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Jacks no longer felt like her enemy, he felt like her home.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Sorry to break your fairytale, Little Fox, but ballads don't end happily, and neither do the two of us.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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The Fate gave the queen a look more vicious than any curse. 'There is nothing of equal value to me.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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The Fate didnβt move. He didnβt let the girl go. He looked as if he never would. He continued holding her as if he could return her to life with the force of his will. His eyes were wet with blood. Red tears fell down his cheeks and onto hers. But the girl didnβt stir.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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It didn't matter if he stayed forever cursed. All that mattered was that he stayed, that he chose her instead of fear.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Mr. Thomas Cresswell might not truly hold the title of prince, but the was perfectly fine. To me, he'd always be the king of my heart.
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Kerri Maniscalco (Hunting Prince Dracula (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #2))
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She didn't want someone to hold her while she cried and tell her it would be all right. She wanted fury, she wanted rage, she wanted a villain to tell her she'd done exactly what she needed to do.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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You're dressed for sneaking about Dracula's castle. Be still my thawing, dark heart. You certainly know how to make a young man feel alive, Wadsworth.
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Kerri Maniscalco (Hunting Prince Dracula (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #2))
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Hearts were beautifully fierce yet fragile things.
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Kerri Maniscalco (Hunting Prince Dracula (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #2))
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A tormented scream pierced the night like a blade. The sky bled, and darkness fell instead of stars, erasing lights across the Magnificent North.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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The truth is never what you want it to be, Little Fox.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Always promise less than you can give, for Fates always take more.
Do not make bargains with more than one Fate.
And, above all, never fall in love with a Fate.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Are you jealous of Luc?'
'I thought we'd already covered that yesterday. I'm always jealous. And so are you.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Or have you already forgotten the way heartbreak rips apart the soul piece by piece, how it turns you into a masochist, making you long for the thing that just eviscerated you until there's noting left of you to be destroyed?
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Jacks, I think there's something wrong with you.'
'That's not anything new.' He gave her a slow, impish smile.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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I don't care what she wants!' roared the Fate. 'I don't want her dead. She saved you, you need to save her.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Wait- are you saying that your kiss isn't deadly if you don't want it to be?'
'Careful, Little Fox, you sound curious. But you shouldn't be.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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She hoped that he would argue with her- she hoped that he would fight for her. She hoped despite everything that he would choose her.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Itβs you,β she whispered. βYouβre the Prince of Hearts.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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She could feel the cool of his arms sliding gently under her legs and carefully under her neck as he cradled her to his chest.
'It hurts, Jacks.'
'I know, love. I'm going to take you somewhere safe.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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She ran her fingers through his soft hair, just once.
He leaned in to her hand. 'That feels good,' he mumbled. 'You feel good, too.' He hooked an arm around her waist and drew her on to the bed.
'Jacks- what are you doing?'
'Just for tonight.' He tightened his arm, holding her even closer, until her chest was pressed against his bare skin.
'You're injured,' she breathed.
'This makes me feel better.' He spoke against her throat and finished with a lick that made her head begin to spin.
Now would have been a really good time to untangle herself.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Jacks' hand slid across the rail and twined his cold fingers with hers. He didn't hold back, he just held her hand, stunning her in to silence.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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... she couldn't believe the inexorable pull she felt was entirely one-sided.
She looked up at his unreadable eyes as he lowered her in to the bed. 'Do you still think of me as just a tool?'
Jacks frowned. 'I try not to think of you at all.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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His teeth grazed her pulse.
'Jacks-' It was suddenly impossible to form words. His mouth was against her throat and his teeth were on her skin. HIs teeth! Evangeline finally pressed against his chest. But it was as useless as trying to battle a block of marble. Hot, sculpted marble. She wanted to tell him not to bite her, but saying the word bite didn't seem like the wisest idea just then. 'You won't want this later.'
'Not really thinking about later.' He licked her, one languorous stroke up the column of her neck.
She gasped. 'You don't even like me.'
'I like you right now. I like you a lot.' He gently sucked her skin. 'In fact, I can't think of anything I like more.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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I didn't think you cared.'
'I don't. But you still owe me one kiss, and until I collect it, you're mine, and I do not like to share.'
'If I didn't know you better, I'd say you sounded jealous.'
'Of course I'm jealous. I'm a Fate.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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The first time I met her, she threatened to throw me from a sky carriage.'
'And you liked her for that?' Evangeline asked.
'I'd just threatened to kill her.' He said it as if they'd been flirting.
'This is a terrible love story, Jacks.'
'Who said it was a love story?' His tone turned back to acid.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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What have you done?' Evangeline demanded.
'Exactly what you asked.' Another bite of his apple. 'I made sure the wedding didn't happen.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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I am, and always have been - first, last, and always - a child of America.
You raised me. I grew up in the pastures and hills of Texas, but I had been to thirty-four states before I learned how to drive. When I caught the stomach flu in the fifth grade, my mother sent a note to school written on the back of a holiday memo from Vice President Biden. Sorry, sirβwe were in a rush, and it was the only paper she had on hand.
I spoke to you for the first time when I was eighteen, on the stage of the Democratic National Convention in Philadelphia, when I introduced my mother as the nominee for president. You cheered for me. I was young and full of hope, and you let me embody the American dream: that a boy who grew up speaking two languages, whose family was blended and beautiful and enduring, could make a home for himself in the White House.
You pinned the flag to my lapel and said, βWeβre rooting for you.β As I stand before you today, my hope is that I have not let you down.
Years ago, I met a prince. And though I didnβt realize it at the time, his country had raised him too.
The truth is, Henry and I have been together since the beginning of this year. The truth is, as many of you have read, we have both struggled every day with what this means for our families, our countries, and our futures. The truth is, we have both had to make compromises that cost us sleep at night in order to afford us enough time to share our relationship with the world on our own terms.
We were not afforded that liberty.
