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If hearts could shatter, mine just did.
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Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Hearts donβt realize theyβve been lied to. They still love anyway.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
Unconditional love is hard to compete with.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Because of Low (Sea Breeze, #2))
β
He seems like a man who knows what he wants, and the problem is he wants what I want.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I perfected the art of being uninteresting.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I was taking the bad boy off the market for good.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
I might never breathe again once he walked away from me.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I understood that pain was real and sometimes things didn't last. Sometimes you just had to enjoy it while it lasts and cherish it when it's gone.
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Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
A fragrant breeze wandered up from the quiet sea, trailed along the beach, and drifted back to the sea again, wondering where to go next. On a mad impulse it went up to the beach again. It drifted back to sea.
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Douglas Adams (The Ultimate Hitchhiker's Guide: Five Complete Novels and One Story (Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, #1-5))
β
I love you. I love you so damn much it consumes me. I don't deserve you, but I'm gonna become the man who does deserve you. I promise you. I'll make you proud of me.
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Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
He closed his eyes and let out a jagged breath. "Okay."
He settled between my legs holding himself over me. "I've never been with a virgin, Eva. I'm going to try real hard not to hurt you."
"Will it hurt you?" I asked, thinking about his pained expression when he'd said I was too tight.
He smiled, "It's going to be the closest to heaven I'll ever get, baby.
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Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
You see somethin' ya want, baby?"
"Maybe. I'm checking things out. Seeing if I'm interested," I shot back with my own evil grin.
"I see something I want," he drawled as he came toward me.
"You do?"
"Hell yeah, I do," he murmured. "I love chocolate." What? My excitement turned to confusion. His arm reached out beside me and took the piece of chocolate cake I'd brought him.
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Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
Sailors on a becalmed sea, we sense the stirring of a breeze.
β
β
Carl Sagan (Pale Blue Dot: A Vision of the Human Future in Space)
β
She loves you. Do you even know what to do with that?β
I kissed the top of her head. βCherish it like itβs the most precious thing on the face of the earth.
β
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Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
I didn't need taming. I needed saving.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
I'd walked too close to heaven and gotten a glimpse. The hell I'd lived before her no longer appealed to me.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
He did say I fascinated him, but he really should have clarified to me that I was just the fascination for the day.
β
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Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Nothing about this thing we have is a bad thing. Iβm not gonna lie about it: I donβt deserve you. Iβm sure as hell not good enough for you, but as long as you want me, Iβm all yours.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
Things happen in life and you canβt control them. It sucks and you have to move on.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Because of Low (Sea Breeze, #2))
β
If you were mine, I would never let you go.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
You're with me, Sadie. When you're off the clock, you're not my employee. You're my.. Air."
I frowned at him. "Your air?"
He grinned. "Well, girlfriend seems to be a shallow word for what I feel for you..
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β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Sometimes the answer we need is in our heart. We just have to listen to it.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
He doesn't deserve it. he can have any girl in the world's love and he took yours. someone who deserves so much more than a summer fling
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I'm worried that this is too soon. What if you get tired of having me around all the time? What if I eat your Wheaties or leave my makeup out in the bathroom or what if I snore?"
"I don't eat Wheaties, I hope you leave all your girlie shit laying all over the place so I can see it when you're not there and know you're coming back. And you don't snore. You do this soft purring thing that is so fucking cute I just want to lay awake and listen to you.
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β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
Once he had me panting for breath he broke the kiss and burried his head in the curve of my neck. "I fucking love you." I giggled. That was a very cage response.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
I laughed out loud and shook my head, "You're crazy!"
He nodded, "About you.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I couldn't forget. I couldn't break. She had the power to break me. No one had ever been given that power, ever.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
I'm here because the reason I get up each morning, needs me as much as I need her." -Jax Stone
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Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
She deserved a man who could take care of her. But fuck if I was just going to leave her. I couldn't do that. I may not be good enough for her but I was gonna damn well try my hardest to become worthy.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
The fair breeze blew,
The white foam flew,
And the forrow followed free.
