β
I believe that words are strong, that they can overwhelm what we fear when fear seems more awful than life is good.
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Andrew Solomon (The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression)
β
Β Β In 1658, Francis Andrew Ransome stole the Alchemy Scroll from St. Julianβs college, my present employer. Ransome was a member of a transatlantic group called The Invisible College. They were alchemists, meaning they worked with matter and spirit together.
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Susan Rowland (The Alchemy Fire Murder (Mary Wandwalker #2))
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This,β Neil flicked his finger to indicate the two of them, βisnβt worthless.β
βThere is no βthisβ. This is nothing.β
βAnd I am nothing,β Neil prompted. When Andrew gestured confirmation, Neil said, βAnd as youβve always said, you want nothing.β
Andrew stared stone-faced back at him.
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
I hate you,β Andrew said casually. He took a last long drag from his cigarette and flicked it off the roof. βYou were supposed to be a side effect of the drugs.β
βIβm not a hallucination,β Neil said, nonplussed.
βYou are a pipe dream,β Andrew said.
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
Weβre all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if youβve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect thereβs no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isnβt until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problemsβthe ones that make you truly who you areβthat weβre ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what youβre looking for. Youβre looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: it's got to be the right wrong personβsomeone you lovingly gaze upon and think, βThis is the problem I want to have.β
I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.
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Andrew Boyd (Daily Afflictions: The Agony of Being Connected to Everything in the Universe)
β
Thank you," he finally said. He couldn't say he meant thanks for all of it: the keys, the trust, the honesty and the kisses. Hopefully Andrew would figure it out eventually. "You were amazing.
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
Curran looked back at me. "Why is it you always attract creeps?"
"You tell me." Ha! Walked right into that one, yes, he did.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
β
Who said 'please' that made you hate the word so much?"
Andrew gazed at him in silence for a minute. "I did.
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
Andrea raised her hand. βThis is the hand that slapped Aunt B.β
βMaybe you should have it gold-plated.β
βHere, you can touch it, since youβre my best friend.
β
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Slays (Kate Daniels, #5))
β
Listen to the people who love you. Believe that they are worth living for even when you don't believe it. Seek out the memories depression takes away and project them into the future. Be brave; be strong; take your pills. Exercise because it's good for you even if every step weighs a thousand pounds. Eat when food itself disgusts you. Reason with yourself when you have lost your reason.
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Andrew Solomon (The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression)
β
Andrew dug a finger in Neil's cheek and forcibly turned his head away. "Don't look at me like that. I am not your answer, and you sure as fuck aren't mine.
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
Itβs not the world thatβs cruel. Itβs the people in it.
β
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Nora Sakavic (The Foxhole Court (All for the Game, #1))
β
Here, Kitty, Kitty, Kitty...
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β
Ilona Andrews (Magic Bites (Kate Daniels, #1))
β
Itβs your duty as my best friend to be outraged with me.β
βIβm outraged!β I snarled. βThat bastard!β
βThank you,β Andrea said.
β
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Slays (Kate Daniels, #5))
β
Andrew kissed him like this was a fight with their lives on the line, like his world stopped and started with Neilβs mouth.
β
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
I think that if past lives are real then we have been lovers in every single one of them. I've known you for a short time, but I feel like I've known you forever.
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J.A. Redmerski (The Edge of Never (The Edge of Never, #1))
β
Compassion hurts. When you feel connected to everything, you also feel responsible for everything. And you cannot turn away. Your destiny is bound with the destinies of others. You must either learn to carry the Universe or be crushed by it. You must grow strong enough to love the world, yet empty enough to sit down at the same table with its worst horrors.
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Andrew Boyd (Daily Afflictions: The Agony of Being Connected to Everything in the Universe)
β
I donβt think you ever really fall out of love with someone. I think when you fall in love, like true love, itβs love for life. All the rest is just experience and delusions.
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J.A. Redmerski (The Edge of Never (The Edge of Never, #1))
β
I don't want it to be attributed to a loss of control on my part. When I throw you out of the window, I want there to be no doubt the act was deliberate.
β
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
β
Is your learning curve a horizontal line?
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
I can't give you the white picket fence, and if I did, you'd set it on fire.
β
β
Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
The vampire stared at me, his mouth slack as Ghastek assessed his options. I took a couple of forms from my desk, put them into the vamp's mouth, and pulled them up by their edges.
