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How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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You're something between a dream and a miracle.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Selected Poems)
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No man can be called friendless who has God and the companionship of good books.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Earth's crammed with heaven...
But only he who sees, takes off his shoes.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Earth's crammed with heaven,
And every common bush afire with God,
But only he who sees takes off his shoes;
The rest sit round and pluck blackberries.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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You were made perfectly to be loved and surely I have loved you in the idea of you my whole life long.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Love me sweet
With all thou art
Feeling, thinking, seeing;
Love me in the Lightest part,
Love me in full Being.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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My sun sets to rise again.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Browning: Poems)
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Why, what is to live? Not to eat and drink and breathe,โbut to feel the life in you down all the fibres of being, passionately and joyfully.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (The Letters of Robert Browning and Elizabeth Barret Barrett 1845-1846)
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Who so loves believes the impossible.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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The little cares that fretted me,
I lost them yesterday
Among the fields above the sea,
Among the winds at play.
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Unknown (often incorrectly attributed to Elizabeth Barrett Browning)
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Quick-loving hearts ... may quickly loathe.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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Light tomorrow with today.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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God's gifts put men's best dreams to shame.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Witch, scholar, poet, dreamer, and the rest...
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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With stammering lips and insufficient sound I strive and struggle to deliver right the music of my nature.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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All actual heroes are essential men,
And all men possible heroes.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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I love thee to the depth and breadth and height my soul can reach.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Parting is all we know of heaven
And all we need of hell
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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And yet, because I love thee, I obtain
From that same love this vindicating grace,
To live on still in love, and yet in vain
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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Books, books, books!
I had found the secret of a garret room
Piled high with cases in my fatherโs name;
Piled high, packed large,--where, creeping in and out
Among the giant fossils of my past,
Like some small nimble mouse between the ribs
Of a mastodon, I nibbled here and there
At this or that box, pulling through the gap,
In heats of terror, haste, victorious joy,
The first book first. And how I felt it beat
Under my pillow, in the morningโs dark,
An hour before the sun would let me read!
My books!
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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Measure not the work until the day's out and the labor done.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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I saw, in gradual vision through my tears,
The sweet, sad years, the melancholy years,
Those of my own life, who by turns had flung
A shadow across me.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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And if God choose
I shall but love thee better after death.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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What I do, and what I dream include thee, as the wine must taste of its own grapes.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese and Other Poems)
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What we call Life is a condition of the soul. And the soul must improve in happiness and wisdom, except by its own fault. These tears in our eyes, these faintings of the flesh, will not hinder such improvement.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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My patience has dreadful chilblains from standing so long on a monument.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Letters of Elizabeth Barrett Browning to Mary Russell Mitford, 1836-1854)
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The world of books is still the world.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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Girls blush, sometimes, because they are alive,
Half wishing they were dead to save the shame.
The sudden blush devours them, neck and brow;
They have drawn too near the fire of life, like gnats,
And flare up bodily, wings and all. What then?
Who's sorry for a gnat... or a girl?
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (A Little Book of Love Poems)
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Alas, I have grieved so I am hard to love.
Yet love me--wilt thou? Open thine heart wide,
And fold within, the wet wings of thy dove.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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If thou must love me, let it be for naught
Except for love's sake only. Do not say,
'I love her for her smileโher lookโher way
Of speaking gently,โfor a trick of thought
That falls in well with mine, and certes brought
A sense of pleasant ease on such a day'โ
For these things in themselves, Belovรจd, may
Be changed, or change for theeโand love, so wrought,
May be unwrought so. Neither love me for
Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry:
A creature might forget to weep, who bore
Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby!
But love me for love's sake, that evermore
Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity.
If Thou Must Love Me
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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I would build a cloudy House
For my thoughts to live in;
When for earth too fancy-loose
And too low for Heaven!
Hush! I talk my dream aloud -
I build it bright to see, -
I build it on the moonlit cloud,
To which I looked with thee.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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If I leave all for thee, wilt thou exchange
And be all to me?
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese and Other Love Poems)
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She lived, we'll say,
A harmless life, she called a
virtuous life,
A quiet life, which was not life at all
(But that she had not lived enough to know)
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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In this abundant earth no doubt
Is little room for things worn out:
Disdain them, break them, throw them by!
