazy)
“
But I keep my mouth shut, because that’s what friends do. We don’t point out each other’s faults unless asked.
”
”
Samantha Downing (My Lovely Wife)
“
That's delusional, isn't it?”
“Definitely. But if you're both delusional together, you'll be fine.
”
”
Samantha Shannon (The Mime Order (The Bone Season, #2))
“
He clamped a large hand down on mine as I moved to lift the diaries. I glanced up at him and he shook his head with a small smile. "It's painful to read how my stupidity hurt you at the time, but I like being inside you head. I like knowing that while I was struggling with the fact that I had fallen in love with my best friend's little sister, she loved me back more than I could ever hope to deserve.
”
”
Samantha Young (Until Fountain Bridge (On Dublin Street, #1.5))
“
Oh so i was right last night then. Unlike me, she has your love.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
I want you to have the best of everything I can give you. And I'm not talking money here, Tru. I'm talking memories. Our life together.
”
”
Samantha Towle (Wethering the Storm (The Storm, #2))
“
My love for you is limitless, it knows no bounds. You're in my veins. I bleed you. I belong to you... I always have and I always will.
”
”
Samantha Towle (Wethering the Storm (The Storm, #2))
“
Real love feels less like a throbbing, pulsing animal begging for its freedom and beating against the inside of my chest and more like, 'Hey, that place you like had fish tacos today and i got you some while i was out', as it sets a bag spotted with grease on the dining room table. It's not a game you don't understand the rules of, or a test you never got the materials to study for. It never leaves you wondering who could possibly be texting at 3 am. Or what you could possibly do to make it come home and stay there. It's fucking boring, dude. I don't walk around mired in uneasiness, waiting for the other shoe to drop. No parsing through spun tales about why it took her so long to come back from the store. No checking her emails or calling her job to make sure she's actually there. No sitting in my car outside her house at dawn, to make sure she's alone when she leaves. This feels safe, and steadfast, and predictable. And secure. It's boring as shit. And it's easily the best thing I've ever felt.
”
”
Samantha Irby (We Are Never Meeting in Real Life.)
“
I won’t ever stop loving you,” I promised him.
“Good,” Jake replied, and upon hearing how hoarse his voice was with emotion, I felt tears prick my eyes.
“I won’t ever stop loving you. No matter what.
”
”
Samantha Young (Into the Deep (Into the Deep, #1))
“
When we were kids, I was in love with you … That never went away, Hannah.” He rested his forehead against mine. “And now that I know you again, I’m even more in love with you.
”
”
Samantha Young (Fall from India Place (On Dublin Street, #4))
“
It’ll take more than a tattoo to stop me from getting inside you. Death, maybe.
”
”
Samantha Towle (Wethering the Storm (The Storm, #2))
“
I won’t ever stop loving you. No matter what.
”
”
Samantha Young (Into the Deep (Into the Deep, #1))
“
They love you for the same reasons they don't love anyone else.
”
”
Tijan (Fallen Crest Public (Fallen Crest High, #3))
“
It's always been you. I loved you from the moment I knew how to love.
”
”
Samantha Towle (The Mighty Storm (The Storm, #1))
“
Being loved is one thing, being hated is another, but there's nothing worse than being ignored.
”
”
Samantha Downing (For Your Own Good)
“
You know what love means? It means loving the person you are now and not the person you want someone to be or the person they will be.
”
”
Samantha Stroh Bailey
“
The only person who's ever really hurt me is you. And I keep letting you."
"Ellie," he sounded in pain as he took a step toward me.
He stopped though, the pain transferring to his eyes when I moved away from him.
"I do love you," he admitted and instead of feeling joy at those words, the last piece of me holding onto hope crumbled.
I shook my head. "But not enough
”
”
Samantha Young (Until Fountain Bridge (On Dublin Street, #1.5))
“
Don’t you get it?” he said, his voice gruff with emotion. “I’ve never met anyone like you before. There’s no one like you. I keep waiting to not feel like this, because there are times I can’t bear it. To care this much. To worry about you day in and day out, even before the attack. I love you so fucking much. I sometimes . . . I feel consumed by it.
”
”
Samantha Young (Hero (Hero, #1))
“
Born to love, cursed to feel.
”
”
Samantha King (Born to Love, Cursed to Feel)
“
For once, I wished I wasn't so broken, so Rhian had a best friend who was strong and not afraid to love, to hold up as an example of what was possible. Instead, I was her excuse that she wasn't being irrational. I was her enabler.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
But best of all … I got love. Not love under fear or condition. Not love that comes with a price. I got real, honest to god love in all its purest forms. Family love. Friend love. Unconditional love.