But the truth is, also, simply this: love is indomitable. America has always believed this. And so, I am not ashamed to stand here today where presidents have stood and say that I love him, the same as Jack loved Jackie, the same as Lyndon loved Lady Bird. Every person who bears a legacy makes the choice of a partner with whom they will share it, whom the American people will βhold beside them in hearts and memories and history books. America: He is my choice.
Like countless other Americans, I was afraid to say this out loud because of what the consequences might be. To you, specifically, I say: I see you. I am one of you. As long as I have a place in this White House, so will you. I am the First Son of the United States, and Iβm bisexual. History will remember us.
If I can ask only one thing of the American people, itβs this: Please, do not let my actions influence your decision in November. The decision you will make this year is so much bigger than anything I could ever say or do, and it will determine the fate of this country for years to come. My mother, your president, is the warrior and the champion that each and every American deserves for four more years of growth, progress, and prosperity. Please, donβt let my actions send us backward. I ask the media not to focus on me or on Henry, but on the campaign, on policy, on the lives and livelihoods of millions of Americans at stake in this election.
And finally, I hope America will remember that I am still the son you raised. My blood still runs from Lometa, Texas, and San Diego, California, and Mexico City. I still remember the sound of your voices from that stage in Philadelphia. I wake up every morning thinking of your hometowns, of the families Iβve met at rallies in Idaho and Oregon and South Carolina. I have never hoped to be anything other than what I was to you then, and what I am to you nowβthe First Son, yours in actions and words. And I hope when Inauguration Day comes again in January, I will continue to be.
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Casey McQuiston (Red, White & Royal Blue)
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Our hearts are curious things. So sentimental and easily misguided. Pull the right strings or snap the correct cords, and poof! Love strangles intelligence, even in the best of us.
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Kerri Maniscalco (Hunting Prince Dracula (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #2))
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As much as she hated the choice that Jacks was making, she didn't want to take it away. Instead, she hoped, one final time, that he would make a better one.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Winning is an archaic way or looking at romance. Her heart isn't like a cheap round of cards. Love isn't a game. It's a choice.
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Kerri Maniscalco (Becoming the Dark Prince (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #3.5))
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At the word sacrifice, something sparked in the Fate's cold eyes. He held the girl tighter, carrying her in his bloodstained arms as he stood and started down the ancient hall.
'What are you doing?' A crack of alarm showed in the queen's implacable face.
'I'm going to fix this.' He continued marching forward, holding the girl close as he carried her back through the arch.
The angels who'd been guarding it now wept. They cried tears of stone as the Fate set the girl at their feet and began wrenching stone after stone from the arch.
'Jacks of the Hollow,' warned the queen. 'Those arch stones can only be used one time to go back. They were not created for infinite trips to the past.'
'I know,' Jacks growled. 'I'm going to go back and stop your son from killing her.'
The queen's face fell. For a moment, she looked as old as the years she'd spent lying in suspended state. 'This is not a small mistake to fix. If you do this, Time will take something equally valuable from you.'
The Fate gave the queen a look more vicious than any curse. 'There is nothing of equal value to me.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Jacks didn't stop following her, and she had a feeling he never would.
She almost laughed at the idea that she'd thought she could run away from him. That he would simply let her go.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Once upon a time,
a girl who believed in fairytales
stole the heart of a prince
who had sworn to never love.
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Stephanie Garber (A Curse for True Love (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #3))
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I hurt everyone, Little Fox. But you have to be alive to hate me.' His eyes iced over. 'I do not want you dead, and I'll kill anyone who tries.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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He held her so tightly it hurt, but this pain she didn't mind. She'd let him crush her, let him break her, just as long as he never let her go. This was what she wanted, and she refused to believe that he didn't want it, too.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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She wanted the pain to end. She wanted to forget his dimpled smile, his brilliant blue eyes, the way he called her Little Fox. And suddenly, her chest was tight at the thought she might never heard that nickname again. And she didn't want to forget. She didn't want to forget at all.
She didn't want the memories erased or rewritten; she wanted more of them.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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You're good at this,' she murmured. 'Do you often travel with girls who've been flayed?'
That earned her a soft laugh. 'No.' Then quietly, as he ran a cloth along her lower back, just below the dip in her waist. 'Would you be jealous if I did?'
I'm not a jealous person was what Evangeline intended to say, but instead the words 'of course' came out.
Jacks laughed, louder this time.
Embarrassment surged through her. 'That's not what I meant to say.'
'It's all right. I'd probably kill another man if I found him with you like this.' Jacks' hands pressed harder as they went to her shoulders and, one by one, ripped off the sleeves of her dress so that what remained of the gown completely fell away.
She made a sound somewhere between a squeal and a gasp. 'What that really necessary?'
'No, but everyone should have their clothes ripped off at some point.'
She imagined Jacks was mostly trying to distract her from all the pain, yet she blushed all the way from her cheeks to her chest.
Out of the corner of her eye, she thought she saw him smile.
And for a second, nothing hurt.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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He willingly entered the cage, but now he regarded the lock like a thief contemplating all the ways he could break it.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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You know,' she confessed, 'I've always loved your dimples.'
'I know.' He smirked. 'You were so obvious with your love at first sight.'
'It was not love at first sight.' She huffed. 'I only said I like your dimples at the start.' She dropped her hand from his cheek. 'I didn't even like you. I thought you were terrible.'
'And yet.' He grabbed her hand again and wrapped it around his neck. 'You kept staring.'
Well...' She wrapped her other hand around his neck before sliding her fingers back into his hair. She really loved his hair. 'I might not have liked you, but you were always ridiculously handsome.
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Stephanie Garber (A Curse for True Love (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #3))
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He held on to her as if she were a grudge, his body rigid and tense, as if he really didn't want her there, and yet his arms were tight around her waist as through he had no intention of ever letting her go.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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This door did not want to be found.
Yet it couldnβt hide what it truly was from Evangeline.
