“
I wanted change and excitement and to shoot off in all directions myself, like the colored arrows from a Fourth of July rocket.
”
”
Sylvia Plath (The Bell Jar)
“
Miracles don't happen. You make them happen. They're not wishes or dreams or candles on a cake. They're not impossible. Reality is real. It's totally and completely under my control.
”
”
Julie Anne Peters (Far from Xanadu)
“
Were I a Roman Catholic, perhaps I should on this occasion vow to build a chapel to some saint, but as I am not, if I were to vow at all, it should be to build a light-house.
[Letter to his wife, 17 July 1757, after narrowly avoiding a shipwreck; often misquoted as "Lighthouses are more helpful than churches."]
”
”
Benjamin Franklin (Memoirs of the Life and Writings of Benjamin Franklin Volume 2)
“
A woman can't do anything about her appearance. Either she's pretty or she isn't. But her character is quite another matter.
”
”
Julie Garwood (The Prize)
“
Have you noticed how nobody ever looks up? Nobody looks at chimneys, or trees against the sky, or the tops of buildings. Everybody just looks down at the pavement or their shoes. The whole world could pass them by and most people wouldn't notice.
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards (The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles)
“
Sometimes opportunities float right past your nose. Work hard, apply yourself, and be ready. When an opportunity comes you can grab it.
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards
“
My emotions still held a stubborn hope that humans could be loyal, that they could hold out against the promise of an easy life. But I knew better.
”
”
Julie Kagawa (The Immortal Rules (Blood of Eden, #1))
“
If we are talking about choice and regret, what has happened cannot be undone. And dwelling on the past changes nothing. You will only drive yourself to insanity if you do.
”
”
Julie Kagawa (The Forever Song (Blood of Eden, #3))
“
You can wake up every day looking forward to new adventures with hope smiling brightly before you because you have a Savior. You are baptized in His Church.... You just need to stay in, pressing forward with a brightness of hope to your heavenly home.
”
”
Julie B. Beck
“
The problem is normal was'nt in my DNA. I was destined to be forever freakish.
”
”
Julie Hockley (Crow's Row (Crow's Row, #1))
“
There will come a time when man is no longer concerned only with survival, when he will once more be curious as to who came before him, what life was like a thousand years ago, and he will seek out answers for a hundred years or so, but humans' curiosity has always driven them to find answers.
”
”
Julie Kagawa (The Immortal Rules (Blood of Eden, #1))
“
In a hundred years, no one would know us, but this moment for us would last as long as we did.
”
”
Julie Murphy (Side Effects May Vary)
“
But there are things I want to do before I die, a whole list that I know I probably won't get to, but I'm sure as hell going to try.
”
”
Julie Kagawa (The Lost Prince (The Iron Fey: Call of the Forgotten, #1))
“
Pray that God is the most important thing in your life, so much so that hurting him wold hurt you. When that happens, and your choices line up with his, it produces an amazing ripple effect of blessings--in your life, that of your family, and for the man you eventually marry.
”
”
Julie Lessman (A Passion Denied (The Daughters of Boston, #3))
“
There is a curious comfort in letting go. After the agony, letting go brings numbness, and after the numbness, clarity. As if I can see the world for the first time, and my place in it, independent of you, a whole vista of what may be. Even if it is not grand or inspiring, it is real and solid, unlike the fantasy I've built around you. I will do this.
I will triumph over you.
”
”
Julie Berry (All the Truth That's in Me)
“
Remember: the amateur works until he can get it right. The professional works until he cannot go wrong.
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards (Home: A Memoir of My Early Years)
“
I know there is poor and hideous suffering, and I've seen the hungry and the guns that go to war. I have lived pain, and my life can tell: I only deepen the wound of the world when I neglect to give thanks for early light dappled through leaves and the heavy perfume of wild roses in early July and the song of crickets on humid nights and the rivers that run and the stars that rise and the rain that falls and all the good things that a good God gives.
”
”
Ann Voskamp (One Thousand Gifts: A Dare to Live Fully Right Where You Are)
“
I have hope
in who I am becoming.
