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Lily, Atlas says just keep swimming. —Ellen DeGeneres
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You're going to drive five miles just to give me a hug?"
"I'd run five miles just to give you a hug.
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She's my person, and I am hers, and that's something I've known since the first week we met.
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If it takes a million kisses for her not to think about the scars that surround her heart tattoo, then I'll kiss her there a million and one times.
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Yes. I kept the magnet Atlas gave me when we were kids. Yes. I kept the journals. No, I didn’t tell you about my tattoo. Yes, I probably should have. And yes, I still love him. And I’ll love him until I die, because he was a huge part of my life. And yes, I’m sure that hurts you. But none of that gave you the right to do what you did to me. Even if you would have walked into my bedroom and caught us in bed together, you still would not have the right to lay a hand on me, you goddamn son of a bitch!
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I don't know how he calmed me down without even talking, but he did. Some people just have a calming presence about them and he's one of those people.
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I open the Notes app and click on the most recent one. As soon as I see the two words at the top, I drop the phone, pressing it facedown on my thigh. “Atlas.” “Lily.
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It stops here, With me and you, It ends with us.
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Treating Lily the way she deserves to be treated is the easiest part of my life. I think you should be relieved she's with someone like me.
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I love you, Lily. Everything you are. I love you."
I know those words get thrown around a lot, especially by teenagers. A lot of times prematurely and without much merit. But when he said them to me, I knew he wasn't saying it like he was in love with me. It wasn't that kind of "I love you."
Imagine the people you meet in your life. There are so many. They come in like waves, trickling in and out with the tide. Some waves are much bigger and make more of an impact than others. Sometimes the waves bring with them things from deep in the bottom of the sea and they leave those things tossed on the shore. Imprints against the grains of sand that prove the waves had once been there, long after the tide recedes.
That was what Atlas was telling me wen he said "I love you." He was letting me know that I was the biggest wave he'd ever come across. And I brought so much with me that my impression would always be there, even when the tide rolled out.
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This is the only negative aspect to finally being with the person you’re meant to be with. You go years aching to be with them, and when they finally become a significant part of your life, it somehow hurts even more.
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I'm a Pinterest whore.
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If you truly believe that I would have been unfaithful to you, then go ahead and believe that. I don't have the energy to keep convincing you otherwise. I've explained this to you before, so I'm not saying it again. I never would have left you for Atlas. I didn't leave you for Atlas. I left you because I deserve to be treated better than the way I was treated by you.
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What are you doing?"
"Helping Josh with his homework. Trying to pretend I'm not thinking about you.
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I'm so happy you're happy. That's all I've ever wanted for you.
But I will say, nothing beats knowing I'm the one you get to be happy with now.
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- Then I realized maybe Atlas wasn't supposed to be my whole life. Maybe he was only supposed to be a part of it.
- I'm going to make a promise to you. When my life is good enough for you to be a part of it, I'll come find you. But I don't want you to wait around for me, because that might never happen.
- You pushed me. "You fell", he says.
- You are my wife. I'm supposed to be the one who protects you from the monsters. I'm not supposed to be the one.
- Where did you get that magnet, Lily?
- Lily saved your life, now you're saving hers.
- I had nothing to offer you but live, and to me, you deserved more than that- Atlas
- If you severer need me, I want you to call me. But only if it's an emergency. I'm not capable of being casual with you, Lily.- Atlas
- In the future..if by some miracle you ever find yourself in the position to fall in love again..fall in love with me. You're still my favourite person, Lily. Always will be.- Atlas
- Just because someone hurts you doesn't mean you can simply stop loving them. It's not a person's actions that hurt the most. It's the love.
-It stops here. With me and you. It ends with us- Lily to her baby Emerson.
- I feel like my life is good enough for you now. So whenever you're ready...- Atlas
- You can stop swimming now, Lily. We finally reached the shore."- Atlas
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This is Lily," Brad says, "She's married to an asshole and just found out she's pregnant with the asshole's baby. Lily, this is Jimmy. He's pompous and arrogant."
"Pompous and arrogant are the same thing, idiot," Jimmy says. He pulls out the chair next to Darin and nudges his head at the cards in my hands. "Did Atlas plant you here to hustle us? What kind of average person knows how to shuffle cards like that?
I smile and begin to pass cards out to each of them. "I guess we'll have to play a round to find out.
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Believe me, Lily. I know that wasn't a pity fuck. I was there.
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Atlas.” I say his name sympathetically because he does look absolutely drained. “Do you need me to come over and give you a hug?” “You mean do I need you to come home and give me a hug?” I smile when he says that. “Yes. That’s exactly what I meant. Do you need me to come home and give you a hug?” He nods. “I do, Lily. Come home.
