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Inspiration is a guest that does not willingly visit the lazy.
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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That is the problem with ignorance. You can never truly know the extent of what you are ignorant about.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time #1))
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Life is not perfect, individuals will always be flawed, but empathy โ the sheer inability to see those around them as anything other than people too โ conquers all, in the end.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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Truly there would be reason to go mad were it not for music.
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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To regret the past, to hope in the future, and never to be satisfied with the present: that is what I spend my whole life doing
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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A life lived entirely at the whim of another is no life at all.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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He believed that life, true life, was something that was stored in music. True life was kept safe in the lines of Tchaikovsky's Eugene Onegin while you went out in the world and met the obligations required of you. Certainly he knew (though did not completely understand) that opera wasn't for everyone, but for everyone he hoped there was something. The records he cherished, the rare opportunities to see a live performance, those were the marks by which he gauged his ability to love.
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Ann Patchett (Bel Canto)
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Humanity is overrated
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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If you do not want to write, at least spit on a piece of paper, put it in an envelope, and send it to me. You are not taking any notice of me at all. God forgive you โ all I wanted was a few words from you.
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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Well, Iโve been a musician my whole life. When I was two, I would sing the theme from Star Wars in my crib; my mom taped it for proof. Then, when I was five, I asked for a violin. No one knew why I would want one, but my wish was granted and I ended up a classically trained fiddler by age 12. The only problem with that was, when youโre a classical violinist, everybody expects you to be satisfied with playing Tchaikovsky for the rest of your life, and saying you want to play jazz, rock, write songs, sing your songs, hook up your fiddle to a guitar amp, sleep with your 4-track recorder, mess around with synths, dress like Tinkerbell in combat boots, AND play Tchaikovsky is equivalent to spitting on the Pope.
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Emilie Autumn
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I sit down to the piano regularly at nine-o'clock in the morning and Mesdames les Muses have learned to be on time for that rendezvous.
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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Progress is made by the improvement of people, not the improvement of machines.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Blood of the Mantis (Shadows of the Apt, #3))
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โฆYou see, my dear friend, I am made up of contradictions, and I have reached a very mature age without resting upon anything positive, without having calmed my restless spirit either by religion or philosophy. Undoubtedly I should have gone mad but for music. Music is indeed the most beautiful of all Heaven's gifts to humanity wandering in the darkness. Alone it calms, enlightens, and stills our souls. It is not the straw to which the drowning man clings; but a true friend, refuge, and comforter, for whose sake life is worth living
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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At last the words fought themselves free, 'Promise me--'
'Nothing,' she snapped instantly. 'No promises. The universe promises us nothing; I extend the same to you.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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He had always wanted to write music, and he could give no other identity to the thing he sought. If you want to know what it is, he told himself, listen to the first phrases of Tchaikovskyโs First Concerto--or the last movement of Rachmaninoffโs Second. Men have not found the words for it, nor the deed nor the thought, but they have found the music. Let me see that in one single act of man on earth. Let me see it made real. Let me see the answer to the promise of that music. Not servants nor those served; not altars and immolations; but the final, the fulfilled, innocent of pain. Donโt help me or serve me, but let me see it once, because I need it. Donโt work for my happiness, my brothers--show me yours--show me that it is possible--show me your achievement--and the knowledge will give me courage for mine.
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Ayn Rand (The Fountainhead)
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If there had been some tiny bead present in the brain of all humans, that had told each other, They are like you; that had drawn some thin silk thread of empathy, person to person, in a planet-wide net โ what might then have happened? Would there have been the same wars, massacres, persecutions and crusades?
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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Itโs Tchaikovskyโs โAnother One Bites the Dust,โโ said Crowley, closing his eyes as they went through Slough.
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Terry Pratchett (Good Omens: The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, Witch)
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You have waited for me past the orbits of Mars and Jupiter, past each of Saturn's rings. It's ridiculous, so stupid, I know, to cross the entire solar system just to hear you and Galina butcher Tchaikovsky. If ever there was an utterance of perfection, it is this. If God has a voice, it is ours.
