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I would have come for you. And if I couldn't walk, I'd crawl to you, and no matter how broken we were, we'd fight our way out together-knives drawn, pistols blazing. Because that's what we do. We never stop fighting.
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Kaz leaned back. "What's the easiest way to steal a man's wallet?"
"Knife to the throat?" asked Inej.
"Gun to the back?" said Jesper.
"Poison in his cup?" suggested Nina.
"You're all horrible," said Matthias.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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No mourners. No funerals. Among them, it passed for 'good luck.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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I will have you without armor, Kaz Brekker. Or I will not have you at all.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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She'd laughed, and if he could have bottled the sound and gotten drunk on it every night, he would have. It terrified him.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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The heart is an arrow. It demands aim to land true.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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It's not natural for women to fight."
"It's not natural for someone to be as stupid as he is tall, and yet there you stand.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Many boys will bring you flowers. But someday you'll meet a boy who will learn your favorite flower, your favorite song, your favorite sweet. And even if he is too poor to give you any of them, it won't matter because he will have taken the time to know you as no one else does. Only that boy earns your heart.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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When everyone knows you’re a monster, you needn’t waste time doing every monstrous thing.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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I'm a business man," he'd told her. "No more, no less."
"You're a thief, Kaz."
"Isn't that what I just said?
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Fear is a phoenix. You can watch it burn a thousand times and still it will return.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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No Mourners.
No Funerals.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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We are all someone's monster.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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The water hears and understands. The ice does not forgive.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Please, my darling Inej, treasure of my heart, won’t you do me the honor of acquiring me a new hat?
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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I have been made to protect you. Only in death will I be kept from this oath.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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She smiled then, her eyes red, her cheeks scattered with some kind of dust. It was a smile he thought he might die to earn again.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Crows remember human faces. They remember the people who feed them, who are kind to them. And the people who wrong them too. They don’t forget. They tell each other who to look after and who to watch out for.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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I can hear the change in Kaz's breathing when he looks at you."
"You... you can?"
"It catches every time, like he's never seen you before.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Has anyone noticed this whole city is looking for us, mad at us, or wants to kill us?"
"So?" said Kaz.
"Well, usually it's just half the city.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Jesper knocked his head against the hull and cast his eyes heavenward. “Fine. But if Pekka Rollins kills us all, I’m going to get Wylan’s ghost to teach my ghost how to play the flute just so that I can annoy the hell out of your ghost.”
Brekker’s lips quirked. “I’ll just hire Matthias’ ghost to kick your ghost’s ass.”
“My ghost won’t associate with your ghost,” Matthias said primly, and then wondered if the sea air was rotting his brain.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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He needed to tell her...what? That she was lovely and brave and better than anything he deserved. That he was twisted, crooked, wrong, but not so broken that he couldn't pull himself together into some semblance of a man for her. That without meaning to, he'd begun to lean on her, to look for her, to need her near. He needed to thank her for his new hat.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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She wouldn't wish love on anyone. It was the guest you welcomed and then couldn't be rid of.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Men mock the gods until they need them, Kaz.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Greed is your god, Kaz."
He almost laughed at that. "No, Inej. Greed bows to me. It is my servant and my lever.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Scheming face,” Inej murmured.
Jesper nodded. “Definitely.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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No mourners, no funerals. Another way of saying good luck. But it was something more. A dark wink to the fact that there would be no expensive burials for people like them, no marble markers to remember their names, no wreaths of myrtle and rose.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Greed may do your bidding, but death serves no man.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Saints, Kaz, you actually look happy."
"Don't be ridiculous," he snapped. But there was no mistaking it. Kaz Brekker was grinning like an idiot.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Better terrible truths than kind lies.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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We meet fear. We greet the unexpected visitor and listen to what he has to tell us. When fear arrives, something is about to happen.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Besides, she was the Wraith – the only law that applied to her was gravity, and some days she defied that, too.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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I don’t hold a grudge. I cradle it. I coddle it. I feed it fine cuts of meat and send it to the best schools. I nurture my grudges, Rollins.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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What do you want then?"
The old answers came easily to mind. Money. Vengeance. Jordie's voice in my head silenced forever. But a different reply roared to life inside him, loud, insistent, and unwelcome. You, Inej. You.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Maybe there were people who lived those lives. Maybe this girl was one of them. But what about the rest of us? What about the nobodies and the nothings, the invisible girls? We learn to hold our heads as if we wear crowns. We learn to wring magic from the ordinary. That was how you survived when you weren’t chosen, when there was no royal blood in your veins. When the world owed you nothing, you demanded something of it anyway.
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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I am grateful you're alive", he said. "I am grateful that you're beside me. I am grateful that you're eating."