The jagged shape of it was unmistakable. One side was a sloping curve, the other a serrated slash, forming one half of a broken heartβa symbol of the Fated Prince of Hearts.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Maybe he wasn't entirely hopeless. She wondered if he just hadn't had much practice at this. Comforting someone was an intimate thing, and according to the stories, intimacy didn't end well with Jacks. But he clearly knew how to be gentle.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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It's not what I did, Little Fox. It's what you've done.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Iβm not going to tell you to trust me, because thatβs a terrible idea. But you can believe that if I were going to have you harm Apollo, I wouldnβt be around when it happened.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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My turn again.
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Stephanie Garber (A Curse for True Love (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #3))
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You could never look awful,' he said faintly.
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Stephanie Garber (A Curse for True Love (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #3))
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You sound jealous.'
'If you think I'm jealous because someone else got to stab you, then you're right.'
'Prove it.'
She heard the slump of his dagger as it fell at her feet. It was the jeweled one he carried everywhere. So many of the gems were missing, but the knife's hilt still glittered in the torchlight, pulsing blue and purple, the colour of blood before it was spilled.
'What am I supposed to do with this?'
'You might want to use it, Little Fox.' The corner of his mouth twitched as he slowly slid his pale hands through the bars of the gate and broke the lock in half. It could have been a twig, a piece of paper, or her.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Evangeline stopped shaking his shoulder and smoothed back a lock of golden hair that had fallen across his sleeping face... it felt incredibly soft against her thawing fingers as she ran them through-
Jacks' hand covered hers, cold and firm atop her fingers. 'Bad... idea...,' he murmured.
She snatched her hand away. She hadn't meant to touch him like that. Jacks was not a thing to idly touch. He wasn't even a thing she liked. Although, as soon as she had the thought, she knew it wasn't true. Not anymore.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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I can see why Jacks likes you. You're a bit like her, you know?'
'Like who?'
The Handsome Stranger rubbed his jaw. 'He wouldn't be happy if he knew I said this, but if you're not careful, you'll end up like her as well.'
'Like who?' Evangeline repeated.
'His first fox.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Jacks ran across the cavern and punched Apollo in the face. Then he punched him again and again. He punched until he stopped feeling his fist, breaking Apolloβs bones. When blood spewed from the princeβs nose, Jacks felt it spray his cheek.
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Stephanie Garber (A Curse for True Love (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #3))
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... the girl remained unmoving. Dead. And yet the Fate continued to hold her.
'Bring her back,' he said softly.
'I am sorry,' said the queen who'd just awoken. She was a petite thing. She's tried to pull her son away from the girl to stop his unnatural feeding, but her hands were not strong enough. The queen could not fight immortals physically, but she had an iron will forged of mettle and mistakes. 'You know I cannot do that.'
The Fate finally looked up. 'Bring her back,' he repeated. For he also possessed an indomitable will. 'I know you can do it.'
The queen shook her head remorsefully. 'My heart breaks for you- for this. But I will not do this. After bringing back Castor and seeing what he became, I vowed to never use that sort of magic again.'
'Evangeline would be different.' The Fate glowered at the queen.
'No,' she repeated. 'You wouldn't be saving this girl, you would be damning her. Just as we did to Castor. She wouldn't want this life.'
'I don't care what she wants!' roared the Fate. 'I don't want her dead. She saved you, you need to save her.'
The queen took a shaky breath.
If the story curse could have breathed, it would have held its breath. It hoped the queen would say yes. Yes to bringing her back, to turning her in to another terrible immortal. Despite what this Fate believed, the girl would be horrible- the ones with endless life always were, eventually.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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I found I could not wait to show Thomas and perhaps be like a sudden ray of sun to brighten his spirits in return. Mr.Thomas Cresswell might not truly hold the title of prince, but that was perfectly fine. To me, he'd always be the king of my heart.
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Kerri Maniscalco (Hunting Prince Dracula (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #2))
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Mr. Thomas Cresswell might not truly hold the title of prince, but that was perfectly fine. To me, heβd always be the king of my heart.
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Kerri Maniscalco (Hunting Prince Dracula (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #2))
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People who don't like me call me Jacks.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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The girl was dead. If her lifeless body had not confirmed it, then it would have been made clear by the horrible scream of the Fate who held her in his arms. The story curse was familiar with pain, but this was agony, the sort of raw grief that was only seen once in a century. The Fate was every tear that anyone had ever shed for lost love. He was pain given form.
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The Fate didn't move. He didn't let the girl go. He looked as if he never would. He continued holding her as if he could return her to life with the force of his will. His eyes were wet with blood. Red tears fell down his cheeks and on to hers. But the girl didn't stir.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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There are much better ways to die than this, Little Fox.'
'Your attempts to comfort are tr-tragic,' Evangeline stuttered.
'You're still alive,' he grumbled. His fingers found her eyelids then, and with feather-soft touches, he brushed away the melting ice.
Maybe he wasn't entirely hopeless. She wondered if he just hadn't had much practice at this. Comforting someone was an intimate thing, and according to the stories, intimacy didn't end well with Jacks. But he clearly knew how to be gentle. She felt herself thaw in increments as his fingers went to her cheeks, sweeping away the frozen tears.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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She melted once more at the memory of how he'd said the word mine. It was only supposed to be for the night, but the pretending hadn't stopped. Light was bleeding through the windows, showering them in sunshine as they lay together, legs and arms entwined. One of his cool hands wrapped protectively around her waist, and the other had made its way up her skirt, holding her to him as if touching were a form of breathing.
They had moved closer as they slept, as if drawn by some force that she suspected was simply each other.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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You're a little scary right now, do you know that?'
She glared at him.
'That's a compliment, Little Fox.' He reached towards her and brushed a lock of hair behind her ear with one featherlight touch.
Butterflies moved inside her. Different from the ones that she felt whenever she saw Apollo. Because Apollo didn't frighten her.
'What are you doing?' she squeaked.
Jacks chuckled. 'If I knew all it took to scare you was a little touch, I would have tried this sooner.' His fingertips played with her earlobe.
