“
i felt her absence. it was like waking up one day with no teeth in your mouth. you wouldn't need to run to the mirror to know they were gone
”
”
James Dashner (The Scorch Trials (The Maze Runner, #2))
“
Your memory feels like home to me.
So whenever my mind wanders, it always finds it’s way back to you.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
There is an ocean of silence between us… and I am drowning in it.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Was I bitter? Absolutely. Hurt? You bet your sweet ass I was hurt. Who doesn't feel a part of their heart break at rejection. You ask yourself every question you can think of, what, why, how come, and then your sadness turns to anger. That's my favorite part. It drives me, feeds me, and makes one hell of a story.
”
”
Jennifer Salaiz
“
You fell in love with a storm. Did you really think you would get out unscathed?
”
”
Nikita Gill
“
You asked why I couldn't forgive you," Nick said, very quietly, and I jumped a little. "It was because you were the love of my life, Harper. And you didn't want to be. That's hard to let go.
”
”
Kristan Higgins (My One and Only)
“
I wore your promise on my finger for one year
I'll wear your name on my heart til I die
Because you were my boy, you were my only boy forever.
”
”
Coco J. Ginger
“
…the sad part is, that I will probably end up loving you without you for much longer than I loved you when I knew you.
Some people might find that strange.
But the truth of it is that the amount of love you feel for someone and the impact they have on you as a person, is in no way relative to the amount of time you have known them.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
If you cannot hold me in your arms, then hold my memory in high regard.
And if I cannot be in your life, then at least let me live in your heart.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Because you can never go from going out to being friends, just like that. It's a lie. It's just something that people say they'll do to take the permanence out of a breakup. And someone always takes it to mean more than it does, and then is hurt even more when, inevitably, said ‘friendly' relationship is still a major step down from the previous relationship, and it's like breaking up all over again. But messier.
”
”
Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)
“
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
”
”
Leona Lewis
“
I had someone once who made every day mean something.
And now…. I am lost….
And nothing means anything anymore.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
When you experience loss, people say you’ll move through the 5 stages of grief….
Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance
….. What they don’t tell you is that you’ll cycle through them all every day.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I think perhaps I will always hold a candle for you – even until it burns my hand.
And when the light has long since gone …. I will be there in the darkness holding what remains, quite simply because I cannot let go.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
If you’re searching for a quote that puts your feelings into words – you won’t find it.
You can learn every language and read every word ever written – but you’ll never find what’s in your heart.
How can you?
He has it.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Sadly enough, the most painful goodbyes are the ones that are left unsaid and never explained.
”
”
Jonathan Harnisch (Freak)
“
I miss that feeling of connection.
Knowing he was out there somewhere thinking about me at the same time I was thinking about him.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
He was both everything I could ever want…
And nothing I could ever have…
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
They'll say you are bad
or perhaps you are mad
or at least you
should stay undercover.
Your mind must be bare
if you would dare
to think you can love
more than one lover.
”
”
David Rovics
“
I raised you so high that every other man on earth is now doomed to live in your shadow.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Though these words will never find you, I hope that you knew I was thinking of you today….. and that I was wishing you every happiness.
Love Always,
The girl you loved once.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
It’s difficult for me to imagine the rest of my life without you. But I suppose I don’t have to imagine it... I just have to live it
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I'll tell you something, Harpy," he said, his voice almost a whisper now. "It never even occurred to me that we wouldn't make it. And it never occurred to you that we would. You were just waiting for us to go down in flames. I thought we could get through anything.
”
”
Kristan Higgins (My One and Only)
“
The last time I felt alive – I was looking into your eyes.
Breathing your air…. touching your skin…
… Saying goodbye….
The last time I felt alive…. I was dying.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
It’s painful, loving someone from afar.
Watching them – from the outside.
The once familiar elements of their life reduced to nothing more than occasional mentions in conversations and faces changing in photographs…..
They exist to you now as nothing more than living proof that something can still hurt you … with no contact at all.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Your smile and your laughter lit my whole world.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I didn’t love you to seek revenge.
I didn’t love you out of loneliness or unhappiness.
I didn’t love you for any of the misguided reasons that time might convince you I did.
I just loved you because you’re you.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I would have followed you to hell and back... if only you'd lead me back.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I threw his framed picture off my balcony just to hear my heart break.
”
”
Kimberly Novosel (Loved)
“
I have poured my heart out ….
And now I am empty.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Some things a heart won't listen to, I'm still holding out for you
”
”
SHeDAISY
“
I am not collarbones or drunken letters never sent. I am not the way I leave or left or didn’t know how to handle anything,
at any time,
and I am not your fault.
