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Should I get the Wingleader?
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Tairn roars with the unmistakable sound of pride.
"Lightning wielder.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You will not fall. I will not allow it.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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We will feast on their bones, Silver One.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Stay close to the wingleader until we return,” Tairn orders. Surely he meant to say squad leader.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Should I get the wingleader?” Tairn flat-out laughs in my head.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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So, Tairn hasn't channelled to you, either, right?' Liam asks, a look of uncertainty, vulnerability on his face.
I shake my head. 'I think he has commitment issues,' I whisper.
'I heard that.'
'Then stay out of my head.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You should end the enemy at your feet.'
...
'I can't kill an unconscious man.'
...
'He would kill you given the same chance.'
'Well, that's a statement on his character. Not mine.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Quit telling Sgaeyl about my sleep habits,' I grumble at Tairn.
'I'm not dignifying that demand with a response.'
'Andarna is my favourite.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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They’re a mated pair, Tairn and Sgaeyl. The strongest bonded pair in centuries.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You have the power to be a pain in the ass, too. Trust me.
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Tell him if he harms you, I'll scorch the ground where he stands.'
'Oh, for fuck's sake, Tairn.' I roll my eyes and walk to Dain, whose jaw is locked, but his eyes are wide with apprehension.
'Tell him, or I'll take it up with Cath.'
'Tairn says if you harm me, he'll burn you,' I say as dragons to the left and right launch skyward without their riders, headed back to the Vale. But not Tairn. Nope, he's still standing behind me like an overprotective dad.
'I'm not going to harm you, ' Dain snaps.
'Word for word, Silver One.'
I blow a breath out slowly. 'Sorry, he actually said, if you harm me, he'll scorch the ground where you stand.' I turn and look over my shoulder. 'Better?'
Tairn blinks.
Dain keeps his eyes on me, but I see it there, the swirling anger Tairn warned me about. 'I would rather die than harm you, and you know it.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Why did you choose me?' I have to know, because as soon as we land, there are going to be questions.
'Because you saved her.' Tairn's head inclines toward the golden as we approach, and she follows after us. Our speed slows.
'But...' I shake my head. 'Dragons value strength and cunning and... ferocity in their riders.' None of which defines me.
'Please do tell me more about what I should value.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Let's go, Violet Sorrengail.' He lifts his head, and the golden dragon peeks out from under his wing.
'How do you know my name?' I gawk up at him.
'And to think, I'd almost forgotten just how loquacious humans are.' He sighs, the gust of his breath rattling the trees. 'Get on my back.'
Oh. Shit. He's choosing... me.
'Get on your back?' I repeat like a fucking parrot. 'Have you seen you? Do you have any idea how huge you are?' I'd need a damned ladder to get up there.
The look he gives me can only be described as annoyance. 'One does not live a century without being well aware of the space one takes up. Now get on.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Oh, Violence, you're going to have to learn to shield against Tairn or his escapades with Sgaeyl will drive you mad- or into someone's bed.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Your hands are bound, too. Do you bleed often?'
'I try not to.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I chose you not as my next, but as my last, and should you fall, then I will follow". -Tairn
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Tairn?” It’s not just me going to war. “We will feast on their bones, Silver One.” Graphic, but point made.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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One does not live a century without being well aware of the space one takes up.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You are a rider, are you not?'
'That seems up for debate at the moment.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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There's more than one way to fall.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I'm sorry she didn't tell you."
"We will settle matters of emotion after matters of life.
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I know,” he repeats. “And I could call you Violence like the wingleader.” “You wouldn’t dare.” I narrow my eyes as I move forward, checking where his chest begins to rise. “And you know how much that ass annoys me.” “Annoys you?” Tairn chuckles above me, the sound like a chuffing cat. “Is that what you call it when your heart rate—” “Don’t even start with me.
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Why did you do that?' I cry, my fingers searching for purchase on his leathers to pull him closer. I settle for the back of his collar and yank. 'Why would you risk it?' Gods, if anything happened to them...
