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We must believe in our souls that we are somebody, that we are significant, that we are worthful, and we must walk the streets of life every day with this sense of dignity and this sense of somebody-ness.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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You can change the law but you can’t change people and how they treat each other.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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If everyone looked the other way, then everybody was in on it. If he looked the other way, he was as implicated as the rest. That's how he saw it, how he'd always seen things.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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If it is true for you, it is true for someone else, and you are no longer alone.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Make a career of humanity. Make it a central part of your life.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Like justice, it existed in theory.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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He who gets behind in a race must forever remain behind or run faster than the man in front.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Violence is the only lever big enough to move the world
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The capacity to suffer. Elwood--all the Nickel boys--existed in the capacity. Breathed in it, ate in it, dreamed in it. That was their lives now. Otherwise they would have perished. The beatings, the rapes, the unrelenting winnowing of themselves. They endured. But to love those who would have destroyed them? To make that leap? We will meet your physical force with soul force. Do to us what you will and we will still love you.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Perhaps his life might have veered elsewhere if the US government had opened the country to colored advancement like they opened the army. But it was one thing to allow someone to kill for you and another to let him live next door.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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There are people who trick you and deliver emptiness with a smile, while others rob you of your self-respect. You need to remember who you are.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The boys could have been many things had they not been ruined by that place. Doctors who cured diseases or perform brain surgery, inventing shit that saves lives. Run for president. All those lost geniuses - sure not all of them were geniuses, Chickie Pete for example was not solving special relativity - but they had been denied even the simple pleasure of being ordinary. Hobbled and handicapped before the race even began, never figuring out how to be normal.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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To forbid the thought of escape, even that slightest butterfly thought of escape, was to murder one's humanity.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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In our modern age, cell phone technology permits us to record the constant brutality that occurs all around us; we experience not an uptick in violence but a new kind of witnessing.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Our boy looks impressed.”
“Should be,” Rhage muttered as he jacked the belt on his robe. “We are awesome.”
Multiple groans at that point. Rolled eyes.
“At least he didn’t pull out the ‘totes amazeballs,’” somebody muttered.
“That’s Lassiter,” came an answer.
“Man, that son of a bitch has got to stop watching Nickel-fucking-odeon.
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J.R. Ward (Lover at Last (Black Dagger Brotherhood, #11))
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because for him to do nothing was to undermine his own dignity.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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was like one of those Negroes Dr. King spoke of in his letter from jail, so complacent and sleepy after years of oppression that they had adjusted to it and learned to sleep in it as their only bed.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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It didn't make no sense until it made the only sense.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Throw us in jail, and we will still love you. Bomb our homes and threaten our children, and, as difficult as it is, we will still love you. Send your hooded perpetrators of violence into our communities after midnight hours, and drag us out onto some wayside road, and beat us and leave us half-dead, and we will still love you. But be ye assured that we will wear you down by our capacity to suffer, and one day we will win our freedom.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The world continued to instruct: Do not love for they will disappear, do not trust for you will be betrayed, do not stand up for you will be swatted down. Still he heard those higher imperatives: Love and that love will be returned, trust in the righteous path and it will lead you to deliverance, fight and things will change. He never listened, never saw what was plainly in front of him, and now he had been plucked from the world altogether.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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There are big forces that want to keep the Negro down, like Jim Crow, and there are small forces that want to keep you down, like other people, and in the face of all those things, the big ones and the smaller ones, you have to stand up straight and maintain your sense of who you are.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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How's that training coming along, Griff? Good old Max says you're a natural."
Turner frowned. Any time a white man asked you about yourself, they were about to fuck you over.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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He ate every miserable spoonful and ever since it struck him that adults are always trying to buy off children to make them forget their bad actions.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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You'll be found, your nickels, dimes and Indian-heads fused by electroplating. Abe Lincolns melted into Miss Columbias, eagles plucked raw on the backs of quarters, all run to quicksilver in your jeans. More! Any boy hit by lightning, lift his lid and there on his eyeball, pretty as the Lord's Prayer on a pin, find the last scene the boy ever saw! A box-Brownie photo, by God, of that fire climbing down the sky to blow you like a penny whistle, suck your soul back up along the bright stair!