"What are you doing?" Ghastek asked.
"My hole puncher broke."
"You have no respect for the undead.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
β
Bad men need nothing more to compass their ends, than that good men should look on and do nothing.
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John Stuart Mill (Inaugural Address Delivered to the University of St Andrews, 2/1/1867 (Collected Works))
β
It's a reflex. Hear a bell, get food. See an undead, throw a knife. Same thing, really.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bites (Kate Daniels, #1))
β
When you are an addict and you get caught, you always seem to be at your lowest point.
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Andrew Mann (Such Unfortunates)
β
No human being, when you understand his desires, is worthless. No one's life is nothing. Even the most evil of men and women, if you understand their hearts, had some generous act that redeems them, at least a little, from their sins.
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Orson Scott Card (Speaker for the Dead (Ender's Saga, #2))
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You were the missing piece of my soul, the breath in my lungs, and the blood in my veins.
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J.A. Redmerski (The Edge of Never (The Edge of Never, #1))
β
Not only will you sleep with me, but you will say 'please.'"
I stared at him, shocked.
The smile widened. "You will say 'please' before and 'thank you' after."
Nervous laughter bubbled up. "You've gone insane. All that peroxide in your hair finally did your brain in, Goldilocks.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
β
Every time I think youβve reached the limits of arrogance, you show me new heights. Truly, your egotism is like the Universeβever expanding.
β
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
β
You don't cause problems. You cause catastrophes.
β
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
β
What is normal? Normal is only ordinary; mediocre. Life belongs to the rare, exceptional individual who dares to be different.
β
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V.C. Andrews (My Sweet Audrina (Audrina, #1))
β
She crouched with her hand out. What the hell was she doingβ¦
"Here, kitty, kitty, kitty."
Oh my God, she was retarded and I was going to kill Jim.
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Ilona Andrews (Curran (Curran POV #1-2))
β
I didn't think I was a personal problem. You hate me, remember?" "Every inch of you," Andrew said. "That doesn't mean I wouldn't blow you." The world tilted a little bit sideways. Neil dug his shoes harder into the floor so he wouldn't fall over. "You like me." "I hate you," Andrew corrected him, but Neil barely heard him.
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
I gave him a smile. I was aiming for sweet, but he turned a shade paler and scooted a bit farther from me. Note to self: work more on sweet and less on psycho-killer.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
β
A few seconds after he stepped out into the hallway and closed the door behind him, there was a fleshly smack and then Andrew yelling, βOuch. What in the hell was that for?β βYour timing sucks on an epic level,β Daemon shot back.
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Jennifer L. Armentrout (Opal (Lux, #3))
β
I'm a substitute mom."
"You're more like a crazy aunt who only gets called when somebody needs bailing out of jail.
β
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
β
If you listen to the wind very carefully, you'll be able to hear me whisper my love for you.
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Andrew Davidson (The Gargoyle)
β
Yes I can,β Curran snarled. βListen: this is me telling you what you will not do.β
I raised the cookbook and tapped him on the nose. Bad cat.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Slays (Kate Daniels, #5))
β
You slept with Curran and you didnβt tell me? Iβm your best friend.β
βIt didnβt come up.β
βHow disappointing for you.β
Ha-ha. βThatβs not what I meant.
β
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
Depression is the flaw in love. To be creatures who love, we must be creatures who can despair at what we lose, and depression is the mechanism of that despair.
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Andrew Solomon (The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression)
β
Just wait until he figures out I shut him out of his slut hut.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
Life is like that - twenty minutes of misery for every two seconds of joy.
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V.C. Andrews (If There Be Thorns (Dollanganger, #3))
β
you might want to decide fast. We live in a dangerous world. If you see a chance to be happy, you have to fight for it, so later you have no regrets.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
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It is a damn poor mind that can think of only one way to spell a word.
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Andrew Jackson
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As he passed me, he leaned to Curran and handed him a paper fan folded from some sort of flyer.
Curran looked at the fan. βWhat?β
"An emergency precaution, Your Majesty. In case the lady faints.β
Curran just stared at him.
Raphael strode toward the Pit, turned, flexed a bit, and winked at me.
