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I am someone with neither past nor future, everything I do is to find my connection to this world. Where do I come from, why I am here? Can you imagine that if someone like me disappear in this world, nobody would even notice, like I have never existed, that I would leave no trace behind. Sometimes when I look into the mirror, I always doubt if I do exist, or what I see is just an illusion.
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Lei Xu (Daomu Biji Vol. 11, 10 Years Later (Grave Robbers' Chronicle))