Evangeline pulled away, almost stumbling on the frozen ground. She hated that her legs were so unsteady. That one small touch could affect her so.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Little Fox, when I saw you, I thought-'
He broke off as he set her atop all the twisted sheets. Then he fisted her hair in his hand and tugged until she was looking up at him. His face had all the agony of a fallen star, broken and beautiful, with eyes so blue, the colour of everything else looked dull.
Deliberately, his gaze fell to her lips.
Her breathing turned ragged, and she wished just once that he could kiss her.
He leaned closer and gently twisted her hair, angling her head as he brought their mouths incredibly close.
'You're still bleeding.' He licked the centre of her lips, soft and agonisingly slow. His tongue felt like heaven and hell. Like everything she wanted and all she couldn't have. She had to stop herself from leaning closer, though she doubted Jacks would let her. She could feel his fingers against her scalp, holding her in place, keeping her lips just shy of his.
But maybe it was close enough. Maybe they didn't have to touch. She could live like this as long as she could live with him.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Just one look set her blood on fire, and she liked the way it burned.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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The two of them would never be equal- he would always have more power than she did. But that didn't mean she was powerless.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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The Vine of Life grows a single melon. The color of the heart is unknown until the rind is split.
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Jack Vance (The Palace of Love (Demon Princes, #3))
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What is she doing here?' Chaos gave a tight nod to the girl in the slip.
Jacks shrugged. 'I thought you might need a snack when you get your helm off.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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He didn't believe they could kiss. He believed in doomed love and unhappily ever after.
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Stephanie Garber (A Curse for True Love (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #3))
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Here.' Jacks' voice was right behind her. And then she felt her ruffled cloak. He placed it across her shoulders and quickly secured the straps to her corset. 'If you freeze to death, the trouble I've gone to keeping you alive will be wasted.' His mocking tone was back, clipped and cutting, and yet she felt the soft brush of her fingertips lingering against her neck before he pulled away.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Do you kiss the prince because you actually enjoy it?β Jacks asked.
βOr is it because you honestly think it will magically revive him?β
βMaybe I do it because I know it will annoy you,β Evangeline answered archly.
Jacks flashed a smile that was far more wicked than welcoming. βGlad to know youβre thinking about me when you kiss your husband.β
Heat flushed her cheeks. βIβm not thinking nice things.β
βEven better.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Jacks dropped a heavy arm around her shoulders, sending a shock straight through her as he pulled her suddenly close.
'Want me to kill any of them for you?'
'No, they're just gossiping.'
'Then what if I merely give them the urge to cut out their own tongues?' he asked, flashing one of his dimples.
Evangeline stifled a giggle, though she knew she shouldn't be amused. She had no doubt he was serious about the tongues. 'Don't you dare-'
'You sure? They deserve it.' The whole House deserves it.
The thought was so quiet, Evangeline wasn't sure Jacks intended for her to hear it.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Why are you being so cruel?'
'Because you won't leave!' Jacks shouted. 'And if you stay, you will die. Chaos hasn't fed in thousands of years. I know he thinks he can control his hunger, but he can't. That's why they put the helm on him.'
'You could have just said that. If you didn't want me to say goodbye or you want me to leave, you don't have to hurt me to get me to do it.'
'I'm not- I-' Jacks broke off abruptly. His eyes were no longer just red, they were blazing with fear. She'd never seen him look so terrified before. She'd been poisoned, shot, lashed across the back, and Jacks had always kept his calm until now.
With a great deal of effort, he took a deep breath, and when he spoke again, his voice was soft but uneven. 'I'm sorry, Little Fox. I didn't want to hurt you, I just-'
He looked suddenly at a loss for words, as if whatever he said next might be the wrong thing. He's never looked at her like this before.
'Jacks, please, don't use the stones tonight. Come with me instead.'
He took a jagged breath. For a second, he looked torn. He raked a hand through his hair, his movements jagged.
Evangeline took a step closer.
He shuttered his expression and took a step back. 'This doesn't change anything. I still can't have you in my life. You and I aren't meant to be.'
'What if you're wrong?'
Evangeline had once heard a tale about a pair of doomed stars, drawn across skies toward each other's brightness, even though they knew that if they drew too close, their desire would end in a fiery explosion. This was how Jacks looked at her now. As if neither of them would survive if they drew any closer.
'Evangeline, you need to go.'
A thunderous roar poured out from the Valory, so loud it shook the arch and the angels and the ground at Evangeline's feet.
'Get out of here.' Jacks said.
She held his gaze, one final time, wishing she knew how to change his mind. 'I wish our story could have had another ending.'
'I don't want another ending,' Jacks said flatly. 'I just want you to leave.
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You're not here to hurt me.'
'You don't know that.' A muscle ticked in his jaw. 'This morning I nearly tossed you over the side of a bridge.'
'You also just killed someone to save my life.'
'Maybe I just enjoy killing people.
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I mean... it's just one night,' he said softly. 'In the morning, you can forget it. You can go back to pretending you don't like me, and I can pretend that I don't care. But for tonight, let me pretend you're mine.'
She melted at the word mine. For a dizzying second, she couldn't think. She couldn't bring herself to pull away, and yet she couldn't tell him she would stay.
'If it's easier, you can pretend, too,' he whispered. 'You can pretend I'm still Jacks of the Hollow and that you want to be mine.' His mouth pressed against her throat once more and slowly traced a blissful line up her neck, to her ear. Then his teeth nipped her earlobe.
She gasped. The bite was sharp and a little painful, as if he wanted to hold her and punish her, too. But he didn't have to punish her. This was already torture because she wanted it so much. She wanted him to want her, even if he was half-delirious in his wanting.
'I'm not delirious.' His voice was husky with something like sleep, but when he looked down on her, his eyes were clear and lucid.
And Evangeline felt as if she was tumbling in to them.
