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Every portrait that is painted with feeling is a portrait of the artist, not of the sitter.
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Oscar Wilde (The Picture of Dorian Gray)
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There are no bad pictures; that's just how your face looks sometimes.
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Abraham Lincoln
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your handwriting. the way you walk. which china pattern you choose. it's all giving you away. everything you do shows your hand. everything is a self portrait. everything is a diary.
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Chuck Palahniuk (Diary)
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His heart danced upon her movements like a cork upon a tide. He heard what her eyes said to him from beneath their cowl and knew that in some dim past, whether in life or revery, he had heard their tale before.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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Luna had decorated her bedroom ceiling with five beautifully painted faces: Harry, Ron, Hermione, Ginny, and Neville. They were not moving as the portraits at Hogwarts moved, but there was a certain magic about them all the same: Harry thought they breathed. What appeared to be fine golden chains wove around the pictures, linking them together, but after examining them for a minute or so, Harry realized that the chains were actually one word, repeated a thousand times in golden ink: friends . . . friends . . . friends . . .
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J.K. Rowling (Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Harry Potter, #7))
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I am a collection of dismantled almosts.
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Anne Sexton (Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters)
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There should be a statute of limitation on grief. A rulebook that says it is all right to wake up crying, but only for a month. That after 42 days you will no longer turn with your heart racing, certain you have heard her call out your name. That there will be no fine imposed if you feel the need to clean out her desk; take down her artwork from the refrigerator; turn over a school portrait as you pass - if only because it cuts you fresh again to see it. That it's okay to measure the time she has been gone, the way we once measured her birthdays.
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Jodi Picoult (My Sisterβs Keeper)
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He wanted to cry quietly but not for himself: for the words, so beautiful and sad, like music.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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I will tell you what I will do and what I will not do. I will not serve that in which I no longer believe, whether it calls itself my home, my fatherland, or my church: and I will try to express myself in some mode of life or art as freely as I can and as wholly as I can, using for my defense the only arms I allow myself to use -- silence, exile, and cunning.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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You made me confess the fears that I have. But I will tell you also what I do not fear. I do not fear to be alone or to be spurned for another or to leave whatever I have to leave. And I am not afraid to make a mistake, even a great mistake, a lifelong mistake and perhaps as long as eternity too.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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But a Book is only the Heart's Portrait- every Page a Pulse.
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Emily Dickinson
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I want to be inside your darkest everything
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Frida Kahlo (The Diary of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-Portrait)
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There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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Welcome, O life! I go to encounter for the millionth time the reality of experience and to forge in the smithy of my soul the uncreated conscience of my race.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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Everything is a self-portrait. A diary. Your whole drug historyβs in a strand of your hair. Your fingernails. The forensic details. The lining of your stomach is a document. The calluses on your hand tell all your secrets. Your teeth give you away. Your accent. The wrinkles around your mouth and eyes. Everything you do shows your hand.
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Chuck Palahniuk (Diary)
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Never be distracted by peopleβs glamorous portraits of themselves and their lives; search and dig for what really imprisons them.
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Robert Greene (The 48 Laws of Power)
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A portrait is not a likeness. The moment an emotion or fact is transformed into a photograph it is no longer a fact but an opinion. There is no such thing as inaccuracy in a photograph. All photographs are accurate. None of them is the truth.
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Richard Avedon
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Her reputation for reading a great deal hung about her like the cloudy envelope of a goddess in an epic.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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I'm yours for ever--for ever and ever. Here I stand; I'm as firm as a rock. If you'll only trust me, how little you'll be disappointed. Be mine as I am yours.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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I always want to know the things one shouldn't do."
"So as to do them?" asked her aunt.
"So as to choose," said Isabel
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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She had an immense curiosity about life, and was constantly staring and wondering.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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Her lips touched his brain as they touched his lips, as though they were a vehicle of some vague speech and between them he felt an unknown and timid preasure, darker than the swoon of sin, softer than sound or odor.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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I call people rich when they're able to meet the requirements of their imagination.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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I don't know what I was expecting a vampire's room to look like. Maybe lots of black, a bunch of books by Camus... oh, and a sensitive portrait of the only human the vamp ever loved, who had no doubt died of something beautiful and tragic, thus dooming the vamp to an eternity of moping and sighing dramatically.
