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Tuhan, di dunia dan akhirat aku ingin mengabdi pada api Islam abadi pimpin aku! berkati perjuanganku! Tuhan, aku ingin maju menerjang rintangan engkar di dadaku biar menggema Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!
Hamka (Cermin Penghidupan)
I am not a slow learner I am a quick forgetter such erasing makes one voracious if you teach me something beautiful I will name it quickly before it floats away
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
The implication of this is that the mind’s possibilities are limited by its concept of its potential.
Na'im Akbar (Breaking the Chains of Psychological Slavery)
Human beings are unable to be about the serious business of living and building societies if they feel compelled to always clown or entertain others. People do not take you seriously if you don't take yourself seriously. A sense of humor brings necessary balance to an organized life, but a life of humor blinds one to life.
Na'im Akbar (Breaking the Chains of Psychological Slavery)
A child can always teach an adult three things: to be happy for no reason, to always be busy with something, and to know how to demand with all his might that which he desires. It was because of that boy that I returned to Akbar.
Paulo Coelho (The Fifth Mountain)
You must first be a king of your own personal kingdom. If you can't lead that kingdom on your own two feet, you can't lead a bigger kingdom
Na'im Akbar
when you fall asleep in that sort of love you wake up with bruises on your neck
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
I'm becoming more a vessel of memories than a person it's a myth / that love lives in the heart it lives in the throat we push it out / when we speak when we gasp we take a little for ourselves / in books love can be war-ending a soldier drops his sword / to lie forking oysters into his enemy's mouth in life we hold love up to the light / to marvel at its impotence
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
I have long carried this load of griefs in the cage of my heart. Now I have given them to you. I hope you are strong enough to hold them.
Qais Akbar Omar (A Fort of Nine Towers: An Afghan Family Story)
envy is the only deadly sin that's no fun for the sinner
Kaveh Akbar (Portrait of the Alcoholic)
Love was a room that appeared when you stepped into it.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
All I want is to finally take off my cowboy hat and show you my jeweled horns. If we slow dance I will ask you not to tug on them but secretly I will want that very much.
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
أما علمت أن الناظر للقدر كالناظر في عيني الشمس..كلما ازداد نظرا ازداد تحيرا
أبو حنيفة النعمان بن ثابت (Imam Abu Hanifa's Al-Fiqh al-Akbar Explained)
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. This may be me at my best
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
I lack nothing I need unless you count everything I want
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
It seems very American to expect grief to change something. Like a token you cash in. A formula. Grieve x amount, receive y amount of comfort. Work a day in the grief mines and get paid in tickets to the company store.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
my body follows me around asking for things. I try to think louder, try to be brilliant, wildly brilliant.
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
When I say “nations,” I mean “armed marketplaces.” Always.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
We believe the future come from a dream, no matter who or where, can make it happen.
Akbar de Wighar
When I awake, I ask God to slide into my head quickly before I do
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
just being perceived, all the time being perceived, was itself exhausting.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
This great Mughal Emperor [Akbar] was illiterate; he could neither read nor write. However, that had not stopped Akbar from cultivating the acquaintance of the most learned and cultured poets, authors, musicians, and architects of the time - relying solely on his remarkable memory during conversations with them.
Indu Sundaresan (The Twentieth Wife (Taj Mahal Trilogy, #1))
I feel most like a person when I am forcing something to be silent,
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Where does all our effort go? It’s hard not to envy the monsters when you see how good they have it. And how unbothered they are at being monsters.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Menaklukan diri sendiri adalah kemenangan yang paling akbar.
Plato
I have been so careless with the words I already have. I don’t remember how to say home in my first language, or lonely, or light. I remember only delam barat tang shodeh, I miss you, and shab bekheir, goodnight. How is school going, Kaveh-joon? Delam barat tang shodeh. Are you still drinking? Shab bekheir. For so long every step I’ve taken has been from one tongue to another.
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
An alphabet, like a life, is a finite set of shapes. With it, one can produce almost anything.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
ആരവങ്ങളില്‍ ഉന്മത്തരാവാതെ, പരാജയങ്ങളില്‍ നിരാശരാവാതെ രണ്ടിലും സമചിത്തത പാലിച്ച് മാനസികോര്‍ജ്ജം നേടുന്നതിലാവണം നിങ്ങളുടെ നോട്ടം. ഇതിനര്‍ത്ഥം സൗകര്യങ്ങള്‍ ഉപയോഗിക്കരുതെന്നല്ല. നിങ്ങളെ ഉണ്ടാക്കാന്‍ നിങ്ങള്‍ വിചാരിച്ചാലേ കഴിയൂ എന്നു മാത്രമാണ്. മറ്റെല്ലാം ചെറിയ രാസത്വരകങ്ങള്‍ മാത്രം.