I have belief in every scar and disgraceful word
I have ever spoken
or been told
because it is still teaching me
and I have hope in who I am becoming.
They say it takes 756 days to run to someone you love
and they also say that the only romance worth fighting for
is the one with yourself
and I know by now
that they say a lot of things,
people talking everywhere
without saying a word,
but if it took me all those years to learn myself
or teach myself
how to look into the mirror
without breaking it
I know for a fact that it was a fight worth fighting.
I stood up for my own head and so did my heart
and we are coming to terms with ourselves.
Shaking hands, saying ”let’s make this work
for we have places to go
and people to see
and we will need each other”
So I have hope
in who I am becoming.
It’s July
and I have hope in who I am becoming.
”
”
Charlotte Eriksson
“
We all of us die, Miss Smallwood,' he interrupted. 'But we don't all of us make our lives count for something. How much better to die saving another soul than to stand safe on shore and do nothing while others perish?
”
”
Julie Klassen (The Tutor's Daughter)
“
If you remain calm in the midst of great chaos, it is the surest guarantee that it will eventually subside.
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards (The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles)
“
Its been said that love finds you when you're ready," Lindsey Boxer in 4th of July.
”
”
James Patterson
“
Pax amor et lepos in iocando. Latin for Peace, love and sense of fun.
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards (The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles)
“
We remember shooting stars for their shine, not the darkness of the night. Trying to wish away grief extinguishes those memories that glow so bright.
”
”
Julie Abe (Eva Evergreen, Semi-Magical Witch (Eva Evergreen, #1))
“
But the irony is that unless God's in the center of it, you can get singed pretty badly.
”
”
Julie Lessman (A Passion Denied (The Daughters of Boston, #3))
“
So she was to be savagely heartbroken and then poisoned by one of their cook’s noxious herbal brews in the space of a few hours? Dante would find inspiration in this day.
”
”
Julie Anne Long (What I Did for a Duke (Pennyroyal Green, #5))
“
She smiled and feigned enthusiasm, although she cared little for the game. Sometimes that's what you did for the people you loved.
”
”
Julie Klassen (The Tutor's Daughter)
“
Everything dies eventually. We all know that. People, cities, whole civilizations. Nothing lasts. So if existence was just binary, dead or alive, here or not here, what would be the fucking point in anything? My mom used to say that's why we have memory. And the opposite of memory - hope. So things that are gone can still matter. So we can build off our pasts and make futures.
”
”
Isaac Marion (Warm Bodies (Warm Bodies, #1))
“
The body I have shouldn't change how deserving I am of my dreams. - Millie
”
”
Julie Murphy (Pumpkin (Dumplin', #3))
“
Don't you sometimes feel bewildered when you think of the millions of things that put life together?' ... 'I;m not bewildered. I'm filled with the deepest awe and wonder. The miracle is that in its complexity it all works.
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards (The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles)
“
You don't just become something in life. You evolve and grow; otherwise you get bored and remain stagnant.
”
”
Anthea Syrokou (Eventually Julie (Julie & Friends, #1))
“
Flowers are better than people.
”
”
Julie Soto (Forget Me Not)
“
Those with no passion can never comprehend the drive for perfection.
”
”
Julie Kagawa (Shadow of the Fox (Shadow of the Fox, #1))
“
Second half of the year starts NOW July 1st with the next 6 months being MORE important than the last 6 months. I Your Name promise to do all that I can to achieve my Goal . I will not sit on a corner wait I will seek my opportunity. I promise to go after my Goal with passion knowing that the clock is ticking… Sign and date
”
”
Pablo
“
If you're afraid to let someone else see your weakness, take heart: Nobody's perfect. Besides, your attempts to hide your flaws don't work as well as you think they do.
”
”
Julie Morgenstern
“
Whatever man imagines is possible
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards (The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles)
“
I’ve heard that sometimes a version of you must die before another more enlightened version can be born. I think that’s true after watching the corpse of myself walk around.
