“
I love you,” he says again, “and no other man will ever say those words and mean them the way I do.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I’m remarrying you, Lil. Fuck, I’d remarry you a hundred times until it stuck.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You don't make me miserable. You make me want to live. And I want to live with you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Fine. Such a stupid word really. It feels empty and weightless. It’s the kind of word you use to hide the truth.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I don’t need you,” she repeats, her voice breaking.
“You’re right,” he says softly. “You don’t need a man, Rose.” He pauses and I barely hear him whisper, “But you do need me.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted #2))
“
No, Lil," he tells me with a short laugh. "You're the opposite. You're my stability... my home.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Even when I was a kid, Lo would put his hands on my cheeks and kiss me really quickly, and we'd burst into laughter afterwards. He'd end up chasing me through the fancy parties that our parents brought us to, trying to steal another.
I'd always let him catch me.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I love you and no other man will ever say those words and mean them the way I do."-Loren Hale
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Hate to break it to you, but sex is ten times better than skydiving.”
“No it’s not,” she rebuts.
Ryke leans forward on his char a little. “Then whoever fucked you didn’t do it right, sweetheart.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted #2))
“
His eyes drift to my lips. “You’re strange.” “So are you.” “Good.” He leans closer. “We can be strange together.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Your pain isn’t worth less than anyone else’s.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
She’ll be intelligent and know more than Connor and me put together.”
“That’s impossible,” Connor tells her. “We’re the two smartest people in the entire world. You put us together, and you get a superhuman.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted #2))
“
Each day feels like an obstacle. And a victory.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You can’t refuse to feel hurt just because you think that you don’t deserve to feel it.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Because at the end of the day, we were the only thing that mattered to each other.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You're pretty miserable, Mother, and you're married." - Rose Calloway
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You want to know how many times a day I question why I’m with you?” “Five times.” “A hundred.” “If you told me you were going to exaggerate, I would have picked that, but I thought we were being realistic here, hun.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
My last tear falls. I can’t move to wipe it. I am transfixed by Loren Hale, my everything.
“I love you,” he says again, “and no other man will ever say those words and mean them the way I do.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I think we’re all old enough to feel the scars of our upbringing. Now we just have to find a way to heal.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Assigned seating. I curse you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I realize that he took a piece of me with him. When I told this to Rose, she patted my shoulder and said I was being irrational.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Great, he can’t read my mind. What I’d give to be dating Charles Xavier—though
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
But without Lo to hide behind, my only defense against Aaron is to run. And I’m not as fast as Loren Hale. Not even close.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
My arms turn into a giant red welt. “Everyone has different bodies.” “Did you just call my vagina loose?
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
He’s my best friend, my whole world,
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Rose. The longer you control a man, the more likely they’ll leave you. Is that what you want? To be alone and miserable for the rest of your life?” “I don’t know. You’re pretty miserable, Mother, and you’re married.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
He’s always felt like home to me too.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
What do you know?” I wonder, pulling Daisy’s sweaty hair out of her face. Ryke gives me a solid glare. “You masturbate too much.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You don’t make me miserable. You make me want to live. And I want to live with you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
He’s still Lo. He’s still mine.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I am there, love,” he murmurs. “I’m right there with you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I am transfixed by Loren Hale, my everything.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Lo,” I interject. Please don’t leave me just yet. “Yeah?” “I’m waiting for you.” I love you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You're the first person I called.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Giving something up isn’t the same thing as losing control. It’s the opposite, Lily. You’re taking back control.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Lo made me promise to wait for him. Maybe I should have made him promise to return to me.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
We started a fake relationship. We ended it. We dated. We loved. And then we separated. Pain, happiness, joy and hurt ricochet from each path taken and from each memory uncovered.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Be strong, Lil, Lo would tell me. When I come back, I’ll be strong with you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
He points at her. “In fact, you should stay away from any guy who doesn’t make you come at least twice before he fucks you. Keep that in mind.” She
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
It’s what we don’t say that hurts the most.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I wish Lo was here. He’d make me feel better. Maybe not even with sex. He’d just smile, kiss me, tell me I’m beautiful and say, “Fuck them.” Because at the end of the day, we were the only thing that mattered to each other. All I needed was him.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I just want to hold you right now. It’s killing me.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I’m not there. I’m not with you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I want to be there with you,” he says. “I don’t want Ryke to be the one to protect you. That’s my job, and I plan to be a hell of a lot better at it than before...
