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Live, laugh, love.
When you can feel someone else's pain and joy as if it's your own, thats when you know you really love them - Tina Lowell
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Ann Brashares (Girls in Pants: The Third Summer of the Sisterhood (Sisterhood, #3))
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Fate loves the fearless.
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James Russell Lowell
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Some of us aren't meant to belong. Some of us have to turn the world upside down and shake the hell out of it until we make our own place in it.
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Elizabeth Lowell (Remember Summer)
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Books are the bees which carry the quickening pollen from one to another mind.
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James Russell Lowell
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The world runs,β Lowell said, βon the fuel of this endless, fathomless misery. People know it, but they donβt mind what they donβt see. Make them look and they mind, but youβre the one they hate, because youβre the one that made them look.
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Karen Joy Fowler (We Are All Completely Beside Ourselves)
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The light at the end of the tunnel is just the light of an oncoming train.
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Robert Lowell
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I'm not perfect. Remember that, and try to forgive me when I fail you.
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Elizabeth Lowell (Sweet Wind, Wild Wind)
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If it wasn't hard, everyone would do it. It's the hard that makes it great.
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Babaloo Mandel and Lowell Ganz
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All books are either dreams or swords,
You can cut, or you can drug, with words.
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Amy Lowell (Selected Poems of Amy Lowell)
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I am tired, Beloved, of chafing my heart against
The want of you;
Of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it.
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Amy Lowell (The Complete Poetical Works of Amy Lowell)
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Mr. and Mrs. Lowell are not receiving."
What the hell did that mean? "I'm not throwing a forty-yard pass. I just have a few questions. I think their daughter is in danger.
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Darynda Jones (Fourth Grave Beneath My Feet (Charley Davidson, #4))
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I long ago abandoned the notion of a life without storms, or a world without dry and killing seasons. Life is too complicated, too constantly changing, to be anything but what it is. And I am, by nature, too mercurial to be anything but deeply wary of the grave unnaturalness involved in any attempt to exert too much control over essentially uncontrollable forces. There will always be propelling, disturbing elements, and they will be there until, as Lowell put it, the watch is taken from the wrist.
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Kay Redfield Jamison (An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness)
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A black cat among roses,
phlox, lilac-misted under a quarter moon,
the sweet smells of heliotrope and night-scented stock. The garden is very still.
It is dazed with moonlight,
contented with perfume...
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Amy Lowell
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In the end, there is no end.
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Robert Lowell
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Our relationship is complicated by the fact that I am emotionally retarded.
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Chelsea Cain (Heartsick (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #1))
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Something about the way she moves through the world does not lend itself to the care of fragile objects.
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Chelsea Cain (Heartsick (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #1))
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For books are more than books, they are the life
The very heart and core of ages past,
The reason why men lived and worked and died,
The essence and quintessence of their lives.
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Amy Lowell
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Learn to like what doesn't cost much.
Learn to like reading, conversation, music.
Learn to like plain food, plain service, plain cooking.
Learn to like fields, trees, brooks, hiking, rowing, climbing hills.
Learn to like people, even though some of them may be different...different from you.
Learn to like to work and enjoy the satisfaction doing your job as well as it can be done.
Learn to like the song of birds, the companionship of dogs.
Learn to like gardening, puttering around the house, and fixing things.
Learn to like the sunrise and sunset, the beating of rain on the roof and windows, and the gentle fall of snow on a winter day.
Learn to keep your wants simple and refuse to be controlled by the likes and dislikes of others.
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Lowell C. Bennion
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All the beautiful sentiments in the world weigh less than a single lovely action.
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James Russell Lowell
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You are ice and fire
The touch of you burns my hands like snow
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Amy Lowell
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A wise man travels to discover himself.
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James Russell Lowell
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To change the world takes time; to change yourself takes courage.
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R.S. Lowel
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AND what is so rare as a day in June?
Then, if ever, come perfect days;
Then Heaven tries earth if it be in tune,
And over it softly her warm ear lays;
Whether we look, or whether we listen,
We hear life murmur, or see it glisten;
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James Russell Lowell
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Ugly people kill people all the time. But when pretty people did, it got attention.