His gaze collides with mine. 'That thing was going to take a chunk out of Tairn. You've saved my life and now it's my turn. No matter what you think of me for keeping secrets, we're friends, Violet.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You are the smartest of your year. The most cunning.'
I gulp at the compliment, brushing it off. I was trained as a scribe, not a rider.
'You defended the smallest with ferocity. And strength of courage is more important than physical strength. Since you apparently need to know before we land.'
My throat tightens from his words, emotion forming a knot I have to swallow past.
Oh. Shit. I hadn't spoken those words. I'd thought them.
He can read my thoughts.
'See? Smartest of your year.'
So much for privacy.
'You'll never be alone again.'
'That sounds more like a threat than a comfort,' ...
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Deigh,' Liam whispers, falling limp against Tairn's back.
'I'll get you to him,' I promise, already fumbling with the strap's buckle. 'Deigh's gone,' I cry to Xaden, my voice a trembling mess. 'Liam is dying.'
'No,' I feel his terror, his sorrow, and his overpowering anger wrap around my mind, mixing with my own until it hurts to breathe.
Minutes. We have minutes.
'Just hold on,' I whisper to Liam, fighting not to cry as he looks up at me with those sky-blue eyes, wide with shock and pain. After everything Liam has given up for me, this is the least I can do for him. I can get him to Deigh the same way I know he would carry me to Tairn or Andarna.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Are you pushing for a reason?' Tairn asks.
'Can you give me one not to?'
'He cares for you. That's already hard enough for him.'
I scoff. 'He cares about keeping me alive. There's a difference.'
'Not for him there isn't.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You've wielded lightning besides yesterday's display during the War Games?"
I debate keeping my answer to myself, but my silence isn't going to help. "A few times."
"And both times were the result of emotional reactions?"
Tairn snorts, and I smack his foreleg with the back of my hand. "Yes."
"Well, then start there. Ground in your power and try to feel whatever it was you were feeling." He goes back to his notebook.
"Should I get the wingleader?" Tairn flat-out laughs in my head.
"Shut up.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Wait. What are you saying?” “They’re a mated pair, Tairn and Sgaeyl. The strongest bonded pair in centuries.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Andarna is my favorite.” Tairn snorts.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I’m not dignifying that demand with a response.” “Andarna is my favorite.” Tairn snorts.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Quit telling Sgaeyl about my sleep habits,” I grumble at Tairn. “I’m not dignifying that demand with a response.” “Andarna is my favorite.
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It’s the saddle strapped across his back that has me gawking. “I hear it’s all the fashion,” Tairn brags.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Then shield him out the same way you do me—or start talking back,” Tairn grumbles. “You have the power to be a pain in the ass, too. Trust me.
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See, I told you." Carr lifts the notebook. "The last lightning wielder said it made them overheat. Now do it again."
Tairn chortles.
"Not a single fucking word out of you," I warn.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Stay close to the wingleader until we return,” Tairn orders. Surely he meant to say squad leader. “You heard what I said.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I belong to Tairn and Andarna…and, in some really fucked-up way…Xaden.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Tairn chuffs. One day I might be able to translate that sound, but it’s not today.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Stay close to the wingleader until we return,” Tairn orders. Surely he meant to say squad leader. “You heard what I said.” Or not.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Xaden had taken a step. Right before Tairn landed, he'd moved...toward me.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I got the message to you just fine, human.' Tairn's head swivels in that snakelike motion that puts me on alert. He's more than agitated.
'And I barely made it.' The words come out clipped through clenched teeth. 'She would have been dead if I'd been thirty seconds later.'
'Seems like you had thirty seconds gifted to you.' Tairn's chest rumbles with a growl.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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She’s never been a fan of bullies,” Xaden says to me. “But don’t mistake it as an act of kindness toward you. She’s fond of the little dragon. Unfortunately, Tairn chose you all on his own.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I finished this for you,” Liam says, handing me a figurine as we climb the wide spiral staircase to the third floor. It’s Tairn. He’s even mastered his snarl. “This is…incredible. Thank you.
