Captive Prince Laurent Quotes

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I lack," said Laurent, "the easy mannerisms that are usually shared with," you could see him pushing the words out, "a lover." "You lack the easy mannerisms that are usually shared with anyone," said Damen.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Laurent could inspire homicidal tendencies simply by breathing.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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Stop enjoying yourself," Damen murmured. "We're going to be killed, any minute." "Giant animal," said Laurent. "Stop it.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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A golden prince was easy to love if you did not have to watch him picking wings off flies.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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Laurent said, β€˜Hello, lover.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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I miss you," said Laurent. "I miss our conversations.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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That’s right, I’m still captured,’ said Damen. β€˜Your eyes say, β€œFor now,”’ Laurent said. β€˜Your eyes have always said, β€œFor now.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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After a long moment Laurent said, with painful honesty, "I...find it difficult to let go of control." "No kidding," said Damen.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Don't", said Laurent, "toy with me. I - have not the means to defend against this.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Is there anyone at this court who isn't my enemy?" "Not if I can help it," Laurent said.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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Nephew. you were not invited to these discussions.' 'And yet, here I am. It's very irritating, isn't it?' Said Laurent.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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You see?” said Laurent. β€œHe has forgiven me for the small matter of the whip. I have forgiven him for the small matter of killing my brother. All hail the alliance.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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How can you trust me, after what your own brother did to you?" "Because he was false", said Damen, "and you are true. I have never known a truer man.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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To gain everything and lose everything in the space of a moment. That is the fate of all princes destined for the throne.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Damen's understanding of Laurent rearranged itself, in order that he might despise him more accurately.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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I know who you are, Damianos,’ said Laurent.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Damen now knew the precise number of arrows Laurent needed to have trained on him in order to shut him up. It was six.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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When laced into his clothing, Laurent's dangerous grace lent him an almost androgynous quality. Or perhaps it was more accurate to say that it was rare to associate Laurent with a physical body at all: you were always dealing with a mind.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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There was a man I was supposed to meet. He’s got all these ideas about honour and fair play, and he tries to keep me from doing the wrong thing. But he’s not here right now. Unfortunately for you.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Laurent entered, an edge to his grace, like a leopard with a headache.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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The ache of loss didn't make sense, because Laurent had never been his.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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I miss you too,’ he said. β€˜I’m jealous of Isander.’ β€˜Isander’s a slave.’ β€˜I was a slave.’ The moment ached. Laurent met his gaze, his eyes too clear. β€˜You were never a slave, Damianos. You were born to rule, as I was.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Laurent said, β€˜No. I’m not here to—’ He said, β€˜I’m just here.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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There was a warmth in his chest whenever he looked at Laurent. He didn't look often for that reason.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Laurent wasn't loved. Laurent wasn't liked. Even among his own men, who would follow him off a cliff, there was the unequivocal consensus that Laurent was, as Orlant had once described him, a cast iron bitch, that it was a very bad idea to get on his bad side, and that as for his good side, he didn't have one.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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You're still wearing it." He couldn't help but say it. Laurent's wrist was heavy with gold, like the colour of his hair in the firelight. "So are you." "Tell me why." "You know why," said Laurent.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Damen to Jord about Laurent: 'He needs me,' said Damen. 'I don't care if you tell the world.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Let him come to Charcy, with his hithertos and his wherefores, and there he will find me, and with all the might of my kingdom I will scourge him from the field. "And if you want a personal message," said Laurent, "You can tell my uncle boykiller that he can cut the head off every child from here to the capital. It won't make him into a king, it will simply mean he has no one left to fuck.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Can you stand? We need to move out. It's not safe for you here. Too many people want to kill you.' After a moment, Laurent said, 'Everyone to the south, but only half the people to the north.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Why do you give me good advice?" asked Laurent. Isn't that why you brought me with you? Instead of speaking those words aloud, Damen said, "Why don't you take any of it?