”
”
Julie Flygare (Wide Awake and Dreaming: A Memoir)
“
Patriotism is a thing difficult to put into words. It is neither precisely an emotion nor an opinion, nor a mandate, but a state of mind -- a reflection of our own personal sense of worth, and respect for our roots. Love of country plays a part, but it's not merely love. Neither is it pride, although pride too is one of the ingredients.
Patriotism is a commitment to what is best inside us all. And it's a recognition of that wondrous common essence in our greater surroundings -- our school, team, city, state, our immediate society -- often ultimately delineated by our ethnic roots and borders... but not always.
Indeed, these border lines are so fluid... And we do not pay allegiance as much as we resonate with a shared spirit.
We all feel an undeniable bond with the land where we were born. And yet, if we leave it for another, we grow to feel a similar bond, often of a more complex nature. Both are forms of patriotism -- the first, involuntary, by birth, the second by choice.
Neither is less worthy than the other.
But one is earned.
”
”
Vera Nazarian (The Perpetual Calendar of Inspiration)
“
Maybe God doesn't care if we get all dressed up and sit in the pew every Sunday, as Diana believes. Instead, maybe God comes to us through men like Sloth, watching over us as we make our own decisions. Maybe God has always been with me. Opening doors, leading me to opportunities, letting me choose my own path, and loving me even when I chose the wrong one. Never giving up on me. Knowing all along that I am on a journey. That I must find my own way to Him. Maybe River was rights. Maybe God does still believe in me.
”
”
Julie Cantrell (Into the Free (Into the Free, #1))
“
That night she dreamed of the deer. Strangely, the animal was holding her. She cuddled close into the soft fur and touched and kissed it gently. In the morning her pillow was wet with tears.
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards
“
For years, I have searched and searched for this God. This feeling of complete love and acceptance. He was always out of reach. But here, where food is scare, money is tight, heat is heavy and tensions should run high, God is everywhere. Just as during the night around the gypsy fire, I am mesmerized by watching people who are truly happy. At peace. Kind. Grateful.
”
”
Julie Cantrell (Into the Free (Into the Free, #1))
“
There is only one possible road you can take,' he said, 'and that is t go by way of your imagination.
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards (The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles)
“
All my life, I've thought myself weaker than others. But everyone has to work at being brave, don't they? Day after day, in their own way.
”
”
Julie C. Dao (Kingdom of the Blazing Phoenix (Rise of the Empress, #2))
“
Treasures are right before our eyes, yet many miss gems searching for pearls at the bottom of the sea.
”
”
Julie Barbera
“
I was so scared that all the big things I wanted would never be anything more than wants.
”
”
Julie Murphy
“
And kid, you’ve got to love yourself. You’ve got wake up at four in the morning, brew black coffee, and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn. You’ve got to sit next to the man at the train station who’s reading your favorite book and start a conversation. You’ve got to come home after a bad day and burn your skin from a shower. Then you’ve got to wash all your sheets until they smell of lemon detergent you bought for four dollars at the local grocery store. You’ve got to stop taking everything so goddam personally. You are not the moon kissing the black sky. You’ve got to compliment someones crooked brows at an art fair and tell them that their eyes remind you of green swimming pools in mid July. You’ve got to stop letting yourself get upset about things that won’t matter in two years. Sleep in on Saturday mornings and wake yourself up early on Sunday. You’ve got to stop worrying about what you’re going to tell her when she finds out. You’ve got to stop over thinking why he stopped caring about you over six months ago. You’ve got to stop asking everyone for their opinions. Fuck it. Love yourself, kiddo. You’ve got to love yourself.
”
”
Anonymous
“
I've always said "Writer's Block" is a myth. There is no such thing as writer's block, only writers trying to force something that isn't ready yet. Sometimes I don't write for weeks. And then all of the sudden I'll get a rush of inspiration and you can't drag me away from my notebook. But I don't stress out if I don't hit some arbitrary word count each day or if I go a few days without writing something.
”
”
Julie Ann Dawson
“
Sometimes, if you want to be happy, you've got to run away to Bath and marry a punk rocker.