”
”
Charlotte Eriksson
“
The only place I ever felt at home was with you. There isn’t a place for me anywhere anymore… I’ve been evicted.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Loving a man shouldn't have to be this rough
”
”
Tim McGraw
“
It’s times like this…. when it’s over a year later and I’m still crying over you that I want to turn to you and say: See…. This is why I asked you never to kiss me.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I try to do something positive – I socialise more…
But deep down I know the truth.
An entire world of people can never replace the one that I’ve lost.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
We stood there, looking at each other, saying nothing. But it was the kind of nothing that meant everything. In his eyes, there was no trace of what had happened between us earlier and I could feel something inside me break.
So that was that. We were finally, finally over.
I looked at him, and I felt so sad, because this thought occurred to me: 'I will never look at you the same way again. I'll never be that girl again. The girl who comes running back every time you push her away, the girl who loves you anyway.'
I couldn’t even be mad at him, because this was who he was. This was who he’d
always been. He’d never lied about that. He gave and then he took away. I felt it in the pit of my stomach, the familiar ache, that lost, regretful feeling only he could give me. I never wanted to feel it again. Never, ever.
Maybe this was why I came, so I could really know. So I could say good-bye.
I looked at him, and I thought, 'If I was very brave or very honest, I would tell him.'
I would say it, so he would know it and I would know it, and I could never take it back. But I wasn’t that brave or honest, so all I did was look at him. And I think he knew anyway.
'I release you. I evict you from my heart. Because if I don't do it now, I never will.'
I was the one to look away first.
”
”
Jenny Han (It's Not Summer Without You (Summer, #2))
“
He looked at me like I was the stars when all I’d ever felt like was the dark nothingness between them.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
There comes a point where you no longer care if there’s a light at the end of the tunnel or not.
You’re just sick of the tunnel.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I decided I would fill the emptiness in me with God and with paint.
”
”
Kimberly Novosel
“
Our parting was like a stalemate….
Neither of us won. Yet both of us lost.
And worse still … that unshakable feeling that nothing was ever really finished.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
You can miss places. You can miss people.
Just know that what you’re really missing is the way things were. And even if you could go there again…. see them again…. you can’t go back.
They’re not the same.
You’re not the same.
The loss of them changed you.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Love is the bee that carries the pollen from one heart to another.
”
”
Slash Coleman (Bohemian Love Diaries: A Memoir)
“
Though I never really had you….
… to me you will always be the one that got away.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
They say “Follow your heart”….
…. But I can’t follow you where you’re going…
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Deep down, I think everybody wants to be ‘the one’ to someone. I don’t know if I’ve ever been that person to anyone else – but I do know you are that person to me. You are the one. The only one. And you always will be.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Though life has fated that we never cross paths again, don’t ever feel alone. For we are parallel …. and I will always be by your side.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
My heart’s been empty since you left - but still I refuse to put up a vacancy sign.
I’m just not ready for anybody else to move in yet.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I don’t think you ever really understood….
…. All the love I had in the world went to you.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
You and I both know that love is for children,'' he said. ''We're adults. Compatibility is for adults.''
''Compatibility is for my Bluetooth and my car,'' Teresa replied. ''Only they get along just fine, and my car never makes my bluetooth feel like shit.
”
”
Maggie Stiefvater (Sinner (The Wolves of Mercy Falls, #4))
“
I think I would feel superficially sadder, but less fundamentally broken as a person, if I could just be sad about one break-up, rather than sad about my lifelong inability to sustain a meaningful relationship.
”
”
Sally Rooney (Beautiful World, Where Are You)
“
You loved him enough to let him leave… Now you need to love yourself enough to let him go.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I need to stop running back to you in my mind all the time.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
You made me feel worthwhile…. like for once it mattered if I was here or not because I actually meant something to someone…. because I meant something to you. I miss that feeling.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
It’s funny how we say a person ‘made’ us when they actually broke us.
Sort of like how I say ‘funny’... but I actually mean sad.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Every quote, every book, every film seemed to suggest that ‘one day’ someone would come into my life and love me with an intensity and a passion I had never experienced before. And to their credit they were right; It all came and went so fast it really did feel as if it were just ‘one day’....
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
That is when time stands still - when you watch the one you love, walk away.
”
”
Mallika Nawal (I'm a Woman & I'm on SALE (I'm a Woman, #1))
“
You’re everything to me.