She rested her head on his shoulder.
"You're better that waffles, Matthias Helvar."
A small smile curled the Fjerdan's lips.
"Let's not say things we don't mean, my love.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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I have been made to protect you. Even in death, I will find a way.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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A gambler, a convict, a wayward son, a lost Grisha, a Suli girl who had become a killer, a boy from the Barrel who had become something worse.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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The easiest way to steal a man’s wallet is to tell him you’re going to steal his watch. You take his attention and direct it where you want it to go.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Inej had once offered to teach him how to fall. "The trick is not getting knocked down," he'd told her with a laugh. "No, Kaz," she'd said, "the trick is in getting back up.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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This action will have no echo.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Oh, I see. I'm the wicked Grisha seductress. I have beguiled you with my Grisha wiles!"
She poked him in the chest.
"Stop that."
"No. I'm beguiling you.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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I’m going to get my money, Kaz vowed. And I’m going to get my girl.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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You don’t look like a monster.”
“I’ll tell you a secret, Hanna. The really bad monsters never look like monsters.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Stay,” she panted. Tears leaked from her eyes. “Stay till the end.”
“And after,” he said. “And always.”
“I want to feel safe again. I want to go home to Ravka.”
“Then I’ll take you there. We’ll set fire to raisins or whatever you heathens do for fun.”
“Zealot,” she said weakly.
“Witch.”
“Barbarian.”
“Nina,” he whispered, “little red bird. Don’t go.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Have any of you wondered what I did with all the cash Pekka Rollins gave us?"
"Guns?" asked Jesper.
"Ships?" queried Inej.
"Bombs?" suggested Wylan.
"Political bribes?" offered Nina. They all looked at Matthias. "This is where you tell us how awful we are," she whispered.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Who’d deny a poor cripple his cane?”
“If the cripple is you, then any man with sense.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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You love trickery."
"I love puzzles. Trickery is just my native tongue.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Why do you guys say that, anyway? No mourners, no funerals? Why not just say good luck or be safe?”
“We like to keep our expectations low.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Her heart was a river that carried her to the sea.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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I don't like this."
"To be fair, Matthias, you don't like much.
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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You'll get what's coming to you some day, Brekker."
"I will," said Kaz, "if there's any justice in the world. And we all know how likely that is.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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They were twin souls, soldiers destined to fight for different sides, to find each other and lose each other too quickly. She would not keep him here. Not like this.
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Don’t worry, Da. People point guns at each other all the time in Ketterdam. It’s basically a handshake.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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He'd told her they would fight their way out. Knives drawn, pistols blazing. Because that's what we do. She would fight for him, but she could not heal him. She would not waste her life trying.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Our hopes rest with you, Mister Brekker. If you fail, all the world will suffer for it."
"Oh, it's worse than that, Van Eck. If I fail, I don't get paid.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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It was because she was listening so closely that she knew the exact moment when Kaz Brekker, Dirtyhands, the bastard of the Barrel and deadliest boy in Ketterdam, fainted.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Always hit where the mark isn't looking"
"Who's Mark?" asked Wylan.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Nina might not be able to put you back, you know. Not without another dose of parem. You could be stuck like this.”
“Why does it matter?”
“I don’t know!” Jesper said angrily. “Maybe I liked your stupid face.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Everything is a negotiation with you, Brekker. You probably bartered your way out of the womb.
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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You can’t spend his money if you’re dead.”
“I’ll acquire expensive habits in the afterlife.”
“There’s a difference between confidence and arrogance.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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You came back for me.”
“I protect my investments.” Investments.
“I’m glad I’m bleeding all over your shirt.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Where do you think the money went?” he repeated.
“Guns?” asked Jesper.
“Ships?” queried Inej.
“Bombs?” suggested Wylan.
“Political bribes?” offered Nina. They all looked at Matthias. “This is where you tell us how awful we are,” she whispered.
He shrugged. “They all seem like practical choices.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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If only you could talk to girls in equations.”
There was a long silence, and then, eyes trained on the notch they’d created in the link, Wylan said, “Just girls?”
Jesper restrained a grin. “No. Not just girls.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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You’re stupid about a lot of things, Wylan, but you are not stupid. And if I ever hear you call yourself a moron again, I’m going to tell Matthias you tried to kiss Nina. With tongue.”
Wylan wiped his nose on his sleeve. “He’ll never believe it.”
“Then I’ll tell Nina you tried to kiss Matthias. With tongue.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Brick by brick, I will destroy you.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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You can only sharpen a blade so far,” Kaz said as he joined them at the front of the church. “In the end, it comes down to the quality of the metal.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Though he’d trusted her with his life countless times, it felt much more frightening to trust her with his shame.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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We'll be Kings and Queens, Inej. Kings and Queens.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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I promise, Matthias. I'll take you home."
