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The real battle for your own soul isn't about falling from a great height; it's about descending, or not, one choice at a time.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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When a group comes together around something they love,” I said, “it changes things. It changes how they see one another. It becomes a community. Something greater than the sum of its parts.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Speak for yourself,” Murphy said. “I just gave my last grenade to a Valkyrie and ordered her to blow up a kraken. I’m having a ball.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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We’ve got a goddamned wizard! Fuck those guys!
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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War leaves you precious little time to be human. It’s one of the more horrible realities about it.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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You!” I said, relishing the moment. “Shall not! Pass!
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Death isn’t when your body stops working. It’s when there’s no more future. When you can’t see past right now, because you stopped believing in tomorrow.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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When it gets here, we’ll run out and dance in it,” I said. “Why?” Maggie asked. “If we don’t, life has just as much rain,” I said, “but way less dancing.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Good man,” I said. “You’re handling this well.” “I am not,” Bradley said without slowing his steps. “I am not.” “Then you are freaking out in the most useful way possible,” I said. “Keep it up.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Doesn’t matter where you go in the world—if you’re good at your job, people who are good enough at theirs to see it will respect you for it.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Everyone,” she said, “thinks that hate and love are somehow opposite forces. They are not. They are the same force, facing opposite directions.” She glanced aside at me. “Love is a fire, my Knight. Love turned the wrong way has killed as many as hate. Reason, young wizard, is the opposite of hate, not love.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Lightning struck, a hawk cried in fury, and then a goddamned grizzly bear fell out of the night sky and onto Ethniu’s head. Don’t care how Titanic you are. No one expects an orbital-drop grizzly.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Nothing you ever do can change the past. Can’t live your life looking backwards or you’ll spend it walking in circles.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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The hour when you sit up in bed, sweating from nightmares. The hour when you awaken for no reason but to fear the future. The hour when you stare at the clock, willing yourself to sleep, knowing it isn’t going to happen, and weariness and despair beat upon the doors to the vaults of your mind with leaden clubs. That’s when an apocalypse begins: the witching hour.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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I couldn’t ever remember actually doing more than waving at this guy as I went past. I was pretty sure I hadn’t ever introduced my dog. How did he know Mouse’s name? Damned pooch is more a of people person than I’ll ever be.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Do you remember the hardest lesson of power?” “Knowing when not to use it?
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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There are a lot of ways to get ready for trouble. You get ready to fight. That’s one of them. But it’s even more important that you build something worth fighting for.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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I hate that you're here with me,” I said. "I know." "And I'm glad that you're here with me.” "I know.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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My scrotum attempted to travel back in time.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Everyone thinks that hate and love are somehow opposite forces. They are not. They are the same force, facing opposite directions... Love turned the wrong way has killed as many as hate.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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I might be the dumb kid with the sledgehammer from his father’s toolshed, compared to the sword-saint samurai who were the Senior Council—but I had discovered, in my time, that no matter how skilled and elegant a foe might be, a sledgehammer to the skull is a sledgehammer to the skull.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Good, because your mother says you’re not getting out of helping in the kitchen just because you’re a faerie princess now. She got you those long kitchen gloves so that you can still wash dishes.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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I am Harry, son of Malcolm," I shouted back. "I have battled dark sorcerers and black knights! I have fought men and beasts in numbers too great for counting, invaded the heart of Winter, confronted necromancers and the living dead, vampires and ghouls and demons in their hordes endless! I have matched wits with the six Queens of Faerie and prevailed, and thwarted the combined will of the White Council! When they came for my child, I smote the Red Court of Vampires, and laid them in ruin for all the world to see. I am Harry, son of Malcolm, and I have entered the vaults of Tartarus, and stolen its treasures beneath the gaze of Hades himself! And I'm about to add giant slaying to my résumé.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Eventually, it’s better to go forward into it and have things settled than to huddle in terror for one second longer.
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An old hatred. The hardest kind to resist.
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dredged up a quote from someone I rarely agreed with about anything. “What’s the point of free will, if not to spit in the eye of destiny?
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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We all must die, Dresden. There is no shame in dying for something worthwhile.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Some things should hurt. Some things should leave you with scars. Some things should haunt your nightmares. Some things should be burned into memory. Because that was the only way to make sure that they would be fought. It was the only way to face them. It was the only way to cast down the future agents of death and havoc before they could bring things to this. The words never again mean more to some people than others.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Some things should hurt. Some things should leave you with scars. Some things should haunt your nightmares. Some things should be burned into memory.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Fight like a woman, my ass,” Murphy muttered darkly,
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Harry, I must say,” Toot-Toot said, dropping his voice to a stage sotto voce, “that’s frozen pizza. What are you doing?” “It’s symbolic pizza,” I said. “Symbolic pizza sucks!” Toot shouted. “None of it is good for you,” Lacuna insisted. “Guys!” I said. “The pizza—all the pizza—is in danger!” That got their attention. Toot-Toot whirled to face me in horror. “What?!” Lacuna’s face suffused with joy. “What!?” I gave them the kindergarten-level, probably cheaply animated rundown on who Ethniu was. “And now,” I concluded, “she’s coming here to kill all the people.” “Uh-huh,” Toot said, nodding, listening, completely supportive. “And me,” I said. “Uh-huh,” Toot said, brightly, waiting. “And all the pizza shops,” I said. “Oh no!” Toot wailed. He buzzed in a vertical circle. “Oh no, oh no, oh no!
