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To the ones who don’t run with the popular crowd, the ones who get caught reading under their desks, the ones who feel like they never get invited, included, or represented. Get your leathers. We have dragons to ride.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Xaden tilts his head, studying the king. “Violet.” My heart skips into double time. “My loyalty is to Violet first above everything, everyone else,
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I’m jealous of the armor that holds you when I can’t, the sheets on your bed that caress your skin every night, and the blades that feel your hands.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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And he’s not my boyfriend.” Rhi snorts and Ridoc offers me a sarcastic thumbs-up. “Agreed,” Xaden says. “That’s far too casual a term for what we are.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I have four uniforms, but only one fucking flight jacket, and I”—punch—“hate”—punch—“sewing!
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Lorcan's onyx eyes were unreadable as he scanned her face. And then he said quietly, "I wanted to go to Perranth with you."
Lorcan dropped the shield.
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Sarah J. Maas (Empire of Storms (Throne of Glass, #5))
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Everyone assumes she’ll wind up with you, but it’s my last name she ends up wearing on her flight jacket in formation.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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She is warmth and light and air and love.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Your wings won’t hold the weight of this ice,’” Andarna blatantly mocks him. “And yet yours miraculously carry the burden of your ego.” “Go find a sheep and let the adults work.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Xaden is mine. My heart, my soul, my everything.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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And consort?” I whisper. “We aren’t married.” He fucking smirks. “I’ve noticed. But ‘girlfriend’ is missing that permanent tone.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Tell me something, Violence.” A muscle in his square jaw ticks as he stares down at me, rippling the tawny-brown skin of his stubbled cheek. “Why is it always you?
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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We made it a good one.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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help her, my love, I’m afraid our daughter has atrocious taste in men.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I’m either completely in love with your boyfriend or utterly terrified of him,” Ridoc says under his breath.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I live by you. When have I ever given a fuck about the Codex or the Code of Conduct?” He cradles my face and leans down, resting his forehead against mine. “I am yours and you are mine, and there’s no law or rule in this world or the next that will change that.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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You two totally broke it, didn’t you?” Ridoc asks on the edge of laughter. “Like that armoire no one was supposed to notice getting hauled out of her room during first year?” “The what?
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I’ve decided you can all go fuck yourselves.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Do. You. Still. Love. Me?” I enunciate every word and lean right into his space just to prove that I’m not intimidated by him. He cups the back of my neck and pulls me within inches of his face—close enough to kiss. “I could reach the rank of Maven, lead armies of dark wielders against everyone we care for, and watch every vein in my body turn red as I channel all the power in the Continent, and I would still love you. What I did doesn’t change that. I’m not sure anything can.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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The last time a shadow and lightning wielder fought side by side, they managed to drive the venin back into the Barrens for a few hundred years. We’ll figure out how to do it again.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Brilliant, reckless woman.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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All I want is to lose myself in you, and I can’t. You are the only person in the world with the power to strip me of every ounce of my control, and the only person I can’t fathom losing that control with.” He lifts his head. “And yet here I am, unable to keep three fucking feet away from you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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If I’d been there, beyond the wards, I would have drained the very earth to its core to keep you safe.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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It was hotter than rage, and sharper than fear, and cut deeper than helplessness, all because I couldn’t get to you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Oh gods, just stop flirting and fuck already,” Ridoc says. Every head slowly turns in his direction. “I said that out loud, didn’t I?” he asks me in a hushed whisper. “Oh yeah, you did,” I reply, patting him on his back. “Garrick’s going to blow you off the mat.” “Now that I might enjoy, depending on the method he chooses—” Ridoc winces. “I’m going to stop talking now.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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And you're going to teach us how to defeat you?" Aaric asks from behind us.
A corner of Xaden's mouth slowly curves upward. "I can teach you to try, but there's only one person capable of taking me down one day, and it isn't you, Graycastle.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Because Andarna will happily roast some scribes if they’re acting like assholes.” “Gladly,” she chimes in gleefully. “No,” Tairn rebukes. “Don’t encourage her.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Oh good because books will keep her safe." Mira shoots Brennan an icy look.