"Give me that,β I told Curran. βI need to fan myself.β
"No, you donβt.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
β
Help me, I canβt breathe, your ego is pushing all the air out of the room.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Slays (Kate Daniels, #5))
β
If after reading this book you come to my home and brutally murder me, I do not blame you.
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Jesse Andrews (Me and Earl and the Dying Girl)
β
If you come, you better come in force because I will kill every single one of you. My hand won't shake, my aim won't falter. My face will be the last thing you'll see before you die." I jammed my knife into the table and walked out.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
He scooped me up and suddenly I was pressed against his chest. βWere you worried about me?β
"No, Iβm ranting for fun, because Iβm a disagreeable bitch!
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
β
Why a raven?"
"To honor my father."
"The writing under it, is that Cyrillic?"
"Yes."
"What does it say?"
"Dar Vorona. Gift of the Raven. I am my father's gift."
"The raven is holding a bloody sword."
"I never said it was a nice gift.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bites (Kate Daniels, #1))
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He bared his teeth in a happy feral grin. My own personal psycho.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
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A library outranks any other one thing a community can do to benefit its people. It is a never failing spring in the desert.
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Andrew Carnegie
β
Are you sure you know where you're going?" Andrea frowned.
"Would you like me to pull over and ask that bamboo for directions?"
"I don't know, do you think it will answer?"
We peered at the bamboo.
"I think it looks suspicious," Andrea said.
"Maybe there is a heffalump hiding in it."
Andrea stared at me.
"You know, heffalump? From Pooh Bear?"
"Where do you even get this shit?
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Slays (Kate Daniels, #5))
β
Kate short-circuits my brain. In my head we always have these clear coherent exchanges, but once we meet, what comes out it is, βKate, do what I say or Iβll kill you.β Her default reply is, βFuck you!β and we go downhill from there.
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Ilona Andrews
β
I gave him my best cryptic smile. He did not fall down to his feet, kiss my shoes, and promise me the world. I must be getting rusty.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bites (Kate Daniels, #1))
β
Poems are a hotline to our hearts, and we forget this emotional power at our peril.
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Andrew Motion
β
You know anything about investigative work?"
"Sure. Annoy the people involved until the guilt party tries to make you go away.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bites (Kate Daniels, #1))
β
If it means losing you, then no
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
Are you out of your mind?"
It's not polite to lie to your best friend. "It's a possibility.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
Two wrongs don't make a right, but don't three lefts make a right? Two wrongs don't make a right, but don't two negatives make a positive?
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Andrew Clements (Things Not Seen (Things, #1))
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If the sky could dream, it would dream of dragons.
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Ilona Andrews (Fate's Edge (The Edge, #3))
β
Your ability to remain alive never ceases to amaze me.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
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I gave him my hard stare. βYou're a control freak and I fight all authority. And you want us to mate?β
A wicked spark lit his eyes. βMany, many times.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
Just remember to always be yourself and donβt be afraid to speak your mind or to dream out loud
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J.A. Redmerski (The Edge of Never (The Edge of Never, #1))
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You are mine,I am yours; you may be sure of this. You've been locked inside my heart, the key has been thrown away; within it, you must always stay.
β
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Andrew Davidson (The Gargoyle)
β
You're an interesting woman."
"Your interest has been duly noted.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
β
Yes, I'm too mad to punish you right now. We'll talk about it when we get home. Go brush your teeth, comb your hair, put on dry clothes, and get the guns. We're going to Wal-Mart.
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Ilona Andrews (On the Edge (The Edge, #1))
β
Is that a lion with horns and a pitchfork?"
"Yep."
"Is he carrying the moon on his pitchfork?"
"Nope it's a pie.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
What kind of a woman greets the Beast Lord with 'here, kitty, kitty'?
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bites (Kate Daniels, #1))
β
What's that?"
"That's my attack poodle.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
Love doesn't always come when you want it to. Sometimes it just happens, despite your will.
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V.C. Andrews (Flowers in the Attic (Dollanganger, #1))
β
Grief is depression in proportion to circumstance; depression is grief out of proportion to circumstance.
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Andrew Solomon (The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression)
β
I just had to stay cool. Zen. No punching in the face. Punching would not be Zen.
β
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
How was I supposed to know that you let two little bears hurt you, Goldilocks?"
"Ah, yes, that mouth. I missed it. All mine now.
