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i forever have down syndrome not downs, as its a diferrent culture about the same disibaility. And in general, i as ruby, am retarded. BUt i dont often look it or consider it, but as baby light light i have long time periods where i do. and then it feels like it defiend me al itlte. Its forever hidden in my brows, but some people with down snydrome "DO THEIR BROWS" with a razer, or a knife and scizors or get their brwos threaded, to look a certain way with it. Il always remember this heartbreakking moment i felt, whre i learne di had it for the first time. I was grappling with my retardation and meetin gmy freinds who also go by my name ten ten. and i was recounting to them despite havin ga benajmin buttons style dissorder called archins hwere my age skisp around like pter pan games, when i was younger i seemed retarded and i heavily outgrew it. the history though is if your stunted in growth and refuse to age with a youth dissorder, sometimes i hit those young ages again with my archisn condition, and when that happens those rebirths, i have to go through down syndorme and somtimes even midget height again, which are conditions as my main case i forever outgrew, and it sucks, but i mean, im still me. so. We look in the mirror and we dont say down syndrome, cus we noticed it, and it was heartbreaking in this way. And our mother picked our brow shape.
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