Colton Haynes Quotes

I reminded myself I’d gotten what I wanted: my freedom

I look to the sky and feel her ghost.

Destroy me, put me back together, push me out into the winter night

Alcoholism is the only disease you get yelled at for having

I’d wanted our relationship to end, but I didn’t want him to have anyone else either. It was irrational, but it made me furious.

Things are different when you become famous. More different still when you are taking pills all the time. You become less present; life gets a little blurrier. There were long days on set, but I don’t remember them. I can’t recall many of the high highs or low lows, even though I know they happened. Instead, what feels most vivid is the memory of the constant loneliness.

This was always the pattern with me—craving attention from older men, then feeling, somehow, like I wasn’t enough, or I had fallen short of their expectations of me. I’d wanted to be seen, but in that moment I wished I were invisible.