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Some women fear the fire. Some women simply become it ...
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R.H. Sin
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I usually become a ghost to
those who no longer deserve
my time. I've never seen a point
in explaining my absence to
someone who failed to
appreciate my presence. You
don't owe any explanations to
those who hurt you.
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R.H. Sin
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those broken girls have the deepest love.
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R.H. Sin
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give me raw conversation without filters or restraints. i yearn for something deeper, i long for understanding.
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R.H. Sin
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She was a beautiful savage.
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R.H. Sin
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you kill your future by mourning the past
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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she was too much of a warrior
to be considered a princess
she never cared for the crown
she preferred a sword
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R.H. Sin
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nothing is louder
than overthinking
after midnight
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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i'm not worried about death, my biggest concern is not living enough while alive..
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R.H. Sin
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I hate it
the way the heart
takes too long
to figure out what the mind
already knows
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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a body betrayed
a heart destroyed
a mind in confusion
and yet a woman
is capable of taking pain
and transforming it into triumph
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R.H. Sin
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a bitch is what they call a woman when she no longer has the patience to deal with the bull shit. a bitch is what they call a woman who serves a hot a plate of rejection to any man who isn't worthy of her attention. men who call women bitches for calling them out on their shit are bitches themselves.
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R.H. Sin
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be good to yourself
you're the only you
you'll ever get
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel III)
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you are the light
that most men
will never deserve
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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I was worth it and you lost me. I was good enough but you took me for granted. your loss.
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R.H. Sin
β
good women
don't necessarily
fall in love with good men
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R.H. Sin
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Loving the wrong person is self-harm
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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a woman is peace prepared for war.
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R.H. Sin
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weak men are afraid of a woman's strength.
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R.H. Sin
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if i could do it all again
i would've loved me more
instead of waiting on you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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the worst decisions are made under the shade of loneliness.
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R.H. Sin
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why provide relationship benefits to someone who claims they don't want a relationship...
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R.H. Sin
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I hate the moments between
meeting someone and leaving
someone
thereβs this brief feeling of trust
before the paranoia that seeps in
once you begin to realize that
theyβre just like everyone else
youβve met before
different person
same bullshit
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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sometimes we wear masks so long
to hide what we truly feel
that those layers become
an extra skin, a part of our identity
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R.H. Sin (Rest in the Mourning)
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I don't like to open up to people
much. The more you do, the more
they don't understand. The
more frustrated you become,
the worse you feel.
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R.H. Sin
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Give a woman pain and she 'll turn it into power. Give that woman chaos and she 'll create peace.
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R.H. Sin
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men can be hoes too.
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R.H. Sin
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my most dangerous habit
is overthinking
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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wide awake as your soul remains tired. sitting silently under the moon as your mind continues to scream. you're losing yourself, you're losing sleep but he's losing you. some time soon, the thought of him will no longer keep you up at night.
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R.H. Sin
β
smiling with sad eyes Iβve seen what youβve been hiding
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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falling apart doesn't make you weak
a strong heart is capable of breaking
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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I'm just a fucked-up lover
searching for someone who
will understand my scars
and never leave my side
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
β
it's funny how much a person's
true colors shine
after they've gotten
what they wanted from you
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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what do you miss
do they miss you
when they're around
do they support your peace
or create chaos
what are you missing
who are you missing
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R.H. Sin
β
you can't force someone to realize
that you're what's best for them
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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talk about her mind
compliment her eyes more
she's too rare
for average compliments
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
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I've been losing me for a while
my reflection appears partial
as I often feel less than I've been
and further away from the person
I'd like to be.
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R.H. Sin
β
if he wants to be a whore then let him. if he chooses to degrade and demean himself, just walk away. you canβt make a man respect you, the relationship or himself.
