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I am going to die kissing Simon Snow. Aleister Crowley, I'm living a charmed life.
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Rainbow Rowell (Carry On (Simon Snow, #1))
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I'm a poet, and I like my lies the way my mother used to make them.
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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One would go mad if one took the Bible seriously; but to take it seriously one must be already mad.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick: Liber ABA: Book 4)
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May the New Year bring you courage to break your resolutions early! My own plan is to swear off every kind of virtue, so that I triumph even when I fall!
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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VI VERI VENIVERSUM VIVUS VICI.
By the Power of Truth, I, while living, have Conquered the Universe.
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Alan Moore (V for Vendetta #2)
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I slept with faith and found a corpse in my arms on awakening; I drank and danced all night with doubt and found her a virgin in the morning.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Lies)
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Having to talk destroys the symphony of silence.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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The sin which is unpardonable is knowingly and wilfully to reject truth, to fear knowledge lest that knowledge pander not to thy prejudices.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick: Liber ABA: Book 4)
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Every one interprets everything in terms of his own experience. If you say anything which does not touch a precisely similar spot in another man's brain, he either misunderstands you, or doesn't understand you at all.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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The joy of life consists in the exercise of one's energies, continual growth, constant change, the enjoyment of every new experience. To stop means simply to die. The eternal mistake of mankind is to set up an attainable ideal.
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Aleister Crowley (The Confessions of Aleister Crowley: An Autohagiography)
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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Magick is the science and art of causing change to occur in conformity with the Will.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Thoth (Egyptian Tarot))
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Every man and every woman is a star.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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Ordinary morality is only for ordinary people.
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Aleister Crowley (The Confessions of Aleister Crowley: An Autohagiography)
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Science is always discovering odd scraps of magical wisdom and making a tremendous fuss about its cleverness.
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Aleister Crowley (The Confessions of Aleister Crowley: An Autohagiography)
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I've often thought that there isn't any "I" at all; that we are simply the means of expression of something else; that when we think we are ourselves, we are simply the victims of a delusion.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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I hardly ever talk- words seem such a waste, and they are none of them true. No one has yet invented a language from my point of view.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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I've written this to keep from crying. But I am crying, only the tears won't come.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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The Way of Mastery is to break all the rulesβbut you have to know them perfectly before you can do this; otherwise you are not in a position to transcend them.
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Aleister Crowley (Magical and Philosophical Commentaries on The Book of the Law)
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Love is the law, love under will.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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Your kiss is bitter with cocaine.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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Balance every thought with its opposition. Because the marriage of them is the destruction of illusion.
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Aleister Crowley
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It is necessary, in this world, to be made of harder stuff than one's environment.
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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What the eye doesn't see, the heart doesn't grieve over.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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We must conquer life by living it to the full, and then we can go to meet death with a certain prestige.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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It is the mark of the mind untrained to take its own processes as valid for all men, and its own judgments for absolute truth.
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Aleister Crowley (Magical and Philosophical Commentaries on The Book of the Law)
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Happiness lies within one's self, and the way to dig it out is cocaine.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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People think that talking is a sign of thinking. It isn't, for the most part' on the contrary, it's a mechanical dodge of the body to relieve oneself of the strain of thinking, just as exercising the muscles helps the body to become temporarily unconscious of its weight, its pain, its weariness, and the foreknowledge of its doom.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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Paganism is wholesome because it faces the facts of life....
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Aleister Crowley (The Confessions of Aleister Crowley: An Autohagiography)
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For pure will, unassuaged of purpose, delivered from the lust of result, is every way perfect.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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Modern morality and manners suppress all natural instincts, keep people ignorant of the facts of nature and make them fighting drunk on bogey tales.
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Aleister Crowley (The Confessions of Aleister Crowley: An Autohagiography)
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Truth! Truth! Truth! crieth the Lord of the Abyss of Hallucinations
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Lies)
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He shall fall down into a pit called Because, and there he shall perish with the dogs of reason.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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It is a terrible error to let any natural impulse, physical or mental, stagnate. Crush it out, if you will, and be done with it; or fulfil it, and get it out of the system; but do not allow it to remain there and putrefy. The suppression of the normal sex instinct, for example, is responsible for a thousand ills. In Puritan countries one inevitably finds a morbid preoccupation with sex coupled with every form of perversion and degeneracy.
