β
You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not.
β
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Maybe who we are isn't so much about what we do, but rather what we're capable of when we least expect it.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
If you have a sister and she dies, do you stop saying you have one? Or are you always a sister, even when the other half of the equation is gone?
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Extraordinary things are always hiding in places people never think to look.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
The bottom line is that we never fall for the people we're supposed to.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
It is the things you cannot see coming that are strong enough to kill you.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Sometimes to get what you want the most, you have to do what you want the least.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
If I knew that today would be the last time Iβd see you, I would hug you tight and pray the Lord be the keeper of your soul. If I knew that this would be the last time you pass through this door, Iβd embrace you, kiss you, and call you back for one more. If I knew that this would be the last time I would hear your voice, Iβd take hold of each word to be able to hear it over and over again. If I knew this is the last time I see you, Iβd tell you I love you, and would not just assume foolishly you know it already.
β
β
Gabriel GarcΓa MΓ‘rquez
β
Try to imagine a life without timekeeping. You probably canβt. You know the month, the year, the day of the week. There is a clock on your wall or the dashboard of your car. You have a schedule, a calendar, a time for dinner or a movie. Yet all around you, timekeeping is ignored. Birds are not late. A dog does not check its watch. Deer do not fret over passing birthdays. an alone measures time. Man alone chimes the hour. And, because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creature endures. A fear of time running out.
β
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
true love is feloniousβ¦ You take someoneβs breath awayβ¦ You rob them of the ability to utter a single wordβ¦ You steal a heart.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
It's about a girl who is on the cusp of becoming someone.. A girl who may not know what she wants right now, and she may not know who she is right now, but who deserves the chance to find out.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Until this moment, I had not realized that someone could break your heart twice, along the very same fault lines.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
I'm lonely. Why do you think I had to learn to act so independent? I also get mad too quickly, and I hog the covers, and my second toe is longer than my big one. My hair has it's own zip code. Plus, I get certifiably crazy when I've got PMS. You don't love someone because they're perfect. You love them in spite of the fact that they're not.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
It doesn't take a whole long life to realize that what we deserve to have, we rarely get.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Seeing her sitting there unresponsive makes me realize that silence has a sound.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
It's disappointing to know that someone can see right through you.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
And I'm the only one with a plan," Fitz reminded them.
"Hey- I've got plans," Keefe argued.
"Plans that don't involve tormenting Dame Alina," Fitz clarified.
"But those are always the best plans!
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
β
I learn from my own daughter that you donβt have to be awake to cry.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Happiness is a risk. If youβre not a little scared, then youβre not doing it right.
β
β
Sarah Addison Allen (The Peach Keeper)
β
It is never too late or too soon. It is when it is supposed to be.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
In the English language there are orphans and widows, but there is no word for the parents who lose a child.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Maryβs hands clenched. Sheβd been through fire, what with a murder, and white supremacists. And what about Caroline, who had gone undercover to rescue the Scrollβs Key Keeper? Where were the Collegeβs thanks for that?
β
β
Susan Rowland (The Alchemy Fire Murder (Mary Wandwalker #2))
β
bookshops are
time machines
spaceships
story-makers
secret-keepers
dragon-tamers
dream-catchers
fact-finders
& safe places.
(this book is for those who know this to be true)
β
β
Jen Campbell (The Bookshop Book)
β
See, as much as you want to hold on to the bitter sore memory that someone has left this world, you are still in it
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Team Foster-Keefe will always be cooler.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
β
A real friend isn't capable of feeling sorry for you.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
We all yearn for what we have lost. But sometimes, we forget what we have.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
If you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, itβs not because they enjoy solitude. Itβs because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
There are always sides. There is always a winner and a loser. For every person who gets, there's someone who must give.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Most of us are called on to perform tasks far beyond what we can do. Our capabilities seldom match our aspirations, and we are often woefully unprepared. To this extent, we are all Assistant Pig-Keepers at heart.
β
β
Lloyd Alexander (The Book of Three (The Chronicles of Prydain, #1))
β
With endless time, nothing is special. With no loss or sacrifice, we canβt appreciate what we have
β
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
I would rather be punished for making the right decision than live with the guilt of making the wrong one for the rest of my life.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Keeper of the Lost Cities (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #1))
β
You know how every now and then, you have a moment where your whole life stretches out ahead of you like a forked road, and even as you choose one gritty path you've got your eyes on the other the whole time, certain that you're making a mistake.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Do you know how sometimes - when you are riding your bike and you start skidding across sand, or when you miss a step and start tumbling down the stairs - you have those long, long seconds to know that you are going to be hurt, and badly?
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
I didn't want to see her because it would make me feel better. I came because without her, it's hard to remember who I am...
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
There is a reason God limits our days.'
'Why?'
'To make each one precious.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
I thought you were a keeper,
I wish I could
have kept you.
β
β
Lang Leav (Love & Misadventure)
β
Kids think with their brains cracked wide open; becoming an adult, I've decided, is only a slow sewing shut.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Aura of doom?" Keefe asked, a smirk curling his lips. "Sounds like my kind of party.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
β
Sometimes, when you are not getting the love you want, giving makes you think you will.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
Shooting stars are not stars at all. They re just rocks that enter the atmosphere and catch fire under friction. What we wish on when we see one is only a trail of debris.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Why else would you spend so much time helping Miss Fosters causes?β
βUh... youβve seen how cute she is, right?β Keefe asked.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
β
Photography is all about secrets. The secrets we all have and will never tell.
β
β
Kim Edwards (The Memory Keeper's Daughter)
β
I would have given anything to keep her little. They outgrow us so much faster than we outgrow them.