We were the first to ever burst into the silent sea.
β
β
Samuel Taylor Coleridge (The Rime of the Ancient Mariner)
β
I want whatever part of you I can have.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Fine. You donβt want to be good enough for me, then you will never be. I deserve someone who wants to be what I need.
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β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
Calculus was not math. It was a fucking science experiment gone wrong.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
You donβt just fit into my world, Blythe. You are my world
β
β
Abbi Glines (Bad for You (Sea Breeze, #7))
β
When you love someone, you can't lie to them. It hurts to much. It's a deception that goes too deep.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
You're everything I write about in songs, but can never have." -Jax
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Preston smirked. βYouβre gonna have to stop calling me things like βgorgeousβ and βbeautiful.β Iβm gonna get a complex. Why canβt I be βsexy,β or maybe βirresistibleβ?
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
Are you sure it wasn't my sexy-as-hell voice whispering in your ear that caused your momentary lack of oxygen?
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
You are such a bad boy." She tugged on the hair that brushed my collar.
"I can be real bad. You haven't seen anything yet," I murmured, bending my head so I could take a nip at the soft skin at the back of her neck.
"I'm not sure I could keep up with you. I'm extremely inexperienced. We are in completely different planets when it comes to sexual experience," her breathing was labored as I licked and kissed different sweet spots on her shoulders and collarbone.
"I didn't say anything about sex, Eva," I grinned before kissing her jawline. "You're the naughty one who brought up sex.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
The few moments of heaven were not worth the hell he put me through when he was done.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
No matter where I am, I will always be there when you need me.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I'll be good. I promise. I'll be the best damn friend you've ever had.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
But dreams change. Fate has a way showing you paths you want more.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Sometimes It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #5))
β
You do realize that I never thought you had a stellar
reputation.β Her teasing tone made me smile.
βWhat? You didnβt think I was next in line for Pope? Damn, I thought I had you fooled.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
I don't want to beg or promise you things I can't give you. There isn't much of me to give, but what I have is yours. This is all up to you, Sadie. If you want me, I'm yours. If you can't do this, then I'll walk away and leave you alone. I swear.
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β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
That's okay. You an be selfish with me all you want. I'm yours.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Last night I'd made love to a woman for the first and last time. It had been amazing and I had a memory that would shape the rest of my life.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
There was something in her eyes that drew me in. I wanted to make the sadness she tried to hide go away." -Cage York
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β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
The air tasted just the same, smelled just the same. The wind making my hair feel sticky, the salty sea breeze, all of it felt just right. Like it had been waiting for me to get there.
β
β
Jenny Han (The Summer I Turned Pretty (Summer, #1))
β
In the screwed-up life Iβd been dealt, she was my only source of comfort.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
Don't frown beautiful, you fascinate me.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
A tightness in my chest came out of nowhere. As I listened to Amanda reassure my brother, I wanted to pull her into my arms and cry. How damn crazy was that? This girl was making me a nutcase.
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Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
We may be sure that the characteristic blindness of the twentieth century - the blindness about which posterity will ask, "But how could they have thought that?" - lies where we have never suspected it... None of us can fully escape this blindness, but we shall certainly increase it, and weaken our guard against it, if we read only modern books. Where they are true they will give us truths which we half knew already. Where they are false they will aggravate the error with which we are already dangerously ill. The only palliative is to keep the clean sea breeze of the centuries blowing through our minds, and this can be done only by reading old books.
β
β
C.S. Lewis (On the Incarnation)
β
What? I didn't drop you because I got bored. You. Rejected. Me! And fuck that, Eva. ALL I saw while I was with them was you. I closed my ficking eyes and pictured you. Just--- YOU.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
I know being with me is not easy. But I want you to understand no one has me, or has ever had me, except you.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
You're ever song I have ever sung. I'll never let anything hurt you again. For the first time in my life, my dreams aren't about me. They're about you." -Jax
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Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I donβt want to love you,β I forced out through the thickness in my throat.