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You’re a menace. Stop it,” I say. “Tell him if he harms you, I’ll scorch the ground where he stands.” “Oh, for fuck’s sake, Tairn.” I roll my eyes and walk to Dain, whose jaw is locked, but his eyes are wide with apprehension.
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You wouldn’t dare.” I narrow my eyes as I move forward, checking where his chest begins to rise. “And you know how much that ass annoys me.” “Annoys you?” Tairn chuckles above me, the sound like a chuffing cat. “Is that what you call it when your heart rate—” “Don’t even start with me.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Three days?' Dain fires back, leaning in. 'You couldn't make it three days?'
'It has nothing to do with him.' I interrupt, setting my dragon down with a little more force than necessary. 'That's up to Tairn and Sgaeyl.'
'You never considered that it was you I couldn't stay away from?'
I crook my right arm and jab it into Xaden's biceps. He doesn't mean that. Not when he's still adamant that kissing me was a mistake. And if he does... I'm not going there...
'Now, now, you'll give our little communication secret away if you can't keep from being so... violent.' He barely restrains a smile, obviously loving that he gets the last word.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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My name is Tairneanach, son of Murtcuideam and Fiaclanfuil, descended from the cunning Dubhmadinn line.” He stands to his full height, bringing me eye level with the canopy of trees around the clearing, and I squeeze a little tighter with my thighs. “But I’m not going to assume that you’ll be able to remember that once we reach the field, so Tairn will do
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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But you knew.” I look past where Liam dares to stare at me with sorrow, to Tairn, whose lethal focus lies straight ahead like he hasn’t quite decided if he’s going to burn Xaden alive or not. “Dragons are bound by bonds,” he explains as Xaden approaches. “There is only one other bond more sacred than that of a dragon and its rider.” A dragon and its mate.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I thought you did it the first night Tairn channeled power to you, but I wasn’t sure, so I didn’t say anything.” “Really?” I blink, thinking back, but my brain is full of a pleasant, dull hum as sleep fights to pull me under. “When?” My eyes drift shut. His arms tighten around me as he tucks me closer, the backs of my thighs pressed tight against his pants as I start to drift off. “The first time you kissed me.
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Get him out of my head," I toss in Tairn's direction.
"You'll get used to it," Tairn responds.
"Is this normal with all mated pairs and their riders?"
"For some. It's a great advantage in battle."
"Well, it's a pain in my ass right now."
I miss Andarna. We're so far apart that I can barely feel her.
"Then shield him out the same way you do me—or start talking back."
Tairn grumbles. "You have the power to be a pain in the ass, too. Trust me.
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It only takes one desperate generation to change history—even erase it. Gods, Dad spelled it all out for me. He’d always told me scribes hold all the power. “Yes,” Tairn says as we curve around the last peak, its jagged top bare of snow from the summer heat, and the mountainside outpost of Athebyne comes into view at the same time as the Cliffs of Dralor. “One generation to change the text. One generation chooses to teach that text. The next grows, and the lie becomes history.
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That sizzle of magic grows to a lethal, swirling vortex of energy, and though my feet are still firmly grounded, the power rises to a breaking point and the roof of my Archives disintegrates. Power crackles above me, swirls around me, wraps along my feet below me.
I am the sky and the power of every storm that has ever been.
I am infinite.
A scream rips from my throat just as lightning splits the sky with a terrifying crack of thunder.
The bluish streak of silver death slams into the tower, and sparks flare as it explodes in a blast of stone.
Tairn roars with the unmistakable sound of pride.
"Lightning wielder.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Stop,' I put my hand on Xaden's arm. 'Xaden, stop. If you want me to go with you, I'll go. It's that simple.'
His gaze shifts to meet mine and immediately softens.
'No fucking way,' Dain whispers, but it reverberates in my bones like a lightning strike.