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Ray Bradbury (Something Wicked This Way Comes)
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Something went klunk. Like a nickel dropping in a soda machine. One of those small insights that explains everything. This was puberty for these boys. Adolescence. The first date, the first kiss, the first chance to hold hands with someone special. Delayed, postponed, a decade's worth of longing--while everybody around you celebrates life, you pretend, suppress, inhibit, deprive yourself of you own joy--but finally ultimately, eventually, you find a place where you can have a taste of everything denied.
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David Gerrold
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Perhaps Nickel was the very afterlife that awaited him, with a White House down the hill and an eternity of oatmeal and an infinite brotherhood of broken boys.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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It was easy to root for the winners. No, he liked the punch-drunk ones, half walking at mile twenty-three, tongues flapping like Labradors. Tumbling across the finish line by hook or by crook, feet pounded to bloody meat in their Nikes. The laggards and limpers who weren’t running the course but running deep into their character—down into the cave to return to the light with what they found. By the time they got to Columbus Circle, the TV crews have split, the cone cups of water and Gatorade litter the course like daisies in a pasture, and the silver space blankets twist in the wind. Maybe they had someone waiting for them and maybe they didn’t. Who wouldn’t celebrate that?
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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That he had outwitted Nickel because he got along and kept out of trouble. In fact he had been ruined. He was like one of those Negroes Dr. King spoke of in his letter from jail, so complacent and sleepy after years of oppression that they h ad adjusted to it and learned to sleep in it as their only bed.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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You can change the law but you can’t change people and how they treat each other. Nickel was racist as hell—half the people who worked here probably dressed up like the Klan on weekends—but the way Turner saw it, wickedness went deeper than skin color. It was Spencer. It was Spencer and it was Griff and it was all the parents who let their children wind up here. It was people.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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You can change the law but you can’t change people and how they treat each other. Nickel
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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At a certain point he learned the smarter play was to avoid the things that brought you low.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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It was not enough to survive, you have to live—
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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A jail within a jail. In those long hours, he struggled over Reverend King's equation. "Throw us in jail and we will love you ... But be assured that we will wear you down by our capacity to suffer, and one day we will win our freedom. We will not only win our freedom for ourselves, we will so appeal to your heart and your conscience that we will win you in the process and our victory will be a double victory." No he could not make that leap to love. He understood neither the impulse of the proposition nor the will to execute it.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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To think of those Nickel nights where the only sounds were tears and insects, how you could sleep in a room crammed with sixty boys and still understand that you were the only person on earth. Everybody and nobody around at the same time. Here everybody was around and by some miracle you didn't want to wring their neck but give them a hug.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The tiny details were a wonder: how the young men’s ties remained straight black arrows in the whirl of violence, how the curves of the young women’s perfect hairdos floated against the squares of their protest signs.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Elwood said, "It's against the law." State law, but also Elwood's. If everyone looked the other way, then everybody was in on it. If he looked the other way, he was as implicated as the rest. That's how he saw it, how he'd always seen things.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Elwood never ceased to marvel how you could walk around and get used to seeing only a fraction of the world. Not knowing you only saw a sliver of the real thing.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Most of those who know the story of the rings in the trees are dead by now. The iron is still there. Rusty. Deep in the heartwood. Testifying to anyone who cares to listen.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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How to get through the day if every indignity capsized you in a ditch? One learned to focus one’s attention.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The championship would be their sole acquaintance with justice at Nickel.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Their daddies taught them how to keep a slave in line, passed down this brutal heirloom.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Love and that love will be returned, trust in the righteous path and it will lead you to deliverance, fight and things will change.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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But now that I been out and I been brought back, I nkow there's nothing in here that changes people. In here and out there are the same, but in here no one has to act fake anymore.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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He was all of them in one black body that night in the ring, and all of them when the shite men took him out back to those two iron rings.