βGod, I hope you do, because you own me completely,β he whispered.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I never felt magic crazy as this
I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea
I never held emotion in the palm of my hand
Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree
But now you're here
Brighten my northern sky.
β
β
Nick Drake
β
I've been loved in life, but all that matters now is that I'm loved by you." -Eva
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Abbi Glines (Because of Low (Sea Breeze, #2))
β
Most women beg me to lick them, and I give it to you for free and you push me away,β he said with a fake pout on his face.
βYouβre crazy.β I giggled
βIβm the good kind of crazy, though.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Bad for You (Sea Breeze, #7))
β
But when we find that one person who completes us, we don't give up. No matter how bad we screw up. We make it right.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
You're my...air.
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β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I dropped my phone on the floor and let the pain assail me. I'd given my heart away to someone who didn't want it. Even knowing that, I didn't regret it. I just wanted him to want me. I just wanted him to love me too.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
I want to have the memories of my time with you to keep me warm.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Just maybe I was worthy of love.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Bad for You (Sea Breeze, #7))
β
I was completely obsessed with her. Addicted wasnβt a strong enough word. She had surpassed my addictive tendencies, and I was full-blown obsessed.
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Abbi Glines (Bad for You (Sea Breeze, #7))
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This is what it feels like to care about someone who doesn't feel the same. I'd only known how it felt to love someone who loved me just as fiercely. I'd never known rejection. I'd never wanted someone who didn't want me. The longing didn't go away with rejection.
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Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
Just to make your eyes sparkle, I'd do anything. I could give it all up to know you were my girl. Just being with you and listening to your laugh is what makes up my other half. I was lost and cold inside when your heart called out to mine. Now I know you're the only thing that keeps me hanging on, when the rest of the world seems to come crashing down." -Jax Stone
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Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I never stood a chance. He stole your heart first." -Marcus Hardy
β
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Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Don't walk out of here. I can't lose you.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
Heβll see that if you love a woman, you fight like hell to hold on to her. And you donβt fucking walk away when things get tough.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Hold on Tight (Sea Breeze, #8))
β
I relaxed. βI would imagine in your world, girls are much different than here in the real world. Iβm sure if you spent some time with the everyday girl, you would find I am not unique.β
He grinned at me. βThe everyday girl is who writes me fan mail and buys out my concerts. They are the girls who yell my name and run after me like crazed animals. Youβve not even tried to sneak into my room and squirt your perfume on my pillow.
β
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Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I'd worried that letting her get too close would break me. Unfortunately, I'd worried about that a little too late. Because I was broken. The Cage I was before Eva no longer existed. As much as I didn't want to admit it, I'd fallen in love with her. I'd allowed someone in and she hadn't want me. I hadn't been good enough. I never was.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
You have been with me, as close as the tips of my fingers, even when we were years and seas apart. Your being was like the hum of a plucked string at the edge of my hearing, or a scent carried on a breeze. Did not you feel it so?
β
β
Robin Hobb (Fool's Errand (Tawny Man, #1))
β
Preston pulled me up against his chest and cupped my face in his hands. βI love you. I love you so damn much it consumes me. I donβt deserve you, but Iβm gonna become the man who does deserve you. I promise you. Iβll make you proud of me.βI reached up and ran my thumb over his lips. βI am and will always be proud of you. I want the world to know youβre mine.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
Too late. Iβve already seen the blush. Stop trying to hide it from me. I think itβs adorable.
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β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Hey, sexy. Why havenβt you called?β The cooing sound came from behind me, and I glanced back over my shoulder to see a familiar-looking brunette. βBecause Iβm the asshole who never calls,β I replied with a wink.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Just for Now (Sea Breeze, #4))
β
I finally found him sitting on his balcony. He was leaning back against the wall with his eyes closed. Soft music played, and a cool ocean breeze blew back my hair as I stepped on to the balcony and inhaled the scent of the sea.