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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The key of joy is disobedience.
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Aleister Crowley
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To read a newspaper is to refrain from reading something worthwhile. [....] The first discipline of education must therefore be to refuse resolutely to feed the mind with canned chatter.
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Aleister Crowley (The Confessions of Aleister Crowley: An Autohagiography)
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Some men are born sodomites, some achieve sodomy, and some have sodomy thrust upon them...
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Aleister Crowley (The Scented Garden of Abdullah the Satirist of Shiraz)
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The most delicious sensation of all is the re-birth of healthy human love. Spring coming back to Earth!
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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For I am divided for love's sake, for the chance of union.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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I was not content to believe in a personal devil and serve him, in the ordinary sense of the word. I wanted to get hold of him personally and become his chief of staff.
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Aleister Crowley
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...in the absence of will power, the most complete collection of virtues and talents is wholly worthless.
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Aleister Crowley (The Confessions of Aleister Crowley: An Autohagiography)
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The ordinary man looking at a mountain is like an illiterate person confronted with a Greek manuscript.
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Aleister Crowley (The Confessions of Aleister Crowley: An Autohagiography)
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Your friends will notice at once that glib vacuities fail to impress, and hate you, and tell lies about you. It's worth it.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick Without Tears)
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I can imagine myself on my death-bed, spent utterly with lust to touch the next world, like a boy asking for his first kiss from a woman.
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Aleister Crowley
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64. I am the blue-lidded daughter of Sunset; I am the naked brilliance of the voluptuous night-sky.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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Since all things are God, in all things thou seest just so much of God as thy capacity affordeth thee.
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Aleister Crowley (The Vision and the Voice: With Commentary and Other Papers (Equinox IV:2))
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Indubitably, Magick is one of the subtlest and most difficult of the sciences and arts. There is more opportunity for errors of comprehension, judgement and practice than in any other branch of physics.
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Aleister Crowley (The Confessions of Aleister Crowley: An Autohagiography)
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A single ego is an absurdly narrow vantage point from which to view the world.
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Aleister Crowley
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Don't talk for five minutes, there's a good chap! I've a strange feeling come over me--almost as if I were going to think!
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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This complaining rambling rubbish is the substitute which has taken the place of love.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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A man friends are more capable of working him harm than strangers; and his greatest
danger lies in his own habits.
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Aleister Crowley
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A Man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him.
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Aleister Crowley
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The more necessary anything appears to my mind, the most certain it is that I only assert a limitation.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Lies)
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30. If Will stops and cries Why, invoking Because, then Will stops & does nought.
31. If Power asks why, then is Power weakness.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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A red rose absorbs all colors but red; red is therefore the one color that it is not.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Lies)
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She knew that she belonged to this man, body and soul. Every trace of shame departed; it was burnt out by the fire that consumed her. She gave him a thousand opportunities; she fought to turn his words to serious things. He baffled her with his shallow smile and ready tongue, that twisted all topics to triviality. By six o'clock she was morally on her knees before him; she was imploring him to stay to dinner with her. He refused.
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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Their false compassion is called compassion and their false understanding is called understanding, for this is their most potent spell.
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Aleister Crowley
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Stab your demoniac smile to my brain,
Soak me in cognac, love, and cocaine
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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In this book it is spoken of the Sephiroth and the Paths; of Spirits and Conjurations; of Gods, Spheres, Planes, and many other things which may or may not exist. It is immaterial whether these exist or not. By doing certain things certain results will follow; students are most earnestly warned against attributing objective reality or philosophic validity to any of them.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick in Theory and Practice)
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The man who denounces life merely defines himself as the man who is unequal to it.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick Without Tears)
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There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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This is the Night wherein I'm lost, the Love through which I am no longer
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Lies)
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The first condition of success in magick is purity of purpose.
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Aleister Crowley (The Moonchild)
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Dreams are imperfections of sleep; even so is consciousness the imperfection of waking.
Dreams are impurities in the circulation of the blood; even so it's consciousness a disorder of life.
Dreams are without proportion, without good sense, without truth; so also is consciousness.
Awake from dream, the truth is known: awake from waking. The truth is: The Unknown
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Lies)
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Further, an excess of legislation defeats its own ends. It makes the whole population criminals, and turns them all into police and police spies. The moral health of such a people is ruined for ever; only revolution can save it.