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Anthony Marra (The Tsar of Love and Techno)
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Weโre going on an adventure.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Ruin (Children of Time #2))
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There is no doubt that even the greatest musical geniuses have sometimes worked without inspiration. This guest (inspiration) does not always respond to the first invitation. We must always work, and a self-respecting artist must not fold his hands on the pretext that he is not in the mood. If we wait for the mood, without endeavouring to meet it half-way, we easily become indolent and apathetic. We must be patient, and believe that inspiration will come to those who can master their disinclination.
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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You can never know. That is the problem with ignorance. You can never truly know the extent of what you are ignorant about.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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evolution had gifted them with a profoundly complex toolkit for taking the world apart to see if there was a crab hiding under it.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Ruin (Children of Time, #2))
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You won't enjoy it," sighed Crowley. "It's been in the car for more than a fortnight." A heavy bass beat began to thump through the Bentley as they sped past Heathrow. Aziraphale's brow furrowed. "I don't recognize this," he said. "What is it?" "It's Tchaikovsky's 'Another One Bites the Dust'," said Crowley, closing his eyes as they went through Slough. To while away the time as they crossed the sleeping Chilterns, they also listened to William Byrd's "We Are the Champions" and Beethoven's "I Want To Break Free." Neither were as good as Vaughan Williams's "Fat-Bottomed Girls.
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Terry Pratchett (Good Omens: The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, Witch)
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How much worse to think yourself wise, and still be as ignorant as one who knew themselves a fool?
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Elder Race)
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Advance science as far as you like, the human mind continued to place itself at the centre of the universe.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Ruin (Children of Time, #2))
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This will be the first of a thousand worlds that we will give life to. For we are gods, and we are lonely, so we shall create.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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Alpash moved to go, and for a moment Holsten was going to stop him, to ask that impossible question that historians can never ask, regarding the things they study: What is it like to be you? A question nobody can step far enough out of their own frame of reference to answer.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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What does it mean that you are there and we are here? Is there meaning or is it random chance? Because what else does one ask even a broken cybernetic deity but, Why are we here?
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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ุฃูููุง ุงูู
ูุช ุฃูููุง ุงูู
ุงุฑุฏ ุงูุดุฑููุฑ ูุง ูุนูุฉ ุงูุฒูู
ุงู ุงูุนููุฏ
ููู ุชุฑุถู ูุฏุงู ุฃู ุชูุชู ุงูุฅููุงู
ุ
ู
ุงุฐุง ุชุฑูุชู ูููุฌูุฏ ุ
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ุณูู ุชููู ูุฏุงู ุฃูุช ููุจูู ุธูู ุฐุงู ุงูุทูุฑ ุงูุฌู
ูู ุงููุฏูุน
ุณูู ุชุจูู ูุฌูุงู ุชุฎูู ููู ุงูุฃุฑุถ ุจุงูุญุจู ูุงูุฌูุงู ุงูุฑููุน
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ุฃูููุง ุงูุญุงูุฏ ุงูุชุฑุงุจูู ุฃู
ูุงุฃูุช ูุงุญูุฏ ูุนุด ุนูู ุงูุฃุถุบุงู
ุฅููู ุงูุขู ููู ุญูุฏู ููู ุงูุฃุฑุถ , ููู ุงูููุงุก ูุงููุณูุงู
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ูุงุฒู ุงูู
ูุงุฆูุฉ (ุงูู
ุฎุชุงุฑ ู
ู ุดุนุฑ ูุงุฒู ุงูู
ูุงุฆูุฉ)
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that division of man against man that was the continual brake on human progress
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time #1))
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This is the future. This is where mankind takes its next great step. This is where we become gods.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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conclusions are a matter of extrapolated logic based on her best comprehension of the principles the universe has revealed to her.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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He had bred them and mutated them and played all sorts of God, and now they wanted to know why and he had no answer.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Ruin (Children of Time #2))
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Oxygen was โ to quote Mikhail Elesco, the teamโs top geologist โ a needy bastard that couldnโt stand not to be in a relationship, no matter how toxic.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Memory (Children of Time, #3))
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This is fucked up,โ Olli sent to Kit. โThere is no further up to which it might be fucked,โ was his considered reply.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Lords of Uncreation (The Final Architecture #3))
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the idea that we could necessarily recognize an alien transmission for what it was. Thatโs too rooted in our assumption that aliens will be in any way like us.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time #1))
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Grace has way weirder people than me coming in and out all the time," Dan said. "You, on the other hand, are as boring as it gets. If Grace is worried about anyone cramping her style, I'd point to the gloomy nerd reading about Chucklesky."
