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What do you fear, lady?" [Aragorn] asked.
"A cage," [Γowyn] said. "To stay behind bars, until use and old age accept them, and all chance of doing great deeds is gone beyond recall or desire.
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J.R.R. Tolkien (The Return of the King (The Lord of the Rings, #3))
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Some birds are not meant to be caged, that's all. Their feathers are too bright, their songs too sweet and wild. So you let them go, or when you open the cage to feed them they somehow fly out past you. And the part of you that knows it was wrong to imprison them in the first place rejoices, but still, the place where you live is that much more drab and empty for their departure.
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Stephen King (Rita Hayworth and Shawshank Redemption)
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To stand in front of a person who is your whole world and be told you are not enough. You are not the choice. You are a shadow to the person who is your sun.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Now I'm in a king's cage. But so is he. My chains are Silent Stone. His is the crown.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Those who know what it's like in the dark will do anything to stay in the light.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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You arenβt alone.β The hope in his eyes cuts deeply. βYou have your crown.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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I've been broken too many times to break again.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Not a godβs chosen, but a godβs cursed. Thatβs what we all are.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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I have to remind myself that some birds arenβt meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright.
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Stephen King (Different Seasons)
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The person she loved is dead, stolen by someone else. Mine chose to walk away. Chose everything I hate over everything I am. I wonder which hurts more. Before
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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There are pieces of me, small pieces, still in love with a fiction.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Well, I have lost you; and I lost you fairly;
In my own way, and with my full consent.
Say what you will, kings in a tumbrel rarely
Went to their deaths more proud than this one went.
Some nights of apprehension and hot weeping
I will confess; but that's permitted me;
Day dried my eyes; I was not one for keeping
Rubbed in a cage a wing that would be free.
If I had loved you less or played you slyly
I might have held you for a summer more,
But at the cost of words I value highly,
And no such summer as the one before.
Should I outlive this anguish, and men do,
I shall have only good to say of you.
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Edna St. Vincent Millay
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As you enter, you pray to leave. As you leave, you pray to never return.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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You are only a shadow, and who looks at shadows when they have flame?
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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What do you fear, lady?' he asked.
'A cage,' she said.
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J.R.R. Tolkien (The Return of the King (The Lord of the Rings, #3))
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My heart breaks for him; my heart hardens against him.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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I thought I knew what heartbreak was. I thought that was what Maven did to me. When he stood and left me kneeling. When he told me everything I ever thought him to be was a lie. But then, I believed I loved him.
I know now, I didn't know what love was. Or what even the echo of heartbreak felt like.
To stand in front of a person who is your whole world and be told you are not enough. You are not the choice. You are a shadow to the person who is your sun.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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And his eyes are worst of all. Her eyes, Elara's eyes. Once I thought them cold, made of living ice. Now I know better. The hottest fires burn blue, and his eyes are no exception.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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There are pieces of me, small pieces, still in love with a fiction. A ghost living inside a living boy I cannot begin to fathom. The ghost who sat by my bed while I dreamed in pain. The ghost who kept Samson from my mind as long as he could, I know, delaying an inevitable torture.
The ghost who loves me, in what poisoned way he can.
And I feel that poison working in me.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Cameron, my heart is quite literally in this," he hisses through gritted teeth.
Swooning words. A romantic declaration. I can barely stop my eyes from rolling.
"Save it for when we get her back," I grumble.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Never doubt that you are valuable and powerful and deserving of every chance and opportunity in the world to pursue and achieve your own dreams. βHRC
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Through it all, I stare at the boy on the throne. He maintains his mask. Jaw clenched, lips pressed into a thin, unforgiving line. Still fingers, straight back. But his gaze wavers. Something in his eyes has gone far away. And at his collar, the slightest gray flush rises, painting his neck and the tips of his ears.
He's terrified.
For a second, it makes me happy. Then I rememberβmonsters are most dangerous when they're afraid.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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I love your brother, Maven. You were right. You are only a shadow, and who looks at shadows when they have flame? Who would ever choose a monster over a god?
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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In what life can I trust anything out of your mouth ever again?
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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The smell made it really hard to be friends with you."
