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If books could have more, give more, be more, show more, they would still need readers who bring to them sound and smell and light and all the rest that canβt be in books.
The book needs you.
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Gary Paulsen (The Winter Room)
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I owe everything I am and everything I will ever be to books.
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Gary Paulsen (Shelf Life: Stories by the Book)
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I read like a wolf eats.
I read myself to sleep every night.
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Gary Paulsen
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Patience, he thought. So much of this was patience - waiting, and thinking and doing things right. So much of all this, so much of all living was patience and thinking.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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Why do I read?
I just can't help myself.
I read to learn and to grow, to laugh
and to be motivated.
I read to understand things I've never
been exposed to.
I read when I'm crabby, when I've just
said monumentally dumb things to the
people I love.
I read for strength to help me when I
feel broken, discouraged, and afraid.
I read when I'm angry at the whole
world.
I read when everything is going right.
I read to find hope.
I read because I'm made up not just of
skin and bones, of sights, feelings,
and a deep need for chocolate, but I'm
also made up of words.
Words describe my thoughts and what's
hidden in my heart.
Words are alive--when I've found a
story that I love, I read it again and
again, like playing a favorite song
over and over.
Reading isn't passive--I enter the
story with the characters, breathe
their air, feel their frustrations,
scream at them to stop when they're
about to do something stupid, cry with
them, laugh with them.
Reading for me, is spending time with a
friend.
A book is a friend.
You can never have too many.
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Gary Paulsen (Shelf Life: Stories by the Book)
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I tried to contain myself... but I escaped!
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Gary Paulsen
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I spent uncounted hours sitting at the bow looking at the water and the sky, studying each wave, different from the last, seeing how it caught the light, the air, the wind; watching patterns, the sweep of it all, and letting it take me.
The sea.
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Gary Paulsen (Caught by the Sea)
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Books make me feel safe. Books make me feel normal.
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Gary Paulsen
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Read like a wolf eats.
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Gary Paulsen
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He did not know how long it took, but later he looked back on this time of crying in the corner of the dark cave and thought of it as when he learned the most important rule of survival, which was that feeling sorry for yourself didn't work. It wasn't just that it was wrong to do, or that it was considered incorrect. It was more than that--it didn't work.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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And the last thought he had that morning as he closed his eyes was: I hope the tornado hit the moose.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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That's all it took to solve problems - just sense.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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...this beginning motion, this first time when a sail truly filled and the boat took life and knifed across the lake under perfect control, this was so beautiful it stopped my breath...
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Gary Paulsen (Caught by the Sea)
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When he sat alone in the darkness and cried and was done, all done with it, nothing had changed. His leg still hurt, it was still dark, he was still alone and the self-pity had accomplished nothing.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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He had to keep thinking of them because if he forgot them and did not think of them they might forget about him. And he had to keep hoping.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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Things seemed to go back and forth between reality and imagination--except that it was all reality.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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He could not play the game without hope; could not play the game without a dream. They had taken it all away from him now, they had turned away from him and there was nothing for him now...He was alone and there was nothing for him.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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the most important rule of survival, which was that feeling sorry for yourself didnβt work.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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She was beautiful in a way that only wild things can be beautiful.
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Gary Paulsen (Winterdance: The Fine Madness of Running the Iditarod)
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The person who reads can bail, but the person who doesn't fails.
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Gary Paulsen
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She was brilliant and joyous and she believed- probably correctly- that libraries contain the answers to all things, to everything, and that if you can't find the information you seek in the library, then such information probably doesn't exist in this or any parallel universe now or ever to be known. She was thoughtful and kind and she always believed the best of everybody. She was, above all else, a master librarian and she knew where to find any book on any subject in the shortest possible time.
And she was wonderfully unhinged.
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Gary Paulsen (Mudshark)
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Do what you can as you can. Trouble, problems, will come no matter what you do , and you must respond as they come.
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Winter (Brian's Saga, #3))
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Not hope that he would be rescued--that was gone. But hope in his knowledge. Hope in the fact that he could learn and survive and take care of himself. Tough hope, he thought that night. I am full of tough hope.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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He could see it now. Oh, yes, all as he ran in the sun, his legs liquid springs.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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...You can take the man out of the woods, but you can't take the woods out of the man.
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Return (Brian's Saga, #4))
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I am full of tough hope
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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Initially, he worried that he might be going crazy. But then he decided if you felt you were crazy you weren't really crazy because he had heard somewhere that crazy people didn't know they were insane.