"May I join you?" I asked softly.
He didnβt bother opening his eyes. "If you like."
The moon in the dark sky looked like a giant white plate dipping its edge into the ocean. We sat quietly for a while. I closed my eyes too and listened to him hum along in harmony with the music.
"You havenβt played your guitar in a long time. I miss it," I said when the song was finished.
Ren turned away. "I fear there is no music left in me.
β
β
Colleen Houck (Tiger's Destiny (The Tiger Saga, #4))
β
Iβm not sharing. Youβre mine. No one will touch you but me. I have an addictive personality. I always have. And you just became my number one addiction. Iβm gonna want this. A lot. Iβm needy and demanding, and now youβre the only one who can meet that need.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Bad for You (Sea Breeze, #7))
β
He loved the extensive vaults where you could hear the night birds and the sea breeze; he loved the craggy ruins bound together by ivy, those dark halls, and any appearance of death and destruction. Having fallen so far from so high a position, he loved anything that had also fallen from a great height
β
β
Gustave Flaubert
β
He seems like a man who knows what he wants, and the problem is he wants what I want. If it were anything or anyone else, I could stand back and let him take it." His blue eyes gazed back at me. "But I can't let him have you.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
Did you just call me a hottie? And Jax isnβt better looking than me. Heβs just famous.β
Amanda let out a loud cackle of laughter.
βNo brother dear, Jax Stone is hotness incarnate with or without the guitar and sexy as hell singing voice. You never stood a chance. He was what you call playing with the big dogs. This time youβre definitely playing within your league.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Because of Low (Sea Breeze, #2))
β
Listen. The trees in this story are stirring, trembling, readjusting themselves. A breeze is coming in gusts off the sea, and it is almost as if the trees know, in their restlessness, in their head-tossing impatience, that something is about to happen.
β
β
Maggie O'Farrell (The Hand That First Held Mine)
β
Peaches and Cheeseβ:
The vagabond sun winks down through the trees,
While lilacs, like memories, waft on the breeze,
My friend, I was born for days such as these,
To inhale perfume,
And cut through the gloom,
And feast like a king upon peaches and cheese!
Iβll travel this wide world and go where I please,
Canβt stop my wandβring, itβs like a disease.
My only regret as I cross the high seas:
What I leave behind,
Though I hope to find,
My own golden city of peaches and cheese!
β
β
Rachel Hartman (Seraphina (Seraphina, #1))
β
Penelope
In the pathway of the sun,
In the footsteps of the breeze,
Where the world and sky are one,
He shall ride the silver seas,
He shall cut the glittering wave.
I shall sit at home, and rock;
Rise, to heed a neighbor's knock;
Brew my tea, and snip my thread;
Bleach the linen for my bed.
They will call him brave.
β
β
Dorothy Parker
β
I donβt think Iβm making myself very clear Low,β heβd lowered his voice and the effect made goose bumps break out over my body. βI was only interested in one person at that bar last night. I only came to see one person,β he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and softly caressed my earlobe before tracing the line of my jaw. βI was there for you.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Because of Low (Sea Breeze, #2))
β
I want to be with you.β My words brought a hugegrin to his incredibly beautiful face.
βYouβre my present and my future,Sadie, I will
use whatever power I have to make you happy.β
He leaned down and touched his perfect lips to mine, and my heart took flight. I would never get tired of his kiss. Jax Stone was my everything.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Breathe (Sea Breeze, #1))
β
I was in Cancun, Mexico, sitting in a disappearing-edge swimming pool, on a bar stool that was actually under the water, watching palm trees sway in a sultry breeze against the unmistakable aqua splendor of the Caribbean Sea; drinking coconut, lime, and tequila from a scooped-out pineapple, with salt spray of breaking surf and sun kissing my skin.