"Probably why we stuck together. No one else could handle my stink or your attitude.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Maven Calore is not his own self. He told me as much. He is a construct, a creation of his mother's additions and subtractions. A mechanical, a machine, soulless and lost. What a horror, to know that someone like this holds our fates in the palm of his quivering hand.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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You're like Thomas was. You are the only person I care about, the only person who reminds me I am alive. Not empty. And not alone.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Those who know what it's like in the dark will do anything to stay in the light
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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In the palace, during my imprisonment, I learned that Maven had been made by his mother, formed into the monster he became. There is nothing on earth that can change him or what she did. But Cal was made too. All of us were made by someone else, and all of us have some thread of steel that nothing and no one can cut.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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No, no, no, no! Come, let's away to prison:
We two alone will sing like birds i' the cage:
When thou dost ask me blessing, I'll kneel down,
And ask of thee forgiveness: so we'll live,
And pray, and sing, and tell old tales, and laugh
At gilded butterflies, and hear poor rogues
Talk of court news; and we'll talk with them too,
Who loses and who wins; who's in, who's out;
And take upon's the mystery of things,
As if we were God's spies: and we'll wear out,
In a wall'd prison, packs and sects of great ones,
That ebb and flow by the moon.
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William Shakespeare (The Tragedy Of King Lear (Turtleback School & Library Binding Edition) (Signet Classic Shakespeare))
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You cannot free someone
who is caged in
their own self.
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Anjum Choudhary (Souled Out)
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The crushing weight of silence hangs heavy as always. For a moment it's too difficult to breathe, and I wonder if this is how I die. Drowned in this bed of silk, burned by a king's obsession, smothered by open air.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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I have no illusions where Maven is concerned. I know his twisted heart, and that it feels something for me. Something he wants to get rid of, but can never part with.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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The words were only words. He could never part with her. So it was easy to push her into his path β and push him off course. The equivalent of waving a red flag in front of a bull. She was his hurricane, and every nudge pulled him deeper into the eye of the storm.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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The crown is in the heart, and the heart do not change
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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The hottest fires burn blue, and his eyes are no exception.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up DOES rejoice. But still, the place you live in is that much more drab and empty that they're gone. I guess I just miss my friend.
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Stephen King (Rita Hayworth and Shawshank Redemption)
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Tiberias.β Iβve never said his real name before. It doesnβt suit him. It doesnβt suit us. But thatβs who he is. βChoose me.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Iβm not leaving this place unless I leave behind his corpseβor mine.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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A time may come soon," said he, "when none will return. Then there will be need of valour without renown, for none shall remember the deeds that are done in the last defence of your homes. Yet the deeds will not be less valiant because they are unpraised."
She answered: "All your words are but to say: you are a woman, and your part is in the house. But when the men have died in battle and honour, you have leave to be burned in the house, for the men will need it no more. But I am of the House of Eorl and not a serving-woman. I can ride and wield blade, and I do not fear either pain or death."
"What do you fear, lady?" he asked.
"A cage," she said. "To stay behind bars, until use and old age accept them, and all chance of doing great deeds is gone beyond recall or desire.
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J.R.R. Tolkien (The Return of the King (The Lord of the Rings, #3))
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I would prefer death to this cage, to the twisted obsession of a mad boy king.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Thank you,β I whisper. Words I never thought I would say to her. They unsettle us both.β
βYou want to thank me, Barrow?β she mutters, kicking away the last of my bindings. βThen keep your word. And let this fucking place burn.β (300)
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Mare,β he whispers. βChoose me.β
Choose a crown. Choose another kingβs cage. Choose a betrayal to everything youβve bled for.
I find my thread of steel too. Thin but unbreakable.
βI am in love with you, and I want you more than anything else in the world.β His words sound hollow coming from me. βAnything else in this world.β
Slowly, my eyelids flutter open. He finds the spine to match my gaze.
βThink what we could do together,β he murmurs, trying to pull me closer. My feet hold firm. βYou know what you are to me. Without you, I have no one. I am alone. I have nothing left. Donβt leave me alone.β
My breathing turns ragged.
I kiss him for what could be, what might be, what will beβthe last time. His lips feel strangely cold as we both turn to ice.
βYou arenβt alone.β The hope in his eyes cuts deeply. βYou have your crown.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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The lightning girl is easier to read than the pages of a children's book.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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The hottest fires burn blue, and his eyes are no exception
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Another round," she goads, and holds out a hand for the cards. "I bet a week of laundry."