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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You can change the law but you can't change people and how they treat each other.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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People get rid of plenty when they move--sometimes they're changing not just places but personalities.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The encyclopedias are empty. There are people who trick you and deliver emptiness with a smile, while others rob you of your self-respect. You need to remember who you are.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Violence is the only lever big enough to move the world.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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You can change the law, but you can't change people and how they treat each other.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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sometimes laughter knocked out a few bricks from the barricade of segregation, so tall and so wide.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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He was all of them in one black body that night in the ring, and he was all of them when the white men took him out back to those two iron rings.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Even in death the boys were trouble.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Hard work was a fundamental virtue, for hard work didn’t allow time for marches or sit-ins. Elwood would not make a commotion of himself by messing with that movie-theater nonsense, she said. “You have made an agreement with Mr. Marconi to work in his store after school. If your boss can’t depend on you, you won’t be able to keep a job.” Duty might protect him, as it had protected her.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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It was crazy to run and crazy not to run. How could a boy look past the school’s property line, see that free and living world beyond, and not contemplate a dash to freedom? To write one’s own story for once. To forbid the thought of escape, even that slightest butterfly thought of escape, was to murder one’s humanity
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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But I'll tell you the truth,boys, he said. I'd give it all up in a minute if I could just be your age again. And I mean without a nickel in my pocket. All the money on earth aint worth spit compared to bein young and havin a dream to chase after. It's nice to arrive at it, no denyin that, but the real fun's in the gettin there. The gettin there.
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James Carlos Blake
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The class focused on US history since the Civil War, but at every opportunity Mr. Hill guided them to the present, linking what had happened a hundred years ago to their current lives. They’d set off down one road at the beginning of class and it always led back to their doorsteps. Mr.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Problem was, even if you avoided trouble, trouble might reach out and snatch you anyway. Another student might sniff out a weakness and start something, one of the staff dislikes your smile and knocks it off your face. You might stumble into a bramble of bad luck of the sort that got you here in the first place.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The white boys bruised differently than the black boys and called it the Ice Cream Factory because you came out with bruises of every color. The black boys called it the White House because that was its official name and it fit and didn’t need to be embellished. The White House delivered the law and everybody obeyed.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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... Elwood saw that he was always simultaneously at home in whatever scene he found himself and also seemed like he shouldn't have been there; inside and above at the same time; a part and apart. Like a tree trunk that falls across a creek—it doesn't belong and then it's never not been there, generating its own ripples in the larger current.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Over time, Elwood saw that he was always simultaneously at home in whatever scene he found himself and also seemed like he shouldn’t have been there; inside and above at the same time; a part and apart. Like a tree trunk that falls across a creek—it doesn’t belong and then it’s never not been there, generating its own ripples in the larger current.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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agape as a divine love operating in the heart of man. A selfless love, an incandescent love, the highest there
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The world had whispered its rules to him for his whole life and he refused to listen, hearing instead a higher order.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Puedes cambiar la ley, pero no puedes cambiar a la gente ni la manera en la que se tratan unos a otros
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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(...) ale odmówiono im nawet przyjemności bycia zwykłymi chłopcami. Okaleczeni i kulawi, zanim wyścig się rozpoczął, nigdy nie mieli poznać, jak to jest być normalnym człowiekiem.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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if i had a nickel for every time you showed up for me i would have exactly zero nickels but i know i’ve earned a mansion in heaven for all the times i forgave you
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Megan Fox (Pretty Boys Are Poisonous: Poems)