I pivot, dropping my hand from Xaden's arm, but it's obvious by Dain's expression that he now knows there's something between Xaden and me- and he's hurt. My stomach hits the ground. 'Dain-'
'Him?' Dain's eyes widen and his face flushes. 'You and... him?' He shakes his head. 'People talk, and I thought that's all it was, but you...' Disappointment drops his shoulders. 'Don't go, Violet. Please. He's going to get you killed.'
'I know you think Xaden has ulterior motives, but I trust him. He's had every opportunity and has never hurt me.' I move toward Dain. 'At some point, you have to let this go.'
Dain looks horrified for a second but quickly masks it. 'If he's what you choose...' He sighs. 'Then I guess that has to be enough for me, doesn't it?'
'Yes.' I nod. Thank gods all this nonsense is about to be past us.
He swallows hard and leans in to whisper. 'I'll miss you, Violet.' Then he pivots on his heel and heads for Cath.
'Thank you for trusting me,' Xaden says as I reach Tairn's foreleg.
'Always.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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We're all learning today. You need to learn how to stay on, and I need to learn why the hell it's so hard for you," he answers.
"Andarna needs to learn how to keep up. Tairn needs to learn how to share his space in a tighter flight formation, and every other dragon but Sgaeyl is too scared to fly closer."
Tairn chuffs in agreement we approach.
"And what is Sgaeyl learning?" I ask, eyeing the giant blue dragon.
Xaden grins. "She's been leading for almost three years now. She's going to have to learn how to follow. Or at least practice."
"Dragon relationships are absolutely incomprehensible." I murmur.
"Yeah? You should try a human one sometime. Just as vicious, but less fire.
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Andarnaurram.” The sweet, high voice of the golden fills my mind. “Andarna for short.” I feel the blood rush from my face, and the edges of my vision sway as I pivot on my good ankle, staring back across the field at where the golden dragon—Andarna—now stands between Tairn’s front legs. “Excuse me?” “Violet, are you all right?” the redhead asks, and everyone around me, above me, leans in. “Tell her,” the golden insists. “Tairn. What am I supposed to—” I think at him. “Tell the roll-keeper her name,” Tairn echoes. “Violet?” the roll-keeper repeats. “Do you need a mender?” I turn back to the woman and clear my throat. “And Andarnaurram,” I whisper. Her eyes fly wide. “Both dragons?” she squawks. I nod. And all hell breaks loose.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Tairn.” I keep my breathing as even as possible as Xaden stares at me, his face masked like an emotionless wingleader. “Silver One?” Tairn’s giant head swings in my direction. “They all carry rebellion relics,” I tell him. “Everyone in this squad besides me is the child of a separatist.” In the chaos of the flight field, Xaden constructed an all-marked squad. And they’re all. Fucking. Traitors. And I fell for it. I fell for him. “Yes. They are,” he agrees, resignation in his tone. My chest threatens to cave in as it truly hits me. This is so much worse than just Xaden betraying me, betraying our entire kingdom. There’s only one explanation as to why my own dragons have been so damned docile in the presence of the enemy. “You and Andarna lied to me, too.” The treachery of it is too much, and my shoulders dip from the weight of it.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Violet Sorrengail, for the record, please tell me the name of the dragon who chose you."
I lift my chin. "Tairneanach."
The woman grins, shaking her head as she writes down his name. "I can't believe he bonded. Violet, he's a legend."
"Andarnaurram." The sweet, high voice of the golden fills my mind. "Andarna for short."
I feel the blood rush from my face, and the edges of my vision sway as I pivot on my good ankle, staring back across the fields at where the golden dragon -Andarna- now stands between Tairn's front legs.
"Excuse me?"
"Violet, are you alright?" the redhead asks, and everyone around me, above me, leans in.
"Tell her," the golden insists.
"Tairn. What am I supposed to-" I think at him.
"Tell the roll-keeper her name," Tairn echoes.