”
”
Julie Powell (Julie and Julia: 365 Days, 524 Recipes, 1 Tiny Apartment Kitchen)
“
I will not let triggers, flashbacks,
nightmares control my emotions.
I will not let those tried
to destroy me win this war.
I have awakened and I will
find peace with myself.
”
”
Julie Jewels Smoot
“
Hello? Testing? My name is Jonathan Collins. I am seventeen years old. Today is... some day in July 1993. And I am okay. Scratch that, I am more than okay. I am...
I am...
I AM.
”
”
James Brandon (Ziggy, Stardust and Me)
“
I learned then one of my first lessons of management—the best outcomes come from inspiring people to action, not telling them what to do.
”
”
Julie Zhuo (The Making of a Manager: What to Do When Everyone Looks to You)
“
He caught me up on wings of light, and showed me the realms of his creation, the glittering gemstones paving his heaven. He left my body weak and spent, my spirit gorged with honey.
”
”
Julie Berry (The Passion of Dolssa)
“
There will be many times in your lives--- at school, and more particularly when you are a grown up---when people will distract or divert you from what needs to be done. You may even welcome the distraction. But if you use it as an excuse for not doing what you suppose to do, you can blame no one but yourself. If you truly wish to accomplish something, you should allow nothing to stop you, and chances are you'll succeed.
”
”
Julie Andrews Edwards
“
To show that I deserved this. That I'd fought for this with my blood, sweat, and tears, through the most frightening of storms and against even the most skeptical of mayors or meddlers. To show that someone like me could make her own dreams come true.
”
”
Julie Abe (Eva Evergreen, Semi-Magical Witch (Eva Evergreen, #1))
“
Do you not pray, Miss Smallwood?'
She avoided his gaze. 'No.'
'God is speaking to you every day,' he said softly. 'You might return the favor.'
She raised her chin. 'I don't hear Him.'
'Do you listen?'
She looked at him, clearly offended, then turned away again. 'I used to pray, until I found God was not listening, at least not to my prayers.'
[He] heard the inner voice of caution but barreled ahead. 'He was listening. But He doesn't always answer the way we would like Him to.
”
”
Julie Klassen (The Tutor's Daughter)
“
Sometimes I catch glimpses,
through the windows,
through the glass,
life rushing,
whirling,
past.
”
”
Nia Wyn (Blue Sky July)
“
But then again, we all have dreams within reach, Jade thought. We have only to shape them to fit ourselves.
”
”
Julie C. Dao (Kingdom of the Blazing Phoenix (Rise of the Empress, #2))
“
Bravery isn't just about being strong and handy with a sword. Sometimes it's about resolve...or deciding whether to face a past you'd rather forgot.
”
”
Julie C. Dao (Kingdom of the Blazing Phoenix (Rise of the Empress, #2))
“
Grief is like that: One minute you think you know the rules and it's one card, one emotion at a time, the next, the deck explodes all around you.
”
”
Julie Israel (Juniper Lemon's Happiness Index)
“
I dream that someday I will meet her and that thought brings tears to my eyes, still. I imagine her in my mind and I dream of that moment.
”
”
Julie Watson (Born for Life: A Midwife's Story)
“
... he had learned from repeated error not to ignore these quiet proddings, whether of conscience or of God.
”
”
Julie Klassen (The Tutor's Daughter)
“
Sometimes all you need is a pinch of magic....
”
”
Julie Abe (Eva Evergreen, Semi-Magical Witch (Eva Evergreen, #1))
“
Your passion is your internal compass that will guide you from where you are towards where you want to go.
”
”
Julie Connor (Dreams to Action Trailblazer's Guide)
“
You don't need to live in a mansion to be happy. All you need is to create the right space, something that says this is who you are, and you can always change who you are, just as you change your environment.
”
”
Anthea Syrokou (Eventually Julie (Julie & Friends, #1))
“
Christmases are never the same. They change from year to year, and they are never really perfect, no matter how hard we try to force them to be so. What is perfect is the miracle in Bethlehem 2,000 years ago and the love of God that continues to burst through the chaos of human imperfection; Christmas is finding the Christ Child radiant beneath the daily grime of life.