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You’re the opposite. You’re my stability…my home.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I’m sorry for being an asshole, for not understanding…I think that he needs you as much as you need him.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Hope, that’s all I have to go on right now. It’s my driving force. It’s literally what keeps me standing.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I want to grow with him. I want to be with him. I want to love Lo without people telling me that our love is too much.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Giving up something isn’t the same thing as losing control.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Daisy is my baby sister. The girl who trailed Rose and me like a little shadow. We pretended to believe in Santa Claus for five extra years just for her. I can’t lose her to Mexican drug lords or kidnappers or rapists or fucking anything. Not on my watch.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
No, Lil,” he tells me with a short laugh. “You’re the opposite. You’re my stability…my home.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You’re right,” he says softly. “You don’t need a man, Rose.” He pauses and I barely hear him whisper, “But you do need me.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I feel like she’s screaming to be heard, but no one can understand. No one gets it.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
It’s Wikipedia. Not the fucking Holy Grail. You get to choose what you consider real sex for you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I’m waiting for you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Girls shouldn’t be embarrassed to talk about sex.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Then whoever fucked you didn’t do it right, sweetheart.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
In fact, you should stay away from any guy who doesn’t make you come at least twice before he fucks you. Keep that in mind.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I’m remarrying you, Lil. Fuck, I’d remarry you a hundred times until it stuck.” I pinch my eyes again. “Yeah?” “Yeah.” “Even if I make you miserable?” There’s a long pause before he murmurs, “You don’t make me miserable. You make me want to live. And I want to live with you.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Rose stares at the ceiling like oh my God. “You want to know how many times a day I question why I’m with you?” “Five times.” “A hundred.” “If you told me you were going to exaggerate, I would have picked that, but I thought we were being realistic here, hun.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Connor tries hard not to break into an even wider smile and show defeat. He cocks his head to the side. “Some idiot boy gave you a wedgie, didn’t he? Give me his name; I want to talk to him.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
And I promise, she will not only be respectful but she’ll be intelligent and know more than Connor and me put together.” “That’s impossible,” Connor tells her. “We’re the two smartest people in the entire world. You put us together, and you get a superhuman.” Rose rolls her eyes dramatically, but she’s actually smiling. “You’re an idiot.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Maybe it was fucked up,” Loren whispers. “I liked your note,” I murmur. His brow rises. “Drink up, pig?” I smile. “Yeah.” His eyes drift to my lips. “You’re strange.” “So are you.” “Good.” He leans closer. “We can be strange together.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
And I’m trying to change, to grow beyond him, but why does that have to be a stipulation? I want to grow with him. I want to be with him. I want to love Lo without people telling me that our love is too much.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I hurry and dress. “Coming!” I tell him and cringe almost immediately. Really? I couldn’t choose any other word? “I hope not,” Ryke says, his voice so close that I picture him leaning a shoulder against the door frame.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You okay?” “Perfect,” she says. “Are you okay?” Her eyes slowly move to his welt. “Perfect,” he murmurs, still inspecting her state. “You know, you have pretty huge balls.” “The biggest.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I just have to ask you one question, Lily.” He glances at me. “Are all you Calloway girls this crazy?” I choke on a laugh, about to deny it but I really can’t. “Poppy’s pretty normal.” He nods repeatedly, letting this sink in.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Hey,” Lo breathed, brushing his fingers against my chin. He gently tilted my head towards him, and his parted lips looked ready to kiss me. I waited for him to close the gap between us, but instead of taking me in his arms and mimicking the film, he spoke. “In a competition between me and this...” He jabbed his finger towards the movie. “I’ll win. Every time.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Freud is not useful. He’s infuriating and sexist and wrong half the time.” She tries to shut his laptop, and he clasps her hand, bringing her knuckles up to his lips. He gives her a light kiss before saying, “Just because you don’t like his theories doesn’t make him wrong. There’s good stuff in here.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Daisy butts in. “Hey, back off. She has a boyfriend.” Aaron snorts and says to Daisy, “Do I look like I give a shit?” “I do,” a new voice enters. And this time, I internally cheer at the sound of Ryke’s deep, threatening tone.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Where are you? The reply only takes a few seconds. Not surprised. At my house. Everything okay? – Connor I type quickly. No. I need you to come to the event. Rose isn’t doing so well. My phone begins to buzz repeatedly in my hand. Connor is calling me.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Your hips also don’t have to be measured in the morning.” “They can be,” he tells her. “Will you eat the fucking cake if I measure my hips?” “And your ass,” she says. “You want to know the size of my ass?” His brow rises. “Yep.” “Eat the cake.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I wish my mother could hear what Rose is saying. I feel like she’s screaming to be heard, but no one can understand. No one gets it.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