"Tchaikovsky. He composed the score for the ballet The Nutcracker."
Dan thre his hands up. "How am I supposed to get any better at making you sound like a loser if you just do all the work for me?
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Clifford Riley (Legacy (The 39 Clues: Rapid Fire, #1))
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Sometimes it is hard because we have to make choices. I remember when having to make choices scared me more than anything else except Master being angry with me. Now I know that making choices is the price of being free.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Dogs of War (Dogs of War, #1))
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You will fail, and when you do, you must do everything you can to fail as little as possible. Donโt let the failure get its teeth into you. You will make decisions that come with a cost. That is Command.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Memory (Children of Time, #3))
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An inclination to play God was part and parcel of wanting to go out and terraform other worlds, but good practice was to at least play nicely with the rest of the pantheon.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Ruin (Children of Time, #2))
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Ah, yes, hindsight, always my weapon of choice.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (And Put Away Childish Things)
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It was defiance born of a lack of any hope.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Empire in Black and Gold (Shadows of the Apt, #1))
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But then blame is just credit for something thatโs gone wrong.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Memory (Children of Time, #3))
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She's learning that getting a proper education doesn't answer questions, it just teaches you to ask them.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Memory (Children of Time, #3))
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Despite the barriers to communication, they have developed an idiolect of their own, mostly devoted to complaining.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Ruin (Children of Time, #2))
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Sometimes all it takes, to crack a problem, is a new perspective.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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That is how people are. Once they have food and drink and shelter, the next thing they must find is a quarrel.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (The Tiger and the Wolf (Echoes of the Fall, #1))
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I have a vision of tomorrowโs war, between people who have made themselves the slaves of entities that only exist in the heads of men, and people who want to be free. I hope I am wrong.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Dogs of War (Dogs of War, #1))
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He would tell you that music is truly a universal language, and that we the listeners will always impose our own fears and biases, our own hopes and hungers on whatever we hear. He would tell you that the rhythm that spurred on Tchaikovsky is the same rhythm that a kid in a redneck North Carolina town would beat with a stick against a fallen tree. It is a rhythm in all of us. Music is about communication, a way of touching your fellow man, beyond and above and below language. It is a language all its own.
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Brendan Slocumb (The Violin Conspiracy)
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Because the real problem with a knowledge-based economy is knowing that, no matter how hard you try, most of the information in the universe has already dissolved into entropy before you even evolved.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Memory (Children of Time, #3))
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They are performing that oldest of tricks: constructing a path by which to reach a destination, only in this case the destination is permanent security. With each step they take towards it, that security recedes. And, with each step they take, the cost of progressing towards such security grows, and the actions required to move forward become more and more extreme.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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When Tchaikovsky finished writing his Violin Concerto in 1878, he asked the famous violinist Leopold Auer to give the premier performance. Auer studied the score and said noโhe thought the work was unplayable. Today every young violinist graduating from Juilliard can play it. The music is the same, the violins are the same, and human beings havenโt changed. But people have learned how to perform much, much better.
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Geoff Colvin (Talent is Overrated: What Really Separates World-Class Performers from Everybody Else)
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Bowman was aware of some changes in his behavior patterns; it would have been absurd to expect anything else in the circumstances. He could no longer tolerate silence; except when he was sleeping, or talking over the circuit to Earth, he kept the ship's sound system running at almost painful loudness. / At first, needing the companionship of the human voice, he had listened to classical plays--especially the works of Shaw, Ibsen, and Shakespeare--or poetry readings from Discovery's enormous library of recorded sounds. The problems they dealt with, however, seemed so remote, or so easily resolved with a little common sense, that after a while he lost patience with them. / So he switched to opera--usually in Italian or German, so that he was not distracted even by the minimal intellectual content that most operas contained. This phase lasted for two weeks before he realized that the sound of all these superbly trained voices was only exacerbating his loneliness. But what finally ended this cycle was Verdi's Requiem Mass, which he had never heard performed on Earth. The "Dies Irae," roaring with ominous appropriateness through the empty ship, left him completely shattered; and when the trumpets of Doomsday echoed from the heavens, he could endure no more. / Thereafter, he played only instrumental music. He started with the romantic composers, but shed them one by one as their emotional outpourings became too oppressive. Sibelius, Tchaikovsky, Berlioz, lasted a few weeks, Beethoven rather longer. He finally found peace, as so many others had done, in the abstract architecture of Bach, occasionally ornamented with Mozart. / And so Discovery drove on toward Saturn, as often as not pulsating with the cool music of the harpsichord, the frozen thoughts of a brain that had been dust for twice a hundred years.
