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In the morning, you can forget it. You can go back to pretending you don't like me, and I can pretend that I don't care. But for tonight, let me pretend you're mine.
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It hurts, Jacks.β
βI know, love. Iβm going to take you somewhere safe.
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Where were you?β she asked.
βI was killing innocent maidens and kicking puppies.β
βJacks, thatβs not funny.
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I wish our story could have had another ending.
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He held her with the type of intensity that only happens when a person wants something that isn't quite theirs.
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I do not want you dead, and Iβll kill anyone who tries.
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Iβm going to go back and stop your son from killing her.β
The queenβs face fell. For a moment, she looked as old as the years sheβd spent lying in a suspended state. βThat is not a small mistake to fix. If you do this, Time will take something equally valuable from you.β
The Fate gave the queen a look more vicious than any curse. βThere is nothing of equal value to me.
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Happy endings can be caught, but they are difficult to hold on to. They are dreams that want to escape the night. They are treasure with wings. They are wild, feral, reckless things that need to be constantly chased, or they will certainly run away.
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Glad to know you're thinking about me when you kiss your husband.
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Jacks no longer felt like her enemy, he felt like her home.
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It's all right. I'd probably kill another man if I found him with you like this.
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Sorry to break your fairytale, Little Fox, but ballads don't end happily, and neither do the two of us.
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It smelled of him; of apples and magic and cold,moonlit nights.
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The girl was dead. If her lifeless body had not confirmed it, then it would have been made clear by the horrible scream of the Fate who held her in his arms. The story curse was familiar with pain, but this was agony, the sort of raw grief that was only seen once in a century. The Fate was every tear that anyone had ever shed for lost love. He was pain given form.
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Dark was for stars and dreams and the magic that took place in between days.
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Nothing has been safe since the moment I laid eyes on you. And yet I don't want to look away.
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The Fate gave the queen a look more vicious than any curse. 'There is nothing of equal value to me.
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The Fate didnβt move. He didnβt let the girl go. He looked as if he never would. He continued holding her as if he could return her to life with the force of his will. His eyes were wet with blood. Red tears fell down his cheeks and onto hers. But the girl didnβt stir.
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She feared that dreams were like fairytales, a little bit true and not entirely trustworthy
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It didn't matter if he stayed forever cursed. All that mattered was that he stayed, that he chose her instead of fear.
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Happy endings can be caught, but they are difficult to hold on to.
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She used to think love was like a house. Once it was built, a person got to live in it forever. But now she wondered if love was more like a war with new foes constantly appearing and battles creeping up.
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I swear this is what I really want.β He spoke each word like a vow. βI want to erase every moment you and I have spent together, every word youβve said to me, and every time Iβve touched you, because if I donβt, Iβll kill you, just like I killed the Fox.
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Whatever it is, Jacks, you won't feel the same in a minute."
He swalloved hard and clenched his jaw. "You have no idea what I'm feeling now."
He looked at her lips, and the most tortured expression she'd ever seen crossed his face.
When Jacks wanted something, it was with an intensity that could break worlds and build kingdoms. That was the energy pouring off him now, as if he wanted to destroy her and make her his queen all at once.
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You know, biting is really like kissing but better, if you do it right.
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She didn't want someone to hold her while she cried and tell her it would be all right. She wanted fury, she wanted rage, she wanted a villain to tell her she'd done exactly what she needed to do.
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In the morning you can forget it. You can go back to pretending you dont like me. and i can pretend i dont care.But for tonight, let me pretend youre mine
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A tormented scream pierced the night like a blade. The sky bled, and darkness fell instead of stars, erasing lights across the Magnificent North.
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Jacksβs chest was heaving, his clothes were soaked, his hair was a mess across his faceβyet in that moment, Evangeline knew he would carry her through more than just freezing waters. He would pull her through fire if he had to, haul her from the clutches of war, from falling cities and breaking worlds. And for one brittle heartbeat, Evangeline understood why so many girls had died from his lips. If Jacks hadnβt betrayed her, if he hadnβt set her up for murder, she might have been a little bewitched by him.
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Jacks looked down on her from the dark nightstand where heβd perched
himself. His long legs draped negligently over the edge of the furniture as
his hands played with an apple and a knife.
βYou talk in your sleep,β he drawled. βYou said my nameβa lot.β
Evangeline felt a rush of heat crawl up her neck. βObviously, I was
having a nightmare.β
βIt didnβt look that way to me, Little Fox, and I was here all night.
