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I like the night. Without the dark, we'd never see the stars.
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And so the lion fell in love with the lambβ¦" he murmured. I looked away, hiding my eyes as I thrilled to the word.
"What a stupid lamb," I sighed.
"What a sick, masochistic lion.
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Fall down again, Bella?'
No, Emmett, I punched a werewolf in the face.
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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Look after my heart - I've left it with you.
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Did you know that 'I told you so' has a brother,Jacob?" she asked cutting me off. "His name is 'Shut the hell up'.
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Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars, points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldnβt see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason, for anything.
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The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance, or time. And no matter how much more special or beautiful or brilliant or perfect than me he might be, he was as irreversibly altered as I was. As I would always belong to him, so would he always be mine.
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Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you
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You are my life now.
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Don't be self-conscious, if I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I'm not ashamed of it.
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When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, itβs not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.
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Why am I covered in feathers
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Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (The Twilight Saga, #4))
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Well, I'm so sorry that I can't be the right kind of monster for you, Bella.
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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Now and then I see something in her eyes, and I wonder if Iβve ever grasped how much pain sheβs really in.
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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Angry grizzly bears are going to look tame next to what is waiting for you at home." I snapped the phone shut and placed it in her waiting hand. "I'm done.
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Why am I covered in feathers?" I asked, confused.
He exhaled impatiently. "I bit a pillow. Or two...
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Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (The Twilight Saga, #4))
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You could run from someone you feared, you could try to fight someone you hated. All my reactions were geared toward those kinds of killers β the monsters, the enemies. When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one? If your life was all you had to give your beloved, how could you not give it? If it was someone you truly loved?
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Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (The Twilight Saga, #4))
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And the sound of your heart," he continued. "It's the most significant sound in my world. I'm so attuned to it now, I swear I could pick it out from miles away. But neither of these things matter. This," he said, taking my face in his hands. "You. That's what I'm keeping. You'll always be my Bella, you'll just be a little more durable.
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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I'm not like a car you can fix up. I'm never gonna run right" Bella
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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I'll meet you at the altar"
"I'll be the one in white!
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You know I love you right?β
βI know,β he breathed, his arm tightening automatically around my waist. βYou know how much I wish it was enough.
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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I am not really breaking any rules. Charlie said I could never take another step through the door again... I came in through the window... Still, the intent was clear," said Edward.
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Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (The Twilight Saga, #1))
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So what you're saying is, I'm your brand of heroin?" I teased, trying to lighten the mood.
He smiled swiftly, seeming to appreciate my effort. "Yes, you are exactly my brand of heroin.
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Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (The Twilight Saga, #1))
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She just keeps saying "Heβs gone.
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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Bella, would you please stop trying to take your clothes off?
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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What's so funny?" Bella mumbled.
"I got food in her hair," I told her, chortling again.
"I'm not going to forget this, dog," Rosalie hissed.
"S'not so hard to erase a blond's memory," I countered. "Just blow in her ear."
Get some new jokes, "Rosalie snapped.
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Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (The Twilight Saga, #4))
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Leah: "That is easily the freakinβ grossest thing Iβve ever heard in my life. Yuck. If there was anything in my stomach, it would be coming back."
Seth: "They are vampires, I guess. I mean, it makes sense, and if it helps Bella, itβs a good thing, right?"
Leah and Jake stare at Seth.
Seth: "What?"
Leah: "Mom dropped him a lot when he was a baby."
Jake: "On his head apparently."
Leah: "He used to gnaw on the crib bars, too."
Jake: "Lead paint?"
Leah: "Looks like it."
Seth: "Funny. Why donβt you two shut up and sleep?
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Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (The Twilight Saga, #4))
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Okay, look. I get it. You're one of those people who thinks they have to help screwed-up people. Or maybe you're attracted to dangerous, unbalanced people. But listen up: I'm not Edward and you're not Bella" - Lana
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By the way, I love you.β
βThatβs why we're here.
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Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (The Twilight Saga, #4))
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Fire and ice, somehow existing together without destroying each other. More proof that I belonged with him.
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So this was different. I was amazing now - to them and to myself. It was like I had been born to be a vampire. The idea made me want to laugh, but it also made me want to sing. I had found my true place in the world, the place I fit, the place I shined.
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Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (The Twilight Saga, #4))
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Repeat one word of what I just said and I'll cheerfully beat you to death, Mike.
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His skin was a pretty colour, it made me jealous.
Jacob noticed my scrutiny.
What?" he asked, suddenly self-conscious.