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Torveld favoured Laurent with another of those long, admiring looks that were starting to come with grating frequency. Damen frowned. Laurent was a nest of scorpions in the body of one person. Torveld looked at him and saw a buttercup.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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This," said Laurent, "is a little moreβ€”" It was a word of sharp points: "β€”intimate," he said, "than ice." "Too intimate?" Damen said. Slowly, he was kneading Laurent's shoulders. He did not usually think of himself as someone with suicidal impulses.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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It was with a shock that he felt the touch of Laurent's fingers against the back of his wrist. [...] Laurent was shifting the fabric of his sleeve, sliding it back slightly to reveal the gold underneath, until the wrist cuff he had asked the blacksmith to leave on was exposed between them. 'Sentiment?' said Laurent. 'Something like that.' Their eyes met and he could feel each beat of his heart. A few seconds of silence, a space that lengthened, until Laurent spoke. 'You should give me the other.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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That isn't why. She would have chosen him even if you'd had royal blood in your veins, even if you'd had the same blood as Kastor. You don't understand the way a mind like that thinks. I do. If I were Jokaste and a king maker, I'd have chosen Kastor over you too.' 'I suppose you are going to enjoy telling me why,' said Damen. He felt his hands curl into fists, heard the bitterness in his throat. 'Because a king maker would always choose the weaker man. The weaker the man, the easier he is to control.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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It’s not naive to trust your family.’ β€˜I promise you, it is,’ said Laurent. β€˜But I wonder, is it less naive than the moments when I find myself trusting a stranger, my barbarian enemy, whom I do not treat gently.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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He wasn't sure how it would be, but when Laurent saw who was beside him, he smiled, the expression a little shy but completely genuine. Damen, who hadn't been expecting it, felt the single painful beat of his heart. He'd never thought Laurent could look like that at anyone.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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She was intelligent, accomplished, beautiful. She was everything I could have asked for in a woman. But she was a king maker. She wanted power. She must have thought her only path to the throne was through Kastor.' 'My honourable barbarian. I wouldn't have picked that as your type.' 'Type?' 'A pretty face, a devious mind and a ruthless nature.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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I'm glad you're here,' said Laurent. 'I always thought that I'd have to face my uncle alone.' He turned to look at Damen, and their eyes met. 'You're not alone,' said Damen. Laurent didn't answer, but he did give a smile, and reached out to touch Damen, wordlessly.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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You can tell my uncle boykiller that he can cut the head off every child from here to the capital. It won't make him into a king, it will simply mean he has no one left to fuck.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Damen thought that if Laurent was holding his hand, he must be dying.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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After a moment, Laurent said, β€˜He would have liked you.’ β€˜Even after I started courting his little brother?’ said Damen carefully. He watched Laurent stop, the way that he did when he was taken by surprise, and then lift his eyes to meet Damen’s. β€˜Yes,’ said Laurent softly, his cheeks reddened slightly.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Now, Laurent was beside him. Aloof, untouchable Laurent was beside him, kneeling on the wet marble hundreds of miles from home, with nothing in his eyes but Damen.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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I didn't send them after you,' said the cool, familiar voice. 'I sent them after the Regent's Guard, who were making enough racket to raise the dead, the drunk, and those without ears.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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Don't think, he'd said, because it was easier than saying, Take me for who I am. He couldn't bear that suddenly. He wanted it without pretences, without excuses, his fingers curling hard into Laurent's hair. 'It's me,' said Damen. 'It's me, here with you. Say my name.' 'Damianos.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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You seem to vacillate between assistance and assault. Which is it?' 'I'm not surprised you've driven three men to try and kill you, I'm only surprised there weren't more,' said Damen, bluntly. 'There were,' said Laurent, 'more.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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What are you doing?" Damen's breath was shaky. "What am I doing? You are not very observant." "You're not yourself," said Damen. "And even if you were, you don't do anything without a dozen motives." Laurent went very still, the soft words half bitter. "Don't I? I must want something.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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He's the captive Kastor sent you to train?' said Torveld, curiously. 'He's--safe?' 'He looks combative, but he's really very docile and adoring,' said Laurent, 'like a puppy.' 'A puppy,' said Torveld. To demonstrate, Laurent picked up a confection of crushed nuts and honey and held it out to Damen as he had at the ring, between thumb and forefinger. 'Sweetmeat?' said Laurent. In the stretched-out moment that followed, Damen thought explicitly about killing him.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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Stay back, old man. It isn't your business. This is the Prince of Vere.' 'But---I only paid three coppers for him,' said Volo, sounding confused.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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I don't have sleeves to carry handkerchiefs in,' said Damen. 'I wouldn't mind being given a knife.' 'Or a fork?' said Laurent.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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What makes you think Kastor is the weaker man? You don't know him.' 'But I'm coming to know you,' said Laurent.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Having made the decision to let Damen in, Laurent had not gone back on it. When the walls went up, it was with Damen inside them.
