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I am broken
beyond repair.
There is no going back
to the person I was before.
There is rebirth,
rebuilding,
reinventing,
and soul stitching
with gold
that needs to happen.
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Najwa Zebian (Sparks of Phoenix)
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You stayed a short while,
but
you made me want to write
about love,
not heartbreak,
again.
Thank you.
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Najwa Zebian (Sparks of Phoenix)
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What you tell your mind to avoid is what your heart is truly seeking
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Najwa Zebian (Sparks of Phoenix)
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I am so proud of the warrior that I have created from the ashes that were meant to bury me.
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Najwa Zebian (Sparks of Phoenix)
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My heart crumbles
into my aching soul
because I know that
I will never get the answer,
but all I want to ask you is:
Why did you ask me to love you
when you had no intention
of loving me?
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Najwa Zebian (Sparks of Phoenix)
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You seek pain as ifΒ
itβs going to save you.Β
You dip into sadnessΒ
as if itβs going to bring you joy.
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Najwa Zebian (Sparks of Phoenix)
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I feel that I am on the verge
of disappearing,
of surrendering into nothingness,
of accepting that I am worth
absolutely nothing
and that I deserve what happened to me.
And everything that it did to me.
I have no power.
Where do I get it from?
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Najwa Zebian (Sparks of Phoenix)
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I've never wanted roses
to resist wilting
more than I do now.
That's how I know
that I want this love
to last.
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Najwa Zebian (Sparks of Phoenix)