β
          Some women fear the fire. Some women simply become it ...
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          I usually become a ghost to 
those who no longer deserve
my time. I've never seen a point 
in explaining my absence to 
someone who failed to 
appreciate my presence. You
don't owe any explanations to 
those who hurt you.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          those broken girls have the deepest love.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          give me raw conversation without filters or restraints. i yearn for something deeper, i long for understanding.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          She was a beautiful savage.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          you kill your future by mourning the past
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
       
        
          β
          she was too much of a warrior
to be considered a princess
she never cared for the crown
she preferred a sword
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          nothing is louder 
than overthinking
after midnight
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          i'm not worried about death, my biggest concern is not living enough while alive..
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          I hate it
the way the heart
takes too long
to figure out what the mind
already knows
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          be good to yourself
you're the only you
you'll ever get
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel III)
       
        
          β
          a bitch is what they call a woman when she no longer has the patience to deal with the bull shit. a bitch is what they call a woman who serves a hot a plate of rejection to any man who isn't worthy of her attention. men who call women bitches for calling them out on their shit are bitches themselves.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          a body betrayed
a heart destroyed
a mind in confusion
and yet a woman
is capable of taking pain
and transforming it into triumph
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          you are the light
that most men
will never deserve
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          I was worth it and you lost me. I was good enough but you took me for granted. your loss.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          good women
don't necessarily 
fall in love with good men
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          Loving the wrong person is self-harm
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
       
        
          β
          if i could do it all again
i would've loved me more
instead of waiting on you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          a woman is peace prepared for war.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          weak men are afraid of a woman's strength.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          I hate the moments between
meeting someone and leaving 
someone 
thereβs this brief feeling of trust
before the paranoia that seeps in
once you begin to realize that 
theyβre just like everyone else
youβve met before
different person
same bullshit
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
       
        
          β
          the worst decisions are made under the shade of loneliness.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          I don't like to open up to people
much. The more you do, the more 
they don't understand. The 
more frustrated you become, 
the worse you feel.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          why provide relationship benefits to someone who claims they don't want a relationship...
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          men can be hoes too.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          sometimes we wear masks so long
to hide what we truly feel
that those layers become 
an extra skin, a part of our identity
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Rest in the Mourning)
       
        
          β
          Give a woman pain and she 'll turn it into power. Give that woman chaos and she 'll create peace.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          my most dangerous habit
is overthinking
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          wide awake as your soul remains tired. sitting silently under the moon as your mind continues to scream. you're losing yourself, you're losing sleep but he's losing you. some time soon, the thought of him will no longer keep you up at night.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          I'm just a fucked-up lover
searching for someone who
will understand my scars
and never leave my side
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          you can't force someone to realize
that you're what's best for them
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          it's funny how much a person's
true colors shine
after they've gotten
what they wanted from you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          falling apart doesn't make you weak
a strong heart is capable of breaking
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          smiling with sad eyes Iβve seen what youβve been hiding
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
       
        
          β
          talk about her mind
compliment her eyes more
she's too rare
for average compliments
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          in you 
are poems 
that aren't meant 
to be read by everyone
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          what do you miss
do they miss you
when they're around
do they support your peace
or create chaos
what are you missing
who are you missing
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          I've been losing me for a while
my reflection appears partial
as I often feel less than I've been 
and further away from the person
I'd like to be.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          if he wants to be a whore then let him. if he chooses to degrade and demean himself, just walk away. you canβt make a man respect you, the relationship or himself.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          you've been holding on
to someone who no longer
deserves your grip
you've lost countless hours of sleep
thinking about someone who doesn't
deserve to be on your mind
you've displayed an amazing ability
to care so deeply unconditionally
and you're beautiful because of that
one day you'll be rewarded
with a love that mirrors your own
but first you must move on
without the person who refuses
to love you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          I donβt remember the time where a smile actually meant happiness sadly, so many of my peers only smile to hide things
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
       
        
          β
          giving off the appearance of strength while breaking down deep within and yet no one ever knows because being strong often means being silent
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          Children who were abandoned
grow up to love people 
who abandon them
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Planting Gardens in Graves)
       
        
          β
          i was the ocean
you wanted rivers
i was the moon
you chased the stars
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
       
        
          β
          what happened to your soul 
I see the bruises and the scars 
he never deserved to touch your canvas 
how'd you forget that you are art
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          but youβve fallen for someone who will never be able to be brave enough to fall for you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
       
        
          β
          I could've been your everything
but you didn't have the courage
to love me in the way I needed
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          I'm hurting because the color of my skin makes me perfect for their target practice.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          the best feeling is being able to miss someone who actually makes an effort to make you feel good, feel peace.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          Two damaged people trying to heal each other, is love
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          i donβt take breaks. youβre either with me or you lose me to someone better than you. i refuse to give you a pass to freely fuck someone else then return to me when youβre tired of being fucked over..
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          my mind whispers
to itself
all those lovers
but none of them
loved you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          she wants a man
who doesn't want
anyone else but her
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          3:29:50 pm
what is it that you love about him
is it the way he lets you down
incapable of lifting you up
is it the way your heart breaks
when he says something
that shatters your self-esteem
is it the fact he never shows up
when you need him
tell me again 
what is there to love
about a man who doesn't love you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          can't argue with silence 
it never speaks back 
be silent when others 
no longer deserve your words
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          You were the devil. Dressed in everything. I wanted.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          you're not in love
you're in pain
and there's nothing
romantic or loving 
about that
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Algedonic)
       
