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Every day that ends with me still breathing has ended well.
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And every time I make you smile, I feel like I’ve conquered the world.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Tomorrow,” she says from the screen, from a wheelchair precipitously close to the edge of a pier, “is the most presumptuous word in the world, because who knows if you even get that.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Winston Churchill said history is written by the victors, but I would amend that to say it’s often written by liars. History is fact. You can’t change what happened, but you can edit it. People lie and leave out the truth, bend it to suit their needs.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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And if you’re lucky, you find people along the way who keep your feet on the ground—who remind you that real life matters, too.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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History is so picked over, by the time you get to the tree, there’s barely any fruit left.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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When you lose your natural family by blood, the family you choose is that much dearer,
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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We are artists,” she quotes softly, her eyes set on mine. “When there is no joy to be found, we have the power in our hands, the will of our souls, to make it.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Extraordinary wants no parts of normal.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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I touch my face and my fingers come away streaked with paint, smeared with pain and degradation.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Question is, how did you live? Did you live or just wait for death to come? Not me. I ain’t waiting for nothing.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Sometimes shit has to get awkward before it gets right.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Better todays make better tomorrows, and if you don’t get tomorrow at least you had today.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Oh.” That’s the best I can do. It’s been so many years, and I hope we can put this behind us, but I hadn’t planned on confronting this particular demon for Christmas.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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I want you to find someone you love more than your art.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Life is indiscriminately seasoned, usually not sweet without some bitter. Usually not sun without some rain.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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A miracle you can count on.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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my very good friend who I just met tonight, Odessa Johnson.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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It’s not an existential question of immortality, of living forever, but a challenge of numbered days and what we do with what we have. It’s not a string of todays that become yesterdays and aspire to tomorrow, but living like there is no guarantee. Living with an urgency to say what needs to be said, do what needs to be done. To no matter what, live with what you’ll leave behind in mind.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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I glance from him to the scoreboard and back, my smirk telling him without words that he may go home with Iris, but it’s as a loser who got his ass handed to him on the court. I made him my highlight reel bitch, and she witnessed every second of it.
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Kennedy Ryan (Long Shot (Hoops, #1))
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Assumed you thought you were too bougie for us now.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Boy, we all gonna die. Question is, how did you live? Did you live or just wait for death to come? Not me. I ain’t waiting for nothing.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Am I Kanye’s Twitter account right now? I’m barely coherent. Good Lord.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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That is the risk of love, what makes it a radical act. You pour everything into another person who is bound by fragile humanity. You could lose them at any time, but you can’t reason with your heart.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Live with what you’ll leave behind in mind.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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This body is a shell,” she says, her voice sober. “No matter how beautiful or what size or how healthy, every single body inevitably returns to dust. It is not your legacy. It is not what you leave behind.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Tomorrow...is the most presumptuous word in the world, because who knows if you even get that. Yesterday, spilled milk and old news. You can’t do nothing about how you messed up or fell short or didn’t do yesterday. Even when you mess up and make it right, it has to be done today.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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The only thing you can do with today is make it count, because soon it will be tomorrow. And I already told you about them tomorrows. Better todays make better tomorrows, and if you don’t get tomorrow at least you had today.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Canon and I go our separate ways conversationally, both being drawn in different directions, but he anchors us by holding my hand under the table, and it’s so sweet it makes my heart ache.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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She licks her lips and nods. “It could be. My doctor prescribed prednisone, which I’ve been able to do without until now. It’s a steroid that suppresses the immune
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Forgiving is harder than forgetting. Forgetting would be the oblivion of never knowing how you hurt me. Forgiving is accepting you hurt me, deciding that I’m going to keep loving you anyway.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Mama always said waiting for sunsets was like waiting for a miracle you knew would come,” he says, his voice graveled with the emotion in his eyes. “How happy she must be to know I finally found mine.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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I love you, Neevah Saint.” I chuckle, emotion crowding my throat. “Or Mathis—whatever your damn name is. I love you.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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You let me handle Galaxy and anyone else who tries to give us shit. Here’s what you’re missing,” he says, grabbing my hand. “I’m the boss. Galaxy may have funded this movie, but it’s mine, and I hold all the cards, and they’ll do whatever the fuck I want.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Yeah, because one implies that I don’t want you unconditionally, and the other implies you don’t trust me to.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Every single one of us is in that race, and a race against time is one you’ll never win. But how will you run?
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Reel is a love story, but also a love letter to the scores of Black creatives whose work and accomplishments have gone largely unacknowledged and unsung. In many cases, they sacrificed so much for little gain in their lifetimes. But we have gained, learning from and being inspired by their example.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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In a story that is pretend, she makes it feel true. And in a moment when I wasn’t looking, I’ve found exactly what I was looking for.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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Do any human beings ever realize life while they live it?
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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I reach between us and find his cock, hard, ready, huge in my palm.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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There are lingering traces of a Southern accent in her voice, like honey sprinkled into something savory.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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The sounds he makes when he feasts on my pussy will visit me in my dreams.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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I’m slick as a Slip ’N Slide down there. And should he feel so inclined to eat ass, nary a hair survived that Brutal Brunhilda wax-a-thon I endured on all fours at the spa. I’m ready for anything. I’ve practically been
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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If you kin see de light at daybreak,
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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who wants normal? Extraordinary wants no parts of normal.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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It’s funny how we speak of the future like it’s promised.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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You think just because you’re sick you can say anything you want to me and get away with it?
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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She’s adularescent, the glow of a stone that comes from beneath the surface—like all the brightest parts of her aren’t available to the naked eye, and onstage she brings it out for the audience to see.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))
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We aren’t usually one hundred percent right or informed on anything. Even if I don’t agree with someone, I never discount the opportunity to learn something I hadn’t considered.
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Kennedy Ryan (Reel (Hollywood Renaissance #1))