”
”
Julie K. Hogan
“
SHE OF NOBODY ELSE'S BIDDING: That is who I am now--someone who has not done what anyone else said since July 2008, though not because I am either disobedient or a slacker.
”
”
Margaret Roach (And I Shall Have Some Peace There: Trading in the Fast Lane for My Own Dirt Road)
“
Be open to the evolution of you, as every day we are presented with the privilege to celebrate a re-birth.
”
”
Julie Canzio
“
Let us express our deepest gratitude to those who sacrificed their lives to give us freedom. Wish you all a very joyful Independence Day!
”
”
Debasish Mridha
“
And yet, I've heard stories of wild dogs who would defend a stranger on the road to their last breath, simply because that person threw a crumb instead of a rock.
”
”
Julie Kagawa (Shadow of the Fox (Shadow of the Fox, #1))
“
There will never be another you. The planet desperately needs your unique purpose, passion and presence.
”
”
Julie Reisler (Get a PhD in YOU: A Course in Miraculous Self-Discovery)
“
Your life is enriched with meaning when allow yourself to become inspired, set goals, and charge after them with passion.
”
”
Julie Connor (Dreams to Action Trailblazer's Guide)
“
Circumstances don't define you. They shape you. You're molded to make a difference. Let your light shine bright, even through the cracks.
”
”
Julie Barbera
“
Perfect days are for people with small, realizable dreams.
”
”
Julie Buxbaum (Tell Me Three Things)
“
How can I use what most excites, angers, or upsets me to achieve what I most want to be, do, or experience?
”
”
Julie Connor (Dreams to Action Trailblazer's Guide)
“
Emptiness gnawed at Emma. Could she> face death without fear? If she were to show up at heaven's door tomorrow, would God even recognize her, when it had been so long since she'd bothered to call on Him?
”
”
Julie Klassen (The Tutor's Daughter)
“
You don't have to live in a mansion to be happy. All you need is to create the right space; something that says this is who you are, and you can always change who you are, just as you change your environment.
”
”
Anthea Syrokou (Eventually Julie (Julie & Friends, #1))
“
Thoughts are just thoughts, and they can’t hurt you. My thoughts land in my mind like a butterfly; they stay for a while, then flutter away. The butterfly isn’t me. I can step away from it, and watch it, learn from it, enjoy it, without needing to absorb it into my identity.
”
”
Julie Farrell
“
I was 'led' to read The Shack by Wm Paul Young after the sudden & unexpected death of my fiance', Marina DeAngelo in July of 2012. It helped me as it has millions of people with the trauma and grief associated with the great personal loss of a loved one."
~R. Alan Woods [2013]
”
”
R. Alan Woods (The Journey Is the Destination: A Book of Quotes With Commentaries)
“
When you dream, do not worry about how you must orchestrate events to ensure your success. Focus instead on why your dream is important to you. When you define your dream with razor-sharp clarity and articulate why you want to pursue it, answers about how to do it will begin to become clear.
”
”
Julie Connor (Dreams to Action Trailblazer's Guide)
“
And to all those out there who feel stuck, lost, in a rut, or just unable to transcend habits or behaviors that no longer serve you, understand that we are with you. You are all an integral and vital part of this movement. Keep rising. We are with you in each breath and in every moment. This book is for you.
”
”
Julie Piatt & Rich Roll (The Plantpower Way: Whole Food Plant-Based Recipes and Guidance for The Whole Family: A Cookbook)
“
because life is not a river and we're not headed in the same direction.
”
”
Julie Murphy (Dumplin' (Dumplin', #1))
“
Let go, let go, let go,
Just let it go,
Let the tears come out,
Stop fighting the tears back,
Stop wearing different masks,
Let yourself be seen,
Let yourself be the real you,
”
”
Julie Jewels Smoot
“
We don't really change. We finally begin to live a life that is true to our values.