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Aleister Crowley (Cocaine: Impressions and Opinions)
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The few love affairs which had come my way had been rather silly and sordid. They had not revealed the possibilities of love; in fact I had thought it a somewhat overrated pleasure, a brief and brutal blindness with boredom and disgust hard on its heels.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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I do not think we were afraid of death; life had become such an infinitely boring alternation between a period of stimulation which failed to stimulate and of depression which hardly even depressed.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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Astrology has no more useful function than this, to discover the inmost nature of a man and to bring it out into his consciousness, that he may fulfil it according to the law of light.
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Aleister Crowley (Complete Astrological Writings of Aleister Crowley)
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I am perplexed
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Aleister Crowley
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Keep on acquiring a taste for what is naturally repugnant; this is an unfailing source of pleasure.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Lies)
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Remember all ye that existence is pure joy; that all the sorrows are but as shadows; they pass & are done; but there is that which remains.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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The Great Work is the uniting of opposites. It may mean the uniting of
the soul with God, of the microcosm with the macrocosm, of the female
with the male, of the ego with the non-egoβor what not.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick Without Tears)
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Chaos is Peace⦠Blackness, blackness intolerable, before the beginning of the light. This is the first verse of Genesis. Holy art thou, Chaos, Chaos, Eternity, all contradictions in terms!
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Aleister Crowley (The Vision and the Voice: With Commentary and Other Papers (Equinox IV:2))
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I cling unto the burning Γthyr like Lucifer that fell through the Abyss, and by the fury of his flight kindled the air.
And I am Belial, for having seen the Rose upon thy breast, I have denied God.
And I am Satan! I am Satan! I am cast out upon a burning crag! And the sea boils about the desolation thereof. And already the vultures gather, and feast upon my flesh.
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Aleister Crowley (The Vision and the Voice: With Commentary and Other Papers (Equinox IV:2))
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Light, Life and Love are like three glow-worms at thy feet: the whole universe of stars, the dewdrops on the grass whereon thou walkest!
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Aleister Crowley (The Vision and the Voice: With Commentary and Other Papers (Equinox IV:2))
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Light illuminates the path of humanity: it is our own fault if we go over the brink.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend (Illustrated))
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Do not imagine that art or anything else is other than high magic! - is a system of holy hieroglyph. The artist, the initiate, thus frames his mysteries. The rest of the world scoff, or seek to understand, or pretend to understand; some few obtain the truth.
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Aleister Crowley (The Drug and Other Stories)
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Thou hast no right but to do thy will... For pure will, unassuaged of purpose, delivered from the lust of result, is every way perfect.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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We [of Thelema] are whole-hearted extroverts; the penalty of restricting oneself is anything from neurosis to down right lunacy; in particular, melancholia.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick Without Tears)
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The word of sin is Restriction. O man! refuse not thy wife, if she will! O lover, if thou wilt, depart! There is no bond that can unite the divided but love: all else is a curse. Accursed! Accursed be it to the aeons! Hell.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of the Law)
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It is only by working the rituals, that any significant degree of understanding can develop. If you wait until you are positive you understand all aspects of the ceremony before beginning to work, you will never begin to work.
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Lon Milo DuQuette (The Magick of Aleister Crowley: A Handbook of the Rituals of Thelema)
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Remember that unbalanced force is evil; that unbalanced severity is but cruelty and oppression; but that also unbalanced mercy is but weakness which would allow and abet Evil. Act passionately; think rationally; be Thyself.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick: Liber ABA: Book 4)
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To resist and subdue Nature is to make for one's self a personal and imperishable life: it is to break free from the vicissitudes of Life and Death.
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Aleister Crowley
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In Astrology, the moon, among its other meanings, has that of "the common people," who submit (they know not why) to any independent will that can express itself with sufficient energy. The people who guillotined the mild Louis XVI died gladly for Napoleon. The impossibility of an actual democracy is due to this fact of mob-psychology. As soon as you group men, they lose their personalities. A parliament of the wisest and strongest men in the nation is liable to behave like a set of schoolboys, tearing up their desks and throwing their inkpots at each other. The only possibility of co-operation lies in discipline and autocracy, which men have sometimes established in the name of equal rights.
