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The point is, Ilsa Hermann had decided to make suffering her triumph. When it refused to let go of her, she succumbed to it. She embraced it.
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Markus Zusak (The Book Thief)
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Love is a knife that cuts out your heart piece by piece, feeding it to the boy you love.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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Some people think God puts difficult people in our lives for a reason, to make us better people as we sharpen ourselves on the knife of their shortcomings.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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But this girl, she lived in a bubble, and seeing her out at a frat party was like spotting a unicorn.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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His understanding of the theme of the book made me hot. Right then and there, I wanted to toss him down on the floor, crawl on top of him like the Jane Austen reader I was.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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She was my queen and I wanted to be her king. I wanted to sit at the throne of her body and love her forever,
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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I came up for air. βItβs you, always you, my Mr. Darcy.β βI love you too, Elizabeth Bennett.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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Clarity happens to all of us when our heart jumps ship, and mine was no different.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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She was my queen and I wanted to be her king.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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Big moments happen with the smallest actions, and sometimes it's not until later we connect the dots, but in that instant, I knew that somehow, someway Declan was going to own my heart.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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Alright, the next pretty bird that walks through that door is up for grabs.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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The thing to remember about a kick is you go for his twigs and berries" ~Declan~
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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Iβd like to pet that jungle cat, rub his silky fur and make him purr β¦ I slapped myself mentally. Jungle cat? Make him purr? What was wrong with me tonight?
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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As far as I knew, Nadia was still with her new guy, some fancy tennis player from Brazil. Donatello or Michelangelo or something. Ninja Turtle? Yeah.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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I was putting my foot down with my new neighbor.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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They call it the drowning instinct. It's when drowning doesn't look like drowning.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Behind every beautiful thing is a world of pain.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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Follow your heart. Just don't get lost.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Draw the Dark)
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He was my Prince Charming, but I wasn't his Cinderella.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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I can't forget the words you've never said.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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This is a fairy tale with teeth and claws.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Obeying orders just to obey is the mark of a person who has ceased to think. Remember, it is better to suffer for doing what is right rather than for doing what is wrong.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))
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But sticking to rules just because they're there does not make them right. You need to learn when the rules should be broken.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))
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Sometimes I wish I had a lower IQ so I could enjoy your company.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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What's the point of not taking chances? I don't know if I could stand living my whole life afraid.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Safe. That is a pretty word.
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Victoria E. Schwab (This Savage Song (Monsters of Verity, #1))
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Why can't you like me?" he said, his voice breaking. His scent steamed then, hot and heady with a welter of contradictions: apples and fire and electric roil of those cold, black shadows. "Why can't you like me just a little?"
She would never know how she might have answered, because he never gave her the chance.
Instead, he kissed her.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))
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No matter the road you take, it doesnβt matter if itβs beautiful or ugly, hard or smooth, paved or pitted with rutsβitβs your road to take. What matters is how it ends.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dear Ava)
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It was that stages-of-anger thing. I was shocked and then I got pissed and then I fought like hell β¦ and then I went numb. They called it acceptance, but it wasnβt. Itβs what happens when you have only two choices: live with the monster, or kill yourself.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))
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I decided Conrad was right after all. Ilsa was meant to be with Laszlo. That was the way it was always supposed to end. Rick was nothing but a tiny piece of her past, a piece that she would always treasure, but that was all, because history is just that. History.
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Jenny Han (We'll Always Have Summer (Summer #3))
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She's got the kind of ethereal, unselfconscious beauty some young girls possess that breaks your heart. Or theirs.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Everybody breaks sooner or later, Bob. Anyone can drown. Sometimes you see it. Most often, you
donβt because the body protects and the skin hides, so drowning doesnβt look like drowning and some
people scar so nicely. Take it from an expert.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Truth can be awful and even excruciating, but once it's released, it's like a bird that's been caged too long who finally flies to freedom. I felt a little like that. Free
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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We all have our fictions, little lies we tell ourselves to keep going from one day to the next.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Happiness. I believed few people ever achieved it.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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I fucking hated pity. It was a wasted emotion.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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Loving people hurt; losing them could destroy you.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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Scars serve as medals of honor, and the strongest hearts have the most.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dear Ava)
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Itβs my experience that a weakness understood is no weakness. If you know you have it, even if you canβt control it, you can make allowances for it. It is those who ignore or donβt understand their weaknesses who are wasted by them.