"Violet?" the roll keeper repeats. "Do you need a mender?"
I turn back to the woman and clear my throat. " And Andarnaurram," I whisper.
Her eyes fly wide. "Both dragons?" She squeaks.
I nod.
And all hell breaks loose.
Two dragons. I have...two dragons.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Don't do this. Riders are known to die during War Games, and she's safer with me.' Dain argues. 'Anything could happen once we're away from Basgiath, let alone you taking her beyond the wards.'
'I'm not dignifying that with a response. This is an order.'
Dain's eyes narrow. 'Or has this been your plan all along? To separate her from her squad so you can use her to get your need for revenge on her mother?'
'Dain!' I shake my head at him. 'You know that's not going to happen.'
'Do I?' he fires back. 'He's made a big deal out of the whole if-she-dies-I-die thing, but do you know it for a fact? Do you know Tairn won't survive your death? Or has it all been a ploy to earn your trust, Violet?'
I suck in a sharp breath. 'You need to stop right now.'
'Please do quit while you're behind, Aetos,' Xaden seethes. 'You want the truth? She's a fuck of a lot safer with me beyond the wards than she is with you within them. We both know it.' The look in his eyes is similar to the one in Sgaeyl's, and it dawns on me why she chose him. They're both ruthless, both willing to annihilate whatever stands between them and what they want.
And Dain is in Xaden's path.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You want me,' I put my hand on his chest and feel his heart pounding. 'And I know that scares you even though I want you just as badly.'
He stiffens.
'But here's the thing,' I hold his gaze, knowing he could bolt at any second. 'You don't get to dictate how I feel. You might give the orders out there, but not in here. You don't get to tell me we can fuck but I can't fall for you. That's not fair. You can only respect what I choose to do. So we're not doing this again until I want to risk my heart. And if I fall, then that's my problem, not yours. You're not responsible for my choices.'
His jaw clenches once. Twice. And then he pushes off the wall, giving me space. 'I think that's for the best. I'm graduating soon, and who knows where I'll end up. Besides, you and I are chained together because of Sgaeyl and Tairn, which complicates... everything.' He retreats one step at a time, the distance more than just physical. 'Besides, with all that pretending, I'm sure we'll eventually forget last night ever happened.'
The way we're looking at each other tells me neither of us is ever going to forget. And he can avoid it all he wants, but we're going to end up right here time and again until he's willing to recognise what this is. Because if there's one thing I know for certain, it's that I'm going to fall for this man- if I haven't already- and he's halfway there, too, whether he realises it or not.
Turning my back on him, I walk to the shattered halves of my throwing target and pick them up before heading back across my room. 'I never figured you for a liar, Xaden.' I shove the halves at his chest. 'You can get me a new one when you're ready to come to your senses. Then we'll blow off some steam.' I throw the aggravating man out.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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dragons to the left and right launch skyward without their riders, headed back to the Vale. But not Tairn. Nope, he’s still standing behind me like an overprotective dad.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You're actually going to help me?'
'I've been helping you for months.' His hand flexes at my waist, and I swear I can feel the warmth of his touch through my cloak and leathers.
'No, you sent Liam to help. He's been helping me for months. My forehead puckers. 'Weeks. Almost months. Whatever.'
He has the nerve to look offended. 'I'm the one who burst through your door and killed everyone who attacked you, and then I removed the other threat to your life with a very public, very polarising display of vengeance. Liam didn't do that. I did.'
'The crowd wasn't polarised. They were all for it. I was there.'
'You were torn. In fact, you begged Tairn not to kill her, damn well knowing she'd just come after you again.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You have to go.' HIs words are clipped and at odds with the heat in his eyes, his ragged breaths.
'Why?' The cold is a shock to my system without his body heat.
'Because I can't.' He rakes both hands through his hair and leaves them on the top of his head. 'And I refuse to act on desire that isn't yours. So you have to walk back up those steps. Now.'
I shake my head. 'But I want-' Everything.
