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When people say impossible, they usually mean improbable.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Na razrusha'ya. I am not ruined. E'ya razrushost. I am ruination.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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The less you say, the more weight your words will carry.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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What is infinite? The universe and the greed of men.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Of course not," said Sturmhond. "Anything worth doing always starts as a bad idea.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Watch yourself, Nikolai,” Mal said softly. “Princes bleed just like other men.”
Nikolai plucked an invisible piece of dust from his sleeve. “Yes,” he said. “They just do it in better clothes.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I took a breath. “Your highness—”
“Nikolai,” he corrected. “But I’ve also been known to answer to ‘sweetheart’ or ‘handsome.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I've seen what you truly are," said the Darkling, "and I've never turned away. I never will. Can he say the same?
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I will strip away all that you know, all that you love, until you have no shelter but mine.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Beauty was your armor. Fragile stuff, all show. But what's inside you? That's steel. It's brave and unbreakable. And it doesn't need fixing.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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They had an ordinary life, full of ordinary things—if love can ever be called that.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I hope you weren’t looking to me to be the voice of reason. I keep to a strict diet of ill-advised enthusiasm and heartfelt regret.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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In this moment he was just a boy -brilliant, blessed with too much power, burdened by eternity.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I want to kiss you,” Nikolai said. “But I won’t. Not until you’re thinking of me instead of trying to forget him.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Aleksander," I whispered. A boy's name, given up. Almost forgotten.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Weakness is a guise. Wear it when they need to know you're human, but never when you feel it.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I'm the Sun Summoner. It gets dark when I say it does.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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You know the problem with heroes and saints, Nikolai?” I asked as I closed the book’s cover and headed for the door. “They always end up dead.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Maybe love was superstition, a prayer we said to keep the truth of loneliness at bay.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Yuyeh sesh. Despise your heart. Ni weh sesh. I have no heart.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I have loved you all my life, Mal,” I whispered through my tears. “There is no end to our story.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Oh, and the easiest way to make someone furious is to tell her to calm down.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Aleksander."
His eyes fluttered shut. "Don't let me be alone," he murmured. And then he was gone.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Thanks for the rescue."
"Everyone needs a hobby."
"I thought yours was preening."
"Two hobbies.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Sturmhond had a way of talking that made me want to shoot someone. Preferably him.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Do you answer a question directly?"
"Hard to say. Ah, there, I've done it again
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I like to have powerful enemies. Makes me feel important.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I'm perfectly capable of being stupid on my own.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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We are alike,” he said, “as no one else is, as no one else will ever be.”
The truth of it rang through me. Like calls to like.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Why won’t you leave me alone?” I whispered one night as he hovered behind me while I tried to work at my desk.
Long minutes passed. I didn’t think he would answer. I even had time to hope he might have gone, until I felt his hand on my shoulder.
“Then I’d be alone, too," he said, and he stayed the whole night through, till the lamps burned down to nothing.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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He leaned against the window, and the gilded frame came into sharp focus. “Do you think it would be any different with your tracker beside you? With that Lantsov pup?”
“Yes,” I said simply.
“Because you would be the strong one?”
“Because they’re better men than you.”
“You might make me a better man.”
“And you might make me a monster.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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He watches her the way Harshaw watches fire. Like he’ll never have enough of her. Like he’s trying to capture what he can before she’s gone.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Anything worth doing always starts as a bad idea.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You two have a bad habit of acting like fools and calling it heroic.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You live in a single moment. I live in a thousand.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I can’t decide if you’re a fearmonger or a coward.”
“And I can’t decide if you’re an idiot or an idiot.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You never know," said Nikolai. "I've been busy. I might have some surprises in store for the Darkling yet."
"Please tell me you plan to dress up as a volcra and jump out of a cake."
"Well, now you've ruined the surprise.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I thought you wanted to go."
"I wanted you to ask me to stay.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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It’s true,” I said softly. “You are stronger, wiser, infinite in experience.” I leaned forward and whispered, my lips brushing the shell of his ear. “But I am an apt pupil.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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He tapped the sun over his heart. "I came here for you. You're my flag. You're my nation.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You heard Prince Perfect," Mal said, and joined us at the table. Nikolai grinned. "I've had a lot of nicknames, but that one is easily the most accurate.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Hope was tricky like water. Somehow it always found a way in.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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He’d wanted me to believe in his ruthlessness.
Then I remembered his words from so long ago: Make me your villain.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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You are all I’ve ever wanted,” he said. “You are the whole of my heart.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I am not ruined. I am ruination.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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The ox feels the yoke, but does the bird feel the weight of its wings?