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Kristen Ashley (Broken Dove (Fantasyland, #4))
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My English teacher said that a writer is the worst judge of his own work.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))
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Sometimes you don't know what you need until it's gone
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))
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We were like matching bookends, almost touching but with volumes between us and stories, so many stories.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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And please," Ilsa Hermann advised her, "don't punish yourself, like you said you would. Don't be like me, Liesel.
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Markus Zusak (The Book Thief)
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if love is the answer then I don't wanna ask the question
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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ThatΒ΄s the problem with the truth.
Sometimes the truth is ambiguous, or really bad cliche.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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So I need the story, Jenna. I need the truth.
Right, like the two are the same thing.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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No one can help but stare at the monster, because horror is a cousin to awe.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Monsters (Ashes Trilogy, #3))
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Why was he my Romeo, but I wasn't his Juliet?
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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Run, she told herself. Run, you idiot, run.
But she didn't. She couldn't. She just... couldn't.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))
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Those brain-zapped kids werenβt the only - or maybe even the worst - enemy.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))
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It's the small moments that take your breath away and make you truly happy, like the first time you see your newborn's face or...or when you meet someone who could be your soulmate.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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As it turned out, Ilsa Hermann not only gave Liesel Meminger a book that day. She also gave her a reason to spend time in the basement, her favorite place, first with Papa, then Max. She gave her a reason to write her own words, to see that words had also brought her to life.
"Don't punish yourself", she heard her say again, but there would be punishment and pain, and there would be happiness, too. That was writing.
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Markus Zusak (The Book Thief)
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I didn't want to coast by anymore. I wanted some fucking happiness.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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Sometimes, you just need a badass theme song to get you through the day.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarwood Academy, #1))
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No one saw me go. No one thinks to look for someone who's always there. - Ilsa
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Victoria E. Schwab (This Savage Song (Monsters of Verity, #1))
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People will die," he echoed, thinking of Ilsa. Ilsa in her room, surrounded by stars. Ilsa in the Barren, surrounded by ghosts.
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Victoria E. Schwab (This Savage Song (Monsters of Verity, #1))
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Donβt make it hard on me, please. Just, someday in the future, find me. Just find me and come up to me and tell me you still love me and want me and canβt live without me in your armsβ
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dear Ava)
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As the dog sprinted back, Jack said to the girl, "Sweetheart,honey, why do you have to be so hateful?"
"Why not?" Ellie said. "It's not like being good ever got me anywhere.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))
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Is it true that soulmates always end up together? I didn't think so, but I hoped that if there was such a thing as reincarnation, we would meet again in a another life and try again. If it was possible, I'd find him, for another chance at love.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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Making something out of nothing made me feel like I was important, like I had value.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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And like the missing chips in this china, pieces of my spirit were also gone, destroyed by people who claimed to love me.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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I'm the only one for you, just me. You're my bad girl. No one else's.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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My nana used to say that broken people love the hardest because they appreciate the things that make their heart beat. Do I make your heart beat?
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Not My Romeo (The Game Changers, #1))
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Fuck Briarcrest Academy, and fuck you all.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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As soon as forever is gone, I'll be over you.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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I love how he laughs. Itβs the color of the sun, soft and warm and golden.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dear Ava)
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Sometimes the loneliest place on earth is in the midst of a crowd
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dear Ava)
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Falling for someone can be a lot like playing roulette. You don't know what will happen when you place that bet, but you can take a deep breath anyway and put all the chips out there. And when the ball spins around and around, you pray it lands on your number. Probability says you'll likely lose, and in this game of love with Leo, odds were I would lose, too, but I had to try.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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I am a ghost in a land of phantoms and forgotten nightmares.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Draw the Dark)
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I'd like to sleep for a hundred years, wake up and try again.