”
”
Anthea Syrokou (Eventually Julie (Julie & Friends, #1))
“
Consistency is key. Pick up one rock a day. One day you'll look back and realize you moved a mountain."-
”
”
Julie Barbera
“
I think you gotta be who you want to be until you feel like you are whoever it is you're trying to become.
”
”
Julie Murphy (Dumplin' (Dumplin', #1))
“
JULY - Joy Unlimited Locate You
”
”
Ifeanyi Enoch Onuoha
“
Trinity,” the test on July 16, 1945, of the first atomic bomb.
”
”
Kai Bird (American Prometheus: THE INSPIRATION FOR 'OPPENHEIMER', WINNER OF 7 OSCARS, INCLUDING BEST PICTURE, BEST DIRECTOR AND BEST ACTOR)
“
BlessBacks: Souvenirs for those who express their gratitude to their illuminators.
”
”
Julie Saffrin
“
We can’t change the past. But we will keep repeating it if we continue to live by the beliefs and agreements set in response to past events.
”
”
Julie Tallard Johnson (Wheel of Initiation: Practices for Releasing Your Inner Light)
“
The key to liberation resides within our very own hands and heart.
”
”
Julie R. Schelling (Invitation to Believe: Establishing Faith in the Universal Power)
“
Self-growth does not always mean that we've changed. It means that we've stopped listening to what others say we 'ought' to be doing and finally live our lives according to our own values.
”
”
Anthea Syrokou (Eventually Julie (Julie & Friends, #1))
“
she wondered if seeds ever resented the sun, knowing it would shine with no quarter and give them no choice but to push their heads up out of the safety of the hard, hard ground and bloom.
”
”
Julie Anne Long
“
BOOK BEAUTY
Here's the end of that story about the old woman who wanted to lure a man with strange
cosmetics. She made a paste of pages from the Qur'an to fill the deep creases on her face and
neck with. This is not about an old woman, dear reader. It's about you, or anyone who tries
to use books to make themselves attractive. There she is, sticking scripture, thick with
saliva, on her face. Of course, the bits keep falling off. "The devil," she yells, and
he appears! "This is a trick I've never seen. You don't need me. You are yourself a troop
of demons!" So people steal inspired words to get compliments. Don't bother. Death comes
and all talking, stolen or not, stops. Pity anyone unfamiliar with silence when that happens.
Polish your heart with mediation and quietness. Let the inner life grow generous and handsome
like Joseph. Zuleika did that and her "old woman's spring cold snap" turned to mid-July. Dry
lips wet from within. Ink is not rouge. Let language lie bygone. Now is where love breathes.
”
”
Jalal ad-Din Muhammad ar-Rumi (The Soul of Rumi: A New Collection of Ecstatic Poems)
“
Overcoming panic attacks has left me humbled. It’s taught me how to be brave. It’s left me compassionate to the fears and sufferings of other people. It’s given me the wisdom that my thoughts and feelings are simply subjective responses, and don’t need to be taken as true reflections of reality.
But the most important thing I’ve learnt from coping with panic is this: No matter what happens in life, no matter how hard things seem, no matter how painful things are, moments always pass like fluffy clouds in a blue sky, and I will be fine.
”
”
Julie Farrell
“
Whenever you are in doubt, or when the self becomes too much with you, apply the following test: Recall the face of the poorest and the weakest man (woman) whom you may have seen, and ask yourself, if the step you contemplate is going to be of any use to him. Will he gain anything by it? Will it restore him to a control over his own life and destiny?
”
”
Mahatma Gandhi (The Collected Works Of Mahatma Gandhi: (11 April, 1910 - 12 July, 1911).; Volume 11)
“
The . . . the one about Colin Eversea! I learned a new verse from a young lady at school. It’s very funny and . . . and . . . bawdy.” That last word was a reckless inspiration. She presented it almost defiantly. Lisbeth blinked as though she’d flicked water into her eyes. Lisbeth and Waterburn eyed her for a silent nonplussed instant. A finch peeped somewhere in the hedgerows. Apparently it wasn’t a word anyone associated with her, or particularly wanted to associate with her, judging from the carefully bland expression on Waterburn’s face. Next I’ll try the word whore in a sentence, she thought wildly.