"The right ones will.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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This will only ever be yours. You could leave me or even meet Malek, and it still would be. I’ve made my peace with knowing there’s no getting over you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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You have been the gift of my life," I tell Tairn.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Lifetime. Anything less is unacceptable.” Xaden slides his hand to the back of my neck. “And her full name for the papers is Violet Sorrengail. Two Rs.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Death, cruel and cunning, waited in that gold-flecked onyx stare.
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Sarah J. Maas (Empire of Storms (Throne of Glass, #5))
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You named a kitten Broccoli?
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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It really pisses me off when you guys act like my sense of humor somehow lessens my ability to show up for our squad.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Let’s get three things straight, Your Highness. First, I have remarkable hearing thanks to the shadows at your very feet. Second, I don’t control Violet. Never have. Never will. But third, and most importantly—” He lowers his voice. “She really, honestly hasn’t thought about you. At least not since the second she set eyes on me.” I’m going to fucking kill him.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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She really, honestly hasn’t thought about you. At least not since the second she set eyes on me.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I love you so much it hurts.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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You get one chance to form your own squad, and you choose your ex, your current lover, the quadrant’s resident smart-ass, two people who have tried to kill you in the past year—one over said current lover—and whatever Dain is? These are your choices for the most important mission any rider could possibly undertake?” “I’m glad someone said it,” Tairn chimes in.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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That you’re an asshole? Absolutely.” Xaden holds up his finger. “And insulting you isn’t against the Code of Conduct. I checked.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Pain isn’t a competition,” I assure him. “There’s always enough to go around.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I exist for Tairn, but I live for Xaden.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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No snide remarks,” I say to Ridoc with a quick smile. “I’m proud of you.” “I kept the inside thoughts inside,” he replies with a flash of a grin as Xaden approaches.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I choose you. I choose whatever risk this brings. I see every part of you, Xaden: The good. The bad. The unforgivable. That’s what you promised, and that’s what I want—all of you. I can handle myself, even against you if I have to.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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There is no cure for me.” He presses a kiss to my forehead. “That’s why you have to become better than me. There’s only you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Do not dehydrate on my account,” he lectures.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Both,” Xaden replies. “I don’t want to be different people to you. Anyone else? Fine. Just not you. You’re stuck with all of me, and all of me is quite capable of keeping your confidence.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Violet,” Rhiannon warns softly from my right. “Shh, it’s more fun when she blows shit up,” Ridoc whispers.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I love you. Stay out of the clouds, off the ice, and come back to me whole.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Violet is the only choice I’ve made for myself.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Ooh, he used the wingleader voice
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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My power, my body, my soul—it’s all yours.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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By Malek, I fucking love you,” Xaden says.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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shadows explode around us, immediately devouring every speck of light in a sea of endless black I instantly recognize as home.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Then the man fucking winks at me, and I almost fall off my damned horse.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Or is the miracle of our relationship the result of a precise combination of tragedies that broke us both so completely that when we collided, we became something entirely new?
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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The flier scoffs. “I don’t do second-years.” “Good thing I fuck like a third.” Ridoc grins.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I love you more than this city. Do not die defending it.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Xaden Riorson.” I lift my chin as if I’m answering to my father for my choice. “And he’s mine, even when he’s being a possessive ass.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Eyes here,” Dain says, and Sloane looks his way.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Are congratulations or commiserations in order?” Tairn lifts his head. “Shut up.” I
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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And it’s always the same fight.” He lifts his hand to his chest. “I’ll trust you if you stop keeping secrets!” He drops the hand and scowls. “It’s my secretive nature that attracted you, and why can’t you just stay out of harm’s way for five fucking minutes?” Rhi laughs so hard she nearly chokes.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Ahead.” “Yes, I, too, have eyes. We’re five minutes out.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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We live by the Codex—” I try again. “I live by you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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What the fuck are we going to do with that thing for the rest of the trip?” Xaden questions. “Keep Andarna from eating it.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Come back to me,” I demand as he moves away. “Only ever you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Good job, Aetos.” “Was that a compliment? What the fuck is going on?” Dain asks, his gaze flying to mine. “Did you give him something?