        
          β
          I think there are times 
where you miss the version of yourself
who never knew 
what it meant to feel betrayed
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          she realized that wanting him 
meant losing herself 
she realized that she couldn't 
save her own soul 
because her hands were too busy 
holding the hand of someone 
who no longer deserved her energy
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          if sex is everything then why are you so sad and lonely
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          she burned flames and drowned oceans
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          The Fight
the fight to prove yourself
to someone who doesn't deserve you
is a losing battle
what is there to achieve
when the one you want
has nothing to give you in return
where is the benefit
in going to war for someone
who'd rather fight against you
instead of beside you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          you owe it to yourself
to give yourself the love
that you've misplaced in other
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
       
        
          β
          encouragement IV.
instead of teaching women how to keep a man
let's encourage them to be the greatest things to and for themselves
a woman's value is not validated by her ability to attract and or keep a man
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
       
        
          β
          good women are tired of giving their love to people who do nothing but break their spirit mighty women are tired of using their strength to hold on to relationships that arenβt worthy of their energy these women are capable of walking away and they will
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
       
        
          β
          you are strong, intelligent you are worth it, you are beautiful and you deserve so much more than you have allowed and accepted
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          delicate yet strong
there's a certain balance
that only a woman like her
can obtain
she knows what she deserves ]and provided anything less
she'll walk away in search of more
she's guarded, sure
but she's ready to open up
to the one who deserves her
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          you begin to talk like me
your facial expressions like my own
this is when i knew you were mine
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          know your worth
and never communicate
reply or respond to anyone
who can't afford to speak to you
or with you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          She's strong but she's exhausted.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          her angel eyes
saw the good
in many devils
          β
          β
         
        r.h sin
       
        
          β
          sometimes I wish you waited for me
instead of wasting your efforts
on temporary distractions
until I arrived
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          it's scary how dedicated
you can be to someone
who would rather use their energy
to attempt to destroy you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          the pain you feel will be the same heartache you put her through and now you know youβll finally understand how much it hurts to want someone who doesnβt want you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
       
        
          β
          solitude is a deep romance with self
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          save yourself for yourself 
right now
only you deserve you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          you can't plant yourself 
in unhealthy relationships 
and expect roses to grow
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          having my heart broken helped me understand the true weight of holding on to the wrong person
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          i'd go out and party
then come home to the moon
an empty home
and cold bed
this was no way to live
i needed more
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
       
        
          β
          a year from now, he'll just be that one mistake you made. dont let him break you.
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          with lightning. she is a storm a magnificent force writing her lifeβs story in lightning
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          she kept dancing. the ground beneath her shaking the foundation she stood upon began to crumble unbothered by the destruction she danced like flames at a bonfire
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          I wonder where you wander 
when you look into the moon
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          eventually the girl you took for granted will take her love and give it to herself and someday someone better than you will love her in all the ways you couldnβt
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
       
        
          β
          she walked through the fire
wearing nothing but a smile
because she knew damn well
that sheβd bring her demons
to their knees
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          sure enough 
you've always been beautiful 
and yet you've struggled to see this 
because society took your truth 
then replaced it with lies 
I wish you knew 
just how remarkable you are 
I wish you knew 
just how amazing you already were 
before the world 
told you who you should be
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          your strength is your magic never lose it
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
       
        
          β
          you are more
and you deserve more
than what they are willing to give you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
       
        
          β
          you are not difficult to love
your soul mate will love you
with ease
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Planting Gardens in Graves)
       
        
          β
          search for me like the meaning of words search for me where you left me and i will no longer be there
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
       
        
          β
          absence and peace. your absence taught me how to live without you time away taught me to find peace in being alone
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
       
        
          β
          girls like you have roses inside of them that are strong enough to bloom through blizzards
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
       
        
          β
          in a world filled with destruction 
you are the perfect distraction
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          the moon has consistently remained by my side in my darkest of times and when everyone left me to my nightmares, the sun has always been there to wake me up...
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          loneliness was the reason
i held on to you
and holding on to you
was the loneliest thing
i had ever done
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin
       
        
          β
          emotional CPR. we try our hardest to force life 
into things that must die and 
thatβs what hurts the most
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
       
        
          β
          look at you . . .
a heart filled with scars
a soul thatβs been aching
and yet somehow
you manage to smile
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          a child 
a young soul 
an innocent heart 
forced to raise yourself 
in a world content 
with misunderstanding you 
a child 
a young soul 
an innocent heart 
in need of guidance 
and so you reached 
for your own hand 
because others
have failed you
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          you should be proud of yourself 
bending without breaking 
falling but finding the strength 
to pick yourself up 
from a pit filled with broken hearts 
and dreams dismantled by the lies 
of those incapable 
of being honest 
your softness is not a weakness
your kindness is your strength 
give all of the things
that they've taken for granted 
to yourself 
because right now 
more than anything 
you deserve you
it's time to love yourself
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (Volume 1) (What She Felt))
       
        
          β
          here's the thing
and I need you to take in
every word
when someone truly loves you
and I'm not talking about 
that watered-down shit
that you got from every ex 
who caused you nothing 
but a great deal of emotional trauma
when someone really love you
and wants to be a part
of your life
they let go of their past
to better accommodate you
in their future
they don't hold on to past likes, 
lusts, or loves
you'll never have to compete
with anyone they've had
history with
because those relations
no longer exist
          β
          β
         
        R.H. Sin (Planting Gardens in Graves)