”
”
Samantha Towle (Trouble)
“
You're letting me go?"
He curled his upper lip, his expression painfully bitter as he took a step back from me.
"Apparently... I never had a hold of you." He turned sharply, and without another word striding down the street into the dark.
Braden never once looked back and that was a good thing.
If he had, he'd have seen Jocelyn Butler crying real tears for the first time in a long time, and he would have known that I'd lied. And lied big. For anyone who saw me, knew they were watching a heart in the process of it breaking.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
Marina sighs, "Love's a tidal wave," she says.
"Because it sweeps you off you feet?" I ask.
"No. Because it sucks you under and you drown."
"But sometimes," I point out, "It's the only thing that keeps you afloat.
”
”
Samantha van Leer (Between the Lines (Between the Lines, #1))
“
This was a man who'd fought long and hard to keep me, even when I was bent on self-destructing us. This was a man who understood I could be difficult and stubborn and a little bit irrational (okay, maybe a freaking lot irrational), and still loved me.
”
”
Samantha Young (Castle Hill (On Dublin Street, #3.5))
“
Leaving my father behind—with all of his baggage—was like giving up an old teddy bear. You know it’s just an object, incapable of comforting you with its tattered fur and missing button eye, but it’s something you cling to, even though you know it can’t give anything back.
”
”
Samantha Hart (Blind Pony: As True A Story As I Can Tell)
“
Anger engulfed me and I ripped my hand away from him. ‘You left me,’ I growled. ‘You treated me no better than one of your random hookups, and suddenly because you’ve decided that no, wait, you do love me, I'm to come running back?’ I stood up, my chair clattering behind me with the force of the movement. ‘Your words are nice in the moment. But at the end of the day it means fuck all. I don’t trust you with your own feelings, Nate. Why the hell would I trust you with mine?
”
”
Samantha Young (Before Jamaica Lane (On Dublin Street, #3))
“
As soon as I got back to the apartment, through the pain of throwing away Braden came the fear. I stared down the hall at Ellie's bedroom door, and I had to stop myself from going back on my promise not to run from her.
So I did the opposite.
I kicked off my boots, shrugged out of my coat and crept silently into her darkened room. In the moonlight shining through her window, I saw Ellie curled up in a protective ball on her side. I made a move toward her and the floor creaked under my foot, and Ellie's eyes flew open immediately.
She gazed up at me, wide-eyed but wary.
That hurt.
I started to cry harder and at the sight of my tears, a tear slid down Ellie's cheek. Without a word, I crawled onto her bed and right up beside her as she turned onto her back. We lay side by side, my head on her shoulder, and I grabbed her hand and held it in both of mine.
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
"It's okay," Ellie's voice was hoarse with emotion. "You came back."
And because life was too short... "I love you, Ellie Carmichael. You're going to get through this."
I heard her hitch on a sob. "I love you too, Joss.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
He’s spent his formative years surrounded by men incapable of restraint when it comes to flirting outrageously with their wives. Each one of them … is a cocky, arrogant, overconfident bugger.” She grinned. “But you won’t find men who are more loyal or loving to their wives.” Her expression turned serious. “We’ve all been through a lot. As has Cole. Like us, he knows what’s important. And he’s been deeply influenced by the men in his life.
”
”
Samantha Young (Echoes of Scotland Street (On Dublin Street, #5))
“
when you asked me to stay away from you in your note, it finally hit me. You meant it. You weren’t going to try anymore. I’d run out of chances, and I realized that the night before would be the last time I ever saw you. And I couldn’t … The whole time on that plane I … I kept thinking to myself if I could just get to you I would tell you I loved you and I’d get to keep you. I’m that selfish.
”
”
Samantha Young (Hero (Hero, #1))
“
You’re lying to yourself. You’re holding this up as a way to keep me locked out. But it’s too late. I’m in. You love me.” I smiled softly as he closed his eyes and gritted his teeth against my words. “You love me,” I repeated, “and you’ll never hurt me. And I will never hurt you. I will never use you like they did, like they all did. Because I want you. Just you.
”
”
Samantha Young (Hero (Hero, #1))
“
My friends back in Chicago think I’m crazy when I talk about you. They keep telling me that I’m too young to feel this way. I’m not too young, Charley. I know with more certainty than I’ve ever had about anything in my life that you’re my future. I know that when we’re ready, after college or whatever, we’re going to get married and that you’re going to be the mother of my kids. I know that deep in my gut. --Jake
”
”
Samantha Young (Into the Deep (Into the Deep, #1))
“
I pulled out that photograph and as I stared at it, it was just a flood tide. I remembered. I remembered how much I loved you. How happy you made me. How much you could surprise me. How hard you made me laugh. And what it felt like to feel you laughing against me. To hold you. To kiss you. To be inside you. I remembered what I said to you. I remembered every tear on your face when I broke up with you, and I couldn't believe I put them there That's when it hit me: there was no going back.