Akbar Kakkattil (നോക്കൂ അയാള്‍ നിങ്ങളില്‍ത്തന്നെയുണ്ട് | Nokku, Ayal Ningalilthanneyundu)
Death only breaks the cage, but it does not hurt the bird.
Qais Akbar Omar (A Fort of Nine Towers: An Afghan Family Story)
Never mind, just make it fun, nice and useful.
Akbar de Wighar
Much of being alive is breaking
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Painting saved me, but I can’t say I loved painting. I painted because I needed to. What I really loved, what I love, is having-painted. That was the high. Making something that would never have existed in the entirety of humanity had I not been there at that specific moment to make it.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Because if the whole universe could just explode out of Nothing and then just Be, don't you see that the opposite could also be true? That it is possible to implode and Un-Be as well as to explode and Be? That it's possible to implode and Un-Be as well as to explode and Be? That all human beings, Napoleon Bonaparte, for example, or the emperor Akbar, or Angelina Jolie or your father, could simply return to Nothing once they're...done? In a sort of Little, by which I mean personal, Un-Bang?
Salman Rushdie (Luka and the Fire of Life (Khalifa Brothers, #2))
In the time before the fighting, before the rockets, before the warlords and their false promises, before the sudden disappearance of so many people we knew to graves or foreign lands, before the Taliban and their madness, before the smell of death hung daily in the air and the ground was soaked in blood, we lived well.
Qais Akbar Omar (A Fort of Nine Towers: An Afghan Family Story)
When young Black boys learn that there are no limits to our possibilities on the basketball courts, we create the athletic genius of Michael Jordan or Magic Johnson and in their genius, they recreate the game of basketball. When our young people know that there are no limits to their potential in the world of manufacturing, communication, physics, chemistry or the science of the human mind, then those same young Black minds who create dances on the dance floor or compose music on their bodies with the ‘hand jive’ will recreate these fields of human endeavor with the same incomparability.
Na'im Akbar (Breaking the Chains of Psychological Slavery)
my body burned like a barnful of feathers nothing was on fire but fire was on everything
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Is there a vocabulary for this - one to make dailiness amplify and not diminish wonder?
Kaveh Akbar (Portrait of the Alcoholic)
- The Azan story - The five daily ritual prayers were regularly performed in congregation, and when the time for each prayer came the people would assemble at the site where the Mosque was being built. Everyone judged of the time by the position of the sun in the sky, or by the first signs of its light on the eastern horizon or by the dimming of its glow in the west after sunset; but opinions could differ, and the Prophet felt the need for a means of summoning the people to prayer when the right time had come. At first he thought of appointing a man to blow a horn like that of the Jews, but later he decided on a wooden clapper, ndqiis, such as the Oriental Christians used at that time, and two pieces of wood were fashioned together for that purpose. But they were never destined to be used; for one night a man of Khazraj, 'Abd Allah ibn Zayd, who had been at the Second 'Aqabah, had a dream whieh the next day he recounted to the Prophet: "There passed by me a man wearing two green garments and he carried in his hand a ndqiis, so I said unto him: "0 slave of God, wilt thou sell me that naqusi" "What wilt thou do with it?" he said. "We will summon the people to prayer with it," I answered. "Shall I not show thee a better way?" he said. "What way is that?" I asked, and he answered: "That thou shouldst say: God is most Great, Alldhu Akbar." The man in green repeated this magnification four times, then each of the following twice: I testify that there is no god but God; I testify that Muhammad is the messenger of God; come unto the prayer; come unto salvation; God is most Great; and then once again there is no god but God. The Prophet said that this was a true vision, and he told him to go to Bilal, who had an excellent voice, and teach him the words exactly as he had heard them in his sleep. The highest house in the neighbourhood of the Mosque belonged to a woman of the clan of Najjar, and Bilal would come there before every dawn and would sit on the roof waiting for the daybreak. When he saw the first faint light in the east he would stretch out his arms and say in supplication: "0 God I praise Thee, and I ask Thy Help for Quraysh, that they may accept Thy religion." Then he would stand and utter the call to prayer.
