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The front door is lockedβwhatβs up with that?β
βLogan fixed the lock,β I tell her.
Her bright red, heart-shaped mouth smiles. βGood job, Kevin Costner. You should staple the key to Ellieβs forehead, though, or sheβll lose it.β
She has names for the other guys too and when her favorite guard, Tommy Sullivan, walks in a few minutes later, Marlow uses his. βHello, Delicious.β She twirls her honey-colored, bouncy hair around her finger, cocking her hip and tilting her head like a vintage pinup girl.
Tommy, the fun-loving super-flirt, winks. βHello, pretty, underage lass.β Then he nods to Logan and smiles at me. βLo . . . Good morning, Miss Ellie.β
βHey, Tommy.β
Marlow struts forward. βThree months, Tommy. Three months until Iβm a legal adultβthen Iβm going to use you, abuse you and throw you away.β
The dark-haired devil grins. βThatβs my idea of a good date.β Then he gestures toward the back door. βNow, are we ready for a fun day of learning?β
One of the security guys has been walking me to school ever since the public and press lost their minds over Nicholas and Oliviaβs still-technically-unconfirmed relationship. They make sure no one messes with me and they drive me in the tinted, bulletproof SUV when it rainsβitβs a pretty sweet deal.
I grab my ten-thousand-pound messenger bag from the corner.
βI canβt believe I didnβt think of this before. Elleβyou should have a huge banger here tonight!β says Marlow.
Tommy and Logan couldnβt have synced up better if theyβd practiced:
βNo fucking way.β
Marlow holds up her hands, palms out. βDid I say banger?β
βHuge banger,β Tommy corrects.
βNoβno fucking way. I meant, we should have a few friends over to . . . hang out. Very few. Very mature. Like . . . almost a study group.β
I toy with my necklace and say, βThat actually sounds like a good idea.β
Throwing a party when your parents are away is a rite-of-high-school passage. And after this summer, Liv will most likely never be away again. Itβs now or never.
βItβs a terrible idea.β Logan scowls.
He looks kinda scary when he scowls. But still hot. Possibly, hotter.
Marlow steps forward, her brass balls hanging out and proud. βYou canβt stop herβthatβs not your job. Itβs like when the Bush twins got busted in that bar with fake IDs or Malia was snapped smoking pot at Coachella. Secret Service couldnβt stop them; they just had to make sure they didnβt get killed.β
Tommy slips his hands in his pockets, laid back even when heβs being a hardass. βWe could call her sister. Even from an ocean away, Iβd bet sheβd stop her.β
βNo!β I jump a little. βNo, donβt bother Liv. I donβt want her worrying.β
βWe could board up the fucking doors and windows,β Logan suggests.
βCause thatβs not overkill or anything.
I move in front of the two security guards and plead my case. βI get why youβre concerned, okay? But I have this thingβitβs like my motto. I want to suck the lemon.β
Tommyβs eyes bulge. βSuck what?β
I laugh, shaking my head. Boys are stupid.
βYou know that saying, βWhen life gives you lemons, make lemonadeβ?βwell, I want to suck the lemon dry.β
Neither of them seems particularly impressed.
βI want to live every bit of life, experience everything it has to offer, good and bad.β I lift my jeans to show my ankleβand the little lemon Iβve drawn there. βSee? When Iβm eighteen, Iβm going to get this tattooed on for real. As a reminder to live as much and as hard and as awesome as I canβto not take anything for granted. And having my friends over tonight is part of that.β
I look back and forth between them. Tommyβs weakeningβI can feel it. Loganβs still a brick wall.
βItβll be small. And quietβI swear. Totally controlled. And besides, you guys will be here with me. What could go wrong?β
Everything.
Everything goes fucking wrong.
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