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if i could do it all again
i would've loved me more
instead of waiting on you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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falling apart doesn't make you weak
a strong heart is capable of breaking
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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you've been holding on
to someone who no longer
deserves your grip
you've lost countless hours of sleep
thinking about someone who doesn't
deserve to be on your mind
you've displayed an amazing ability
to care so deeply unconditionally
and you're beautiful because of that
one day you'll be rewarded
with a love that mirrors your own
but first you must move on
without the person who refuses
to love you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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giving off the appearance of strength while breaking down deep within and yet no one ever knows because being strong often means being silent
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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I could've been your everything
but you didn't have the courage
to love me in the way I needed
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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3:29:50 pm
what is it that you love about him
is it the way he lets you down
incapable of lifting you up
is it the way your heart breaks
when he says something
that shatters your self-esteem
is it the fact he never shows up
when you need him
tell me again
what is there to love
about a man who doesn't love you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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The Fight
the fight to prove yourself
to someone who doesn't deserve you
is a losing battle
what is there to achieve
when the one you want
has nothing to give you in return
where is the benefit
in going to war for someone
who'd rather fight against you
instead of beside you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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delicate yet strong
there's a certain balance
that only a woman like her
can obtain
she knows what she deserves ]and provided anything less
she'll walk away in search of more
she's guarded, sure
but she's ready to open up
to the one who deserves her
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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you begin to talk like me
your facial expressions like my own
this is when i knew you were mine
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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know your worth
and never communicate
reply or respond to anyone
who can't afford to speak to you
or with you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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it's scary how dedicated
you can be to someone
who would rather use their energy
to attempt to destroy you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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i'd go out and party
then come home to the moon
an empty home
and cold bed
this was no way to live
i needed more
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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having my heart broken helped me understand the true weight of holding on to the wrong person
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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we discover through relationships
that sometimes the person
we fall for cannot comprehend
the love we provide
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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after all, in the end. oftentimes tragedy transforms into beauty delightful things occur in the aftermath of chaos just be patient
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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you have been strong for so long cry if you need to scream if it helps
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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shades and shadows the smell of coffee beans sits in my nostrils the taste of Colombia on my tongue the pages of my favorite book between my fingers my morning bliss has just begun
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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sometimes the love you crave can’t be found in the person you want
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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i'm constantly evolving
i just wish you were involved
and a part of this change
i've been doing this without you
but i'm fine
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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holding on to someone
who doesn't care about losing you
causes you to lose yourself
and self-esteem
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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i wish i wish for love like this a love like summer being kissed by the sun a love like winter hugged and covered with snow a love like the night being lit by the moon’s glow
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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so many things i need to work on
so many fucking things i need to change
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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it's the memories
the painful ones
what we remember
poisons the heart
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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loving yourself will save your soul
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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be with me
and only me
choose me always
because I'll always
choose you
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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who are you when no one is watching
can i trust that person to remain loyal
without my watchful eyes
who are you when my back is turned
can i trust that person to be honest
in my absence
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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outgoing, introvert. she, a chameleon capable of fitting in but made to stand out an outgoing introvert if something like that could exist but even in a sea of people she still felt alone
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Monday after 6. awkwardness and tension short questions met with short answers communicating without communication or comprehension no understanding we are no longer who we were before neither friend nor foe nothing, no one just two strangers who used to know one another
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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In this way, as it seems to me, he said: "One might make the same
argument about harmony, lyre and strings, that a harmony is something
invisible, without body, beautiful and divine in the attuned lyre, whereas
the lyre itself and its strings are physical, bodily, composite, earthy and
akin to what is mortal. Then if someone breaks the lyre, cuts or breaks
the strings and then insists, using the same argument as you, that the
harmony must still exist and is not destroyed because it would be impossi-
ble for the lyre and the strings, which are mortal, still to exist when the
strings are broken, and for the harmony, which is akin and of the same
nature as the divine and immortal, to be destroyed before that which is
mortal; he would say that the harmony itself still must exist and that the
wood and the strings must rot before the harmony can suffer. And indeed
Socrates, I think you must have this in mind, that we really do suppose
the soul to be something of this kind; as the body is stretched and held
together by the hot and the cold, the dry and the moist and other such
things, and OUR soul is a mixture and harmony of those things when they
are mixed with each other rightly and in due measure.