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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More rain coming,” Maggie said. “When it gets here, we’ll run out and dance in it,” I said. “Why?” Maggie asked. “If we don’t, life has just as much rain,” I said, “but way less dancing.” “You’re silly, Dad.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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The man closed his eyes for a moment. Then he whispered, “My little girl was born early yesterday. She’s still in the hospital. They couldn’t move her.” “Well,” I said. “That makes it pretty simple. But that’s not the same thing as easy, is it.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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People who are scared need to laugh, and the scarier things are, the more they need it.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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We didn’t charge into the fray so much as aggressively shamble.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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I liked it way better when I could just be openly defiant, rather than being forced to resort to reason.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Compartmentalize and conquer.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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The words never again mean more to some people than others.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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I’m not saying pain is what defines us as human beings. But it is, in many ways, what unites us.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Ah. Destiny is a . . . stone-cold bitch.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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And for a time, there was nothing else to be done. I wept. And the city burned.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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I wonder what it says about me that pizza has been one of the better long-term investments in my career.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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They say civilization is a thin veneer over barbarism. Chicago stood waiting for the first tearing sound.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Marcone’s eyes widened. One of his hands twitched. “And the adults let you have it?
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Because nothing cuts through bullshit like a proper fireball.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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The Fomor had released the freaking kraken.
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You can't fix tomorrow until it gets here.” “Which is weird, because you can screw it up from decades away.
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Lara said. “They’re smart, skilled, dedicated, professional, they’ve got several centuries of collective knowledge through the Masons, and they will absolutely be coming to learn whatever they can. They are extremely dangerous.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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I used to wonder how people could run forward into things like that. I think it’s about the environment. There’s just too much confusion, too much fear, too much pain, to think rationally. It’s not a rational place. When death is all around, forward can get to looking like a pretty good way out. And humans can only bear tension, fear, and worry for so long. We aren’t built to sit quietly under such burdens. We’re built to go out and deal with whatever is causing them. We aren’t built to sit and take it. We were made to take action. Eventually, too much pressure will bring a willing fight out of anybody. Even in a nightmare hellscape. Or especially in a nightmare hellscape. Eventually, it’s better to go forward into it and have things settled than to huddle in terror for one second longer.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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You’ll never value information that comes to you easily.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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And I had a hole in my chest that was going to take time to heal. But after a lot of time, and hurt, it would heal.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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The thing about creatures as big as the Jotun is that they come without power steering.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Apocalypses always kick off at the witching hour.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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You don’t exactly sleep, in situations like that. You close your eyes and stop moving, and then a lot of complicated things happen in your brain.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Her chin lifted, and her hard, cold eyes flickered in naked, unconcealed pride. “Never once in your life, my Knight, have you taken the easy road. I chose well.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Mab glanced at me wearily. “You know what it is,” she said, “to sell pieces of your soul so that someone who will never know your name will have another chance at life.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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But Death plays no favorites and makes no exceptions.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Two weeks,” Rawlins muttered as I left. “Gonna die of cliché poisoning.
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Tonight, he is the enemy of my enemy.” Toot gasped and gripped his spear more tightly. “A double enemy!
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Trouble was coming. Murphy was gone. And I had a hole in my chest that was going to take time to heal. But after a lot of time, and hurt, it would heal. And right now, I was about to have a nice meal with people who cared about me, and about one another. There are a lot of ways to get ready for trouble. You get ready to fight. That’s one of them. But it’s even more important that you build something worth fighting for.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Graceland is, in many ways, Chicago’s memory. The graves there mark the resting places of titans of industry, holy men, gangsters, politicians, near saints, and madmen and murderers. Tales of tragedy, of vast hubris, of bitter greed and steadfast love, are represented in the markers that stand over the graves of thousands.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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And everyone you’ll ever face in a battle to the death is undefeated.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Fuel a love spell with rage and you’re likely to get some odd side effects, for example.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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When the Queens of Summer and Winter took to the same field, there were always storms.
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Great, grinding thunder raised its voice in a throaty roar, and the air turned to falling water.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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It’s our common enemy, though it isn’t, really, an enemy. Pain is, at least when our bodies are working properly, a teacher. A really tough, really strict, and perfectly fair teacher.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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She wasn’t even trying to keep things subtle.