A little bird told me you were upset.” Rose lets out a choked cry. “Are you crazy?” She places her hands on his arms that hold her face but doesn’t force him away anymore. “You’re talking to birds now?” His lips twitch into a weak smile. “I’d talk to any woodling creature if it gave me answers about you.” “Would you walk through fire for me?” she deadpans. “Yes,” he accepts the challenge. “Brand my name on your ass?” “Possibly.” “Drink cow’s blood in my honor?” “You’re so fucking weird,” he says with the biggest grin.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Now nearly naked, I pull my hand away, and he playfully folds the hem of his boxer-briefs. I gasp and he grins. “On or off, love? Your choice.” My brain zeros out into nothingness. It cannot compute his question. “I’ll take that as a you can’t handle it,” he says huskily and leaves his underwear on. No. I definitely cannot handle seeing his dick right now. I can barely handle breathing at this point.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I hold up my phone. “Non-penetrative sex,” he reads and then licks his bottom lip in thought. His eyes meet mine. “That’s not real sex, Lil.” “That’s not what this says.” I continue reading. “Outercourse. I think we had outercourse! Oh my God.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
But we’re not really together, after all. We’re just two friends playing make-believe.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
All I’ve ever wanted was for Lo to be happy. I just never thought his happiness would coincide with my depression. It seems stupid and moronic, but in order for him to become healthy, he needs to stop focusing on me so he can worry about his own problems.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
This is like…no. If Lo was here, he’d have yelled at his brother for flirting back with an almost-sixteen-year-old. That’s what Ryke’s doing. Even if his intentions are to start an argument or make someone uncomfortable, it looks like flirting.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
He nods. “Okay, well, hate to break it to you, but sex is ten times better than skydiving.” “No it’s not,” she rebuts. Ryke leans forward on his chair a little. “Then whoever fucked you didn’t do it right, sweetheart.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
He hates that I’m talking to Lo, but I actually feel a thousand times better. Dr. Banning must have known that he’d be the one to say the right things and in the right way to make me believe the words. He’s given me hope again. That I’ll kick this addiction. And I won’t have to be alone when I do it.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I never said I would be nice. I’m done enabling you, which means we’re not going to have sex whenever you want it. You’ll have to find the strength to hold out until the time is right.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Daisy, you don’t…” have a crush on him. She meets my eyes and reads them well. “Like you said before, Lily, he’s seven years older…well, about to be six.” She tries to give me a reassuring smile before she breaks from my side and catches up to Cleo, but I’m not satisfied. Because she glances back at Ryke as he peels off his wet shirt and wrings it out. Her eyes flit over his body, and I see a not-so good future. I’m not sure how Lo would react to a Daisy and Ryke scenario. All I know is that he wouldn’t be happy.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Connor squeezes her arms lightly, and her attention returns to him. “I’ll go mingle with your mother. Take your time, hun.” He kisses her softly on the cheek and disappears inside the sliding glass doors. It’s in this moment that I realize how well Connor knows my sister. Most guys would choose to save the girl from manual labor. But Rose would rather delay any conversation with our mother.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
As we go inside, I know that the future may not be so easy. I know that there will be more issues to deal with. But I can’t imagine going back to how things were. Now it’s time to start building relationships. I think I’m ready.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
Lily,” she says slowly. “You have to let it in.” “Let what in?” “The pain.” My bottom lip trembles and I just keep on shaking my head. “It’s stupid.” “Why do you think that, Lily?” she asks fervently. “Your pain isn’t worth less than anyone else’s.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
We started a fake relationship. We ended it. We dated. We loved. And then we separated. Pain, happiness, joy and hurt ricochet from each path taken and from each memory uncovered. One decision can change my life forever.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I don’t think…I don’t think many people can really understand what it’s like to be so invested in someone—to share every single moment and then to have them ripped from you. We have an unhealthy, co-dependent relationship.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I’m trying to change, to grow beyond him, but why does that have to be a stipulation? I want to grow with him. I want to be with him. I want to love Lo without people telling me that our love is too much.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I am not pathetic. I’m trying to live without my best friend. It’s hard. My whole reason for waking up in the morning and putting on a smile was taken from me.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I’ll choose him over you, every time, but you’re a huge part of his life, so that means you’re going to be a part of mine—whether you like it or not.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I glance back one last time, and Jonathan’s eyes briefly flicker to me. “That girl is practically my daughter-in-law.” He sets a firm hand on Aaron’s shoulder. “If I hear you did anything to her, you’ll wish all you had to deal with was my son. Now get out of my fucking face.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
I am not a Disney Princess. I do not swoon over kissing unless it involves tongue and force and leads to other lustful events.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
then Ryke points at him with his knife. “You follow her, and I’ll slit your fucking throat,” he deadpans.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
The damage is done. I think we’re all old enough to feel the scars of our upbringing. Now we just have to find a way to heal.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
No, Lil. You're the opposite. You're my stability... my home.
”
”
Krista Ritchie & Becca Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
That’s it for today. Did I scare you off?” I shake my head. “No…actually, for the first time, I feel like I’m headed somewhere.” And I know that place is somewhere good.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
You’re the first person I called.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))
“
He pulls his wayfarers up on his head so she can see his deep brown eyes, honey flecks swimming in them. He actually looks like he comes in peace. Which is nice. But still, he shouldn’t be having the conversation with anyone.
”
”
Krista Ritchie (Ricochet (Addicted, #2))