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Arthur C. Clarke (2001: A Space Odyssey (Space Odyssey, #1))
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A bandit, a man-hunter, a lawbreaker, a bow for hire. I never wanted any grand cause. If it looks like I'm fighting tyrants, it's only because the world's so damned full of them that you can't draw a sword without crossing some of their laws. Easy as easy, it is, to become an outlaw.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Heirs of the Blade (Shadows of the Apt, #7))
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I'll admit that writing doesn't always come, but I'm totally against walking around looking at the sky when you're experiencing a block, waiting for inspiration to strike you. Tchaikovsky and Rimsky-Korsakov didn't like each other and agreed on very few things, but they were of one opinion on this: you had to write constantly. If you can't write a major work, write minor trifles. If you can't write at all, orchestrate something.
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Dmitri Shostakovich
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The problem with judgement calls is that theyโre only ever good or bad in retrospect.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Shards of Earth (The Final Architecture, #1))
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Is that not what magic is? Every wise man, every scholar I have met who pretended to the title of magician, that was their study. They sought to learn how the world worked, so that they could control and master it. That is magic.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Elder Race)
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The ice had been retreating. Humanity had sprung back swiftly, expanded, fought its small wars, re-industrialized, tripping constantly over reminders of what the species had previously achieved.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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I belong to a culture that includes Proust, Henry James, Tchaikovsky, Cole Porter, Plato, Socrates, Aristotle, Alexander the Great, Michelangelo, Leonardo da Vinci, Christopher Marlowe, Walt Whitman, Herman Melville, Tennessee Williams, Byron, E.M. Forster, Lorca, Auden, Francis Bacon, James Baldwin, Harry Stack Sullivan, John Maynard Keynes, Dag Hammarskjoldโฆ These are not invisible men. Poor Bruce. Poor frightened Bruce. Once upon a time you wanted to be a soldier.
Bruce, did you know that an openly gay Englishman was as responsible as any man for winning the Second World War? His name was Alan Turing and he cracked the Germans' Enigma code so the Allies knew in advance what the Nazis were going to do โ and when the war was over he committed suicide he was so hounded for being gay. Why don't they teach any of this in the schools? If they did, maybe he wouldn't have killed himself and maybe you wouldn't be so terrified of who you are. The only way we'll have real pride is when we demand recognition of a culture that isn't just sexual. It's all thereโall through history we've been there; but we have to claim it, and identify who was in it, and articulate what's in our minds and hearts and all our creative contributions to this earth. And until we do that, and until we organize ourselves block by neighborhood by city by state into a united visible community that fights back, we're doomed. That's how I want to be defined: as one of the men who fought the war.
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Larry Kramer (The Normal Heart)
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You're not like other Wasps."
"Aren't I?" Aagen smiled, but it was a painful smile. "No doubt you've killed my kinsmen by the score."
"A few," Salma allowed.
"Well, next time you shed my kinden's blood, think on this: we are but men, no less nor more than other men, and we strive and feel joy and fail as men have always done. We live in the darkness that is the birthright of us all, that of hurt and ignorance, only sometimes... sometimes there comes the sun." He let the bowl fall from his fingers to the floor, watching it spin and settle, unbroken.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Empire in Black and Gold (Shadows of the Apt, #1))
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It is a great poison, to know you have a destiny and that everything you do is right by default.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (The Expert System's Brother (Expert System, #1))
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What was the use of a mad scientist if they suddenly decided to start making sane decisions?