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He silently held her tighter and pressed his forehead to hers. She wasn't sure if he was crying or if she was, but there was wet on her cheeks. It felt a lot like tears.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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I don't think what you want will help you. But I do appreciate a good lost cause.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Jacks reclined in a throne of ice as he glared down at a fox that looked more corporeal than ghost- all fluffy white fur, save for a circle of tawny surrounding one of its coal-dark eyes.
He appeared horrified by the animal, as if it's adorableness might somehow soften some of his nasty edges. Evangeline wished it would as she stood back a little to watch, enjoying that for once, Jacks was the one in the uncomfortable position.
He flinched when the creature nuzzled his scuffed boots.
She laughed, finally drawing his attention. 'I think it likes you.'
'I don't know why,' Jacks scowled at the beast.
It responded by affectionately licking the buckle at his ankle.
Evangeline continued to smile. 'You should name it.'
'If I do that, it will think it's a pet.' Jacks words dripped with disgust, which only further convinced Evangeline this fox might be the best thing that had ever happened to this Fate.
'How about I name her for you? What do you think of Princess of the Fluffikins?'
'Don't ever say that again.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Bone white, blood red, here lies something long dead.
Tree of death and heart of stone. Never enter the crypt alone.
If you do, He'll mark your tracks, hunt you down, and then attack.
Bone white, blood red, there lie those who should have died.
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Everything between them felt as fragile as a raindrop that would cease to exist when it touched the ground. But the Hollow also felt like the sort of place where raindrops never touched the ground.
Jacks slowly ran a hand up and down her spine. 'Have you decided to stay.'
'I thought you already heard what I was thinking?' she whispered.
'I want you to say it out loud.' His words were low and quiet; she wouldn't have heard them if she hadn't been so close. And it struck her how intimate words could be, how they could be spoken only once , for only one person, and they would never be heard again, they would disappear like a moment, gone almost as soon as you realised they were there.
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She meant to say, For tonight, I'm yours, but all that came out was 'I'm yours.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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You should go,' he ground out.
'Why? Because you're going to burn your heart, and once you do that, you think you'll hurt me? You're already hurting me, Jacks.'
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'If I try to hurt you, the cuff will stop me,' he said roughly.
'I'm not talking about physically.
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Stephanie Garber (A Curse for True Love (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #3))
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What the hell are you doing?' Jacks growled.
Evangeline turned toward his voice, sweat trickling down her cheek, as she found him standing in the doorway. A vein throbbed furiously along the line of his smooth, marble neck. His skin looked so cool, and she was so hot. All she wanted was to press her mouth to his throat and maybe lick it just once. Her blood rushed faster at the thought, and her fangs started to lengthen.
'Jacks, get out of here!' Chaos ordered. 'Unless you've changed your mind about her becoming a vampire.'
Chaos gripped Evangeline's wrists tighter, pressing them- along with her- more firmly to the bed. She writhed against his grip; he was crushing her again with the full weight of his body.
Something loud cracked in the doorway.
Her eyes shot back to Jacks, who was fisting the now splintered edge of the door. Had he done that with his hands?
He certainly looked livid enough. His silver-blue eyes turned midnight dark as he watched her struggling under Chaos.
Evangeline dimly knew that she should stop her thrashing. If she broke free from Chaos and managed to bite Jacks, the life she had- the life she wanted to keep- would be over. But she also wanted this. She wanted Jacks to stop her struggling. She wanted him to rip Chaos off her chest so that he could pin her to the bed instead.
Evangeline took a rasping breath, and her gaze collided with Jacks' once more.
He scrubbed a hand over his jaw. With Evangeline's heightened senses, she could hear it clench under his palm. Then she heard the scrape of Jacks' boots as he sharply turned and disappeared down the hall.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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I'm sorry Donatella wounded you so badly,' Evangeline said. And she meant it. She imagined Jacks was probably leaving a few things out, but she believed his hurt was genuine. 'Maybe the stories have it wrong and there's another true love waiting for you.'
Jacks laughed derisively. 'Are you saying this because you think you can be her?' He eyed Evangeline through the bars, gaze bordering on indecent. 'Do you want to kiss me, Little Fox?'
Something new and terrible knotted up inside her. 'No, that's not what I'm saying.'
'You don't sound too sure about that. You might not like me, but I bet you'd like it if I kissed you.' His eyes went to her lips, and the heat that swept across her mouth felt like the beginning of a kiss.
'Jacks, stop it,' she demanded. He didn't really want to kiss her. He was just teasing her to deflect the pain. 'I know what you're doing.'
'I doubt it.' He smiled, flashing his dimples as he ran his tongue over the tip of a very sharp and long incisor, looking suddenly thoughtful. 'Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to stay like this. I rather like these.'
'You also like daylight.' Evangeline reminded him.
'I could probably live without the sun if I could trade it for other things.' He cocked his head. 'I wonder... if I were to become a true vampire, perhaps my kiss wouldn't be fatal anymore.' His fangs lengthened. 'You could let me bite you and we could try it out.'
Another piercing lick of heat, this time right beneath her jaw, then her wrist, and a few other intimate places she'd have never thought anyone would bite.
Evangeline blushed from her neck down to her collarbone. 'We're not talking about biting,' she said hotly.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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βDid I say I would help you?β His eyes went to the cream ribbons trailing up from her shoes to wrap around her ankles until they disappeared under the hem of her eyelet dress. It was one of her motherβs old gowns, covered in a stitched pattern of pale purple thistles, tiny yellow flowers, and little foxes.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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If you really believe this is what you want, you're lying to yourself.'
'I'm not lying to myself,' Jacks snarled.
'Then tell me this is what you truly want. Swear you want this more than anything else and I'll never mention it again.'
Jacks grabbed her by the shoulders and looked directly in to her eyes. For a minute, he didn't speak. He just looked at her, at the remaining blood still on her lips and the dried tears staining her cheeks. 'I swear this is what I really want.' He spoke each word like a vow. 'I want to erase every moment you and I have spent together, every word you've said to me, and every time I've touched you, because if I don't, I'll kill you, just like I killed the Fox.'
Evangeline's heart stopped.