'This isn't your want.' He tilts his head up at the sky. 'That's the fucking problem. And I can't leave you out here on your own, so have just a little mercy on me and go.'
Silence ices over between us as I get ahold of myself. He's saying no.
And the shitty part about it isn't the chill of chivalrous rejection. It's that he's right. This started because I couldn't tell Tairn's emotions from my own. But those emotions are gone, aren't they? My door is wide open, and I don't feel anything coming from Tairn's direction.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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When you told me that this place strips everything away from you to reveal what's underneath, I was afraid. What if underneath the brittle bones and frail ligaments, there was just more weakness? Only this time, I wouldn't be able to blame my body.'
'You've never been weak to me, Vi-' Dain starts, but I shake my head.
'Don't you get it?' I interrupt. 'It doesn't matter what you think- it only matters what I think. And you were right. But the Riders Quadrant stripped away the fear and even the anger about being thrown into this quadrant, and it revealed who I really am. At my core, Dain, I'm a rider. Tairn knew it. Andarna knew it. It's why they chose me. And until you can stop looking for ways to keep me in a glass cage, we aren't going to get past things no matter how many years of friendship we have between us.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Tairn roars with the unmistakable sound of pride. “Lightning wielder.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Stay close to the wingleader until we return,” Tairn orders. Surely he meant to say squad leader. “You heard what
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Tairn says if you harm me, he’ll burn you,” I say as dragons to the left and right launch skyward without their riders, headed back to the Vale. But not Tairn. Nope, he’s still standing behind me like an overprotective dad.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Take it easy on him. He’s my best friend.” Tairn snorts.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Are you pushing for a reason?” Tairn asks. “Can you give me one not to?” “He cares for you. That’s already hard enough for him.” I scoff. “He cares about keeping me alive. There’s a difference.” “Not for him there isn’t.
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pivot toward the golden one, who is tucked in tight next to Tairn, surveying me with bright eyes as she flicks her feathertail. “I’m glad you made it.” “Glad” isn’t even the right word. Thrilled, relieved, grateful. “But maybe you should fly off the next time someone suggests you save yourself, eh?” She blinks. “Maybe I was saving you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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General Melgren’s dragon. I make out the patchy holes in his battle-scarred wings as he comes closer, his golden gaze focused on Tairn in a way that makes me nauseous. He growls, low in his throat, turning those sinister eyes on me. Tairn rumbles his own growl, stepping forward so I’m between his massive claws.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Do you know Tairn won’t survive your death? Or has it all been a ploy to earn your trust, Violet?
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Tairn?” It’s not just me going to war. “We will feast on their bones, Silver One.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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My name is Tairneanach, son of Murtcuideam and Fiaclanfuil, descended from the cunning Dubhmadinn line.” He stands to his full height, bringing me eye level with the canopy of trees around the clearing, and I squeeze a little tighter with my thighs. “But I’m not going to assume that you’ll be able to remember that once we reach the field, so Tairn will do until I inevitably have to remind you.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Tairn’s roar startles me, and I twitch, which only intensifies the already indescribable torture racking my body now. “What was that?” Garrick asks from somewhere to the left. “He basically said that he’ll cook me alive if I fail,” Xaden replies, holding me closer.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Why are you even here?” Dain challenges. “No offense, sir, but we weren’t exactly expecting senior leadership on this trip.” “You’re more than aware that Sgaeyl and Tairn are mated.” “Three days?” Dain fires back, leaning in. “You couldn’t make it three days?” “It has nothing to do with him,” I interrupt, setting my dragon down with a little more force than necessary. “That’s up to Tairn and Sgaeyl.” “You never considered that it was you I couldn’t stay away from?
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Quit telling Sgaeyl about my sleep habits,” I grumble at Tairn. “I’m not dignifying that demand with a response.” “Andarna is my favorite.” Tairn snorts.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I'm not dignifying that demand with a response."
"Andarna is my favorite."