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Winter (Brian's Saga, #3))
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Stories are like a river that flows - you dip a bucket in it
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Gary Paulsen
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Gary Paulsen - "If you work on something hard and get some success. You can get some nice rewards.
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Gary Paulsen
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never say never
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Gary Paulsen
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Everything was green, so green it went into him.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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This is going to be murder," Fransic whispered to Mr. Trimes. "Pure murder."
"I'm glad to see your confidence returning, Mr. Tucket. Just a few minutes ago you were ready to give up. Now you're talking about killing him."
"I meant it the other way."
"Oh.
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Gary Paulsen (Mr. Tucket (The Tucket Adventures, #1))
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Brian looked back and for a moment felt afraid because the wolf was so... so right. He knew Brian, knew him and owned him and chose not to do anything to him. But the fear moved then, moved away,and Brian knew the wolf for what it was - another part of the woods, another part of all of it.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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Words are alive--when I've found a story that I love, I read it again and again, like playing a favorite song over and over.
Reading isn't passive--I enter the story with the characters, breathe their air, feel their frustrations,
scream at them to stop when they're about to do something stupid, cry with them, laugh with them.
Reading for me, is spending time with a friend. A book is a friend. You can never have too many.
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Gary Paulsen (Shelf Life: Stories by the Book)
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moose was a moose. There
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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And he's never met anyone like Harris, his unruly daredevil of a cousin.
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Gary Paulsen (Harris and Me)
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The burning eyes did not come back, but memories did, came flooding in. The words. Always the words. Divorce.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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This is the final book about Brian
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Return (Brian's Saga, #4))
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If his mother hadnβt begun to see him and forced the divorce, Brian wouldnβt be here now. He
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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Simple. Keep it simple. I am Brian Robeson. I have been in a plane crash. I am going to find some food. I am going to find some berries. He
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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Maybe it was always that way, discoveries happened because they needed to happen.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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He had learned this: Nothing that lived, nothing that walked or crawled or flew or swam or slithered or oozedβnothing, not one thing on Godβs earth wanted to die. No matter what people thought or said about chickens or fish or cattleβthey all wanted to live.
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Winter (Hatchet, #3))
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All the luck in the world has to come every year, in every part of every year, or there is not a harvest and then the luck, the bad luck will come and everything we are, all that we can ever be, all the Einsteins and babies and love and hate, all the joy and sadness and sex and wanting and liking and disliking, all the soft summer breezes on cheeks and first snowflakes, all the Van Goghs and Rembrandts and Mozarts and Mahlers and Thomas Jeffersons and Lincolns and Ghandis and Jesus Christs, all the Cleopatras and lovemaking and riches and achievements and progress, all of that, every single damn thing that we are or ever will be is dependent on six inches of topsoil and the fact that the rain comes when it's needed and does not come when it is not needed; everything, every...single...thing comes with that luck.
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Gary Paulsen (Clabbered Dirt, Sweet Grass)
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Listen to me, he thought. If I were talking out loud, Iβd be whining. Derek gets hit and I act like Iβm the one getting messed up. It
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Gary Paulsen (The River (Hatchet, #2))
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I couldnβt change the wind but perhaps I could reduce the effect of the wind on the boat.
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Gary Paulsen (Caught by the Sea: My Life on Boats)
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There is always a solution. For everything. Always. Sometimes it isn't pretty and takes a little longer, but there is still a solution.
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Gary Paulsen (The Schernoff Discoveries)
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berries he would have to eat the gut cherries again
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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Because every day in my journal I write down the best thing that's happened to me. And today it's you." When
When Johanna said that, I felt light, warm in that spot just above my stomach where it usually feels clenched and tight.
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Gary Paulsen
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None of that used to be in Brian and now it was a part of him, a changed part of him, a grown part of him, and the two things, his mind and his body, had come together as well, had made a connection with each other that he didnβt quite understand
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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We have grown away from knowledge, away from knowing what something is really like, toward knowing only what somebody else says it is like. There seems to be a desire to ignore the truth in favor of drama.
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Gary Paulsen (Guts: The True Stories behind Hatchet and the Brian Books)
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The book is that is the good one is Woodsong and we are trying to finish it.
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Gary Paulsen (Woodsong)
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Change is good, but sometimes leaving things the way they've always been is better.
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Gary Paulsen (Lawn Boy Returns)
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You want to stay hungry...to learn. You get full, you get sleepy, lazy; you get lazy, you don't learn.