β
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
β
...you expect me to fall on my back with my legs spread."
"Not necessarily. ... You can fall on your hands and knees if you prefer. Or against the wall. Or on the kitchen counter. I suppose I might let you be on top, if you make it worth my while.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
β
His Majesty needs a can-I girl anyway. And I'm not it."
"A can-I girl?" Andrea frowned.
I leaned back. "'Can I fetch your food, Your Majesty? Can I tell you how strong and mighty you are, Your Majesty? Can I pick your fleas, Your Majesty? Can I kiss your ass, Your Majesty? Can I..."
It dawned on me that Raphael was sitting very still. Frozen, like a statue, his gaze fixed on the point above my head. "He's standing behind me, isn't he?"
Andrea nodded slowly.
"Technically it should be 'may I'," Curran said, his voice deeper than I remembered. "Since you're asking for permission."
Why me?
"To answer your question, yes, you may kiss my ass. Normally I prefer maintain my personal space, but you're a Friend of the Pack and your services have proven useful once or twice. I strive to accommodate the wishes of persons friendly to my people. My only question is, would kissing my ass be obeisance, grooming, or foreplay?
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
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The phone rang. I picked it up.
βAre you sitting down?β Curran's voice asked.
βYes.β
βGood.β
Click.
I listened to the disconnect signal. If he wanted me to sit, then I'd stand. I got up. The chair got up with me and I ended up bent over my desk, with the chair stuck to my butt. I grabbed the edge of the chair and tried to pull it off.
It remained stuck.
I would murder him. Slowly. And I'd enjoy every second of it.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
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How much are you lifting?"
"Seven hundred."
Alrighty then. I will just stand over here, out of your way, and hope you don't remember to kick my ass.
He grinned. "Wanna spot me?"
"No thanks. How about I just scream verbal encouragements at you?" I took a deep breath and barked, "No pain, no gain! That pain is just weakness leaving your body! Come on! Push! Push! Make that weight your bitch!
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
β
I turned to leave and paused before the gap in the ruined wall. "One last thing, Your Majesty. I'd like a name I can put into my report, something shorter than typing out 'The Leader of the Southern Shapechanger Faction.' What should I call you?"
"Lord."
I rolled my eyes.
He shrugged. "It's short.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bites (Kate Daniels, #1))
β
Did he just rip out the engine?" I asked.
"Yes", Saiman said. "And now he is demolishing the Maserati with it."
Ten seconds later Curran hurled the twisted wreck of black and orange that used to be the Maserati into the wall.
The first melodic notes of an old song came from the computer. I glanced at Saiman.
He shrugged. "It begged for a soundtrack.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Slays (Kate Daniels, #5))
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Now that number was gone, covered up by the jet-black image of a chess piece. Neil's knowledge of chess was hazy at best, but he knew for sure that wasn't a king. "You did it," Neil said, too stunned to manage anything else. "Let Riko be King," Kevin said, with the exaggerated enunciation of the thoroughly sloshed. "Most coveted, most protected. He'll sacrifice every piece he has to protect his throne. Whatever. Me?" Kevin gestured again, meaning to indicate himself but too drunk to get his hand higher than his waist. "I'm going to be the deadliest piece on the board." "Queen," Andrew said somewhere behind Neil.
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Nora Sakavic (The King's Men (All for the Game, #3))
β
You are the most dangerous kind of female the world can ever know. You carry the seeds for your own destruction and the destruction of everyone who loves you. And a great many will love you for your beautiful face for your seductive body; but you will fail them all because you will believe they all fail you first. You are an idealist of the worst kind - the romantic idealist. Born to destroy and self destruct.
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V.C. Andrews (Fallen Hearts (Casteel, #3))
β
Humility is perfect quietness of heart. It is to expect nothing, to wonder at nothing that is done to me, to feel nothing done against me. It is to be at rest when nobody praises me, and when I am blamed or despised. It is to have a blessed home in the Lord, where I can go in and shut the door, and kneel to my Father in secret, and am at peace as in a deep sea of calmness, when all around and above is trouble.
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Andrew Murray
β
It is important not to suppress your feelings altogether when you are depressed. It is equally important to avoid terrible arguments or expressions of outrage. You should steer clear of emotionally damaging behavior. People forgive, but it is best not to stir things up to the point at which forgiveness is required. When you are depressed, you need the love of other people, and yet depression fosters actions that destroy that love. Depressed people often stick pins into their own life rafts. The conscious mind can intervene. One is not helpless.
