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When people say impossible, they usually mean improbable.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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The less you say, the more weight your words will carry.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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What is infinite? The universe and the greed of men.
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Of course not," said Sturmhond. "Anything worth doing always starts as a bad idea.
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Watch yourself, Nikolai,” Mal said softly. “Princes bleed just like other men.”
Nikolai plucked an invisible piece of dust from his sleeve. “Yes,” he said. “They just do it in better clothes.
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I took a breath. “Your highness—”
“Nikolai,” he corrected. “But I’ve also been known to answer to ‘sweetheart’ or ‘handsome.
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I've seen what you truly are," said the Darkling, "and I've never turned away. I never will. Can he say the same?
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I want to kiss you,” Nikolai said. “But I won’t. Not until you’re thinking of me instead of trying to forget him.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Weakness is a guise. Wear it when they need to know you're human, but never when you feel it.
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You know the problem with heroes and saints, Nikolai?” I asked as I closed the book’s cover and headed for the door. “They always end up dead.
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I have loved you all my life, Mal,” I whispered through my tears. “There is no end to our story.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Oh, and the easiest way to make someone furious is to tell her to calm down.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Sturmhond had a way of talking that made me want to shoot someone. Preferably him.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Do you answer a question directly?"
"Hard to say. Ah, there, I've done it again
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I'm perfectly capable of being stupid on my own.
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I like to have powerful enemies. Makes me feel important.
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We are alike,” he said, “as no one else is, as no one else will ever be.”
The truth of it rang through me. Like calls to like.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Why won’t you leave me alone?” I whispered one night as he hovered behind me while I tried to work at my desk.
Long minutes passed. I didn’t think he would answer. I even had time to hope he might have gone, until I felt his hand on my shoulder.
“Then I’d be alone, too," he said, and he stayed the whole night through, till the lamps burned down to nothing.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Anything worth doing always starts as a bad idea.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You two have a bad habit of acting like fools and calling it heroic.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I can’t decide if you’re a fearmonger or a coward.”
“And I can’t decide if you’re an idiot or an idiot.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I thought you wanted to go."
"I wanted you to ask me to stay.
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He tapped the sun over his heart. "I came here for you. You're my flag. You're my nation.
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You heard Prince Perfect," Mal said, and joined us at the table. Nikolai grinned. "I've had a lot of nicknames, but that one is easily the most accurate.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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The ox feels the yoke, but does the bird feel the weight of its wings?
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Scars made good reminders.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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My mother was an oyster,” he said with a wink. “And I’m the pearl.
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You’re mad,” I said. “You know what he can do. No prize is worth that.”
Sturmhond grinned. “That remains to be seen.”
“The Darkling will hunt you for the rest of your days.”
“Then you and I will have something in common, won’t we? Besides, I like to have powerful enemies. Makes me feel important.”
Mal crossed his arms and considered the privateer. “I can’t decide if you’re crazy or stupid.”
“I have so many good qualities,” Sturmhond said. “It can be hard to choose.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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And there’s no way I’m leaving you alone with Prince Perfect.”
“So you don’t trust me to resist his charms?”
“I don’t even trust myself. I’ve never seen anyone work a crowd the way he does. I’m pretty sure the rocks and trees are getting ready to swear fealty to him.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I may not have been completely honest about that."
"You? Less than truthful? I'm shocked, Nikolai. Shocked and horrified.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Do you take anything seriously?”
“Not if I can help it. Makes life so tedious.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Don’t worry, tracker. You’ll know when our deal is up...I’ll be certain you hear it when I make her scream.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Mal snickered.
"What's so funny?"
"I just pictured the Darkling being cornered by a sweaty duchess trying to have her way with him.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Don't argue. Never deign to deny. Meet insults with laughter.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Don't feel too bad, tracker," said the Darkling. "All men can be made fools.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Have you looked in a mirror lately?"
"I think you do that enough for the both of us.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I got used to seeing him waiting for me at the end of corridors, or sitting at the edge of my bed when I fell asleep at night. When he didn’t appear, I sometimes found myself looking for him or wondering why he hadn’t come, and that frightened me most of all.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You can’t be serious,” I said.