Brian Fitzgerald, talking about his children.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
When you are measuring life, you are not living it.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
Because our family doesn't decide who we are. WE decide who we are. Believe me, it drives my parents crazy. And sometimes, that's the only thought that gets me through the day.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
β
He insisted that stars were people so well loved, they were traced in constellations, to live forever
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
You may be the biggest news to hit the academy since The Great Gulon Incident three years agoβwhich, by the way, I had nothing to do with.
-Keeper of the Lost Cities
β
β
Shannon Messenger
β
Although I have felt compelled to write things down since I was five years old, I doubt that my daughter ever will, for she is a singularly blessed and accepting child, delighted with life exactly as life presents itself to her, unafraid to go to sleep and unafraid to wake up. Keepers of private notebooks are a different breed altogether, lonely and resistant rearrangers of things, anxious malcontents, children afflicted apparently at birth with some presentiment of loss.
β
β
Joan Didion
β
Normal, in our house, is like a blanket too short for a bed--sometimes it covers you just fine, and other times it leaves you cold and shaking; and worst of all, you never know which of the two it's going to be.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
A secret is a strange thing.
There are three kinds of secrets. One is the sort everyone knows about, the sort you need at least two people for. One to keep it. One to never know. The second is a harder kind of secret: one you keep from yourself. Every day, thousands of confessions are kept from their would-be confessors, none of these people knowing that their never-admitted secrets all boil down to the same three words: I am afraid.
And then there is the third kind of secret, the most hidden kind. A secret no one knows about. Perhaps it was known once, but was taken to the grave. Or maybe it is a useless mystery, arcane and lonely, unfound because no one ever looked for it.
Sometimes, some rare times, a secret stays undiscovered because it is something too big for the mind to hold. It is too strange, too vast, too terrifying to contemplate.
All of us have secrets in our lives. Weβre keepers or keptfrom, players or played. Secrets and cockroaches β thatβs what will be left at the end of it all.
β
β
Maggie Stiefvater (The Dream Thieves (The Raven Cycle, #2))
β
Lately, I have been having nightmares, where I'm cut into so many pieces that there isn't enough of me to be put back together.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
What you burnt, broke, and tore is still in my hands. I am the keeper of fragile things and I have kept of you what is indissoluble.
β
β
AnaΓ―s Nin (House of Incest)
β
Keefe, I...'
There were no words.
She threw her arms around his shoulders, hugging him as tight as she could. Maybe if she never let go, she could hold the broken pieces together.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Lodestar (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #5))
β
There should be a statute of limitation on grief. A rulebook that says it is all right to wake up crying, but only for a month. That after 42 days you will no longer turn with your heart racing, certain you have heard her call out your name. That there will be no fine imposed if you feel the need to clean out her desk; take down her artwork from the refrigerator; turn over a school portrait as you pass - if only because it cuts you fresh again to see it. That it's okay to measure the time she has been gone, the way we once measured her birthdays.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Fitz's door was closed, so she knocked before going in.
"I told you, Mr. Snuggles's visiting hours are over," he called through the door.
"What about your visiting hours?" she asked.
"Oh! I thought you were Keefe."
Sophie opened the door. "I get that a lot.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
β
What I really want to tell him is to pick up that baby of his and hold her tight, to set the moon on the edge of her crib and to hang her name up in the stars.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
There are some things we do because we convince ourselves it would be better for everyone involved. We tell ourselves that it's the right thing to do, the altruistic thing to do. It's far easier than telling ourselves the truth.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
He smiles at me, and I am suddenly seventeen again - the year I realize that love doesn't follow the rules, the year I understood that nothing is worth having so much as something unattainable
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Every life needs a little space. It leaves room for good things to enter it.
β
β
Sarah Addison Allen (The Peach Keeper)
β
(24/7) once you sign on to be a mother, that's the only shift they offer.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
They'll say you are bad
or perhaps you are mad
or at least you
should stay undercover.
Your mind must be bare
if you would dare
to think you can love
more than one lover.
β
β
David Rovics
β
Holding on to things only breaks your heart.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
The human capacity for burden is like bamboo- far more flexible than you'd ever believe at first glance.
β
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Fine, but you should at least have to write an epic poem in my honor. Here, I'll help you. "Ode to Keefe Sencen, that brave lovable nut. He may not have teal eyes, but he has a really cute,"
"KEEFE"!
β
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Shannon Messenger (Lodestar (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #5))
β
I thought lightning wasn't supposed to strike in the same place twice....sure it does...but only if you're too dumb to move.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Keefe tried to break the tension, pumping his fist and shouting, βLORD HUNKYHAIR LIVES! Say it now, Ro. Say it!
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
β
You can't teach calculus to a chimpanzee. So just share your banana.
β
β
John Rachel (Blinders Keepers)
β
Sophie flung a pillow at his head.
Or, she tried to.
Throwing with her left arm was much harder than she expect, and...
She ended up nailing Magnate Leto in the face.
Keefe doubled over, clutching his sides and gasping between choking laughs: βTHAT...WAS...THE...GREATEST...THING...IVE...EVER...SEEN!
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
β
You keep claiming youβre not mysterious, but who are you kidding?
-Keeper of the Lost Cities
β
β
Shannon Messenger
β
Hey, all the cool kids are sleeping with stuffed animals these days.
β
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Shannon Messenger (Lodestar (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #5))
β
Keefeβs smile looked determined as he stepped back and took Sophieβs hand. βIβm always with you, Foster. What ever you want, Iβm in.
β
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Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
β
I have only known her for two years. But if you took every memory, every moment, if you stretched them end to end-they'd reach forever.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
And the very act of living is a tide; at first it seems to make no difference at all, and then one day you look down and see how much pain has eroded
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Knowing something and understanding it were not the same thing.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
The bottom line is that we never fall for the person we're supposed to.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
I ...understand how a parent might hit a child- it's because you can look into their eyes and see a reflection of yourself that you wish you hadn't.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
I made such a fool of myself,β she lamented.