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Chelsea Cain (Kill You Twice (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #5))
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If we thought of life as a gift, we might not demand nearly as much from it. And if we lived more graciously, giving of ourselves more freely to the well-being of others, many of our personal concerns would disappear, and life would become easier for all.
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Lowell C. Bennion
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Are there any leading men in your life?"
"Several, but they're all fictional.
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Catherine Lowell (The Madwoman Upstairs)
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I loved that Amy Lowell poem when I first read it, how her lover was like red wine at the beginning and then became bread. But that has not happened to me. My loves remain wine to me, yet I become too quickly bread to them.
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Lily King (Euphoria)
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Whatever you may be sure of, be sure of this, that you are dreadfully like other people.
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James Russell Lowell
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If you're not going to get any wiser, what's the point of getting older?
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Elizabeth Lowell
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Democracy gives every man the right to be his own oppressor.
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James Russell Lowell
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If youth is a defect, it is one that we outgrow too soon.
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Robert Lowell
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Lindsey: Why would you choose me?
Rafe: Because you're the one I want.
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Rachel Hawthorne (Full Moon (Dark Guardian, #2))
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As life runs on, the road grows strange
With faces new, and near the end
The milestones into headstones change,
βNeath every one a friend.
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James Russell Lowell (Anthology of American Literature, Volume 1: Colonial through Romantic)
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The nurse of full-grown souls is solitude.
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James Russell Lowell
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A sneer is the weapon of the weak.
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James Russell Lowell
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I am tired, Beloved, of chafing my heart against
The want of you
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Amy Lowell (Selected Poems of Amy Lowell)
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The mind can weave itself warmly in the cocoon of its own thoughts, and dwell a hermit anywhere.
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James Russell Lowell
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Nature fits all her children with something to do, he who would write and can't write, can surely review.
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James Russell Lowell
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I long ago abandoned the notion of a life without storms, or a world without dry and killing seasons. Life is too complicated, too constantly changing, to be anything but what it is. And I am, by nature, too mercurial to be anything but deeply wary of the grave unnaturalness involved in any attempt to exert too much control over essentially uncontrollable forces. There will always be propelling, disturbing elements, and they will be there until, as Lowell put it, the watch is taken from the wrist. It is, at the end of the day, the individual moments of restlessness, of bleakness, of strong persuasions and maddened enthusiasms, that inform oneβs life, change the nature and direction of oneβs work, and give final meaning and color to oneβs loves and friendships.
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Kay Redfield Jamison (An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness)
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It's a mistake to lie to a librarian, you know. Some people assume we're shy and gullible, but we know how to dig up the dirt.
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Virginia Lowell
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Mishaps are like knives, that either serve us or cut us, as we grasp them by the blade or by the handle.
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James Russell Lowell
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All books are either dreams or swords.
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Amy Lowell
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In the end, every hypochondriac is his own prophet.
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Robert Lowell (Notebook)
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Everything mortal has moments immortal
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Amy Lowell (A Dome Of Many Colored Glass)
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Some morbidity in me attracts mosquitoes
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Robert Lowell
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One shouldn't get too involved with people who can't possibly understand one
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Elizabeth Bishop (Words in Air: The Complete Correspondence Between Elizabeth Bishop and Robert Lowell)
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Decade
When you came, you were like red wine and honey,
And the taste of you burnt my mouth with its sweetness.
Now you are like morning bread,
Smooth and pleasant.
I hardly taste you at all for I know your savour,
But I am completely nourished.
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Amy Lowell (The Complete Poetical Works of Amy Lowell)
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Not what we give,
But what we share,
For the gift
without the giver
Is bare.
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James Russell Lowell
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Whatever you think this is going to be like," she whispers, "it's going to be worse.
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Chelsea Cain (Heartsick (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #1))
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We are all old-timers,
each of us holds a locked razor.
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Robert Lowell (Life Studies)
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It was the sort of library you'd marry a man for.
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Catherine Lowell (The Madwoman Upstairs)
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Pity the planet, all joy gone
from this sweet volcanic cone;
peace to our children when they fall
in small war on the heel of small
war--until the end of time
to police the earth, a ghost
orbiting forever lost
in our monotonous sublime
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Robert Lowell (Near the Ocean: Poems)
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Both Fen & Helen needed me to choose, to be their one & only when I didnβt want a one & only. I loved that Amy Lowell poem when I first read it, how her lover was like red wine at the beginning and then became bread. But that has not happened to me. My loves remain wine to me, yet I become too quickly bread to them.