“Not on a regular basis, no.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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So many men had tried to make her a queen. Now she understood that she was meant for something more. The Darkling had told her he was destined to rule. He had claimed his throne, and a part of her too. He was welcome to it. For the living and the dead, she would make herself a reckoning. She would rise.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Promise not to kick me again, and I'll promise not to kiss you again," he said.
"I only kicked you because you kissed me!
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You were an odd little girl."
"You have no idea. What did you and Toyla play with?"
"The skulls of our enemies.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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The Darkling just stared out into the waves. I considered shoving him over the railing. Sure, he was hundreds of years old, but could he swim?
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You sound just like the Darkling."
"If you ever have trouble telling us apart, look for the person who isn't torturing you or trying to kill Mal. That will be me.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You just punched a prince, Alina. I guess we can add one more act of treason to our list.”
I shook out my sore hand. My knuckles smarted. “First of all, are we so sure he really is a prince? And second, you’re just jealous.”
“Of course I’m jealous. I thought I was going to get to punch him. That isn’t the point.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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That's a good fellow,' Sturmhond said to Ivan. 'Now, I'll take the prisoner back to her quarters, and you can run off and do . . . whatever it is you do when everyone else is working.'
Ivan scowled. 'I don't think—'
'Clearly. Why start now?
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I can’t decide if you’re crazy or stupid.”
“I have so many good qualities,” Sturmhond said. “It can be hard to choose.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You were like a stranger, Alina. Beautiful," he said. "Terrible.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Can we get to the cuddling later? I want us ashore before dawn."
Mal sighed. "Eventually, I'm going to punch him."
"I will support you in that endeavor.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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It's still the same heart, Mal. It's still yours.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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If it works, it will be plenty dramatic. And I suppose that if it doesn't work, it will be even more dramatic, what with the blast."
"David, I think you just made a joke."
He frowned, utterly perplexed. "Did I?
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Great,” I said. “Now get out.”
“It’s my coach.”
“The deal was only for kicking. It did not prohibit slapping, punching, biting or cutting you in half.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Do I get to wear a fancy hat?"
"The fanciest," I said. "And possibly a cape."
"Will there be plumes?"
"Oh, yes. Several."
"Then I'm in.
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Nikolai laughed. "Next time, bring a flask. Every time he changes his mind, take a sip."
I groaned. "I'd be passed out on the floor before the hour was up.
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I seem to be immune," I replied. "And luckily, I know what a real kiss should feel like."
I left him standing in the middle of the square. I could get used to making Mal blush.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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They do love their pretty colors," grumbled Tolya. "Don't give me any ideas," I whispered. "Maybe I'll decide my personal guard should wear bright yellow pantaloons." For the first time, I saw an expression very much like fear cross his face.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Like calls to like. I'd sense it when the Hummingbird entered the Unsea, but I'd been too afraid to embrace it. This time, I didn't fight. I let go of my fear, my guilt, my shame. There was darkness inside me. He had put it there, and I would no longer deny it. The volcra, the nichevo'ya, they were my monsters, all of them. And he was my monster too.
"My power is yours", I repeated. His arms tightened around me. "And yours is mine," I whispered against his lips.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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No matter what I said, we both knew the hard truth. We do our best. We try. And usually, it makes no difference at all.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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When people say impossible, they usually mean improbable." With the moonlight gleaming off the lenses of his goggles and with his greatcoat billowing around him, he looked like a complete madman.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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We're giving them hope. That's better than nothing.'
'Spoken like a man who's never had nothing,' I said, and wheeled my horse away.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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It’s always been this way. There were rumors about me even before I was born. It’s why my mother never calls me Sobachka. She says it makes me sound like a mongrel.”
My heart gave a little pang at that. I’d been called plenty of names growing up.
“I like mongrels,” I said. “They have cute floppy ears.”
“My ears are very dignified.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Don't wish for bricks when you can build from stone.
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If you ever get tired of skin and bones," she called to Mal, "I've got something to tempt you." I stiffened. Mal glanced over his shoulder. Slowly, he looked her up and down. "No," he said flatly. "You don't.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Just waiting, hoping that you'd miss me enough to tell them all to go to hell.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I’m also Sturmhond, commander of the Volkvony, scourge of the True Sea.’
'Scourge?’
'Well, I’m vexing at the very least.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I came here for you. You're my flag. You're my nation.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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In case you've forgotten, I tried to kill you."
"And failed."
