β
I would love to say
that you
make me
weak in the knees
but
to be quite upfront
and completely
truthful
you
make my body
forget
it has knees
at all.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Love Language)
β
Promise me you will not spend so much time treading water and trying to keep your head above the waves that you forget, truly forget, how much you have always loved to swim.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Will you tolerate
the strangeness inside of me,
the quirks of my soul?
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I would imagine there are days when Superman wakes up, glances at his cape, and wonders when someone will come save him.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I promise you
I will try harder
to be better.
I
have battled with things
inside me
for longer than you know;
I do not know
what they are
or why they are there,
I only know
that they feel
manageable,
defeatable,
when I
am around
You.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I love you,
in ways
you've never been
loved,
for reasons you've never been
told,
for longer than you think you
deserved
and with more
than you will ever know existed
inside
me.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
What if it's the there
and not the here
that I long for?
The wander
and not the wait,
the magic
in the lost feet
stumbling down
the faraway street
and the way the moon
never hangs
quite the same.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
Oh what we could be
if we stopped
carrying the remains
of who we were.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
You are the poem I never knew how to write and this life is the story I have always wanted to tell.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Some days I wake up
and all I feel
are the fractures
in the flesh
that covers
the only me
I've ever known.
Some days,
it's those exact
fissures
that let the light
hiding inside me
pour out
and cover
in gold
everyone
that found enough beauty
in the cracks
to stand
close.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Photos Iβm not in
and memories we donβt share,
haunt my lonely eyes.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Sometimes
the only way
to catch
your breath
is to
lose it
completely.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
Do you think it possible that some people are born to give more love than they will ever get back in return?
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I do not know
if I
will ever be
complete,
but I know
whatever I am,
You
will always be
the rest of
me.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
I would rather wear honest tears than the most beautiful and elaborately faked smile.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I have blisters on my feet from dancing alone with your ghost.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
What an utter disgrace it would be to find something truly magic and spend any time at all pretending and trying to convince yourself it is all just an unbelievably orchestrated and beautifully choreographed illusion.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Thank You"
she whispered soft
like it may
blow away
with anything stronger
than a breathe,
"for fixing me."
"You,"
I sputtered out
like the first sound
of morning,
"were never
broken.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
In the space, the pause between this breath and the one that follows, you have made a home inside me.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I believe
in love at first sight
but I will always believe
that the people
we love
we have loved before.
Many, many, many times before
and when we stumble
through grace and circumstance
and that brilliant illusion of choice
to finally meet them again,
we feel it faster
each time through.
The one glance
that set life alight
is two sets of two eyes
staring through the layers
of lifetimes and stolen glances
and first kisses and hands held;
the brace against the weight
and unrelenting tide
of waiting.
I believe
in love at first sight
but am not burdened with the misconception
that it's a first sight
at all.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
All I know, all I can comprehend of the mathematics of a life, are the times your hand is inside my hand, and the times it is not.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
You
are the poem
I never knew
how to write
and this life
is the story
I have always
wanted
to tell.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
I overheard the man
whisper
"I am a lover
not a fighter,"
and to myself
I thought
I,
am in fact,
both.
For is it love
at all
if it's not worth
fighting
for?
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I would be lying if I said there were not times that I am an earthquake contained inside this skin
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I will never, ever believe in the words "too late" because it is never too late to be exactly who you wish, do exactly what you should, say exactly what needs to be heard, and live the exact life you should be living.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
please forgive my hands when they can't stop finding you. please forgive my lips.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
And you loved me like I was, and had always been, the answer and the question did not, and would never, matter.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
We
are the only
people I have ever
known
that can
make love
from across
a
crowded
room.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
I am leaking letters and dripping verbs and bathing myself in the actions they long to take.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I would rather hurt,
and walk through the flames you leave,
than never feel you.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
They pay no mind to the spectacle behind them. They pay no mind because to them, all things are great, all things are grand. What a life if we found the focal point everywhere, in everything, the miracle in the most mundane and the stunning in the simple.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I want the light filtered down through the trees painting flesh like a mosaic and filling up the dark in me. I want to see how sunset decorates your hair.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I am yours
and I will whisper it
and shout it
and write it
and carve it into my skin
if only blood
would tell you
the truth you need to see.