”
”
Samantha Young (Into the Deep (Into the Deep, #1))
“
We didn't say or write anything for a long time. Normally silence like that was uncomfortable and awkward. Like you needed to say something to fill the empty space in the air. But it didn't feel like that with Samantha. Maybe it was because I couldn't say anything and fill the quiet, but I thought it was more about two people just being with each other, enjoying the slowdown and the rare sunshine.
”
”
Keary Taylor (What I Didn't Say)
“
You had a fucking friend who needed you. What the hell was that, Jocelyn?"
He shook his head slowly. "Don't," he whispered hoarsely, dipping his head so our noses were almost touching. "Don't do this. Not now. Whatever shit your spinning in that head of yours, stop. She needs you, babe." He shallowed hard, his eyes glimmering in the streetlights. "I need you."
I felt that familiar choking in the bottom of my throat. "I didn't ask you to need me," I whispered back.
I saw it. The hurt flickered across his face before he quickly banked it. Abruptly, he let go of me. "Fine. I don't have time for your multitude of emotional issues. I have a wee sister who may or may not have brain cancer, and she needs me, even if you don't. But I'll tell you something Jocelyn," he stepped forward, point a finger in my face, his own hardened with anger, "If you don't see her through this, you'll hate yourself for the rest of your life. You can pretend you don't give a shit about me, but you can't pretend Ellie means nothing to you. I've seen you. Do you hear me?" He hissed, his hot breath blowing across my face, his words cutting though my soul. "You love her. You can't sweep that under the rug because it's easier to pretend she means nothing to you than it is to bear the thought of losing her. She deserves better than that.
”
”
Samantha Young (On Dublin Street (On Dublin Street, #1))
“
Comfort When I hit that wall, and I am going to hit it As I’m lying on the floor consumed by despair don’t try and pick me up don’t whisper words of comfort Don’t tell me it’s going to be ok Let me be in this moment where I think it’s not Lie beside me and let me find hope in the comfort of your presence Let me deal with my thoughts and fears I will eventually reprimand myself for indulging in such an emotion for so long I will want to get up and keep moving forward Until then, let me lie here and let the salt of my tears sting the wounds you can’t see Until I’m ready, let me be I have to heal myself
”
”
Samantha King (Born to Love, Cursed to Feel)
“
But I’m going to need you to love me on the bus, dude. And first thing in the morning. Also, when I’m drunk and refuse to shut up about getting McNuggets from the drive-thru. When I fall asleep in the middle of that movie you paid extra to see in IMAX. When I wear the flowered robe I got at Walmart and the sweatpants I made into sweatshorts to bed. When I am blasting “More and More” by Blood Sweat & Tears at seven on a Sunday morning while cleaning the kitchen and fucking up your mom’s frittata recipe. When I bring a half dozen gross, mangled kittens home to foster for a few nights and they shit everywhere and pee on your side of the bed. When I go “grocery shopping” and come back with only a bag of Fritos and five pounds of pork tenderloin. When I’m sick and stumbling around the crib with half a roll of toilet paper shoved in each nostril. When I beg you fourteen times to read something I’ve written, then get mad when you tell me what you don’t like about it and I call you an uneducated idiot piece of shit. Lovebird city.
”
”
Samantha Irby (We Are Never Meeting in Real Life.)
“
You could charm the pants off absolutely anyone," I told him quietly.
He smirked. "I take it that means you like the idea?"
"I love the idea. I love everything you've said. But I know Ellie's excited about this, so we're going to give our friends what they want."
"Adam mentioned strippers," Braden warned me, his eyes twinkling.
"If Adam books a stripper for you, I'll force Ellie to book a stripper for me.
Chuckling, Braden relaxed back in his chair. "Let’s agree to no strippers."
I raised my glass of water and waited for Braden to do the same. "To no strippers."
"To no strippers," he repeated.
"And let’s just make this a motto for our marriage.
”
”
Samantha Young (Castle Hill (On Dublin Street, #3.5))
“
Until then what can we do in our abandoned solitude but gaze at ourselves? Examine ourselves in endless bouts of fascinated distraction, fall in love and in hate with ourselves, make a theatre, myth and cult of ourselves. Because what else is there? To become superb in our technology, knowledge and intellect, to itch with a desire for fulfilment that we can’t quite scratch; to look to the void (which still isn’t answering) and build spaceships anyway, and make countless circlings of our lonely planet, and little excursions to our lonely moon and think thoughts like these in weightless bafflement and routine awe. To turn back to the earth, which gleams like a spotlit mirror in a pitch-dark room, and speak into the fuzz of our radios to the only life that appears to be there. Hello? Konnichiwa, ciao, zdraste, bonjour, do you read me, hello?