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Lily King (Euphoria)
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The dead season when wolves live off the wind.
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Robert Lowell
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how fine our distinctions when we cannot choose
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Robert Lowell
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t's okay to let yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back. -
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Elizabeth Lowell
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The great reward given to intelligent people is that they can invent all the rules and equate any dissent with stupidity.
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Catherine Lowell (The Madwoman Upstairs)
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Being a part of something special makes you special...
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Sophia Lowell (The Beginning (Glee, #1))
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What we love we are.
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Robert Lowell
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I made a mental note to figure out some way to stop making mental notes and start making real notes. That way I might be able to delegate a few of them, and even remember what they were.
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Nathan Lowell (Owner's Share (Golden Age of the Solar Clipper, #6))
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None of us ever do," said Mrs. Allan with a sigh. "But then, Anne, you know what Lowell says, 'Not failure but low aim is crime.' We must have ideals and try to live up to them, even if we never quite succeed. Life would be a sorry business without them. With them it's grand and great. Hold fast to your ideals, Anne.
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L.M. Montgomery (Anne of Avonlea (Anne of Green Gables, #2))
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There will be time to diet when people stopped killing one another.
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Chelsea Cain (Heartsick (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #1))
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Life is a stream
On which we strew
Petal by petal the flower of our heart;
The end lost in dream,
They float past our view,
We only watch their glad, early start.
Freighted with hope,
Crimsoned with joy,
We scatter the leaves of our opening rose;
Their widening scope,
Their distant employ,
We never shall know. And the stream as it flows
Sweeps them away,
Each one is gone
Ever beyond into infinite ways.
We alone stay
While years hurry on,
The flower fared forth, though its fragrance still stays.
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Amy Lowell
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Solitude is as needful to the imagination as society is wholesome for the character.
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James Russell Lowell
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But people in masks were always assholes. It was a scientific law. Give someone anonymity and all social niceties break down. The Internet had proven that.
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Chelsea Cain (Let Me Go (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #6))
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My eyes ache with the weight of unshed tears. You are my home, do you not understand?
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Amy Lowell (The Complete Poetical Works of Amy Lowell)
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They want a woman who is a canvas, white and empty. Standing still, existing for no other purpose than to serve as a mute object onto which they can paint their own hopes and desires. They want their brides veiled. They want a demure, blank space they can fill with whatever they desire.β
βMiss Lowell, you magnificent creature, I want you to paint your own canvas. I want you to unveil yourself.
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Courtney Milan (Unveiled (Turner, #1))
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I do think free will is sewn into everything we do; you can't cross a street, light a cigarette, drop saccharine in your coffee without really doing it. Yet the possible alternatives that life allows us are very few, often there must be none. I've never thought there was any choice for me about writing poetry. No doubt if I used my head better, ordered my life better, worked harder etc., the poetry would be improved, and there must be many lost poems, innumerable accidents and ill-done actions. But asking you is the might have been for me, the one towering change, the other life that might have been had.
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Robert Lowell (Words in Air: The Complete Correspondence Between Elizabeth Bishop and Robert Lowell)
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How long can a man live on the outside before he loses his ability to love? How long before there's no more hope?
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Elizabeth Lowell (A Woman Without Lies (Angel, Hawk and Raven, #1))
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Love is the light that casts no shadow.
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Elizabeth Lowell (Only You (Only, #3))
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At the devil's booth are all things sold. Each ounce of dross costs its ounce of gold.
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James Russell Lowell (The vision of Sir Launfal)
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Do a little more each day than you think you possibly can.
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Lowell Thomas
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Show me your dreams. Let me make them come true.
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Elizabeth Lowell
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Things always seem fairer when we look back at them, and it is out of that inaccessible tower of the past that Longing leans and beckons.
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James Russell Lowell
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Lovely chatting with you, darling, but I've got to run. Face it, you're always more content when you're chasing me than when you have me locked up. I think we're going to have a lot of fun.