Martin Lings (Muhammad: His Life Based on the Earliest Sources)
there was a word for this: sonder. “The realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own.” Incredible, how naming something took nothing away from its stagger. Language could be totally impotent like that.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
But surely Uncle Akbar could not be dead as they were dead? There must be something indestructible — something that remained of men who had walked and talked with one and told one stories, men whom one had loved and looked up to. But where had it gone? It was all very puzzling, and he did not understand.
M.M. Kaye (The Far Pavilions)
In the Islamic tradition a distinction is made between two holy wars, the "greater holy war" (el-jihadul-akbar) and the "lesser holy war" (el-jihadul-ashgar). This distinction originated from a saying (hadith) of the Prophet, who on the way back from a military expedition said: "You have returned from a lesser holy war to a great holy war." The greater holy war is of an inner and spiritual nature; the other is the material war waged externally against an enemy population with the particular intent of bringing "infidel" populations under the rule of "God's Law" (al-Islam). The relationship between the "greater" and "lesser holy war", however, mirrors the relationship between the soul and the body; in order to understand the heroic asceticism or "path of action", it is necessary to understand the situation in which the two paths merge, the "lesser holy war" becoming the means through which a "greater holy war" is carried out, and vice versa: the "little holy war", or the external one, becomes almost a ritual action that expresses and gives witness to the reality of the first. Originally, orthodox Islam conceived of a unitary form of asceticism: that which is connected to the jihad or "holy war".
Julius Evola (Metaphysics of War)
Eight of the ten commandments are about what thou shalt not. But you can live a whole life not doing any of that stuff and still avoid doing any good. That’s the whole crisis. The rot at the root of everything. The belief that goodness is built on a constructed absence, not-doing. That belief corrupts everything, has everyone with any power sitting on their hands.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
If the mortal sin of the suicide is greed, to hoard stillness and calm for yourself while dispersing your riotous internal pain among all those who survive you, then the mortal sin of the martyr must be pride, the vanity, the hubris to believe not only that your death could mean more than your living, but that your death could mean more than death itself—which, because it is inevitable, means nothing.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Akbar took Brahmins to task for misrepresenting Hindu texts to lower castes and hoped that translating Sanskrit texts into Persian would prompt these (in his opinion) arrogant leaders to reform their ways.
Audrey Truschke (Aurangzeb: The Man and the Myth)
Sometimes a mind is ready to leave the world before its body
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Grace to live at all—none of us did anything to deserve it. Being born. We spend our lives trying to figure out how to pay back the debt of being. And to whom we might pay it.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
গতানুগতিক প্রজ্ঞা সব সময় সত্য নয়। সমাজজীবনে সত্য অত্যন্ত জটিল। তার সঠিক উপলদ্ধি করতে হলে অনেক মানসিক পরিশ্রমের প্রয়োজন। এ পরিশ্রম এড়ানোর জন্য মানুষ গতানুগতিক প্রজ্ঞা আঁকড়ে ধরে থাকতে চায়। গতানুগতিক প্রজ্ঞার ব্যাখ্যা হলো সহজ, সুবিধাজনক, স্বস্তিদায়ক ও চিন্তামুক্ত। গতানুগতিক প্রজ্ঞা আমাদের স্বার্থ সংরক্ষণ করে এবং আমাদের মনে কোনো উদ্বেগের সৃষ্টি হতে দেয়না। কিন্তু গতানুগতিক প্রজ্ঞায় সব সময় সত্য মেলেনা।
Akbar Ali Khan (আজব ও জবর-আজব অর্থনীতি)
Di negara Jancukers. Allahu Akbar nilainya tinggi, yaitu untuk mengusir penjajah Belanda dulu dan untuk mengusir Jepang. Tidak seperti di negara tetangga, Allahu Akbar dipakai untuk melawan orang makan di warung Tegal.