"Nothing. I just hadn't realised before. Did you know, you're sort of beautiful?"
Once the words slipped out, I worried that he might take my implusive observation the wrong way.
But Jacob rolled his eyes. "You hit your head pretty hard, didn't you?"
"I'm serious."
Well, then, thanks. Sort of."
I grinned. "You're sort of welcome.
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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It was not going to be the end of the world. Just the end of the Cullens. The end of Edward, the end of me. I preferred it that way β the last part anyway. I would not live without Edward again; if he was leaving this world, then I would be right behind him.
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Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (The Twilight Saga, #4))
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Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs. Maybe there was a glitch in my brain.
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I tried to concentrate on the angel's voice instead.
"Bella, please! Bella, listen to me, please, please, please, Bella, please!" he begged.
Yes, I wanted to say. Anything. But I couldn't find my lips.
"Carlisle!" the angel called, agony in his perfect voice. "Bella, Bella, no, oh please, no, no!" And the angel was sobbing tearless, broken sobs.
The angel shouldn't weep, it was wrong. I tried to find him, to tell him everything was fine, but the water was so deep, it was pressing on me, and I couldn't breathe.
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Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (The Twilight Saga, #1))
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A hundred yards away, Mike Newton was lowering Bella's limp body to the sidewalk. She slumped unresponsively against the wet concrete, her skin chalky as a corpse. I almost took the door off the car.
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Stephenie Meyer (Midnight Sun [2008 Draft])
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Sorry if I can't be the right monster for you Bella.
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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Iβm exactly right for you, Bella. It would have been effortless for us β comfortable, easy as breathing. I was the natural path your life would have takenβ¦ If the world was the way it was supposed to be, if there were no monsters and no magic
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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You really should stay away from me.
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Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (The Twilight Saga, #1))
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Yes, heaven forbid I not be protected from tanks.
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Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn (The Twilight Saga, #4))
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Edward: So the lion fell in love with the lamb.
Bella: What a stupid lamb.
Edward:What a sick masochistic lion.
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Stephenie Meyer (The Twilight Saga Collection (Twilight, #1-4))
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Whatever end found us, it would not find us separated. -- Bella Cullen
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Run, Bella, run. I love you too much, for your good or mine.
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Alice! You know I love you like a sister!"
"Words." she growled.
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Isn't it supposed to be like this?" He smiled. "The glory of first love, and all that. It's incredible, isn't it, the difference between reading about something, seeing it in the pictures, and experiencing it?"
"Very different," I agreed. "More forceful than I'd imagined.
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I'm a pro at weird.
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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I was just wondering why you stabbed him. Not that I object.
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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Bears," I muttered, adding a new fear to the pile. "That would be just her luck, wouldn't it? Stray bear in town. OF course it would head straight for Bella.
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My mom is part albino.
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Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (The Twilight Saga, #1))
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But Iβll never see anyone else, Bella. I only see you. Even when I close my eyes and try to see something else. Ask Quil or Embry. It drives them all crazy
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My last night as Isabella Swan. Tomorrow night, I would be Bella Cullen. Though the whole marriage ordeal was a thorn in my side, I had to admit that I liked the sound of that.
- bella swan
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He didn't ask what I was thinking, which was out of character for him. I guessed that meant that he was just as nervous as I suddenly was.
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Iβve never tried to keep a specific person alive before, and itβs much more troublesome than I would have believed. But thatβs probably just because itβs you. Ordinary people seem to make it through the day without so many catastrophes.
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Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (The Twilight Saga, #1))
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I thought I'd explained it clearly before. Bella, I can't live in a world where you don't exist.
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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I miss you," I whispered.
"I know, Bella. believe me, I know. It's like you've taken half my self away with you."
"Come and get it, then," I challenged.
"Soon, as soon as I possibly can. I will make you safe first."
His voice was hard.
"I love you," I reminded him.
"Could you believe that, despite everything I've put you through, I love you, too?"
"Yes, I can, actually."
"I'll come for you soon."
"I'll be waiting.
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Stephenie Meyer (Twilight (The Twilight Saga, #1))
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It sounded like you were having Bella for lunch, and we came to see if you would share
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The way everyone looked at me made me uncomfortable. Even Edward. It was like I had grown a hundred feet during the course of the morning. I tried to ignore the impressed looks, mostly keeping my eyes on Nessieβs sleeping face and Jacobβs unchanged expression. I would always be just Bella to him, and that was a relief.
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It's late,' he said again, murmuring, almost crooning now, his voice smoother than silk. 'Sleep, my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. Sleep, my only love.