Translation: I'd died and gone to heaven.
β
β
Karen Marie Moning
β
All I had to do was make this guy happy. Iβd take care of his cows and do manual labor
for two and a half months then my coach wouldnβt kick my ass off the baseball team. The DUI, heβd had to bail me out of jail for, would be forgotten
and my baseball scholarship would remain intact. I only had three problems with this plan:
1. No girls.
2. I hated manual labor
3. No girls.
β
β
Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
β
I love you.β My heart almost stopped beating in my chest.
She hadnβt spoken those words since the last time I held her in my arms.
βAnd you did leave me. But... but you came back. No oneβs ever come back. They leave me and thatβs it. They want to leave me. You didnβt. And you came back.β I wanted to stand up and reach across the table and jerk her into my arms but I wasnβt sure I could stand up just yet. I needed to hear everything she had to say.
βYes, I came back. My heart never left you.β
βI miss you.β
This time I stood up and walked around the table.
βI miss you. Every second of every day,β I whispered. Her eyes followed me until I was inches from her.
βI trust you.β
I needed more than that.
βYou trust me,β I repeated.
She nodded and her hand came up and caressed the side of my arm.
βI want to try again.β
Those were the words I needed to hear.
β
β
Abbi Glines (Because of Low (Sea Breeze, #2))
β
i am standing upon the seashore. a ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. she is an object of beauty and strength. i stand and watch her until at length she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come to mingle with each other. then someone at my side says: "there, she is gone!" "gone where?" gone from my sight. that is all. she is just as large in mast and hull and spar as she was when she left my side and she is just as able to bear the load of living freight to her destined port. her diminished size is in me, not in her. and just at the moment when someone at my side says: "there, she is gone!" there are other eyes watching her coming, and other voices ready to take up the glad shout: "here she comes!" and that is dying.
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β
Henry Van Dyke
β
What of miniature boats constructed of birch bark and fallen leaves, launched onto cold water clear as air? How many fleets were pushed out toward the middles of ponds or sent down autumn brooks, holding treasures of acorns, or black feathers, or a puzzled mantis? Let those grassy crafts be listed alongside the iron hulls that cleave the sea, for they are all improvisations built from the daydreams of men, and all will perish, whether from the ocean siege or October breeze.
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Paul Harding (Tinkers)
β
Towards midnight the rain ceased and the clouds drifted away, so that the sky was scattered once more with the incredible lamps of stars. Then the breeze died too and there was no noise save the drip and tickle of water that ran out of clefts and spilled down, leaf by leaf, to the brown earth of the island. The air was cool, moist, and clear; and presently even the sound of the water was still. The beast lay huddled on the pale beach and the stains spread, inch by inch.
The edge of the lagoon became a streak of phosphorescence which advanced minutely, as the great wave of the tide flowed. The clear water mirrored the clear sky and the angular bright constellations. The line of phosphorescence bulged about the sand grains and little pebbles; it held them each in a dimple of tension, then suddenly accepted them with an inaudible syllable and moved on.
Along the shoreward edge of the shallows the advancing clearness was full of strange, moonbeam-bodied creatures with fiery eyes. Here and there a larger pebble clung to its own air and was covered with a coat of pearls. The tide swelled in over the rain-pitted sand and smoothed everything with a layer of silver. Now it touched the first of the stains that seeped from the broken body and the creatures made a moving patch of light as they gathered at the edge. The water rose further and dressed Simon's coarse hair with brightness. The line of his cheek silvered and the turn of his shoulder became sculptured marble. The strange, attendant creatures, with their fiery eyes and trailing vapours busied themselves round his head. The body lifted a fraction of an inch from the sand and a bubble of air escaped from the mouth with a wet plop. Then it turned gently in the water.