βLove does not make you a fool.β
βHe didnβt love me back.β
βThat does not make you a fool, either.β
βJust tell me β¦β Her voice cracked. βWhen does it stop hurting?β
βSometimes never.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
Now, revealing that you're a keeper is no guarantee that this guy won't just walk away. Some men really are just sport fishing and have no intention of doing anything more than throwing back the women they bed. If this is the cae with this man, then let him walk-what do you care? He's not the guy you're looking for.
β
β
Steve Harvey (Act Like a Lady, Think Like a Man: What Men Really Think About Love, Relationships, Intimacy, and Commitment)
β
You'd be surprised at how powerful hope can be.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Exile (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #2))
β
When we are most alone is when we embrace another's loneliness.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
A school isnβt a school until Sophie tries to destroy it.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Lodestar (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #5))
β
They pulled apart when Keefe shouted, "YOU GUYS HAVE TO SEE THIS!"
They ran to the main room and found Keefe standing under the skylight, holding up Mr. Snuggles like it was a baby lion about to be made king. The sparkly red dragon twinkled almost as much as Keefe's eyes as he said, "I went in to check on our boy and found him cuddling with THIS!"
"Isn't that the same dragon Fitz brought to your house that one time?" Dex asked Sophie.
"WHAT?" Keefe shouted. "YOU KNEW AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?!"
"Mr. Snuggles wasn't my secret to share," Sophie said.
"IT'S NAME IS MR. SNUGGLES?! That is... I can't even..." Keefe ran back to Fitz's room shouting, "ARE YOU MISSING YOUR SNUGGLE BUDDY?!"
"Fitz is going to die of embarrassment, you know that, right?" Biana asked.
β
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Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
β
Sparkles also make everything better. Well, except alicorn poop."
"I don't know. I think sparkly poop is way better than regular poop."
"That's because you've never fallen into a pile of it.
β
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Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
β
What's your name?" he asked above the roar of the music.
She leaned close. "My name is Wind," she whispered. "And Rain. And Bone and Dust. My name is a snippet of a half-remembered song."
He chuckled a low, delightful sound. She was drunk and silly, and so full of the glory of being young and alive and in the capital of the world that she could hardly contain herself.
"I have no name," she purred. "I am whoever the keepers of my fate tell me to be."
He grasped her by her wrist, running a thumb along the sensitive sknin underneath. "Then let me call you Mine for a dance or two.
β
β
Sarah J. Maas (The Assassin and the Underworld (Throne of Glass, #0.4))
β
You can't stop time. You can't capture light. You can only turn your face up and let it rain down.
β
β
Kim Edwards (The Memory Keeper's Daughter)
β
I sometimes wonder if it is just me, or if there are other women who figure out where they are supposed to be by going nowhere.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
When you care more if someone else lives than you do about yourself- is that what [love is]?
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
the people you love can surprise you every day... maybe who we are isn't so much about what we do, but rather what we're capable of when we least expect it.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
You must think I'm a total idiot."
"Nah. I am starting to wonder if you're trying to beat Keefe's record for biggest interspeciesial episode- and if you are, I'm pretty sure you've won. The Great Gulon Incident was epic, but it didn't almost start a war.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
β
Ends are for yesterday, not tomorrows.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
Am I supposed to help Frodo destroy the ring and save Middle Earth? Or do I have to make toys in the North Pole?
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Keeper of the Lost Cities (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #1))
β
remember that every fire will burn itself out, even without your help.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
Thereβs no reason to worry.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Keeper of the Lost Cities (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #1))
β
if you tell yourself you feel fine, you will.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
But a desperate heart will seduce the mind.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
It is a remarkable question- Do all the wonderful things happen when we are not aware of them?
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
See, as much as you want to hold on to the bitter sore memory that someone has left this world, you are still in it. And the very act of living is a tide: at first it seems to make no difference at all, and then one day you look down and see how much pain has eroded.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
What?β Sophie asked, wiping under her lashes when she noticed Keefe staring. βDid I smudge it?β
βNo, Foster. You look... perfect.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
β
It was a dangerous world for a sparkly flying horse.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Exile (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #2))
β
For a moment, Strider almost forgot how pissed he was with Amun and Haidee as he savored the fact that he'd just cock-blocked the keeper of Death. Almost.
β
β
Gena Showalter (The Darkest Secret (Lords of the Underworld, #7))
β
A tear rolled down my cheek. If you died, I realized just then, it would mean that Iβd be the keeper of our memories. Iβd be the only one on Earth who had experienced them.
β
β
Jill Santopolo (The Light We Lost)
β
A heart weighs more when it splits in two; it crashes in the chest like a broken plane.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
Never underestimate the power of the page.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
β
I think we could all use a little more weird in our lives.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Exile (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #2))
β
I have no name," she purred. "I'm whoever the keepers of my fate tell me to be.
β
β
Sarah J. Maas (The Assassin and the Underworld (Throne of Glass, #0.4))
β
Chaperone?' Keefe whined. 'That's going to cramp my style.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
β
He was quiet for a few seconds, and Sophie thought he was going to ignore her. But then he leaned closer-close enough that she could feel his breath on her cheek. " I crack a lot of jokes ,Sophie , but ....that's just because it's easier, you know? It's how I deal. But that doesn't mean I don't care. I do, a lot.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Exile (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #2))
β
Chin up. There are other fish in the sea. It's a big ocean. Sometimes we need to catch and release a few before we find the keeper.
β
β
Kasie West (The Fill-In Boyfriend)
β
But when someoneβs gone and youβre the primary keeper of his memoryβletting go would be a kind of murder, wouldnβt it? I had so much love for him, even if it was a complicated love, and where is all that love supposed to go? He was gone, so it couldnβt change, it couldnβt turn to indifference. I was stuck with all that love.
