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In phantom father's shadow, I still roam,
A love unwritten, a yearning for home.
First male touch, a myth my heart craves,
His absence echoes in unspoken graves.
I search for him in faces passing by,
A familiar line, a flicker in their eye.
His name a whisper on the wind's soft sigh,
A ghost I chase, a tear that won't dry.
But love, it blooms in unexpected ways,
In mentors' wisdom, friends' unwavering gaze.
In echoes of kindness, hands that hold me tight,
In lessons learned from shadows and from light.
So father, phantom, wherever you may be,
Though you left me wanting, I set myself free.
From the chains of longing, the hunger for your face,
I build my own fortress, in this heart's embrace.
With threads of resilience, I weave my own song,
A tapestry of strength, where I belong.
No longer searching in the empty air,
My love blooms within, a flame I dare to share.
And though the echo of your absence may remain,
It no longer defines me, a dance in the rain.
I rise above the loss, with spirit bright and bold,
My own story unfolds, in colors yet untold.
So let the phantom father fade into the mist,
His memory a whisper, a lesson I've kissed.
For I am the daughter, of courage and grace,
And love, my own compass, lights up this space.
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