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Real life's nasty. It's cruel. It doesn't care about heroes and happy endings and the way things should be. In real life, bad things happen. People die. Fights are lost. Evil often wins.
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Darren Shan
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Even a minute of dying is better than an eternity of nothingness.
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Darren Shan (Sons of Destiny (Cirque du Freak, #12))
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I don't like it, but my hands are tied. I just want you to know this: if I ever get the chance to betray you, I will. If the opportunity arises to pay you back, I'll take it. You'll never be able to trust me.
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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Ever hear of the phrase, Banging you're head on a brick wall?"
Ah, but you forget, Darren, vampires can break brick walls with their heads.
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Darren Shan (Hunters of the Dusk (Cirque Du Freak, #7))
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Even in death may you triumphant
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Darren Shan
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...The pain didn't bother me. In fact, I welcome it: It meant I was alive.
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Darren Shan (The Vampire's Assistant (Cirque du Freak, #2))
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A world of "if"s, but it would make no difference. If I could go back in time... but I couldn't. The past was behind me. The best thing now would be to stop looking over my shoulder. It was time to forget the past and look to the present and future.
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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Maybe you're going insane."
"Maybe," agreed Kernel.
"I was joking."
"I wasn't.
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Darren Shan (Wolf Island (Demonata, #8))
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It is too easy to say 'what if' and paint a picture of a perfect world.
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Darren Shan (The Lake of Souls (Cirque du Freak, #10))
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You do not have to be alone. The world never inflicts loneliness upon us. That is something we choose or reject by ourselves.
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Darren Shan (Birth of a Killer (The Saga of Larten Crepsley, #1))
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The hands of Fate keep time on a heart-shaped watch."
- Harkat Mulds(The Trials of Death)
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Darren Shan (Trials of Death (Cirque Du Freak, #5))
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What are you doing?"
"Looking for my fangs."
"We don't grow fangs you idiot!
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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Indecision is the source of chaos."
- Paris Skyle(Allies of the Night)
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Darren Shan (Allies of the Night (Cirque du Freak, #8))
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A little knowledge is a dangerous thing."
- Harkat Mulds (Hunters of the Dusk)
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Darren Shan (Hunters of the Dusk (Cirque Du Freak, #7))
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You thought I was a werewolf?" Dervish asks.
"Yes" I answer hollowly.
"You ass.
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Darren Shan (Lord Loss (The Demonata, #1))
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But in life we don't usually get to choose the time of our defining moments. We just have to stand and face them when they come, no matter what sort of a state we're in.
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Darren Shan (Sons of Destiny (Cirque du Freak, #12))
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Life is a challenge" he once told me, "and only those who rise to the challenge truly know what it means to live.
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Darren Shan (Vampire Mountain (Cirque Du Freak, #4))
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For a long time that's all I could do, howl and scream and cry like the wild animal of the night that I'd become.
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Darren Shan (The Vampire's Assistant (Cirque du Freak, #2))
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Stick it up your crack, you warped son of a mutant b*tch!
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Darren Shan (Lord Loss (The Demonata, #1))
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The thing about real life is, when you do something stupid, it normally costs you. In books the heroes can make as many mistakes as they like. It doesn't matter what they do, because everything works out in the end. They'll beat the bad guys and put things right and everything ends up cool.
In real life, vacuum cleaners kill spiders. If you cross a busy road without looking, you get whacked by a car. If you fall from a tree, you break some bones.
Real life's nasty. It's cruel. It doesn't care about heroes and happy endings and the way things should be. In real life, bad things happen. People die. Fights are lost. Evil often wins.
I just wanted to make that clear before I begun.
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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Underneath me, Sam Grest - who'd been my friend and saved my life - lay perfectly still and slipped further and further into the final sleep of an unfair and horrible death.
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Darren Shan (The Vampire's Assistant (Cirque du Freak, #2))
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Now sod off back to your own world, you motherless scum, and save your threats for those who care.
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Darren Shan (Lord Loss (The Demonata, #1))
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There's something different about you," he says.
"I've started styling my hair differently," I laugh.
"Oh. I thought it was that you were three feet taller, a hell of a lot broader, look like a werewolf, and are naked expect for that bit of cloth around your waist. But you're right - it's the hair.
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Darren Shan (Wolf Island (Demonata, #8))
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She was a beautiful woman." Gavner sighed, tracing the outline of one of the elephants. "She just had very bad taste in underwear β¦"
"And in boyfriends," I added impishly.