β
β
Rebecca Makkai (The Great Believers)
β
As we curve around into the loop of the City Circle, I can see that a couple of other stylists have tried to steal Cinna and Portia's idea of illuminating their tributes. The electric-light-studded outfits from District 3, where they make electronics, at least make sense. But what are the livestock keepers from Distric 10, who are dressed as cows, doing with flaming belts? Broiling themselves? Pathetic.
β
β
Suzanne Collins
β
You can make it dark, but I can't make it light.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
People always say life is too short for regrets. But the truth is, it's too long.
β
β
Sarah Addison Allen (The Peach Keeper)
β
Sometimes things have to get worse before they get better.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Lodestar (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #5))
β
Yeah, what time should we arrive to catch the Great Fitzphie Ooze Fest?β Keefe asked.
βWeβre not calling it that,β Sophie told him.
βOh, I think we are. And donβt worry, Foster,β Keefe added, patting her on the head. βIβll still love you when youβre oozy.
β
β
Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
β
No matter how smart she appeared, she was
fragile at her core.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
There is a reason God limits man's days.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
β
My chest feels full of glitter and helium, the way it used to when I was little and riding my father's shoulders at twilight, when I knew that if I held up my hands and spread my fingers like a net, I could catch the coming stars.
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
When I was little I bragged about my firefighting father: my father would go to heaven, because if he went to hell he would put out all the fires
β
β
Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
β
But hurting ourselves to inflict pain on others is just another cry to be loved.
β
β
Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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The impulse to write things down is a peculiarly compulsive one, inexplicable to those who do not share it, useful only accidentally, only secondarily, in the way that any compulsion tries to justify itself. I suppose that it begins or does not begin in the cradle. Although I have felt compelled to write things down since I was five years old, I doubt that my daughter ever will, for she is a singularly blessed and accepting child, delighted with life exactly as life presents itself to her, unafraid to go to sleep and unafraid to wake up. Keepers of private notebooks are a different breed altogether, lonely and resistant rearrangers of things, anxious malcontents, children afflicted apparently at birth with some presentiment of loss.
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Joan Didion (Slouching Towards Bethlehem)
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Hate. Huh. He'd never hated himself. If anything, he'd always liked himself a little too much. Once, a human female had even accused him of picturing his own face while he climaxed. He hadn't denied it, either, and next time he'd slept with her, he'd made sure to scream, "Strider" at the pivotal moment."
--Strider, keeper of the demon of Defeat--
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Gena Showalter (The Darkest Secret (Lords of the Underworld, #7))
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Life sometimes gets so bogged down in the details, you forget you are living it. There is always another appointment to be met, another bill to pay, another symptom presenting, another uneventful day to be notched onto the wooden wall. We have synchronized our watches, studied our calendars, existed in minutes, and completely forgotten to step back and see what we've accomplished.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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Ugh, theyβve been at it all day,β Fitz grumbled. βItβs been hours of βLookβIβm invisible. Now Iβm not! Now I am!ββ Biana rolled her eyes as she reappeared. βLike you were any less annoying with your βI can tell you what youβre thinking right now! And now! And now!
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Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
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Newsflash: it's not the guy who determines whether you're a sports fisher or a keeper-it's you. (Don't hate the player, hate the game.) When a man approaches you you're the one with total control over the situation-whether he can talk to you, buy you a drink, dance with you, get your number, take you home, see you again, all of that. We certainly want these things from you; that's why we talked to you in the first place. But it's you who decides if you're going to give us any of the things we want, and how, exactly, we're going to get them. Where you stand in our eyes is dictated by YOUR control over the situation. Every word you say, every move you make, every signal you give to a man will help him determine whether he should try to play you, be straight with you, or move on to the next woman to do a little more sport fishing.
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Steve Harvey (Act Like a Lady, Think Like a Man: What Men Really Think About Love, Relationships, Intimacy, and Commitment)
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Once, in second grade, Kate drew a picture of a firefighter with a halo above his helmet. She told her class that I would only be allowed to go to Heaven, because if I went to Hell, I'd put out all the fires.
~Brian Fitzgerald
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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Why were girls in such a hurry to grow up? Agatha would never understand. Childhood was magical. Leaving it behind was a magnificent loss.
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Sarah Addison Allen (The Peach Keeper)
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But fates are connected in ways we donβt understand.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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love doesn't follow the rules... nothing is worth having so much as something unattainable.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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If there's a child on the south side of Chicago who can't read, that matters to me, even if it's not my child. If there's a senior citizen somewhere who can't pay for their prescription, who has to choose between medicine and the rent, that makes my life poorer - even if it's not my grandparent. If there's an Arab-American or Mexican-American family being rounded up by John Ashcroft without benefit of an attorney or due process, I know that that threatens my civil liberties. And I don't have to be a woman to be concerned that the Supreme Court is trying to take away a woman's right, because I know that my rights are next. It is that fundamental belief - I am my brotherβs keeper, I am my sisterβs keeper - that makes this country work.
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Barack Obama
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Let's not add projectile vomiting to the list of Awesome Things We Get To Do Today.
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Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
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(Ren's) eyes were sad but resigned. βAnd where will you go?β
I couldnβt keep the fear out of my reply. βI donβt know.β
βPlease donβt do this,β he whispered. βCome back with me. Weβll talk to Logan; there has to be an explanation. The Keepers need us; weβre the alphas. Weβll figure this out. They wonβt hurt you. I wonβt let them.
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Andrea Cremer (Nightshade (Nightshade, #1; Nightshade World, #4))
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people think they know what they're getting, and they're always wrong.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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She felt worthless and hollow. There was no hope of fixing this.