Somewhere over the darkened curve of the world the sun and moon were pulling; and the film of water on the earth planet was held, bulging slightly on one side while the solid core turned. The great wave of the tide moved further along the island and the water lifted. Softly, surrounded by a fringe of inquisitive bright creatures, itself a silver shape beneath the steadfast constellations, Simon's dead body moved out towards the open sea.
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William Golding (Lord of the Flies)
β
I didnβt want to see you but you invaded my world
Every dark corner you found a way in
Bringing color to the lifeless and lost.
I didnβt want to touch you but you reached inside me
Every lost memory you found a way to melt the frost
Until the small closed world inside opened up into the sea
You made me love you by the smile on your face, the kindness in your eyes and the heat of your skin. One kiss makes all thatβs been hurt fade away.
You made me love you for the man inside. The one no one sees but me. The man who listens to what my heart has to say.
I didnβt want to love you but youβre impossible not to love. Every perfect moment I spend in your arms draws me closer Showing me that life isnβt over because its path takes a sudden turn
I didnβt see you coming when you arrived
Nothing prepared me for the gift of a second chance.
Iβve been loved in life but all that matters now is that Iβm loved by you
You made me love you by the smile on your face, the kindness in your eyes and the heat of your skin. One kiss makes all thatβs been hurt fade away.
You made me love you for the man inside. The one no one sees but me. The man who listens to what my heart has to say.
Iβll spend eternity in your arms if youβll trust me when I say that
I love you.
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Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
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Dear Josh,
Thank you for giving me the most amazing memories. My life growing up was so full because you were in it. Having your love and loving you was always
just right. It made sense. You were my home. When I was with you I knew everything would be okay.
You dried my tears for me when I was sad. You held my hand when we buried my mother. You made me laugh when the world seemed like it was
falling apart. You were every special memory a girl could have. That first kiss will forever be embedded in my brain. It was as funny as it was sweet.
Our life together molded me into the woman Iβve become. I understand what it feels like to be loved and cherished because I had that with you. I
never doubted my worth because you taught me I was worthy.
When you said that one day I would heal I didnβt believe that was possible. Life couldnβt go one without my best friend. There was no room for
another guy in my heart. It turns out you were right. You always were. I found him. He is incredible. He is nothing at all like I would have planned. He
doesnβt fit into a perfect package. He managed to wiggle into my heart and take over before I knew what was happening. I found that happiness you told me
would come along. Iβm going to go live that life. Iβm sure it will be a wilder ride than I ever imagined and I canβt wait to live it. Heβs my home now. Iβll
always love you. Iβll never forget you. But this is my goodbye. I wasnβt ready before to let you go. Now, I can move on. Your memory will live on in my heart
always.
Love,
Your Eva Blue
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Abbi Glines (While It Lasts (Sea Breeze, #3))
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In a moment, when I throw myself down among the absinthe plants to bring their scent into my body, I shall know, appearances to the contrary, that I am fulfilling a truth which is the sun's and which will also be my death's. In a sense, it is indeed my life that I am staking here, a life that tastes of warm stone, that is full of the signs of the sea and the rising song of the crickets. The breeze is cool and the sky blue. I love this life with abandon and wish to speak of it boldly: it makes me proud of my human condition. Yet people have often told me: there's nothing to be proud of. Yes, there is: this sun, this sea, my heart leaping with youth, the salt taste of my body and this vast landscape in which tenderness and glory merge in blue and yellow. It is to conquer this that I need my strength and my resources. Everything here leaves me intact, I surrender nothing of myself, and don no mask: learning patiently and arduously how to live is enough for me, well worth all their arts of living.
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Albert Camus
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There is a whirlwind in southern Morocco, the aajej, against which the fellahin defend themselves with knives. There is the africo, which has at times reached into the city of Rome. The alm, a fall wind out of Yugoslavia. The arifi, also christened aref or rifi, which scorches with numerous tongues. These are permanent winds that live in the present tense.