What can I say? I read a lot of books.
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Rachel Hawkins (Hex Hall (Hex Hall, #1))
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The object of the artist is the creation of the beautiful. What the beautiful is is another question.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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Rembrandt painted portraits, The Karate Kid painted fences, and I paint my toenails. But Iβm not a snob, I still consider those other two guys to be artists.β¨
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Jarod Kintz (Who Moved My Choose?: An Amazing Way to Deal With Change by Deciding to Let Indecision Into Your Life)
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And remember this, that if you've been hated, you've also been loved.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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...the thing about portraits is, you need to show people the way they want to be seen. And I prefer to show people as I see them.
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Celeste Ng (Little Fires Everywhere)
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You can still die when the sun is shining.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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Why are we worn out? Why do we, who start out so passionate, brave, noble, believing, become totally bankrupt by the age of thirty or thirty-five? Why is it that one is extinguished by consumption, another puts a bullet in his head, a third seeks oblivion in vodka, cards, a fourth, in order to stifle fear and anguish, cynically tramples underfoot the portrait of his pure, beautiful youth? Why is it that, once fallen, we do not try to rise, and, having lost one thing, we do not seek another? Why?
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Anton Chekhov (The Complete Short Novels)
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The most adventurous journey to embark on; is the journey to yourself, the most exciting thing to discover; is who you really are, the most treasured pieces that you can find; are all the pieces of you, the most special portrait you can recognize; is the portrait of your soul.
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C. JoyBell C.
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I am crazy as hell, but I know it. And knowing it is a kind of sanity that makes the sickness worse.
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Anne Sexton (Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters)
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In life man commits himself and draws his own portrait, outside of which there is nothing. No doubt this thought may seem harsh to someone who has not made a success of his life. But on the other hand, it helps people to understand that reality alone counts, and that dreams, expectations and hopes only serve to define a man as a broken dream, aborted hopes, and futile expectations.
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Jean-Paul Sartre (Existentialism is a Humanism)
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I paint self-portraits because I am so often alone, because I am the person I know best.
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Frida Kahlo
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every portrait that is painted with feeling is a portrait of the artist, not of the sitter. The sitter is merely the accident, the occasion. It is not he who is revealed by the painter; it is rather the painter who, on the coloured canvas, reveals himself.
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Oscar Wilde (The Picture of Dorian Gray)
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Portrait: The Boy with All the Keys in the World with All the Locks
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Jandy Nelson (I'll Give You the Sun)
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Anne, I don't want to live. . . . Now listen, life is lovely, but I Can't Live It. I can't even explain. I know how silly it sounds . . . but if you knew how it Felt. To be alive, yes, alive, but not be able to live it. Ay that's the rub. I am like a stone that lives . . . locked outside of all that's real. . . . Anne, do you know of such things, can you hear???? I wish, or think I wish, that I were dying of something for then I could be brave, but to be not dying, and yet . . . and yet to [be] behind a wall, watching everyone fit in where I can't, to talk behind a gray foggy wall, to live but to not reach or to reach wrong . . . to do it all wrong . . . believe me, (can you?) . . . what's wrong. I want to belong. I'm like a jew who ends up in the wrong country. I'm not a part. I'm not a member. I'm frozen.
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Anne Sexton (Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters)
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If the portraits of our absent friends are pleasant to us, which renew our memory of them and relieve our regret for their absence by a false and empty consolation, how much more pleasant are letters which bring us the written characters of the absent friend.
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HΓ©loΓ―se d'Argenteuil (The Letters of AbΓ©lard and HΓ©loΓ―se)
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He was alone. He was unheeded, happy, and near to the wild heart of life. He was alone and young and wilful and wildhearted, alone amid a waste of wild air and brackish waters and the seaharvest of shells and tangle and veiled grey sunlight.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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When a man is born...there are nets flung at it to hold it back from flight. You talk to me of nationality, language, religion. I shall try to fly by those nets.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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As you become more clear about who you really are, you'll be better able to decide what is best for you - the first time around.