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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Did you know, you're sort of beautiful?'
'You hit your head pretty hard, didn't you?
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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Um, Bella? You've got a huge cut on your forehead, and it's gushing blood," he informed me.
I clapped my hand over my head. Sure enough, it was wet and sticky. I could smell nothing but the damp moss on my face, and that held off the nausea.
Oh, I'm so sorry, Jacob." I pushed hard against the gash, as if I could force the blood back inside my head.
Why are you apologizing for bleeding?" he wondered as he wrapped a long arm around my waist and and pulled me to my feet.
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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But most significant in this tidal wave of happiness was the surest fact of all: I was with Edward. Forever - Bella Cullen
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Alice: "No one will dare to call you plain when I'm through with you."
Bella: "Only because they're afraid you'll suck their blood.
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She was thinking what I think she was thinking, wasn't she?
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Edward can do everything, right?" I explained.
Jasper snickered and Esme gave Edward a reproving look.
"I hope you haven't been showing off-it's rude," she scolded.
"Just a bit," he laughed freely.
"He's been too modest actually," I corrected.
"Well, play for her," Esme encouraged.
"You just said showing off was rude," he objected.
"There are exceptions to every rule," she replied.
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Youβre not making my mistakes, Bella. You sound like youβre scared silly, and Iβm guessing itβs because youβre afraid of me.
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When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options." -Bella
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Bella, there's a part of you that loves me.
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You know Twilight?β He blinks. βExcuse me?β βTwilight. The vampire book.β His wary eyes study my face. βWhat about it?β βOkay, so you know how Bellaβs blood is extra special? Like how it gives Edward a raging boner every time heβs around her?
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I tried to be diplomatic, but mostly I just lied a lot.
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Maybe if I could be unconscious, if I could dream, I could live for a few hours in a world where she and I could be together. She dreamed of me. I wanted to dream of her.
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He was a different Edward than the one I had known. And I felt all the more besotted by him. It would cause me physical pain to be separated from him now.
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I was a vampire, and she had the sweetest blood Iβd smelled in eighty years.
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Though I hated her, I was absolutely aware that my hatred was unjust. I knew that what I really hated was myself. And I would hate us both so much more when she was dead.
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He's like a drug for you, Bella." His voice was still gentle, not at all critical. "I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. but I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun."
The corner of my mouth turned up in a wistful half-smile. "I used to think of you that way, you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me."
He sighed. "The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an eclipse.
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You're not taking him to a strip club, are you?
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There was no way Jacob would voluntarily miss an afternoon with Renesmee sans bloodsuckers.
-Bella Cullen
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What is a valid reason for someone to love someone else? Since apparently Iβm doing it wrong.
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Stephenie Meyer (Eclipse (The Twilight Saga, #3))
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Yeah, it's an off day when I don't get somebody telling me how edible I smell."
- Bella Swan.
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Do I dazzle you? - Edward
Frequently - Bella
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Bella." Edward's voice was right beside me, relieved now. "Can you hear me?"
"No," I groaned. "Go away.
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Try not to trip," she added. "We don't have time for a concussion today."
I groaned. That would be just like me - ruin everything, destroy the world, in a moment of klutziness.
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))
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It's not what you are. It's what you do.
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For the first time in a hundred years, I was grateful to be what I was. Every aspect of being a vampire - all but the danger to her - was suddenly acceptable to me, because it was what had let me live long enough to find Bella.
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Holy crow!" ~Bella Swan
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I didnβt realize I was crying until it was time to say the blinding words. βI do,β I managed to choke out in a nearly unintelligible whisper... When it was his turn to speak, the words rang clear and victorious. βI do,β he vowed.
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It's an extraordinary thing to meet someone who you can bare your soul to and accept you for what you are. I've been waiting, for what seems like a very long time, to get beyond what I am. With Bella I feel like I can finally begin. So I'd like to propose a toast to my beautiful bride. No measure of time with you will be long enough. But let's start with forever.
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It was sort of the pattern to my life - I'd never been strong enough to deal with the things outside my control, to attack the enemies or outrun them. To avoid the pain. Always human and weak, the only thing I'd ever been able to do was keep going. Endure. Survive.
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Isabella." He pronounced my full name carefully, then playfully ruffled my hair with his free hand. A shock ran through my body at his casual touch. "Bella, I couldn't live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don't know how it's tortured me." He looked down, ashamed again. "The thought of you, still, white, cold . . . to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses . . . it would be unendurable." he lifted his glorious, agonized eyes to mine. "You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever.