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Andrew Solomon (The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression)
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I've never created a riot before. I did cause a brawl at the last formal. A large number of young women there actually arrived with the expectation of seducing me into matrimony, and a couple of their mothers came to blows. It was hilariβI mean, dreadful. Simply dreadful.
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Ilona Andrews (On the Edge (The Edge, #1))
β
What happened to the alpha-wolf?"
"LEGOs."
"Legos?" It sounded Greek but I couldn't recall anything mythological with that name. Wasn't it an island?
"He was carrying a load of laundry into the basement and tripped on the old set of LEGOs his kids left on the stairs. Broke two ribs and an ankle.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bites (Kate Daniels, #1))
β
You know what they say," Dad said. "If you love something set it free."
"What if he doesn't come back?"
"Something do, somethings don't," he said, reaching to tweak her nose. "I'll always come back to you anyway."
"You don't light up," Hadley said, but Dad only smiled.
"I do when I'm with you.
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Jennifer E. Smith (The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight)
β
He put the book down. βAs you wish.β He rose and walked past me. I lowered my sword, expecting him to pass, but suddenly he stepped in dangerously close. βWelcome home. Iβm glad you made it. There is coffee in the kitchen for you.β
My mouth gaped open.
He inhaled my scent, bent close, about to kiss meβ¦
I just stood there like an idiot.
Curran smirked and whispered in my ear instead. βPsych.β
And just like that, he was out the door and gone.
Oh boy.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
β
Just that dwelling and planning is bullshit, you dwell on the past, you canβt move forward. Spend too much time planning for the future and you just push yourself backwards, or you stay stagnant in the same place all your life. Live in the moment, where everything is just right, take your time and limit your bad memories and youβll get wherever it is youβre going a lot faster and with less bumps in the road along the way.
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J.A. Redmerski (The Edge of Never (The Edge of Never, #1))
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He kissesβhow do I explain it? Like someone in love. Like he has nothing to lose. Like someone who has just learned a foreign language and can use only the present tense and only the second person. Only now, only you. There are some men who have never been kissed like that. There are some men who discover, after Arthur Less, that they never will be again.
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Andrew Sean Greer (Less)
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I ripped my left arm out of his hand and slammed my elbow into his solar plexus. He exhaled in a gasp. I lunged for the dagger and sat on top of him, my knees pinning his arms, my dagger on his throat.
He lay still. βI give up,β he said and smiled. βYour move.β
Er. I was sitting atop the Beast Lord in my underwear, holding a knife to his throat. What the hell was my next move?
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
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Kate makes good sausage," Jim said.
Six pairs of eyes stared at me. Thank you, Mr. Wonderful. Just what I needed.
"Oh yeah," Andrea snapped her fingers. "The links? The ones we had the beginning of the month? I didn't know you made those. I thought they were bought. They were so good." Her smile was positively cherubic. Of all the times not to be able to shoot laser beams out of my eyes...
"What do you put into your sausage, Kate?" Raphael wanted to know, giving me a perfectly innocent look.
Werejaguars with big mouths with a pinch of werehyena thrown in. "Venison and rabbit."
"That sounds like some fine sausage," Doolittle said. "Will you share the recipe?"
"Sure."
"I had no idea you were a sausage expert," Curran said with a completely straight face.
Die, die, die, die...
Even Derek cracked a smile. Raphael put his head down on the table and jerked a little.
"Is he choking?" Dali asked, wrinkling her forehead.
"No, he just needs a moment," Curran said. "Young bouda males. Easily excitable.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
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You thought about dragging me into your bed this morning.β
"I thought about stabbing you and running away screaming. You broke into my house without permission and slobbered all over me. Youβre a damn lunatic! And donβt give me that line about smelling my desire; I know itβs bullshit."
"I didnβt need to smell you. I could tell by the dreamy look in your eyes and the way your tongue licked the inside of my mouth.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Strikes (Kate Daniels, #3))
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He leaned his head to me, his neck so close to my lips, I felt the heat coming off his skin. His breath was warm against my ear. His voice was a ragged snarl. "I miss you."
This wasn't happening.