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The truth is never what you want it to be, Little Fox.
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Maybe it would be better to forget him. She hadnβt wanted the forgetting before, but she wanted it now.
She wanted the pain to end. She wanted to forget his dimpled smile, his brilliant blue eyes, the way he called her Little Fox. And suddenly, her chest was tight at the thought she might never hear that nickname again. And she didnβt want to forget. She didnβt want to forget at all.
She didnβt want the memories erased or rewritten; she wanted more of them.
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Tick Tock Little Fox
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I know you're still angry with me, but you've always known what I am. I never tried to pretend otherwise, you just let yourself believe I was something I'm not.
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Are you jealous of Luc?'
'I thought we'd already covered that yesterday. I'm always jealous. And so are you.
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Like all admirers of fairytales, she'd always loved the scent of books. She loved the paper dust in the air, the way it swirled in the light like little sprinkles of magic. And most of all, she loved the way that fairytales always made her think of her mother and endless possibilities.
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Ballads never end happily, everyone knows that.
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Although given how driven Jacks was, if he were to be, loyal, she could see him being loyal to the death.
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I don't care what she wants!' roared the Fate. 'I don't want her dead. She saved you, you need to save her.
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We were all a little like you back then, stupid enough to believe that if we did the right thing, it would all work out.
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And it struck her how intimate words could be, how they could be spoken only once, for only one person, and they would never be heard again, they would disappear like a moment, gone almost as soon as you realized they were there.
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She could feel the cool of his arms sliding gently under her legs and carefully under her neck as he cradled her to his chest.
'It hurts, Jacks.'
'I know, love. I'm going to take you somewhere safe.
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She hoped that he would argue with her- she hoped that he would fight for her. She hoped despite everything that he would choose her.
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How can you keep mistaking me for someone who cares?
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Evangeline wanted to give love and to be loved and feel love at just the sight of someone. She wanted butterflies and kisses. She wanted it so much that sometimes she thought her heart would burst from it.
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It hurts, Jacks.β
βI know, love. Iβm going to take you somewhere safe.
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She tried to take comfort in the books. Stories had always felt as if they were her friends. But all these stories felt like distant relations to the tales she knew.
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She ran her fingers through his soft hair, just once.
He leaned in to her hand. 'That feels good,' he mumbled. 'You feel good, too.' He hooked an arm around her waist and drew her on to the bed.
'Jacks- what are you doing?'
'Just for tonight.' He tightened his arm, holding her even closer, until her chest was pressed against his bare skin.
'You're injured,' she breathed.
'This makes me feel better.' He spoke against her throat and finished with a lick that made her head begin to spin.
Now would have been a really good time to untangle herself.
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As much as she hated the choice that Jacks was making, she didn't want to take it away. Instead, she hoped, one final time, that he would make a better one.
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Evangeline had never been afraid of the dark before. Dark was for stars and dreams and the magic that took place in between days.
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i do not want you dead, and i'll kill anyone who tries.
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I am a monster, but whether you remember it or not, I'm your monster, Evangeline.
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... she couldn't believe the inexorable pull she felt was entirely one-sided.
She looked up at his unreadable eyes as he lowered her in to the bed. 'Do you still think of me as just a tool?'
Jacks frowned. 'I try not to think of you at all.
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Fates were always fighting the urge to be that which they were made to be.
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She looked up at his unreadable eyes as he lowered her into the bed. "Do you still think of me as just a tool?"
Jacks frowned. "I try not to think of you at all.
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All Evangeline cared about was that she was going to forget about him.
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She meant to say, For tonight, I'm yours, but all that came out was "I'm yours
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Evangeline didn't want love that made sense, she wanted love that made her feel, love that made her want to fight and hope for the impossible
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The secret to staying in love is having someone who will catch you when you start to fall out of it' and I promise to always catch you.
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Jacks didn't stop following her, and she had a feeling he never would.
She almost laughed at the idea that she'd thought she could run away from him. That he would simply let her go.
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She wanted the pain to end. She wanted to forget his dimpled smile, his brilliant blue eyes, the way he called her Little Fox. And suddenly, her chest was tight at the thought she might never heard that nickname again. And she didn't want to forget. She didn't want to forget at all.
She didn't want the memories erased or rewritten; she wanted more of them.