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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To knot a sentence up properly, it has to be thought out carefully, and revised. New phrases have to be put in; sudden changes of subject must be introducted; verbs must be shifted to unsuspected localities; short words must be excised with ruthless hand; archaisms must be sprinkled like sugar-plums upon the concoction; the fatal human tendency to say things straightforwardly must be detected and defeated by adroit reversals; and, if a glimmer of meaning yet remain under close scrutiny, it must be removed by replacing all the principal verbs by paraphrases in some dead language.
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild (The Dennis Wheatley Library of the Occult))
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In the wind of the mind arises the turbulence called I.
It breaks; down shower the barren thoughts.
All life is choked.
This desert is the abyss wherein the Universe.
The Stars are but thistles in that waste.
Yet this desert is but one spot accursed in a world of bliss
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Lies)
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The priestess of Artemis took hold of her almost with the violence of a lover, and whisked her away into a languid ecstasy of reverie. She communicated her own enthusiasm to the girl, and kept her mind occupied with dreams, faery-fervid, of uncharted seas of glory on which her galleon might sail, undiscovered countries of spice and sweetness, Eldorado and Utopia and the City of God.
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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The increase of knowledge has forced
the thinker to specialise, with the result that there is nobody capable to deal with civilisation as a whole. We are playing a game of chess in which nobody can see more than two or three squares at once, and so it has become impossible to form a coherent plan.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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The Universe is the Practical Joke of the General
at the expense of the Particular, quoth FRATER
PERDURABO, and laughed.
But those disciples nearest to him wept, seeing the
Universal Sorrow.
Those next to them laughed, seeing the Universal Joke.
Below these certain disciples wept,
Then certain laughed.
Others next wept.
Others next laughed.
Next others wept.
Next others laughed.
Last came those that wept because they could not
see the Joke, and those that laughed lest they
should be thought not to see the Joke, and thought
it safe to act like FRATER PERDURABO.
But though FRATER PERDURABO laughed
openly, He also at the same time wept secretly;
and in Himself He neither laughed nor wept.
Nor did He mean what He said.
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Aleister Crowley (The Book of Lies)
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But it so happens that everything on this planet is, ultimately, irrational; there is not, and cannot be, any reason for the causal connexion of things, if only because our use of the word "reason" already implies the idea of causal connexion. But, even if we avoid this fundamental difficulty, Hume said that causal connexion was not merely unprovable, but unthinkable; and, in shallower waters still, one cannot assign a true reason why water should flow down hill, or sugar taste sweet in the mouth. Attempts to explain these simple matters always progress into a learned lucidity, and on further analysis retire to a remote stronghold where every thing is irrational and unthinkable.
If you cut off a man's head, he dies. Why? Because it kills him. That is really the whole answer. Learned excursions into anatomy and physiology only beg the question; it does not explain why the heart is necessary to life to say that it is a vital organ. Yet that is exactly what is done, the trick that is played on every inquiring mind. Why cannot I see in the dark? Because light is necessary to sight. No confusion of that issue by talk of rods and cones, and optical centres, and foci, and lenses, and vibrations is very different to Edwin Arthwait's treatment of the long-suffering English language.
Knowledge is really confined to experience. The laws of Nature are, as Kant said, the laws of our minds, and, as Huxley said, the generalization of observed facts.
It is, therefore, no argument against ceremonial magic to say that it is "absurd" to try to raise a thunderstorm by beating a drum; it is not even fair to say that you have tried the experiment, found it would not work, and so perceived it to be "impossible." You might as well claim that, as you had taken paint and canvas, and not produced a Rembrandt, it was evident that the pictures attributed to his painting were really produced in quite a different way.
You do not see why the skull of a parricide should help you to raise a dead man, as you do not see why the mercury in a thermometer should rise and fall, though you elaborately pretend that you do; and you could not raise a dead man by the aid of the skull of a parricide, just as you could not play the violin like Kreisler; though in the latter case you might modestly add that you thought you could learn.
This is not the special pleading of a professed magician; it boils down to the advice not to judge subjects of which you are perfectly ignorant, and is to be found, stated in clearer and lovelier language, in the Essays of Thomas Henry Huxley.