"I worry about you." He dipped his head and looked into my eyes. "I worry something stupid will happen and I won't be there and you'll be gone. I worry we won't ever get a chance and it's driving me out of my skull."
No, no, no, no.........
We stared at each other. The tiny space between us felt too hot. Muscles bulged on his naked frame. He looked feral.
Mad gold eyes stared into mine. "Do you miss me, Kate?"
I closed my eyes trying to shut him out. I could lie then we would be back to square one. Nothing would be resolved. I'd still be alone, hating him and wanting him.
He grabbed my shoulders and shook me once. "Do you miss me?"
I took the plunge. "Yes.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
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I surveyed the rest of the Council and looked directly at Mahon. βSome of you know me. Some of you have seen me fight and some of you are my friends. Have your vote. But know this: if you come to remove me, come in force, because if you try to separate me from him, I will kill every single one of you. My hand won't shake. My aim won't falter. My face will be the last thing youβll see before you die.β
I jammed the knife into the table and walked out.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bleeds (Kate Daniels, #4))
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Have you ever met someone and felt . . . I don't know how to describe it, felt a chance at having something that eluded you? I don't know . . . Forget I said anything."
I knew what he meant. He was describing that moment when you realize that you are lonely. For a time you can be alone and doing fine and never give a thought to living any other way and then you meet someone and suddenly you become lonely. It stabs at you, almost like a physical pain, and you feel both deprived and angry, deprived because you wish to be with that person and angry, because their absence brings you misery. It's a strange feeling, akin to desperation, a feeling that makes you wait by the phone even though you know that the call is an hour away. I was not going to lose my balance. Not yet.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Bites (Kate Daniels, #1))
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Yes. What is it, guilt, revenge, love, what?β
I swallowed. βI live alone.β
"And your point is?β
"You have the Pack. Youβre surrounded by people who would fall over themselves for the pleasure of your company. I have no one. My parents are dead, my entire family is gone. I have no friends. Except Jim, and thatβs more of a working relationship than anything else. I have no lover. I canβt even have a pet, because Iβm not at the house often enough to keep it from starving. When I come crawling home, bleeding and filthy and exhausted, the house is dark and empty. Nobody keeps the porch light on for me. Nobody hugs me and says, βHey, Iβm glad you made it. Iβm glad youβre okay. I was worried.β Nobody cares if I live or die. Nobody makes me coffee, nobody holds me before I go to bed, nobody fixes my medicine when Iβm sick. Iβm by myself.
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Ilona Andrews (Magic Burns (Kate Daniels, #2))
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Reading list (1972 edition)[edit]
1. Homer β Iliad, Odyssey
2. The Old Testament
3. Aeschylus β Tragedies
4. Sophocles β Tragedies
5. Herodotus β Histories
6. Euripides β Tragedies
7. Thucydides β History of the Peloponnesian War
8. Hippocrates β Medical Writings
9. Aristophanes β Comedies
10. Plato β Dialogues
11. Aristotle β Works
12. Epicurus β Letter to Herodotus; Letter to Menoecus
13. Euclid β Elements
14. Archimedes β Works
15. Apollonius of Perga β Conic Sections
16. Cicero β Works
17. Lucretius β On the Nature of Things
18. Virgil β Works
19. Horace β Works
20. Livy β History of Rome
21. Ovid β Works
22. Plutarch β Parallel Lives; Moralia
23. Tacitus β Histories; Annals; Agricola Germania
24. Nicomachus of Gerasa β Introduction to Arithmetic
25. Epictetus β Discourses; Encheiridion
26. Ptolemy β Almagest
27. Lucian β Works
28. Marcus Aurelius β Meditations
29. Galen β On the Natural Faculties
30. The New Testament
31. Plotinus β The Enneads
32. St. Augustine β On the Teacher; Confessions; City of God; On Christian Doctrine
33. The Song of Roland
34. The Nibelungenlied
35. The Saga of Burnt NjΓ‘l
36. St. Thomas Aquinas β Summa Theologica
37. Dante Alighieri β The Divine Comedy;The New Life; On Monarchy
38. Geoffrey Chaucer β Troilus and Criseyde; The Canterbury Tales
39. Leonardo da Vinci β Notebooks
40. NiccolΓ² Machiavelli β The Prince; Discourses on the First Ten Books of Livy
41. Desiderius Erasmus β The Praise of Folly
42. Nicolaus Copernicus β On the Revolutions of the Heavenly Spheres
