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The weariness of the soul
I’m tired.
Not of the kind that sleep can heal,
but of the one born in the soul
when the spirit no longer fits inside the flesh.
Tired of the density,
of the ego shouting louder than the heart,
of the noise invading the inner silence,
of the system that teaches us to run
while the soul only wants to pause and breathe.
Tired of the algorithm telling me what to feel,
of the status that measures worth in likes,
of masks, of rush, of absences disguised as presence.
Tired of the coldness,
of the blindness of selfishness,
of a humanity that forgot what it means to be human.
I want to return to being soul.
To wake up light,
with eyes washed in light and breath at peace.
To feel the breeze calling my name,
and the silence reminding me who I am.
I want God — but not the one of temples,
the One who dwells between a sigh and another.
The God who is presence, not doctrine.
Love, not fear.
I want to pray through gestures, glances, and compassion.
I want to reconnect with what is essential
nature, the wind, the sunset, the healing rain,
the earth that embraces, the sound of nothing that holds everything.
I want to feel love as a bridge,
gratitude as home,
wisdom as guide.
I want to live in harmony with all that vibrates and breathes.
I’m tired of carrying karmas and guilt,
of repeating patterns already begging for freedom.
I want to heal and to heal others.
I want my words to be balm,
shelter, dew, and rebirth.
I want to remember the goddess who lives within my chest,
the one who seeks no throne or crown,
but consciousness.
I want to honor the woman I am,
the soul that chose to be here,
the purpose that flows through me:
to be a channel, a voice, a bridge.
I want to return home
to within,
to God,
to myself.
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