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R.H. Sin
β
you've been holding on
to someone who no longer
deserves your grip
you've lost countless hours of sleep
thinking about someone who doesn't
deserve to be on your mind
you've displayed an amazing ability
to care so deeply unconditionally
and you're beautiful because of that
one day you'll be rewarded
with a love that mirrors your own
but first you must move on
without the person who refuses
to love you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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I donβt remember the time where a smile actually meant happiness sadly, so many of my peers only smile to hide things
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
β
in you
are poems
that aren't meant
to be read by everyone
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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giving off the appearance of strength while breaking down deep within and yet no one ever knows because being strong often means being silent
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Children who were abandoned
grow up to love people
who abandon them
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R.H. Sin (Planting Gardens in Graves)
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I'm hurting because the color of my skin makes me perfect for their target practice.
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R.H. Sin
β
the best feeling is being able to miss someone who actually makes an effort to make you feel good, feel peace.
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R.H. Sin
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but youβve fallen for someone who will never be able to be brave enough to fall for you
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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what happened to your soul
I see the bruises and the scars
he never deserved to touch your canvas
how'd you forget that you are art
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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i donβt take breaks. youβre either with me or you lose me to someone better than you. i refuse to give you a pass to freely fuck someone else then return to me when youβre tired of being fucked over..
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R.H. Sin
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i was the ocean
you wanted rivers
i was the moon
you chased the stars
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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I could've been your everything
but you didn't have the courage
to love me in the way I needed
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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3:29:50 pm
what is it that you love about him
is it the way he lets you down
incapable of lifting you up
is it the way your heart breaks
when he says something
that shatters your self-esteem
is it the fact he never shows up
when you need him
tell me again
what is there to love
about a man who doesn't love you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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she wants a man
who doesn't want
anyone else but her
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
β
my mind whispers
to itself
all those lovers
but none of them
loved you
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
β
you're not in love
you're in pain
and there's nothing
romantic or loving
about that
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R.H. Sin (Algedonic)
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You were the devil. Dressed in everything. I wanted.
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R.H. Sin
β
The Fight
the fight to prove yourself
to someone who doesn't deserve you
is a losing battle
what is there to achieve
when the one you want
has nothing to give you in return
where is the benefit
in going to war for someone
who'd rather fight against you
instead of beside you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
she burned flames and drowned oceans
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R.H. Sin
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can't argue with silence
it never speaks back
be silent when others
no longer deserve your words
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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she realized that wanting him
meant losing herself
she realized that she couldn't
save her own soul
because her hands were too busy
holding the hand of someone
who no longer deserved her energy
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
encouragement IV.
instead of teaching women how to keep a man
let's encourage them to be the greatest things to and for themselves
a woman's value is not validated by her ability to attract and or keep a man
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
β
if sex is everything then why are you so sad and lonely
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R.H. Sin
β
Two damaged people trying to heal each other, is love
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R.H. Sin
β
delicate yet strong
there's a certain balance
that only a woman like her
can obtain
she knows what she deserves ]and provided anything less
she'll walk away in search of more
she's guarded, sure
but she's ready to open up
to the one who deserves her
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
know your worth
and never communicate
reply or respond to anyone
who can't afford to speak to you
or with you
β
β
R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
you owe it to yourself
to give yourself the love
that you've misplaced in other
β
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
I think there are times
where you miss the version of yourself
who never knew
what it meant to feel betrayed
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
good women are tired of giving their love to people who do nothing but break their spirit mighty women are tired of using their strength to hold on to relationships that arenβt worthy of their energy these women are capable of walking away and they will
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
She's strong but she's exhausted.