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Oprah Winfrey (The Uncommon Wisdom of Oprah Winfrey: A Portrait in Her Own Words)
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A mans manners are a mirror in which he shows his portrait.
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Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
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She is written in a foreign tongue.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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Have read little and understood less.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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pain, pleasure and death are no more than a process for existence. The revolutionary struggle in this process is a doorway open to intelligence
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Frida Kahlo (The Diary of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-Portrait)
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Talk to me about sadness. I talk about it too much in my own head but I never mind others talking about it either; I occasionally feel like I tremendously need others to talk about it as well.
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Anne Sexton (Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters)
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Things are always different than what they might be...If you wait for them to change, you will never do anything.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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Writers are such phonies: they sometimes have wise insights but they don't live by them at all. That's what writers are like...you think they know something, but usually they are just messes.
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Anne Sexton (Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters)
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We prefer to go deformed and distorted all our lives rather than not resemble the portrait of ourselves which we ourselves have first drawn. Itβs absurd. We run the risk of warping whatβs best in us
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AndrΓ© Gide (Strait is the Gate and The Vatican Cellars)
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The reason some portraits don't look true to life is that some people make no effort to resemble their pictures.
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Salvador DalΓ
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There is nothing more precious than laughter
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Frida Kahlo (The Diary of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-Portrait)
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(Self Portrait: Boy Remakes World Before World Remakes Boy)
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Jandy Nelson (I'll Give You the Sun)
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Thomas smiled at my eye roll, puffing his chest up and standing with one foot proudly resting on a chair as if posing for a portrait. βI donβt blame you, I am rather attractive. The tall, dark hero of your dreams, swooping in to save you with my vast intellect. You should accept my hand at once.
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Kerri Maniscalco (Stalking Jack the Ripper (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #1))
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I wasnβtβ" I began.
I didnβtβ" He began.
How charming," Vβlane cut us off. His voice arrived before he did. "The very portrait of human domestic bliss. Sheβs on the floor, youβre towering over her. Did he strike you, MacKayla? Say the word and Iβll kill him.
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Karen Marie Moning (Dreamfever (Fever, #4))
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Create no images of God. Accept the images that God has provided. They are everywhere, in everything. God is Changeβ Seed to tree, tree to forest; Rain to river, river to sea; Grubs to bees, bees to swarm. From one, many; from many, one; Forever uniting, growing, dissolvingβ forever Changing. The universe is Godβs self-portrait.
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Octavia E. Butler (Parable of the Sower (Earthseed, #1))
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If one is strong, one loves the more strongly.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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My heart is quite calm now. I will go back.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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It has made me better loving you... it has made me wiser, and easier, and brighter. I used to want a great many things before, and to be angry that I did not have them. Theoretically, I was satisfied. I flattered myself that I had limited my wants. But I was subject to irritation; I used to have morbid sterile hateful fits of hunger, of desire. Now I really am satisfied, because I canβt think of anything better. Itβs just as when one has been trying to spell out a book in the twilight, and suddenly the lamp comes in. I had been putting out my eyes over the book of life, and finding nothing to reward me for my pains; but now that I can read it properly I see that itβs a delightful story.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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Iβll put it out there: I am scarred by the nostalgic indicipherability of my own desires; I an engulfed by the intimidating unknown, pushed through darkness and dragged down by the irretrievable past sweetness of my memories.
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Anne Sexton (Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters)
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This race and this country and this life produced me, he said. I shall express myself as I am.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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No moon, sun, diamond, hands β
fingertip, dot, ray, gauze, sea.
pine green, pink glass, eye,
mine, eraser, mud, mother, I am coming.
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Frida Kahlo (The Diary of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-Portrait)
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And if he had judged her harshly? If her life were a simple rosary of hours, her life simple and strange as a bird's life, gay in the morning, restless all day, tired at sundown? Her heart simple and willful as a bird's heart?