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Gary Paulsen (The Car)
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He widened the hole with his finger and looked inside.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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But perhaps more than his body was the change in his mind, or in the way he was--was becoming. I am not the same, he thought. I see, I hear differently.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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No, not secrets so much as just the Secret. What he knew and had not told anybody, what he knew about his mother that had caused the divorce, what he knew, what he knew--- the Secret.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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It was a strange feeling, holding the rifle. It somehow removed him from everything around him. Without the rifle he had to fit in, to be part of it all, to understand it and use it - the woods, all of it. With the rifle, suddenly, he didn't have to know, did not have to be afraid or understand. He didn't have to get close to a foolbird to kill it - didn't have to know how it would stand if he didn't look at it and moved off to the side.
The rifle changed him, the minute he picked it up, and he wasn't sure he liked the change much.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Brian's Saga, #1))
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But the beauty of the woods, the incredible joy of it is too alluring to be ignored, and I could not stand to be away from it--indeed, still can't--and so I ran dogs simply to run dogs; to be in and part of the forest, the woods
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Gary Paulsen (Winterdance: The Fine Madness of Running the Iditarod)
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To know things, for us to know things, is bad for them. We get to wanting and when we get to wanting it's bad for them. They thinks we want what they got . . . . That's why they don't want us reading.
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Gary Paulsen (Nightjohn (Sarny))
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kep on trying
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Gary Paulsen
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But Iβm your brother.β Daniel sounded genuinely wounded. βYou,β she announced, βare a turd in the punch bowl of life.
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Gary Paulsen (Liar, Liar: The Theory, Practice and Destructive Properties of Deception (Liar Liar))
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There were these things to do.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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Brian had once had an English teacher, a guy named Perpich, who was always talking about being positive, thinking positive, staying on top of things.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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Well, heβd actually never heard anybody say it. But he felt that it should be true. There
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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All I need is some barbecue sauce,β he said aloud, grease dripping down his chin. βAnd a CokeΒ .Β .Β .β When
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Winter (Hatchet, #3))
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The answer to his problem had come to
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Gary Paulsen (The River (Hatchet, #2))
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Simple. Keep it simple. I am Brian Robeson. I have been in a plane crash. I am going to find some food. I am going to find some berries.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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most important rule of survival, which was that feeling sorry for yourself didnβt work.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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We donβt like to think of ourselves as preyβit is a lessening thoughtβbut the truth is that in our arrogance and so-called knowledge we forget that we are not unique. We are part of nature as much as other animals, and some animalsβsharks, fever-bearing mosquitoes, wolves and bear, to name but a fewβperceive us as a food source, a meat supply, and simply did not get the memo about how humans are superior.
It can be shocking, humbling, painful, very edifying and sometimes downright fatal to run into such an animal.
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Hunt (Brian's Saga, #5))
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All I need is some barbecue sauce,β he said aloud, grease dripping down his chin. βAnd a CokeΒ .Β .Β .
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Winter (Hatchet, #3))
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Misery is optional.
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Gary Paulsen (Molly McGinty Has a Really Good Day)
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If you look at it from the right point of view, lying is just good manners.
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Gary Paulsen (Liar, Liar: The Theory, Practice and Destructive Properties of Deception (Liar Liar))
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heβs not stupid, heβs just not observant.
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Gary Paulsen (Liar, Liar: The Theory, Practice and Destructive Properties of Deception (Liar Liar))
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It must have been a snapper
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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The memory was like a knife cutting into him. Slicing deep into him with hate.
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Gary Paulsen
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He was out of food, but he could look tomorrow and he could build a signal fire tomorrow and get more wood tomorrow .Β .Β . The
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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discoveries happened because they needed to happen. He
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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The hatchet. The key to it all. Nothing without the hatchet. Just that would take all his thanks. And
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Winter (Hatchet, #3))
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A person can do practically anything for a short time if he doesn't think he has to do it for life.
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Gary Paulsen (The Schernoff Discoveries)
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Perhaps when I am grown I will not know anything. Perhaps that is the way it works, the way it is with growing. When you grow, you start to unlearn things.