And when hope is gone, time is punishment.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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All it takes is one to stand where others fall.
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Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
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Typical Foster, always knocking guys off their feet.
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Shannon Messenger (Nightfall (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #6))
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A moment might be a thousand different things.
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Kim Edwards (The Memory Keeper's Daughter)
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He cried that night for all that he had lost, but he would say it taught him a valuable lesson: that holding on to things "will only break your heart.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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I had the heart of the relationship, and no body to grow it in... It broke.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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She tucked her lips in and eyed the pancakes Tristan pulled from the pan. "Making a midnight snack?"
She tried to sound light and casual. Normal. Friendly.
Not because Tristan deserved it, but because she wanted pancakes. And Tristan, apparently, was keeper of the pancakes.
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Chelsea Fine (Anew (The Archers of Avalon, #1))
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We're connected, as women. It's like a spiderweb. If one part of that web vibrates, if there's trouble, we all know it, but most of the time we're just too scared, or selfish, or insecure to help. But if we don't help each other, who will?
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Sarah Addison Allen (The Peach Keeper)
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Her grandmother used to tell her that a pink sky meant someone in the distance had just fallen in love . . . .
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Sarah Addison Allen (The Peach Keeper)
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Why do clothes never have enough pockets? There should always be lots of pockets... the more pockets the better!
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Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
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do you fix a wheel that isn't broken, or do you wait until the cart collapses?
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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No, I mean it. You balance each other. He helps you lighten up, and you help him focus. He boosts your confidence, and you keep his ego in check. You both dive headfirst into danger, but somehow youβre able to help each other play it a little smarter. And you both act more like yourselves when youβre together.
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Shannon Messenger (Stellarlune (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #9))
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Sevro." I lean forward. "Your eyes..."
He leans in close. "Do you like 'em?"
"Bloodydamn. Did you get Carved?"
"By the best in the business. Do you like 'em?"
"They're bloodydamn marvelous. Fit you like a glove."
He punches his hands together. "Glad you said that. Cuz they're yours."
I blanch. "What?"
"They're yours."
"My what?"
"Your eyes!"
"My eyes..."
"Do you want the eyes back?" Sevro asks, suddenly worried. "I can give them back."
"No!" I say. "It's just I forgot how crazy you are."
"Oh." He laughs and slaps my shoulder. "Good. I thought it might be something serious. So I'm prime keeping them?"
"Finders keepers," I say with a shrug.
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Pierce Brown (Morning Star (Red Rising Saga, #3))
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Sing swan, Spring swan then lets fly.
Follow the pretty bird across the sky.
Call swan, Fall swan, then lets rest.
Tucked in the branches of your quiet nest.
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Shannon Messenger (Exile (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #2))
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But they wanted you. Time is not something you give back. The very next moment may be answer to your prayer. To deny that is to deny the most important part of the future.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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You know how the tightrope guy at the circus wants everyone to believe his act is an art, but deep down you can see that he's really just hoping he makes it all the way across?
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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It is so easy to think that the world revolves around you, but all you have to do is stare up at the sky to realize it isn't that way at all.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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Man alone measures time. Man alone chimes the hour. And, because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creature endures. A fear of time running out.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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Grief is a curious thing, when it happens unexpectedly. It is a Band-aid being ripped away, taking the top layer off a family. And the underbelly of a household is never pretty, ours no exception.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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Yet even in the loneliness of the canyon I knew there were others like me who had brothers they did not understand but wanted to help. We are probably those referred to as "our brother's keepers," possessed of one of the oldest and possible one of the most futile and certainly one of the most haunting instincts. It will not let us go.
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Norman Maclean (A River Runs Through It and Other Stories)
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Fitz pulled her forward, and the warm tingling in her hand shot through her body--like a million feathers swelling underneath her skin, tickling her from the inside out.
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Shannon Messenger (Keeper of the Lost Cities (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #1))
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There was always a quest for more minutes, more hours, faster progress to accomplish more in each day. The simple joy of living between summers was gone.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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No matter how many times the elves explained the "illumination in a darkened world" analogy, she would never stop thinking it was weird to have a school named after glowing fungus.
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Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
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Letβs go join the Black Swan!
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Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
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But . . . I know your heart was in the right placeβeven if your brain had clearly gone on vacation for the afternoon.
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Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
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But you grab a moment, or you let it pass.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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Ezekiel 25:17. "The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness. For he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know I am the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon you." I been sayin' that shit for years. And if you ever heard it, it meant your ass. I never really questioned what it meant. I thought it was just a cold-blooded thing to say to a motherfucker before you popped a cap in his ass. But I saw some shit this mornin' made me think twice. Now I'm thinkin': it could mean you're the evil man. And I'm the righteous man. And Mr. .45 here, he's the shepherd protecting my righteous ass in the valley of darkness. Or it could be you're the righteous man and I'm the shepherd and it's the world that's evil and selfish. I'd like that. But that shit ain't the truth. The truth is you're the weak. And I'm the tyranny of evil men. But I'm tryin, Ringo. I'm tryin' real hard to be the shepherd.
he became the shepherd instead of the vengeance.
Jules Winnfield- Samuel L. Jackson
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Quentin Tarantino (Pulp Fiction: A Quentin Tarantino Screenplay)
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Man, one second you're sharing your air with a dude, and the next second he's trying to get you punched in the face.
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Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
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Ohhh, a loversβ quarrel!β Ro clapped her hands. βThose are my favorite. Anyone have snacks? I feel like we should have snacks for this.β
βThatβs not what this is,β Sophie told her. βWeβre not...never mind.β
Ro grinned, flashing pointed teeth. βIf you say so.β
βFosters not ready to face her feelings,β Keefe stage-whispered.
βIβm ready to strangle you,β Sophie countered.