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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I imagine John Watson thinks loveβs a mystery to me, but the chemistry is incredibly simple and very destructive. When we first met, you told me that a disguise is always a self portrait, how true of you, the combination to your safe β your measurements. But this is far more intimate. This is your heart, and you should never let it rule your head. You could have chosen any random number and walked out of here today with everything you worked for. But you just couldnβt resist it, could you? Iβve always assumed that love is a dangerous disadvantage. Thank you for the final proof.
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Mark Gatiss
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...and the great advantage of being a literary woman, was that you could go everywhere and do everything.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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He thought that he was sick in his heart if you could be sick in that place.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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Having a Coke with You
is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, IrΓΊn, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary
it is hard to believe when Iβm with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 oβclock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles
and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them
I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway itβs in the Frick
which thank heavens you havenβt gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didnβt pick the rider as carefully
as the horse
it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it
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Frank O'Hara
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Memory is fiction. We select the brightest and the darkest, ignoring what we are ashamed of, and so embroider the broad tapestry of our lives.
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Isabel Allende (Portrait in Sepia)
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Only one mountain can know the core of another mountain.
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Frida Kahlo (The Diary of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-Portrait)
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I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel - drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have - that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all.
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Anne Sexton (Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters)
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I am jealous of everything whose beauty does not die. I am jealous of the portrait you have painted of me. Why should it keep what I must lose? Every moment that passes takes something from me and gives something to it. Oh, if it were only the other way! If the picture could change, and I could be always what I am now! Why did you paint it? It will mock me some dayβmock me horribly!
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Oscar Wilde (The Picture of Dorian Gray)
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Art is the human disposition of sensible or intelligible matter for an esthetic end.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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Once upon a time and a very good time it was there was a moocow coming down along the road and this moocow that was coming down along the road met a nicens little boy named baby tuckoo
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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Time is, time was, but time shall be no more.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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Whatever else is unsure in this stinking dunghill of a world a mother's love is not.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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One can't judge till one's forty; before that we're too eager, too hard, too cruel, and in addition much too ignorant.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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I am proud to be an emotionalist.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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La verdadera amistad resiste el tiempo, la distancia y el silencio.
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Isabel Allende (Portrait in Sepia)
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Her imagination was by habit ridiculously active; when the door was not open it jumped out the window.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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You must save what you can of your life; you musn't lose it all simply because you've lost a part.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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To ignore, repress, or dismiss our feelings is to fail to listen to the stirrings of the Spirit within our emotional life. Jesus listened. In John's Gospel we are told that Jesus was moved with the deepest emotions (11:33)... The gospel portrait of the beloved Child of Abba is that of a man exquisitely attuned to His emotions and uninhibited in expressing them. The Son of Man did not scorn of reject feelings as fickle and unreliable. They were sensitive antennae to which He listened carefully and through which He perceived the will of His Father for congruent speech and action.
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Brennan Manning (Abba's Child: The Cry of the Heart for Intimate Belonging)
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Do all lovers feel like they're inventing something?
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CΓ©line Sciamma (Portrait of a Lady on Fire)
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You wanted to look at life for yourself - but you were not allowed; you were punished for your wish. You were ground in the very mill of the conventional!
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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I knew then that I wanted to go home, but I had no home to go to--and that is what adventures are all about.
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Trina Schart Hyman (Self-Portrait: Trina Schart Hyman)
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I couldn't fall out of love with you if I fell all the way to hell.
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J.D. Robb (Portrait in Death (In Death, #16))
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The rest of my room is book shelves. I hoard books. They are people who do not leave.
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Anne Sexton (Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters)
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Poets are not so scrupulous as you are. They know how useful passion is for publication. Nowadays a broken heart will run to many editions."
"I hate them for it," cried Hallward. "An artist should create beautiful things, but should put nothing of his own life into them. We live in an age when men treat art as if it were meant to be a form of autobiography. We have lost the abstract sense of beauty. Some day I will show the world what is it; and for that the world shall never see my portrait of Dorian Gray.