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Eyes of the Void (The Final Architecture, #2))
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Why should we be made thus, to improve and improve, unless it is to aspire? To
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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For that, I thank him. A vast and worthless education is the greatest gift a child can have.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Cage of Souls)
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Itโs a fine line, I suspect, between useful logic and that pathological numbness that true depression can often lead to, where doing or wanting anything seems like climbing uphill.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Elder Race)
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Things fall apart, though, and entropy is the landlord whose rent always gets paid.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Memory (Children of Time, #3))
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Change hurts, but it hurts most those who shackle themselves to the past.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Dogs of War (Dogs of War, #1))
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I am the full stop to the sentence that is human history.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (One Day All This Will Be Yours)
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Life is beautiful in spite of everything!
There are many thorns, but the roses are there too.
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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In a word, there are many thorns, but the roses are there too.
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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Surely every manโs courage was a rope of uncertain length, hauled hand over hand out of clouded waters. Who knew how suddenly that ropeโs end would whip up into the air?
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (The Tiger and the Wolf (Echoes of the Fall, #1))
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I am only now, at the wrong end of three centuries after loss of contact, beginning to realise just how broken my own superior culture actually was. They set us here to make exhaustive anthropological notes on the fall of every sparrow. But not to catch a single one of them. To know, but very emphatically not to care.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Elder Race)
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If they were of any quality or calibre, then they would ascend by their own virtues. Not if there was no structure that they could possibly climb. Not if all the structure that exists was designed to disenfranchise them. Portia,
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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Because in five years, or ten, weโll look back on all those creatures we killed, and weโll know that we did a terrible thing just because the weathervane of popular opinion was spinning at the time.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Dogs of War (Dogs of War, #1))
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Everyone dies, after all; every good time ends. Time itself ended. They are doomed, but in their doomed moment they live forever, and at least they had a good time for one night. Sometimes that's all that counts.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (One Day All This Will Be Yours)
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Iโd taken up peoplesโ whole lives, Mason โtheyโd been trying to make it work for that long. And the new generation . . . they didnโt know as much. They had learned what they could but . . . and then came another generation, devolving, understanding less than before.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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There had been those back on Earth who claimed the universe cared, and that the survival of humanity was important, destined, meant . They had mostly stayed behind, holding to their corroding faith that some great power would weigh in on their behalf if only things became so very bad. Perhaps it had: those on the ark ship could never know for sure. Holsten had his own beliefs, though, and they did not encompass salvation by any means other than the hand of mankind itself.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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Kittering looked up from the display. โI am mistaken as a spokesman for an entire species. Very non-cosmopolitan.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Eyes of the Void (The Final Architecture, #2))
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The whole audacious, ridiculous plan of his had worked out in every particular, save that he had failed to adjust for the destructive stupidity of the rest of humanity.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Ruin (Children of Time #2))
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It is easy for a comfortable, free man to cry at the fall of every little bird. A prisoner in fear of his life has precious little regret to spare for anyone else.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Cage of Souls)
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Most conspiracies, after all, seem weird on the surface but are really an attempt to drag things down to a human scale: a flat Earth instead of the immensity of the cosmos, shadowy illuminati instead of a chaotic mess of chance, incompetence and greed.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Walking to Aldebaran)
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She had racked her piecemeal recollection of her species' history and found only a hierarchy of destruction: of her species devastating the fauna of planet Earth, and then turning on its own sibling offshoots, and then at last, when no other suitable adversaries remained, tearing at itself. Mankind brooks no competitors, She has explained to them โ not even its own reflection.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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That same brutal principle of unequal distribution applies outside the financial domainโ indeed, anywhere that creative production is required. The majority of scientific papers are published by a very small group of scientists. A tiny proportion of musicians produces almost all the recorded commercial music. Just a handful of authors sell all the books. A million and a half separately titled books (!) sell each year in the US. However, only five hundred of these sell more than a hundred thousand copies. 12 Similarly, just four classical composers (Bach, Beethoven, Mozart, and Tchaikovsky) wrote almost all the music played by modern orchestras. Bach, for his part, composed so prolifically that it would take decades of work merely to hand- copy his scores, yet only a small fraction of this prodigious output is commonly performed.