But at best, I’m just a memory to you.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Perhaps the echoes of people we once loved still linger in the places we frequented with them and that is why we go back… Not so much to remember them as to feel them…
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I mean, how sad is it that I needed a freaking Facebook profile to tell me my boyfriend was no longer my boyfriend? As if Facebook is the official record keeper of relationships and you have to confirm all breakups and hookups with this sacred online registrar before you can consider them certified and approved.
”
”
Jessica Brody (The Karma Club)
“
Why does everyone think a guy who prefers love to people is missing something in his life?
”
”
Slash Coleman (Bohemian Love Diaries: A Memoir)
“
Everybody wants their own little place in the world. And maybe mine is here… Loving you from a distance…
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
It’s just never going to get any easier is it.
It’s never going away, this missing you.
It’s going to become a sadness I incorporate into myself – along with all the other sadnesses – and quietly carry around with me forever…
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I still think of you every day.
But I’m trying not to let it hurt me with the same intensity that it used to.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
From midnight to 4: 00 AM is the loneliest time in the world. Because for those of us too sad to sleep, the only thing we have to look at is an empty bed, and the only thing we have to think of is every single person who didn't want to fill it tonight.
”
”
Lone Alaskan Gypsy
“
Like so many others my story begins with that same old line…. ‘So anyway, there was this guy….’ Until one day…. there wasn’t.
And nothing was ever the same after that….
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
You were the hardest year of my life and I’ve never been so happy. What does that say about me?
”
”
Charlotte Eriksson
“
He started to estrange her...
And they became strangers
Who knew each other's heart,
So broken as they drifted apart.
”
”
Ana Claudia Antunes (Pierrot & Columbine (The Pierrot´s Love Book 1))
“
When I was with him suddenly I wasn’t this broken person anymore.
I was just me.
I was whole again.
I was just a person – like everyone else.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
For you are you, and I am I, and once we were we… but as long as I exist and so do you – know that I will always love you.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
It hurts that I was just one page in the book of your life…
But what hurts more is knowing you’ll revise that chapter someday….
….. and you’ll erase me completely.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
What I want to know is how you go on when you look around
and don’t see anywhere you want to go without the only person
you can’t have.
”
”
Charlotte Eriksson (You're Doing Just Fine)
“
I’d never dreamed anybody could love me the way he did. And even when he proved it to me time and again – I still could hardly believe it was true.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I have fooled life and life has fooled me. We are quits. I say good-bye. Think sometimes in the hour of happiness of your poor, comical fool who loved you truly and so well.
”
”
Richard von Krafft-Ebing
“
Though it’s reasons to burn may vary... you are always the fuel of my fire.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
It is the deepest of wrongs I am driven to write…. And losing you was one of them.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
It didn’t hurt me. Not “hurt”. Hurt is a four letter word. It’s short, almost cute sounding. Aawwww, did that hurt? No. It didn’t hurt. Destroyed, Obliterated, Desecrated, Annihilated, Demolished, Shattered, or Demoralised maybe… But no. It didn’t hurt me.
It didn’t “hurt” me at all.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
We'll meet again, but you're a lifetime away, and I need you now.
”
”
Karen Quan (Write like no one is reading 2)
“
How many times did we pass each other before we met? If only I’d known…. I would have searched for you endlessly.
If only I’d found you before it was already too late.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
How do you love someone and just… walk away? Just like that.
You just, go on as normal…. You get up, get dressed, go to work… How can you do that?
How can you be okay with that?
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Birds sing even when the world is filled with sadness. I don't know why people can't do the same thing.
”
”
Michael Gilbert (Perfected Sinfulness)
“
Today is just another day of trying to get by without you.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
In a way, it was the same as any normal break up. You took what was yours …. and I kept what I’d had from before we were together…
You took my heart …. and I had nothing…
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
There’s only ever been one person I’ve looked at and thought…
‘I could quite easily spend the entire rest of my life with that man’.
And sooner or later I need to accept that he’s spending it with somebody else.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I write what I love.
I will not stop – even when my hand hurts….
…. because I cannot stop – even though my heart hurts….
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
She wears it so beautifully doesn’t she, her pain… Always smiling, always positive…. always happy to help… It’s like a garment perfectly tailored to fit the way she carries it… with a touch of grace… and the quietness of that sad smile….
All so you’d never know how heavy it really was.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
It’s the intricate details you miss the most.
For me, it’s the soft lines around the eyes when he smiles… Or that look he gave me sometimes that I cannot begin to describe - but I would know it if I saw it again.
It was the look that gave him away.