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Edward spoke in a voice so peaceful and gentle that it made the words strangely more threatening. "I'm not going to kill you now, because it would upset Bella."
"Hmph," I grumbled.
Edward turned slightly to throw me a quick smile. His face was still calm. "It would bother you in the morning," he said, brushing his fingers across my cheek.
The he turned back to Jacob. "But if you ever bring her back damaged again--and I don't care whose fault it is; I don't care if she merely trips, or if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head--if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition that I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand that, mongrel?"
Jacob rolled his eyes.
"who's going back?" I muttered
Edward continued as if he hadn't heard me. "And if you ever kiss her again, I wiil break your jaw for her," he promised, his voice still gentle and velvet deadly.
"What if she wants me to?" Jacob drawled, arrogant.
"Hah!" I snorted.
"If that's what she wants, then I won't object." Edward shrugged, untroubled. "You might want to wait for her to say it, rather than trust your interpretation of body language-but it's your face."
Jacob grinned.
"You wish," I grumbled.
"Yes, he does," Edward murmured.
"Well, if you're done rummaging through my head," Jacob said with a think edge of annoyance, "why don't you go take care of her hand?"
"One more thing," Edward said slowly. "I'll be fighting for her, too. You should know that. I'm not taking anything for granted, and I'll be fighting twice as hard as you will."
"Good," Jacob growled. "it's no fun beating someone who forfeits."
She is mine." Edward's low voice was suddenly dark, not as composed as before, "i did't say I would fight fair."
"Neither did I."
"Best of luck."
Jacob nodded. "Yes, may the best man win."
"That sounds about right...pup.
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Bella." He strocked my face anxiously. "I'm not going anywhere. I'll be right here as long as you need me."
"Do you swear you won't leave me?" I whispered. I tried to control the gasping, at least. My ribs were throbbing.
He put his hands on either side of my face and brought his face close to mine. His eyes were wide and serious. "I swear.
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Bella, I've already expended a great deal of personal effort at this point to keep you alive. I'm not about to let you behind the wheel of a vehicle when you can't even walk straight. Besides, friends don't let friends drive drunk," he quoted with a chuckle. I could smell the unbearably sweet fragrance coming off his chest.
"Drunk?" I objected.
"You're intoxicated by my very presence." He was grinning that playful smirk again.
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That I wasn't mad at you. Can't you see that Bella?" He was suddenly intense, all trace of teasing gone. "Don't you understand?"
"See what?" I demanded, confused by his sudden mood swing as much as his words.
"I'm never angry with you - how could it be? Brave, trusting . . . warm as you are."
"Then why?" I whispered, remembering the black moods that pulled him away from me, that I'd always interpreted as well-justified frustration - frustration at my weakness, my slowness, my unruly human reactions . . .
He put his hands carefully on both side of my face. "I infuriate myself," he said gently. "The way I can't seem to keep from putting you in danger. My very existence puts you at risk. Sometimes I truly hate myself. I should be stronger, I should be able to-"
I placed my hand over his mouth. "Don't."
He took my hand, moving it from his lips, but holding it to his face.
"I love you," he said. "It's a poor excuse for what I'm doing, but it's still true."
It was the first time he'd said he loved me - in so many words. He might not realize it, but I certainly did.
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Edward,β she mumbled softly.
She was dreaming of me.
Could a dead, frozen heart beat again? It felt as though mine was about to.
βStay,β she sighed. βDonβt go. Pleaseβ¦ donβt go.β She was dreaming of me, and it wasnβt even a nightmare. She wanted me to stay with her, there in her dream.
I struggled to find words to name the feelings that flooded through me, but I had no words strong enough to hold them. For a long moment, I drowned in them.
When I surfaced, I was not the same man I had been.
My life was an unending, unchanging midnight. It must, by necessity, always be midnight for me. So how was it possible that the sun was rising now, in the middle of my midnight
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Option three: Edward loved me. The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance, or time. And no matter how much more special or beautiful or brillant or perfect than me he might me, he was as irreversibly altered as I was. As I would always belong to him, so would he always be mine.
Was that what I'd been trying to tell myself?
"Oh!"
"Bella?"
"Oh. Okay. I see."
"Your epithany?" he asked, his voice uneven and strained.
"You love me," I marveled. The sense of conviction and rightness washed through me again.
Though his eyes were still anxious, the crooked smile I loved best flashed across his face. "Truly, I do.
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Honestly, Edward." I felt a thrill go through me as I said his name, and I hated it. "I can't keep up with you. I thought you didn't want to be my friend."