Across from us, Cal stops his preparatory stretching to snort. "You think Mare does laundry?"
"Do you, Your Highness?" I snap back, grinning. He just pretends not to hear me.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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A king without supporters is no king at all.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Cal stares at the floor, silent for a long, stoic moment. "I never thought Maven would do that to her," he mutters finally. "She probably didn't either."
Then you're both stupid, my brain screams. How many times doe one wicked boy have to betray you people before you learn?
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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...through a torture she called love.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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I lost every other person I ever loved.β
βAnd whose fault is that?
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Monsters are made
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Heard you started smashing things again," he continues.
"You have bad taste in China." (Mare)
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Maven is a talented liar, and I don't trust a single word he speaks. Even if he was telling the truth. Even if he is a product of his mother's meddling, a thorned flower forced to grow a certain way. That doesn't change things. I can't forget everything he's done to me and so many others. When I first met him, I was seduced by his pain. He was the boy in shadow, a forgotten son. I saw myself in him. Second always to Gisa, the bright star in my parents' world. I know now that was by design. He caught me back then, ensnaring me in a prince's trap. Now I'm in a king's cage. But so is he. My chains are Silent Stone. His is the crown.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Remember when we told each other no distractions?
Yes. He runs a blazing finger over my earrings, touching each one in turn.
Distract me.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Fear can be a good thing. Fear doesn't let you forget.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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some birds aren`t ment to be caged... their feathers are just to bright....
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Stephen King (Different Seasons)
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...and who looks at a shadow when then have a flame? Who would ever choose a monster over a god?
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Monsters are most dangerous when they're afraid
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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The fallen prince is exhausting. I don't know how Mare could stand him or his inability to choose a damned side-especially when there's only one side he can possibly pick.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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You should be thanking me. Don't -" He puts his hands up in defense as I spit at him. "You really need to figure out another way to express your anger," he grumbles, wiping at his uniform.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Cal's touch has not erased Maven's. My memories are still there, still just as painful as they were yesterday. And as much as I try, I have not forgotten the canyon that will always stretch between us. No kind of love can erase his faults, just like none can erase mine.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Come forward, Mare."
That is Maven's voice. Not Maven, but Maven. The boy I thought I knew. Gentle, tender. He keeps that voice stored away, ready to be used against me like a sword. It strikes me to my core, as he knows it will. In spite of myself, I feel the familiar longing for a boy who does not exist.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Cal stares ahead, as if his eyes alone can set the entire world on fire. I think he wants to. That would make this easier.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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My voice hitches. "Is this the part where I ask you to choose me?
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Cameron, my heart is quite literally in this,
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Some birds are not meant to be caged, that's all. Their feathers are too bright, their songs too sweet and wild.
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Stephen King (Rita Hayworth and Shawshank Redemption)
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Some birds are not meant to be caged, thatβs all. Their feathers are too bright, their songs too sweet and wild. So you let them go, or when you open the cage to feed them they somehow fly out past you. And the part of you that knows it was wrong to imprison them in the first place rejoices, but still, the place where you live is that much more drab and empty for their departure.
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Stephen King (Different Seasons)
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I live in a shrinking world where the only thing I can trust is Maven's obsession. Like the manacles, it is a shield and a slow, smothering death.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Monsters are more dangerous when they're afraid.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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You ask how much of it was me. Some. Enough.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Right now he looks like he needs a shower and a shave, not to mention a few well-aimed slaps to wake him out of his stupor.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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We two alone will sing like birds i' th' cage.
When thou dost ask me blessing, Iβll kneel down
And ask of thee forgiveness. So weβll live,
And pray, and sing, and tell old tales, and laugh
At gilded butterflies, and hear poor rogues
Talk of court news, and weβll talk with them tooβ
Who loses and who wins, whoβs in, whoβs outβ
And take upon βs the mystery of things
As if we were Godβs spies.
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William Shakespeare (King Lear)
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move because he wonβt, taking us both by surprise. My lips mold to his with ferocity, and I pull him in.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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What I would do, to myself or anyone else, for the chance to go back home? But no one is there. No one I care about. They're gone, protected, far away. Home is no longer the place we're from. Home is safe with them. I hope.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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He almost looks like the boy I imagined. A second prince, content with his place, unburdened by a crown that was never his.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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maybe if people weren't so careless, then nothing would need to be caged.