Tairn snorts.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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standing on end. “We’re twenty minutes out from Athebyne, so hydrate! We have no idea what kind of scenario is waiting for us,” Xaden calls out, his voice carrying over the squad. “You doing all right?” Liam asks, coming my way as Tairn and Andarna both take the few steps they need to access the water. “Stay with Tairn,” I tell Andarna. She’s a shiny target this far from the protection of the Vale. “I will.” Gods, I should have left her at Basgiath. What the hell was I thinking, bringing her out here? She’s just a kid, and this flight has been grueling. “It was never your choice,” Tairn lectures. “Humans, even bonded ones, do not decide where dragons fly. Even one as young as Andarna knows her own mind.” His words bring little comfort. When push comes to shove, I’m responsible for her safety. “Violet?” Concern furrows Liam’s brow. “If I say I’m not sure, will you think less of me?” There are so many ways to answer that question. Physically, I’m sore but fine, but mentally… Well, I’m a mess of anxiety and anticipation for what the War Games will bring. We were warned the quadrant always loses ten percent of the graduating class in the final test, but it’s more than that. I just can’t put my finger on it. “I’d think you’re being honest.” I glance to the left and see Xaden deep in conversation with Garrick. Naturally, the section leader made the cut for Xaden’s personal squad. Xaden looks my way, our eyes locking for a second, and that’s all it takes to remind my body that I had him naked a few hours ago, the lines of his carved muscles straining against my skin. I’m so damned in love with that man. How am I supposed to keep it off my face? Just be professional. That’s all I have to do. Though the way I’m hyperaware of each and every thing he’s said and done since leaving his bedroom pretty much makes me a walking example of why first-years shouldn’t sleep with their wingleaders, let alone fall in love with them. Good thing he’s only my wingleader
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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What are you wearing?” I ask Andarna, who struts out from under Tairn’s wing with her head held high, boasting a contraption that reminds me of a saddle but isn’t. “The wingleader had it made for me. See? It hooks to Tairn’s.” I can’t help but smile as I see the shape of the triangle on Andarna’s back that I’m sure fits the one on Tairn’s chest. “It’s amazing.” “It’s just in case I can’t keep up. Now I can come along!
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I feel the blood rush from my face, and the edges of my vision sway as I pivot on my good ankle, staring back across the field at where the golden dragon—Andarna—now stands between Tairn’s front legs. “Excuse me?
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Xaden isn’t only twice as ruthless, but he’s dangerously unpredictable.” I blink. “Wait. What are you saying?” “They’re a mated pair, Tairn and Sgaeyl. The strongest bonded pair in centuries.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Why would you do that to him?' I hurl at Xaden, then shake my head. I don't care why. 'Forget it,' I mutter, then march off, heading back toward the spot where Tairn told me to wait.
'Because you put too much faith in him,' Xaden answers anyway, catching up to me without even lengthening his stride. 'And knowing who to trust is the only thing that will keep you alive- keep us alive- not only in the quadrant but after graduation.'
'There is no us,' I say, dodging a racer as she races past. Dragons land left and right, the ground trembling with the force of the riot's movement. I've never seen so many dragons at flight in the same moment.
'Oh, I think you'll find that's no longer the case,' ...
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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He can’t die for me. “Tairn,” I cry. “Tell me what to do.” “There’s nothing you can do, Silver One.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Is that a saddle?” I jump back from Xaden, but he doesn’t budge an inch as Dain interrupts, holding a giant yellow flag on a four-foot pole, his eyes wide as he stares at Tairn. “No, it’s a collar,” Tairn snips, snapping his teeth together.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You’ve wielded lightning besides yesterday’s display during the War Games?”
I debate keeping my answer to myself, but my silence isn’t going to help. “A few times.”
“And both times were the result of emotional reactions?”
Tairn snorts, and I smack his foreleg with the back of my hand. “Yes.”
“Well, then start there. Ground in your power and try to feel whatever it was you were feeling.” He goes back to his notebook.