-Nora Blakely
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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The grief in her green eyes slips then hardens and, for an instant, Pendleton sees the woman she has become and has no right being, not at sixteen.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Everything breaks . . .
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Victoria E. Schwab (This Savage Song (Monsters of Verity, #1))
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An unforgiving heart is like rat poison to the one who holds it. One of the nuns told me that once
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dear Ava)
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I was just a simple, young girl whose love for a boy would last until the end of time.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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You canβt go because I wonβt get over you. I wonβt ever find someone like you. I wonβt ever kiss a girl like you. I love you.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dear Ava)
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Because if you can just hold off the moment when you must confront reality, time stands still and you can keep pretending that life will continue as youΒ΄ve known it: that nothing-not even something as wonderful and as terrible as love-has broken your world beyond repair.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Safe," she said with a hollow smile. "That is a pretty word." "Come on," snapped Kate beside the door. "But--" "Don't worry, August. I'm not afraid of the dark." Our sister has two sides. He took Ilsa's face in his hands. "Please be careful." They do not meet. "Go," she said. "Before the cracks catch up.
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Victoria E. Schwab (This Savage Song (Monsters of Verity, #1))
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Why did I want her so fucking much? Why couldn't I push her away like I did everyone else? Why couldn't I breathe when I saw her?
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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The truth is, trying not to want her made me want her more.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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Trouble at two o'clock. Evil bitch and copycat cohort arriving in three, two, one...annnd...they're here.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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For that matter, my heart is broken. So maybe theyΒ΄ΔΊl give me his. ItΒ΄s something to shoot for.
And maybe, in all that, Bob?
There is forgiveness...
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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People drown, quietly, before our eyes, all the time.
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Ilsa J. Bick
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When the heart sinks, people fall.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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He closes his eyes briefly and looks as if he might say something, but he doesn't, and sometimes when people don't speak, they say everything , don't they?
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dear Ava)
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What you couldn't see and only imagined was always scarier than what was real.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Monsters (Ashes Trilogy, #3))
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Your scars are beautiful. It means you survived. It means youβre here with me.β He kissed my wrist, light as a featherβand changed everything about us. βItβs my favorite part of you,
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Dirty English (English, #1))
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Leo, I know itβs unexplainable because I barely know you, but being with you makes me feel good inside and happy. Iβve never had that. When I see you, I feel like Iβm home. Like weβre pieces of a puzzle that have finally come together. And . . . and I think being happy isnβt about the big moments, like when you graduate from college or get that job youβve been wanting. Itβs the small moments that take your breath away and make you truly happy, like the first time you see your newbornβs face or . . . or when you meet someone who could be your soulmate.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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When Liesel left that day, she said something with great uneasiness. In translation, two giant words were struggled with, carried on her shoulder, and dropped as a bungling pair at Ilsa Hermann's feet. They fell off sideways as the girl veered with them and could no longer sustain their weight. Together, they sat on the floor, large and loud and clumsy. Two giant words...I'm sorry.
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Markus Zusak (The Book Thief)
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You don't want me, Nora. I'll fuck you, and when I'm done, I'll leave you.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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The things you think about when you're a hair's breath away from getting yourself killed.
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Ilsa J. Bick
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This...this means everything. We are everlasting. Fucking forever. I love you so much. Seeing my words for you on your body makes me insane for you.
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Ilsa Madden-Mills (Very Bad Things (Briarcrest Academy, #1))
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Not everyone wears their scars on their skin.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Honestly, Bob: how do you carve a scream?