She searched Jacks' eyes, but all she saw was darkness, and all she felt was the press of his hands. He held on to her the way a person might grasp the edge of a cliff, knowing once they let go, there was no taking hold again.
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Science needed coldness for exploratory advancements, but we were still human. Our minds might be made f steel when needed, but our hearts beat with compassion. We still cared deeply fro people and mourned.
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He leaned his head against the dark iron gate, and Evangeline would forever remember the way he looked just then.
He was still indescribably breathtaking, but it was all the tragic beauty of a sky where every single star was falling. His hair was a storm of broken gold. HIs eyes were a mess of silver and blue. The deadness she'd seen her first night in Valorfell was gone, but now she understood why it had been there, why he seemed so unable to give comfort or kindness. The girl who was supposed to be his one true love had literally stabbed him in the heart.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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How can I make you understand,' he growled, 'you and I together don't end well. We just end.'
'How can you know that if you haven't even tried?'
'Try?' Jacks laughed and the sound was awful.
'This isn't something you try at, Evangeline.'
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'This is something that gets one chance to be right or wrong, and if you're wrong, there's no trying again. There is nothing.
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Stephanie Garber (A Curse for True Love (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #3))
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I'm broken. I like to break things. Sometimes I want to break you.'
'Then break me, Jacks.'
His fingers tensed against her neck. 'For once I want to do the right thing. I can't do this. I can't watch you die again.'
The word again scraped against her like a thorn. 'What do you mean, again?'
'You died, Evangeline.' Jacks pulled her closer until she could feel the ragged rise and fall of his chest as he rasped. 'I held you in my arms as it happened.'
'Jacks... I don't know what you're talking about. I never died.'
'Yes, you did. The night you opened the Valory. The first time you did it, I didn't go with you.' He went silent for a moment and then she heard him think, I couldn't say goodbye.
'It was only you and Chaos,' he whispered. 'As soon as his helm was off, he killed you. I tried to stop him- I tried to save you- but-'
Jacks opened and shut his mouth as if he could barely get the words out. 'I couldn't. When I got there, he had already bitten you- and he'd already taken too much blood. You died as soon as you were in my arms. The only thing I could do was use the stones to turn back time. I was warned that it would cost me something. But I thought it would cost me. I didn't imagine it would take from you.'
I'm sorry, he thought.
'You don't need to be sorry, Jacks.'
'It's my fault,' he gritted out.
'No, it's not. I didn't lose my memories because you turned back time. I lost them because Apollo took them from me.'
Jacks looked murderous for a second. Then just as quickly he shook off her words. 'It doesn't matter. What matters is that you died. And if you die again, I cannot bring you back.'
'So you'd rather live without me?'
'I'd rather you live.'
'I am living, Jacks, and I am not going to die anytime soon.' Evangeline closed her eyes and then she kissed him.
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Stephanie Garber (A Curse for True Love (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #3))
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The Archer had always been so sure of himself and what he could do. He'd never been given a task he could not complete. There was no beast he could not track, no target he could not hit. He could shoot an apple from the hand of a friend at a thousand paces away- while it was being tossed in the air. He was a legend, he was the Archer, and he would have sacrificed it all to save her.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Her breath was short, and her heart was pounding- she feared that at any moment it might just give out. And he was standing there eating an apple.
But she knew he felt something. She no longer believed anything that had happened between them in the Hollow was because of the mirth stone. The mirth stone didn't create bliss; all it had done was mend wounds and take away fear.
What was Jacks afraid of? What was his wound.
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What exactly are you doing?' Jacks drawled.
The breath left her lungs, and the broken heart scar on her wrist caught fire. She hadn't even heard him enter. Evangeline stopped mid-twirl, her skirts still swishing as she caught his dashing reflection in the mirror.
Her heart gave a silly jolt. She tried to stop it. But while Jacks was many terrible things, there was no denying that he was also painfully handsome. It was the golden hair. In certain lights, it looked like real gold, shining over eyes that glittered more than human eyes ever could. So maybe it was the eyes as well. And perhaps she could blame a little on his lips. They were perfect, of course, and right now they were smiling with amusement.
'So this is what you do when I'm not around?'
Evangeline felt the sudden urge to hide inside her wardrobe, but she tampered it down as she turned and met his gaze with a smile of her own. 'You think about what I do when you're not around?'
'Careful, Little Fox.' He took a step forward. 'You sound excited by the idea.'
'I'm not, I assure you,' she said, wishing she didn't sound so breathless. 'I merely like the thought that I torment you as much as you torment me.'
Jacks flashed one of his dimples, making him look deceptively charming. 'So you're the one who thinks about what I do when you're not around?'
'Only because I know you're up to no good.'
'No good.' He laughed as he said the words. 'I would hope you know by now that I'm up to far worse than just "no good".
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You should follow your heart. Forget the rest. Ileana stood and gathered up the used plates and napkins. Thomas is human and will make mistakes, and as long as he apologizes and it's something yo can live with? It's worth loving him today. It's also worth forgiving him, too. You never know when he might be taken from you.
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He swallowed hard and clenched his jaw. 'You have no idea what I'm feeling now.'
He looked at her lips, and the most tortured expression she'd ever seen crossed his face.
When Jacks wanted something, it was with an intensity that could break worlds and build kingdoms. That was the energy pouring off him now, as if he wanted to destroy her and make her his queen all at once.
And it was oh so tempting to let him. Magic crackled in the sliver of space between them. Golden and electric and alive. It felt like the end of a fairytale, when one kiss has more power than a thousand wars or a hundred spells.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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(β¦) But I have never known jealousy until I was introduced to it aboard the Etruria. I want to deny it, to pretend Iβm some perfect, unfeeling machine who didnβt care, but thatβs a vicious lie. I cared. I cared so much I wanted to punch a wall, as senseless and idiotic as that would be. I considered shoving that pompous ass of a ringmaster right off the deck, knowing Iβd rejoice in his drowning. It gave me unparalleled pleasure just imagining his demise. You have no idea the strength it takes, shoving that beast inside, remembering thatβs not the kind of person I want to be. Not now, or ever. I will not become a monster for you. The kind of love I crave isnβt cruel or possessive. Do not expect me to act either way. I will never beg or use subversive tactics to win your heart. I will earn it because you choose to give it to me of your own free will, or I wonβt have it at all. I will never manipulate you. No one should. And if they do? They arenβt worth your time.