”
”
Samantha Harvey (Orbital)
“
It's so weird that adults in committed relationships have a problem with something so innocuous as flirting. I would never expect you to walk around with a paper bag over your head to avoid catching the eye of a stranger, nor would I discourage you making friendly conversation with whomever you might encounter during the day. And if you needed to fuck somebody else, we could talk about it. People change, our desires evolve, and it feels foolish to me to expect what you'll want two, five, or ten years from now will be exactly the same thing that fills you up today. I mean, the way I feel about fidelity has evolved over the last ten years of my life. It's a hard-and-fast rule that we don't apply to any other thing in our lives: YOU MUST LOVE THIS [SHOW/BOOK/FOOD/SHIRT] WITH UNWAVERING FERVOR FOR THE REST OF YOUR NATURAL LIFE. Could you imagine being forced to listen to your favorite record from before your music tastes were refined for the rest of your life? Right now I'm pretty sure I could listen to Midnight Snack by HOMESHAKE for the rest of my life, but me ten years ago was really into acoustic Dave Matthews, and I'm not sure how I feel about that today. And yes, I am oversimplifying it, but really, if in seven years you want to have sex with the proverbial milkman, just let me know about it beforehand so I can hide my LaCroix and half eaten wedge of port salut. ('Milkmen' always eat all the good snacks.)
”
”
Samantha Irby (We Are Never Meeting in Real Life.)
“
Perfect You’re a beautiful kind of madness a misunderstood truth O, the things they could learn from the darkness that is hidden behind your eyes So gifted, yet your talents are wasted you gave up chasing dreams Reality hit and you got a taste of failure Cautious now about bearing your soul For if others saw you fully exposed they may not love you like they claim to Time and experience have taught you to trust no one Friends, lovers, and even family have forsaken you You keep the shattered pieces of your heart in a box Stitching, gluing, and staying up all night trying to put it back together Attempting to fill the void that was left Moving from one man to the next It seems no one can satisfy the appetite for affection that you seek Continually picking at old wounds they never heal properly You have no real home, too restless to stay in one place You are reckless, selfish, stubborn, sometimes rude You’ve bottled up the pain of so much that has been done When you’re hurt You close into yourself, shut down You love attention and yet love being by yourself more May God have mercy on your soul For you are truly lost Daily you fight your demons Yet no one knows of that which you endure You bear it alone, never speaking of it You can blame the broken home from which you came Or the environment that you grew up in The people who tore you down so young You can point the finger at those who have whispered behind your back They all have played a role in your development But looking so deep into the past will keep you from moving forward You must love yourself more than these people claim they do Look at where you stand now No one can know the things you have endured like you You’ve never claimed to be perfect Your flaws tell your story There is no need to hide them
”
”
Samantha King (Born to Love, Cursed to Feel)
“
dear samantha
i’m sorry
we have to get a divorce
i know that seems like an odd way to start a love letter but let me explain:
it’s not you
it sure as hell isn’t me
it’s just human beings don’t love as well as insects do
i love you.. far too much to let what we have be ruined by the failings of our species
i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night
i know you would never DO anything, you never do but..
i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night
did you know that when a female fly accepts the pheromones put off by a male fly, it re-writes her brain, destroys the receptors that receive pheromones, sensing the change, the male fly does the same. when two flies love each other they do it so hard, they will never love anything else ever again. if either one of them dies before procreation can happen both sets of genetic code are lost forever. now that… is dedication.
after Elizabeth and i broke up we spent three days dividing everything we had bought together
like if i knew what pots were mine like if i knew which drapes were mine somehow the pain would go away
this is not true
after two praying mantises mate, the nervous system of the male begins to shut down
while he still has control over his motor functions
he flops onto his back, exposing his soft underbelly up to his lover like a gift
she then proceeds to lovingly dice him into tiny cubes
spooning every morsel into her mouth
she wastes nothing
even the exoskeleton goes
she does this so that once their children are born she has something to regurgitate to feed them
now that.. is selflessness
i could never do that for you
so i have a new plan
i’m gonna leave you now
i’m gonna spend the rest of my life committing petty injustices
i hope you do the same
i will jay walk at every opportunity
i will steal things i could easily afford
i will be rude to strangers
i hope you do the same
i hope reincarnation is real
i hope our petty crimes are enough to cause us to be reborn as lesser creatures
i hope we are reborn as flies
so that we can love each other as hard as we were meant to.