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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They call it the drowning instinct. ItΒ΄s when drowning doesnΒ΄t look like drowning. In real life, if the waterΒ΄s very cold, a person canΒ΄t help but gasp. ItΒ΄s reflex. The thing is as soon as water hits your lungs, your throat closes off, even it the waterΒ΄s warm. Your bodyΒ΄s trying to protect itself, and the reality is that a lot more people suffocate than truly drown. Regardless, to people on land, especially when youΒ΄re really close to the end, you donΒ΄t look like youΒ΄re in trouble. You donΒ΄t scream, but thatΒ΄s because you can Β΄t, and you donΒ΄t wave your arms either or expend a lot of energy flailing. YouΒ΄re just there. So people donΒ΄t notice that youΒ΄re drowning. ThatΒ΄s me. I think IΒ΄ve been drowning all this time and doing it so quietly, even I didnΒ΄t know it.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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There are those individuals who die for a cause, and we say they have made the ultimate sacrifice. We call them martyrs, and we never doubt their sincerity.
Yet many others search their entire lives for somethingβor someoneβworth dying for and this is very different. These are the lonely and the desperate, fearful that their lives have no meaning. They yearn for the bullet, if only someone else will pull the trigger.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Drowning Instinct)
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Ilsa approached the office of Dr. Dr. Bradford M. Bradford armed with her thesis. But she hesitated a moment before opening the outer door. Habit made her tremble before the awful majesty of the dean. Still, her recent adventures changed things. Had the dean ever hijacked a Spanish ship of the line? Run a British blockade at sea? Had he ever trudged over hill and dale to a Revolutionary army camp? Had he ever shaken hands with George Washington or flown a kite with Benjamin Franklin? Did he have an actual duke staying in his spare bedroom? She was pretty sure the dean would fail all these simple tests.
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James Allen Moseley (The Duke of D.C.: The American Dream)
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There are those individuals who die for a cause, and we say they have made the ultimate sacrifice. We call them martyrs, and we neverΒ doubt their sincerity.
Yet many others search their entire lives for somethingβor someoneβworth dying for and this is very different. These are the lonely and the desperate, fearful that their lives have no meaning. They yearn for the bullet, if only someone else will pull the trigger.
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Ilsa J. Bick
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The tropical sun flickered between the swaying fronds of palm trees overhead. Ray and Ilsa rubbed their necks and blinked as they came out of their stupor. Their hair stood on end in frazzled locks, like quills upon the fretful porcupine. Their clothes were scorched, but they were alive. Or were they? Speechless, they gazed at their surroundings. Above them was an azure sky with fluffy clouds shaped like Spanish galleons sailing across a celestial sea. Birds chattered and sang in the foliage, which was fragrant and brilliant with blue, and pink and yellow flowers. Had they died? Was this heaven? Or, perish the thought, since obviously they were in the tropics, the other place?
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James Allen Moseley (The Duke of D.C.: The American Dream)
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Ray looked up and scanned Ilsa from North to South and then from East to West. It only took a moment. Ray was in love. Again. Probably. Conscious of his dashing Hispanic allure, Ray was always optimistic about his chances with the female sex. He had left a very long string of girlfriends in his wake, but there was something about this woman, who projected such shyness about her untapped feminine charms, that made his already active pulse race. Somehow he couldnβt help imagining her blundering into his bedroom at midnight wearing nothing but a towel. Those many affairs of the past, he told himself, were just steppingstones of his dead past on which he was rising to the discovery of his one, true love. And here she was. Probably.
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James Allen Moseley (The Duke of D.C.: The American Dream)
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As a doc, though, I've seen what happens when people are under a lot of stress. Doesn't always bring out their best. When people are scared, they get angry. They'll do things they never thought they would. They'll bargain and compromise in order to survive; they'll chase after miracle cures and believe just about anything so long as it gives them hope. When hope fails, then watch out. Some people get brutal. They'll turn on each other; they'll become their own worst enemies.
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Ilsa J. Bick (Ashes (Ashes Trilogy, #1))