And if before the days grew rough
We once were lov'd, us'd -- well enough,
I think, we've far'd, my heart and I.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Will that light come again,
As now these tears come...falling hot and real!
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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You have touched me more profoundly than I thought even you could have touched me - my heart was full when you came here today. Henceforward I am yours for everything.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Yes, I answered you last night;
No, this morning, sir, I say:
Colors seen by candle-light
Will not look the same by day.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Life loves to be taken by the lapel and told: "I'm with you kid. Let's go.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Love Sonnets)
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OF writing many books there is no end;
And I who have written much in prose and verse
For others' uses, will write now for mine,-
Will write my story for my better self,
As when you paint your portrait for a friend,
Who keeps it in a drawer and looks at it
Long after he has ceased to love you, just
To hold together what he was and is.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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Beloved, let us live so well our work shall still be better for our love, and still our love be sweeter for our work.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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XI
I sang his name instead of song;
Over and over I sang his name:
Backward and forward I sang it along,
With my sweetest notes, it was still the same!
I sang it low, that the slave-girls near
Might never guess, from what they could hear,
That all the song was a name.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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ุงููุชุงุจ ูู ุงูู
ุนูู
ุงูุฐู ูุนูู
ุจูุง ุนุตุง ู ูุง ููู
ุงุช ู ูุง ุบุถุจ . . ุจูุง ุฎุจุฒ ู ูุง ู
ุงุก . . ุฅู ุฏููุช ู
ูู ูุง ุชุฌุฏู ูุงุฆู
ุงู ูุฅู ูุตุฏุชู ูุง ูุฎุชุจูุก ู
ูู . . ูุฅู ุฃุฎุทุฃุช ูุง ููุจุฎู ูุฅุฐุง ุฃุธูุฑุช ุฌููู ูุง ูุณุฎุฑ ู
ูู
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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If thou must love me, let it be for naught except for love's sake only.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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ุชุบูุฑ ูุฌู ุงูุนุงูู
ูู ุธูู..ู
ูุฐ ุณู
ุนุช ุฎุทู ุฑูุญู ุฃูู ู
ุฑุฉ
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Because God's gifts put man's best dreams to shame.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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There's a line in The Barretts of Wimpole Street - you know, the play - where Elizabeth Barrett is trying to work out the meaning of one of Robert Browning's poems, and she shows it to him, and he reads it and he tells her when he wrote that poem, only God and Robert Browning knew what it meant, and now only God knows. And that's how I feel about studying English. Who knows what the writer was thinking, and why should it matter? I'd rather just read for enjoyment.
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Susanna Kearsley (The Winter Sea (Slains, #1))
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What is art but the life upon the larger scale, the higher. When, graduating up in a spiral line of still expanding and ascending gyres, it pushes toward the intense significance of all things, hungry for the infinite?
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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But love me for love's sake, that evermore
Thou may'st love on, through love's eternity.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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The face of all the world is changed, I think,
Since first I heard the footsteps of they soul
Move still, oh, still, beside me...
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese and Other Love Poems)
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As Elizabeth Barrett Browning once observed poetically: "Earth's crammed with heaven, and every common bush afire with God.
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Anita Moorjani (Dying to Be Me: My Journey from Cancer, to Near Death, to True Healing)
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Men could not part us with their worldly jars,
Nor the seas change us, nor the tempests bend;
Our hands would touch for all the mountain-bars,--
And, heaven being rolled between us at the end,
We should but vow the faster for the stars.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (How Do I Love Thee? Let Me Count the Ways. Love Poems of Elizabeth Barrett Browning)
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...But the child's sob in silence curses deeper / Than the strong man in his wrath.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (The Poetical Works of Elizabeth Barrett Browning)
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Love doesn't make the world go round, Love is what makes the ride worthwhile!
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Our Euripides the human,
With his droppings of warm tears,
and his touchings of things common
Till they rose to meet the spheres.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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I take her as God made her, and as men Must fail to unmake her, for my honoured wife.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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A cheerful genius suits the times, / And all true poets laugh unquenchably / Like Shakespeare and the gods.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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O Life,
How oft we throw it off and think, โ 'Enough,
Enough of life in so much! โ here's a cause
For rupture; โ herein we must break with Life,
Or be ourselves unworthy; here we are wronged,
Maimed, spoiled for aspiration: farewell Life!'