Mr. Crepsley burst into laughter at that
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Darren Shan (Vampire Mountain (Cirque Du Freak, #4))
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Cirque du Freak' is the best vampire series ever.
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Darren Shan
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Of course I have nightmares-Who doesn't?
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Darren Shan (Blood Beast (Demonata, #5))
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You should take more pride in your appearance,β I tell him. βYou'll never attract girls with an ugly mug like that.
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Darren Shan (Lord Loss (The Demonata, #1))
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Thatβs what you taught me - we donβt have to accept destiny or Des Tiny. We can create our own future, all of us. We have the power to rule our lives - we just have to make the choice to use it.
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Darren Shan (Sons of Destiny (Cirque du Freak, #12))
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You stole from a member of the undead
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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Throw up whatever's making you sick, Darren," he said, "then get your behind back in here.
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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Students never appreciate their teachers while they are learning. It is only later, when they know more of the world, that they understand how indebted they are to those who instructed them. Good teachers expect no praise or love from the young. They wait for it, and in time, it comes.
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Darren Shan (Vampire Mountain (Cirque Du Freak, #4))
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I sucked blood from one of my best friends
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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Destiny's what you make of it. You have to face whatever life throws at you.
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Darren Shan (Hell's Heroes (Demonata, #10))
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You can't hang around waiting for somebody else to pull your strings. Destiny's what you make of it. You have to face whatever life throws at you. And if it throws more than you'd like, more than you think you can handle? Well then you just have to find the heroism within yourself and play out the hand you've been dealt. The universe never sets a challenge that can't be met. You just need to believe in yourself in order to find the strength to face it.
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Darren Shan (Hell's Heroes (Demonata, #10))
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If I'd known how wrong I was - if I'd had any idea of the awful night that lay ahead - I'd have run after him and never returned to that disgusting circus of blood, that revolting circus of death.
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Darren Shan
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If he comes in the dark, then it's KYAG Time!"
- Harkat Mulds (The Lake of Souls)
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Darren Shan (The Lake of Souls (Cirque du Freak, #10))
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I'm starting to understand that fear is like cancer - you can beat it back, but if it returns, it can be worse than ever.
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Darren Shan (Slawter (The Demonata, #3))
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I don't think anyone ever remembers what they were really like as kids. Adults think they do, but they don't. Photos and videos don't capture the real you, or bring back to life the person you used to be. You have to return to the past to do that.
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Darren Shan (Sons of Destiny (Cirque du Freak, #12))
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But stories don't end. They continue as long as you're alive. You just have to get on with things. Turn the page, start a new chapter, find out what's in store for you next, and keep your fingers crossed that it's not too awful. Even if you know in your heart and soul that it most probably will be.
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Darren Shan (Slawter (The Demonata, #3))
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I might have to drink the blood of animals to stay alive, but I would never feast on one of my own kind, no matter what Mr.Crepsley said, or hows much my belly growled.
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Darren Shan (The Vampire's Assistant (Cirque du Freak, #2))
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Then set the hounds loose, boy - it's time to kick demonic ass!
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Darren Shan (Demon Thief (The Demonata, #2))
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If this were a made-up story, it would begin at night, with a storm blowing and owls hooting and rattling noises under the bed.
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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The thing about real life is, when you do something stupid, it normally costs you.
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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There are a lot of black-hearted, mean-spirited bastards in the world. It's important that we hold them to acount. But always remember that you might be the most black-hearted and mean-spirited in the lot, so hold yourself the most accountable of all.
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Darren Shan (Zom-B Underground)
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Yes?" she asked, eyeing me guardedly.
I struck out a hand and said "Shake."
Arra stared at the hand, then into my unfocused eyes. "One good fight doesn't make you a warrior," she said.
"Shake!" I repeated angrily.
"And if I don't?" she asked.
"I'll get back up on the bars and fight you till you do," I growled.
Arra studied me at length, then nodded and took my hand. "Power to you, Darren Shan," she said gruffly.
"Power," I repeated weakly, then fainted into her arms and knew no more till I came to in my hammock the next night.
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Darren Shan (Vampire Mountain (Cirque Du Freak, #4))
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The demons were scary, but girls - Well, girls are really terrifying
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Darren Shan (Lord Loss (The Demonata, #1))
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He says every story has at least some truth in it, even if most are made up.