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He held her so tightly it hurt, but this pain she didn't mind. She'd let him crush her, let him break her, just as long as he never let her go. This was what she wanted, and she refused to believe that he didn't want it, too.
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Jacks's mouth twisted bitterly. "Since then, every girl I've kissed has died, except for one. And you are not that girl.
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But now it was crystal clearβhe was the one who did the breaking, because he didnβt know how to love.
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I hurt everyone, Little Fox. But you have to be alive to hate me.' His eyes iced over. 'I do not want you dead, and I'll kill anyone who tries.
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How did I look?"
"Like you would kill for her
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At the word sacrifice, something sparked in the Fate's cold eyes. He held the girl tighter, carrying her in his bloodstained arms as he stood and started down the ancient hall.
'What are you doing?' A crack of alarm showed in the queen's implacable face.
'I'm going to fix this.' He continued marching forward, holding the girl close as he carried her back through the arch.
The angels who'd been guarding it now wept. They cried tears of stone as the Fate set the girl at their feet and began wrenching stone after stone from the arch.
'Jacks of the Hollow,' warned the queen. 'Those arch stones can only be used one time to go back. They were not created for infinite trips to the past.'
'I know,' Jacks growled. 'I'm going to go back and stop your son from killing her.'
The queen's face fell. For a moment, she looked as old as the years she'd spent lying in suspended state. 'This is not a small mistake to fix. If you do this, Time will take something equally valuable from you.'
The Fate gave the queen a look more vicious than any curse. 'There is nothing of equal value to me.
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If you do this, Time will take something equally valuable from you.β
βThere is nothing of equal value to me.
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Evangeline started to fall, and then Jacks was there. Her eyes were too heavy to open-but she could feel him. He held her with the type of intensity that only happens when a person wants something that isn't quite theirs.
But she was. She just needed to tell him she loved him.
"Evangeline-" His voice was hoarse. "Come back to me...."
I'm not dead, she tried to say. But there was something wrong with her throat. And it seemed Jacks couldn't hear her thoughts.
He silently held her tighter and pressed his forehead to hers.
She wasn't sure if he was crying or if she was, but there was wet on her cheeks. It felt a lot like tears. And then she felt...
Nothing.
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You're good at this,' she murmured. 'Do you often travel with girls who've been flayed?'
That earned her a soft laugh. 'No.' Then quietly, as he ran a cloth along her lower back, just below the dip in her waist. 'Would you be jealous if I did?'
I'm not a jealous person was what Evangeline intended to say, but instead the words 'of course' came out.
Jacks laughed, louder this time.
Embarrassment surged through her. 'That's not what I meant to say.'
'It's all right. I'd probably kill another man if I found him with you like this.' Jacks' hands pressed harder as they went to her shoulders and, one by one, ripped off the sleeves of her dress so that what remained of the gown completely fell away.
She made a sound somewhere between a squeal and a gasp. 'What that really necessary?'
'No, but everyone should have their clothes ripped off at some point.'
She imagined Jacks was mostly trying to distract her from all the pain, yet she blushed all the way from her cheeks to her chest.
Out of the corner of her eye, she thought she saw him smile.
And for a second, nothing hurt.
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You can go back to pretending you don't like me, and I can pretend that I don't care. But for tonight, let me pretend you're mine
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In the morning, you can forget it. You can go back to pretending you don't like me, and I can pretend that I don't care. But for tonight, let me pretend you're mine
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where were you?"
"I was killing innocent maidens and kicking puppies"
"Jacks, that's not funny"
"neither is what's carved into your arm
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The secret to staying in love is having someone who will catch you when you start to fall out of it.
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I mean..it's just one night," he said softly. "In the morning, you can forget it. You can go back to pretending you don't like me, and I can pretend that I don't care. But for tonight, let me pretend you're mine.
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I can see why Jacks likes you. You're a bit like her, you know?'
'Like who?'
The Handsome Stranger rubbed his jaw. 'He wouldn't be happy if he knew I said this, but if you're not careful, you'll end up like her as well.'
'Like who?' Evangeline repeated.
'His first fox.
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... she feared that dreams were like fairytales, a little bit true and not entirely trustworthy.
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... the girl remained unmoving. Dead. And yet the Fate continued to hold her.
'Bring her back,' he said softly.
'I am sorry,' said the queen who'd just awoken. She was a petite thing. She's tried to pull her son away from the girl to stop his unnatural feeding, but her hands were not strong enough. The queen could not fight immortals physically, but she had an iron will forged of mettle and mistakes. 'You know I cannot do that.'