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Chelsea Cain (Kill You Twice (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #5))
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You are ice and fire,
The touch of you burns my hands like snow.
You are cold and flame.
You are the crimson of amaryllis,
The silver of moon-touched magnolias.
When I am with you,
My heart is a frozen pond
Gleaming with agitated torches.
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Amy Lowell
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There is no good arguing with the inevitable. The only argument available with an east wind is to put on your overcoat.
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James Russell Lowell
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More than anything, I began to hate women writers. Frances Burney, Jane Austen, Elizabeth Browning, Mary Shelley, George Eliot, Virginia Woolf. Bronte, Bronte, and Bronte. I began to resent Emily, Anne, and Charlotteβmy old friendsβwith a terrifying passion. They were not only talented; they were brave, a trait I admired more than anything but couldn't seem to possess. The world that raised these women hadn't allowed them to write, yet they had spun fiery novels in spite of all the odds. Meanwhile, I was failing with all the odds tipped in my favor. Here I was, living out Virginia Woolf's wildest feminist fantasy. I was in a room of my own. The world was no longer saying, "Write? What's the good of your writing?" but was instead saying "Write if you choose; it makes no difference to me.
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Catherine Lowell (The Madwoman Upstairs)
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You lie upon my heart as on a nest,
Folded in peace, for you can never know
How crushed I am with having you at rest
Heavy upon my life. I love you so
You bind my freedom from its rightful quest.
In mercy lift your drooping wings and go.
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Amy Lowell
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Debbie often talked about Gretchen as if she was his mistress. But to Archie it sometimes felt like the other way around. As if, by moving back in with his ex-wife, he was cheating on Gretchen.
That was probably worthy of bringing up in therapy
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Chelsea Cain (Sweetheart (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #2))
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I realized that my life of late had consisted of far too much dialogue and not enough exposition. I imagined an angry, bespectacled English teacher slashing his pen through the transcript of my life, wondering how someone could possibly say so much and think so little.
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Catherine Lowell (The Madwoman Upstairs)
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I call that creativity," Orville said. "The purpose of literature is to teach you how to THINK, not how to be practical. Learning to discover the connective tissue between seemingly unrelated events is the only way we are equipped to understand patterns in the real world.
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Catherine Lowell (The Madwoman Upstairs)
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I long ago abandoned the notion of a life without storms, or a world without dry and killing seasons. Life is too complicated, too constantly changing, to be anything but what it is. And I am, by nature, too mercurial to be anything but deeply wary of the grave unnaturalness involved in any attempt to exert too much control over essentially uncontrollable forces. There will always be propelling, disturbing elements, and they will be there until, as Lowell put it, the watch is taken from the wrist. It is, at the end of the day, the individual moments of restlessness, of bleakness, of strong persuasions and maddened enthusiasms, that inform one's life, change the nature and direction of one's work, and give final meaning and color to one's loves and friendships.
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Kay Redfield Jamison (An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness)
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Great. First the anonymous call. Now letters. Body parts all over town. It was like a scavenger hunt for psychos. Running after clues with a half-deranged, serial-killer-obsessed, recovering-addict cop was not a good idea. Then again...
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Chelsea Cain (Evil at Heart (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #3))
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Underneath my stiffened gown
Is the softness of a woman bathing in a marble basin,
A basin in the midst of hedges grown
So thick, she cannot see her lover hiding,
But she guesses he is near,
And the sliding of the water
Seems the stroking of a dear
Hand upon her.
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Amy Lowell (Selected Poems of Amy Lowell)
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A new adaptation of Jane Eyre came out every year, and every year it was exactly the same. An unknown actress would play Jane, and she was usually prettier than she should have been. A very handsome, very brooding, very 'ooh-la-la' man would play Rochester, and Judi Dench would play everyone else.
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Catherine Lowell (The Madwoman Upstairs)
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She pushed herself up, swayed, and might have tumbled if Feeney hadnβt gripped her arm. βHead rush. Iβm okay, just a little queasy. Lowellβs in there, secured. You need to haul his ass in. Your collar.β
βNo, itβs not.β Feeney gave her arm a squeeze. βBut Iβll haul his ass in for you. McNab, help the lieutenant upstairs, then get your butt back down here and start on the electronics.β
βI donβt need help,β Eve protested.