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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They forget that the vampaneze were once our brothers, that by destroying them, we destroy a part of ourselves. Most vampire never realize how pointless and savage war truly is. You were smart enough to see through the truth. Don't ever forget it.
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Darren Shan (The Vampire Prince (Cirque Du Freak, #6))
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When he faced me again, he looked ashamed of himself. "I have gravely underestimated you, Darren," he said. "I will not do so again. I made a wiser choice than I realized when I chose you to serve as my assistant. I feel honoured to have you by my side.
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Darren Shan (Tunnels of Blood (Cirque du Freak, #3))
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But you're like me,β he says. βAn outsider. Different. A freak. We're both weird, which is why we get along.
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Darren Shan (Lord Loss (The Demonata, #1))
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If he turned his back on humanity now, it would be forever.
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Darren Shan (Birth of a Killer (The Saga of Larten Crepsley, #1))
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... please Lady... Do not speak of it. I was young and foolish."
"You most certainly were."
"You are cruel, Evanna.
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Darren Shan (Hunters of the Dusk (Cirque Du Freak, #7))
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Meddling, smug, stupid little..."
"She likes me! They always play hard to get when they like me!"
"No. You do not understand. I could not have done it because I can not read or write.
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Darren Shan (Allies of the Night (Cirque du Freak, #8))
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Better to die for my people in my own land than rule in another and suffer a lifetime of cowardly guilt.
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Darren Shan (Bec (The Demonata, #4))
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Leave him alone!" Debbie shouted.
"Shut up, please, or I'll kill you," Mr Tiny replied.
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Darren Shan (Lord of the Shadows (Cirque Du Freak, #11))
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It is good to be taught humility when we are young. If we do not exeperience pain as children, we will cause pain as adults.
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Darren Shan (Birth of a Killer (The Saga of Larten Crepsley, #1))
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Your spikes have gone floppy,
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Darren Shan (Demon Thief (The Demonata, #2))
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No, thats not how it happened... Mr crepsley dropped. He was impaled on the stakes. Heο»Ώ died. And it was awful... His cries as he writhed there, bleeding and dying, burning and screaming, will stay with me till I die. Maybe I'll even carry them with me after I go.
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Darren Shan (Hunters of the Dusk (Cirque Du Freak, #7))
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Maybe we should wait....wait for him to kill another five or six, huh?
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Darren Shan
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I gulped, then stepped over the threshold into the house where I'd lived as a boy. After eighteen long years of wandering, I had finally come home.
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Darren Shan (Sons of Destiny (Cirque du Freak, #12))
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Confidence has brought them out into the light, but they seem to have forgotten - light's no good for creatures of the night.
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Darren Shan (Lord of the Shadows (Cirque Du Freak, #11))
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No.
You know this is wrong and you want to feel better about it.
You don't want to admit your as ruthless and monstrous as the demons you claim to hate.
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Darren Shan (Demon Thief (The Demonata, #2))
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I'm ALIVE!!!!!!!
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Darren Shan (The Vampire Prince (Cirque Du Freak, #6))
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but you were a fool to bring that pider into this house
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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Better not to start down a wrong path at all than head down it in the hope of making a detour when something better came along.
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Darren Shan (Birth of a Killer (The Saga of Larten Crepsley, #1))
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Charna's Guts!
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Darren Shan
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Quick! Head for the ground floor! We have to get out! We will die if we stay! The vampires are here!"
"Haven't you got a hug for me, Larten, old buddy?
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Darren Shan (Killers of the Dawn (Cirque Du Freak, #9))
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My eyes! I'm blind!
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Darren Shan (The Lake of Souls (Cirque du Freak, #10))
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Kebanyakan orang merasa takut suatu waktu dalam hidupnya. Itu tidak berarti mereka pengecut. Pengecut adalah mereka yang tidak melakukan apapun ketika rasa takut mengancam menghancurkan mereka.
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Darren Shan (Koyasan)
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The hands of fate keep time on a heart-shaped clock.
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Darren Shan (The Vampire Prince (Cirque Du Freak, #6))
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One of the things is that in times of severe disorder, you can't worry about the dead, only the living.
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Darren Shan (Demon Thief (The Demonata, #2))
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I know who the demon thief is - it's me!
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Darren Shan (Demon Thief (The Demonata, #2))
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A world without pain, loss, betrayal, hate, death, loneliness? Impossible!