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Gary Paulsen (The Island)
Gary Paulsen (Brian's Winter (Hatchet, #3))
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being positive, thinking positive, staying on top of things.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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In measured time forty-seven days had passed since the crash. Forty-two days, he thought, since he had died and been born as the new Brian.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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He was not the same. The plane passing changed him, the disappointment cut him down and made him new. He was not the same and would never be again like he had been. That was one of the true things, the new things. And the other one was that he would not die, he would not let death in again.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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None of that used to be in Brian and now it was a part of him, a changed part of him, a grown part of him, and the two things, his mind and his body, had come together as well, had made a connection with each other that he didnβt quite understand.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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For those of you who wish to get a feel for it, get in the car and bring it up to fifty miles an hour and then stick your head and arms outside and, while driving, try to fold up a simple bath towel in the wind
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Gary Paulsen (Caught by the Sea)
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He could not play the game without hope; could not play the game without a dream. They had taken it all away from him now, they had turned away from him and there was nothing for him now. The plane gone, his family gone, all of it
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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Gone. We were out in the country and everything slowed down into rolling hills covered with snow. There were trees, but no leaves, and I could not remember seeing anything so white and clean. Winter in the city was gray and the snow was dirty, but out here it was so bright it hurt my eyes and I had to turn away.
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Gary Paulsen (Christmas Sonata)
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I began to understand that they are not wrong or rightβthey just are. Wolves don't know they are wolves. That's a name we have put on them, something we have done. I do not know how wolves think of themselves, nor does anybody, but I did know and still know that it was wrong to think they should be the way I wanted them to be.
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Gary Paulsen (Woodsong)
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In a real situation, like when I was here before, there were things wrongβgoing wrong. The plane didnβt land and set me on the shore. It crashed. A man was dead. I was hurt. I didnβt know anything. Nothing at all. I was, maybe, close to death and now weβre out here going la-de-da, Iβve got a fish; la-de-da, there are some more berries.
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Gary Paulsen (The River (Hatchet, #2))
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He could not play the game without hope; could not play the game without a dream. They had taken it all away from him now, they had turned away from him and there was nothing for him now. The plane gone, his family gone, all of it gone. They would not come. He was alone and there was nothing for him.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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It stopped him, the idea of giving thanks. At first his mind just stopped and he thought, for what? For the plane crash, for being here? I should thank somebody for that? Then a small voice, almost a whisper, came into his mind and all it said was: It could have been worse; you could have been down in the plane with the pilot. And
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Winter (Hatchet, #3))
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Had it been just the two of us with the flock, I am sure it would have been a complete disaster. But Louie came with a helper, partner, friend, second brain: a border collie named (he must have wanted the similarities in names) Louise, and she quicklyβafter watching me for a moment and seeing how useless I wasβtook over completely.
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Gary Paulsen (This Side of Wild: Mutts, Mares, and Laughing Dinosaurs)
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While now and then you hear somebody talking about how β.Β .Β . beautiful and elegant the predator-prey relationship is, how natural and proper the death of the prey is,β it is usually so much misunderstood balderdash by people who have not witnessed it very many times, or worse, by people who have witnessed only highly edited versions on film.
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Gary Paulsen (This Side of Wild: Mutts, Mares, and Laughing Dinosaurs)
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All Summer in a Dayβ by Ray Bradbury Because of Winn-Dixie by Kate DiCamillo Big Nate series by Lincoln Peirce The Black Cauldron (The Chronicles of Prydain) by Lloyd Alexander The Book Thiefβ by Markus Zusak Brianβs Hunt by Gary Paulsen Brianβs Winter by Gary Paulsen Brown Girl Dreaming by Jacqueline Woodson Bud, Not Buddy by Christopher Paul Curtis The Call of the Wild by Jack London The Cat in the Hat by Dr. Seuss Charlotteβs Web by E.Β B. White The Chronicles of Narnia series by C.Β S. Lewis Diary of a Wimpy Kid series by Jeff Kinney Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury The Giver by Lois Lowry Goodnight Moon by Margaret Wise Brown Harry Potter series by J. K. Rowling Hatchet by Gary Paulsen The High King (The Chronicles of Prydain) by Lloyd Alexander The Hobbit by J.Β R.