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I love you, Jacks.'
He closed his eyes as she said the word love.
She hoped a little harder. She wanted to ask him to look at her, but all that mattered was that he didn't let her go.
'I used to wonder if fate was real,' she said gently. 'I used to fear it meant that I had no real choices. Then I secretly hoped fate was real and that you and I were fated, that by some miraculous chance I was your true love. But now I don't care if fate is real- because I don't need it to decide for me. I don't it to make this choice. I've made my decision, Jacks. It's you. It will always be you, until the end of time. And I'll fight fate or anyone else who tries to tear us apart- including you. You are my choice. You are my love. You are mine. And you are not going to be the end of me, Jacks.'
'I think I already am.' He opened his eyes as they dripped red tears. 'Let me go, Evangeline.'
'Tell me you won't set fire to your heart, and I will let you go.'
'Don't ask me to do that.'
'Then don't ask me to let you go!
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You want to know how the story really ends? You want to know the part of the tale that everyone forgets?'
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'I told you that I killed her, but I didn't say how.' A dangerous intensity slipped in to Jacks' voice. 'I didn't tell you that I ran away, that I tried to leave her so I wouldn't hurt her. I didn't know if I really loved her, or if my feelings were all from the curse, because it wouldn't let me stop thinking about her. But she had more faith in me that I did. She chased after me. She was convinced I really loved her and that I could fight the curse. And I did. I never laid a hand on her. I overcame the Archer's curse. But it didn't matter, because as soon as I kissed her, she died.' Jack's mouth twisted bitterly. 'Since then, every girl I've kissed has died, except for one. And you are not that girl.
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The icy water hit hard as earth. She thrashed on instinct, but Jacks held her tightly. His arms were unyielding, dragging her up through the crashing waves. Salt water snaked up her nose, and the cold filled her veins. She was coughing and sputtering, barely able to take down air as Jacks swam to shore with her in tow. He held her close and carried her from the ocean as if his life depended on it instead of hers.
'I will not let you die.' A single bead of water dripped from Jacks' lashes on to her lips. It was raindrop soft, but the look in his eyes held the force of a storm.
It should have been too dark to his expression, but the crescent moon burned brighter with each second, lining edges of Jacks' cheekbones as he looked at her with too much intensity.
The crashing ocean felt suddenly quiet in contrast to her pounding heart, or maybe it was his heart.
Jacks' chest was heaving, his clothes were soaked, his hair was a mess across his face- yet in that moment, Evangeline knew he would carry her through fire if he had to, haul her from the clutches of war, from falling cities and breaking worlds. And for one brittle heartbeat, Evangeline understood why so many girls died from his lips. If Jacks hadn't betrayed her, if he hadn't set her up for murder, she might have been a little bewitched by him.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Most of Jacks' books were crookedly stacked and next to volumes without any apparent reason, except for a small collection of the last book she'd have expected to find here: The Ballad of the Archer and the Fox.
Something warmed inside of her at the sight of so many copies of her favourite storybook.
Jacks owned seven volumes, ranging from old to very old. Positioned more precisely than anything else in his den, they sat side by set, on the tip-top of the shelf, the sort of place where a person stored books they didn't want anyone else touching.
What was all this about?
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Evangeline reached for the first volume- she knew she was being distracted. But all she wanted was to look at the last page and see what sort of ending the story had. She wanted to know if it had a happy ending- if the Archer kissed his Fox girl or if he killed her. And maybe seeing all these books felt like a sign. She was starting to think that sometimes she imagined things were signs when they weren't. But that didn't mean they were not actual signs.
She opened the first book, but the pages in the back were all ripped out. And unfortunately, she did not have better luck with any of the other volumes. Every copy fought her. One book kept falling from her hands every time she tried to open it. Another book only had blank pages at the end.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Please, I know you understand heartbreak. Stop Luc from marrying Marisol. Save my heart from breaking again.β
βNow, that was a pathetic speech.β Two slow claps followed the indolent voice, which sounded just a few feet away.
Evangeline spun around, all the blood draining from her face. She didnβt expect to see himβthe young man whoβd been tearing his clothes in the back of the church. Although it was difficult to believe this was the same person. She had thought that boy was in agony, but he must have ripped away his pain along with the sleeves of his jacket, which now hung in tatters over a striped black-and-white shirt that was only halfway tucked into his breeches.
He sat on the dais steps, lazily leaning against one of the pillars with his long, lean legs stretched out before him. His hair was golden and messy, his too-bright blue eyes were bloodshot, and his mouth twitched at the corner as if he didnβt enjoy much, but he found pleasure in the brief bit of pain heβd just inflicted upon her. He looked bored and rich and cruel.
βWould you like me to stand up and turn around so that you can take in the rest of me?β he taunted.
The color instantly returned to Evangelineβs cheeks. βWeβre in a church.β
βWhat does that have to do with anything?β In one elegant move, the young man reached into the inner pocket of his ripped burgundy coat, pulled out a pure white apple, and took one bite. Dark red juice dripped from the fruit to his long, pale fingers and then onto the pristine marble steps.
βDonβt do that!β Evangeline hadnβt meant to yell. Although she wasnβt shy with strangers, she generally avoided quarrelling with them. But she couldnβt seem to help it with this crass young man. βYouβre being disrespectful.β
βAnd youβre praying to an immortal who kills every girl he kisses. You really think he deserves any reverence?β The awful young man punctuated his words with another wide bite of his apple.
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Hello,' he said, almost shyly, as he approached the table. He was barefoot and shirtless, and adorably tousled, with golden hair falling over sparkly eyes that looked as if they were still waking up.