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It was not enough to survive, you have to live.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Reconnected the dead to the living world that processed without them.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Nie chodzi tylko o to, żeby przetrwać, ale aby żyć.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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That’s true,” Turner said. “That doesn’t mean I can’t see how it works. Maybe I see things more clearly because of it.” He made a face as the soap powder gave him a kick. “The key to in here is the same as surviving out there—you got to see how people act, and then you got to figure out how to get around them like an obstacle course. If you want to walk out of here.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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On visiting day, he told her he was okay but sad, it was difficult but he was hanging in there, when all he wanted to say was, Look at what they did to me, look at what they did to me.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Reverend King’s equation. Throw us in jail and we will still love you…But be assured that we will wear you down by our capacity to suffer, and one day we will win our freedom. We will not only win freedom for ourselves, we will so appeal to your heart and your conscience that we will win you in the process and our victory will be a double victory. No, he could not make that leap to love.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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must believe in our souls that we are somebody, that we are significant, that we are worthful, and we must walk the streets of life every day with this sense of dignity and this sense of somebody-ness.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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When the state of Florida dug him up fifty years later, the forensic examiner noted the fractures in the wrists and speculated that he’d been restrained before he died, in addition to the other violence attested by the broken bones. Most of those who know the story of the rings in the trees are dead by now. The iron is still there. Rusty. Deep in the heartwood. Testifying to anyone who cares to listen.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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We must believe in our souls that we are somebody, that we are significant, that we are wonderful, and we must walk the streets of life every day with this sense of dignity and this sense of somebody-ness
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Punishment for acting above your station was a central principal in Harriet's interpretation of the world. In the hospital, Elwood wondered if the viciousness of his beating owed something to his request for harder classes...Now he worked on a new theory: There was no higher system guiding Nickel's brutality, merely an indiscriminate spite, one that had nothing to do with people. A figment from tenth-grade science struck him: a Perpetual Misery Machine, one that operated by itself without human agency. Also, Archimedes, one of his first encyclopedia finds. Violence is the only lever big enough to move the world
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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I'm middle class now", he joked to himself. Even the roaches were of a noble sort, scurrying when he turned on the bathroom light instead of ignoring his presence. He took their modesty as a touch of class.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Turner had never met a kid like Elwood before. Sturdy was the word he returned to, even though the Tallahassee boy looked soft, conducted himself like a goody-goody, and had an irritating tendency to preach. Wore eyeglasses you wanted to grind underfoot like a butterfly. He talked like a white college boy, read books when he didn't have to, and mined them for uranium to power his own personal A-bomb. Still--sturdy.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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He has to trust a stranger to do the right thing. It was impossible, like loving the one who wanted to destroy you, but that was the message of the movement: to trust in the ultimate decency that lived in every human heart.
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Colson Whitehead (NICKEL BOYS)
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It will enrich your spirit as nothing else can. it will give you that rare sense of nobility that can only spring from love and selflessly helping your fellow man. Make a career of humanity. Make it a central part of your life.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The more routine his days, the more unruly his nights. He woke after midnight, when the dormitory was dead, starting at imagined sounds—footsteps at the threshold, leather slapping the ceiling. He squinted at the darkness—nothing. Then he was up for hours, in a spell, agitated by rickety thoughts and weakened by an ebbing of the spirit. It wasn’t Spencer that undid him, or a supervisor or a new antagonist slumbering in room 2, rather it was that he’d stopped fighting. In keeping his head down, in his careful navigation so that he made it to lights-out without mishap, he fooled himself that he had prevailed. That he had outwitted Nickel because he got along and kept out of trouble. In fact he had been ruined. He was like one of those Negroes Dr. King spoke of in his letter from jail, so complacent and sleepy after years of oppression that they had adjusted to it and learned to sleep in it as their only bed.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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During his term at Nickel, the Mexican boy sidestepped the squabbles that embroiled the rest of them, the uncounted disputes over psychological turf and endless encroachments. His constant dorm reassignments notwithstanding, Jaimie kept a quiet profile and conducted himself in accordance with the Nickel handbook’s rules of conduct—a miracle, since no one had ever seen the handbook despite its constant invocations by the staff. Like justice, it existed in theory.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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This or this,” his eye doctor asked at checkups, a choice between two lenses of different power. Elwood never ceased to marvel how you could walk around and get used to seeing only a fraction of the world. Not knowing you only saw a sliver of the real thing. This or this?