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Darren Shan (The Thin Executioner)
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I'd like to do something to help the worst afflicted, but I can't. It's not possible to save everybody. Even heroes have their all-too-human limits.
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Darren Shan (Slawter (The Demonata, #3))
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Monster tidak terlahir keji begitu saja. Mereka tumbuh, berkembang, menjadi monster.
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Darren Shan (Lord of the Shadows (Cirque Du Freak, #11))
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First of all," he said, with a sly smile, "we have to kill you!
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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak: A Living Nightmare (Cirque du Freak, #1))
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I won't die. I won't give those ghouls the pleasure. I'll live and grow strong. I'll escape, then hunt them down and make them suffer.
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Darren Shan (The Thin Executioner)
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Destiny is a tower of cards - nudge one just an inch and everything stacked on top comes crashing down. P116
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Darren Shan (Birth of a Killer (The Saga of Larten Crepsley, #1))
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Wars raged everywhere as men found new, inventive ways to kill even more of their race. It was like a contest, the many tribes of mankind competing to see who could commit the worst atrocities.
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Darren Shan (Ocean of Blood (The Saga of Larten Crepsley, #2))
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To be a druid is to embrace death, dance with it a while, and finally fall prey to it. That is why we'll never rule this world. We have the power to bend all men to our whim, but are forever pushing ourselves further,trying to fly higher...and falling
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Darren Shan (Bec (The Demonata, #4))
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In the beginning Grubbs created the heavens and the earth, and everything was dark. Then Grubbs said, βLet there be light!ββ
And there was light.
Coolio!
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Darren Shan (Hell's Heroes (Demonata, #10))
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Jangan biarkan kebencian menguasai hidupmu. Kematianku tidak perlu dibalaskan. Hiduplah sebagai vampir yang bebas, bukan sebagai makhluk putus asa gila dan terobsesi untuk membalas dendam.
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Darren Shan (Killers of the Dawn (Cirque Du Freak, #9))
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So easy to take it for granted, but this is something no normal human was made to see. The world of magic has blessed me with wonders and it's only right to stop every now and then to appreciate it.
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Darren Shan (Bec (The Demonata, #4))
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Wi-Fi is a blessing from the gods.
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Darren Shan (Wolf Island (Demonata, #8))
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I mean, seriously, what lady of taste could resist a shiny green
head of hair like mine?
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Darren Shan (Ocean of Blood (The Saga of Larten Crepsley, #2))
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We all make basic assumptions about things in life, but sometimes those assumptions are WRONG. We must never trust in what we assume, only in what we KNOW.
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Darren Shan
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Better to Die in Honour than to live in Shame." -Arra Sails
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Darren Shan
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Man wasn't made to share the universe with gods. Their ways are not meant for the humble likes of us. But we've decoded some of their secrets regardless. Like worms, we've grabbed on to the talons of eagles and learnt some small truths and means of flight. But we can never really fly. We try, and succeed to a certain extent, but the fall is alwaysβwill always beβthere. To be a druid is to embrace death, dance with it a while and finally fall prey to it. That is why we'll never rule this world. We have the power to bend all men to our whim, but are forever pushing ourselves further, trying to fly higherβ¦ and falling.
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Darren Shan (Bec (The Demonata, #4))
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It's a bit like the feeling I get when I'm standing on a cliff or high building, looking down at a suicidal drop. I start thinking about what would happen if I stepped off, the rush of the fall, the shattering collision, the quiet emptiness of death. Part of me wants to experience the thrill of complete surrender...
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Darren Shan (Wolf Island (Demonata, #8))
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Bran,β I sob. βYou have to go.β He just smiles. βBran! You must!β Again the smile. He won't leave. He'll be my faithful friend forever. He'd rather die by my side than skip free without me. I return the smile. βVery well,β I sigh and reach out a hand. Bran takes it, expecting only my touch. But what he gets on top of that is the last of my magic. A swift, improvised spell. I reach into his mind and send an image into his thoughts, of the hole, him dashing out of it, racing through the cave and not coming back. And then, with all the magical force I can muster, I yell at himβ βRun fast!
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Darren Shan (Bec (The Demonata, #4))
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Alive is better than dead. Always.
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Darren Shan (Wolf Island (Demonata, #8))
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Shark snorts. βHope? Whatβs that? I heard about it once, in a fairy tale.