โ And so, as froward babes, we hide our eyes
And think all ended. โ Then, Life calls to us
In some transformed, apocryphal, new voice,
Above us, or below us, or around . .
Perhaps we name it Nature's voice, or Love's,
Tricking ourselves, because we are more ashamed
To own our compensations than our griefs:
Still, Life's voice! โ still, we make our peace with Life.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh and Other Poems)
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I am one who could have forgotten the plague, listening to Boccaccio's stories; and I am not ashamed of it.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (The Letters of Robert Browning and Elizabeth Barret Barrett 1845-1846)
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At painful times, when composition is impossible and reading is not enough, grammars and dictionaries are excellent for distraction.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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The face of all the world is changed, I think
Since first I heard the footsteps of thy soul.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Enough! we're tired, my heart and I.
We sit beside the headstone thus,
And wish that name were carved for us.
The moss reprints more tenderly
The hard types of the mason's knife,
As Heaven's sweet life renews earth's life
With which we're tired, my heart and I ....
In this abundant earth no doubt
Is little room for things worn out:
Disdain them, break them, throw them by!
And if before the days grew rough
We once were loved, used, - well enough,
I think, we've fared, my heart and I.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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The widest land
Doom takes to part us, leaves thy heart in mine
With pulses that beat double. What I do
And what I dream include thee, as the wine
Must taste of its own grapes.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese and Other Love Poems)
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I begin to think that none are so bold as the timid, when they are fairly roused.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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And trade is art, and art's philosophy,
In Paris.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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I shall but love thee bitter after death
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (How Do I Love Thee? Let Me Count the Ways. Love Poems of Elizabeth Barrett Browning)
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A harmless life, she called a virtuous life,
A quiet life, which was not life at all . . .
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh and Other Poems)
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The wisest word man reaches is the humblest he can speak.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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And I breathe large at home. I drop my cloak,
Unclasp my girdle, loose the band that ties
My hair...now could I but unloose my soul!
We are sepulchred alive in this close world,
And want more room.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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The soul hath snatched up mine all faint and weak,
And placed it by thee on a golden throne,
-- And that I love (O soul, we must be meek!)
Is by thee only, whom I love alone.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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My letters! all dead paper, mute and white!
And yet they seem alive and quivering
Against my tremulous hands which loose the string
And let them drop down on my knee to-night.
This said, -- he wished to have me in his sight
Once, as a friend: this fixed a day in spring
To come and touch my hand ... a simple thing,
Yet I wept for it! -- this, ... the paper's light ...
Said, Dear I love thee; and I sank and quailed
As if God's future thundered on my past.
This said, I am thine -- and so its ink has paled
With lying at my heart that beat too fast.
And this ... O Love, thy words have ill availed
If, what this said, I dared repeat at last!
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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Betwixt me and the dreadful outer brink
Of obvious death, where I, who thought to sink,
Was caught up into love, and taught the whole
Of life in a new rhythm.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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Did you think of that? Who burns his viol will not dance, I know. To cymbals, Romney.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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Say over again, and yet once over again,
That thou dost love me...-toll
The silver iterance!
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese and Other Love Poems)
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Thou comest! all is said without a word.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese and Other Love Poems)
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I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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Alas, I have grieved so I am hard to love.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning: plus Sonnets from the Porte-Cochere by S. H. Bass)
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... Such a scribe
you pay and praise for putting life in stones,
Fire into fog, making the past your world.
There's plenty of 'How did you contrive to grasp
The thread which led you through this labyrinth?
How build such solid fabric out of air?
How on so slight foundation found this tale,
Biography, narrative?' or, in other words,
How many lies did it require to make
The portly truth you here present us with?
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Robert Browning
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The picture of helpless indolence she calls herself
sublimely helpless and impotent
I had done living I thought
Was ever life so like death before? My face was so close against the tombstones,
that there seemed no room for tears.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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It is rather when
We gloriously forget ourselves, and plunge
Soul-forward, headlong, into a bookโs profound,
Impassioned for its beauty and salt of truthโ
โTis then we get the right good from a book.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh)
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Learn to win a lady's faith
Nobly, as the thing is high;
Bravely as for life and death -
With a loyal gravity.