There are other, less constant winds that change direction, that can knock down horse and rider and realign themselves anticlockwise. The bist roz leaps into Afghanistan for 170 days--burying villages. There is the hot, dry ghibli from Tunis, which rolls and rolls and produces a nervous condition. The haboob--a Sudan dust storm that dresses in bright yellow walls a thousand metres high and is followed by rain. The harmattan, which blows and eventually drowns itself into the Atlantic. Imbat, a sea breeze in North Africa. Some winds that just sigh towards the sky. Night dust storms that come with the cold. The khamsin, a dust in Egypt from March to May, named after the Arabic word for 'fifty,' blooming for fifty days--the ninth plague of Egypt. The datoo out of Gibraltar, which carries fragrance.
There is also the ------, the secret wind of the desert, whose name was erased by a king after his son died within it. And the nafhat--a blast out of Arabia. The mezzar-ifoullousen--a violent and cold southwesterly known to Berbers as 'that which plucks the fowls.' The beshabar, a black and dry northeasterly out of the Caucasus, 'black wind.' The Samiel from Turkey, 'poison and wind,' used often in battle. As well as the other 'poison winds,' the simoom, of North Africa, and the solano, whose dust plucks off rare petals, causing giddiness.
Other, private winds.
Travelling along the ground like a flood. Blasting off paint, throwing down telephone poles, transporting stones and statue heads. The harmattan blows across the Sahara filled with red dust, dust as fire, as flour, entering and coagulating in the locks of rifles. Mariners called this red wind the 'sea of darkness.' Red sand fogs out of the Sahara were deposited as far north as Cornwall and Devon, producing showers of mud so great this was also mistaken for blood. 'Blood rains were widely reported in Portugal and Spain in 1901.'
There are always millions of tons of dust in the air, just as there are millions of cubes of air in the earth and more living flesh in the soil (worms, beetles, underground creatures) than there is grazing and existing on it. Herodotus records the death of various armies engulfed in the simoom who were never seen again. One nation was 'so enraged by this evil wind that they declared war on it and marched out in full battle array, only to be rapidly and completely interred.
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Michael Ondaatje
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Despina can be reached in two ways: by ship or by camel. The city displays one face to the traveler arriving overland and a different one to him who arrives by sea.
When the camel driver sees, at the horizon of the tableland, the pinnacles of the skyscrapers come into view, the radar antennae, the white and red wind-socks flapping, the chimneys belching smoke, he thinks of a ship; he knows it is a city, but he thinks of it as a vessel that will take him away from the desert, a windjammer about to cast off, with the breeze already swelling the sails, not yet unfurled, or a steamboat with its boiler vibrating in the iron keel; and he thinks of all the ports, the foreign merchandise the cranes unload on the docks, the taverns where crews of different flags break bottles over one anotherβs heads, the lighted, ground-floor windows, each with a woman combing her hair.
In the coastlineβs haze, the sailor discerns the form of a camelβs withers, an embroidered saddle with glittering fringe between two spotted humps, advancing and swaying; he knows it is a city, but he thinks of it as a camel from whose pack hang wine-skins and bags of candied fruit, date wine, tobacco leaves, and already he sees himself at the head of a long caravan taking him away from the desert of the sea, toward oases of fresh water in the palm treesβ jagged shade, toward palaces of thick, whitewashed walls, tiled courts where girls are dancing barefoot, moving their arms, half-hidden by their veils, and half-revealed.
Each city receives its form from the desert it opposes; and so the camel driver and the sailor see Despina, a border city between two deserts.
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Italo Calvino (Invisible Cities)
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She said to me, over the phone
She wanted to see other people
I thought, Well then, look around. They're everywhere
Said that she was confused...
I thought, Darling, join the club
24 years old, Mid-life crisis
Nowadays hits you when you're young
I hung up, She called back, I hung up again
The process had already started
At least it happened quick
I swear, I died inside that night
My friend, he called
I didn't mention a thing
The last thing he said was, Be sound
Sound...