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A.S. King (Ask the Passengers)
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An all-too-familiar ache rises in my chest as I settle onto my throne. I do my best to keep composed, quiet, and dutiful. Loyal to my blood. Itβs all I know.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Only his eyes remain the same. Bronze, red-gold, like iron brought to blazing heat.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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All of us were made by someone else, and all of us have some thread of steel that nothing and no one can cut.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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No kind of love can erase his faults, just like none can erase mine.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up does rejoice. Still, the place you live in is that much more drab and empty that they're gone. I guess I just miss my friend.
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Stephen King (Rita Hayworth and Shawshank Redemption)
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But she stayed where she was a moment longer, like an animal which has been kept in a cage so long it cannot believe in freedom even when it is offered.
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Stephen King (Rose Madder)
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I know!" he growls back, his voice guttural. I wonder if all of his fire kind have eyes like his. Eyes that burn and smolder.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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How many times does one wicked boy have to betray you people before you learn?
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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And she answered: 'All your words are but to say: you are a woman, and your part is in the house. But when the men have died in battle and honour, you leave to be burned in the house, for the men will need it no more. But I am of the House of Eorl and not a serving-woman. I can ride and wield blade, and I do not fear either pain or death.'
'What do you fear, lady?' he asked.
'A cage,' she said.
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J.R.R. Tolkien
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But what about human nature? Can it be changed? And if not, will it endure under Anarchism?
Poor human nature, what horrible crimes have been committed in thy name! Every fool, from king to policeman, from the flatheaded parson to the visionless dabbler in science, presumes to speak authoritatively of human nature. The greater the mental charlatan, the more definite his insistence on the wickedness and weaknesses of human nature. Yet, how can any one speak of it today, with every soul in a prison, with every heart fettered, wounded, and maimed?
John Burroughs has stated that experimental study of animals in captivity is absolutely useless. Their character, their habits, their appetites undergo a complete transformation when torn from their soil in field and forest. With human nature caged in a narrow space, whipped daily into submission, how can we speak of its potentialities?
Freedom, expansion, opportunity, and, above all, peace and repose, alone can teach us the real dominant factors of human nature and all its wonderful possibilities.
Anarchism, then, really stands for the liberation of the human mind from the dominion of religion; the liberation of the human body from the dominion of property; liberation from the shackles and restraint of government. Anarchism stands for a social order based on the free grouping of individuals for the purpose of producing real social wealth; an order that will guarantee to every human being free access to the earth and full enjoyment of the necessities of life, according to individual desires, tastes, and inclinations.
This is not a wild fancy or an aberration of the mind. It is the conclusion arrived at by hosts of intellectual men and women the world over; a conclusion resulting from the close and studious observation of the tendencies of modern society: individual liberty and economic equality, the twin forces for the birth of what is fine and true in man.
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Your green eye is a reducing chamber. If I look into it long enough, I wil become as small as my own reflection, I will diminish to a point and vanish. I will be drawn down into that black whirlpool and be consumed by you. I shall become so small you can keep me in one of your osier cages and mock my loss of liberty.
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But Maven shut me out of a place that was rightfully mine. He didn't know to look for Elane. My lovely, invisible shadow. Her reports came later, under the cover of the night. They were very thorough. I feel them still, whispered against my skin with only the moon to listen. Elane Haven is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in any capacity, but she looks best in moonlight
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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The human brain is finiteβno more than a sponge of tissue inside a cage of boneβbut the mind within the brain is infinite. Its storage capacity is colossal, its imaginative reach beyond our ability to comprehend. I think when a man or woman dies, a whole world falls to ruinβthe world that person knew and believed in. Think of that, kiddoβbillions of people on earth, and each one of those billions with a world inside. The earth their minds have conceived.
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Stephen King (If It Bleeds)
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We are silver houses of noble and ancient blood, allied with rebels, criminals, servants and thieves. Abilities or not, our ways of life stand in direct opposition. Our goals are not the same. The council chamber is a powder keg. If I'm lucky it will explode. Blow apart any threat of marriage. Destroy the cage they want to put me back in.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Look- here's a table covered with red cloth. On it is a cage the size of a small fish aquarium. In the cage is a white rabbit with a pink nose and pink-rimmed eyes. [...] On its back, clearly marked in blue ink, is the numeral 8. [...] The most interesting thing here isn't even the carrot-munching rabbit in the cage, but the number on its back. Not a six, not a four, not nineteen-point-five. It's an eight. This is what we're looking at, and we all see it. I didn't tell you. You didn't ask me. I never opened my mouth and you never opened yours. We're not even in the same year together, let alone the same room... except we are together. We are close. We're having a meeting of the minds. [...] We've engaged in an act of telepathy. No mythy-mountain shit; real telepathy.