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Jordan B. Peterson (12 Rules for Life: An Antidote to Chaos)
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Senkoviโs personal theory was that the pressure of being in the middle of the food chain was an essential prerequisite for complex intelligence. Like humans (and like Portiid spiders, had he only known), octopuses had developed in a world where they were both hunter and hunted. Top predators, in Senkoviโs assessment, were an intellectual dead end.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Ruin (Children of Time #2))
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Helping people is like beating your head against a wall, and in the end, when you live forever and youโre sick of the same mistakes over and over and over; in the end the only thing left is just to amuse yourself at their expense. Because you canโt make things better, and frankly, no matter how much evil you do, youโre not making things much worse, either.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Spiderlight)
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Shadrapar has no purpose, no function. It exists for itself only, its own downward spiral to oblivion. It exists only to imprison the minds of those who dwell within it, so that their world shrinks until it holds nothing but their own desires, and they fight to stop you showing whatโs beyond the bars. So I called it the cage of souls, so they would understand.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Cage of Souls)
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There was a generation of wary caution on both sides, but once the nanovirus had taken down those barriers โ between species and between individuals โ so much potential tragedy was already averted. Life is not perfect, individuals will always be flawed, but empathy โ the sheer inability to see those around them as anything other than people too โ conquers all, in the end.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Children of Time (Children of Time, #1))
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Donโt think that I imagine Iโll become a great artist. Itโs simply that I want to do that to which I am drawn. Whether I shall be a famous composer or an impoverished teacher, I shall still think I have done the right thing, and I shall have no painful right to grumble at Fate or at people.
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Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
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Airplane Dream #13' told the story, more or less, of a dream Rosa had had about the end of the world. There were no human beings left but her, and she had found herself flying in a pink seaplane to an island inhabited by sentient lemurs. There seemed to be a lot more to it -- there was a kind of graphic "sound track" constructed around images relating to Peter Tchaikovsky and his works, and of course abundant food imagery -- but this was, as far as Joe could tell, the gist. The story was told entirely through collage, with pictures clipped from magazines and books. There were pictures from anatomy texts, an exploded musculature of the human leg, a pictorial explanation of peristalsis. She had found an old history of India, and many of the lemurs of her dream-apocalypse had the heads and calm, horizontal gazes of Hindu princes and goddesses. A seafood cookbook, rich with color photographs of boiled crustacea and poached whole fish with jellied stares, had been throughly mined. Sometimes she inscribed text across the pictures, none of which made a good deal of sense to him; a few pages consisted almost entirely of her brambly writing, illuminated, as it were, with collage. There were some penciled-in cartoonish marginalia like the creatures found loitering at the edges of pages in medieval books.
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Michael Chabon (The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay)
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It is absolutely vital that appropriate levels of intrusive micromanagement, divisive paranoia, bullying, and the threat of arbitrary punishments are maintained, so that we can truly re-create the folkways of the past. Also a propensity for calling meetings at regular, and indeed irregular, intervals.
Adam, and what is the end purpose of all this work we are seeing?
Uncharles, there is none. This is also believed to be historically authentic.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Service Model)
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I was also part of a post-Vietnam generation that had learned to question its own government and saw how - from the rise of McCarthyism to support for South Africa's apartheid regime - Cold War thinking had often led America to betray its ideals. This awareness didn't stop me from believing we should contain the spread of Marxist totalitarianism. But it made me wary of the notion that good resided only on our side and bad on theirs, or that a people who'd produced Tolstoy and Tchaikovsky were inherently different from us. Instead, the evils of the Soviet system struck me as a variation on a broader human tragedy: The way abstract theories and rigid orthodoxy can curdle into repression. How readily we justify moral compromise and relinquish our freedoms. How power can corrupt and fear can compound and language can be debased. None of that was unique to Soviets or Communisists, I thought; it was true for all of us. The brave struggle of dissidents behind the Iron Curtain felt of a piece with, rather than distinct from, the larger struggle for human dignity taking place elsewhere in the world - including America.