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C.S. Pacat (The Summer Palace (Captive Prince Short Stories, #2))
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No, I don't care. Tomorrow you leave. But you're mine now. You're still my slave tonight.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Damen felt Laurent start shaking against him, and realised that, silently, helplessly, he was laughing. There came the sound of at least two more sets of footsteps striding into the room, greeted with: 'Here he is. We found him fucking this derelict, disguised as the tavern prostitute.' 'This is the tavern prostitute. You idiot, the Prince of Vere is so celibate I doubt he even touches himself once every ten years. You. We're looking for two men. One was a barbarian soldier, a giant animal. The other was blond. Not like this boy. Attractive.' 'There was a blond lord's pet downstairs,' said Volo. 'Brained like a pea and easy to hoodwink. I don't think he was the Prince.' 'I wouldn't call him blond. More like mousy. And he wasn't that attractive,' said the boy, sulkily. The shaking, progressively, had worsened. 'Stop enjoying yourself,' Damen murmured. 'We're going to be killed, any minute.' 'Giant animal,' said Laurent. 'Stop it.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Damen said, 'Men, sometimes.' 'In the absence of women?' 'When I want them.' 'If I'd known that, I might have felt a frisson of danger, lying next to you.' 'You did know that,' said Damen
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Say it,’ said Damen. β€˜I yield.’ It was gritted out. Laurent’s head turned away to one side. β€˜I want you to know,’ he said, the words thick and heavy as they pushed out of him, β€˜that I could have done this any time when I was a slave.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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I'm not going to use the knife," said Damen, "but if you're willing to put it in my hand, you underestimate how much I want to." "No," said Laurent, "I know exactly what it is to want to kill a man, and to wait.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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I want you," said Damen. "You've had me," said Laurent. "Twice. I can still feel the . . . sensation of it." Laurent shifted, just so. Damen buried his face in Laurent's neck and groaned, and there was laughter too, and something akin to happiness that hurt as it pushed at the inside of his chest. "Stop it. You will not be able to walk," said Damen. "I'd welcome the chance to walk," said Laurent. "I have to ride a horse.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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My scorn and contempt,' said Laurent, 'are not in need of your leniency. Lord Touars, you face me in my own kingdom, you inhabit my lands, and you breathe at my pleasure. Make your own choice.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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After a long moment, Laurent said, "I'm going to need some help standing up.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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A kingdom, or this?
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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Friends,' said Laurent, 'Is that what we are?' [...] Damen said, with helpless honesty, 'Laurent, I am your slave.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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I hurt you, Laurent." "That's enough, stop," said Laurent. "It wasn't right. You were just a boy. You didn't deserve what happened to you." "I said that's enough." "Is it so hard to hear?
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Damen watched as alone, unattended, Laurent had left his own banquet to find him, to follow him here, up the worn steps out onto the battlements. Laurent fitted himself next to him, a comfortable, unobtrusive presence that took up room in Damen's chest. They stood on the edge of the fort they had won together.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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He didn't reprimand Damen. He didn't seem particularly displeased with barbaric behavior, as long as it was directed outward. Like a man who enjoys owning an animal who will rake others with its claws but eat peacefully from his own hand, he was giving his pet a great deal of license. As a result, courtiers kept one eye on Damen, giving him a wide berth. Laurent used that to his advantage, using the propensity of courtiers to fall back in reaction to Damen's presence as a means of extricating himself smoothly from conversation. The third time this happened Damen said, 'Shall I make a face at the ones you don't like, or is it enough to just look like a barbarian?