”
”
Julie Anne Long (How the Marquess Was Won (Pennyroyal Green, #6))
“
It is a truth universally acknowledged that a child in possession of a good instructor must be in want of an education. Alas, kids don’t care. It’s impossible to demand inspiration, passion, or self-discipline without affinity for learning. Let me rephrase that: you can’t coerce caring. Adults try! We use grades, little statues, and ice cream sundaes to prod kids into reading, diagramming sentences, and practicing piano. Meanwhile that same child will stand in the hot sun for five hours shooting free throws to break a personal record. No reward except satisfaction. How do we get more of that into traditional school subjects?
”
”
Julie Bogart (The Brave Learner: Finding Everyday Magic in Homeschool, Learning, and Life)
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This book is fiction and all the characters are my own, but it was inspired by the story of the Dozier School for Boys in Marianna, Florida. I first heard of the place in the summer of 2014 and discovered Ben Montgomery’s exhaustive reporting in the Tampa Bay Times. Check out the newspaper’s archive for a firsthand look. Mr. Montgomery’s articles led me to Dr. Erin Kimmerle and her archaeology students at the University of South Florida. Their forensic studies of the grave sites were invaluable and are collected in their Report on the Investigation into the Deaths and Burials at the Former Arthur G. Dozier School for Boys in Marianna, Florida. It is available at the university’s website. When Elwood reads the school pamphlet in the infirmary, I quote from their report on the school’s day-to-day functions. Officialwhitehouseboys.org is the website of Dozier survivors, and you can go there for the stories of former students in their own words. I quote White House Boy Jack Townsley in chapter four, when Spencer is describing his attitude toward discipline. Roger Dean Kiser’s memoir, The White House Boys: An American Tragedy, and Robin Gaby Fisher’s The Boys of the Dark: A Story of Betrayal and Redemption in the Deep South (written with Michael O’McCarthy and Robert W. Straley) are excellent accounts. Nathaniel Penn’s GQ article “Buried Alive: Stories From Inside Solitary Confinement” contains an interview with an inmate named Danny Johnson in which he says, “The worst thing that’s ever happened to me in solitary confinement happens to me every day. It’s when I wake up.” Mr. Johnson spent twenty-seven years in solitary confinement; I have recast that quote in chapter sixteen. Former prison warden Tom Murton wrote about the Arkansas prison system in his book with Joe Hyams called Accomplices to the Crime: The Arkansas Prison Scandal. It provides a ground’s-eye view of prison corruption and was the basis of the movie Brubaker, which you should see if you haven’t. Julianne Hare’s Historic Frenchtown: Heart and Heritage in Tallahassee is a wonderful history of that African-American community over the years. I quote the Reverend Martin Luther King Jr. a bunch; it was energizing to hear his voice in my head. Elwood cites his “Speech Before the Youth March for Integrated Schools” (1959); the 1962 LP Martin Luther King at Zion Hill, specifically the “Fun Town” section; his “Letter from Birmingham Jail”; and his 1962 speech at Cornell College. The “Negroes are Americans” James Baldwin quote is from “Many Thousands Gone” in Notes of a Native Son. I was trying to see what was on TV on July 3, 1975. The New York Times archive has the TV listings for that night, and I found a good nugget.
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Colson Whitehead (The Nickel Boys)
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Hating the Rain
She hates the ever-falling winter rain,
the gray and endless humidity
that bites to the bone and stings
even after the hot bath and stiff
struggle into bed and under the quilts,
but the winter ferns, and the way they
wave in a slight breeze as though happy
like grandmother’s lace curtains
can’t be abandoned or lived without.
She hates the endless dripping
like a clock ticking away life
and the heavy fog that swallows light
as though life itself were vanishing,
but the tree frogs with their songs
and their clinging to matching green
like family holding together
stitch her thoughts back to July picnics.