Lead her from the festive boards,
Point her to the starry skies,
Guard her, by your truthful words,
Pure from courtship's flatteries.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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His answer was - not the common gallantries which come so easily to the lips of me - but simply that he loved me - he met argument with fact. He told me - that with himself also, the early freshness of youth had gone by, & that throughout it he had not been able to love any woman - that he loved now for the first time & the last.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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The chances are that, being a woman, young,
And pure, with such a pair of large, calm eyes,
You write as well...and ill...upon the whole,
As other women. If as well, what then?
If even a little better,..still, what then?
We want the Best in art now, or no art." (L144-149)
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Aurora Leigh and Other Poems)
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And wilt thou have me fashion into speech
The love I bear thee, finding words enough,
And hold the torch out, while the winds are rough,
Between our faces, to cast light on each? -
I dropt it at thy feet. I cannot teach
My hand to hold my spirits so far off
From myself--me--that I should bring thee proof
In words, of love hid in me out of reach.
Nay, let the silence of my womanhood
Commend my woman-love to thy belief, -
Seeing that I stand unwon, however wooed,
And rend the garment of my life, in brief,
By a most dauntless, voiceless fortitude,
Lest one touch of this heart convey its grief.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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The critics say that epics have died out with Agamemnon and the goat-nursed gods; I'll not believe it. I could never deem as Payne Knight did, that Homer's heroes measured twelve feet high. They were but men: -his Helen's hair turned grey like any plain Miss Smith's who wears a front; And Hector's infant whimpered at a plume as yours last Friday at a turkey-cock. All heroes are essential men, and all men possible heroes: every age, heroic in proportions, double faced, looks backward and before, expects a morn and claims an epos.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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To a Vase
"How do I break thee? Let me count the ways.
I break thee if thou art at any height
My paw can reach, when, smarting from some slight,
I sulk, or have one of my crazy days.
I break thee with an accidental graze
Or twitch of tail, if I should take a fright.
I break thee out of pure and simple spite
The way I broke the jar of mayonnaise.
I break thee if a bug upon thee sits.
I break thee if I'm in a playful mood,
And then I wrestle with the shiny bits.
I break thee if I do not like my food.
And if someone they shards together fits,
I'll break thee once again when thou art glued.
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Henry N. Beard (Poetry for Cats: The Definitive Anthology of Distinguished Feline Verse)
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Yet, love, mere love, is beautiful indeed
And worthy of acceptation. Fire is bright,
Let temple burn, or flax; an equal light
Leaps in the flame from cedar-plank or weed:
And love is fire. And when I say at need
I love thee ... mark! ... I love thee -- in thy sight
I stand transfigured, glorified aright,
With conscience of the new rays that proceed
Out of my face toward thine. There's nothing low
In love, when love the lowest: meanest creatures
Who love God, God accepts while loving so.
And what I feel, across the inferior features
Of what I am, doth flash itself, and show
How that great work of Love enhances Nature's.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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I tell you hopeless grief is passionless,
That only men incredulous of despair,
Half-taught in anguish, through the midnight air
Beat upward to Godโs throne in loud access
Of shrieking and reproach. Full desertness
In souls, as countries, lieth silent-bare
Under the blanching, vertical eye-glare
Of the absolute heavens. Deep-hearted man, express
Grief for thy dead in silence like to deathโ
Most like a monumental statue set
In everlasting watch and moveless woe
Till itself crumble to the dust beneath.