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The class focused on US history since the Civil War, but at every opportunity Mr. Hill guided them to the present, linking what had happened a hundred years ago to their current lives. They’d set off down one road at the beginning of class and it always led back to their doorsteps.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Outside the ring Griff made a hobby of terrorising the weaker boys, the boys without friends, the weepy ones. Inside the ring his prey stepped right up so he didn't waste time hunting. Like an electric toaster or an automated washing machine, boxing was a modern convenience that made life easier.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Oddalił się od babci tak bardzo jak wszyscy z rodziny, którzy odeszli, choć siedział naprzeciwko. Podczas odwiedzin powiedział jej, że jest zdrowy, tylko smutny, że nie jest łatwo, ale jakoś sobie radzi, a przecież najbardziej na świecie chciał powiedzieć: "Zobacz, babciu, co oni ze mną zrobili. Zobacz, co ze mną zrobili.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Dr. King spoke of how his daughter longed to visit the amusement park on Stewart Avenue in Atlanta. Yolanda begged her parents whenever she spotted the big sign from the expressway or the commercials came on TV. Dr. King had to tell her in his low, sad rumble about the segregation system that kept colored boys and girls on the other side of the fence. Explain the misguided thinking of some whites—not all whites, but enough whites—that gave it force and meaning. He counseled his daughter to resist the lure of hatred and bitterness and assured her that “Even though you can’t go to Fun Town, I want you to know that you are as good as anybody who goes into Fun Town.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Ese día de visita, pese a estar sentado enfrente de su abuela, se sintió tan lejos de ella como los otros familiares que la habían abandonado. Le dijo que se encontraba bien pero un poco triste, que estaba siendo difícil pero estaba aguantando, cuando lo único que quería decirle era: «Mira lo que me han hecho, mira lo que me han hecho.»
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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They met at the high school up on 131st. At night there were adult classes. He was working on his GED and she taught ESL to Dominicans and Poles in the classroom next door. He waited to finish the course before he asked her out. Earned his certificate and feeling proud and it was one of those moments that make you realize you have no one in your life who cares about the occasional triumph. He'd had the thought of getting his GED in the back of his mind for a while. Tended to it like a candle flame cupped in his hand out of the wind. He kept seeing the ads on the subway--Complete Your Studies at Night on Your Own Terms--and was so happy to get that piece of paper that he said,
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The world had whispered its rules to him for his whole life and he refused to listen, hearing instead a higher order. The world continued to instruct: do not love for they will disappear, do not trust for you will be betrayed, do not stand up for you will be swatted down. Still he heard those higher imperatives: Love and that love will be returned, trust in the righteous path and it will lead you to deliverance, fight and things will change. He never listened, never saw what was plainly in front of him, and now he had been plucked from the world altogether. The only voices were those of the boys below, the shouts and laughter and fearful cries, as if he floated in a bitter heaven.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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In some ways Turner had been telling Elwood’s story ever since his friend died, through years and years of revisions, of getting it right, as he stopped being the desperate alley cat of his youth and turned into a man he thought Elwood would have been proud of. It was not enough to survive, you have to live—he heard Elwood’s voice as he walked down Broadway in the sunlight or at the end of a long night hunched over the books. Turner walked into Nickel with strategies and hard-won dodges and a knack for keeping out of scrapes. He jumped over the fence on the other side of the pasture and into the woods and then both boys were gone. In Elwood’s name, he tried to find another way. Now here he was. Where had it taken him?
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The second thing Elwood noticed was the boy's eerie sense of self. The mess hall was loud with the rumble and roil of juvenile activity, but this boy bobbed in his own pocket of calm. Over time, Elwood saw that he was always simultaneously at home in whatever scene he found himself and also seemed like he shouldn't have been there; onside and above at the same time; a part and apart.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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The second thing Elwood noticed was the boy's eerie sense of self. The mess hall was loud with the rumble and roil of juvenile activity, but this boy bobbed in his own pocket of calm. Over time, Elwood saw that he was always simultaneously at home in whatever scene he found himself and also seemed like he shouldn't have been there; inside and above at the same time; a part and apart.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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HE remembered looking "agape" in his encyclopedia volume after he read Dr. King's speech in the DEFENDER. The newspaper ran the address in full after the reverend's appearance at Cornell College. If Elwood had come across the word before, through all those years of skipping around the book, it hadn't stuck in his head. King described "agape" as a divine love operating in the heart of man. A selfless love, an incandescent love, the highest there is. He called upon his Negro audience to cultivate that pure love for their oppressors, that it might carry them to the other side of the struggle.