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Shannon Messenger (Nightfall (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #6))
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As mankind grew obsessed with its hours, the sorrow of lost time became a permanent hole in the human heart. People fretted over missed chances, over inefficient days; they worried constantly about how long they would live, because counting lifeβs moments had led, inevitably, to counting them down. Soon, in every nation and in every language, time became the most precious commodity.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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well, sometimes to get what you want the most, you have to do what you want the least.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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You missed a lot of heartache, sure. But David, you missed a lot of joy.
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Kim Edwards (The Memory Keeper's Daughter)
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And interfering with the Council's decisions is a treasonous offense."
Grady snorted. "Not if the Council's gone crazy.
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Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
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A man who can take anything will find most things unsatisfying. And a man without memories is just a shell.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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The length of your days does not belong to you.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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Sometimes the greatest power comes from showing mercy,
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Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
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People adapt. People change. You can grow where you're planted.
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Sarah Addison Allen (The Peach Keeper)
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Hang on β what are you wearing?β Keefe asked as she threw back her covers, revealing the sparkly slogans on her tunic. βIs that a Bangs Boy reference? Because you know I havenβt let him into the Foster Fan Club, right?β
Sophie rolled her eyes. βItβs an inside joke β and Linh made this for me.β
βYeah, well, it still breaks the fan club rules. As penance, Iβm giving you a tunic that says, βEmpaths Give Me All the Feels,β and I expect to see you wear it twice as much as Bang Boys.
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Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
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Maybe if God gives you a handicap, he makes sure you've got a few extra doses of humor to take the edge off.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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Life isn't nearly as stable as we want it to be.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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Parenting is really just a matter of tracking, of hoping your kids do not get so far ahead you can no longer see their next moves.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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He fainted. Then he came to and remembered what happened and fainted again.
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Donita K. Paul (DragonSpell (DragonKeeper Chronicles, #1))
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Eventually, I told myself not to expect anything from him, and as a result it has gotten easier for me to take what comes.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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It takes a special person to see darkness inside of someone and not condemn them.
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Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
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Tell my dad...that I've been hiding his favorite cape in a closet on the twenty-ninth floor. But don't tell him the door is rigged with gulon gas. Let him find that out on his own.
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Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
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You had many more years,β he said.
βI didnβt want them.β
βBut they wanted you. Time is not something you give back. The very next moment may be an answer to
your prayer. To deny that is to deny the most important part of the future.β
βWhatβs that?β
βHope.
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Mitch Albom (The Time Keeper)
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When you have been with your partner for so many years, they become the glove compartment map that you've worn dog-eared and white-creased, the trail you recogonize so well you could draw it by heart and for this very reason keep it with you on journeys at all times. And yet, when you least expect it, one day you open your eyes and there is an unfamiliar turnoff, a vantage point taht wasn't there before, and you have to stop and wonder if maybe this landmark isn't new at all, but rather something you have missed all along.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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Itβs amazing he made it through without me bashing his pretty face.β
βAw, did you hear that? Ro thinks Iβm pretty! I mean- I usually go for more of a roguish handsome, but...β He tosses his hair and fluttered his eyelashes.
Sophieβs lips curled into a smile-without her permission.
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Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
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Thatβs impossible [...] You need infinite energy for light travel. Havenβt you heard of the theory of relativity?β
She thought she had him stumped with that one, but he just laughed again. βThatβs the dumbest thing Iβve ever heard.
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Shannon Messenger (Keeper of the Lost Cities (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #1))
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Tam's shadow fell over hers, and he shadow-whispered, "I'm trusting you. I don't care about me, but if something happens to Linh..."
'I promise, we're only trying to help,' Sophie transmitted.
Keefe let out a sigh that sounded more like a groan. "And I thought secret Telepath conversations were the worst. Just so we're clear," he told Tam. "I'M the president of the Foster fan club. And we're closed to new members."
Tam's cheeks flushed. "Uh...not sure what that's about but...no worries there--no offense!" he told Sophie.
She noticed he stole a quick glance at Biana after he said it.
Sophie couldn't decide if she should feel relieved or insulted.
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Shannon Messenger (Neverseen (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #4))
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Sophie sighed. βYou donβt have to do this.β
βIf youβre talking about being adorable, I really canβt help myself.β
He said it with a wink and a smirk-which wasnβt playing fair. But she managed to stop her lips from curling into a smile.
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Shannon Messenger (Flashback (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #7))
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This was her life. Not the life she had once dreamed of, not a life her younger self would ever have imagined or desired, but the life she was living, with all its complexities. This was her life, built with care and attention, and it was good.
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Kim Edwards (The Memory Keeper's Daughter)
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I have a sister, so I know-that relationship, it's all about fairness: you want your sibling to have exactly what you have-the same amount of toys, the same number of meatballs on your spaghetti, the same share of love. But being a mother is completely different. You want your child to have more than you ever did. You want to build a fire underneath her and watch her soar. It's bigger than words.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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Well, if you like honesty," Ro said, following him over to Keefe, "it stinks here, too. Everything smells like . . . "
"Fresh air?" Sophie guessed.
"Awww, my girl keeps getting snarkier and snarkier," Keefe said proudly.
"I'm not your girl," Sophie snapped back. "And don't think I'm done being mad at you!"
"Ohhh, a lovers' quarrel!" Ro clapped her hands. "Those are my favorite. Anyone have snacks? I feel like we should have snacks for this."
"That's not what this is," Sophie told her. "We're not . . .
never mind."
Ro grinned, flashing pointed teeth. "If you say so."
"Foster's not ready to face her feelings," Keefe stage-whispered.
"I'm ready to strangle you," Sophie countered.