Touch it; the marble eyelids are not wet;
If it could weep, it could arise and go.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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Go from me. Yet I feel that I shall stand
Henceforth in thy shadow. Nevermore
Alone upon the threshold of my door
Of individual life, I shall command
The uses of my soul, nor lift my hand
Serenely in the sunshine as before,
Without the sense of that which I forbore--
Thy touch upon the palm. The widest land
Doom takes to part us, leaves thy heart in mine
With pulses that beat double. What I do
And what I dream include thee, as the wine
Must taste of its own grapes. And when I sue
God for myself, He hears that name of thine,
And sees within my eyes the tears of two.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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When our two souls stand up erect and strong,
Face to face, silent, drawing nigh and nigher,
Until the lengthening wings break into fire
At either curvรจd point,---what bitter wrong
Can the earth do to us, that we should not long
Be here contented? Think! In mounting higher,
The angels would press on us and aspire
To drop some golden orb of perfect song
Into our deep, dear silence. Let us stay
Rather on earth, Belovรจd,---where the unfit
Contrarious moods of men recoil away
And isolate pure spirits, and permit
A place to stand and love in for a day,
With darkness and the death-hour rounding it.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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I love to read, but all through school I hated it when books were pulled apart and analyzed. Winnie-the-pooh as a political allegory, that sort of thing. It never really worked for me. There's a line in The Barretts of Wimpole Street - you know, the play - where Elizabeth Barrett is trying to work out the meaning of one of Robert Browning's poems, and she shows it to him, and he reads it and he tells her that when he wrote that poem, only God and Robert Browning knew what it meant and now only God knows. And that's how I feel about studying English. Who knows what the writer was thinking, and why should it matter? I'd rather just read for enjoyment."
'The Winter Sea
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Susanna Kearsley
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I thought once how Theocritus had sung
Of the sweet years, the dear and wished-for years,
Who each one in a gracious hand appears
To bear a gift for mortals, old or young;
And, as I mused it in his antique tongue,
I saw, in gradual vision through my tears,
The sweet, sad years, the melancholy years,
Those of my own life, who by turns had flung
A shadow across me. Straightaway I was 'ware,
So weeping, how a mystic Shape did move
Behind me, and drew me backward by the hair;
And a voice said in mastery, while I strove,--
Guess now who holds thee?--Death, I said, But, there,
The silver answer rang,--Not Death, but Love.
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Elizabeth Barrett Browning (Sonnets from the Portuguese)
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Brian Wilson went to bed for three years. Jean-Michel Basquiat would spend all day in bed. Monica Ali, Charles Bukowski, Marcel Proust, Elizabeth Barrett Browning, Tracey Emin, Emily Dickinson, Edith Sitwell, Frida Kahlo, William Wordsworth, Renรฉ Descartes, Mark Twain, Henri Matisse, Kathy Acker, Derek Jarman and Patti Smith all worked or work from bed and theyโre productive people. (Am I protesting too much?) Humans take to their beds for all sorts of reasons: because theyโre overwhelmed by life, need to rest, think, recover from illness and trauma, because theyโre cold, lonely, scared, depressed โ sometimes I lie in bed for weeks with a puddle of depression in my sternum โ to work, even to protest (Emily Dickinson, John and Yoko). Polar bears spend six months of the year sleeping, dormice too. Half their lives are spent asleep, no one calls them lazy. Thereโs a region in the South of France, near the Alps, where whole villages used to sleep through the seven months of winter โ I might be descended from them. And in 1900, it was recorded that peasants from Pskov in northwest Russia would fall into a deep winter sleep called lotska for half the year: โfor six whole months out of the twelve to be in the state of Nirvana longed for by Eastern sages, free from the stress of life, from the need to labour, from the multitudinous burdens, anxieties, and vexations of existenceโ.โก Even when Iโm well I like to lie in bed and think. Itโs as if
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Viv Albertine (To Throw Away Unopened)
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I think I was enchanted
When first a sombre Girl โ
I read that Foreign Lady** โ
The Dark โ felt beautiful โ
And whether it was noon at night โ
Or only Heaven โ at Noon โ
For very Lunacy of Light
I had not power to tell โ
The Bees โ became as Butterflies โ
The Butterflies โ as Swans โ
Approached โ and spurned the narrow Grass โ
And just the meanest Tunes
That Nature murmured to herself
To keep herself in Cheer โ
I took for Giants โ practising
Titanic Opera โ
The Days โ to Mighty Metres stept โ
The Homeliest โ adorned
As if unto a Jubilee
'Twere suddenly confirmed โ
I could not have defined the change โ
Conversion of the Mind
Like Sanctifying in the Soul โ
Is witnessed โ not explained โ
'Twas a Divine Insanity โ
The Danger to be Sane
Should I again experience โ
'Tis Antidote to turn โ
To Tomes of solid Witchcraft โ
Magicians be asleep โ
But Magic โ hath an Element
Like Deity โ to keep โ
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Emily Dickinson