The Fate finally looked up. 'Bring her back,' he repeated. For he also possessed an indomitable will. 'I know you can do it.'
The queen shook her head remorsefully. 'My heart breaks for you- for this. But I will not do this. After bringing back Castor and seeing what he became, I vowed to never use that sort of magic again.'
'Evangeline would be different.' The Fate glowered at the queen.
'No,' she repeated. 'You wouldn't be saving this girl, you would be damning her. Just as we did to Castor. She wouldn't want this life.'
'I don't care what she wants!' roared the Fate. 'I don't want her dead. She saved you, you need to save her.'
The queen took a shaky breath.
If the story curse could have breathed, it would have held its breath. It hoped the queen would say yes. Yes to bringing her back, to turning her in to another terrible immortal. Despite what this Fate believed, the girl would be horrible- the ones with endless life always were, eventually.
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The girl was dead. If her lifeless body had not confirmed it, then it would have been made clear by the horrible scream of the Fate who held her in his arms. The story curse was familiar with pain, but this was agony, the sort of raw grief that was only seen once in a century. The Fate was every tear that anyone had ever shed for lost love. He was pain given form.
...
The Fate didn't move. He didn't let the girl go. He looked as if he never would. He continued holding her as if he could return her to life with the force of his will. His eyes were wet with blood. Red tears fell down his cheeks and on to hers. But the girl didn't stir.
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Jacks slowly ran a hand up and down her spine. "Have you decided to stay?"
"I thought you already heard what I was thinking," she whispered.
"I want you to say it out loud." His words were low and quiet; she wouldn't have heard them if she hadn't been so close.
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She melted once more at the memory of how he'd said the word mine. It was only supposed to be for the night, but the pretending hadn't stopped. Light was bleeding through the windows, showering them in sunshine as they lay together, legs and arms entwined. One of his cool hands wrapped protectively around her waist, and the other had made its way up her skirt, holding her to him as if touching were a form of breathing.
They had moved closer as they slept, as if drawn by some force that she suspected was simply each other.
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You're a little scary right now, do you know that?'
She glared at him.
'That's a compliment, Little Fox.' He reached towards her and brushed a lock of hair behind her ear with one featherlight touch.
Butterflies moved inside her. Different from the ones that she felt whenever she saw Apollo. Because Apollo didn't frighten her.
'What are you doing?' she squeaked.
Jacks chuckled. 'If I knew all it took to scare you was a little touch, I would have tried this sooner.' His fingertips played with her earlobe.
Evangeline pulled away, almost stumbling on the frozen ground. She hated that her legs were so unsteady. That one small touch could affect her so.
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Jacks dropped a heavy arm around her shoulders, sending a shock straight through her as he pulled her suddenly close.
'Want me to kill any of them for you?'
'No, they're just gossiping.'
'Then what if I merely give them the urge to cut out their own tongues?' he asked, flashing one of his dimples.
Evangeline stifled a giggle, though she knew she shouldn't be amused. She had no doubt he was serious about the tongues. 'Don't you dare-'
'You sure? They deserve it.' The whole House deserves it.
The thought was so quiet, Evangeline wasn't sure Jacks intended for her to hear it.
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Little Fox, when I saw you, I thought-'
He broke off as he set her atop all the twisted sheets. Then he fisted her hair in his hand and tugged until she was looking up at him. His face had all the agony of a fallen star, broken and beautiful, with eyes so blue, the colour of everything else looked dull.
Deliberately, his gaze fell to her lips.
Her breathing turned ragged, and she wished just once that he could kiss her.
He leaned closer and gently twisted her hair, angling her head as he brought their mouths incredibly close.
'You're still bleeding.' He licked the centre of her lips, soft and agonisingly slow. His tongue felt like heaven and hell. Like everything she wanted and all she couldn't have. She had to stop herself from leaning closer, though she doubted Jacks would let her. She could feel his fingers against her scalp, holding her in place, keeping her lips just shy of his.
But maybe it was close enough. Maybe they didn't have to touch. She could live like this as long as she could live with him.
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Do you kiss the prince because you actually enjoy it?β Jacks asked.
βOr is it because you honestly think it will magically revive him?β
βMaybe I do it because I know it will annoy you,β Evangeline answered archly.
