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he doubted the Americans would lend out either Jeremy Renner or their giant robots to get into a freezer.
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Tanya Huff (The Future Falls (Gale Women, #3))
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I like to stay busy, I like to stay focused, and I like to stay creative. Without being creative I'd be dead.
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Jeremy Renner
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Language is the foundation of civilization. It is the glue that holds a people together. It is the first weapon drawn in a conflict.
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Jeremy Renner
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You love everything don't ya, but ya know what, as you get older, the things you love so much might not seem so special anymore. Like your jack-in-the-box, maybe you'll realize it's just a piece of tin and a stuffed animal. The older you get, the fewer things you really love. By the time you're my age maybe it's only one or two things, actually it might only be one.
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Jeremy Renner
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Time is undeniable; none of us can slow it, stanch it, hold it back. Given that fundamental truth, what the hell are we waiting for?
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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Information is what squelches fear. We are only afraid of the unknown. Ignorance, or lack of experience, is simply a lack of data. Not all information takes away fear, but any amount of it can dampen the insecurities and the killing unknowns of fear.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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We are all eternally connected, bound by love and the purest parts of our being, bound by shared history and our innate, unyielding, unchanging energy. These are like superpowers I discovered in those first few moments after the machine crushed me.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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Milestones don't feel like milestones when you're young and mostly dumb.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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Being so active, allowing myself to try and fail, made me realize from an early age that
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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So that's the great thing about social media; when you have a big platform, you can not only kill falsehoods but also use that platform to spread a better, happier, more loving message.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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To me death is a confirmation of life, something always connected and eternal. It is not dark, not the end, not a disaster - it is magnificent, and exhilarating; it is your soul, and your love, concentrated into their purest forms. Dying, you become connected to the collective energy everywhere all at once, which is itself a kind of divinity. And it is a fierce teacher. Dying I learned the futility and temporary nature of hatred, ranged as it is against the permanence of love. Though fear and hatred are the flashiest and sometimes the most powerful human emotions, they are merely the hare facing off against the tortoise of love. Love slowly, quietly, and patiently waits for hate to simply burn out. It requires so much more energy to hate than to love, and love has all the time in the world. The only way love wins is across a span of time - it's not an instant fix to anything, but it always wins.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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I would spend six days in the ICU in Reno, then six more in a Los Angeles hospital. And because I only do things I'm good at, pretty quickly I determined that I would be the worst patient ever.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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I am better than I have ever been, happier and more fulfilled and more deeply connected to those around me than I have ever known. I understand the privilege and the honor that brings, so I'm going to spend the rest of my years giving back the best I can. I remain keenly aware that I'll never have a bad day for the rest of my life. And to learn all that, all I had to do was die.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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My body was now a separate entity, a roommate if you will. And like a freeloading roommate, wanted or not, however hard I tried my body was nevertheless around, wasn't going anywhere, and was eating all my food and certainly not paying any rent.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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Sometimes hope came right against suffering, though. I did need medication to get me through, I knew that. My brain says, "Hope, hope, hope," but sometimes my body says, "You're a hot mess, motherfucker." To which my brain replies, "Fuck you. I'm a superhero. Let's party." Body replies, "No, motherfucker, we can't even walk yet.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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Stop telling me that you're broken, that you're hurt, and that I should be more careful!" I'd shout, like my leg was a scorned lover. "You, sir, have been replaced with something better and stronger than bone, okay? So, pipe down, you son of a bitch!
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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Hospitals are wonderful places for saving lives, but they're less effective as places where people heal, physically and mentally. Not the least of the issues is the fat that they never really leave you alone. Beyond the beeping of the machines and the general hum of a hospital all around you, there was a constant parade of doctors, nurses, lab technicians, X-ray technicians, and orderlies, and I was forever being wheeled down two floors to have yet another set of X-rays taken. Beyond worrying I'd glow in the dark for the rest of my life, I wished there could be greater coordination among all the various medical departments so that they could perhaps do one set of X-rays and CAT savages instead of the multiples ones they kept ordering. I realize it didn't help that the snowcat had managed to break or mangle so many disparate parts of my body, but still.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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For a start, I already knew that obstacles, problems, and failures were my allies, not my enemies. Setbacks, far from stanching my ability to move forward, are actually the foundation upon which my successes are built. This is not simply a case of "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." I welcome obstacles. They give me the first Woburn away everything that could potentially get in my way.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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His bones pulverized, his head cracked, his eyes reimagining their relationship to the skull.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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Yes, it was an "accident" - though I think of it as an
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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What happened to me didn't happen to me in a vacuum. In missing that jump, in facing death on the ice, and in the coming months of recovery, I had invited the people I loved into a hellscape of my own making.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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Yes, it was an "accident" - though I think of it as an incident, because I think things happen for a reason - but whatever I call it, I'm still aware I caused it. It wasn't on purpose, and I don't think it was reckless, but I have to live with not applying the hand brake on the snowcat, I have to face up tot the fact that "Not today, motherfucker" turned into all this. I know what I did to Alex; I'm deeply conscious of what I did to my family. I know I fucked up a New Year's promise to the kids; I know the trauma I put upon people. I love them so much, care about them so much, and I know I did something so bad to them - they, in turn, feel terrible because of something that happened to me. I was trying to save Alex, but still I created a disaster for them, and I broke their hearts.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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Being so active, allowing myself to try and fail, made me realize from an early age that information was everything, was my savior, would be the thing that saved me from fears, from being too afraid to do things. From as early as seven or eight years old I had a kind of free-flowing energy, a fluidity in my life, especially once I realized that knowledge defeated anxiety every time.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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When you really know what you're focused on, you can manifest what you truly want in your life. The trick is to get out of our own damn way. I guarantee that we are the biggest obstacle to achieving the things we want to achieve. But because we're not often clear in what we want, if we're off course or unfocused, we're just going to be like an electron bouncing around the nucleus of a cell, or a planet floating around this star of fire, forever burning energy as we just flail around through life. That's not good.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)
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I knew then, as I know now to this day and will always know: Death is not something to be afraid of.
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Jeremy Renner (My Next Breath: A Memoir)