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Oscar Wilde (The Picture of Dorian Gray)
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You cheated!β
He looked at her, wide-eyed with feigned outrage. βI beg your pardon. If you were a man, I would call you out for that accusation.β
βAnd I assure you, my lord, that I would ride forth victoriously on behalf of truth, humility, and righteousness.β
βAre you quoting the Bible to me?β
βIndeed,β she said primly, the portrait of piousness.
βWhile gambling.β
βWhat better location to attempt to reform one such as you?
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Sarah MacLean (Nine Rules to Break When Romancing a Rake (Love By Numbers, #1))
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I seek truth and beauty in the transparency of an autumn leaf, in the perfect form of a seashell on the beach, in the curve of a woman's back, in the texture of an ancient tree trunk, but also in the elusive forms of reality.
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Isabel Allende (Portrait in Sepia)
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The soul ... has a slow and dark birth, more mysterious than the birth of the body. When the soul of a man is born in this country there are nets flung at it to hold it back from flight. You talk to me of nationality, language, religion. I shall try to fly by those nets.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
β
I see... the way you're always searching. How much you hate anything fake or phony. How you're older than your years, but still... playful, like a little girl. How you're always looking into people, or wondering what they see when they look back at you. Your eyes. It's all in the eyes.
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Claudia Gray (A Thousand Pieces of You (Firebird, #1))
β
Lorcan rolled his eyes, and Aelin deemed that acceptance enough as she asked them all, βDid anyone bother to sleep?β Only Fenrys lifted his hand. Aedion frowned at the dark stain on the stones. βWeβre putting a rug over it,β Aelin told him. Lysandra laughed. βSomething tacky, I hope.β βIβm thinking pink and purple. Embroidered with flowers. Just what Erawan would have loved.β The Fae males gaped at them, Ren blinking. Elide ducked her head as she chuckled. Rowan snorted again. βAt least this court wonβt be boring.β Aelin put a hand on her chest, the portrait of outrage. βYou were honestly worried it would be?β βGods help us,β Lorcan grumbled.
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Sarah J. Maas (Kingdom of Ash (Throne of Glass, #7))
β
How about I take you to my studio? Much less dangerous. Plus, I need a model and you could sit for me."
"You want me to sit for a portrait?" I asked stunned.
"Actually, at the moment I'm concentrating on full-length nudes, in the spirit of Modigliani," Jules said. He was making an effort to keep a straight face. "Just kidding, Kates. You're a lady."
Jules was trying the guilt-trip method of attack. And it was working.
"Ok I'll pose for you," I conceded. "But under no circumstances will any article of clothing leave my body whilst I am in your studio."
"And if you're elsewhere?" he asked, breaking into a sly smile.
I rolled my eyes.
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Amy Plum (Until I Die (Revenants, #2))
β
Boast of Quietness
Writings of light assault the darkness, more prodigious than meteors.
The tall unknowable city takes over the countryside.
Sure of my life and death, I observe the ambitious and would like to
understand them.
Their day is greedy as a lariat in the air.
Their night is a rest from the rage within steel, quick to attack.
They speak of humanity.
My humanity is in feeling we are all voices of that same poverty.
They speak of homeland.
My homeland is the rhythm of a guitar, a few portraits, an old sword,
the willow grove's visible prayer as evening falls.
Time is living me.
More silent than my shadow, I pass through the loftily covetous multitude.
They are indispensable, singular, worthy of tomorrow.
My name is someone and anyone.
I walk slowly, like one who comes from so far away he doesn't expect to arrive.
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Jorge Luis Borges
β
A day of dappled seaborne clouds.
The phrase and the day and the scene harmonised in a chord. Words. Was it their colours? He allowed them to glow and fade, hue after hue: sunrise gold, the russet and green of apple orchards, azure of waves, the greyfringed fleece of clouds. No, it was not their colours: it was the poise and balance of the period itself. Did he then love the rhythmic rise and fall of words better than their associations of legend and colour? Or was it that, being as weak of sight as he was shy of mind, he drew less pleasure from the reflection of the glowing sensible world through the prism of a language manycoloured and richly storied than from the contemplation of an inner world of individual emotions mirrored perfectly in a lucid supple periodic prose?