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First of all, you must never speak of anything by its name -- in that country. So, if you see a tree on a mountain, it will be better to say 'Look at the green on the high'; for that's how they talk -- in that country. And whatever you do, you must find a false reason for doing it -- in that country. If you rob a man, you must say it is to help and protect him: that's the ethics -- of that country. And everything of value has no value at all -- in that country. You must be perfectly commonplace if you want to be a genius -- in that country. And everything you like you must pretend not to like; and anything that is there you must pretend is not there -- in that country. And you must always say that you are sacrificing yourself in the cause of religion, and morality, and humanity, and liberty, and progress, when you want to cheat your neighbour -- in that country."
Good heavens!" cried Iliel, 'are we going to England?
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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So sweet is this song that no one could resist it. For in it is all the passionate ache for the moonlight, and the great hunger of the sea, and the terror of desolate places,βall things that lure men to the unattainable.
Omari tessala marax,
tessala dodi phornepax
amri radara poliax
armana piliu
amri radara piliu son;
mari narya barbiton
madara anaphax sarpedon
andala hriliu
Translation:
I am the harlot that shaketh Death.
This shaking giveth the Peace of Satiate Lust.
Immortality jetteth from my skull,
And music from my vulva.
Immortality jetteth from my vulva also,
For my Whoredom is a sweet scent like a seven-stringed instrument,
Played unto God the Invisible, the all-ruler,
That goeth along giving the shrill scream of orgasm.
Every man that hath seen me forgetteth me never, and I appear oftentimes in the coals of the fire, and upon the smooth white skin of woman, and in the constancy of the waterfall, and in the emptiness of deserts and marshes, and upon great cliffs that look seaward; and in many strange places, where men seek me not. And many thousand times he beholdeth me not. And at last I smite myself into him as a vision smiteth into a stone, and whom I call must follow.
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Aleister Crowley (The Vision and the Voice: With Commentary and Other Papers (Equinox IV:2))
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Nothing any man can do will improve that genius; but the genius needs his mind, and he can broaden that mind, fertilize it with knowledge of all kinds, improve its powers of expression; supply the genius, in short, with an orchestra instead of a tin whistle. All our little great men, our one-poem poets, our one-picture painters, have merely failed to perfect themselves as instruments. The Genius who wrote The Ancient Mariner is no less sublime than he who wrote The Tempest; but Coleridge had some incapacity to catch and express the thoughts of his genius - was ever such wooden stuff as his conscious work? - while Shakespeare had the knack of acquiring the knowledge necessary to the expression of every conceivable harmony, and his technique was sufficiently fluent to transcribe with ease.
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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Sex is, directly or indirectly, the most powerful weapon in the armoury of the Magician; and precisely because there is no moral guide, it is indescribably dangerous. I have given a great many hints, especially in
Magick
, and
The Book of Thoth
βsome of the cards are almost blatantly revealing; so I have been rapped rather severely over the knuckles for giving children matches for playthings. My excuse has been that they have already got the matches, that my explanations have been directed to add conscious precautions to the existing automatic safeguards.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick Without Tears)
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This is my real bed-rock objection to the eastern systems. They decry all manly virtue as dangerous and wicked, and they look upon Nature as evil. True enough, everything is evil relatively to Adonai; for all stain is impurity. A bee's swarm is evil β inside one's clothes. "Dirt is matter in the wrong place." It is dirt to connect sex with statuary, morals with art.
Only Adonai, who is in a sense the True Meaning of everything, cannot defile any idea. This is a hard saying, though true, for nothing of course is dirtier than to try and use Adonai as a fig-leaf for one's shame.
To seduce women under the pretense of religion is unutterable foulness; though both adultery and religion are themselves clean. To mix jam and mustard is a messy mistake.
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Aleister Crowley (Aleister Crowley and the Practice of the Magical Diary)
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So nobody must be allowed to think at all. Down with the public schools! Children must be drilled mentally by quarter-educated herdsmen, whose wages would stop at the first sign of disagreement with the bosses. For the rest, deafen the whole world with senseless clamour. Mechanize everything! Give nobody a chance to think. Standardize "amusement." The louder and more cacophonous, the better! Brief intervals between one din and the next can be filled with appeals, repeated 'till hypnotic power gives them the force of orders, to buy this or that product of the "Business men" who are the real power in the State. Men who betray their country as obvious routine.
The history of the past thirty years is eloquent enough, one would think. What these sodden imbeciles never realize is that a living organism must adapt itself intelligently to its environment, or go under at the first serious change of circumstance.