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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Makedon was explaining the virtues of iron tea to Laurent, and when Laurent massaged his own temple with finely bred fingers, Makedon remarked, rising, β€˜You should have your slave fetch you some.’ β€˜Fetch me some,’ Laurent said. Damen rose. And stopped. Laurent had gone very still. Damen stood there, awkwardly. He could think of no other reason why he had stood up. He looked up and his eyes met those of Nikandros, who was staring at him. Nikandros was with a small group to one side of the table, the last of the men in the hall. He was the only one to have seen and heard. Damen just stood there. β€˜This meeting is over,’ Nikandros announced to the men around him, too loudly. β€˜The King is ready to ride.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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You broke a man today. Doesn't that affect you at all? These are lives, not pieces in a chess game with your uncle.' 'You're wrong. We are on my uncle's board and these men are all his pieces.' 'Then each time you move one of them, you can congratulate yourself on how much like him you are.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Once in his lifeβ€”Laurent got only two words out before the man simply did what most people wanted to do when speaking with Laurent: he hit him.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Laurent stopped. Damen could see the moment when Laurent decided to continue. It was deliberate, his eyes meeting Damen's, his tone subtly changed. 'Damianos of Akielos was commanding troops at seventeen. At nineteen, he rode onto the field, cut a path through our finest men, and took my brother's life. They say--they said--he was the best fighter in Akielos. I thought, if I was going to kill someone like that, I would have to be very, very good.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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You cut his head off. It makes it a little difficult for him to suck your cock.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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You have to admire it,' said Laurent, in a detached voice. 'It's the perfect time to attack Akielos. Kastor is dealing with factional problems from the kyroi. Damianos, who turned the tide at Marlas, is dead. And the whole of Vere would rise up against a bastard, especially one who had cut down a Veretian prince. If only my murder weren't the catalyst, it's a scheme I would wholeheartedly support.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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This place sickened him. Anywhere else, you simply killed your enemy with a sword. Or poisoned him, if you had the honourless instincts of an assassin. Here, it was layer upon layer of constructed double-dealing, dark, polished and unpleasant. He would have assumed tonight the product of Laurent's own mind, if Laurent were not so clearly the victim.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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You're in a strange mood,' said Damen. 'Stranger than usual.' 'I'd say I'm in a good mood.' 'A good mood.' 'Well, not as good a mood as Volo,' said Laurent. 'But the food's decent, the fire's warm, and no one's tried to kill me in the last three hours. Why not?
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Perhaps if you were not a foot taller, or quite so broad across the shoulders.’ β€˜It’s considerably less than a foot,’ said Damen. β€˜Is it?’ said Laurent. β€˜It feels like more when you argue with me on points of honour.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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The next night, alone in the tent, Laurent said: 'As we draw closer to the border, I think it would be safer--more private--to hold our discussions in your language rather than mine.' He said it in carefully pronounced Akielon. Damen stared at him, feeling as though the world had just been rearranged. 'What is it?' said Laurent. 'Nice accent,' said Damen, because despite everything, the corner of his mouth was beginning helplessly to curve up. [...] It was of course no surprise to find that Laurent had a well-stocked armoury of elegant phrases and bitchy remarks, but could not talk in detail about anything sensible.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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So he's tame,' said Estienne, and reached out tentatively, as though to pat a wild animal. It was a question of which part of the animal he was patting. Damen cknocked his hand away. Estienne gave a yelp and snatched his hand back, nursing it against his chest. 'No that tame,' said Laurent.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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I'm twenty years old,' said Laurent, 'and I've been the recipient of offers almost as long as I can remember.' 'Is that an answer?' said Damen. 'I'm not a virgin,' said Laurent. 'I wondered,' Damen said, carefully, 'if you reserved your love for women.' 'No, I--' Laurent sounded surprised. Then he seemed to realise that his surprise gave something fundamental away, and he looked away with a muttered breath; when he looked back at Damen there was a wry smile on his lips, but he said, steadily, 'No.' 