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
β
He did not want to play. He wanted to meet in the real world the unsubstantial image which his soul so constantly beheld. He did not know where to seek it or how, but a premonition which led him on told him that this image would, without any overt act of his, encounter him. They would meet quietly as if they had known each other and had made their tryst, perhaps at one of the gates or in some more secret place. They would be alone, surrounded by darkness and silence: and in that moment of supreme tenderness he would be transfigured.
He would fade into something impalpable under her eyes and then in a moment he would be transfigured. Weakness and timidity and inexperience would fall from him in that magic moment.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)
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She was a young person of many theories; her imagination was remarkably active. It had been her fortune to possess a finer mind than most of the persons among whom her lot was cast; to have a larger perception of surrounding facts, and to care for knowledge that was tinged with the unfamiliar...It may be affirmed without delay that She was probably very liable to the sin of self-esteem; she often surveyed with complacency the field of her own nature; she was in the habit of taking for granted, on scanty evidence, that she was right; impulsively, she often admired herself...Every now and then she found out she was wrong, and then she treated herself to a week of passionate humility. After this she held her head higher than ever again; for it was of no use, she had an unquenchable desire to think well of herself. She had a theory that it was only on this condition that life was worth living; that one should be one of the best, should be conscious of a fine organization, should move in the realm of light, of natural wisdom, of happy impulse, of inspiration gracefully chronic.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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Whatever life you lead you must put your soul in it--to make any sort of success in it; and from the moment you do that it ceases to be romance, I assure you: it becomes grim reality! And you can't always please yourself; you must sometimes please other people. That, I admit, you're very ready to do; but there's another thing that's still more important--you must often displease others. You must always be ready for that--you must never shrink from it. That doesn't suit you at all--you're too fond of admiration, you like to be thought well of. You think we can escape disagreeable duties by taking romantic views--that's your great illusion, my dear. But we can't. You must be prepared on many occasions in life to please no one at all--not even yourself.
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Henry James (The Portrait of a Lady)
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But I realized something. About art. And psychiatry. They're both self-perpetuating systems. Like religion. All three of them promise you a sense of inner worth and meaning, and spend a lot of time telling you about the suffering you have to go through to achieve it. As soon as you get a problem in any one of them, the solution it gives is always to go deeper into the same system. They're all in rather uneasy truce with one another in what's actually a mortal battle. Like all self-reinforcing systems. At best, each is trying to encompass the other two and define them as sub-groups. You know: religion and art are both forms of madness and madness is the realm of psychiatry. Or, art is the study and praise of man and man's ideals, so therefore a religious experience just becomes a brutalized aesthetic response and psychiatry is just another tool for the artist to observe man and render his portraits more accurately. And the religious attitude I guess is that the other two are only useful as long as they promote the good life. At worst, they all try to destroy one another. Which is what my psychiatrist, whether he knew it or not, was trying, quite effectively, to do to my painting. I gave up psychiatry too, pretty soon. I just didn't want to get all wound up in any systems at all.
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Samuel R. Delany (Dhalgren)
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There is evidence that the honoree [Leonard Cohen] might be privy to the secret of the universe, which, in case you're wondering, is simply this: everything is connected. Everything. Many, if not most, of the links are difficult to determine. The instrument, the apparatus, the focused ray that can uncover and illuminate those connections is language. And just as a sudden infatuation often will light up a person's biochemical atmosphere more pyrotechnically than any deep, abiding attachment, so an unlikely, unexpected burst of linguistic imagination will usually reveal greater truths than the most exacting scholarship. In fact. The poetic image may be the only device remotely capable of dissecting romantic passion, let alone disclosing the inherent mystical qualities of the material world.