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Aleister Crowley (Magick Without Tears)
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Am I right in suggesting that ordinary life is a mean between these extremes, that the noble man devotes his material wealth to lofty ends, the advancement of science, or art, or some such true ideal; and that the base man does the opposite by concentrating all his abilities on the amassing of wealth?'
Exactly; that is the real distinction between the artist and the bourgeois, or, if you prefer it, between the gentleman and the cad. Money, and the things money can buy, have no value, for there is no question of creation, but only of exchange. Houses, lands, gold, jewels, even existing works of art, may be tossed about from one hand to another; they are so, constantly. But neither you nor I can write a sonnet; and what we have, our appreciation of art, we did not buy. We inherited the germ of it, and we developed it by the sweat of our brows. The possession of money helped us, but only by giving us time and opportunity and the means of travel. Anyhow, the principle is clear; one must sacrifice the lower to the higher, and, as the Greeks did with their oxen, one must fatten and bedeck the lower, so that it may be the worthier offering.
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Aleister Crowley (Moonchild)
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For, indeed, this is the great horror, solitude, when the soul can no longer bathe in the ever-changing mind, laugh as its sunlit ripples lap its skin, but, shut up in the castle of a few thoughts, paces its narrow prison, wearing down the stone of time, feeding on its own excrement. There is no star in the blackness of that night, no foam upon the stagnant and putrid sea. Even the glittering health that the desert brings to the body, is like a spear in the soul's throat. The passionate ache to act, to think: this eats into the soul like a cancer. It is the scorpion striking itself in its agony, save that no poison can add to the tortue of the circling fire; no superflux of anguish relieve it by annihilation. But against these paroxisms is an eightfold sedative. The ravings of madness are lost in soundless space; the struggles of the drowning man are not heeded by the sea.
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Of course," agreed Basil, "if you read it carelessly, and act on it rashly, with the blind faith of a fanatic; it might very well lead to trouble. But nature is full of devices for eliminating anything that cannot master its environment. The words 'to worship me' are all-important. The only excuse for using a drug of any sort, whether it's quinine or Epsom-salt, is to assist nature to overcome some obstacle to her proper functions. The danger of the so-called habit-forming drugs is that they fool you into trying to dodge the toil essential to spiritual and intellectual development. But they are not simply man-traps. There is nothing in nature which cannot be used for our benefit, and it is up to us to use it wisely. Now, in the work you have been doing in the last week, heroin might have helped you to concentrate your mind, and cocaine to overcome the effects of fatigue. And the reason you did not use them was that a burnt child dreads fire. We had the same trouble with teaching Hermes and Dionysus to swim. They found themselves in danger of being drowned and thought the best way was to avoid going near the water. But that didn't help them to use their natural faculties to the best advantage, so I made them confront the sea again and again, until they decided that the best way to avoid drowning was to learn how to deal with oceans in every detail. It sounds pretty obvious when you put it like that, yet while every one agrees with me about the swimming, I am howled down on all sides when I apply the same principles to the use of drugs.
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Aleister Crowley (Diary of a Drug Fiend)
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Now there is naught but a vast black triangle having the apex downwards, and in the centre of the black triangle is the face of Typhon, the Lord of the Tempest, and he crieth aloud: Despair! Despair! For thou mayest deceive the Virgin, and thou mayest cajole the Mother; but what wilt thou say unto the ancient Whore that is throned in Eternity? For if she will not, there is neither force nor cunning, nor any wit, that may prevail upon her.
Thou canst not woo her with love, for she is love. And she hath all, and hath no need of thee. And thou canst not woo her with gold, for all the Kings and captains of the earth, and all the gods of heaven, have showered their gold upon her. Thus hath she all, and hath no need of thee. And thou canst not woo her with knowledge, for knowledge is the thing that she hath spurned. She hath it all, and hath no need of thee. And thou canst not woo her with wit, for her Lord is Wit. She hath it all, and hath no need of thee. Despair! Despair!
Nor canst thou cling to her knees and ask for pity; nor canst thou cling to her heart and ask for love; nor canst thou put thine arms about her neck, and ask for understanding; for thou hast all these, and they avail thee not. Despair! Despair!
Then I took the Flaming Sword, and I let it loose against Typhon, so that his head was cloven asunder, and the black triangle dissolved in lightnings.
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Aleister Crowley (The Vision and the Voice: With Commentary and Other Papers (Equinox IV:2))