'Have I said something to offend you? I didn't mean--' 'No. A plausible, benign and uncomplicated theory. Trust you to come up with it.' 'It's not my fault that no one in your country can think in a straight line,' said Damen, frowning a touch defensively.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Damen had half expected a gaudy parade costume, but Laurent had always defined himself against the opulence of the court. And he did not need gilt to be recognised under a parade standard, only the uncovered bright of his hair.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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Damen pushed himself up on an elbow, and propped his head on his hand, his fingers in his hair. He saw that Laurent was looking at him. Not watching him, as he did sometimes, but looking at him, as a man might look at a carving that has caught his attention.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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The guard said, 'Our orders are no one in or out.' 'You can tell the Prince that,' said Damen, 'after you tell him you let through the Regent's pet.' That got a flicker of reaction. Invoking Laurent's bad mood was like a magical key, unlocking the most forbidding doors.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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Trust you?' said Damen. 'You flayed the skin from my back. I have seen you do nothing but cheat and lie to every person you've encountered. You use anything and anyone to further your own ends. You are the last person I would ever trust.' [...] 'Go, then.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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He thought of Laurent's delicate, needling talk that froze into icy rebuff if Damen pushed at it, but if he didn't--if he matched himself to its subtle pulses and undercurrents--continued, sweetly deepening, until he could only wonder if he knew, if they both knew, what they were doing.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Damen had found his gaze drawn to the easy arrangement of Laurent's limbs, the balance of wrist on knee, the long, finely articulated bones. He had been aware of a diffuse but growing tension, a sensation almost like he was waiting . . . waiting for something, unsure what it was. It was like being alone in a pit with a snake: the snake could relax, you could not.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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All right,' he heard Lazar say. He'd forgotten Lazar was there. After a long moment, he took his eyes off Laurent and looked back at Lazar, who was gazing at him with a rather dry but understanding smile quirking the side of his mouth. 'All right what?' said Damen. 'All right, you're not fucking him,' said Lazar.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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I want your best room,' said Laurent, 'with a big bed and a private bath, and if you send up the house boy, you'll find out the hard way that I don't like sharing.' He delivered the innkeeper a long, cool look. "He's expensive,' said Damen to the innkeeper, by way of apology.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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I'm sorry," said Damen. Laurent gave him a strange look. "Why would you apologise to me?" He couldn't answer. Not with the truth. He said, "I didn't understand what being King meant to you." "What's that?" "An end to fighting." Laurent's expression changed, the subtle signifiers of shock imperfectly repressed, and Damen felt it in his own body, a new pull in his chest at the look in Laurent's dark eyes.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Laurent said, 'What do you think of Jord?' 'I like him,' said Damen. 'You should be pleased with him. He was the right choice for Captain.' There was an unhurried pause. Aside from the sounds Damen made when he picked up a vambrace, the tent was quiet. 'No,' said Laurent. 'You were.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Laurent fought like he talked. The danger lay in the way he used his mind: there was not one thing he did that was not planned in advance. Yet he was not predictable, because in this as with everything he did there were layers of intent, moments when expected patterns would suddenly dissolve into something else.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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He was not wearing the woollen cap. His newly minted hair was uncovered, and he looked as fresh as he had emerging from the baths the night before, as he had waking beneath Damen's hands. But he had resumed the cool restraint, his jacket laced, his expression disagreeable from the haughty profile to the intolerant blue eyes. 'You're alive,' Damen said, and the words came out on a rush of relief that made him feel weak. 'I'm alive,' said Laurent. They were gazing at one another. 'I wasn't sure you'd come back.' 'I came back,' said Damen.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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I wanted to tell you that, because you," said Laurent, as though he was forcing the words out, "You remind me of him. He was the best man I have ever known. You deserve to know that, as you deserve at least a fair . . . In Arles, I treated you with malice and cruelty. I will not insult you by attempting to atone for deeds with words, but I would not treat you that way again. I was angry. Angry, that isn't the word.