Β R. Tolkien Holes by Louis Sachar The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins I Am LeBron James by Grace Norwich I Am Stephen Curry by Jon Fishman Island of the Blue Dolphins by Scott OβDell Johnny Tremain by Esther Hoskins Forbes Julie of the Wolves by Jean Craighead George Kidnapped by Robert Louis Stevenson LeBronβs Dream Team: How Five Friends Made History by LeBron James and Buzz Bissinger The Lightning Thief β(Percy Jackson and the Olympians) by Rick Riordan A Long Walk to Water by Linda Sue Park The Merry Adventures of Robin Hood by Howard Pyle Number the Stars by Lois Lowry The Outsiders by S. E. Hinton The River by Gary Paulsen The Sailor Dog by Margaret Wise Brown Sarah, Plain and Tall by Patricia MacLachlan Shiloh by Phyllis Reynolds Naylor βA Sound of Thunderβ by Ray Bradbury Star Wars Expanded Universe novels (written by many authors) Star Wars series (written by many authors) The Swiss Family Robinson by Johann D. Wyss Tales from a Not-So-Graceful Ice Princess (Dork Diaries) by Rachel RenΓ©e Russell Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing by Judy Blume βThe Tell-Tale Heartβ by Edgar Allan Poe Treasure Island by Robert Louis Stevenson Tuck Everlasting by Natalie Babbitt Under the Blood-Red Sun by Graham Salisbury The Very Hungry Caterpillar by Eric Carle When You Reach Me by Rebecca Stead A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine LβEngle
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Andrew Clements (The Losers Club)
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What he did instead was clean his shelter. He had been sleeping on the foam pad that had come with the survival pack and he straightened everything up and hung his bag out in the sun to air-dry and then used the hatchet to cut the ends of new evergreen boughs and laid them like a carpet in the shelter. As soon as he brought the boughs inside and the heat from the fire warmed them they gave off the most wonderful smell, filled the whole shelter with the odor of spring, and he brought the bag back inside and spread the pad and bag and felt as if he were in a new home. The berries boiled first and he added snow water to them and kept them boiling until he had a kind of mush in the pan. By that time the meat had cooked and he set it off to the side and tasted the berry
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Gary Paulsen (Brian's Winter (Hatchet, #3))
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He moved to the trees. Where the bark was peeling from the trunks it lifted in tiny tendrils, almost fluffs. Brian plucked some of them loose, rolled them in his fingers. They seemed flammable, dry and nearly powdery. He pulled and twisted bits off the trees, packing them in one hand while he picked them with the other, picking and gathering until he had a wad close to the size of a baseball. Then he went back into the shelter and arranged the ball of birchbark peelings at the base of the black rock. As an afterthought he threw in the remains of the twenty-dollar bill. He struck and a stream of sparks fell into the bark and quickly died. But this time one spark fell on one small hair of dry barkβalmost a thread of barkβand seemed to glow a bit brighter before it died. The material had to be finer. There had to be a soft and incredibly fine nest for the sparks. I must make a home for the sparks, he thought. A perfect home or they wonβt stay, they wonβt make fire. He started ripping the bark, using his fingernails at first, and when that didnβt work he used the sharp edge of the hatchet, cutting the bark in thin slivers, hairs so fine they were almost not there. It was painstaking work, slow work, and he stayed with it for over two hours. Twice he stopped for a handful of berries and once to go to the lake for a drink. Then back to work, the sun on his back, until at last he had a ball of fluff as big as a grapefruitβdry birchbark fluff.
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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small pieces and fed the fire. I will not let you go out, he said to himself, to the flamesβnot ever. And so he sat through a long part of the day, keeping the flames even, eating from his stock of raspberries, leaving to drink from the lake when he was thirsty. In the afternoon, toward the evening, with his face smoke smeared and his skin red from the heat, he finally began to think ahead to what he needed to do. He would need a large woodpile to get through the night. It would be almost impossible to find wood in the dark so he had to have it all in and cut and stacked before the sun went down. Brian made certain the fire was banked with new wood, then went out of the shelter and searched for a good fuel supply. Up the hill from the campsite the same windstorm that left him a place to land the planeβhad that only been three, four days ago?βhad dropped three large white pines across each other. They were dead now, dry and filled with weathered dry dead limbs
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Gary Paulsen (Hatchet (Hatchet, #1))
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Do you like the race so far?β
I looked at her, trying to find sarcasm, but she was serious; she really wanted to know. And I thought of how to answer her.
I had gotten lost, been run over by a moose, watched a dog get killed, seen a man cry, dragged over a third of the teams off on the wrong trail, and been absolutely hammered by beauty while all this was happening. (It was, I would find later, essentially a normal Iditarod day β perhaps a bit calmer than most.) I opened my mouth.
βI β¦β
Nothing came. She patted my arm and nodded. βI understand. Itβs so early in the race. Thereβll be more later to talk about β¦β
And she left me before I could tell her that I thought my whole life had changed, that my basic understanding of values had changed, that I wasnβt sure if I would ever recover, that I had seen god and he was a dog-man and that nothing, ever, would be the same for me again, and it was only the first true checkpoint of the race.
I had come just one hundred miles.
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Gary Paulsen (Winterdance: The Fine Madness of Running the Iditarod)