Sujiwo Tejo
I am less horrible than I could be I've never set a house on fire never thrown a firstborn off a bridge still my whole life I answered every cry for help with a pour with a turning away I've given this coldness many names thinking if it had a name it would have a solution thinking if I called a wolf a wolf I might dull its fangs
Kaveh Akbar (Portrait of the Alcoholic)
It’s easy for people who have sacrificed nothing to rationalize their own ordinariness by calling me lucky. But I sacrificed my entire life; I sold it to the abyss. And the abyss gave me art.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Cyrus thought about what an aggressively human leader on earth might look like. One who, instead of defending decades-old obviously wrong positions, said, “Well, of course I changed my mind, I was presented with new information, that’s the definition of critical thinking.” That it seemed impossible to conceive of a political leader making such a statement made Cyrus mad, then sad.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Mona told herself that even if her recent feelings were a delusion, they were by far preferable to the thirty years of immaculate deception she had suffered in her first marriage. Yet she had to forgive Akbar Ahmad - perhaps because he was already dead.
Musharraf Ali Farooqi (The Story of a Widow)
Cyrus prided himself in descending from people comfortable sitting in uncertainty. He himself knew little about anything and tried to remember that. He read once about a Sufi prayer that went “Lord, increase my bewilderment.” That was the prayer in its entirety.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Find your way, create the future.
Akbar de Wighar
I wish I was only as cruel as the first time I noticed I was cruel, waving my tiny shadow over a pond to scare the copper minnows.
Kaveh Akbar (Pilgrim Bell: Poems)
Will I ever even know when my work is done? I'm almost ready to show you the mess I've made
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Here I am, dying at an average pace.
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
It’s possible, he thought, that the experience of gratitude was itself a luxury, a topless convertible driven through a rainless life.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
This makes sadness seem more like tradition
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
In “The Palace,” Kaveh Akbar writes that “Art is where what we survive survives,” and I think that’s true not only of the art we make, but also of the art we love.
John Green (The Anthropocene Reviewed: Essays on a Human-Centered Planet)
Akbar proposed that ‘all religions are either equally true or equally illusory’.
Ira Mukhoty (Akbar: The Great Mughal)
I’ve given this coldness many names thinking if it had a name it would have a solution thinking if I called a wolf a wolf I might dull its fangs I carried the coldness like a diamond for years holding it close near as blood until one day I woke and it was fully inside me both of us ruined and unrecognizable two coins on a train track the train crushed into one.
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
The performance of certainty seemed to be at the root of so much grief. Everyone in America seemed to be afraid and hurting and angry, starving for a fight they could win. And more than that even, they seemed certain their natural state was to be happy, contented, and rich. The genesis of everyone’s pain had to be external, such was their certainty. And so legislators legislated, building border walls, barring citizens of there from entering here. “The pain we feel comes from them, not ourselves,” said the banners, and people cheered, certain of all the certainty. But the next day they’d wake up and find that what had hurt in them still hurt.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Do you have this organ here?” Cyrus asked her, pointing at the base of his throat. “A doom organ that just pulses all the time? Pulses dread, every day, obstinately? Like it thinks there’s a panther behind the curtain ready to maul you, but there’s no panther and it turns out there’s no curtain either? That’s what I wanted to stop.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
He felt a flash of familiar shame—his whole life had been a steady procession of him passionately loving what other people merely liked, and struggling, mostly failing, to translate to anyone else how and why everything mattered so much.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
The moon floats in a dark blue space, and shames billions of stars by its light. She has things to tell you; in fact she is talking to you,
Qais Akbar Omar (A Fort of Nine Towers: An Afghan Family Story)
That the moon causes tides seems too witchy to be science
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Sometimes I feel beautiful and near dying
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
the addictions that were killing me fastest were the ones I loved best
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
I'm learning how much of myself I don't actually need
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
The barbarism of eating anything seems almost unbearable
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Some days we can see Venus in midafternoon. Then at night, stars separated by billions of miles, light traveling years to die in the back of an eye.
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Grace doesn’t work that way. It begins with the reward. Goodness never enters the equation.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Someone said alcohol reduces the ‘fatal intensity’ of living. Maybe it was that.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Somewhere between ‘I love you’ and ‘but’ is mankind, a giant loneliness strolling through an even greater loneliness. — Negar Emrani (trans. Kaveh Akbar), “Somewhere Between the World and the Mirror,” published in Asymptote (April 2017) (via bostonpoetryslam)
Negar Emrani
Being a Fangirl doesn't mean that you get all the answers right to 'So you think you're a fan of....' quizzes, or that you have dedicated an Instagram account to it. Being a Fangirl is connecting with the characters, reading the books over and over, getting the feels.