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β
R.H. Sin
β
it's scary how dedicated
you can be to someone
who would rather use their energy
to attempt to destroy you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
solitude is a deep romance with self
β
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
you begin to talk like me
your facial expressions like my own
this is when i knew you were mine
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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the pain you feel will be the same heartache you put her through and now you know youβll finally understand how much it hurts to want someone who doesnβt want you
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
you can't plant yourself
in unhealthy relationships
and expect roses to grow
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
her angel eyes
saw the good
in many devils
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r.h sin
β
you are strong, intelligent you are worth it, you are beautiful and you deserve so much more than you have allowed and accepted
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
β
save yourself for yourself
right now
only you deserve you
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
sometimes I wish you waited for me
instead of wasting your efforts
on temporary distractions
until I arrived
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
β
I wonder where you wander
when you look into the moon
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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eventually the girl you took for granted will take her love and give it to herself and someday someone better than you will love her in all the ways you couldnβt
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
i'd go out and party
then come home to the moon
an empty home
and cold bed
this was no way to live
i needed more
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
sure enough
you've always been beautiful
and yet you've struggled to see this
because society took your truth
then replaced it with lies
I wish you knew
just how remarkable you are
I wish you knew
just how amazing you already were
before the world
told you who you should be
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
having my heart broken helped me understand the true weight of holding on to the wrong person
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
absence and peace. your absence taught me how to live without you time away taught me to find peace in being alone
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
β
a year from now, he'll just be that one mistake you made. dont let him break you.
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R.H. Sin
β
you are more
and you deserve more
than what they are willing to give you
β
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
she kept dancing. the ground beneath her shaking the foundation she stood upon began to crumble unbothered by the destruction she danced like flames at a bonfire
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
β
the moon has consistently remained by my side in my darkest of times and when everyone left me to my nightmares, the sun has always been there to wake me up...
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R.H. Sin
β
she walked through the fire
wearing nothing but a smile
because she knew damn well
that sheβd bring her demons
to their knees
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
in a world filled with destruction
you are the perfect distraction
β
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
girls like you have roses inside of them that are strong enough to bloom through blizzards
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
look at you . . .
a heart filled with scars
a soul thatβs been aching
and yet somehow
you manage to smile
β
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
after all, in the end. oftentimes tragedy transforms into beauty delightful things occur in the aftermath of chaos just be patient
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
your strength is your magic never lose it
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
β
The library is therapy for those with minds like mine.
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel III)
β
we discover through relationships
that sometimes the person
we fall for cannot comprehend
the love we provide
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
you can forgive people but you donβt have to give them second chances
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
search for me like the meaning of words search for me where you left me and i will no longer be there
β
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
loneliness was the reason
i held on to you
and holding on to you
was the loneliest thing
i had ever done
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R.H. Sin
β
Iβm just a fucked-up lover searching for someone who will understand my scars and never leave my side
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
β
emotional CPR. we try our hardest to force life
into things that must die and
thatβs what hurts the most
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
β
shades and shadows the smell of coffee beans sits in my nostrils the taste of Colombia on my tongue the pages of my favorite book between my fingers my morning bliss has just begun
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
with lightning. she is a storm a magnificent force writing her lifeβs story in lightning
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
β
you have been strong for so long cry if you need to scream if it helps
β
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
you've seen the stains of my past
and you still want to love me
you've witnessed the weight
of my heart
and yet, you'd still like to hold it
β
β
R.H. Sin (Planting Gardens in Graves)
β
you are not difficult to love
your soul mate will love you
with ease
β
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R.H. Sin (Planting Gardens in Graves)
β
i needed to find myself but you were keeping me from me the years i spent losing myself while trying to keep you
β
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
marry the one who can hear the words in your silence
β
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r.h.Sin
β
she is deeply daring
a beautiful assortment
she's an experience
worth fighting for
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
i have bruises
no one can see
i am hurting
but iβll just smile
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R.H. Sin (Algedonic)
β
a child
a young soul
an innocent heart
forced to raise yourself
in a world content
with misunderstanding you
a child
a young soul
an innocent heart
in need of guidance
and so you reached
for your own hand
because others
have failed you
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β
R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
you should be proud of yourself
bending without breaking
falling but finding the strength
to pick yourself up
from a pit filled with broken hearts
and dreams dismantled by the lies
of those incapable
of being honest
your softness is not a weakness
your kindness is your strength
give all of the things
that they've taken for granted
to yourself
because right now
more than anything
you deserve you
it's time to love yourself
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β
R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
I just hope,
that somewhere,
in some thread of time,
you're doing okay.