"Nina," he said, pressing her hand to his heart. "I am already home.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Wylan,” Jesper said, giving him a little shake. “Maybe your tutors didn’t cover this lesson, but you do not argue with a man covered in blood and a knife up his sleeve.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Kaz, this whole 'shoot me' thing is starting to concern me.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Jes, I've thought about this-"
"Thought of me? Late at night? What was I wearing?"
"I've thought about your powers," Wylan said, cheeks flushing pinker.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Facts are for the unimaginative.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Do you have a different name for killing when you wear a uniform to do it?
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Jesper couldn’t quite believe he was having a conversation with the Sturmhond. The privateer was a legend. He’d broken countless blockades on behalf of the Ravkans and there were rumors that… “Do you really have a flying ship? blurted Jesper.
“No.”
“Oh.”
“I have several.”
“Take me with you.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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A liar, a thief, and utterly without conscience. But he'll keep to any deal you strike with him.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Sometimes, the only way to get justice is to take it for yourself.
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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You still may die in the Dregs."
Inej's dark eyes had glinted. "I may. But I'll die on my feet with a knife in my hand.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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My mother is Ketterdam. She birthed me in the harbor. And my father is profit. I honor him daily.
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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They fear you as I once feared you,” he said. “As you once feared me. We are all someone’s monster, Nina.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Meeting you was a disaster.”
She raised a brow. “Thank you.”
Djel, he was terrible at this. He stumbled on, trying to make her understand. “But I am grateful for that disaster. I needed a catastrophe to shake me from the life I knew. You were an earthquake, a landslide.”
“I,” she said, planting a hand on her hip, “am a delicate flower.”
“You aren’t a flower, you’re every blossom in the wood blooming at once. You are a tidal wave. You’re a stampede. You are overwhelming.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Nina just liked to flirt with everything. He’d once seen her make eyes at a pair of shoes she fancied in a shop window.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Until this moment, Wylan hadn't quite understood how much they meant to him. His father would have sneered at these thugs and thieves, a disgraced soldier, a gambler who couldn't keep out of the red. But they were his first friends, his only friends, and Wylan knew that even if he'd had his pick of a thousand companions, these would have been the people he chose.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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When we get our money, you can burn kruge to keep you warm."
"I'm going to pay someone to burn my kruge for me."
"Why don't you pay someone else to pay someone to burn your kruge for you? That's what the big players do.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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There was no part of him that was not broken, that had not healed wrong, and there was no part of him that was not stronger for having been broken.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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At some point, Jesper realized Kaz was gone.
"Not one for goodbyes, is he?" he muttered.
"He doesn't say goodbye," Inej said. She kept her eyes on the lights of the canal. Somewhere in the garden, a night bird began to sing. "He just lets go.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Kaz had tapped his crow’s head cane on the flagstones of the tomb floor. “Do you know what Van Eck’s problem is?"
“No honor?” said Matthias.
“Rotten parenting skills?” said Nina.
"Receding hairline?" offered Jesper.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Jesper: “If Pekka Rollins kills us all, I’m going to get Wylan’s ghost to teach my ghost how to play the flute just so that I can annoy the hell out of your ghost.”
Kaz: “I’ll just hire Matthias’ ghost to kick your ghost’s ass.”
Matthias: “My ghost won’t associate with your ghost.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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I want you to stay. I want you to … I want you.” “You want me.” She turned the words over. Gently, she squeezed his hand. “And how will you have me, Kaz?” He looked at her then, eyes fierce, mouth set. It was the face he wore when he was fighting. “How will you have me?” she repeated. “Fully clothed, gloves on, your head turned away so our lips can never touch?”<...>“I will have you without armour, Kaz Brekker. Or I will not have you at all.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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He'd broken his leg dropping down from the rooftop. The bone didn't set right, and he'd limped ever after. So he'd found himself a Fabrikator and had his cane made. It became a declaration. There was no part of him that was no broken, that had not healed wrong, and there was no part of him that was not stronger for having been broken.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Matthias was dreaming again. Dreaming of her. The storm raged around him, drowning out Nina’s voice. And yet his heart was easy. Somehow he knew that she would be safe, she would find shelter from the cold. He was on the ice once more, and somewhere he could hear the wolves howling. But this time, he knew they were welcoming him home.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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Jesper ran a finger up Wylan's forearm, and Wylan flushed a vibrant pink. Matthias couldn't help but sympathize with the boy. He knew what it was to be out of your depth, and he sometimes suspected they could forgo all of Kaz's planning and simply let Jesper and Nina flirt the entirety of Ketterdam into submission.