I contemplated an awful thing, I hate to admit
I just thought those would be such appropriate last words
But I'm still here
And small
So small.. How could this struggle seem so big?
So big...
While the palms in the breeze still blow green
And the waves in the sea still absolute blue
But the horror
Every single thing I see is a reminder of her
Never thought I'd curse the day I met her
And since she's gone and wouldn't hear
Who would care? What good would that do?
But I'm still here
So I imagine in a month...or 12
I'll be somewhere having a drink
Laughing at a stupid joke
Or just another stupid thing
And I can see myself stopping short
Drifting out of the present
Sucked by the undertow and pulled out deep
And there I am, standing
Wet grass and white headstones all in rows
And in the distance there's one, off on its own
So I stop, kneel
My new home...
And I picture a sober awakening, a re-entry into this little bar scene
Sip my drink til the ice hits my lip
Order another round
And that's it for now
Sorry
Never been too good at happy endings...
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Eddie Vedder
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Blow on, ye death fraught whirlwinds! blow,
Around the rocks, and rifted caves;
Ye demons of the gulf below!
I hear you, in the troubled waves.
High on this cliff, which darkness shrouds
In night's impenetrable clouds,
My solitary watch I keep,
And listen, while the turbid deep
Groans to the raging tempests, as they roll
Their desolating force, to thunder at the pole.
Eternal world of waters, hail!
Within thy caves my Lover lies;
And day and night alike shall fail
Ere slumber lock my streaming eyes.
Along this wild untrodden coast,
Heap'd by the gelid' hand of frost;
Thro' this unbounded waste of seas,
Where never sigh'd the vernal breeze;
Mine was the choice, in this terrific form,
To brave the icy surge, to shiver in the storm.
Yes! I am chang'd - My heart, my soul,
Retain no more their former glow.
Hence, ere the black'ning tempests roll,
I watch the bark, in murmurs low,
(While darker low'rs the thick'ning' gloom)
To lure the sailor to his doom;
Soft from some pile of frozen snow
I pour the syren-song of woe;
Like the sad mariner's expiring cry,
As, faint and worn with toil, he lays him down to die.
Then, while the dark and angry deep
Hangs his huge billows high in air ;
And the wild wind with awful sweep,
Howls in each fitful swell - beware!
Firm on the rent and crashing mast,
I lend new fury to the blast;
I mark each hardy cheek grow pale,
And the proud sons of courage fail;
Till the torn vessel drinks the surging waves,
Yawns the disparted main, and opes its shelving graves.
When Vengeance bears along the wave
The spell, which heav'n and earth appals;
Alone, by night, in darksome cave,
On me the gifted wizard calls.
Above the ocean's boiling flood
Thro' vapour glares the moon in blood:
Low sounds along the waters die,
And shrieks of anguish fill the' sky;
Convulsive powers the solid rocks divide,
While, o'er the heaving surge, the embodied spirits glide.
Thrice welcome to my weary sight,
Avenging ministers of Wrath!
Ye heard, amid the realms of night,
The spell that wakes the sleep of death.
Where Hecla's flames the snows dissolve,
Or storms, the polar skies involve;
Where, o'er the tempest-beaten wreck,
The raging winds and billows break;
On the sad earth, and in the stormy sea,
All, all shall shudd'ring own your potent agency.
To aid your toils, to scatter death,
Swift, as the sheeted lightning's force,
When the keen north-wind's freezing breath
Spreads desolation in its course,
My soul within this icy sea,
Fulfils her fearful destiny.
Thro' Time's long ages I shall wait
To lead the victims to their fate;
With callous heart, to hidden rocks decoy,
And lure, in seraph-strains, unpitying, to destroy.
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Anne Bannerman (Poems by Anne Bannerman.)