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Suffering is cheap as clay and twice as common. What matters is what each man makes of it.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Scars made good reminders.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Maybe love was superstition, a prayer we said to keep the truth of loneliness at bay. I tilted my head back. The stars looked like they were close together, when really they were millions of miles apart. In the end, maybe love just meant longing for something impossibly bright and forever out of reach.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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My mother was an oyster,” he said with a wink. “And I’m the pearl.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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It’s a vow that if I can’t be anything else to you, at least I can be a weapon in your hand.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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You'll still make a great king."
"Of course I will," he scoffed. "I'm melancholy, not daft.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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You’re mad,” I said. “You know what he can do. No prize is worth that.”
Sturmhond grinned. “That remains to be seen.”
“The Darkling will hunt you for the rest of your days.”
“Then you and I will have something in common, won’t we? Besides, I like to have powerful enemies. Makes me feel important.”
Mal crossed his arms and considered the privateer. “I can’t decide if you’re crazy or stupid.”
“I have so many good qualities,” Sturmhond said. “It can be hard to choose.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You were meant for more than me, and I'll die fighting to give it to you. But please don't ask me to pretend it's easy.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Will you say it?
"Aleksander"
His grin faded and his grey eyes seemed to flicker.
"Again."
"Aleksander
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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And there’s no way I’m leaving you alone with Prince Perfect.”
“So you don’t trust me to resist his charms?”
“I don’t even trust myself. I’ve never seen anyone work a crowd the way he does. I’m pretty sure the rocks and trees are getting ready to swear fealty to him.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I saw the prince when I was in Os Alta,” said Ekaterina. “He’s not bad looking.”
“Not bad looking?” said another voice. “He’s damnably handsome.”
Luchenko scowled. “Since when—”
“Brave in battle, smart as a whip.” Now the voice seemed to be coming from above us. Luchenko craned his neck, peering into the trees. “An excellent dancer,” said the voice. “Oh, and an even better shot.”
“Who—” Luchenko never got to finish. A blast rang out, and a tiny black hole appeared between his eyes.
I gasped. “Imposs—”
“Don’t say it,” muttered Mal.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Everyone okay?" Mal asked.
"Never better," said Genya shakily.
David raised his hand. "I've been better.
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”
Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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How could he be so cruel and still so human?
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I may not have been completely honest about that."
"You? Less than truthful? I'm shocked, Nikolai. Shocked and horrified.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I've been busy. I might have some surprises in store for the Darkling yet."
"Please tell me you plan to dress up as a volcra and jump out of a cake."
"Well, now you've ruined the surprise.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I’ve never understood this taste for otkazat’sya. Is it because you thought you were one of them for so long?”
“I had a taste for you, once.” His head snapped up. He hadn’t expected that. Saints, it was satisfying.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Do you take anything seriously?”
“Not if I can help it. Makes life so tedious.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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We all die. Not everyone dies for a reason.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
“
Don’t worry, tracker. You’ll know when our deal is up...I’ll be certain you hear it when I make her scream.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Mal snickered.
"What's so funny?"
"I just pictured the Darkling being cornered by a sweaty duchess trying to have her way with him.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Why waste my anger on you when the fault is mine? I should have anticipated another betrayal from you, one more mad grasp at some kind of childish ideal. But I seem to be a victim of my own wishes where you are concerned.” His expression hardened. “What have you come here for, Alina?”
I answered him honestly. “I wanted to see you.”
I caught the briefest glimpse of surprise before his face shuttered again. “There are two thrones on that dais. You could see me any time you liked.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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You want a love story too? There's none to be had.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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What is infinite? The universe and the greed of men.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Shadow and Bone (Shadow and Bone, #1))
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Don't argue. Never deign to deny. Meet insults with laughter.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I want you to know my name.
The name I was given, not the title I took for myself.
Will you have it?
"Yes"
"Aleksander
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I already unleashed Baghra on Nikolai. He's going to think I stockpile vicious old women.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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A privateer learns to press any advantage.”
“And a prince?”
“Princes get used to the word yes.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Baghra," Nikolai said, "how are you this evening?"
"Still old and blind," she snarled.
"And charming," Nikolai drawled. "Never forget charming."
"Whelp."
"Hag."
"What do you want, pest?
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Don't feel too bad, tracker," said the Darkling. "All men can be made fools.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Have you looked in a mirror lately?"
"I think you do that enough for the both of us.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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And the Darkling?"
"I tried to kill him."
"As one does.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I am become a blade.
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I got used to seeing him waiting for me at the end of corridors, or sitting at the edge of my bed when I fell asleep at night. When he didn’t appear, I sometimes found myself looking for him or wondering why he hadn’t come, and that frightened me most of all.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
“
Promise not to kick me again, and I'll promise not to kiss you again," he said.
"I only kicked you because you kissed me!
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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You can’t be serious,” I said.
“Not on a regular basis, no.
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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So many men had tried to make her a queen. Now she understood that she was meant for something more. The Darkling had told her he was destined to rule. He had claimed his throne, and a part of her too. He was welcome to it. For the living and the dead, she would make herself a reckoning. She would rise.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Idiot.”