Cohen is a master of the quasi-surrealistic phrase, of the "illogical" line that speaks so directly to the unconscious that surface ambiguity is transformed into ultimate, if fleeting, comprehension: comprehension of the bewitching nuances of sex and bewildering assaults of culture. Undoubtedly, it is to his lyrical mastery that his prestigious colleagues now pay tribute. Yet, there may be something else. As various, as distinct, as rewarding as each of their expressions are, there can still be heard in their individual interpretations the distant echo of Cohen's own voice, for it is his singing voice as well as his writing pen that has spawned these songs.
It is a voice raked by the claws of Cupid, a voice rubbed raw by the philosopher's stone. A voice marinated in kirschwasser, sulfur, deer musk and snow; bandaged with sackcloth from a ruined monastery; warmed by the embers left down near the river after the gypsies have gone.
It is a penitent's voice, a rabbinical voice, a crust of unleavened vocal toasts -- spread with smoke and subversive wit. He has a voice like a carpet in an old hotel, like a bad itch on the hunchback of love. It is a voice meant for pronouncing the names of women -- and cataloging their sometimes hazardous charms. Nobody can say the word "naked" as nakedly as Cohen. He makes us see the markings where the pantyhose have been.
Finally, the actual persona of their creator may be said to haunt these songs, although details of his private lifestyle can be only surmised. A decade ago, a teacher who called himself Shree Bhagwan Rajneesh came up with the name "Zorba the Buddha" to describe the ideal modern man: A contemplative man who maintains a strict devotional bond with cosmic energies, yet is completely at home in the physical realm. Such a man knows the value of the dharma and the value of the deutschmark, knows how much to tip a waiter in a Paris nightclub and how many times to bow in a Kyoto shrine, a man who can do business when business is necessary, allow his mind to enter a pine cone, or dance in wild abandon if moved by the tune. Refusing to shun beauty, this Zorba the Buddha finds in ripe pleasures not a contradiction but an affirmation of the spiritual self. Doesn't he sound a lot like Leonard Cohen?
We have been led to picture Cohen spending his mornings meditating in Armani suits, his afternoons wrestling the muse, his evenings sitting in cafes were he eats, drinks and speaks soulfully but flirtatiously with the pretty larks of the street. Quite possibly this is a distorted portrait. The apocryphal, however, has a special kind of truth.
It doesn't really matter. What matters here is that after thirty years, L. Cohen is holding court in the lobby of the whirlwind, and that giants have gathered to pay him homage. To him -- and to us -- they bring the offerings they have hammered from his iron, his lead, his nitrogen, his gold.
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Tom Robbins
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What must it be, then, to bear the manifold tortures of hell forever? Forever! For all eternity! Not for a year or an age but forever. Try to imagine the awful meaning of this. You have often seen the sand on the seashore. How fine are its tiny grains! And how many of those tiny grains go to make up the small handful which a child grasps in its play. Now imagine a mountain of that sand, a million miles high, reaching from the earth to the farthest heavens, and a million miles broad, extending to remotest space, and a million miles in thickness, and imagine such an enormous mass of countless particles of sand multiplied as often as there are leaves in the forest, drops of water in the mighty ocean, feathers on birds, scales on fish, hairs on animals, atoms in the vast expanse of air. And imagine that at the end of every million years a little bird came to that mountain and carried away in its beak a tiny grain of that sand. How many millions upon millions of centuries would pass before that bird had carried away even a square foot of that mountain, how many eons upon eons of ages before it had carried away all. Yet at the end of that immense stretch time not even one instant of eternity could be said to have ended. At the end of all those billions and trillions of years eternity would have scarcely begun. And if that mountain rose again after it had been carried all away again grain by grain, and if it so rose and sank as many times as there are stars in the sky, atoms in the air, drops of water in the sea, leaves on the trees, feathers upon birds, scales upon fish, hairs upon animals β at the end of all those innumerable risings and sinkings of that immeasurably vast mountain not even one single instant of eternity could be said to have ended; even then, at the end of such a period, after that eon of time, the mere thought of which makes our very brain reel dizzily, eternity would have scarcely begun.
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James Joyce (A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man)