“Should I get the wingleader?” Tairn flat-out laughs in my head.
“Shut up.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Trust him,” Tairn demands. “It’s not that easy.” “It has to be for now.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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They’re a mated pair, Tairn and Sgaeyl. The strongest bonded pair in centuries.” My mind whirs. Mated
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Each time a dragon chooses a rider, that bond is stronger than the last, which means that if you die, Violence, it sets off a chain of events that potentially ends with me dying, too.” His expression is immovable marble, but the anger in his eyes leaves me breathless. It’s pure…rage. “So yeah, unfortunately for everyone involved, there’s now an us if the Empyrean lets Tairn’s choice stand.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Yep! We’re talking about you!” Andarna says as the line passes by, and she joins. “Stay close to the wingleader until we return,” Tairn orders. Surely he meant to say squad leader. “You heard what I said.” Or not.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Should I get the wingleader?” Tairn flat-out laughs in my head. “Shut up.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Of all the people in the quadrant, Tairn had to bond Sorrengail?"
"Feel free to question his motives," Sgaeyl suggests.
"Hell no, I prefer my head attached.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Let’s go, Golden One,” Tairn says,
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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You’re making us look bad. Stop it.” I’m clasped in Tairn’s claws. He’s actually…caught me instead of finding me unworthy and letting me fall to my death. “It’s not like it’s easy to stay on your back when you’re doing acrobatics!” I shout up. He glances down at me, and I swear the ridge above his eye arches. “Simple flight is hardly acrobatics.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Later that evening, after dinner, I make my way to the sparring gym. Everything hurts from how many times I slid off Tairn’s back, and I’m pretty sure there are bruises under my arms from him catching me.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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the bond between our dragons that keeps me reaching in every way possible for this man. It’s my reckless heart. I’ve kept out of his bed—out of his arms—because he’s adamant I can’t fall for him, but that ship has long sailed, so what’s the point in holding back? Shouldn’t I grab hold of every moment we can have while he’s still here? I take the first step onto the narrow stone bridge and put my arms out for balance. It’s just like walking along Tairn’s spine, which I’ve done hundreds of times. Except I’m in a dress. And Tairn isn’t going to catch me if I fall. He’s going to be so pissed when he hears that I did this— “Already am.” Xaden’s head snaps in my direction. “Violence?” I take a step and then another, holding my frame upright with muscle memory I didn’t have last year, and begin to cross.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Codagh,” Tairn answers. General Melgren’s dragon.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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I have to get out of here before I make an epic mistake and take Tairn’s feelings out on Liam.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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Well, then start there. Ground in your power and try to feel whatever it was you were feeling.” He goes back to his notebook. “Should I get the wingleader?” Tairn flat-out laughs in my head.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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That sizzle of magic grows to a lethal, swirling vortex of energy, and though my feet are still firmly grounded, the power rises to a breaking point and the roof of my Archives disintegrates. Power crackles above me, swirls around me, wraps along my feet below me. I am the sky and the power of every storm that has ever been. I am infinite. A scream rips from my throat just as lightning splits the sky with a terrifying crack of thunder. The bluish streak of silver death slams into the tower, and sparks flare as it explodes in a blast of stone. Tairn banks to avoid the blast, and I pivot in the saddle. Jack falls down the mountainside in an avalanche of rock that I know he can’t survive. From the way Baide cries beneath us, she knows it, too. My hand trembles as I sheathe the clean dagger at my ribs. The only blood to be found is on the rocks below, though I look at my hands as though they should be covered in death. Tairn roars with the unmistakable sound of pride. “Lightning wielder.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))
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There’s a pulling sensation in my chest, then a snap as we cross the barrier of the wards. “It feels different,” I tell Tairn. “Without the wards, magic is wilder here. It’s easier for dragons to communicate within the wards. The wingleader will have to take that into account when commanding his wing from this outpost.” “I’m sure he’s already thought of that.
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Rebecca Yarros (Fourth Wing (The Empyrean, #1))