”
”
Jared Singer
“
dear samantha
i’m sorry
we have to get a divorce
i know that seems like an odd way to start a love letter but let me explain:
it’s not you
it sure as hell isn’t me
it’s just human beings don’t love as well as insects do
i love you.. far too much to let what we have be ruined by the failings of our species
i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night
i know you would never DO anything, you never do but..
i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night
did you know that when a female fly accepts the pheromones put off by a male fly, it re-writes her brain, destroys the receptors that receive pheromones, sensing the change, the male fly does the same. when two flies love each other they do it so hard, they will never love anything else ever again. if either one of them dies before procreation can happen both sets of genetic code are lost forever. now that… is dedication.
after Elizabeth and i broke up we spent three days dividing everything we had bought together
like if i knew what pots were mine like if i knew which drapes were mine somehow the pain would go away
this is not true
after two praying mantises mate, the nervous system of the male begins to shut down
while he still has control over his motor functions
he flops onto his back, exposing his soft underbelly up to his lover like a gift
she then proceeds to lovingly dice him into tiny cubes
spooning every morsel into her mouth
she wastes nothing
even the exoskeleton goes
she does this so that once their children are born she has something to regurgitate to feed them
now that.. is selflessness
i could never do that for you
so i have a new plan
i’m gonna leave you now
i’m gonna spend the rest of my life committing petty injustices
i hope you do the same
i will jay walk at every opportunity
i will steal things i could easily afford
i will be rude to strangers
i hope you do the same
i hope reincarnation is real
i hope our petty crimes are enough to cause us to be reborn as lesser creatures
i hope we are reborn as flies
so that we can love each other as hard as we were meant to
”
”
Jared Singer
“
One day in the next five hundred billion years, while the probes complete one full circuit of the Milky Way, maybe they’ll stumble upon intelligent life. In forty thousand years or so, when the two probes sail close enough to a planetary system, maybe just maybe one of these plants will be home to some life form which will spy the probe with whatever it has that passes for eyes, stay its telescope, retrieve the derelict fuel-less old probe with whatever it has that passes for curiosity, lower the stylus (supplied) to the record with whatever it has that passes for digits, and set free the dadadadaa of Beethoven’s Fifth. It’ll roll like thunder through a different frontier. Human music will permeate the Milky Way’s outer reaches. There’ll be Chuck Berry and Bach, there’ll be Stravinsky and Blind Willie Johnson, and the didgeridoo, violin, slide guitar and shakuhachi. Whale song will drift through the constellation of Ursa Minor. Perhaps a being on a planet of the star AC +793888 will hear the 1970s recording of sheep bleat, laughter, footsteps, and the soft pluck of a kiss. Perhaps they’ll hear the trundle of a tractor and the voice of a child.
When they hear on the phonograph a recording of rapid firecracker drills and bursts, will they know that these sounds denote brainwaves? Will they ever infer that over forty thousand years before in a solar system unknown a woman was rigged to an EEG and her thoughts recorded? Could they know to work backwards from the abstract sounds and translate them once more into brainwaves, and could they know from these brainwaves the kinds of thoughts the woman was having? Could they see into a human’s mind? Could they know she was a young woman in love? Could they tell from this dip and rise in the EEG’s pattern that she was thinking simultaneously of earth and lover as if the two were continuous? Could they see that, though she tried to keep her mental script, to bring to mind Lincoln and the Ice Age and the hieroglyphs of ancient Egypt and whatever grand things have shaped the earth and which she wished to convey to an alien audience, every thought cascaded into the drawn brows and proud nose of her lover, the wonderful articulation of his hands and the way he listened like a bird and how they had touched so often without touching. And then a spike in sound as she thought of that great city Alexandria and of nuclear disarmament and the symphony of the earth’s tides and the squareness of his jaw and the way he spoke with such bright precision so that everything he said was epiphany and discovery and the way he looked at her as though she were the epiphany he kept on having and the thud of her heart and the flooding how heat about her body when she considered what it was he wanted to do to her and the migration of bison across a Utah plain and a geisha’s expressionless face and the knowledge of having found that thing in the world which she ought never to have had the good fortune of finding, of two minds and bodies flung at each other at full dumbfounding force so that her life had skittered sidelong and all her pin-boned plans just gone like that and her self engulfed in a fire of longing and thoughts of sex and destiny, the completeness of love, their astounding earth, his hands, his throat, his bare back.
”
”
Samantha Harvey (Orbital)