Jacks flashed a smile that was far more wicked than welcoming. βGlad to know youβre thinking about me when you kiss your husband.β
Heat flushed her cheeks. βIβm not thinking nice things.β
βEven better.
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Everything between them felt as fragile as a raindrop that would cease to exist when it touched the ground. But the Hollow also felt like the sort of place where raindrops never touched the ground.
Jacks slowly ran a hand up and down her spine. 'Have you decided to stay.'
'I thought you already heard what I was thinking?' she whispered.
'I want you to say it out loud.' His words were low and quiet; she wouldn't have heard them if she hadn't been so close. And it struck her how intimate words could be, how they could be spoken only once , for only one person, and they would never be heard again, they would disappear like a moment, gone almost as soon as you realised they were there.
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She meant to say, For tonight, I'm yours, but all that came out was 'I'm yours.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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I think there's a happy ending for everyone. But I don't think these endings always follow the last page of a book, or that everyone is guaranteed to find their happily ever after. Happy endings can be caught, but they are difficult to hold on to. They are dreams that want to escape the night. They are treasures with wings. They are wild, feral, reckless things that need to be constantly chased, or they will certainly run away.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Grief, thought Marian, was not the melancholy mourning of a loss, not the long and dwindling ache that ballads sang of. It was forgetting, and remembering, again and again, an endless series of slashes, each as violent and sharp as the last. It was execution by a thousand different wounds, it was bleeding to death so slowly that you are certain it will never end, that you will suffer this torture for eternity, long after your natural life has ended. You are Prometheus, and instead of your liver, the eagle is tearing out your heart.
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The Archer had always been so sure of himself and what he could do. He'd never been given a task he could not complete. There was no beast he could not track, no target he could not hit. He could shoot an apple from the hand of a friend at a thousand paces away- while it was being tossed in the air. He was a legend, he was the Archer, and he would have sacrificed it all to save her.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Her breath was short, and her heart was pounding- she feared that at any moment it might just give out. And he was standing there eating an apple.
But she knew he felt something. She no longer believed anything that had happened between them in the Hollow was because of the mirth stone. The mirth stone didn't create bliss; all it had done was mend wounds and take away fear.
What was Jacks afraid of? What was his wound.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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If you really believe this is what you want, you're lying to yourself.'
'I'm not lying to myself,' Jacks snarled.
'Then tell me this is what you truly want. Swear you want this more than anything else and I'll never mention it again.'
Jacks grabbed her by the shoulders and looked directly in to her eyes. For a minute, he didn't speak. He just looked at her, at the remaining blood still on her lips and the dried tears staining her cheeks. 'I swear this is what I really want.' He spoke each word like a vow. 'I want to erase every moment you and I have spent together, every word you've said to me, and every time I've touched you, because if I don't, I'll kill you, just like I killed the Fox.'
Evangeline's heart stopped.
She searched Jacks' eyes, but all she saw was darkness, and all she felt was the press of his hands. He held on to her the way a person might grasp the edge of a cliff, knowing once they let go, there was no taking hold again.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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What the hell are you doing?' Jacks growled.
Evangeline turned toward his voice, sweat trickling down her cheek, as she found him standing in the doorway. A vein throbbed furiously along the line of his smooth, marble neck. His skin looked so cool, and she was so hot. All she wanted was to press her mouth to his throat and maybe lick it just once. Her blood rushed faster at the thought, and her fangs started to lengthen.
'Jacks, get out of here!' Chaos ordered. 'Unless you've changed your mind about her becoming a vampire.'
Chaos gripped Evangeline's wrists tighter, pressing them- along with her- more firmly to the bed. She writhed against his grip; he was crushing her again with the full weight of his body.
Something loud cracked in the doorway.
Her eyes shot back to Jacks, who was fisting the now splintered edge of the door. Had he done that with his hands?
He certainly looked livid enough. His silver-blue eyes turned midnight dark as he watched her struggling under Chaos.
Evangeline dimly knew that she should stop her thrashing. If she broke free from Chaos and managed to bite Jacks, the life she had- the life she wanted to keep- would be over. But she also wanted this. She wanted Jacks to stop her struggling. She wanted him to rip Chaos off her chest so that he could pin her to the bed instead.
Evangeline took a rasping breath, and her gaze collided with Jacks' once more.
