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Tears spring to my eyes, and I bury my face deeper into his chest. This heavy grief wraps us together. βHow, Fare? How do we do this?β He pulls back, thumbs wiping away my tears. His own face is wet. βOne heartbeat at a time.β I squeeze my eyes shut. One heartbeat at a time. Lub-dub. My love for Kel, held forever at a distance. Lub-dub. My love for Ezryn, echoing off his impenetrable shell. Lub-dub. My love for Dayton, now an evil thing, something to be spurned and buried and forgotten. Lub-dub. My whatever this painful and consuming feeling for Caspian is. Lub-dub. I open my eyes and stare at Farron. My best friend, my first true love. The first man to make me feel like I was someone worth loving.
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