I am yours
and I have never
been anyone's before.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I find you in storms,
I feel you in the lightning,
I miss you in rain.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
Do broken pianos play broken songs? Do they have busted melodies for busted hearts? Is there a song living inside it that's waiting to get out? Her keys are shattered and her notes long since silent but I can still hear her song. Just listen, just listen.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
When we
are we
and a closet
we share,
I
will hang my clothes
in the opposite direction
as yours,
because after a wait
like this,
I think even they
deserve to always
be walking
directly towards
each other.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
Wherever I am,
whatever I am doing,
you are in it all.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
You have never
had to steal
my breath,
or take it away,
somehow
you have always
managed to convince me
to hand it over
freely.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
Somewhere
someone
thinks they love
someone else
exactly like
I
love you.
Somewhere
someone shakes
from the ripple
of a thousand butterflies
inside a
single stomach.
Somewhere
someone
is packing their
bags
to see the world
with someone
else.
Somewhere
someone
is reaching through
the most
terrifying few
feet of space
to hold the
hand
of someone
else.
Somewhere
someone
is watching
someone elseβs
chest
rise and fall
with the
breath
of slumber.
Somewhere
someone
is pouring
ink like blood
onto pages
fighting
to say the truth
that has
no words.
Somewhere
someone
is waiting
patient
but exhausted
to just
be
with someone
else.
Somewhere
someone
is opening
their eyes
to a sunrise
in someplace
they have never
seen.
Somewhere
someone
is pulling out
the petals
twisting the
apple stem
picking up
the heads up penny
rubbing the
rabbits foot
knocking on
wood
throwing
coins into
fountains
hunting for
the only clover
with only 4 leaves
skipping over
the cracks
snapping the
wishbone
crossing their
fingers
blowing out
the candles
sending dandelion
seeds into the
air
ushering eyelashes
off their thumbs
finding the first
star
and waiting for
11:11 on
their clock
to spend their
wishes
on someone
else.
Somewhere
someone
is saying
goodbye
but somewhere
someone else
is saying
hello.
Somewhere
someone
is sharing their first
or their last
kiss
with their
or no longer their
someone
else.
Somewhere
someone
is wondering
if how they feel
is how the other
they
feels about them
and if both theys
could ever become
a they
together.
Somewhere
someone
is the decoder ring
to all of
the great mysteries
of life
for someone
else.
Somewhere
someone
is the treasure map.
Somewhere
someone
thinks they love
someone else
exactly like
I
love you.
Somewhere
someone
is wrong.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I'll never ask you
to be anything other
than exactly you.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
Be gentle,
always delicate
with every soul
you meet,
for every single morning
you wake up,
there is someone
Wishing,
silently
and secretly,
that they
had not.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
Because of you I can feel myself slowly but surely becoming the me I have always dreamed of being.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I am so tired of waking to the blank canvass of morning and realizing it won't be painted with you.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
come crawl atop me
and we will spend the daylight
buried in kisses
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
Let it go, just let it go, but if I set down that weight what will show my arms they are strong?
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Sometimes you look up and there just seems to be so many more stars that ever before. More. They burn brighter and they shine longer and they never vanish into your periphery when you turn your head. It's as if they come out for us and to remind us that their light took so long to come to us, that if we never had the patience to wait, we never would have seen them here, tonight, like this.
That as much as it hurts, sometimes it's all you can do, wait, endure and keep shining, knowing that eventually, your light will reach where it is supposed to reach and shine for who it is supposed to shine for.
It is never easy, but it is always worth it.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
Is it possible
for a heart to be exhausted?
Can it still be worn
when locked tight
in its cage?
My heart's beat
is a drum too loose,
a dull thud
where it once
was triumphant.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
When I'm an old man,
I don't want to count the years,
we forgot to share.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I will wait, I am waiting, and I will love you with all the love I posses until this body is ash and I begin my search for you again.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
You were the thing
worth photographing,
the stillness
that begged
for a matte finish
and far off stare.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
You are the habit
that I will spend my lifetime
trying not to break.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
Find my hand in the darkness and if we cannot find the light, we will always make our own.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
I promise to plant kisses like seeds on you body, so in time you can grow to love yourself as I love you.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
There is more light than darkness, there has always been.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Come here
and take off your clothes
and with them
every single worry
you have ever carried.
My fingertips on your back
will be the very last thing
you will feel
before sleeping
and the sound of my smile
will be the alarm clock
to your morning ears.
Come here
and take off your clothes
and with them
the weight of every yesterday
that snuck atop your shoulders
and declared them home.