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Sometimes I worry about Violet. She has your sharp wit, quick mind, and steadfast heart paired with my bullheaded tenacity. When she finally and truly gives that heart, I fear it will overrule the other gifts you’ve given her and logic will cede its voice to love.
And if her first two liaisons are any indication of what we might expect… Gods help her, my love, I’m afraid our daughter has atrocious taste in men. —Recovered, Unsent Correspondence of General Lilith Sorrengail
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Aretia is the second most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.” He hands me his reins, turning those gorgeous, gold-flecked onyx eyes into weapons capable of melting the underwear straight off my body as he looks up at me. “And my home is the first.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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My, the Continent does have some fine-looking men.”
A corner of Xaden’s mouth quirks upward, and I can’t help but silently agree with her.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I need you to slow down. I can’t tell if those are people or trees.” “You ask for speed and then complain when I provide it.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I heard you saying you’d kill my grandson if he took another step toward your beloved, young man. How illogically, toxically romantic of you. Have to admit, that kind of confident violence isn’t what I pictured when Asher talked about you, but the brown hair, those…I guess they’re brown eyes, and how utterly smitten he predicted you two would eventually be for each other? Well, he described you almost perfectly, Dain Aetos.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I would have killed anything and anyone in that moment to reach you. No exceptions. I would have channeled every ounce of power beneath my feet without hesitation if it would have landed me at your side.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Me holding back from you has been purely for your sake, not mine, trust me. I want you from the second I wake until the moment I fall asleep. I dream about you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Is it just me? Or does my pillow smell like you?
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I can’t. I won’t. I refuse to lose him, for him to lose himself.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Only go to war with those you trust implicitly.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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First love is irreplaceable.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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But do not mistake my unflinching support of you, my mate, and Andarna for any form of faith in him.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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My loyalty is to Violet first above everything,
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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There's no magic here." He tugs me against him. "No power. No lure. No taunting reminder that I can save everyone if I just reach for it and take what's offered. It's only... peace.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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He cups the back of my neck and pulls me within inches of his face—close enough to kiss. “I could reach the rank of Maven, lead armies of dark wielders against everyone we care for, and watch every vein in my body turn red as I channel all the power in the Continent, and I would still love you. What I did doesn’t change that. I’m not sure anything can.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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You may question our knowledge, test our honor or dedication as riders and fliers. Serve up riddles, fake scenarios, chess games for all I care. But if you think I’m going to leave the only woman I’ve ever loved to contract marriage with a woman I do not get along with, then the lack of wisdom is yours, not mine.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I think I started falling for you that night in the tree when I watched you with the marked ones, but I began tumbling the day you gave me Tairn’s saddle. You’ll give some self-serving excuse, but the truth is you’re kinder than you want people to know. Maybe kinder than you know. —Recovered Correspondence of Cadet Violet Sorrengail to His Grace, Lieutenant Xaden Riorson, Sixteenth Duke of Tyrrendor
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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The last time a shadow and lightning wielder fought side by side, they managed to drive the venin back into the Barrens for a few hundred years.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Just you and me today, honey bear.” Garrick swings his arm over Xaden’s shoulder. “Don’t worry,” he leans in and whispers. “I’ll take good care of you.” He flashes a dimple.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Not sure I’d brag about being in the wing that produced Jack Barlowe!” Ridoc counters. “Ridoc!” Rhi hisses. “I’m done,” he promises as Dain shoots a glare his way.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Every possible path may require breaking a few laws.” “Dragons do not answer to the laws of humans,” she counters in a tone that reminds me of Tairn. “And as my bonded, as Tairn’s rider, you no longer answer to them, either.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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In a life without magic, the best medicine is time,