Sophia Akbar
Behind me is silence, and ahead of me is silence.’ And that was it. That was her whole answer. Isn’t that perfect?” “Yeah, that’s beautiful,” said Cyrus, though it confused him. “What I mean is, I think maybe you’ll find your real ending once you stop looking for it,” Orkideh said. “I think real endings tend to work their way in from the outside.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
The iron law of sobriety, with apologies to Leo Tolstoy: the stories of addicts are all alike; but each person gets sober their own way. Addiction is an old country song: you lose the dog, lose the truck, lose the high school sweetheart. In recovery you play the song backward, and that’s where things get interesting. Where’d you find the truck? Did the dog remember you? What’d your sweetheart say when they saw you again?
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
NOTHING should more deeply shame the modern student than the recency and inadequacy of his acquaintance with India. Here is a vast peninsula of nearly two million square miles; two-thirds as large as the United States, and twenty times the size of its master, Great Britain; 320,000,000 souls, more than in all North and South America combined, or one-fifth of the population of the earth; an impressive continuity of development and civilization from Mohenjo-daro, 2900 B.C. or earlier, to Gandhi, Raman and Tagore; faiths compassing every stage from barbarous idolatry to the most subtle and spiritual pantheism; philosophers playing a thousand variations on one monistic theme from the Upanishads eight centuries before Christ to Shankara eight centuries after him; scientists developing astronomy three thousand years ago, and winning Nobel prizes in our own time; a democratic constitution of untraceable antiquity in the villages, and wise and beneficent rulers like Ashoka and Akbar in the capitals; minstrels singing great epics almost as old as Homer, and poets holding world audiences today; artists raising gigantic temples for Hindu gods from Tibet to Ceylon and from Cambodia to Java, or carving perfect palaces by the score for Mogul kings and queens—this is the India that patient scholarship is now opening up, like a new intellectual continent, to that Western mind which only yesterday thought civilization an exclusively European thing.I
Will Durant (Our Oriental Heritage (Story of Civilization 1))
Why should the Prophet Muhammad get a whole visit from an archangel? Why should Saul get to see the literal light of heaven on the road to Damascus? Of course it would be easy to establish bedrock faith after such clear-cut revelation. How was it fair to celebrate those guys for faith that wasn’t faith at all, that was just obedience to what they plainly observed to be true? And what sense did it make to punish the rest of humanity who had never been privy to such explicit revelation?
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
There’s this story I read one time, some old-school Muslim fairy tale, maybe it was a discarded hadith I guess, but it was all about the first time Satan sees Adam. Satan circles around him, inspecting him like a used car or something, this new creation—God’s favorite, apparently. Satan’s unimpressed, doesn’t get it. And then Satan steps into Adam’s mouth, disappears completely inside him and passes through all his guts and intestines and finally emerges out his anus. And when he gets out, Satan’s laughing and laughing. Rolling around. He passes all the way through the first man and he’s rolling around laughing, in tears, and he says to God, ‘This is what you’ve made? He’s all empty! All hollow!’ He can’t believe his luck. How easy his job is going to be. Humans are just a long emptiness waiting to be filled.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
an anthropologist who wrote about how the first artifact of civilization wasn’t a hammer or arrowhead, but a human femur—discovered in Madagascar—that showed signs of having healed from a bad fracture. In the animal world, a broken leg meant you starved, so a healed femur meant that some human had supported another’s long recovery, fed them, cleaned the wound. And thus, the author argued, began civilization. Augured not by an instrument of murder, but by a fracture bound, a bit of food brought back for another.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Mujāhada, a collateral form of jihād (the so-called "holy war"), taken [by Sufis] to mean "earnest striving after the mystical life." The term is based on the Koranic text, "And they that strive earnestly in Our cause, them We surely guide upon Our paths." A Tradition makes the Prophet rank the "greater warfare" (al jihad al-akbar) above the "lesser warfare" (al jihad al-asghar, i.e., the war against infidelity), and explain the "greater warfare" as meaning "earnest striving with the carnal soul" (mujāhadat al-nafs).
A.J. Arberry (Sufism: An Account of the Mystics of Islam)
The story pretends to be about names but it’s actually a story about time, how time flattens everything. Family, duty, whatever. Into dirt. There’s something comforting about that, something vast and, yes, inescapable. Like bright ink spilling over everyone at once.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Wrath is the desire to repay what you've suffered.
Kaveh Akbar (Pilgrim Bell: Poems)
Reputation just a skin, integrity means a soul.