My whispers will be the soundtrack
to your secret dreams
and my hand
the anchor to the life
you will open your eyes to.
Come here
and take off your clothes.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Oh what we could be if we stopped carrying the remains of who we were.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
Don't ever tell me I'm broken if you will not be the glue, and please don't point out the fractures if that's all you're allowed to do.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
When you have swam in the sea
a lake will no longer do;
everyone else has been a pond
but the ocean was always you.
β
β
-Tyler Knott Gregson-
β
Was I born patient
or have the years of waiting
taught me to be?
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Promise me you will not spend so much time treading water and trying to keep your head above the waves that you forget, truly forget, how much you have always loved to swim.β -Tyler Knott Gregson
β
β
Dan Johnston (INFJ Heart, Mind and Spirit: Understand Yourself and Fulfill Your Purpose as an INFJ)
β
We were one, once.
One continent
that floated alone
in a sea of blue.
Time and tide and
forces that exist
without the necessity
of our belief,
pulled us, into two, into many,
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Brighter, now brighter, pay no mind to those who squint, burn with all your heat.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
I am the empty sound
that fills the space between two
when neither one
knows what to say.
I am the moment before
the faint,
the all black and soundless fall,
I am the echoless dark
of far off space.
I am the way it never needs sound to shine.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Just keep waking up,
dragging yourself out of bed.
It will get better.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
We carry in us all we could ever possibly need.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Oh what we see when we finally stop looking.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
There is no difference:
Love is love and love is love.
We are all the same.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
I promise to plant kisses
like seeds on your body,
so in time you
can grow to love yourself
as I love you.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
I want to know what your skin
feels like after three days
of traveling and no bother
of a shower because what
we see is more and worth
more than how we feel.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
If you give me home
I will give you adventure.
It's both we can have.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
You are exactly
Precisely and perfectly
What I waited for.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
Please don't break this heart, it's endured so very much, it survived the fall.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
What if time stole
my tenderness,
what if I am worn through
and grace was wasted
in the waiting?
can I climb out
of what you have buried
me under?
When will it stop feeling
like I am breathing
though a cloth soaked
in salt water?
When will home
stop being a silent cemetery
of every wish
I've had to bury?
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
This is an ode to all of those that have never asked for one.
A thank you in words to all of those that do not do
what they do so well for the thanking.
This is to the mothers.
This is to the ones who match our first scream
with their loudest scream; who harmonize in our shared pain
and joy and terrified wonder when life begins.
This is to the mothers.
To the ones who stay up late and wake up early and always know
the distance between their soft humming song and our tired ears.
To the lips that find their way to our foreheads and know,
somehow always know, if too much heat is living in our skin.
To the hands that spread the jam on the bread and the mesmerizing
patient removal of the crust we just cannot stomach.
This is to the mothers.
To the ones who shout the loudest and fight the hardest and sacrifice
the most to keep the smiles glued to our faces and the magic
spinning through our days. To the pride they have for us
that cannot fit inside after all they have endured.
To the leaking of it out their eyes and onto the backs of their
hands, to the trails of makeup left behind as they smile
through those tears and somehow always manage a laugh.
This is to the patience and perseverance and unyielding promise
that at any moment they would give up their lives to protect ours.
This is to the mothers.
To the single momβs working four jobs to put the cheese in the mac
and the apple back into the juice so their children, like birds in
a nest, can find food in their mouths and pillows under their heads.
To the dreams put on hold and the complete and total rearrangement
of all priority. This is to the stay-at-home moms and those that
find the energy to go to work every day; to the widows and the
happily married.
To the young mothers and those that deal with the unexpected
announcement of a new arrival far later than they ever anticipated.
This is to the mothers.
This is to the sack lunches and sleepover parties, to the soccer games
and oranges slices at halftime. This is to the hot chocolate
after snowy walks and the arguing with the umpire
at the little league game. To the frosting ofbirthday cakes
and the candles that are always lit on time; to the Easter egg hunts,
the slip-n-slides and the iced tea on summer days.
This is to the ones that show us the way to finding our own way.
To the cutting of the cord, quite literally the first time
and even more painfully and metaphorically the second time around.
To the mothers who become grandmothers and great-grandmothers
and if time is gentle enough, live to see the children of their children
have children of their own. To the love.
My goodness to the love that never stops and comes from somewhere
only mothers have seen and know the secret location of.
