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Some women fear the fire. Some women simply become it ...
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R.H. Sin
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I usually become a ghost to
those who no longer deserve
my time. I've never seen a point
in explaining my absence to
someone who failed to
appreciate my presence. You
don't owe any explanations to
those who hurt you.
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R.H. Sin
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those broken girls have the deepest love.
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R.H. Sin
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give me raw conversation without filters or restraints. i yearn for something deeper, i long for understanding.
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R.H. Sin
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She was a beautiful savage.
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R.H. Sin
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you kill your future by mourning the past
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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she was too much of a warrior
to be considered a princess
she never cared for the crown
she preferred a sword
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R.H. Sin
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nothing is louder
than overthinking
after midnight
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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i'm not worried about death, my biggest concern is not living enough while alive..
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R.H. Sin
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I hate it
the way the heart
takes too long
to figure out what the mind
already knows
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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a body betrayed
a heart destroyed
a mind in confusion
and yet a woman
is capable of taking pain
and transforming it into triumph
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R.H. Sin
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be good to yourself
you're the only you
you'll ever get
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel III)
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a bitch is what they call a woman when she no longer has the patience to deal with the bull shit. a bitch is what they call a woman who serves a hot a plate of rejection to any man who isn't worthy of her attention. men who call women bitches for calling them out on their shit are bitches themselves.
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R.H. Sin
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you are the light
that most men
will never deserve
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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good women
don't necessarily
fall in love with good men
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R.H. Sin
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I was worth it and you lost me. I was good enough but you took me for granted. your loss.
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R.H. Sin
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Loving the wrong person is self-harm
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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if i could do it all again
i would've loved me more
instead of waiting on you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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weak men are afraid of a woman's strength.
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R.H. Sin
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a woman is peace prepared for war.
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R.H. Sin
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I hate the moments between
meeting someone and leaving
someone
thereβs this brief feeling of trust
before the paranoia that seeps in
once you begin to realize that
theyβre just like everyone else
youβve met before
different person
same bullshit
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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the worst decisions are made under the shade of loneliness.
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R.H. Sin
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I don't like to open up to people
much. The more you do, the more
they don't understand. The
more frustrated you become,
the worse you feel.
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R.H. Sin
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men can be hoes too.
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R.H. Sin
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why provide relationship benefits to someone who claims they don't want a relationship...
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R.H. Sin
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sometimes we wear masks so long
to hide what we truly feel
that those layers become
an extra skin, a part of our identity
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R.H. Sin (Rest in the Mourning)
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A horse which stops dead just before a jump and thus propels its rider into a graceful arc provides a splendid excuse for general merriment.
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Philip Duke of Edinburgh
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Give a woman pain and she 'll turn it into power. Give that woman chaos and she 'll create peace.
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R.H. Sin
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my most dangerous habit
is overthinking
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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wide awake as your soul remains tired. sitting silently under the moon as your mind continues to scream. you're losing yourself, you're losing sleep but he's losing you. some time soon, the thought of him will no longer keep you up at night.
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R.H. Sin
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I'm just a fucked-up lover
searching for someone who
will understand my scars
and never leave my side
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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it's funny how much a person's
true colors shine
after they've gotten
what they wanted from you
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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you can't force someone to realize
that you're what's best for them
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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falling apart doesn't make you weak
a strong heart is capable of breaking
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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smiling with sad eyes Iβve seen what youβve been hiding
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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in you
are poems
that aren't meant
to be read by everyone
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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what do you miss
do they miss you
when they're around
do they support your peace
or create chaos
what are you missing
who are you missing
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R.H. Sin
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talk about her mind
compliment her eyes more
she's too rare
for average compliments
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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you've been holding on
to someone who no longer
deserves your grip
you've lost countless hours of sleep
thinking about someone who doesn't
deserve to be on your mind
you've displayed an amazing ability
to care so deeply unconditionally
and you're beautiful because of that
one day you'll be rewarded
with a love that mirrors your own
but first you must move on
without the person who refuses
to love you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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if he wants to be a whore then let him. if he chooses to degrade and demean himself, just walk away. you canβt make a man respect you, the relationship or himself.
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R.H. Sin
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I've been losing me for a while
my reflection appears partial
as I often feel less than I've been
and further away from the person
I'd like to be.
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R.H. Sin
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giving off the appearance of strength while breaking down deep within and yet no one ever knows because being strong often means being silent
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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I donβt remember the time where a smile actually meant happiness sadly, so many of my peers only smile to hide things
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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what happened to your soul
I see the bruises and the scars
he never deserved to touch your canvas
how'd you forget that you are art
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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Children who were abandoned
grow up to love people
who abandon them
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R.H. Sin (Planting Gardens in Graves)
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but youβve fallen for someone who will never be able to be brave enough to fall for you
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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the best feeling is being able to miss someone who actually makes an effort to make you feel good, feel peace.