Akbar de Wighar
If you teach me something beautiful I will name it quickly before it floats away
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Performed pain is still pain
Kaveh Akbar (Calling a Wolf a Wolf)
Anger is a kind of fear. And fear saved you. When the world was all kneecaps and coffee tables, fear kept you safe.
Kaveh Akbar
I sacrificed my entire life; I sold it to the abyss. And the abyss gave me art.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
The story is what comes after.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
It feels so American to discount dreams because they’re not built of objects, of things you can hold and catalogue and then put in a safe. Dreams give us voices, visions, ideas, mortal terrors, and departed beloveds. Nothing counts more to an individual, or less to an empire.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
When you are ten, shame stitches itself into you like a monogram, broadcasting to the world what holds you, what rules your soul. In school Roya could smell the dank must even though she’d soaped it away and changed into fresh clothes. The scent wasn’t so much on her as it was of her, compositional. It clung inside her nose like a kind of rot. She was certain everyone else could smell it.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
As if to incentivize the whole ordeal, the body offered you dreams. In exchange for a third of your living, you were offered sprawling feasts, exotic adventures, beautiful lovers, wings. Or at least the promise of them, made only slightly less intoxicating by the curious threat of nightmare. How sometimes, at random, your mind would decide to reduce you to a whimper, or a gasp, in the night.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
At the intersection of Iranian-ness and Midwestern-ness was pathological politeness, an immobilizing compulsivity to avoid causing distress in anyone else. Cyrus thought about this a lot. You cooed at their ugly babies, nodded along with their racist bullshit. In Iran it was called taarof, the elaborate and almost entirely unspoken choreography of etiquette that directs every social interaction. The old joke, that two Iranian men could never get on an elevator because they’ll just keep saying “you go,” “no you,” “no no please,” “I insist,” as the doors opened and closed. Midwestern politeness felt that way too, Cyrus learned, like it was burning cigarette holes in your soul. You bit your tongue, then bit it a little harder. You tried to keep your face still enough to tell yourself you hadn’t been complicit, that at least you weren’t encouraging what was happening around you. To you.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
All those severe poets talking big about the wages of sin all the time,” Zee added, “but nobody ever brought up the wages of virtue. The toll of trying really really hard to be good in a game that’s totally rigged against goodness.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Maybe it was that Cyrus had done the wrong drugs in the right order, or the right drugs in the wrong order, but when God finally spoke back to him after twenty-seven years of silence, what Cyrus wanted more than anything else was a do-over.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
For our species, the idea of art as ornament is a relatively new one. Our ape brains got too big, too big for our heads, too big for our mothers to birth them. So we started keeping all our extra knowing in language, in art, in stories and books and songs. Art was a way of storing our brains in each other’s. It wasn’t until fairly recently in human history, when rich landowners wanted something pretty to look at in winter, that the idea of art-as-mere-ornament came around. A painting of a blooming rose to hang on the mantel when the flowers outside the window had gone to ice. And still in the twenty-first century, it’s hard for folks to move past that. This idea that beauty is the horizon toward which all great art must march. I’ve never been interested in that. “As heaven spins, I fall into bedlam.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)
Lord Charles Canning, the last Governor-General and first viceroy of India (the transition from East India Company rule to the British Crown took place during his turbulent tenure, 1856–62) wrote candidly to Vernon Smith, president of the Board of Control, on 21 November 1857, at the height of the ‘mutiny’: ‘As we must rule 150 million of people by a handful [of] Englishmen, let us do it in a manner best calculated to leave them divided (as in religion and national feeling they already are) and to inspire them with the greatest possible awe of our power and with the least possible suspicion of our motives’.
M.J. Akbar (Tinderbox: The Past and Future of Pakistan)
The whole Abrahamic world invests itself in this promise: Don't lie, don't cheat, don't fuck or steal or kill, and you'll be a good person. Eight of the ten commandments are about what thou shalt not. But you can live a whole life not doing any of that stuff and still avoid doing any good. That's the whole crisis. The rot at the root of everything. The belief that goodness is built on a constructed absence, not-doing. That belief corrupts everything, has everyone with any power sitting on their hands. A rich man goes a whole day without killing a single homeless person and so goes to sleep content in his goodness. In another world, he's buying crates of socks and Clif bars and tents, distributing them in city centers. But for him, abstinence reigns.
Kaveh Akbar (Martyr!)