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Plato (Phaedo)
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Coffee and a book.
shades and shadows
the smell of coffee beans
sits in my nostrils
the taste of Colombia on my tongue
the pages of my favorite book between my fingers
my morning bliss has just begun
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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The love you long for must first be cultivated on your own by yourself.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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You will find your soulmate when you fall for yourself first.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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It's scary how you can do so much for someone and yet they'd rather focus on what you don't do.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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The first one we love is often the one to teach us about pain.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Struggling to find a love in others that I could easily cultivate on my own.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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People who don't feel good about themselves are always ready to make others feel bad about themselves.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Falling apart doesn't make you weak. A strong heart is capable of breaking.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Every time you answer their call or reply to their text, you have to restart the process of moving.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Strong women only intimidate the type of men that'll never be able to comprehend or understand their worth.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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I give silence to your opinions because in my opinion, you are wrong.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
“
Soon after that, Eno briefly joined a group called the Scratch Orchestra, led by the late British avant-garde composer Cornelius Cardew. There was one Cardew piece that would be a formative experience for Eno—a piece known as “Paragraph 7,” part of a larger Cardew masterwork called The Great Learning. Explaining “Paragraph 7” could easily take up a book of its own. “Paragraph 7”’s score is designed to be performed by a group of singers, and it can be done by anyone, trained or untrained. The words are from a text by Confucius, broken up into 24 short chunks, each of which has a number. There are only a few simple rules. The number tells the singer how many times to repeat that chunk of text; an additional number tells each singer how many times to repeat it loudly or softly. Each singer chooses a note with which to sing each chunk—any note—with the caveats to not hit the same note twice in a row, and to try to match notes with a note sung by someone else in the group. Each note is held “for the length of a breath,” and each singer goes through the text at his own pace. Despite the seeming vagueness of the score’s few instructions, the piece sounds very similar—and very beautiful—each time it is performed. It starts out in discord, but rapidly and predictably resolves into a tranquil pool of sound. “Paragraph 7,” and 1960s tape loop pieces like Steve Reich’s “It’s Gonna Rain,” sparked Eno’s fascination with music that wasn’t obsessively organized from the start, but instead grew and mutated in intriguing ways from a limited set of initial constraints. “Paragraph 7” also reinforced Eno’s interest in music compositions that seemed to have the capacity to regulate themselves; the idea of a self-regulating system was at the very heart of cybernetics. Another appealing facet of “Paragraph 7” for Eno was that it was both process and product—an elegant and endlessly beguiling process that yielded a lush, calming result. Some of Cage’s pieces, and other process-driven pieces by other avant-gardists, embraced process to the point of extreme fetishism, and the resulting product could be jarring or painful to listen to. “Paragraph 7,” meanwhile, was easier on the ears—a shimmering cloud of sonics. In an essay titled “Generating and Organizing Variety in the Arts,” published in Studio International in 1976, a 28-year-old Eno connected his interest in “Paragraph 7” to his interest in cybernetics. He attempted to analyze how the design of the score’s few instructions naturally reduced the “variety” of possible inputs, leading to a remarkably consistent output. In the essay, Eno also wrote about algorithms—a cutting-edge concept for an electronic-music composer to be writing about, in an era when typewriters, not computers, were still en vogue. (In 1976, on the other side of the Atlantic, Steve Jobs and Steve Wozniak were busy building a primitive personal computer in a garage that they called the Apple I.) Eno also talked about the related concept of a “heuristic,” using managerial-cybernetics champion Stafford Beer’s definition. “To use Beer’s example: If you wish to tell someone how to reach the top of a mountain that is shrouded in mist, the heuristic ‘keep going up’ will get him there,” Eno wrote. Eno connected Beer’s concept of a “heuristic” to music. Brecht’s Fluxus scores, for instance, could be described as heuristics.
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Geeta Dayal (Brian Eno's Another Green World (33 1/3 Book 67))
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strong women only intimidate the type of men that’ll never be able to comprehend or understand their worth
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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she refused to be anyone’s cup of tea she was more so the finest glass of whiskey
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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I've gone made and the library is my asylum, my peace of mind, my heaven on earth
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Talking shit about others won't reduce the shit in your life.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Never apologize for saying no to the things you didn't truly want.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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When I open the book, I turn off the pain.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Sometimes I hate being this aware.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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If I could do it all again, I would've loved me more instead of waiting on you.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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The beauty in being secure with self is that you never have to defend your ideas or your actions with people who don't matter.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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If women were silent, the world would lose its voice.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Your beauty is yours. Your body is yours. You are yours. You don't exist for them.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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Disliking you as much as you hate me would require an emotional commitment that you don't deserve.
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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sometimes you just need
to be alone with yourself
and the silence of solitude
in order to figure everything out
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)
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you are tougher than your demons you are greater than the pain
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R.H. Sin (A Beautiful Composition of Broken)