"I said it would be better if we weren't friends, not that I didn't want to be."
"Oh, thanks, now that's all cleared up." Heavy sarcasm. I realized I had stopped walking again. We were under the shelter of the cafeteria roof now, so I could more easily look at his face. Which certainly didn't help my clarity of thought.
"It would be more . . . prudent for you not to be my friend," he explained. "But I'm tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella."
His eyes were gloriously intense as he uttered that last sentence, his voice smoldering. I couldn't remember how to breathe.
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Bella: "Why am I covered in feathers?"
Bella:"You⦠bit a pillow? Why?"
Bella: "You listen to me, Edward Cullen. I am not pretending anything for your sake, okay? I didnβt even know there was a reason to make you feel better until you started being all miserable. Iβve never been so happy in all my life β I wasnβt this happy when you decided that you loved me more than you wanted to kill me, or the first morning I woke up and you were there waiting for meβ¦ Not when I heard your voice in the ballet studio, or when you said βI doβ and I realized that, somehow, I get to keep you forever. Those are the happiest memories I have, and this is better than any of it. So just deal with it."
Edward: "Weβre just lucky it was the pillows and not you."
Edward: "You are making me insane, Bella."
Edward: "You are so human, Bella. Ruled by your hormones."
Edward :"So you seduced your all-too-willing husband. Thatβs not a capital offense.
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He placed his hands against the Jeep on either side of my head and leaned forward, forcing me to press back against the door. He leaned in even closer, his face inches from mine. I had no room to escape.
"Now," he breathed, and just his smell disturbed my thought processes, "what exactly are you worrying about?"
"Well, um, hitting a tree -" I gulped "- and dying. And then getting sick."
He fought back a smile. Then he bent his head down and touched his cold lips softly to the hollow at the base of my throat.
"Are you still worried now?" he murmured against my skin.
"Yes." I struggled to concentrate. "About hitting trees and getting sick."
His nose drew a line up the skin of my throat to the point of my chin. His cold breath tickled my skin.
"And now?" His lips whispered against my jaw.
"Trees," I gasped. "Motion sickness."
He lifted his face to kiss my eyelids. "Bella, you don't really think I would hit a tree, do you?"
"No, but I might." There was no confidence in my voice. He smelled an easy victory.
He kissed slowly down my cheek, stopping just at the corner of my mouth.
"Would I let a tree hurt you?" His lips barely brushed against my trembling lower lip.
"No," I breathed. I knew there was a second part to my brillant defense, but I couldn't quite call it back.
"You see," he said, his lips moving against mine. "There's nothing to be afraid of, is there?"
"No," I sighed, giving up.
Then he took my face in his hands almost roughly, and kissed me in earnest, his unyielding lips moving against mine.
There was really no excuse for my behavior. Obviously I knew better by now. And yet I couldn't seem to stop from reacting exactly as I had the first time. Instead of keeping safely motionless, my arms reached up to twine tightly around his neck, and I was suddenly welded to his stone figure. I sighed, and his lips parted.
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We stared at each other for a long moment. His hand smoldered against my skin. In my face, I knew there was nothing but wistful sadnessβI didn't want to have to say goodbye now, no matter for how short a time. At first his face reflected mine, but then, as neither of us looked away, his expression changed.
He released me, lifting his other hand to brush his fingertips along my cheek, trailing them down to my jaw. I could feel his fingers trembleβnot with anger this time. He pressed his palm against my cheek, so that my face was trapped between his burning hands.
"Bella," he whispered.
I was frozen.
No! I hadn't made this decision yet. I didn't know if I could do this, and now I was out of time to think. But I would have been a fool if I thought rejecting him now would have no consequences.
I stared back at him. He was not my Jacob, but he could be. His face was familiar and beloved. in so many real ways, I did love him. He was my comfort, my safe harbor. Right now, I could choose to have him belong to me.
Alice was back for the moment, but that changed nothing. True love was forever lost. The prince was never coming back to kiss me awake from my enchanted sleep. I was not a princess, after all. So what was the fairy-tale protocol for other kisses? The mundane kind that didn't break any spells?
Maybe it would be easyβlike holding his hand or having his arms around me. Maybe it would feel nice. Maybe it wouldn't feel like betrayal. Besides, who was I betraying, anyway? Just myself.
Keeping his eyes on mine, Jacob began to bend his face toward me. And I was still absolutely undecided.
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Stephenie Meyer (New Moon (The Twilight Saga, #2))