Elwood tried to get his head around it, now that it was no longer the abstraction floating in his head last spring. It was real now.
"Throw us in jail and we will still love you. Bomb our homes and threaten our children, and, as difficult as it is, we will still love you. Send your hooded perpetrators of violence into our communities after midnight hours, and drag us out onto some wayside road, and beat us and leave us half-dead, and we will still love you. But be ye assured that we will wear you down by our capacity to suffer, and one day we will win our freedom.
The capacity to suffer. Elwood--all the Nickel boys--existed in the capacity. Breathed in it, ate in it, dreamed in it. That was their lives now. Otherwise they would have perished. The beatings, the rapes, the unrelenting winnowing of themselves. They endured. But to love those who destroyed them? To make that leap? "We will meet your physical force with soul force. Do to us what you will and we will still love you."
Elwood shook his head. What a thing to ask. What an impossible thing.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Asia is rising against me.
I haven't got a chinaman's chance.
I'd better consider my national resources.
My national resources cousist of two joints of marijuana millions of
genitals an unpublishable private literature that goes 1400
miles an hour and twentyfive-thousand mental institutions.
I say nothing about my prisons nor the millions of underprivileged
who live in my flowerpots under the light of five hundred
suns.
I have abolished the whorehouses of France, Tangiers is the next
to go.
My ambition is to be President despite the fact that I'm a Catholic.
America how can I write a holy litany in your silly mood?
I will continue like Henry Ford my strophes are as individual as
his automobiles more so they're all different sexes.
America I will sell you strophes $2500 apiece $500 down on your
old strophe
America free Tom Mooney
America save the Spanish Loyalists
America Sacco & V anzetti must not die
America I am the Scottsboro boys.
America when I was seven momma took me to Communist Cell
meetings they sold us garbanzos a handful per ticket
a ticket costs a nickel and the speeches were free
everybody was angelic and sentimental about the workers
it was all so sincere you have no idea what a good thing
the party was in 1835 Scott Nearing was a grand old man
a real mensch Mother Bloor made me cry I once saw
Israel Amter plain. Everybody must have been a spy.
America you don't really want to go to war.
America it's them bad Russians.
Them Russians them Russians and them Chinamen. And them
Russians.
The Russia wants to eat us alive. The Russia's power mad. She
wants to take our cars from out our garages.
Her wants to grab Chicago. Her needs a Red Readers' Digest.
Her wants our auto plants in Siberia. Him big bureaucracy
running our fillingstations.
That no good. Ugh. Him make Indians learn read. Him need
big black niggers. Hah. Her make us all work sixteen hours
a day. Help.
America this is quite serious.
America this is the impression I get from looking in the television
set.
America is this correct?
I'd better get right down to the job.
It's true I don't want to join the Army or turn lathes in precision
parts factories, I'm nearsighted and psychopathic anyway.
America I'm putting my queer shoulder to the wheel.
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Allen Ginsberg (Howl: And Other Poems)
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Demonic Possession: Fact or Fancy? it said, and as I read the title I distinctly heard the far-off sound of a nickel dropping. It would be very easy for an outside observer to shake his head and say, Yes, obviously, Dexter is a dull boy if he has never thought of that. But the truth is, I had not. Demon has so many negative connotations, doesn’t it? And as long as the Presence was present, there seemed no need to define it in those arcane terms. It was only now that it was gone that I required some explanation. And why not this one? It was a bit old-fashioned, but its very hoariness seemed to argue that there might be something to it, some connection that went back to the nonsense with Solomon and Moloch and all the way up to what was happening to me today.