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Shannon Messenger (Nightfall (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #6))
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Coffee, she'd discovered, was tied to all sorts of memories, different for each person. Sunday mornings, friendly get-togethers, a favorite grandfather long since gone, the AA meeting that saved their life. Coffee meant something to people. Most found their lives were miserable without it. Coffee was a lot like love that way. And because Rachel believed in love, she believed in coffee, too.
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Sarah Addison Allen (The Peach Keeper)
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He was quiet for a few seconds, and Sophie thought he was going to ignore her. But then he leaned closer-close enough that she could feel his breath on her cheek. " I crack a lot of jokes, Sophie, but ....that's just because it's easier, you know? It's how I deal. But that doesn't mean I don't care. I do, a lot.
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Shannon Messenger (Exile (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #2))
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There are stars in the night sky that look brighter than the others, and when you look at them through a telescope you realize you are looking at twins. The two stars rotate around each other, sometimes taking nearly a hundred years to do it. They create so much gravitational pull there's no room around for anything else. You might see a blue star, for example, and realize only later that it has a white dwarf as a companion - that first one shines so bright, by the time you notice the second one, it's too late.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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I wish I could give you a world where everything was perfect and shining and safe. I used to think that's what we had..." He shook his head. "I've realized now that our world doesn't define us. We define our world. And I hope you'll fill yours with as much light and happiness as you can."
"You realize how silly that sounds, right?"
"I do. But after everything that's happened, I think we could all use a bit more silly in our lives.
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Shannon Messenger (Everblaze (Keeper of the Lost Cities, #3))
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For readers, one of lifeβs most electrifying discoveries is that they are readersβnot just capable of doing it (which Morris already knew), but in love with it. Hopelessly. Head over heels. The first book that does that is never forgotten, and each page seems to bring a fresh revelation, one that burns and exalts: Yes! Thatβs how it is! Yes! I saw that, too! And, of course, Thatβs what I think! Thatβs what I FEEL!
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Stephen King (Finders Keepers (Bill Hodges Trilogy, #2))
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When I saw you at the graveyard, looking so white, I knew something was wrong. I knew it."
Azalea stared at him, the fire flickering highlights in his eyes.
"So...I thought I should do something," he finished lamely.
"You saw everything?"
Mr. Bradford gave a half of a crooked smile. "I did knock."
"You didn't see Mr...Mr.-"
"Mr. Keeper?" Mr. Bradford spat the name. "Oh yes, I saw Mr. Keeper. Rather hard not to. I saw him try to kiss you. Or what he said was a kiss. I want to snap his head off!"
Azalea had her hand over her mouth, shocked that someone as solemn and dignified as Mr. Bradford could have such venom. He took her hands, gently, and pushed up her sleeved, revealing her swollen wrists. His fringers traced the bruises.
"You stopped him," said Azalea. She bowed her head, shy. "You kept him from-from-"
"Ah, yes, my lady!" Mr. Bradford smiled a crooked smile in full. "His ponytail was simply begging to be yanked.
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Heather Dixon Wallwork (Entwined)
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The way you move is incredible.β Ren drew me back to press against him. His fingers slid down to the curve of my hips, rocking our bodies in rhythm with the heavy bass. The sensation of being molded against the hard narrow line of his hips threatened to overwhelm me. We were hidden in the mass of people, right? The Keepers couldnβt see?
I tried to steady my breath as Ren kept us locked together in the excruciatingly slow pulse of the music. I closed my eyes and leaned back into his body; his fingers kneaded my hips, caressed my stomach. God, it felt good.
My lips parted and the misty veil slipped between them, playing along my tongue. The taste of flower buds about to burst into bloom filled my mouth. Suddenly I wanted nothing more than to melt into Ren. The surge of desire terrified me. I had no idea if the compulsion to draw him more tightly around my body emerged from my own heart or from the succubiβs spellcraft. This couldnβt happen!
I started to panic when he bent his head, pressing his lips against my neck. My eyes fluttered and I struggled to focus despite the suffocating heat that pressed down all around me. His sharpened canines traced my skin, scratching but not breaking the surface. My body quaked and I pivoted in his arms, pushing against his chest, making space between us.
βIβm a fighter, not a lover,β I gasped.
βYou canβt be both?β His smile made my knees buckle.
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Andrea Cremer (Nightshade (Nightshade, #1; Nightshade World, #4))
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Thy husband is thy lord, thy life, thy keeper,
Thy head, thy sovereign, one that cares for thee,
And for thy maintenance; commits his body
To painful labor, both by sea and land;
To watch the night in storms, the day in cold,
Whilst thou liβst warm at home, secure and safe;
And craves no other tribute at thy hands
But love, fair looks, and true obedience-
Too little payment for so great a debt.
Such duty as the subject owes the prince,
Even such a woman oweth to her husband;
And when she is froward, peevish, sullen, sour,
And no obedient to his honest will,
What is she but a foul contending rebel,
And graceless traitor to her loving lord?
I ashamβd that women are so simple
βTo offer war where they should kneel for peace,
Or seek for rule, supremacy, and sway,
When they are bound to serve, love, and obey.
Why are our bodies soft, and weak, and smooth,
Unapt to toil and trouble in the world,
But that our soft conditions, and our hearts,
Should well agree with our external parts?