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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He thumbed quickly through the ledger and said, “When people see a cripple walking down the street, leaning on his cane, what do they feel?” Wylan looked away. People always did when Kaz talked about his limp, as if he didn’t know what he was or how the world saw him. “They feel pity. Now, what do they think when they see me coming?”
Wylan’s mouth quirked up at the corner. “They think they’d better cross the street.”
Kaz tossed the ledger back in the safe. “You’re not weak because you can’t read. You’re weak because you’re afraid of people seeing your weakness. You’re letting shame decide who you are.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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He was going to break my legs,” she said, her chin held high, the barest quaver in her voice. “Would you have come for me then, Kaz? When I couldn’t scale a wall or walk a tightrope? When I wasn’t the Wraith anymore?”
Dirtyhands would not. The boy who could get them through this, get their money, keep them alive, would do her the courtesy of putting her out of her misery, then cut his losses and move on.
“I would come for you,” he said, and when he saw the wary look she shot him, he said it again. “I would come for you. And if I couldn’t walk, I’d crawl to you, and no matter how broken we were, we’d fight our way out together—knives drawn, pistols blazing. Because that’s what we do. We never stop fighting.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
“
This isn’t … it isn’t a trick, is it?” Her voice was smaller than she wanted it to be.
The shadow of something dark moved across Kaz’s face. “If it were a trick, I’d promise you safety. I’d offer you happiness. I don’t know if that exists in the Barrel, but you’ll find none of it with me.”
For some reason, those words had comforted her. Better terrible truths than kind lies.
“All right,” she said. “How do we begin?”
“Let’s start by getting out of here and finding you some proper clothes. Oh, and Inej,” he said as he led her out of the salon, “don’t ever sneak up on me again.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
“
How do you get your information, Mister Brekker?"
"You might say I'm a lockpick."
"You must be a very gifted one."
"I am indeed." Kaz leaned back slightly. "You see, every man is a safe, a vault of secrets and longings. Now, there are those who take the brute's way, but I prefer a gentler approach - the right pressure applied at the right moment, in the right place. It's a delicate thing."
"Do you always speak in metaphors, Mister Brekker?"
Kaz smiled. "It's not a metaphor."
He was out of his chair before his chains hit the ground.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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Some people see a magic trick and say, ‘Impossible!’ They clap their hands, turn over their money, and forget about it ten minutes later. Other people ask how it worked. They go home, get into bed, toss and turn, wondering how it was done. It takes them a good night’s sleep to forget all about it. And then there are the ones who stay awake, running through the trick again and again, looking for that skip in perception, the crack in the illusion that will explain how their eyes got duped; they’re the kind who won’t rest until they’ve mastered that little bit of mystery for themselves. I’m that kind.”
“You love trickery.”
“I love puzzles. Trickery is just my native tongue.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))
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We were all supposed to make it,” said Wylan softly. Maybe that was naive, the protest of a rich merchant’s son who’d only had a taste of Barrel life.
But Jesper realized he’d been thinking the same thing. After all their mad escapes and close calls, he’d started to believe the six of them were somehow charmed, that his guns, Kaz’s brains, Nina’s wit, Inej’s talent, Wylan’s ingenuity, and Matthias’ strength had made them somehow untouchable. They might suffer. They might take their knocks, but Wylan was right, in the end they were all supposed to stay standing.
“No mourners,” said Jesper, surprised by the ache of tears in his throat.
“No funerals,” they all replied softly.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2))
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You’re about to be rich, Kaz. What will you do when there’s no more blood to shed or vengeance to take?”
“There’s always more.”
“More money, more mayhem, more scores to settle. Was there never another dream?”
He said nothing. What had carved all the hope from his heart? She might never know.
Inej turned to go. Kaz seized her hand, keeping it on the railing. He didn’t look at her. "Stay,” he said, his voice rough stone. “Stay in Ketterdam. Stay with me.”
She looked down at his gloved hand clutching hers. Everything in her wanted to say yes, but she would not settle for so little, not after all she’d been through. “What would be the point?”
He took a breath. “I want you to stay. I want you to … I want you.”
“You want me.” She turned the words over. Gently, she squeezed his hand. “And how will you have me, Kaz?”
He looked at her then, eyes fierce, mouth set. It was the face he wore when he was fighting.
“How will you have me?” she repeated. “Fully clothed, gloves on, your head turned away so our lips can never touch?”
He released her hand, his shoulders bunching, his gaze angry and ashamed as he turned his face to the sea.
Maybe it was because his back was to her that she could finally speak the words. “I will have you without armor, Kaz Brekker. Or I will not have you at all.
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Leigh Bardugo (Six of Crows (Six of Crows, #1))