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Jeff Lindsay (Dexter in the Dark (Dexter, #3))
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Uma coisa dava à luz outra: sem a cela onde o reverendo estivera preso, não haveria um magnífico apelo à ação. Elwood não tinha papel nem caneta, apenas paredes. Não lhe restavam pensamentos belos, quanto mais sabedoria e habilidade com as palavras. O mundo tinha-lhe segredado as regras para o resto da vida e ele recusara-se a ouvir, escutando antes uma ordem mais elevada. O mundo continuava a instruí-lo: não ames porque eles vão desaparecer, não confies porque eles vão trair, não te ergas em defesa própria porque vais ser esmagado. Mesmo assim, ouvia imperativos de ordem maior: ama e esse amor será devolvido, confia no caminho dos justos e esse caminho desembocará na libertação, luta e as coisas mudarão. ele nunca ouvira ou tão-pouco tinha visto aquilo que era tão obvio, que estava diante de si, e agora fora arrancado do mundo de uma vez por todas.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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This book is fiction and all the characters are my own, but it was inspired by the story of the Dozier School for Boys in Marianna, Florida. I first heard of the place in the summer of 2014 and discovered Ben Montgomery’s exhaustive reporting in the Tampa Bay Times. Check out the newspaper’s archive for a firsthand look. Mr. Montgomery’s articles led me to Dr. Erin Kimmerle and her archaeology students at the University of South Florida. Their forensic studies of the grave sites were invaluable and are collected in their Report on the Investigation into the Deaths and Burials at the Former Arthur G. Dozier School for Boys in Marianna, Florida. It is available at the university’s website. When Elwood reads the school pamphlet in the infirmary, I quote from their report on the school’s day-to-day functions. Officialwhitehouseboys.org is the website of Dozier survivors, and you can go there for the stories of former students in their own words. I quote White House Boy Jack Townsley in chapter four, when Spencer is describing his attitude toward discipline. Roger Dean Kiser’s memoir, The White House Boys: An American Tragedy, and Robin Gaby Fisher’s The Boys of the Dark: A Story of Betrayal and Redemption in the Deep South (written with Michael O’McCarthy and Robert W. Straley) are excellent accounts. Nathaniel Penn’s GQ article “Buried Alive: Stories From Inside Solitary Confinement” contains an interview with an inmate named Danny Johnson in which he says, “The worst thing that’s ever happened to me in solitary confinement happens to me every day. It’s when I wake up.” Mr. Johnson spent twenty-seven years in solitary confinement; I have recast that quote in chapter sixteen. Former prison warden Tom Murton wrote about the Arkansas prison system in his book with Joe Hyams called Accomplices to the Crime: The Arkansas Prison Scandal. It provides a ground’s-eye view of prison corruption and was the basis of the movie Brubaker, which you should see if you haven’t. Julianne Hare’s Historic Frenchtown: Heart and Heritage in Tallahassee is a wonderful history of that African-American community over the years. I quote the Reverend Martin Luther King Jr. a bunch; it was energizing to hear his voice in my head. Elwood cites his “Speech Before the Youth March for Integrated Schools” (1959); the 1962 LP Martin Luther King at Zion Hill, specifically the “Fun Town” section; his “Letter from Birmingham Jail”; and his 1962 speech at Cornell College. The “Negroes are Americans” James Baldwin quote is from “Many Thousands Gone” in Notes of a Native Son. I was trying to see what was on TV on July 3, 1975. The New York Times archive has the TV listings for that night, and I found a good nugget.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Spartan Up! Life Lesson No. 3: Always Remember Those Who Serve In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a ten-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. “How much is an ice cream sundae?” the boy asked. “Fifty cents,” replied the waitress. The little boy pulled his hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in his palm. “Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?” he inquired. By now, more people were waiting for a table, and the waitress was growing impatient. “Thirty-five cents,” she replied brusquely. The little boy again counted his coins. ”I’ll have the plain ice cream,” he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table, and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier, and left. When the waitress came back to wipe down the table, there, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies. You see, he couldn’t have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip. —Author Unknown
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Joe De Sena (Spartan Up!: A Take-No-Prisoners Guide to Overcoming Obstacles and Achieving Peak Performance in Life)