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R.H. Sin
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Freedom for the pike is death for the minnows.
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R.H. Tawney (Equality)
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I'm hurting because the color of my skin makes me perfect for their target practice.
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R.H. Sin
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i was the ocean
you wanted rivers
i was the moon
you chased the stars
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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i donβt take breaks. youβre either with me or you lose me to someone better than you. i refuse to give you a pass to freely fuck someone else then return to me when youβre tired of being fucked over..
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R.H. Sin
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my mind whispers
to itself
all those lovers
but none of them
loved you
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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I could've been your everything
but you didn't have the courage
to love me in the way I needed
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Two damaged people trying to heal each other, is love
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R.H. Sin
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she wants a man
who doesn't want
anyone else but her
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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3:29:50 pm
what is it that you love about him
is it the way he lets you down
incapable of lifting you up
is it the way your heart breaks
when he says something
that shatters your self-esteem
is it the fact he never shows up
when you need him
tell me again
what is there to love
about a man who doesn't love you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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can't argue with silence
it never speaks back
be silent when others
no longer deserve your words
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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You were the devil. Dressed in everything. I wanted.
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R.H. Sin
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you're not in love
you're in pain
and there's nothing
romantic or loving
about that
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R.H. Sin (Algedonic)
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if sex is everything then why are you so sad and lonely
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R.H. Sin
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I think there are times
where you miss the version of yourself
who never knew
what it meant to feel betrayed
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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she burned flames and drowned oceans
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R.H. Sin
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she realized that wanting him
meant losing herself
she realized that she couldn't
save her own soul
because her hands were too busy
holding the hand of someone
who no longer deserved her energy
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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The Fight
the fight to prove yourself
to someone who doesn't deserve you
is a losing battle
what is there to achieve
when the one you want
has nothing to give you in return
where is the benefit
in going to war for someone
who'd rather fight against you
instead of beside you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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encouragement IV.
instead of teaching women how to keep a man
let's encourage them to be the greatest things to and for themselves
a woman's value is not validated by her ability to attract and or keep a man
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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good women are tired of giving their love to people who do nothing but break their spirit mighty women are tired of using their strength to hold on to relationships that arenβt worthy of their energy these women are capable of walking away and they will
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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delicate yet strong
there's a certain balance
that only a woman like her
can obtain
she knows what she deserves ]and provided anything less
she'll walk away in search of more
she's guarded, sure
but she's ready to open up
to the one who deserves her
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Gains for all our losses
There are gains for all our losses
There are balms for all our pains
But when youth the dream departs
It takes some thing from our hearts
And never comes again
We are stronger and are better
Under manhoodβs sterner reign
Still we feel that some thing sweet
Followed youth with flying feet
And will never come again.
Some thing beautiful has vanished
And we sigh for it in vain
We behold it every where----
On the earth and in the air----
But it never comes again.
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Richard Henry Stoddard
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you can't plant yourself
in unhealthy relationships
and expect roses to grow
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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She's strong but she's exhausted.
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R.H. Sin
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you begin to talk like me
your facial expressions like my own
this is when i knew you were mine
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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know your worth
and never communicate
reply or respond to anyone
who can't afford to speak to you
or with you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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you are strong, intelligent you are worth it, you are beautiful and you deserve so much more than you have allowed and accepted
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
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you owe it to yourself
to give yourself the love
that you've misplaced in other
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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solitude is a deep romance with self
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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her angel eyes
saw the good
in many devils
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r.h sin
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save yourself for yourself
right now
only you deserve you
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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the pain you feel will be the same heartache you put her through and now you know youβll finally understand how much it hurts to want someone who doesnβt want you
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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it's scary how dedicated
you can be to someone
who would rather use their energy
to attempt to destroy you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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sometimes I wish you waited for me
instead of wasting your efforts
on temporary distractions
until I arrived
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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But how sane can the mind really be if it doesn't even know its own depth?
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A.R.H
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Perfect does not mean perfect actions in a perfect world, but appropriate actions in an imperfect one.
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R.H. Blyth
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I wonder where you wander
when you look into the moon
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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eventually the girl you took for granted will take her love and give it to herself and someday someone better than you will love her in all the ways you couldnβt
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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she walked through the fire
wearing nothing but a smile
because she knew damn well
that sheβd bring her demons
to their knees
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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i'd go out and party
then come home to the moon
an empty home
and cold bed
this was no way to live
i needed more
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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having my heart broken helped me understand the true weight of holding on to the wrong person
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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she kept dancing. the ground beneath her shaking the foundation she stood upon began to crumble unbothered by the destruction she danced like flames at a bonfire
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
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a year from now, he'll just be that one mistake you made. dont let him break you.