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Barack Obama (A Promised Land)
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And then it dropped lower, and her eyes caught it in all its pale majesty. It was a moth, no more, no less, but as it circled down towards them she saw that its furry body was larger than that of a horse, its wingspan awesome, each wing as long as six men laid end to end. It had a small head, eyes glittering amongst the glossy fur behind frond-like antennae that extended forward in delicate furls. As it landed, the sweep of its wings extinguished most of their little fires.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Empire in Black and Gold (Shadows of the Apt, #1))
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We couldn't trust them. They couldn't trust us. Mutual attempts at destruction are the only logical result. He thought of human dreams - both Old Empire and new - of contacting some extra-terrestrial intelligence such as nobody had ever truly encountered. Why? Why would we ever want to? We'd never be able to communicate, and even if we could, we'd still be those same two prisoners forced to trust - and risk - or to damn the other in trying to save slightly more of our own hides.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky
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WHAT DOES AN OLD MAN GAIN BY EXERCISING
what will he gain by talking on the phone
what will he gain by going after fame, tell me
what does he gain by looking in the mirror
Nothing
each time he just sinks deeper in the mud
Itโs already three or four in the morning
why doesnโt he try to go to sleep
but no--he wonโt stop doing exercise
wonโt stop with his famous long-distance calls
wonโt stop with Bach
with Beethoven
with Tchaikovsky
wonโt stop with the long looks in the mirror
wonโt stop with the ridiculous obsession about continuing to breathe
pitiful--it would be better if he turned out the light
Ridiculous old man his mother says to him
you and your father are exactly alike
he didnโt want to die either
may God grant you the strength to drive a car
may God grant you the strength to talk on the phone
may God grant you the strength to breathe
may God grant you the strength to bury your mother
You fell asleep, you ridiculous old man!
but the poor wretch does not intend to sleep
Letโs not confuse crying with sleeping
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Nicanor Parra (Antipoems: How to Look Better and Feel Great)
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I was young at Myna, that first time. When had the change come? He had retreated to here, to Collegium, to spin his awkward webs of intrigue and to lecture at the College. Then, years on, the call had come for action. He had gone to that chest in which he stored his youth and found that, like some armour long unworn, it had rusted away.
He tried to tell himself that this was not like the grumbling of any other man who finds the prime of his life behind him. I need my youth and strength now, as never before. A shame that one could no husband time until one needed it. All his thoughts rang hollow. He was past his best and that was the thorn that would not be plucked from his side. He was no different from any tradesman or scholar who, during a life of indolence, pauses partway up the stairs to think, This was not so hard, yesterday.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Dragonfly Falling (Shadows of the Apt, #2))
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To All My Mariners in One
Forget the many who talk much, say little, mean less and matter least
Forget we live in times when broadcasts of Tchaikovsky's 5th
precede announcements of the death of tyrants.
Forget that life for governments is priced war cheap but kidnap high
Our seamanship is not with such.
From port to port we learn that "depths last longer than heights",
that years are meant to disappear like wakes,
that nothing but the sun stands still.
We share the sweeter alphabets of laughter and the slower languages of pain.
Common as coal, we find in one another's eyes
the quiet diamonds that are worth the world.
Drawn by the song of our keel, who are we but horizons coming true?
Let others wear their memories like jewelry
We're of the few who work apart so well,
together when we must.
We speak cathedrals when we speak and
trust no promise but the pure supremacy of tears.
What more can we expect?
The sea's blue mischief may be waiting for its time and place,
but still we have the stars to guide us,
we have the winds for company.
We have ourselves.
We have the sailor's faith that not even dying can divide us.
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Samuel Hazo (The Holy Surprise of Right Now: Selected and New Poems)
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Ah, but it is an interesting thing, that these things can so seldom be proved. If I were to perform some piece of, hrmf, magic for you, here in this room, you would claim a thousand ways it could have been done. Indeed, those ways might be exceedingly unlikely, but you would cling to them rather than accept the, mmn, the chance that magic, the eternal inexplicable, might be the true agent, and if you were strong enough in yourself, unafraid, unthreatened, here in your own chambers, well perhaps there would be no magic worked at all. It is a subjective force, you see, whereas the physical laws of the artificers are objective. A gear-train will turn without faith, but magic may not. And so, when your people demand, mmn, proof, there is none, but when you have forgotten and dismissed it, then magic creeps back into the gaps where you do not look for it.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Dragonfly Falling (Shadows of the Apt, #2))
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And I am absolutely intellectually able to agree, yes, all of this great crashing wave of negative feeling is not actually being caused by the things I am pinning it to. This is something generated by my biochemistry, grown in my basal brain and my liver and my gut and let loose to roam like a faceless beast about my body until it reaches my cognitive centres, which look around for the worry du jour and pin that mask on it. I know that, while I have real problems in the world, they are not causing the way I feel within myself, this crushing weight, these sudden attacks of clenching fear, the shakes, the wrenching vertiginous horror that doubles me over. These feelings are just recruiting allies of convenience from my rational mind, like a mob lifting up a momentary demagogue who may be discarded a moment later in favour of a better. Even in the grip of my feelings I can still acknowledge all this, and it doesnโt help. Know thyself, the wise man wrote, and yet I know myself, none better, and the knowledge gives me no power.