43. Thomas More β Utopia
44. Martin Luther β Table Talk; Three Treatises
45. FranΓ§ois Rabelais β Gargantua and Pantagruel
46. John Calvin β Institutes of the Christian Religion
47. Michel de Montaigne β Essays
48. William Gilbert β On the Loadstone and Magnetic Bodies
49. Miguel de Cervantes β Don Quixote
50. Edmund Spenser β Prothalamion; The Faerie Queene
51. Francis Bacon β Essays; Advancement of Learning; Novum Organum, New Atlantis
52. William Shakespeare β Poetry and Plays
53. Galileo Galilei β Starry Messenger; Dialogues Concerning Two New Sciences
54. Johannes Kepler β Epitome of Copernican Astronomy; Concerning the Harmonies of the World
55. William Harvey β On the Motion of the Heart and Blood in Animals; On the Circulation of the Blood; On the Generation of Animals
56. Thomas Hobbes β Leviathan
57. RenΓ© Descartes β Rules for the Direction of the Mind; Discourse on the Method; Geometry; Meditations on First Philosophy
58. John Milton β Works
59. MoliΓ¨re β Comedies
60. Blaise Pascal β The Provincial Letters; Pensees; Scientific Treatises
61. Christiaan Huygens β Treatise on Light
62. Benedict de Spinoza β Ethics
63. John Locke β Letter Concerning Toleration; Of Civil Government; Essay Concerning Human Understanding;Thoughts Concerning Education
64. Jean Baptiste Racine β Tragedies
65. Isaac Newton β Mathematical Principles of Natural Philosophy; Optics
66. Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz β Discourse on Metaphysics; New Essays Concerning Human Understanding;Monadology
67. Daniel Defoe β Robinson Crusoe
68. Jonathan Swift β A Tale of a Tub; Journal to Stella; Gulliver's Travels; A Modest Proposal
69. William Congreve β The Way of the World
70. George Berkeley β Principles of Human Knowledge
71. Alexander Pope β Essay on Criticism; Rape of the Lock; Essay on Man
72. Charles de Secondat, baron de Montesquieu β Persian Letters; Spirit of Laws
73. Voltaire β Letters on the English; Candide; Philosophical Dictionary
74. Henry Fielding β Joseph Andrews; Tom Jones
75. Samuel Johnson β The Vanity of Human Wishes; Dictionary; Rasselas; The Lives of the Poets
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Mortimer J. Adler (How to Read a Book: The Classic Guide to Intelligent Reading)
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You are constantly told in depression that your judgment is compromised, but a part of depression is that it touches cognition. That you are having a breakdown does not mean that your life isn't a mess. If there are issues you have successfully skirted or avoided for years, they come cropping back up and stare you full in the face, and one aspect of depression is a deep knowledge that the comforting doctors who assure you that your judgment is bad are wrong. You are in touch with the real terribleness of your life. You can accept rationally that later, after the medication sets in, you will be better able to deal with the terribleness, but you will not be free of it. When you are depressed, the past and future are absorbed entirely by the present moment, as in the world of a three-year-old. You cannot remember a time when you felt better, at least not clearly; and you certainly cannot imagine a future time when you will feel better.
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Andrew Solomon (The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression)
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Since every country stands in numerous and various relations with the other countries of the world, and many, our own among the number, exercise actual authority over some of these, a knowledge of the established rules of international morality is essential to the duty of every nation, and therefore of every person in it who helps to make up the nation, and whose voice and feeling form a part of what is called public opinion. Let not any one pacify his conscience by the delusion that he can do no harm if he takes no part, and forms no opinion. Bad men need nothing more to compass their ends, than that good men should look on and do nothing. He is not a good man who, without a protest, allows wrong to be committed in his name, and with the means which he helps to supply, because he will not trouble himself to use his mind on the subject. It depends on the habit of attending to and looking into public transactions, and on the degree of information and solid judgment respecting them that exists in the community, whether the conduct of the nation as a nation, both within itself and towards others, shall be selfish, corrupt, and tyrannical, or rational and enlightened, just and noble.
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John Stuart Mill (Inaugural Address Delivered to the University of St Andrews, 2/1/1867 (Collected Works))