β
β
R.H. Sin (Empty Bottles Full of Stories)
β
truth of self. to be honest with myself I was never what you wanted I was just the one you settled for
β
β
R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
β
i was the ocean you wanted rivers i was the moon you chased the stars
β
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
sometimes the love you crave canβt be found in the person you want
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
he destroyed her wings
then punished her
for not knowing how to fly
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r.h sin
β
14kt. woman you are a poem written in ink derived from gold
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
β
her greatest battles are fought after midnight, while alone she saves herself
β
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R.H. Sin (Rest in the Mourning)
β
tell these girls
they donβt need men
to feel like women
β
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R.H. Sin (Algedonic)
β
Don't let loving someone be the reason you allow them to hurt you.
β
β
R.H. Sin
β
you are not wrong
for wanting someone
who reminds your heart
that it deserves to be loved
β
β
R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
bargaining using sex
either way
you get screwed
β
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words & a Shovel I)
β
what we love should inspire us who we love should inspire our strength
β
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
Forgiveness
I'm still trying to forgive myself
for all the things I failed to become.
I'm still trying to make peace
with all the broken pieces of my past.
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
β
the best revenge
is realizing that you never needed
the person who hurt you
β
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
you can miss people but you donβt have to want them back
β
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
i'm constantly evolving
i just wish you were involved
and a part of this change
i've been doing this without you
but i'm fine
β
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
the morning will come the day will begin and you will be forgotten once more
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
and then she walked
to the other side of the bridge
and burned it down
so that you could no longer
reach her
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R.H. Sin
β
A flower is still a flower . . . no matter what it goes through and no matter where it decides to bloom.
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R.H. Sin (Empty Bottles Full of Stories)
β
deadly habit. my most dangerous habit is overthinking
β
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
β
not all darkness is bad
evil things can travel in the light
β
β
R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
the moon knows her better
than any man could
she told her secrets
to the night
and kept it all hidden
behind a beautiful smile
during the day
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
β
(self-love)
One day your love for yourself
will outweigh the love
that keeps you holding onto someone
who chooses to hurt you;
one day the love for yourself
will be your strength-
that love will be more than enough reason
for you to walk away for good.
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
β
here's the thing
and I need you to take in
every word
when someone truly loves you
and I'm not talking about
that watered-down shit
that you got from every ex
who caused you nothing
but a great deal of emotional trauma
when someone really love you
and wants to be a part
of your life
they let go of their past
to better accommodate you
in their future
they don't hold on to past likes,
lusts, or loves
you'll never have to compete
with anyone they've had
history with
because those relations
no longer exist
β
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R.H. Sin (Planting Gardens in Graves)
β
I've always given myself in
small doses and sometimes
nothing at all
careful not to share the best
parts of myself with someone
who could turn out to be the
wrong person
protective in terms of my heart
and soul
understanding that most of the
people I meet will fall short of
my expectations
and so I've learned to expect
nothing
sometimes my emotional switch
remains off
you can't get hurt if you feel
nothing
β
β
R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
β
thank you for seeing
the stars within my soul
when all I saw was pain
scars and darkness
β
β
R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
β
just because sheβs patient doesnβt mean you should make her wait
β
β
R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel III)
β
You were enough, maybe you were too much, maybe he prefers less and you deserve more.
β
β
R.H. Sin
β
She's badass with a good heart, soft but strong. Unapologetic and honest. She's the type of woman you go to war beside, the type of woman you marry.
β
β
R.H. Sin
β
Know,
that the world is hard,
that people are soft,
and all of us
are terribly looking for ways not to shatter.