I’d know that look anywhere…
It used to be my everything.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Have you ever loved someone so much that even when they chip pieces away from you, you still try to give them what’s left? I know I have… I know I do.
”
”
Danielle Esplin (Give It Back)
“
They say the truth hurts. And these words hurt more than any I have ever written. But they are the truth – The cold, hard, undeniable truth.
Not letting go doesn’t keep him with you.
It’s still over. He’s still gone.
… And nothing will ever change that.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
A kiss….
….. is just a kiss….
Until it’s all you reminisce.
(Then the memory becomes your most treasured possession.)
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
All my joys resemble more a momentary intoxication than the real gold of happiness. It was all but an illusion.
”
”
Richard von Krafft-Ebing (Psychopathia Sexualis: The Case Histories (Solar Asylum))
“
Like the muscles knew from the beginning that it would end with this, this inevitable falling apart... It's sad, but a relief as well to know that two things so closely bound together can separate with so little violence, leaving smooth surfaces instead of bloody shreds.
”
”
Julie Powell (Cleaving: A Story of Marriage, Meat, and Obsession)
“
With you in my life I felt like I could conquer anything.
It was as if I was on top of the world and even the stars themselves were just within my grasp.
But without you …. even getting through the day is hard.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
Sometimes it's your fragrance that comes to me, out of the blue, on a crowded road in a Sunday afternoon.
But more often, it's memories of us that cross my mind almost every lone evening.
All I want is to lessen the pain I feel every night.
But every morning I wake up is another day, hopeless and miserable, with nothing but a deafening silence, a wave of tears, memories and your absence.
”
”
Sanhita Baruah
“
My demeanor isn't that of a woman enraged. To see me slumped, glassy-eyed, holding a sandwich someone has cut for me into four "manageable" pieces, a person might tell you I look much more like a woman subdued.
”
”
Koren Zailckas
“
You realize you've forgiven people, your past and yourself when you don't speak bad about them anymore, even if you're encouraged to do so, even if you remember you were once brutally broken because of them...
you just move on, let go, let them be and let yourself be...
”
”
Sanhita Baruah
“
Perhaps I was easier to shake off for you because you’re such a together person. I was just an extra layer on the outside… like a blanket you could shrug off and feel just the same…. except maybe a little colder….
But I was always a broken person that was haphazardly held together by little more than my own strength. And so you just seeped in the cracks and mingled with my insides until you became an inseparable part of me. And as painful as that is, it still kind of warms me to know I will always carry a part of you with me.
”
”
Ranata Suzuki
“
I am not sad anymore.
I am not weak or tender or quiet like you remember because the second you said those words and closed that door, I sold my soul to the part of myself I had buried in order to love you, to let you touch every inch of my rotten body, for I wanted to be touchable and not so strange. Not so sad and tender, like I’ve always been, they say, so I changed.
And then your glances and words throwing knives with no return about my change of habits and ways of living, being, and I nodded and smiled, dying silently a little bit inside.
”
”
Charlotte Eriksson (You're Doing Just Fine)
“
I stood in your doorway this morning
dreaming you’d turn around
you’d tilt your head
you’d softly whisper ”stay”
or that you’d grab my arms
to shake me while asking
what the hell are we doing
we love
each other
and this is not right
so we will make this work
now stay!
You poured your coffee. Stirred the spoon like a crystal man
with your back to me and not a sound. the fridge humming elegies while the clock ticked on
and the streets are so clean here people rushing to work
and maybe I should be too
by now
at this age
this stage
this town.
I will stand in that doorway
dreaming
for many nights to come.
”
”
Charlotte Eriksson
“
What is it that makes you cry? It is only your attachments. What is it that you miss when it is lost? It is the object of your attachment. Ponder over this. Find out what it is that grips your very life, without which you feel miserable and destitute; that is the center of your attachment.
Here is what you should do: make an effort to find out what things it would hurt you to lose. Then, before they are lost, open your hands little by little, relax your grip on them. This is the method for conquering attachment. There is bound to be pain, but you must bear it; this is your penance. It is not necessary to renounce anything. It is not that you should leave your wife and run away to the Himalayas. Remain there, where you are, but gradually stop depending on her. There is no need to cause any pain; your wife need not even know it. There is no need to tell her.
Seek out the attachments. Try gradually to live without the things that you now think you cannot live without. Create such a state within yourself that if and when these things are lost, there is not the slightest tremor within you. Then you will have attained victory over these attachments. This can be possible. It has been possible. And if it has happened to even one, it can happen to all.
”
”
Osho (Bliss: Living beyond happiness and misery)