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In the palace, during my imprisonment, I learned that Maven had been made by his mother, formed into the monster he became. There is nothing on earth that can change him or what she did.
But Cal was made too. All of us were made by someone else, and all of us have some thread of steel that nothing and no one can cut.
I thought Cal was immune to the corruptive temptation of power. How wrong I was.
He was born to be a king. Itβs what he was made for. Itβs what he was made to want.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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...by the time we understand the pattern we are in, the definition we are making for ourselves, it's too late to break out of the box. We can only live in terms of the definition, like the prisoner in the cage in which he cannot lie or stand or sit, hung up in justice to be viewed by the populace. Yet the definition we have made of ourselves is ourselves. To break out of it, we must make a new self. But how can the self make a new self when the selfness which it is, is the only substance from which the new self can be made?
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In the palace, during my imprisonment, I learned that Maven had been made by his mother, formed into the monster he became. There is nothing on earth that can change him or what she did. But Cal was made too. All of us were made by someone else, and all of us have some thread of steel that nothing and no one can cut. I thought Cal was immune to the corruptive temptation of power. How wrong I was. He was born to be a king. It's what he was made for. It's what he was made to want.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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Of course I'm trying to trick you!" Olaf cried. "That's the way of the world, Baudelaires. Everybody runs around with their secrets and their schemes, trying to outwit everyone else. Ishmael outwitted me, and put me in this cage. But I know how to outwit him and all his islander friends. If you let me out. I can be king of Olaf-land, and you three can be my new henchfolk."
"We don't want to be your henchfolk," Klaus said. "We just want to be safe."
"Nowhere in the world is safe," Count Olaf said.
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Lemony Snicket (The End (A Series of Unfortunate Events, #13))
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Love is not a word we use. We feel it, we mean it, but we don't say it. It feels so final, a declaration from which there is no easy return. I'm a thief. I know my exits. And I was a prisoner. I hate locked doors. But his eyes are so close, so eager. And it's what I feel. Even though the words terrify me, they are the truth. Didn't I say I would start telling the truth?
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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I thought I knew what heartbreak was. I thought that was what Maven did to me. When he stood and left me kneeling. When he told me everything I ever thought him to be was a lie. But then, I believed I loved him.
I know now, I didnβt know what love was. Or what even the echo of heartbreak felt like.
To stand in front of a person who is your whole world and be told you are not enough. You are not the choice. You are a shadow to the person who is your sun.
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Victoria Aveyard (King's Cage (Red Queen, #3))
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The grey-eyed morn smiles on the frowning night,
Chequering the eastern clouds with streaks of light,
And flecked darkness like a drunkard reels
From forth day's path and Titan's fiery wheels:
Now, ere the sun advance his burning eye,
The day to cheer and night's dank dew to dry,
I must up-fill this osier cage of ours
With baleful weeds and precious-juiced flowers.
The earth that's nature's mother is her tomb;
What is her burying grave that is her womb,
And from her womb children of divers kind
We sucking on her natural bosom find,
Many for many virtues excellent,
None but for some and yet all different.
O, mickle is the powerful grace that lies
In herbs, plants, stones, and their true qualities:
For nought so vile that on the earth doth live
But to the earth some special good doth give,
Nor aught so good but strain'd from that fair use
Revolts from true birth, stumbling on abuse:
Virtue itself turns vice, being misapplied;
And vice sometimes by action dignified.
Within the infant rind of this small flower
Poison hath residence and medicine power:
For this, being smelt, with that part cheers each part;
Being tasted, slays all senses with the heart.
Two such opposed kings encamp them still
In man as well as herbs, grace and rude will;
And where the worser is predominant,
Full soon the canker death eats up that plant.