He scrubbed a hand over his jaw. With Evangeline's heightened senses, she could hear it clench under his palm. Then she heard the scrape of Jacks' boots as he sharply turned and disappeared down the hall.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Jacks of the Hollow," warned the queen. "Those arch stones can only be used one time to go back. They were not created for infinite trips to the past."
"I know," Jacks growled. "I'm going to go back and stop your son from killing her."
The queen's face fell. For a moment, she looked as old as the years she'd spent lying in a suspended state. "That is not a small mistake to fix. If you do this, Time will take something equally valuable from you."
The Fate gave the queen a look more vicious than any curse. "There is nothing of equal value to me.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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What exactly are you doing?' Jacks drawled.
The breath left her lungs, and the broken heart scar on her wrist caught fire. She hadn't even heard him enter. Evangeline stopped mid-twirl, her skirts still swishing as she caught his dashing reflection in the mirror.
Her heart gave a silly jolt. She tried to stop it. But while Jacks was many terrible things, there was no denying that he was also painfully handsome. It was the golden hair. In certain lights, it looked like real gold, shining over eyes that glittered more than human eyes ever could. So maybe it was the eyes as well. And perhaps she could blame a little on his lips. They were perfect, of course, and right now they were smiling with amusement.
'So this is what you do when I'm not around?'
Evangeline felt the sudden urge to hide inside her wardrobe, but she tampered it down as she turned and met his gaze with a smile of her own. 'You think about what I do when you're not around?'
'Careful, Little Fox.' He took a step forward. 'You sound excited by the idea.'
'I'm not, I assure you,' she said, wishing she didn't sound so breathless. 'I merely like the thought that I torment you as much as you torment me.'
Jacks flashed one of his dimples, making him look deceptively charming. 'So you're the one who thinks about what I do when you're not around?'
'Only because I know you're up to no good.'
'No good.' He laughed as he said the words. 'I would hope you know by now that I'm up to far worse than just "no good".
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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I mean... it's just one night,' he said softly. 'In the morning, you can forget it. You can go back to pretending you don't like me, and I can pretend that I don't care. But for tonight, let me pretend you're mine.'
She melted at the word mine. For a dizzying second, she couldn't think. She couldn't bring herself to pull away, and yet she couldn't tell him she would stay.
'If it's easier, you can pretend, too,' he whispered. 'You can pretend I'm still Jacks of the Hollow and that you want to be mine.' His mouth pressed against her throat once more and slowly traced a blissful line up her neck, to her ear. Then his teeth nipped her earlobe.
She gasped. The bite was sharp and a little painful, as if he wanted to hold her and punish her, too. But he didn't have to punish her. This was already torture because she wanted it so much. She wanted him to want her, even if he was half-delirious in his wanting.
'I'm not delirious.' His voice was husky with something like sleep, but when he looked down on her, his eyes were clear and lucid.
And Evangeline felt as if she was tumbling in to them.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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He swallowed hard and clenched his jaw. 'You have no idea what I'm feeling now.'
He looked at her lips, and the most tortured expression she'd ever seen crossed his face.
When Jacks wanted something, it was with an intensity that could break worlds and build kingdoms. That was the energy pouring off him now, as if he wanted to destroy her and make her his queen all at once.
And it was oh so tempting to let him. Magic crackled in the sliver of space between them. Golden and electric and alive. It felt like the end of a fairytale, when one kiss has more power than a thousand wars or a hundred spells.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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You want to know how the story really ends? You want to know the part of the tale that everyone forgets?'
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'I told you that I killed her, but I didn't say how.' A dangerous intensity slipped in to Jacks' voice. 'I didn't tell you that I ran away, that I tried to leave her so I wouldn't hurt her. I didn't know if I really loved her, or if my feelings were all from the curse, because it wouldn't let me stop thinking about her. But she had more faith in me that I did. She chased after me. She was convinced I really loved her and that I could fight the curse. And I did. I never laid a hand on her. I overcame the Archer's curse. But it didn't matter, because as soon as I kissed her, she died.' Jack's mouth twisted bitterly. 'Since then, every girl I've kissed has died, except for one. And you are not that girl.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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The icy water hit hard as earth. She thrashed on instinct, but Jacks held her tightly. His arms were unyielding, dragging her up through the crashing waves. Salt water snaked up her nose, and the cold filled her veins. She was coughing and sputtering, barely able to take down air as Jacks swam to shore with her in tow. He held her close and carried her from the ocean as if his life depended on it instead of hers.