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Did you love him?” he repeats. “Holy shit.” My hands fall from his jacket. “You’re actually jealous.” “Yes, love, I’m jealous.” He splays his hand over the small of my back and tugs me toward him. “I’m jealous of the armor that holds you when I can’t, the sheets on your bed that caress your skin every night, and the blades that feel your hands. So, when the prince of our realm walks into my classroom and starts talking to the woman I love with what can only be considered intense familiarity, and then has the audacity to ask her out right in front of me, naturally, I’m going to get jealous.” He brings our bodies flush.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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You are an inconvenience for which there is no adequate measurement" Sgaeyl
"Do not lecture me on the laws on my kind. Or you will learn how comfortable i am breaking them" Tairneanach
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Do you really think this is the only room where I’ve felt tormented? Pain isn’t new to me, Jack. She’s an old friend I spend most of my days with, so I don’t mind if she sings to you. Honestly doesn’t even look like the same chamber with how you’ve redecorated. It’s a little monochromatic for me.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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My father’s world rotated on the axis of my mother, and they didn’t meet until their third year. Her first real love would have been Aimsir, and she was irreplaceable. Our entire family’s happiness rested on her health and survival.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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I never loved Cat.” Xaden’s head whips up. “Sure, the idea of”—he swallows like he might puke—“Halden putting his hands on you makes me want to put him back into the wall, especially given the fact that he can touch you and I can’t, but knowing he’s been here—” Xaden puts his hand just beneath my collarbone. “Has me considering murder so there’s no chance of him worming his royal ass back in.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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You want me the same way that I want you. Wholly. Completely. With nothing but skin between us. Heart, mind, and body.” He brushes his mouth against mine, stuttering my breath. “All I want is to lose myself in you, and I can’t. You are the only person in the world with the power to strip me of every ounce of my control, and the only person I can’t fathom losing that control with.” He lifts his head. “And yet here I am, unable to keep three fucking feet away from you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Yes, love, I’m jealous.” He splays his hand over the small of my back and tugs me toward him. “I’m jealous of the armor that holds you when I can’t, the sheets on your bed that caress your skin every night, and the blades that feel your hands. So, when the prince of our realm walks into my classroom and starts talking to the woman I love with what can only be considered intense familiarity, and then has the audacity to ask her out right in front of me, naturally, I’m going to get jealous.” He brings our bodies flush.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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And don't think that has anything to do with this." He points to his eye.
"I'm aware in the moments I lack emotion. You and Garrick don't need to share little oh no glances. I already feel it. It's like sliding over a frozen lake while a shrinking part of me screams that I'm supposed to be swimming in those pieces I've bartered away, and those feelings are right beneath the surface, but fuck is skating faster and a hell of a lot less messy. This shit?" He swings his finger back toward the house. "It's messy and painful and infuriating, and if I could choose to give this portion of myself away, so help me, Malek, I would. I get it now. It's not just the power that's addicting; it's the freedom to not feel this."
"Xaden," I whisper, all but bleeding out by the time he finishes.
[...]
"Don't barter it away." I beg as he stares at the sea and the words spill out of me faster and faster as his eyes harden and he resurrects the defences it took me a year to break past. "The pain. The mess. Give it to me. I'll hold it. I know that sounds ludicrous, but I'll find a way." I lace our fingers. "I will hold everything you don't want to feel because I love every part of you."
"You already hold my soul and now you want my pain? Getting greedy, Violence." He brings my hand to his mouth and brushes a kiss over my knuckles before letting go.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))
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Ridoc bedhops like a fucking frog, but no, let’s give me crap.” We make it a few steps before none of us can smother our laughs. “A frog?” Ridoc grins from Sawyer’s left. “That’s the best you can do? A frog?” “Tara and I are old news.” Rhi shrugs. “Leadership is hard on both our schedules. We’re together when we have time, but it’s not like we’re seeing other people.” She shoots a sideways glance my way. “But he’s right, you and Riorson bicker like you’ve been married fifty years and neither of you wants to do the dishes.” “That is not true,” I protest as Sawyer nods. “Agreed,” Ridoc says. “And it’s always the same fight.” He lifts his hand to his chest. “I’ll trust you if you stop keeping secrets!” He drops the hand and scowls. “It’s my secretive nature that attracted you, and why can’t you just stay out of harm’s way for five fucking minutes?” Rhi laughs so hard she nearly chokes. I narrow my gaze on Ridoc. “Keep talking, and I’ll plant my dagger somewhere that prevents all frog-like activity.
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Rebecca Yarros (Onyx Storm (The Empyrean, #3))