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Adrian Tchaikovsky (Elder Race)
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Sublime Books The Known World, by Edward P. Jones The Buried Giant, by Kazuo Ishiguro A Thousand Trails Home, by Seth Kantner House Made of Dawn, by N. Scott Momaday Faithful and Virtuous Night, by Louise Glรผck The Left Hand of Darkness, by Ursula K. Le Guin My Sentence Was a Thousand Years of Joy, by Robert Bly The World Without Us, by Alan Weisman Unfortunately, It Was Paradise, by Mahmoud Darwish Collected Fictions, by Jorge Luis Borges, trans. Andrew Hurley The Xenogenesis Trilogy, by Octavia E. Butler Map: Collected and Last Poems, by Wisลawa Szymborska In the Lateness of the World, by Carolyn Forchรฉ Angels, by Denis Johnson Postcolonial Love Poem, by Natalie Diaz Hope Against Hope, by Nadezhda Mandelstam Exhalation, by Ted Chaing Strange Empire, by Joseph Kinsey Howard Tookieโs Pandemic Reading Deep Survival, by Laurence Gonzales The Lost City of the Monkey God, by Douglas Preston The House of Broken Angels, by Luis Alberto Urrea The Heartsong of Charging Elk, by James Welch Selected Stories of Anton Chekhov, trans. Richard Pevear and Larissa Volokhonsky The Sound of a Wild Snail Eating, by Elisabeth Tova Bailey Letโs Take the Long Way Home, by Gail Caldwell The Aubrey/Maturin Novels, by Patrick OโBrian The Ibis Trilogy, by Amitav Ghosh The Golden Wolf Saga, by Linnea Hartsuyker Children of Time, by Adrian Tchaikovsky Coyote Warrior, by Paul VanDevelder Incarceration Felon, by Reginald Dwayne Betts Against the Loveless World, by Susan Abulhawa Waiting for an Echo, by Christine Montross, M.D. The Mars Room, by Rachel Kushner The New Jim Crow, by Michelle Alexander This Is Where, by Louise K. Waakaaโigan I Will Never See the World Again, by Ahmet Altan Sorrow Mountain, by Ani Pachen and Adelaide Donnelley American Prison, by Shane Bauer Solitary, by Albert Woodfox Are Prisons Obsolete?, by Angela Y. Davis 1000 Years of Joys and Sorrows, by Ai Weiwei Books contain everything worth knowing except what ultimately matters. โTookie * * * If you are interested in the books on these lists, please seek them out at your local independent bookstore. Miigwech! Acknowledgments
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Louise Erdrich (The Sentence)
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Her parents noticed, when Dominika turned five, that the little girl had a prodigious memory. She could recite lines from Pushkin, identify the concertos of Tchaikovsky. And when music was played, Dominika would dance barefoot around the Oriental carpet in the living room, perfectly in time with the notes, twirling and jumping, perfectly in balance, her eyes gleaming, her hands flashing. Vassily and Nina looked at each other, and her mother asked Dominika how she had learned all this. โI follow the colors,โ said the little girl.
โWhat do you mean, โthe colorsโ?โ asked her mother. Dominika gravely explained that when the music played, or when her father read aloud to her, colors would fill the room. Different colors, some bright, some dark, sometimes they โjumped in the airโ and all Dominika had to do was follow them. It was how she could remember so much. When she danced, she leapt over bars of bright blue, followed shimmering spots of red on the floor. The parents looked at each other again.
โI like red and blue and purple,โ said Dominika. โWhen Batushka reads, or when Mamulya plays, they are beautiful.โ
โAnd when Mama is cross with you?โ asked Vassily.
โYellow, I donโt like the yellow,โ said the little girl, turning the pages of a book. โAnd the black cloud. I do not like that.
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Jason Matthews (Red Sparrow (Red Sparrow Trilogy, #1))