“That fact is well established and adds nothing to the plot.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
“
I don't want lies between us, Alina."
"How many lies have you told me, Sturmhond? How many secrets have you kept until you were ready to share them?"
"Prince's prerogative?"
"If a mere prince gets a pass, so does a living saint."
"Are you going to make a habit of winning arguments? It's very unbecoming."
"Was this an argument?"
"Obviously not. I don't lose arguments.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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You were an odd little girl."
"You have no idea. What did you and Toyla play with?"
"The skulls of our enemies.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
“
What are you two doing barefoot and half naked in the mud?" asked a familiar voice. "Looking for truffles, I hope?
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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And you," she spat in Nikolai's direction. "Go somewhere you're wanted."
"That's hardly limiting," he said.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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The Darkling just stared out into the waves. I considered shoving him over the railing. Sure, he was hundreds of years old, but could he swim?
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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Alina, I'll be back to fetch you for dinner, but should you grow restless, do feel free to run screaming from the room or take a dagger to her. Whatever seems most fitting at the time."
"Are you still here?" snapped Baghra.
"I go but hope to remain in your heart," he said solemnly. Then he winked and disappeared.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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In the end, maybe love just meant longing for something impossibly bright and forever out of reach.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
“
I seem to be a victim of my own wishes where you are concerned.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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I would have been different too, without you. Weaker, reckless.” He smiled slightly. “Afraid of the dark.” He brushed the tears from my cheeks. I wasn’t sure when they’d started. “But no matter who or what I was, I would have been yours.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
“
You just punched a prince, Alina. I guess we can add one more act of treason to our list.”
I shook out my sore hand. My knuckles smarted. “First of all, are we so sure he really is a prince? And second, you’re just jealous.”
“Of course I’m jealous. I thought I was going to get to punch him. That isn’t the point.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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That's a good fellow,' Sturmhond said to Ivan. 'Now, I'll take the prisoner back to her quarters, and you can run off and do . . . whatever it is you do when everyone else is working.'
Ivan scowled. 'I don't think—'
'Clearly. Why start now?
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
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I shook my head in wonder. "How does he do it?"
"Want to know my secret?" Nikolai asked from behind us. We both jumped. He leaned in, looked from left to right, and whispered loudly. "I have a lot of money."
I rolled my eyes.
"No, really," he protested. "A lot of money.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Wretched boy.”
“You like him,” I said in disbelief.
Baghra scowled. “Greedy. Arrogant. Takes too many risks.”
“You almost sound concerned.”
“You like him too, little Saint,” she said with a leer in her voice.
“I do,” I admitted. “He’s been kind when he might have been cruel. It’s refreshing.”
“He laughs too much.”
“There are worse traits.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Do good works or commission an opera house or just take it out and gaze at it longingly when you think of the handsome prince you might have made your own. For the record, I favor the latter option, preferably paired with copious tears and the recitation of bad poetry.
”
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Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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Like calls to like. I'd sense it when the Hummingbird entered the Unsea, but I'd been too afraid to embrace it. This time, I didn't fight. I let go of my fear, my guilt, my shame. There was darkness inside me. He had put it there, and I would no longer deny it. The volcra, the nichevo'ya, they were my monsters, all of them. And he was my monster too.
"My power is yours", I repeated. His arms tightened around me. "And yours is mine," I whispered against his lips.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Siege and Storm (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #2))
“
There are rumors that your Lantsov prince has been sighted.”
I drifted nearer, trying to keep my voice casual. “Where?”
He glanced up, his lips curling in a slight smile. “Do you like him?”
“Does it matter?”
“It’s harder when you like them. You mourn them more.”
“Tell me, Alina,” said the Darkling. “Has he claimed you yet?”
“Claimed me? Like a peninsula?”
“No blushes. No averted eyes. How you’ve changed. What about your faithful tracker? Will he sleep curled at the foot of your throne?
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))
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What do you want, Mal?" The room seemed very quiet.
"Don't ask me that."
"Why not?"
"Because it can't be."
"I want to hear it anyway."
He blew out a long breath. "Say goodnight. Tell me to leave, Alina."
"No."
"You need an army. You need a crown."
"I do."
He laughed then. "I know I'm supposed to say something noble--I want a united Ravka free from the Fold. I want the Darkling in the ground, where he can never hurt you or anyone else again." He gave a rueful shake of his head. "But I guess I'm the same selfish ass I've always been. For all my talk of vows and honor, what I really want is to put you up against that wall and kiss you until you forget you ever knew another man's name. So tell me to go, Alina. Because I can't give you a title or an army or any of the things you need.
”
”
Leigh Bardugo (Ruin and Rising (The Shadow and Bone Trilogy, #3))