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William Shakespeare (Romeo and Juliet)
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A change in direction was required. The story you finished was perhaps never the one you began. Yes! He would take charge of his life anew, binding his breaking selves together. Those changes in himself that he sought, he himself would initiate and make them. No more of this miasmic, absent drift. How had he ever persuaded himself that his money-mad burg would rescue him all by itself, this Gotham in which Jokers and Penguins were running riot with no Batman (or even Robin) to frustrate their schemes, this Metropolis built of Kryptonite in
which no Superman dared set foot, where wealth was mistaken for riches and the joy of possession for happiness, where people lived such polished lives that the great rough truths of raw existence had been rubbed and buffed away, and in which human souls had wandered so separately for so long that they barely remembered how to touch; this city whose fabled electricity powered the electric fences that were being erected between men and men, and men and women, too? Rome did not fall because her armies weakened but because Romans forgot what
being Roman meant. Might this new Rome actually be more provincial than its provinces; might these new Romans have forgotten what and how to value, or had they never known? Were all empires so undeserving, or was this one particularly crass? Was nobody in all this bustling endeavor and material plenitude engaged, any longer, on the deep quarry-work of the mind and heart? O Dream-America, was civilization's
quest to end in obesity and trivia, at Roy Rogers and Planet Hollywood, in USA Today and on E!; or in million-dollar-game-show greed or fly-on-the-wall voyeurism; or in the eternal confessional booth of Ricki and Oprah and Jerry, whose guests murdered each other after the show; or in a spurt of gross-out dumb-and-dumber comedies
designed for young people who sat in darkness howling their ignorance at the silver screen; or even at the unattainable tables of Jean-Georges Vongerichten and Alain Ducasse? What of the search for the hidden keys that unlock the doors of exaltation? Who demolished the City on the Hill and put in its place a row of electric chairs,
those dealers in death's democracy, where everyone, the innocent, the mentally deficient, the guilty, could come to die side by side? Who paved Paradise and put up a parking lot? Who settled for George W. Gush's boredom and Al Bore's gush? Who let Charlton Heston out of his cage and then asked why children were getting shot? What, America, of the Grail? O ye Yankee Galahads, ye Hoosier Lancelots, O Parsifals of the stockyards, what of the Table Round? He felt a flood bursting in him and did not hold back. Yes, it had seduced him, America; yes, its brilliance aroused him, and its vast potency too, and he was compromised by this seduction. What he opposed in it he must also attack in himself. It made him want what it promised and eternally withheld. Everyone was an American now, or at least Americanized: Indians, Uzbeks, Japanese, Lilliputians, all. America was the world's playing field, its rule book, umpire, and ball. Even anti-Americanism was Americanism in disguise, conceding, as it did, that America was the only game in town and the matter of America the only business at hand; and so, like everyone, Malik Solanka now walked its high corridors cap in hand, a supplicant at its feast; but that did not mean he could not look it in the eye. Arthur had fallen, Excalibur was lost and dark Mordred was king. Beside him on the throne of Camelot sat the queen, his sister, the witch Morgan le Fay.
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Salman Rushdie (Fury)
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Back in Henrietta, night proceeded.
Richard Gansey was failing to sleep. When he closed his eyes: Blueβs hands, his voice, black bleeding from a tree. It was starting, starting. No. It was ending. He was ending. This was the landscape of his personal apocalypse. What was excitement when he was wakeful melted into dread when he was tired.
He opened his eyes.
He opened Ronanβs door just enough to confirm that Ronan was inside, sleeping with his mouth ajar, headphones blaring, Chainsaw a motionless lump in her cage. Then, leaving him, Gansey drove to the school.
He used his old key code to get into Aglionbyβs indoor athletic complex, and then he stripped and swam in the dark pool in the darker room, all sounds strange and hollow at night. He did endless laps as he used to do when he had first come to the school, back when he had been on the rowing team, back when he had sometimes come earlier than even rowing practice to swim. He had nearly forgotten what it felt like to be in the water: It was as if his body didnβt exist; he was just a borderless mind. He pushed himself off a barely visible wall and headed towards the even less visible opposite one, no longer quite able to hold on to his concrete concerns. School, Headmaster Child, even Glendower. He was only this current minute. Why had he given this up? He couldnβt remember even that.
In the dark water he was only Gansey, now. Heβd never died, he wasnβt going to die again. He was only Gansey, now, now, only now.
He could not see him, but Noah stood on the edge of the pool and watched. He had been a swimmer himself, once.
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Maggie Stiefvater (The Raven King (The Raven Cycle, #4))