"Here's to second chances.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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No, Tolya, your gifts lie elewhere," Sturmhond said soothingly. "Mostly in the celebrated fields of killing and maiming.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You must marry ugly man," I said. "Very fet." I held my arms out in front of me, indicating a giant belly. "He weeel make you heppy." I heard Mal snort beneath his mask.
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I don't think-"
"Clearly. Why start now?
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The world is changing," said Nikolai, the steel edge emerging in his voice. "We change with it, or there will be nothing to remember us but dust.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I don't care if you think I'm a Saint or a fool or the Darkling's whore. If you want to remain at the Little Palace you will follow me. And if you don't like it, you will be gone by tonight, or I will have you in chains. I am a solider. I am the Sun Summoners. And I'm the only chance you have.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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But the girl had spent long years being invisible. She'd already had a ghost's life, hidden from the world and from herself. Better than anyone, she knew the power of things long buried.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I'll get them out and come back. I promise."
"On your word as a cutthroat and a pirate?"
He touched my cheek once, briefly. "Privateer."
Another explosion rocked the grounds.
"Let's go!" shouted Mal.
As we sprinted into the tunnel, I glanced back and saw Nikolai silhouetted against the purple twilight. I wondered if I'd ever see him again.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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We do the best we can do.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Tell me, priest,' I ordered, 'or I'll cut you open right here, and your followers can try to pray you back together.
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I peered up at him. He was leaning against the table, arms crossed, the ghost of a smile playing over his lips.
'Mal, I put a hole in the ceiling.'
'A very dramatic hole.'
I let out a huff somewhere between a laugh and a sob. 'What are we going to do when it rains?'
'What we always do,' he said. 'Keep dry.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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With a start, I realized that the room smelled like him. I had never even noticed that he had a scent. I shut my eyes and breathed deeply. What was it? The crisp edge of a winter wind. Bare branches. The smell of absence, the smell of night.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Were you always this much trouble?"
"I like to think of myself as delightfully complex.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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We have a saying that time has no single measure, that time can be like frost or lightning or a tear or siege or storm or sunset, or even like a rock.
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You let Mal come back for me. After you gave me your vow."
"He broke away," said Tamar.
I lifted a brow. The day Mal could break Tolya's hold was indeed a day of miracles.
Tolya hung his head and heaved his huge shoulders. "Forgive me," he said. "I couldn't be the one to keep him from you.
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Not every man," I murmured.
Nikolai followed my gaze. "Yes, Alina, even your stalwart champion has his price." He turned back to me, his hazel eyes thoughtful. "And I suspect I'm looking at it right now.
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Again, the Darkling shook his head. “You two make it so easy. I prick him, you bleed.”
“And you can’t begin to understand that, can you?”
He reached out and tapped Morozova’s collar, letting his fingers graze the skin of my throat. Even that faint touch opened the connection between us, and a rush of power vibrated through me like a bell being struck.
“I understand enough,” he said softly.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I shouldn't have lost my temper that way. It just pricks his pride, makes him dig in his heels."
"So why did you?" I asked, genuinely curious. It was rare for Nikolai's emotions to get the best of him.
"I don't know," he said, shredding the leaf. "You got angry. I got angry. The room was too damn hot."
"I don't think that's it."
"Indigestion?" he offered.
"It's because you actually care about what happens to this country," I said. "The throne is just a prize to Vasily, something he wants to squabble over like a favorite toy, You're not like that. You'll make a good king."
Nikolai froze. "I…" For once, words seemed to have deserted him. Then a crooked, embarrassed smile crept across his face. It was a far cry from his usual self-assured grin. "Thank you," he said.
I sighed as we resumed our pace. "You're going to be insufferable now, aren't you?"
Nikolai laughed. "I'm already insufferable.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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At Keramzin, I had a doll I made out of an old sock that I used to talk to whenever he was away hunting. Maybe that would make me feel better."
"You were an odd little girl."
"You have no idea. What did you and Tolya play with?"
"The skulls of our enemies."
I saw the glint in her eye, and we both burst out laughing.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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The boy held her tighter, murmured soft words to lull her to sleep.
"It's only a nightmare," he whispered. "The dreams will stop."