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Darren Shan (Demon Apocalypse (The Demonata, #6))
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But the universe isn't fair. Things don't work out neatly, pain, hardship and challenges divided equally among those best equipped to deal with them. Sometimes individuals have to be Atlases and carry the weight of the world alone. It shouldn't happen that way, but it does.
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Darren Shan (Demon Apocalypse (The Demonata, #6))
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You mean I might end up like you one day?" I asked, alarmed at the thought of sounding so serious and stuffy.
"You might," Mr Crepsley said, "though I would not bet on it. Seba commanded my utmost respect, so I tried hard to copy what he did. You, on the other hand, seem to be determined to do the opposite of everything I say."
"I'm not that bad," I grinned, but there was some grain of truth in his words. I'd always been stubborn. I admired Mr Crepsley more than he knew, but hated the idea of looking like a pushover who did everything he was told. Sometimes I disobeyed the vampire just so he wouldn't think I was paying attention to what he said!
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Darren Shan (Vampire Mountain (Cirque Du Freak, #4))
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Because we live in a world under siege,β I say. βLife sucks for mages and magicians- you taught me that. Bad things happen to those of us who get involved, but if we didn't fight, we'd be in an even worse state. None of it itβs your fault, any more than itβs the fault of the moon or the stars.β
Dervish nods slowly, then arches an eyebrow βThe moon or the stars?β
βI always get poetic when I'm dealing with self-pitying simpletons.
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Darren Shan (Wolf Island (Demonata, #8))
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But I also slaughtered you real mother and father. In a moment of mad rage, I took their lives and left you an orphan. If you choose to take my life as a payment for theirs, you will be within your rights and no vampire will hold it against you. Pass judgment on me, Gavner Purl, and let your hand rise or fall as destiny decides it must."
-Larten Crepsley
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Darren Shan (Palace of the Damned (The Saga of Larten Crepsley, #3))
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You didn't want to die. Most mortals don't, even if they find themselves in as desolate and soul-destroying a spot as you. Almost all of those who take their own lives wish at the last moment that they hadn't. They see at the end how much they've given up, how precious life is, even when it's treated them like dirt and crushed their dreams. Many think they've passed beyond hope, but they never really have, not until they pass beyond life itself. Alas, that knowledge comes too late for most would-be-suicides and they die with regret. Very few are offered the chance that you have been handed.
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Darren Shan (Palace of the Damned (The Saga of Larten Crepsley, #3))
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Man wasn't made to share the universe with gods. Their ways are not meant for the humble likes of us. But we've decoded some of their secrets regardless. Like worms, we've grabbed on to the talons of eagles and learned some small truths and means of flight. But we can never really fly. We try, and succeed to a certain extent, but the fall is always - will always be - there.
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Darren Shan (Bec (The Demonata, #4))
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Watching the hole in the ever-fading light. Itβs the size of a baby now, closing all the time. Narrower and narrower, until thereβs barely room to fit an arm through. Iβm thinking about quenching the light before the hole shutsβthis is just tortureβwhen a face suddenly appears. Itβs Bran. The spell has passed and heβs come back. He wants to get through, to be with me. But the holeβs too small. He punches it, pulls at it, slips his fingers into the gap and strains with all his mightβbut itβs no good. The rock continues to grind together. The hole gets smaller, the width of a finger now.
At the last moment, Bran presses his mouth up to the hole and roars with raw pain and loss, at the top of his voice, βBec!β Itβs the only time heβs ever uttered my name. Anyoneβs name. His anguished cry stabs at my heart and tears spring to my eyes. I open my mouth to shout his own name back, to offer whatever small shred of comfort I canβ¦ but then the rock closes all the way and a fierce rumbling drowns out the echoes of Branβs cry.
I stare at the solid rock. My mouth closes. The light fades. Darkness.
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Darren Shan (Bec (The Demonata, #4))
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Then we still have time!β I gasp. βItβs not too late. We know what heβs going to do. Weβll return to the cave and fight.β
βWe?β Kernel says sarcastically.
βYes! Iβll fight to save Dervish and Bill-E. I donβt care what those monsters throw at us. When itβs family, itβs different.β
βYou really think you can choose not to be a coward if and when it suits you?β Kernel jeers.
Beranabus interrupts wearily before I can retort. βIt doesn't matter. You're arguing about nothing. The time for heroics has passed.
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Darren Shan (Demon Apocalypse (The Demonata, #6))