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Es obvio que la sociedad ha elegido mal los héroes a los que adoramos, porque no me cabe duda de que es más fácil levantar un edificio que abandonar definitivamente la relación con un maltratador
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So? Who’s the lucky guy?” “He’s…” My voice falters. This is all so weird. My chest is still constricted and my stomach is flipping, and I can’t tell if it’s leftover nerves from kissing Ryle or if it’s the presence of Atlas. “His name is Ryle. We met about a year ago.” I instantly regret saying we met that long ago. It makes it sound like Ryle and I have been dating that long and we aren’t even officially dating. “What about you? Married? Have a girlfriend?” I’m not sure if I’m asking to extend the conversation he started, or if I’m genuinely curious. “I do, actually. Her name is Cassie. We’ve been together almost a year now.” Heartburn. I think I have heartburn. A year? I place my hand on my chest and nod. “That’s good. You seem happy.” Does he seem happy? I have no idea. “Yeah. Well… I’m really glad I got to see you, Lily.” He turns around to walk away, but then spins and faces me again, his hands shoved in his back pockets. “I will say… I kind of wish this could have happened a year ago.” I wince at his words, trying not to let them penetrate. He turns and walks back toward the restaurant.
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I reach down and pick up the bag with my three-year-old gift inside of it. I pull it out and can easily tell it’s a book, wrapped in tissue paper. I tear the tissue paper away and fall against the back of my chair. There’s a picture of Ellen DeGeneres on the front. The title is Seriously… I’m Kidding. I laugh and then open the book, gasping quietly when I see it’s autographed. I run my fingers over the words of the inscription. Lily, Atlas says just keep swimming. —Ellen DeGeneres I run my finger over her signature. Then I drop the book on my desk, press my forehead against it, and fake cry against the cover.
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I reach down and pick up the bag with my three-year-old gift inside of it. I pull it out and can easily tell it’s a book, wrapped in tissue paper. I tear the tissue paper away and fall against the back of my chair. There’s a picture of Ellen DeGeneres on the front. The title is Seriously… I’m Kidding. I laugh and then open the book, gasping quietly when I see it’s autographed. I run my fingers over the words of the inscription. Lily, Atlas says just keep swimming. —Ellen DeGeneres
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She thinks I’m your son,” the kid says. “You’re freaking her out.” Atlas immediately aims the phone back at his own face. “He’s not my son. He’s my brother.” Brother? Atlas moves the phone so that I’m looking at his brother again. “Say hi to Lily.” “No.” Atlas rolls his eyes and shoots me an apologetic look. “He’s kind of a jerk.” He says that right in front of his little brother. “Atlas!” I whisper, shocked at every part of this conversation. “It’s okay, he knows he’s a jerk.
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Lily.” Atlas kisses me gently on the cheek. “I think you…” He pauses, so I open my eyes and look at him. He shifts his eyes to my breasts, and then back at my face. Then he pulls at his white shirt and looks down at it and I see there’s some kind of stain on it. Oh, shit. I look down at my bra and it’s soaking wet. Oh my God. Breast milk. Everywhere. I am such an idiot.
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it in public. When we’re together everything else just seems to fade away, so I don’t think he even thought about other people noticing. But Katie noticed. She was sitting in the seat behind us and I heard her say, “Gross,” as soon as he leaned over and kissed me. She was talking to the girl next to her when she said, “I can’t believe Lily lets him touch her. He wears the same clothes almost every day.” Ellen, I was so mad. I also felt awful for Atlas. He pulled away from me and I could tell what she said bothered him. I started to turn around to yell at her for judging someone she doesn’t even know, but he grabbed my hand and shook his head no.
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We watched Finding Nemo and when that part came up where Marlin was looking for Nemo and he was feeling really defeated, Dory said to him, “When life gets you down do you wanna know what you’ve gotta do?… Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming.” Atlas grabbed my hand when Dory said that. He didn’t hold it like a boyfriend holds his girlfriend’s hand. He squeezed it, like he was saying that was us. He was Marlin and I was Dory, and I was helping him swim. “Just keep swimming,” I whispered to him. —Lily Dear Ellen,
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Don’t, Lily,” he said. So I didn’t. But for the rest of the bus ride, I was so angry. I was angry that Katie would say something so ignorant just to hurt someone she thought was beneath her. I was also hurt that Atlas appeared to be used to comments like that. I didn’t want him to think I was embarrassed that anyone saw him kiss me. I know Atlas better than any of them do, and I know what a good person he is, no matter what his clothes look like or that he used to smell before he started using my shower. I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek and then rested my head on his shoulder. “You know what?” I said to him.
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Obrigada por isso. Mesmo que esta saída não dê em nada e nunca mais voltemos a falar, ser-te-ei para sempre grato por teres visto em mim algo a que a minha própria mãe foi cega.
És a minha pessoa favorita, Lily. E agora sabes porquê.
Atlas
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We watched Finding Nemo and when that part came up where Marlin was looking for Nemo and he was feeling really defeated, Dory said to him, “When life gets you down do you wanna know what you’ve gotta do?… Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming.” Atlas grabbed my hand when Dory said that. He didn’t hold it like a boyfriend holds his girlfriend’s hand. He squeezed it, like he was saying that was us. He was Marlin and I was Dory, and I was helping him swim. “Just keep swimming,” I whispered to him. —Lily
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The corner of Atlas’s mouth twitches, and I’m not sure if he’s trying not to smile or trying not to frown. He faces me straight on. “Believe me, Lily. I know that wasn’t a pity fuck. I was there.
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Colleen Hoover (It Ends with Us (It Ends with Us, #1))
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Lily,
Atlas says just keep swimming.
—Ellen DeGeneres
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Lily, Atlas says just keep swimming.
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