She hates her complaining voice
that discourages her children’s calls
and encourages their urgings that she
move, maybe to Florida citrus sun,
but gray day softness steeps her
patience and quiets her fear of loss
into something like gratitude
clinging like green to summer moss
and this she knows: she loves the rain.
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Marian Blue (How Many Words for Rain)
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But the church of this country is not only indifferent to the wrongs of the slave, it actually takes sides with the oppressors. It has made itself the bulwark of American slavery, and the shield of American slave-hunters. Many of its most eloquent Divines. who stand as the very lights of the church, have shamelessly given the sanction of religion and the Bible to the whole slave system. They have taught that man may, properly, be a slave; that the relation of master and slave is ordained of God; that to send back an escaped bondman to his master is clearly the duty of all the followers of the Lord Jesus Christ; and this horrible blasphemy is palmed off upon the world for Christianity.
For my part, I would say, welcome infidelity! welcome atheism! welcome anything! in preference to the gospel, as preached by those Divines! They convert the very name of religion into an engine of tyranny, and barbarous cruelty, and serve to confirm more infidels, in this age, than all the infidel writings of Thomas Paine, Voltaire, and Bolingbroke, put together, have done! These ministers make religion a cold and flintyhearted thing, having neither principles of right action, nor bowels of compassion. They strip the love of God of its beauty, and leave the throng of religion a huge, horrible, repulsive form. It is a religion for oppressors, tyrants, man-stealers, and thugs. It is not that "pure and undefiled religion" which is from above, and which is "first pure, then peaceable, easy to be entreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy." But a religion which favors the rich against the poor; which exalts the proud above the humble; which divides mankind into two classes, tyrants and slaves; which says to the man in chains, stay there; and to the oppressor, oppress on; it is a religion which may be professed and enjoyed by all the robbers and enslavers of mankind; it makes God a respecter of persons, denies his fatherhood of the race, and tramples in the dust the great truth of the brotherhood of man. All this we affirm to be true of the popular church, and the popular worship of our land and nation - a religion, a church, and a worship which, on the authority of inspired wisdom, we pronounce to be an abomination in the sight of God. In the language of Isaiah, the American church might be well addressed, "Bring no more vain ablations; incense is an abomination unto me: the new moons and Sabbaths, the calling of assemblies, I cannot away with; it is iniquity even the solemn meeting…. Yea! when ye make many prayers, I will not hear. YOUR HANDS ARE FULL OF BLOOD; cease to do evil, learn to do well; seek judgment; relieve the oppressed; judge for the fatherless; plead for the widow.
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Frederick Douglass (What to the Slave is the Fourth of July?)
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Delbert was the only Bumpus kid in my grade, but they infested Warren G. Harding like termites in an outhouse. There was Ima Jean, short and muscular, who was in the sixth grade, when she showed up, but spent most of her time hanging around the poolroom. There was a lanky, blue-jowled customer they called Jamie, who ran the still and was the only one who ever wore shoes. He and his brother Ace, who wore a brown fedora and blue work shirts, sat on the front steps at home on the Fourth of July, sucking at a jug and pretending to light sticks of dynamite with their cigars when little old ladies walked by. There were also several red-faced girls who spent most of their time dumping dishwater out of windows. Babies of various sizes and sexes crawled about the back yard, fraternizing indiscriminately with the livestock. They all wore limp, battleship-gray T-shirts and nothing else. They cried day and night. We thought that was all of them—until one day a truck stopped in front of the house and out stepped a girl who made Daisy Mae look like Little Orphan Annie. My father was sprinkling the lawn at the time; he wound up watering the windows. Ace and Emil came running out onto the porch, whooping and hollering. The girl carried a cardboard suitcase—in which she must have kept all her underwear, if she owned any—and wore her blonde hair piled high on her head; it gleamed in the midday sun. Her short muslin dress strained and bulged. The truck roared off. Ace rushed out to greet her, bellowing over his shoulder as he ran: “MAH GAWD! HEY, MAW, IT’S CASSIE! SHE’S HOME FROM THE REFORMATORY!” Emil
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Jean Shepherd (A Christmas Story: The Book That Inspired the Hilarious Classic Film)