βYou fall on your face,β Feeney murmured in her ear, βyouβll ruin your exit.β
βYeah. Yeah.β
βJust lean on me, Lieutenant.β McNab wrapped an arm around her waist.
βYou try to cop a feel, I can still put you down.β
βWhatever your condition, Dallas, you still scare me.β
βAw.β Touched, she slung an arm around his shoulders. βThatβs so sweet.
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J.D. Robb (Creation in Death (In Death, #25))
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Once to every man and nation comes the moment to decide,
In the strife of truth and falsehood, for the good or evil side;
Some great cause, some new decision, offering each bloom or blight,
And the choice goes by forever twixt that darkness and that light.
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James Russell Lowell
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The curtains were blood-red and drawn. This was not an office. It was a small library, two storeys high, with thin ladders and impractical balconies and an expansive ceiling featuring a gaggle of naked Greeks. It was the sort of library you'd marry a man for.
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Catherine Lowell (The Madwoman Upstairs)
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Sure...the boy was precocious. But having been precocious himself, Lowell was never wowed by teenagers who could recite the periodic table of elements or whatever. He was on to them. Precocious was not the same as smart, much less the same as wise, and the perfect opposite of informed - since the more you prided yourself on knowing the less you listened and the less you learned. Worse, with application less glibly gifted peers often caught up with or overtook prodigies by early adulthood, and meanwhile the kid to whom everything came so effortlessly never mastered the grind of sheer hard work.
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Lionel Shriver (The Mandibles: A Family, 2029β2047)
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So often, we had the tendency of saying, they're the problem. No, they're not the problem. Our heart is the problem. they are just there to show me what is in my heart. They don't put those things in my heart. They don't put the wrath, the bitterness in my heart. Those things are already there. They are the vessels God uses to to release what is in my heart so that I am aware of how black my heart really is.
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Lowell Nelson
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I saw the spiders marching through the air,
Swimming from tree to tree that mildewed day
In latter August when the hay
Came creaking to the barn. But where
The wind is westerly,
Where gnarled November makes the spiders fly
Into the apparitions of the sky,
They purpose nothing but their ease and die
Urgently beating east to sunrise and the sea;
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Robert Lowell (Collected Poems)
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I do know I can lie awake all night and it feels as if someone is cutting out my stomach the pain of having lost her is so awful. And I am angry that I was made to choose, that both Fen & Helen needed me to choose, to be their one & only when I didnβt want a one & only. I loved that Amy Lowell poem when I first read it, how her lover was like red wine at the beginning and then became bread. But that has not happened to me. My loves remain wine to me, yet I become too quickly bread to them. It was unfair, the way I had to decide one way or another in Marseille. Perhaps I made the conventional choice, the easy way for my work, my reputation, and of course for a child. A child that does not come.
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Lily King (Euphoria)
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Venus Transiens"
Tell me,
Was Venus more beautiful
Than you are,
When she topped
The crinkled waves,
Drifting shoreward
On her plaited shell?
Was Botticelliβs vision
Fairer than mine;
And were the painted rosebuds
He tossed his lady
Of better worth
Than the words I blow about you
To cover your too great loveliness
As with a gauze
Of misted silver?
For me,
You stand poised
In the blue and buoyant air,
Cinctured by bright winds,
Treading the sunlight.
And the waves which precede you
Ripple and stir
The sands at my feet.
Amy Lowell, Imagist Poetry: An Anthology. Ed. Bob Blaisdell (Dover Publications; Later Printing edition, March 17, 2011)
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Amy Lowell
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Epilogue
Those blessèd structures, plot and rhyme--
why are they no help to me now
I want to make
something imagined, not recalled?
I hear the noise of my own voice:
The painter's vision is not a lens,
it trembles to caress the light.
But sometimes everything I write
with the threadbare art of my eye
seems a snapshot,
lurid, rapid, garish, grouped,
heightened from life,
yet paralyzed by fact.
All's misalliance.
Yet why not say what happened?
Pray for the grace of accuracy
Vermeer gave to the sun's illumination
stealing like the tide across a map
to his girl solid with yearning.
We are poor passing facts,
warned by that to give
each figure in the photograph
his living name.