He didn't understand. The dreams were the only place it was safe to use her power now, and she longed for them.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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The Little Palace had become a very lonely place. I was surrounded by people, but I almost felt like they couldn't see me, only what they needed from me. I was afraid to show doubt or indecision, and there were days when I felt like I was being worn down to nothing by the constant weight of responsibility and expectation.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I told them you hate herring.”
“Why?”
“And that you love plum cake. And that Ana Kuya took a switch to you when you ruined your spring slippers jumping in puddles.”
I winced. “Why would you tell them all that?”
“I wanted to make you human,” he said. “All they see when they look at you is the Sun Summoner. They see a threat, another powerful Grisha like the Darkling. I want them to see a daughter or a sister or a friend. I want them to see Alina.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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The boy and the girl had once dreamed of ships, long ago, before they'd ever seen the True Sea. They were the vessels of stories, magic ships with masts hewn from sweet cedar and sails spun by maidens from thread of pure gold. Their crews were white mice who sang songs and scrubbed the decks with their pink tails.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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The less you say, the more weight your words will carry.
Don’t argue. Never deign to deny. Meet insults with laughter.
“You didn’t laugh at the Fjerdan captain,” I observed.
“That wasn’t an insult. It was a challenge,” he said. “Know the difference.”
Weakness is a guise. Wear it when they need to know you’re human, but never when you feel it.
Don’t wish for bricks when you can build from stone. Use whatever or whoever is in front of you.
Being a leader means someone is always watching you.
Get them to follow the little orders, and they’ll follow the big ones.
It’s okay to flout expectations, but never disappoint them.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Vasily chortled. "What a diplomat you've become! You've a most refreshing way about you. Given time, I have no doubt that, despite your humble antecedents, you will learn to conduct yourself with the restraint and elegance of a noblewoman."
"You mean I'll learn to shut up?
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Who are you?” Mal asked furiously.
“That’s a complicated question.”
“Actually, it’s pretty straightforward,” I said, springing to my feet. “But it does require telling the truth. Something you seem thoroughly incapable of.”
“Oh, I can do it,” Sturmhond said, shaking water from one of his boots. “I’m just not very good at it.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Who are you, and what are you playing at?”
“Nikolai Lantsov, but please don’t make me recite my titles again. It’s no fun for anybody, and the only important one is ‘prince.’”
“And what about Sturmhond?” I asked.
“I’m also Sturmhond, commander of the Volkvolny, scourge of the True Sea.”
“Scourge?”
“Well, I’m vexing at the very least.”
I shook my head. “Impossible.”
“Improbable.”
“This is not the time to try to be entertaining.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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All right. And...can someone see about having the roof fixed?"
Matching grins broke out on Tolya's and Tamar's faces. "Can't we leave it that way for just a few days?"
"No," I laughed. "I don't want the whole thing craving in on us. Talk to the Fabrikators. They should know what to do." I ran my thumb over the raised ridge of flesh that ran the length of my palm. "But don't let them make it too perfect," I added. Scars made good reminders.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I stood there, staring at the closed doors. I reached out and touched the bone handle.
You can fix this, I told myself. You can make this right. But I just stood there, frozen, Mal's words ringing in my ears. I bit down hard on my lip to silence the sob that shook my chest. That's good, I thought as the tears spilled over. That way the servants won't hear. An ache had started between my ribs, a hard, bright shard of pain that lodged beneath my sternum, pressing tight against my heart.
I didn't hear the Darkling move; I only knew when he was beside me. His long fingers brushed the hair back from my neck and rested on the collar. When he kissed my cheek, his lips were cold.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Try not to let the excitement overwhelm you, but I have more good news.'
I groaned. I knew that tone of voice. 'Don't say it.'
'Vasily is back from Caryeva.'
'You could do the kind thing and drown me now.'
'And suffer alone? I think not.'
'Maybe for your birthday you can ask that he be fitted with a royal muzzle,' I suggested.
'But then we'd miss all his exciting stories about the summer auctions. You're fascinated by the breeding superiority of the Ravkan racehorse, right?'
I let out a whimper.
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So what did Jes say?' I asked again, when my brain felt a bit less scrambled.
'He said I should take good care of you.'
'That's all?'
Mal cleared his throat. 'And . . . he said he would pray to the God of Work to heal your affliction.'
'My what?'
'I many have told him that you have a goiter.'
I stumbled. 'I beg your pardon?'