'I will not let you die.' A single bead of water dripped from Jacks' lashes on to her lips. It was raindrop soft, but the look in his eyes held the force of a storm.
It should have been too dark to his expression, but the crescent moon burned brighter with each second, lining edges of Jacks' cheekbones as he looked at her with too much intensity.
The crashing ocean felt suddenly quiet in contrast to her pounding heart, or maybe it was his heart.
Jacks' chest was heaving, his clothes were soaked, his hair was a mess across his face- yet in that moment, Evangeline knew he would carry her through fire if he had to, haul her from the clutches of war, from falling cities and breaking worlds. And for one brittle heartbeat, Evangeline understood why so many girls died from his lips. If Jacks hadn't betrayed her, if he hadn't set her up for murder, she might have been a little bewitched by him.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Hello,' he said, almost shyly, as he approached the table. He was barefoot and shirtless, and adorably tousled, with golden hair falling over sparkly eyes that looked as if they were still waking up.
'Hi.' Her voice came out oddly shy as well, which only seemed to make Jacks smile.
'You didn't have to sneak out of bed,' he said.
'I didn't sneak.'
'Then why didn't you stay?' He casually slid in to the seat beside her and turned to her with a wolfish grin. It was a smile like a fairytale, part villain, part hero, part impossible ever after.
She couldn't bear how much she loved it.
But then she remembered the stone. She imagined she'd feel differently if it was in an iron box, and she feared that Jacks would, too. That he wouldn't be looking at her as if he wanted to devour her instead of the breakfast.
'Tomorrow, I won't let you leave so easily.' His eyes flashed with mischief, and he stole a bite of her toast.
The gesture was so simple and so comfortable, and all she could think was that it would be so easy to stay here. 'I thought you said it was just one night.'
'I thought you never believed what I said.' He shook his head reproachfully and tugged her on to his lap.
'Jacks-' Evangeline put a hand against his chest. She could feel his heart was pounding, which surprised her. On the outside, he looked so casual and careless, but now she imagined he felt as nervous as she did. It made her want to pull him closer, to press her head in to his shoulder and tell him all the things that she was trying not to feel.
She wrapped her arms around his neck , and for a second she held tight. She held him as if he was hers and she was his, and there was nothing else between them. No curses. No lies. No past wounds or mistakes. She held him as if there was only now, as if nothing else mattered but this moment. Then she let him go. She shoved off his laps with clumsy arms and even clumsier legs that stumbled as she tried to step back.
'Evangeline... what's wrong?' A line creased between his brows.
'This isn't real, Jacks. You and I, we're under the influence of the mirth stone.'
'You think you would only feel this way about me because of a rock?' Jacks' mouth clamped shut. For a moment he looked angry, but she looked in his eyes, all she could see was hurt.
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Stephanie Garber (The Ballad of Never After (Once Upon a Broken Heart, #2))
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Yes, Phebe was herself now, and it showed in the change that came over her at the first note of music. No longer shy and silent, no longer the image of a handsome girl, but a blooming woman, alive and full of the eloquence her art gave her, as she laid her hands softly together, fixed her eye on the light, and just poured out her song as simply and joyfully as the lark does soaring toward the sun.
"My faith, Alec! that's the sort of voice that wins a man's heart out of his breast!" exclaimed Uncle Mac, wiping his eyes after one of the plaintive ballads that never grow old.
"So it would!" answered Dr. Alec, delightedly.
"So it has," added Archie to himself; and he was right: for just at that moment he fell in love with Phebe. He actually did, and could fix the time almost to a second: for at a quarter past nine, he thought merely thought her a very charming young person; at twenty minutes past, he considered her the loveliest woman he ever beheld; at five and twenty minutes past, she was an angel singing his soul away; and at half after nine he was a lost man, floating over a delicious sea to that temporary heaven on earth where lovers usually land after the first rapturous plunge.
If anyone had mentioned this astonishing fact, nobody would have believed it; nevertheless, it was quite true: and sober, business-like Archie suddenly discovered a fund of romance at the bottom of his hitherto well-conducted heart that amazed him. He was not quite clear what had happened to him at first, and sat about in a dazed sort of way; seeing, hearing, knowing nothing but Phebe: while the unconscious idol found something wanting in the cordial praise so modestly received, because Mr. Archie never said a word.
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Louisa May Alcott (Rose in Bloom (Eight Cousins, #2))