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That’s right! I admired his desire to save people because it was beautiful! But none of that feeling is my own! What else can you call it but hypocrisy?! I was driven by my obsessive need to help someone. I kept running, neither noticing the pain nor how wrong I was! But it’s all a fake. Such hypocrisy can not save anything. No, first of all, I didn’t even know what I wanted to save!
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