'Well, I had to explain why you were always clinging to that scarf.'
I dropped my hand. I'd been doing it again without even realizing.
'So you told him I had a goiter?' I whispered incredulously.
'I had to say something. And it makes you quite a tragic figure. Pretty girl, giant growth, you know.'
I punched him hard in the arm.
'Ow! Hey, in some countries, goiters are considered very fashionable.'
'Do they like eunuchs, too? Because I can arrange that.'
'So bloodthirsty!'
'My goiter makes me cranky.
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Keep your elbows in!" Sturmhond berated Mal. "Stop flapping them like some kind of chicken."
Mal let out a disturbingly convincing cluck.
Tamar raised a brow. "Your friend seems to be enjoying himself."
I shrugged. "Mal's always been like that. You could drop him in a camp full of Fjerdan assassins, and he'd come out carried on their shoulders. He just blooms wherever he's planted."
"And you?"
"I'm more of a weed," I said drily.
Tamar grinned. In combat, she was cold and silent fire, but when she wasn't fighting, her smiles came easily. "I like weeds," said said, pushing herself off from the railing and gathering her scattered lengths of rope. "They're survivors."
I caught myself returning her smile and quickly went back to working on the knot that I was trying to tie. The problem was that I liked being aboard Sturmhond's ship. I liked Tolya and Tamar and the rest of the crew. I like sitting at meals with them, and the sound of Privyet's lilting tenor. I liked the afternoon when we took target practice, lining up empty wine bottles to shoot off the fantail and making harmless wagers.
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I don’t think—”
“Clearly. Why start now?”
Ivan’s face flushed in anger. “You don’t—”
Sturmhond leaned in close, the laughter gone from his voice, his easy demeanor replaced by something with a sword’s edge. “I don’t care who you are on land. On this ship, you’re nothing but ballast. Unless I put you over the side, in which case you’re shark bait. I like shark. Cooks up tough, but it makes for a little variety. Remember that the next time you have a mind to threaten anyone aboard this vessel.” He stepped back, his jolly manner restored. “Go on now, shark bait. Scurry back to your master.”
“I won’t forget this, Sturmhond,” Ivan spat.
The captain rolled his eyes. “That’s the idea.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Why hunt the sea whip if you only meant to turn it over to Alina?”
“I wasn’t hunting the sea whip. I was hunting you.”
“That’s why you raised a mutiny against the Darkling?” I asked. “To get at me?”
“You can’t very well mutiny on your own ship.”
“Call it what you like,” I said, exasperated. “Just explain yourself.”
Sturmhond leaned back and rested his elbows on the rail, surveying the deck. “As I would have explained to the Darkling had he bothered to ask—which, thankfully, he didn’t—the problem with hiring a man who sells his honor is that you can always be outbid.”
I gaped at him. “You betrayed the Darkling for money?”
“‘Betrayed’ seems a strong word. I hardly know the fellow.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I looked for you on the Trident,” Ned said to them.
“We were not there,” Ser Gerold answered.
“Woe to the Usurper if we had been,” said Ser Oswell.
“When King's Landing fell, Ser Jaime slew your king with a golden sword, and I wondered where you were.”
“Far away,” Ser Gerold said, “or Aerys would yet sit the Iron Throne, and our false brother would burn in seven hells.”
“I came down on Storm's End to lift the siege,” Ned told them, and the Lords Tyrell and Redwyne dipped their banners, and all their knights bent the knee to pledge us fealty. I was certain you would be among them.”
“Our knees do not bend easily,” said Ser Arthur Dayne.
“Ser Willem Darry is fled to Dragonstone, with your queen and Prince Viserys. I thought you might have sailed with him.”
“Ser Willem is a good man and true,” said Ser Oswell.
“But not of the Kingsguard,” Ser Gerold pointed out. “The Kingsguard does not flee.”
“Then or now,” said Ser Arthur. He donned his helm.
“We swore a vow,” explained old Ser Gerold.
Ned’s wraiths moved up beside him, with shadow swords in hand. They were seven against three.
“And now it begins,” said Ser Arthur Dayne, the Sword of the Morning. He unsheathed Dawn and held it with both hands. The blade was pale as milkglass, alive with light.
“No,” Ned said with sadness in his voice. “Now it ends.
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George R.R. Martin