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Damen bridged the nine chilly inches at the first opportunity. 'What are you doing? You were the one who warned me about Nicaise.' He spoke in a low voice. Laurent went very still; then he deliberately shifted in his seat and leaned in, bringing his lips right to Damen's ear. 'I think I'm out of stabbing range, he's got short arms. Or perhaps he'll try to throw a sugar plum? That is difficult. If I duck he'll hit Torveld.' Damen gritted his teeth. 'You know what I meant. He heard you. He's going to act. Can't you do something about it?' 'I'm occupied.' 'Then let me do something.' 'Bleed on him?' said Laurent.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))
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I thought killing was easy for you," said Laurent. His voice was rather quiet. "I thought you did it without thinking." "I'm a soldier," said Damen, "and I have been for a long time. I've killed on the sawdust. I've killed in battle. Is that what you mean by easy?" "You know it isn't," said Laurent, in that same quiet voice.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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To Laurent, in the same voice, he said, 'Calm down.' Laurent said, 'I wasn't finished.' 'Finished what?' Reducing every man in the room? Jord isn't any kind of match for you in this mood, and you know it. Calm down.' Laurent gave him the kind of look a swordsman gives as he decides whether or not to slice his unarmed enemy in half.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Did you learn the rotation of the border patrols?’ said Laurent. β€˜Yes, our scouts found—’ Laurent was standing in the doorway wearing a chiton of unadorned white cotton. Damen dropped the pitcher. It shattered, shards flying outward as it slipped from his fingers and hit the stone floor. Laurent’s arms were bare. His throat was bare. His collarbone was bare, and most of his thighs, his long legs, and all of his left shoulder. Damen stared at him. β€˜You’re wearing Akielon clothing,’ said Damen. β€˜Everyone’s wearing Akielon clothing,’ said Laurent. Damen thought that the pitcher had shattered and he could not now take a deep draught of the wine. Laurent came forward, navigating the broken ceramic in his short cotton and sandalled feet, until he reached the seat beside Damen, where the map was laid out on the wooden table. β€˜Once we know the rotation of the patrols, we’ll know when to approach,’ said Laurent. Laurent sat down. β€˜We need to approach at the beginning of their rotation in order to give us the most time before they report back to the fort.’ It was even shorter sitting down. β€˜Damen.’ β€˜Yes. Sorry,’ said Damen. And then: β€˜What were you saying?
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Damen said, with helpless honesty, "Laurent, I am your slave." The words laid him open, truth exposed in the space between them. He wanted to prove it, as though, inarticulate, he could make up for what divided them. He was aware of the shallowness of Laurent's breath, it matched his own; they were breathing each other's air. He reached out, watching for any hesitation in Laurent's eyes. The touch he offered was accepted as it had not been last time, fingers gentle on Laurent's jaw, thumb passing over his cheekbone, soft. Laurent's controlled body was hard with tension, his rapid pulse urgent for flight, but he closed his eyes in the last seconds before it happened. Damen's palm slid over Laurent's warm nape; slowly, very slowly, making his height an offering, not a threat, Damen leaned in and kissed Laurent on the mouth. The kiss was barely a suggestion of itself, with no yielding of the rigidity in Laurent, but the first kiss became a second, after a fraction of parting in which Damen felt the flicker of Laurent's shallow breathing against his own lips. It felt, in all the lies between them, as if this was the only true thing. It didn't matter that he was leaving tomorrow. He felt remade with the desire to give Laurent this: to give him all he would allow, and to ask for nothing, this careful threshold something to be savoured because it was all Laurent would let himself have.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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The kiss happened because they couldn't help it, and it was so sweet and so right that Damen felt a kind of ache. He pulled back. The realities of the outside world seemed to press at him. "I"-he couldn't say it. "No. Listen to me." He felt Laurent's hand firm on the back of his neck. "I'm not going to let my uncle hurt you." Laurent's blue gaze was calm and steady, as if he had mad a decision and wanted Damen to know it. "It's what I came here last night to say. I'm going to take care of it." "Promise me," Damen heard himself say. "Promise me we won't let him-" "I promise.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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They trundled on for two miles, until the checkpoint was safely out of sight behind a hill, when the wagon stopped and the door swung open. Laurent stepped out of the wagon, wearing only a loose Veretian shirt, slightly dishevelled over his pants. Nikandros looked from him to the wagon and back again. He said, β€˜How did you convince Jokaste to play along with the guards?’ β€˜I didn’t,’ said Laurent. He tossed the wad of blue silk in his hands to one of the soldiers to dispose of, then shrugged into his jacket in a rather mannish gesture. Nikandros was staring at him. β€˜Don’t think about it too much,’ said Damen.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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If you bind your men to you with deception, how can you ever trust them? You have qualities they will come to admire. Why not let them grow to trust you naturally, and in that way--' 'There isn't time,' said Laurent. The words pushed themselves with sheer force out of whatever wordless state Laurent had been shocked into. 'There isn't time,' Laurent said again. 'I have two weeks until we reach the border. Don't pretend that I can woo these men with hard work and a winning smile in that time. I am not the green colt my uncle pretends. I fought at Marlas and I fought at Sanpelier. I am not here for niceties. I don't intend to see the men I lead cut down because they will not obey orders, or because they cannot hold a line. I intend to survive, I intend to beat my uncle, and I will fight with every weapon that I have.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince: Volume Two (Captive Prince, #2))
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Slow rocking began to turn the kiss into something more. There was a knock at the door. "Come in," said Laurent, turning his head towards the sound. Damen said, "Laurent," shocked and on full display as the door swung open. Pallas entered. Laurent greeted him no self-consciousness at all. "Yes?" Laurent's voice was matter-of-fact. Pallas's mouth opened. Damen saw what Pallas saw: Laurent like some dream of a newly fucked virgin, himself unmistakably above him, fully roused. [...] "My apologies, Exalted. I came to seek your orders for the morning." "We're busy currently. Have a servant prepare the baths and bring us food mid-morning." Laurent spoke like an administrator glancing up from his desk. "Yes, Exalted." Pallas turned blindly, and made for the door. "What is it?" Laurent looked at Damen, who had detached himself and was sitting with the sheet pulled up to where he had clutched it to cover himself. And then, with the burgeoning delight of discovery, "Are you shy?
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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You are merchants?’ β€˜We are.’ β€˜What name?’ said the officer. β€˜Charls,’ said Damen, who was the only merchant he knew. β€˜You are Charls the renowned Veretian cloth merchant?’ said the officer sceptically, as if this was a name well known to him. β€˜No,’ said Laurent, as if this was the most foolish thing in the world. β€˜I am Charls the renowned Veretian cloth merchant. This is my assistant. Lamen.’ In the silence, the officer tracked his gaze over Laurent, then over Damen. (...) β€˜Well, Charls,’ he said, eventually. β€˜It looks like you’ve got a broken axel.’ β€˜I don’t suppose your men could aid us in our repairs?’ said Laurent. Damen stared at him. They were encircled by fifty mounted Akielon soldiers. Jokaste was inside that wagon. The officer said, β€˜We’re patrolling for Damianos of Akielos.’ β€˜Who’s Damianos of Akielos?’ said Laurent. His face was utterly open, his blue eyes unblinking, upturned to the officer on his horse. β€˜He’s the King’s son,’ Damen heard himself saying, β€˜Kastor’s brother.’ β€˜Don’t be ridiculous, Lamen. Prince Damianos is dead,’ said Laurent. β€˜He is hardly the man to whom this officer is referring.’ Then, to the officer: β€˜I apologise for my assistant. He doesn’t keep up with Akielon affairs.
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C.S. Pacat (Kings Rising (Captive Prince, #3))
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Nicaise had picked up a gilt three-pronged fork, but had paused before sampling the dish in order to speak. The fear he'd shown of Damen at the ring seemed to still be there. His knuckles, clenched around the fork, were white. 'It's all right,' said Damen. He spoke to the boy as gently as he could. 'I'm not going to hurt you.' Nicaise stared back at him. His huge blue eyes were fringed like a whore's, or like a doe's. Around them, the table was a coloured wall of voices and laughter, courtiers caught up in their own amusements, paying them no attention. 'Good,' said Nicaise, and stabbed the fork viciously into Damen's thigh under the table. Even through a layer of cloth, it was enough to make Damen start, and instinctively grab the fork, as three drops of blood welled up. 'Excuse me a moment,' Laurent said smoothly, turning from Torveld to face Nicaise. 'I made your pet jump,' said Nicaise, smugly. Not sounding at all displeased: 'Yes, you did.' 'Whatever you're planning, it's not going to work.' 'I think it will, though. Bet you your earring.' 'If I win, you wear it,' said Nicaise. Laurent immediately lifted his cup and inclined it toward Nicaise in a little gesture sealing the bet. Damen tried to shake the bizarre impression that they were enjoying themselves. Nicaise waved an attendant over and asked for a new fork.
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C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince (Captive Prince, #1))