β
β
R.H. Sin (Empty Bottles Full of Stories)
β
the broken girls are the flowers of the earth they grow through tough conditions they bloom for themselves
β
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
this year say βnoβ more often stop trying for those who never try for you choose yourself whenever others refuse to choose you
β
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R.H. Sin (Empty Bottles Full of Stories)
β
you, reading this your eyes dancing on this page you, the one who knows how it feels to have their heart racing out of their chest overrun with anxiety desperate for relief
β
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
β
i wish i wish for love like this a love like summer being kissed by the sun a love like winter hugged and covered with snow a love like the night being lit by the moonβs glow
β
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
so many things i need to work on
so many fucking things i need to change
β
β
R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
holding on to someone
who doesn't care about losing you
causes you to lose yourself
and self-esteem
β
β
R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
it's the memories
the painful ones
what we remember
poisons the heart
β
β
R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
β
in this life youβll get plenty of the things you try your hardest to avoid most of which will hurt plenty of which will make you stronger
β
β
R.H. Sin (Rest in the Mourning)
β
I was searching for peace in the middle of chaos. I was searching for a love in the midst of hate.
β
β
R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
β
they only miss you, when you stop missing them.
they only want you, when youβre wanting someone better.
β
β
R.H. Sin (Algedonic)
β
falling for someone doesnβt mean theyβll catch you loving someone doesnβt make them deserve you
β
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel III)
β
what a deadly feeling it must be/ to fall heart-first into a space/ next to someone incapable/ of loving you the way you deserve/ and how terrible it must be/ to find it difficult/ to walk away from someone/ you shouldn't stay with
β
β
R.H. Sin
β
who were you
before you decided
to let the world
dictate who youβd become
sure enough
youβve always been beautiful
and yet youβve struggled to see this
because society took your truth
then replaced it with lies
i wish you knew
just how remarkable you are
i wish you knew
just how amazing you already were
before the world
told you who you should be
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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I witnessed her heart shatter into
a million pieces as I struggled to
watch but even after all of that even after the tears drowned
whatever joy she had left she found the strength to pick
up the pieces and that was truly
beautiful she is strong, she is you
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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Drown
Overwhelmed by a sea of emotions.
Sometimes you have to drown
to learn how to swim.
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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she stopped demanding him to do all the things he wouldnβt do she stopped begging him to change and just left him where he stood
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R.H. Sin (She's Strong, but She's Tired (What She Felt Book 3))
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sometimes you feel like a window. you want to open up but you're afraid to let things in.
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R.H. Sin
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silent thought.
forced to feel like
my all was less than enough
I struggle with the idea
of anyone loving me unconditionally
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words, and a Shovel I)
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You represent everything that someone has been searching their entire lives for. I hope you find the person who is searching for you.
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R.H. Sin (She Just Wants to Forget)
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itβs almost as if
her soul is a pack of wolves
sheβs brave, sheβs strong
sheβs unstoppable
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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just like any and everything else
things are never what they seem
people change or maybe they simply revert back to everything they're supposed to be
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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you deserve so much more than what youβve been given you owe it to yourself to give yourself the love that youβve misplaced in others
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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i apologized
when you destroyed me
i held on
when i shouldβve let go
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R.H. Sin (Algedonic)
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The most dangerous woman of all is the one who refuses to rely on your sword to save her because she carries her own.
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R.H. Sin
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donβt be afraid of the hurt donβt run away from the pain
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing (What She Felt Book 1))
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no words. silence says the things we struggle to say
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
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the heart vs. the mind. I hate it the way the heart takes too long to figure out what the mind already knows
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
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every time this happens
I see my father
my brother
my would be son
I see myself
stop killing us
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R.H. Sin
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You'll be perfect for the one who deserves you.
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r.h.Sin
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She was rage
in search of peace
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R.H. Sin
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the moon will fade
the sun will rise
and you will learn
to let him go
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R.H. Sin
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a man child will love you quietly but a real man will be loud in his appreciation of your heart
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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Since the beginning you have always been more than enough.