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R.H. Sin
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sure enough
you've always been beautiful
and yet you've struggled to see this
because society took your truth
then replaced it with lies
I wish you knew
just how remarkable you are
I wish you knew
just how amazing you already were
before the world
told you who you should be
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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you are more
and you deserve more
than what they are willing to give you
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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girls like you have roses inside of them that are strong enough to bloom through blizzards
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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in a world filled with destruction
you are the perfect distraction
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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your strength is your magic never lose it
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
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a child
a young soul
an innocent heart
forced to raise yourself
in a world content
with misunderstanding you
a child
a young soul
an innocent heart
in need of guidance
and so you reached
for your own hand
because others
have failed you
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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you should be proud of yourself
bending without breaking
falling but finding the strength
to pick yourself up
from a pit filled with broken hearts
and dreams dismantled by the lies
of those incapable
of being honest
your softness is not a weakness
your kindness is your strength
give all of the things
that they've taken for granted
to yourself
because right now
more than anything
you deserve you
it's time to love yourself
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
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Perfection"
Every oak will lose a leaf to the wind.
Every star-thistle has a thorn.
Every flower has a blemish.
Every wave washes back upon itself.
Every ocean embraces a storm.
Every raindrop falls with precision.
Every slithering snail leaves its silver trail.
Every butterfly flies until its wings are torn.
Every tree-frog is obligated to sing.
Every sound has an echo in the canyon.
Every pine drops its needles to the forest floor.
Creation's whispered breath at dusk comes
with a frost and leaves within dawn's faint mist,
for all of existence remains perfect, adorned,
with a dead sparrow on the ground.
(Poem titled : 'Perfection' by R.H.Peat)
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R.H. Peat
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here's the thing
and I need you to take in
every word
when someone truly loves you
and I'm not talking about
that watered-down shit
that you got from every ex
who caused you nothing
but a great deal of emotional trauma
when someone really love you
and wants to be a part
of your life
they let go of their past
to better accommodate you
in their future
they don't hold on to past likes,
lusts, or loves
you'll never have to compete
with anyone they've had
history with
because those relations
no longer exist
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R.H. Sin (Planting Gardens in Graves)
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What is Zen? Zen means doing anything perfectly, making mistakes perfectly, being defeated perfectly, hesitating perfectly, doing anything perfectly or imperfectly, perfectly. What is the meaning of this perfectly? How does it differ from perfectly? Perfectly is in the will; perfectly is in the activity. Perfectly means that at each moment of the activity there is no egoism in it⦠our pain is not only our own pain; it is the pain of the universe. The joy of the universe is also our joy. Our failure and misjudgment is that of nature, which never hopes or despairs, but keeps on trying. R. H. Blyth
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R.H. Blyth
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We got passes, till midnight after the parade. I met Muriel at the Biltmore at seven. Two drinks, two drugstore tuna-fish sandwiches, then a movie she wanted to see, something with Greer Garson in it. I looked at her several times in the dark when Greer Garsonβs sonβs plane was missing in action. Her mouth was opened. Absorbed, worried. The identification with Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer tragedy complete. I felt awe and happiness. How I love and need her undiscriminating heart. She looked over at me when the children in the picture brought in the kitten to show to their mother. M. loved the kitten and wanted me to love it. Even in the dark, I could sense that she felt the usual estrangement from me when I donβt automatically love what she loves. Later, when we were having a drink at the station, she asked me if I didnβt think that kitten was βrather nice.β She doesnβt use the word βcuteβ any more. When did I ever frighten her out of her normal vocabulary? Bore that I am, I mentioned R. H. Blythβs definition of sentimentality: that we are being sentimental when we give to a thing more tenderness than God gives to it. I said (sententiously?) that God undoubtedly loves kittens, but not, in all probability, with Technicolor bootees on their paws. He leaves that creative touch to script writers. M. thought this over, seemed to agree with me, but the βknowledgeβ wasnβt too very welcome. She sat stirring her drink and feeling unclose to me. She worries over the way her love for me comes and goes, appears and disappears. She doubts its reality simply because it isnβt as steadily pleasurable as a kitten. God knows it is sad. The human voice conspires to desecrate everything on earth.
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J.D. Salinger (Raise High the Roof Beam, Carpenters & Seymour: An Introduction)