To the love that grows stronger as their hands grow weaker
and the spread of jam becomes slower and the Easter eggs get easier
to find and sack lunches no longer need making.
This is to the way the tears look falling from the smile lines
around their eyes and the mascara that just might always be
smeared with the remains of their pride for all they have created.
This is to the mothers.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
There will always be light, and I will never stop chasing it.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
If I died tonight I think I would like to come back as your morning coffee. Just as strong and just as necessary.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
I stare at your lips
and fall in love with the way
they form what you say.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
We too can rise up,
We too can float like lanterns
To a better place.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
I just may be the strangest person you will ever know. I am filled with too many oddities and too few consistencies and I will always lack the spongey filter that should live between brain and mouth. These defining traits these enduring characteristics, and these fingers crossed that in all of it, you will find them irresistible.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Part those sheets
like holy waters
and I
will worship you skin
like a born-again
believer.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
She is she alone,
and never needs help from me
to be all she is.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
It is unspoken,
All the passion between us.
Will it stay that way?
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
Itβs ok you know,
To be carried now and then,
Strength too needs a rest.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
I am made of more;
More than tears, more than heartache,
More than all of this.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
It is hard to not feel broken when it is always quiet enough to hear your pieces rattle.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
We are the memory keepers and the trappers of time; stealers of stolen glances and breathless lungs from all that have been taken away. We are the noticers of subtle signs hidden in plain sight by a benevolent universe bigger than we'd ever believe...We are the directionless wanderers and the destinationless travelers and we are the crumpled map that never got packed to join us. We are the cinematic lovers and the translucent curtains saturated in light. The soundtrack to the moments without sounds and the swiftness that two bodies can become one in the stillness of a second. We, says the last string pulled out, the final string that kept it all together, balled up tight, filling us after all this time, We, are the chasers of the light.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
I love the moments that absolutely dwarf you. That show you where you fit and how small you are. That remind you that we are all specks of dust caught up in a tornado and we never even know we are spinning.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
I am filled with wonderings, questions and doubt,
but of one thing I am certain: it will always be you
that gives flight to the butterflies inside me;
calm to the sea I have become
and hope to the darkness all around us.
It is you and it has always been you...
you.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
Are they beautiful?
The lines left from suffering,
Scars of emptiness.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
The morning coffee
reminds me of your waking
I stir to find you
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Lay down your roots now,
let them wrap tight around mine,
sink deep in the soil.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (All the Words Are Yours: Haiku on Love)
β
I am made from the creaking beams and rusted nails of a lonely vessel on a lonely sea.
I am covered and coated, dusted with old salt water and the frail residue of moonlight.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
And the sound of my smile
will be the alarm clock
to your morning ears.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
Adventure lives a whisper beyond our comfort zones, just half a breathe after No turns into Yes.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Wildly into the Dark: Typewriter Poems and the Rattlings of a Curious Mind)
β
I care not about lost firsts, but I will fight, knuckles bloody and teeth sharpened, for your lasts.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson (Wildly into the Dark: Typewriter Poems and the Rattlings of a Curious Mind)
β
Press your ear to my chest and listen
where a heartbeat should sing you will hear
the melancholy songs of tired whales.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Have you returned for me? Is this the last flash before starting anew? Will it hurt? Will it matter if it does? Was I kind enough? Did I love with more than fit inside me?
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
β
Look up more than down. See more than say. Listen more than speak. Hope more than dread. Believe more than criticize. Yes more than no. No more than maybe. Laugh more than cry. Love more than hate. See. More. See.
β
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Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)
β
I still believe
I can do anything. Somehow
along the way I never lost
what I see so many people
losing, that hope
never found its way out
of me. So many
forget that we are capable
of magic things, we
can construct our own
futures, as we wish,
as we have always wished.
We are not born believing
in limitations, we emerge
flat on our backs,
we teach ourselves
to walk.
β
β
Tyler Knott Gregson
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Sometimes you look up and there just seems to be so many more stars than ever before. More. They burn brighter and they shine longer and they never vanish into your periphery when you turn your head. It's as if they come out for us and to remind us that their light took so long to come to us, that if we never had the patience to wait, we never would have seen them here, tonight, like this.
That as much as it hurts, sometimes it's all you can do, wait, endure and keep shining, knowing that eventually, your light will reach where it is supposed to reach and shine for who it is supposed to shine for.
It is never easy, but it is always worth it.
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Tyler Knott Gregson (Chasers of the Light: Poems from the Typewriter Series)