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R.H. Sin
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I seek the truth we've never been told
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R.H. Sin (Empty Bottles Full of Stories)
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Broken but magic
There's still magic in a heart that's been broken
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel II)
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i hope you stop caring
when they do
i hope you walk away
because they will
i hope you know
that youβll be fine
and theyβll regret
losing a woman like you
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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youβve hidden so much
of what youβve felt
in the corners of your heart
refusing to open up
out of fear of being hurt again
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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the girl who deserves the sun is tired of being rained on the girl you donβt appreciate will get tired of loving you
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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My whole life has been about waiting, always waiting, always hanging on to the tomorrows of today or trying to figure out how to survive the aches of yesterday.
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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tonight i need you to know that you will outgrow the sorrows that plague your soul and you will find the happiness you've always needed right there in the core of your own heart...
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R.H. Sin
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loving yourself will save your soul
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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be with me
and only me
choose me always
because I'll always
choose you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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I think you outgrew them
your heart finally realized
that being happy
meant letting go
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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they name the most powerful storms after women for a reason
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R.H. Sin
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loving someone doesn't make them deserve you
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R.H. Sin
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i couldn't keep you
because you didn't deserve to stay
you were less than i expected
i let go because i deserved more
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R.H. Sin
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you are not your past be here, be present be more
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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donβt you miss who you were before who you became took over your life do you miss yourself like i miss you
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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they force you to shut down, then judge you for not opening up.
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R.H. Sin (Algedonic)
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who are you when no one is watching
can i trust that person to remain loyal
without my watchful eyes
who are you when my back is turned
can i trust that person to be honest
in my absence
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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notes to the neglected ones II. no one taught you to love you and thatβs your biggest problem searching for validation in people who will never accept you for you being made to feel like youβre not good enough trying to prove yourself to those who will never be good enough for you
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)
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you'll be fine
you'll make it
not because of a man
or a relationship
you'll get through this
because you have yourself
and right now
you are everything you need
and you have always been enough
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R.H. Sin
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what we love should inspire us who we love should inspire our strength but you have fallen for hands not worthy of your skin you have fallen for a mind that will never understand your value you have fallen for a heart incapable of loving you the way you need what we love what you love should feel like paradise during the storm the person you love should feel like stillness during an earthquake
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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This year
say βnoβ more often
stop trying for those
who never try for you
choose yourself
whenever others
refuse to choose you
stop settling for a love
that hurts your heart
focus on your goals
your career
never compromise your ambition
for an unhealthy relationship
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r.h sin
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my generation is filled with lovers who will never know the true meaning of love relationships that feel more like a prison term and a happiness that is simply a delusion my generation, filled with chaos no peace, itβs difficult, itβs complicated itβs nothing, it hurts, it gets worse
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R.H. Sin (I hope this reaches her in time)
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your family, not family
they always seem to return
when all the hard work is finished
they add nothing to the journey
but bumps and bruises
and yet they wait for you
at the finish line with their hands open
expecting to be greeted with kindness even when
they've spent most of their energy being unkind
toward you. taking credit for what you've done alone. taking credit for your joy when all they've ever done
was hurt you
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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22 minutes beyond midnight.
I wish you knew
that in a dark sky
full of stars
you're the only one
worth looking at
I'd sleep all day
if it meant
visiting you in a dream
I know that many men
have attempted the things
I wish to do but I also understand
that most of them
were too weak to fall for you
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R.H. Sin (She Felt Like Feeling Nothing)
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before any proposals.
the idea of getting married
scares me
but not in the way youβd think
my fear stems from realizing
that I am truly alone
and that Iβll have no family
in attendance
my fear is in being reminded
that I have nothing more to offer
than myself
and throughout time
that has never been enough for anyone
including my family
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey, Words, and a Shovel I)
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canβt be life. sadly, so many people are setting the bar really low in terms of their personal lives working a job they hate content with struggling settling for relationships that arenβt actual relationships life for so many is not living at all and thatβs the problem you get what you allow watching others live life instead of living your best life and they wonder why everyone is self-medicating suppressing their pain pretending to be happy instead of trying to cultivate a lifestyle that brings them peace
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R.H. Sin (Whiskey Words & a Shovel I)