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Robert Lowell (New Selected Poems)
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No weekends for the gods now. Wars
flicker, earth licks its open sores,
fresh breakage, fresh promotions, chance
assassinations, no advance.
Only man thinning out his own kind
sounds through the Sabbath noon, the blind
swipe of the pruner and his knife
busy about the tree of life...
Pity the planet, all joy gone
from this sweet volcanic cone;
peace to our children when they fall
in small war on the heels of small
war - until the end of time
to police th eearth, a ghost
orbiting forever lost
in our monotonous sublime.
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Robert Lowell
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If Gretchen had been feeling charitable she would have let me die...I wanted to die. I was ready to die. If she had put a scalpel in my hand, I would have stabbed myself in the neck and happily bled to death right there in her basement. She didn't do me any favours by not killing me. Gretchen enjoys people's pain. And she just found a way to prolong my pain and her pleasure. Believe me, it was the cruellest thing she could have done to me. If she could have thought of something crueller she would have done it. Gretchen doesn't show people mercy.
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Chelsea Cain (Heartsick (Archie Sheridan & Gretchen Lowell, #1))
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Sylvia Plath"
A miniature mad talent? Sylvia Plath,
who'll wipe off the spit of your integrity,
rising in the saddle to slash at Auschwitz,
life tearing this or that, I am a woman?
Who'll lay the graduate girl in marriage,
queen bee, naked, unqueenly, shaming her shame?
Each English major saying, "I am Sylvia,
I hate marriage, I must hate babies."
Even men have a horror of giving birth,
mother-sized babies splitting us in half,
sixty thousand American infants a year,
U.I.D., Unexplained Infant Deaths,
born physically whole and hearty, refuse to live,
Sylvia...the expanding torrent of your attack.
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Robert Lowell
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We are going to win our freedom because both the sacred heritage of our nation and the eternal will of the Almighty God are embodied in our echoing demands. So however difficult it is during this period, however difficult it is to continue to live with the agony and the continued existence of racism, however difficult it is to live amidst the constant hurt, the constant insult and the constant disrespect, I can still sing we shall overcome. We shall overcome because the arc of the moral universe is long but it bends towards justice.
We shall overcome because Carlisle is right. "No lie can live forever." We shall overcome because William Cullen Bryant is right. "Truth crushed to earth will rise again." We shall overcome because James Russell Lowell is right. "Truth forever on the scaffold, wrong forever on the throne."Β Β Yet that scaffold sways the future. We shall overcome because the Bible is right.Β "You shall reap what you sow." With this faith we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair, a stone of hope. With this faith we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to speed up the day when all of God's children all over this nation - black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old negro spiritual, "Free at Last, Free at Last, Thank God Almighty, We are Free At Last.
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Martin Luther King Jr.
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And at night the river flows, it bears pale stars on the holy water, some sink like veils, some show like fish, the great moon that once was rose now high like a blazing milk flails its white reflection vertical and deep in the dark surgey mass wall river's grinding bed push. As in a sad dream, under the streetlamp, by pocky unpaved holes in dirt, the father James Cassidy comes home with lunchpail and lantern, limping, redfaced, and turns in for supper and sleep.
Now a door slams. The kids have rushed out for the last play, the mothers are planning and slamming in kitchens, you can hear it out in swish leaf orchards, on popcorn swings, in the million-foliaged sweet wafted night of sighs, songs, shushes. A thousand things up and down the street, deep, lovely, dangerous, aureating, breathing, throbbing like stars; a whistle, a faint yell; the flow of Lowell over rooftops beyond; the bark on the river, the wild goose of the night yakking, ducking in the sand and sparkle; the ululating lap and purl and lovely mystery on the shore, dark, always dark the river's cunning unseen lips, murmuring kisses, eating night, stealing sand, sneaky.
'Mag-gie!' the kids are calling under the railroad bridge where they've been swimming. The freight train still rumbles over a hundred cars long, the engine threw the flare on little white bathers, little Picasso horses of the night as dense and tragic in the gloom comes my soul looking for what was there that disappeared and left, lost, down a path--the gloom of love. Maggie, the girl I loved.
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Jack Kerouac (Maggie Cassidy)