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William Shakespeare (The Taming of the Shrew)
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An oncology ward is a battlefield, and there are definite hierarchies of command. The patients, they're the ones doing the tour of duty. The doctors breeze in and out like conquering heroes, but they need to read your child's chart to remember where they've left off from the previous visit. It is the nurses who are the seasoned sergeants -- the ones who are there when your baby is shaking with such a high fever she needs to be bathed in ice, the ones who can teach you how to flush a central venous catheter, or suggest which patient floor might still have Popsicles left to be stolen, or tell you which dry cleaners know how to remove the stains of blood and chemotherapies from clothing. The nurses know the name of your daughter's stuffed walrus and show her how to make tissue paper flowers to twine around her IV stand. The doctors may be mapping out the war games, but it is the nurses who make the conflict bearable.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)
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Gulls wheel through spokes of sunlight over gracious roofs and dowdy thatch, snatching entrails at the marketplace and escaping over cloistered gardens, spike topped walls and treble-bolted doors. Gulls alight on whitewashed gables, creaking pagodas and dung-ripe stables; circle over towers and cavernous bells and over hidden squares where urns of urine sit by covered wells, watched by mule-drivers, mules and wolf-snouted dogs, ignored by hunch-backed makers of clogs; gather speed up the stoned-in Nakashima River and fly beneath the arches of its bridges, glimpsed form kitchen doors, watched by farmers walking high, stony ridges. Gulls fly through clouds of steam from laundries' vats; over kites unthreading corpses of cats; over scholars glimpsing truth in fragile patterns; over bath-house adulterers, heartbroken slatterns; fishwives dismembering lobsters and crabs; their husbands gutting mackerel on slabs; woodcutters' sons sharpening axes; candle-makers, rolling waxes; flint-eyed officials milking taxes; etiolated lacquerers; mottle-skinned dyers; imprecise soothsayers; unblinking liars; weavers of mats; cutters of rushes; ink-lipped calligraphers dipping brushes; booksellers ruined by unsold books; ladies-in-waiting; tasters; dressers; filching page-boys; runny-nosed cooks; sunless attic nooks where seamstresses prick calloused fingers; limping malingerers; swineherds; swindlers; lip-chewed debtors rich in excuses; heard-it-all creditors tightening nooses; prisoners haunted by happier lives and ageing rakes by other men's wives; skeletal tutors goaded to fits; firemen-turned-looters when occasion permits; tongue-tied witnesses; purchased judges; mothers-in-law nurturing briars and grudges; apothecaries grinding powders with mortars; palanquins carrying not-yet-wed daughters; silent nuns; nine-year-old whores; the once-were-beautiful gnawed by sores; statues of Jizo anointed with posies; syphilitics sneezing through rotted-off noses; potters; barbers; hawkers of oil; tanners; cutlers; carters of night-soil; gate-keepers; bee-keepers; blacksmiths and drapers; torturers; wet-nurses; perjurers; cut-purses; the newborn; the growing; the strong-willed and pliant; the ailing; the dying; the weak and defiant; over the roof of a painter withdrawn first from the world, then his family, and down into a masterpiece that has, in the end, withdrawn from its creator; and around again, where their flight began, over the balcony of the Room of Last Chrysanthemum, where a puddle from last night's rain is evaporating; a puddle in which Magistrate Shiroyama observes the blurred reflections of gulls wheeling through spokes of sunlight. This world, he thinks, contains just one masterpiece, and that is itself.
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David Mitchell (The Thousand Autumns of Jacob de Zoet)
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Before the Law stands a doorkeeper on guard. To this doorkeeper there comes a man from the country who begs for admittance to the Law. But the doorkeeper says that he cannot admit the man at the moment. The man, on reflection, asks if he will be allowed, then, to enter later. 'It is possible,' answers the doorkeeper, 'but not at this moment.' Since the door leading into the Law stands open as usual and the doorkeeper steps to one side, the man bends down to peer through the entrance. When the doorkeeper sees that, he laughs and says: 'If you are so strongly tempted, try to get in without my permission. But note that I am powerful. And I am only the lowest doorkeeper. From hall to hall keepers stand at every door, one more powerful than the other. Even the third of these has an aspect that even I cannot bear to look at.' These are difficulties which the man from the country has not expected to meet, the Law, he thinks, should be accessible to every man and at all times, but when he looks more closely at the doorkeeper in his furred robe, with his huge pointed nose and long, thin, Tartar beard, he decides that he had better wait until he gets permission to enter. The doorkeeper gives him a stool and lets him sit down at the side of the door. There he sits waiting for days and years. He makes many attempts to be allowed in and wearies the doorkeeper with his importunity. The doorkeeper often engages him in brief conversation, asking him about his home and about other matters, but the questions are put quite impersonally, as great men put questions, and always conclude with the statement that the man cannot be allowed to enter yet. The man, who has equipped himself with many things for his journey, parts with all he has, however valuable, in the hope of bribing the doorkeeper. The doorkeeper accepts it all, saying, however, as he takes each gift: 'I take this only to keep you from feeling that you have left something undone.' During all these long years the man watches the doorkeeper almost incessantly. He forgets about the other doorkeepers, and this one seems to him the only barrier between himself and the Law. In the first years he curses his evil fate aloud; later, as he grows old, he only mutters to himself. He grows childish, and since in his prolonged watch he has learned to know even the fleas in the doorkeeper's fur collar, he begs the very fleas to help him and to persuade the doorkeeper to change his mind. Finally his eyes grow dim and he does not know whether the world is really darkening around him or whether his eyes are only deceiving him. But in the darkness he can now perceive a radiance that streams immortally from the door of the Law. Now his life is drawing to a close. Before he dies, all that he has experienced during the whole time of his sojourn condenses in his mind into one question, which he has never yet put to the doorkeeper. He beckons the doorkeeper, since he can no longer raise his stiffening body. The doorkeeper has to bend far down to hear him, for the difference in size between them has increased very much to the man's disadvantage. 'What do you want to know now?' asks the doorkeeper, 'you are insatiable.' 'Everyone strives to attain the Law,' answers the man, 'how does it come about, then, that in all these years no one has come seeking admittance but me?' The doorkeeper perceives that the man is at the end of his strength and that his hearing is failing, so he bellows in his ear: 'No one but you could gain admittance through this door, since this door was intended only for you. I am now going to shut it.
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Franz Kafka (The Trial)