'Hi.' Her voice came out oddly shy as well, which only seemed to make Jacks smile.
'You didn't have to sneak out of bed,' he said.
'I didn't sneak.'
'Then why didn't you stay?' He casually slid in to the seat beside her and turned to her with a wolfish grin. It was a smile like a fairytale, part villain, part hero, part impossible ever after.
She couldn't bear how much she loved it.
But then she remembered the stone. She imagined she'd feel differently if it was in an iron box, and she feared that Jacks would, too. That he wouldn't be looking at her as if he wanted to devour her instead of the breakfast.
'Tomorrow, I won't let you leave so easily.' His eyes flashed with mischief, and he stole a bite of her toast.
The gesture was so simple and so comfortable, and all she could think was that it would be so easy to stay here. 'I thought you said it was just one night.'
'I thought you never believed what I said.' He shook his head reproachfully and tugged her on to his lap.
'Jacks-' Evangeline put a hand against his chest. She could feel his heart was pounding, which surprised her. On the outside, he looked so casual and careless, but now she imagined he felt as nervous as she did. It made her want to pull him closer, to press her head in to his shoulder and tell him all the things that she was trying not to feel.
She wrapped her arms around his neck , and for a second she held tight. She held him as if he was hers and she was his, and there was nothing else between them. No curses. No lies. No past wounds or mistakes. She held him as if there was only now, as if nothing else mattered but this moment. Then she let him go. She shoved off his laps with clumsy arms and even clumsier legs that stumbled as she tried to step back.
'Evangeline... what's wrong?' A line creased between his brows.
'This isn't real, Jacks. You and I, we're under the influence of the mirth stone.'
'You think you would only feel this way about me because of a rock?' Jacks' mouth clamped shut. For a moment he looked angry, but she looked in his eyes, all she could see was hurt.
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Do you think what he's doing is a good idea?'
The vampire rubbed the jaw of his helm. 'I think we should get going.'
'I'll take that as a no.'
Chaos sighed, one part impatient, one part beleaguered. 'I don't ever think time travel is a good idea. I've lived long enough to know that the past doesn't like to be changed. Jacks believes his plan will work because he only wants to alter one thing. But Jacks' reason gets clouded when he wants something badly enough. I believe the only way that time travel works is if the past hadn't had time to settle. The further back you go, the more Time fights against changes. And given the vindictive nature of Time, even if Jacks succeeds in changing the past, Time will no doubt make sure he loses something else in order to pay for it. So you are correct, I think he's making a mistake.'
'Then help me change his mind!'
Chaos shook his head ruefully. 'You're not good for him, either, Princess. This is a better mistake for Jacks to make than you. If he were to stay for you, he would kill you, and your death would kill him. Trust me, Evangeline. If you care about Jacks, the best thing you can do for him is let him go.'
'That doesn't feel like the best thing,' she said. But a part of her couldn't deny that maybe Chaos was right.
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Jacks-' Evangeline tried not to sound as if her heart was racing.
'Don't you want to hurt me anymore, Little Fox?' His finger reached out and lightly traced her exposed collarbone, setting every inch of her skin on fire. 'You can pick up the dagger any time now.'
But Evangeline couldn't pick up the dagger. She could barely manage to keep breathing. His hand was now at the hollow of her throat, careful and caressing. Jacks had touched her before- last night he'd held her while she'd slept, but he'd acted if that had been torture. His touch hadn't been warm, or curious.
Or maybe she was the one who was curious. She knew she shouldn't be. But hadn't she wondered what it would be like to be wanted with the intensity that Jacks seemed to want things?
His mouth curved wider as his hands moved from her throat to her shoulders and slowly slid the cape away, leaving more of her skin exposed.
'You should go back on the other side of the gate.' Her voice was hoarse.
'You're the one who said I needed a distraction.' HIs fingers drifted lower, trailing down her chest to the sensitive stretch of skin right above the lacy line of her corset. 'Isn't this better than talking?' One finger dipped all the way in to the corset.
Her breathing hitched. 'I don't think this is a good idea.'
'That's what makes it interesting.' His other hand found her jaw, while the finger in her corset gently stroked just above her heart, coaxing it to beat even faster.
'You can always pick up the blade,' he taunted. 'You wouldn't like me as a vampire, Little Fox.
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Stephanie Garber (Once Upon a Broken Heart (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #1))
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Do you still want to know what the stones do when they're together?'
'Yes,' she said. But suddenly, she felt nervous. This was the answer she'd been waiting for. The one she'd been begging for. All this time, she'd been dying to know what Jacks really wanted. For a while, she'd been afraid of it, because she didn't want him to hurt anyone. But now from the way he looked at her, she suddenly feared the only person his answer would hurt was her.
Jacks crossed over to his desk and picked up a white apple. He tossed it as he said. 'When the four stones are combined, a person has the power to return to any moment in their past. It can only be done once. Once the stones have been used for this purpose, they'll never have the power to be used like this again.'
For a second, it didn't sound so bad. Lots of people had moments they wanted to change. That day alone, there were several things Evangeline would have done differently. 'What moment do you want to go back to?'
Jacks looked at the apple in his hand as he answered. 'I want to return to the moment I met Donatella.'
'The princess who stabbed you?'
He nodded tightly.
For a second, Evangeline was speechless. Of all the answers, she did not expect this. She quickly flashed back to the night that she and Jacks had spent together in the crypt, when he'd finally told her the story of Princess Donatella- how he'd kissed her and it should have killed her, but instead, it made his heart beat. She should have been his one true love, but Donatella chose another and stabbed Jacks in the heart.
'Why would you want to go back for her?'
Jacks worked his jaw. 'She was supposed to be my one true love- I want another chance at that.'
'But this doesn't make sense,' Evangeline said. 'Why go to all this trouble for a girl who you don't love?' Because Evangeline knew Jacks didn't love Donatella. She might have believed it before when she'd first heard the story, but Evangeline couldn't fathom it now.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))