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But it’s even more important that you build something worth fighting for.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the house, not a creature was stirring except me and Mouse.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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The hour when you sit up in bed, sweating from nightmares. The hour when you awaken for no reason but to fear the future. The hour when you stare at the clock, willing yourself to sleep, knowing it isn’t going to happen, and weariness and despair beat upon the doors to the vaults of your mind with leaden clubs.
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Granted, the battle harness and the P90 she carried (illegally, if that mattered at this point) made her a little lumpier and pointier than the dictates of romance typically mandated for a love interest, but all things considered, I didn’t mind.
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it left me suspended uncomfortably, stretched out between the overwhelming opposing forces, just trying to hang on. Story of my freaking life.
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Any will can be broken.
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Immortality offers a significant advantage, but it is no substitute for intelligence. Remember that, young wizard.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Do you know the difference between courage and foolhardiness, Dresden?” “Any insurance adjuster would say no.” He waved a hand at my banter, as though that was all the acknowledgment it deserved. “Hindsight,” he said. “Until the extended consequences of any action are known, it is both courageous and foolish. And neither.” “Well,” I said, “tonight you earned yourself a Schrödinger’s Medal, I guess.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Just out of curiosity,” I said, “is it going to be possible for her to freeze someone’s heart and turn them into an ice statue?” Mab looked baffled.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Knock-knock,” I said. Drakul frowned down at me and arched an eyebrow. “Oh, come on,” I said. “Here I am facing death and telling you a knock-knock joke. Why would I do such a thing?” I gave him the best grin I could while clenching my teeth. “Eternity is a long time to wonder about a punch line. Knock-knock.” “Who,” said Drakul, in his mellifluous accent, his eyes narrowed, “is there?” “Thousand-pound gorilla,” I rasped. “Thousand-pound gorilla who?” asked Drakul. And River Shoulders roared and hit him with a twelve-foot-long concrete obelisk.
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terrified. What it does to you to see the power of darkness,
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Bob,” I said. “We’re going to bind a Titan.” “Fuck that!” the skull sputtered. “I’m going to Utah!
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It is a unicorn,” Mab said, “not a . . . ride-sharing service.
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Apocalypse isn’t an event,” Nemesis murmured. “It is a frame of mind.
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Bad guys from my side of the street have decided to destroy Chicago. And every monster and weirdo in Chicago has turned out to fight them.
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Murphy squeezed back. “Harry. You can’t fix tomorrow until it gets here.” “Which is weird, because you can screw it up from decades away.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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Gotta tell you, Murph,” I sighed back. “I got a bad feeling about this.” “Speak for yourself,” Murphy said. “I just gave my last grenade to a Valkyrie and ordered her to blow up a kraken. I’m having a ball.
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Jim Butcher (Battle Ground (The Dresden Files, #17))
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The creation of the community encourages investment in that community,” I said. “Once they’ve invested, they’ll fight to protect it.
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If you tell anyone about this, Dresden,” she said, “I will murder you slowly. With dental implements.
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The opening notes of the Guns N’ Roses hit “Welcome to the Jungle” began to echo from the buildings behind us, Slash’s guitar sending those tones bouncing around the concrete and towers, somehow resonating with the steel and stone of the streets and buildings of the city. Chicago herself became the speaker, music ringing off every surface, setting the ground to quivering in resonance.
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Let the deep things stay deep.
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And we owe them the gesture of helping to make their future more secure after what we took from them.
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I’m not saying pain is what defines us as human beings. But it is, in many ways, what unites us. We all recognize other people in pain.
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spun back to the enemy, brought my shield up—and stood tall. “You!” I said, relishing the moment. “Shall not! Pass!
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Kill the bridge, dammit!” I shouted back. I heard the Sword of Faith come alight in his hands, and a glance over my shoulder showed him hacking through the bridge at his feet as if it had been made of so many soap bubbles. I spun back to the enemy, brought my shield up—and stood tall. “You!” I said, relishing the moment. “Shall not! Pass!” They replied with a hail of automatic weapons fire. The impacts against my shield all but blinded me.
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Apocalypse isn't an event, it is a state of mind
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Apocalypse isn't an event, it is a frame of mind
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There’s no cold like the cold of dark water. It’s . . . almost a predator, a living thing, and you can feel it ripping the heat out of you the instant you’re immersed in it.
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Maybe the process of becoming something horrible wasn’t about temptation to sin, forbidden delights, and bad impulse control. Maybe it was about choosing to throw your soul into a meat grinder, over and over again. Until what remained couldn’t even be seen as a soul any longer. Maybe the real monsters, the big bad monsters, aren’t created. They’re forged. Hammered. One blow at a time.
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Immortality offers a significant advantage, but it is no substitute for intelligence.
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Apocalypses always kick off at the witching hour. That’s something you know now.
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Ever heard a pack of wolves growling in anger? It’s less than restful.
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